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#thats something i dont think people who hate on anakin and specifically hayden's portrayal of anakin seem to get#he's 'whiney' and whatever... no#he's deeply... DEEPLY traumatised and he is terrified of losing the people he loves#he loves incredibly deeply and strongly and he gives so much of his heart to people#but he grew up a slave and was ripped from his mother#and then he sees her death in his dreams until he cant take it anymore but then its too late#and that informs every single choice he makes after that#he sees padme's death and he /knows/ its going to happen. he /knows/ that he has the power of foresight#and he knows that he is seeing her true death#and he refuses to allow her to die the way his mother did#shmi's death informs every moment of anakin's life from that moment forward#and hayden portrayed that desperation and horror and longing for love and safety so so well#of course he fell victim to the sith!!! of course he did!!!#he was vulnerable because he couldn't let another person he loved die the way his mother did#anyway... hayden and anakin supremacy (via @dylanobrienisbatman)
Star Wars: Clone Wars Gambit: Stealth by Karen Miller
#it does my heart good to see tags like this#anakin skywalker#is the cosmic ache in my chest#the prequels#the clone wars#shmi skywalker#mother and son#obi-wan kenobi#obi-wan and anakin#padme amidala#anidala#ahsoka tano#snips and skyguy#Anakin and his loved ones#Fear of Loss#the dragon of that dead star#but in the end he embraced mortality#he died to save his child#the very Love that had been forbidden to him was what saved him and the entire galaxy in the end#that's the beauty of his story#Anakin as tragic hero
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CBS Ghosts is my new guilty pleasure so take my new OCs. The Blanchet family were distant French cousins of the Woodstones who visited the house in the early 1900s, only for a violent house robbery to take the life of their youngest daughter, Mercedes, and her loyal self appointed guard dog, Horse. Only 8 years old, it takes some time for Mercedes to understand her fate, and for some time sheâd be very distressed that her family seem to be ignoring her. On the bright side, the other ghosts are there to try and make things easier, though the misfit collective have a hard time caring for a child given their circumstances, and conflicting ideas on how best to raise a little girl.
Of all the ghosts, she is closest with Thorfinn. He has a soft spot for the little girl.
#âwhy does her dog have an English nameâ because he didnât have one at first he was just dog. and then they died#and thorfinn who had watched this dog take a bullet in attempt to save his owner#took one look at this thing and went ââAHA! Dog strong like horse!â and that became his name#heâs also a Great Dane#I chose these names for comedic effect due to all the confusion they could cause#Hetty: oh here comes the horse drawn carriage#Mercedes: horse cannot draw a carriage! he does not know how to hold a pen :(#also as the years go by people mistake Mercedes for a car lmao#and bc horse is a Great Dane she continuously mistakes Thorâs anti-dane rants to be about her dog#art#my art#digital art#fanart#doodle#drawing#cbs ghosts#ghosts#thorfinn#thorfinn ghosts#ghosts thorfinn#ghosts oc#cbs ghosts oc#she could also work for bbc ghosts but I havenât finished that show yet#and honestly itâs not reaaaallyyy my sense of humour#thereâs a lot I like more than cbs donât get me wrong but in general I find shows where the humour comes from watching everything fall apar#more stressful than entertaining#but I still wanna finish it bc thereâs a lot I like#anyways imagine cbs ghosts but in every other scene thorfinn has a child on his hip#oh also Pete becomes very attached to her once he shows up bc dad#OH AND she doesnât speak much English at first but by the time sam and jay show up sheâs actually pretty fluent
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Did Eleven ever tell Amy and Roryâs parents that theyâre alive in the past? Or did they just go missing a few weeks after a third of the human population had heart attacks?
#updates from cipher#I was thinking about Bill as well. Was her foster mom just waiting for her to come home and she never did?#doctor who#I should write a fic. Eleven rings Brian Williams doorbell and avoids eye contact as he tells him that his son is still alive#but that heâll never see him again. and he died in his 80s in the 1990s or smth#and the doctor canât save them because of the paradox thr weeping angels created#god 10 and Martha would have been so close to Amy and Rory during Daleks in Manhattan as well#In a version of events where like. 12 holds off regeneration long enough at the end of TUAT to go tell Billâs mom that sheâs dead*#before he regenerates heâs like. I have to tell her before I regenerate I canât put this off and do it in a new body#bc imagine if like a companion died while travelling#and the doctor goes to tell their family who they met a few times#but theyâre so upset about the companion dying they werenât able to face the companionâs family for a looong time#not until after they regenerated and the family is horrified to see this stranger has a new BODY and their child is dead#and the doctor not doing it immediately would indicate just how guilty they feel
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Son of Assassins
After an argument with the Fentons where they admitted they were not his birth parents, Danny fled town. He kept up his communication with Jazz, Sam and Tucker of course, but he didn't plan to return until he found out his true parentage.
Maybe they had the answer to why Dan had tried to destroy everything during his mourning, was it something genetic that could be activated? or was he imagining it?
His search leads him to Nanda Parbat, a place he has had flashes of memories that are honestly not very good but was necessary in his search for answers. There he meets his biological mother who is quite upset by his presence and hides him before the guards can notice. Danny doesn't get it but considering he invaded a ninja base he guesses she's justified.
Talia confesses that maybe leaving the clone in a small town in the middle of nowhere wasn't the best of ideas. But the boy was too good at training for his own good and if he continued down that path he would be discarded by Ra. And it's not like she could give him to Slade, considering that Slade didn't know of his existence.
Although looking at him closely it was likely that she could fool Bruce into thinking that he was another of his children. It seemed that Slade's serum hadn't activated yet, or his hair would be white and his eyes would be bright green.
Now, how do you explain to a teenager that he is actually a clone destined to be the guard of the future demon head and was saved by her selfish desire to want to give one of his children a childhood?
#dpxdc#Danny is a clone#Slade and Talias clone to be exact#Slade doesn't know about him#Only LoA knows about him#He was destined to protect Damian#Ra expected that the clone would activate Slade Serum#But he never did#so he planned on discarding him and try again with another#But Talia liked the clone#ironically he remembered her to Bruce#even if they didn't have any relation#she saved the child#and pretend that he died on a mission#When the Fentons found him Danny was really confused#Even if he is a clone the League didn't speed up his growth#So he forgot about everything while growing up#Phantom appearance is like that because of Slade#or the serum inside Slade blood that never activated in him before#of course Danny have the serum too#that also explains all Dan attitude#dp x dc#dc x dp#slade wilson#deathstroke#Danny is Damian half brother#technically#Danny was really good into training#but Ra wanted a Super Soldier not a genius#dp x dc prompt
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god tywin lannister deserved worse
just remembering elias death and i wanna puke and the way tywin talks about elia and what happened is so damn gross
but rip tommen and myrcella we all know whatâs about to happen in the next book :/
the cycle of violence just keeps spinning and damn you tywin for beginning it
(i got a bit crazy in the tags đ)
#rest in peace elia and rhaenys#iâm one of those crazy ppl who thinks jaqen hâghar is aegon đ#literally lost the teeny tiny amount of credibility i had#anyways i think doranâs in on it and i think rhaegar switched out asharas child for aegon paralleling the baby swap jon does#the pact made in braavos about viserys and dany marriages is a half truth half lie#and arianne being sent to faegon is simply doran testing his heir. if she messes up then whoeverâs spying for doran will correct her#gerold dayne knows too much thatâs why doran thinks heâs too dangerous#but this would make the dornish plot sooooo much more interesting and would show that no doran hasnât been doing nothing#it would also automatically make the daynes more important#jaqen (aegon) was in kings landing to kill robert but got caught by varys. syrio was sent to find him. ned cleared out the black cells tho#saving aegon in the process. fun how weâre actually introduced to this character through lyanna starks mini me arya#aegon was able to kill robert with a boar tho so mission accomplished.#now heâs in old town trying to hatch his dragon egg. the stone beast taking flight in danys vision is aegon being symbolically depictedâŠ#..as a spinx#iâm crazy delusional. but ppl who think faegon is actually aegon are even more delusional than me#plus the real aegon being alive fulfills the suns son part of quaithes warnings#i like this theory bc it makes the dorne plot more interesting and it explains whatever is going on with jaqen hâghar cause he is sus#yes yes i know iâm delusional đ i just think itâd be a very interesting twist#kinda hoping no one sees this post at this point bc i know no one will take this theory well lol#i do think this theory can be supported by the text tho#and cerseis throw away line about ned stealing asharas baby would suddenly become peak foreshadowing#barristan comparign dany to ashara would also be peak foreshadowing bc ashara would take the place of gilly in this parallel and she was dis#dishonored by someone at harrenhall. likely aerys and then she turned to a stark probably brandon for comfort#tbh i think it was ashara who lied to brandon about what happened to lyanna. perhaps she was trying to mess with brandonâs wedding and#was trying to get back at rhaegar for humiliating elia at the tourney. i highly doubt it was baelish who lied to brandon cause brandon#has little reason to believe him and no reason to trust him. ashara tho? arthur daynes sister and elias lady in waiting? also his lover?#anyways varys the spider potentially stealing aegon away (if he did take a child it was the false aegon) is there to parallel the others#who ride ice spiders taking crasters sons. tbh i think it was aegon who decided he wanted to train as a faceless man so he could get revenge#on his own terms. and the sea lord of braavos at the time was in on it and helped aegon with his plans#the unveiling coming up is going to be a lot more important than arya just reclaiming her identity. yes im delusional lmao. rant over
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WHOEVER THE FUCK IS RECOMMENDING MED PPL TO GO INTO RADIOLOGY JUST CUS IF THE MONEY, IM GONNA FUCKING gET YOU
#first i had ai dictacting schedules and now the radiologists just thought there was a AHHGGRHHH#YES. YES U CAN MAKE MONEY GOING INTO RADIOLOGY. BUT DO NO T. JU ST. GO INTO IT. for the MONEY#MEDICINE IS FKING PAIN BCS BUSINESS IS A PAIN & PPL ARE IN PAIN & PPL ARE A PAIN#like it is Very. ppl orientated it's FKING MEDICINE and even if ure a vet or whatever theres obvs usually humans attached fo animals#so like u might not always be dealing with the ppl but ur coworkers who are also being directly accounting#for the ppl SURE AS HELL DO#like yea ppl die all the time but ure telling me u dont gaf when u couldve done something to stop a LIFE#a HUMAN LIFE that was DEPENDING ON U just doing a like tiny action in the grand scheme of ur things#but ends up a major life changer to them even if they dont always have the knowledge to recognize it#and u let them die bcs of the money#i cant fcking STANDDDDDD IT ohmy GAWD.#also like radiology is not all that hunky dory like radiactive is part of the fking name like#UGHHHH LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO BE SCOLDING MY PTS WHY TF AM I SCOLDING MFS FOR MY PTS#anyways yea tho totally just join medicine for the money it's tofally not a massive damage to u n society#but also . fuck society for making ppl feel like they only have this choice or it's starvation bcs thats also so fking real fuc that#but bro at least try not to fuck ppl over once u gain a position just bcs u happened to be in a bad mood today like#medicine is Literally. horror. it's not that 'i watch pimple popping videos haha i can handle it' horror . it's literally.#the horror of treating humans like humans while never allowed to be one urself kind of horror#it's watching a little girl crying and a big bulky father weeping like a small child bcs his wife died#&then u step out the room and a pt throws his poop at u bcs he keeps lying to u abt not having any alcohol &wants to go home but has no ride#wants a million opiods and has been absolutely wailing at ur staff and if he leaves ama it docks u so now u gotta#peruse a bunch of legal documents to try and figure out a loophole on how to get him outta here while also dealing with 60 other pts#on the brink of death or intensely septic and the whole time ure trying to save them u got bitches screaming in ur ear abt the#north carolina fluid shortage like btch fuck that im giving this kid the shit they need to survive fuck off#especially funny bcs theres fluids available but we refuse to buy them bcs theyre for a higher price than our og supplier like ok#anyways#love my life
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Jedi Night: A Summary
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Star Wars Rebels taketh away....(immediately)
#star wars rebels#caleb dume#kanan jarrus#hera syndulla#jedi night#no matter how many times i watch this episode kanan still fucking dies at the end anyway#kanan and hera#that padawan who survived order 66 because he ran away saved the future of the rebellion and his unborn child when he sacrificed his life#anyway star wars is great fun y'all#i'm not consistently devastated by all the tragedy surrounding my favorite characters#caleb dume did his duty as a jedi and kanan jarrus did his duty as a family man#he was able to do something anakin skywalker had not#he let go of all of his fears because he trusted in the force and he trusted hera to defeat the empire#which she did#on endor#with captain rex#i'm going to cry about these characters for the rest of my life kthanxbye#star wars
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Why is child trafficking canon in Genshin
#starsounds#genshin impact#tw child trafficking#tw human trafficking#child trafficking tw#human trafficking tw#i just finished the trial with lyney and uh. what. what the fuck.#every now and then they drop the most horrifying lore ever and then never acknowledge it again#collei has haphephobia from her time with the fatui. what the fuck#lisa's lifespan was shortened#sigewinne was a victim of oppression and had to give up her form so she could save her friend from a terminal illness#like seriously what the fuck is this game#DILUC HELD HIS FATHER AS HE DIED. SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THIS GAME
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hello miss padfootastic, today I am thinking about godfather Harry who would move mountains for Teddy, when Remus never moved mountains for Harry. :(
yES!!! miss imp ur so so right for this
i donât care how ooc it might be but i truly fully believe teddy was a traumatised harryâs salvation postwar. he kept that boy alive. physically AND mentally. harry will literally do anything for him and nothing is ever too big or too much for his godson.
iâm thinking ofâharry, parenting teddy, wondering about how easy it is (itâs not, really. heâs a child bringing up another child. but take away the nappy changes and the constant crying and the keeping a living being other than yourself alive part, and it really is easy. bc he loves parenthood. loves teddy. so much) and wondering why remus never wanted this. how he could have given it up so easily. itâs honestly just really sad? like makes him hold teddy tight and never let go? primarily i think he just pities remus at that point.
i can ALSO see harry being offended, not on his behalf, but primarily on teddyâs. because this wonderful, amazing child shouldâve not had his father attempt to walk out on him, shouldnât have had to grow up an orphan but thatâs what it is. iâve only read one fic w a similar premise but i rly need more where harry is just. mad at remus postwar for his treatment of teddy lmao.
#teddy lupin#harry potter#side note i read a fic once where harry says âu saved my life. weâre even nowâ#and teddyâs like ???#and harryâs like âafter the warâ#and itâs all very sweet#but thatâs basically the vibe#can also imagine him being a helicopter parent tbh#his experiences shaping him into what he wished he had as a child etc etc#also really really need remus to be. Treated. like the not great guardian he is#like bro ur bestf died and his kid is left w/o anyone who cared for him#ur telling me u wonât even make one measly visit???#not even as a benevolent stranger?#get outta here w that shit#harry shouldâve been more mad and i stand by that#i GET why he wasnât. truly. but that doesnât satisfy my mean lil heart lol#penâs asks
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mercer frey never gets ahold of chillrend. if he had, pax wouldâve 100% stolen it back before the last dragonborn could ever lay hands on it. if pax ever had an unhealthy attachment to an inanimate object, it would be that sword. heâd kill a man for that sword ( & with it ).
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âč â ââ â ooc. â â«#( it !!! wasnât necessarily his first sword but the first sword he felt like he earned and it was given to him right after kvatch )#( so heâs had it with him for a long long time )#( because he promised vallus to keep his sons alive during a last stand sort of deal to defend their farm from goblins )#( and was able to keep antus and rallus alive )#( thereâs a lot of father & son dynamic in oblivion huh )#( ughhh if he had to tell a parent their child didnât make it he would throw up actually )#( what makes this mean more to him is the fact ⊠he was unable to do the same for his farm )#( though there paxâs father and mother sent him off to save his life and died defending their home )
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Is there a single witch in this little corner of the MCU whose life isnât completely fucking depressing
#likeeee baby ik thatâs on brand for Marvel in general#but yall got me fucked UP#i already knew how SAD agathaâs life was#but then i watched wandavision and got depressed#like damn no one giving these girlies a BREAK#agatha harkness#wanda maximoff#AND THEN I WATCHED AAA AND GOT EVEN MORE DEPRESSED#BC WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS ABSOLUTE BABY HAD A GENERATIONAL CURSE THAT WAS SO BAD THAT HER MOM HAD TO TWIST THE BALLAD AS A PROTECTION SPELL#AND IT DIDNâT EVEN WORK#AND WDYM THIS KOOKY OLD BAT WAS REALLY JUST SUFFERING FROM TERRIBLE PTSD BECAUSE SHE COULDNâT SAVE HER COVEN BUT COULD HAVE#AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS ABSOLUTE HBIC HAS BEEN BOUND FOR A HUNDRED YEARS AND SHEâS ANGUISHED BECAUSE SHE DOESNâT UNDERSTAND HOW#thereâs the bastard child that defies the very laws of creation by existing but he Really Shouldnât#and then something terrible happens and he has no idea who or what he is but he knows Heâs not HIMSELF#and it troubles him so MUCH that he creates a fictional set of Trials in his desperation to figure it out#killing Most of the people that would even have a slim understanding of who he is#AND GOD OKAY#YOU HAVE A WITCH THAT WAS BETRAYED BY HER FAMILY THE ONLY PEOPLE SHEâS EVER TRUSTED#AND SHE KILLS THEM EVEN THO SHE DOESNâT MEAN TO#AND THE ONE ENTITY IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE TO UNDERSTAND HER IS DEATH#AND HER CHILD FUCKING DIES BECAUSE HE WAS NEVER MEANT TO LIVE IN THE FIRST PLACE SO SHE BECOMES DESPERATE TO FEEL ANYTHING BUT HER ANGUISH#AND THRU NO FAULT OF HER OWN SHE GOES THRU CENTURIES OF BEING CALLED A MONSTER A KILLER AND EVIL#NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES SHE TELLS PEOPLE SHE CAN TRY TO BE GOOD#SO IN THE END SHE JUST LETS PEOPLE BELIEVE IT TO BE TRUE#I JUST#WOW#i could also write a loose comprehensive essay on wanda but I did only watch clips from the movies to understand her#but sheâs just like agatha in the sense that people call her evil for just being Desperate and Sad and Alone and what else can she do#she just has to go with it
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I have connected two dots... yamato kaido and momo (and kinda shirahoshi with her top) have clouds above their shoulders... and luffy in gear fourth has them also.... I can see the signs
#momo must be so emotionally confused omg poor child. this guy says he is my father and treats me like his son and also this samurai who has#been acting like my father just died. and now i turned 28 and a dragon and i need to save this island or my shougnate will die. jesus#FUCKING ROB RUCCI!!! I SURE HOPE NOT ONE STRAY ATTACK REACHES THE ROOM FULL OF CP0 AGENTS!!!#now the government is going to invade wano AND TAKE ROBIN!!!!! ROB LUCCI DIEEEE!!!!! AND YOU WILL FAIL AGAIN!!!#now how tf did the heart pirates get there... who can fly on there or did they just tag along on momos tail#the dinosaur head snake???? hello?? qjdhakshsk and it worked.... sanji... 'thats what a brachiosaurus is!' well i do not think so....#wtf sanji.... so much of that wiggly dance he does with the heart eyes has brought him here...#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1053#poor killer man.... why doesnt he cut off the arm kid doesnt have... that should do it right???#jesus.... goodbye kid and law.... hawkins just hitting his head to a wall.... CUT OFF HIS ARM!!! oh no..... another self sacrificing mate..#YEAAHHH THE ARM!!!!! is he gonna take it and give it to kid akdjsksj OH HE TOOK THE STRAW DOLL!!! killer your brain is so huge..#the death card looking JUST like killer.... that was such a slay... they had this one thought out for a while.....#THE MUSIC!!! GOODBYE HAWKINS!!! KILLER OUTSERVED!!!! whats with the cutting of arms this arc.... kid now its your turn to slay (big mom)#episode 1054#sanji having an existential crisis and queen just: WELCOME TO THIS MOMSTER WORLD#having issues with his body transforming doesnt help with the transfem allegations#APOO IS STILL ALIVE???? CUT OFF HIS HEAD!!!!#i was gonna say KINEMON!!! BUT I KNOW ITS THAT FUCKING KANJURO!!!!!! nami drawing the moon on his asscheek akdjsksj#KIKU AND KINEMON ARE ALIVE??? I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS THIS IS A TRAP!!! DON'T GIVE ME HOPE!!!#NOOOOOO THE CP0 IS IN ACTION TOO NOOOOOOOOO#they are breathing.... omg.... kiku..... ORICHI DIEEEE!!!!! i knew this couldn't end like this for her... i have been completely bamboozled#kinemon appearing like the first time... just legs.... amazing#how does big mom ikoku inside the castle are we insane... yamato can you like bite off kanjuros head off or smth... finish him off PLEASE#why do they have steel beams in kaido's castle. everything else is wood and stone. who designed this.#bepo being in law's mid episode animation akdjaksns.... thats really his beffo (bff) bepo#big mom being crushed by some beams doesn't sound right... kid should turn into magneto and start bloodbending... or repel her into the sea#episode 1055#episode 1056
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the main difference between five and eleven is that five started out believing that he was terrible and gradually, slowly, almost to his dismay, learned that he was also great; and eleven started out believing unshakeably that he was great and then slowly, gradually, almost to his relief, learned that he was also terrible.
(this fallout is also the difference between six and twelve.)
#other than this they are very very deeply similar#both sets#phoenix#dw#lavender thoughts#yeah i know five took a lot of hits but i don't think they were ever surprising to him. four died FAILING to stop an apocalypse#and i think that stayed with him forever really#no the things that SURPRISED him though were all the times it turned out x historical figure that he really looked up to was really just hi#and that was horrible. that was devastating. the universe was supposed to have good in it.#the universe was supposed to be full of wonderful people doing wonderful things he wasn't supposed to be battling the darkness alone#and he isn't. but still.#he may see himself as a failure but in spite of it all he cannot avoid being great.#eleven on the other hand.#eleven is deeply used to this. eleven accepts it as the way the universe works and his role in it#river says ''that's the problem with good wizards in fairy stories - they always turn out to be him.'' and eleven doesn't even blink#just smiles#because it's true and he knows it#eleven is Hot Shit and he knows it as a fact of nature#knows it so completely that he can't get his head around being the baddie in someone else's story ----#even when that someone else is literally daleks and cybermen and sontarans and everyone he's always been against#no. he is so SURE he's the good guy that he doesn't understand what's happening even as the trap closes#he's still asking if they've come to ask him to save them as the locks tighten around him#(five would NEVER have been trapped by the pandorica because he would've seen it for what it was immediately)#and then. it never stops. the reinforcement from the universe that he isn't the pure force for good he thinks he is#a child is bred to kill him before he can destroy everything. he is hated and feared.#is he even good at all? the universe keeps relentlessly saying no no no until he finally gets the message#and that's heartbreaking of course it is#but... if he's a monster anyway then he doesn't have to try *so hard* NOT to be a monster#because it's stifling it's choking him - the pressure to be the archetypal hero All The Time#to PERFORM that all the time.
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ButâŠ
Donât stop the fight for equal rights!
Let your voice be heard!
And for those in a bad mental place, here are some links to posts that can provide you with helplines if you need:
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Never forget, you are loved đ©·
#hopefully some funny images can help lighten this heavy subject#us politics#stay safe out there#tw flashing#WARNING: tags will go into subjects of suicide and child death. be warned!#today (nov 6) marks 5 years since one of my friends killed himself. not a day goes by where I don't think of him. he's the reason I'm here#when all those anti trans laws went through I felt like there was no hope. the reason why I stayed was because of the impact he had on me#I knew that if I died I would leave my family in the same pain his death caused me#we didn't know much about each other. we just talked while we walked to our bus. the conversations usually lasted 10 minutes tops#then one day he stopped coming. it was cold and flu season so I thought he was sick#a month later (nov 6) I found out he had shot himself after being heavily bullied and his life support was being unplugged. he was only 14.#please don't die. people do care about you.#(for those who will be concerned: I'm doing a lot better now. lexapro has been saving my ass and my current life situation has granted me#more freedom so I'm a lot happier now)#mint mumbles
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arthur morgan is so eldest daughter coded GOD
#aristotle.txt#i think dutch and arthur mirror the relationship between a mother and daughter in many aspects#dutchs victimization of himself and his continuous denial and the anger he experiences and emotional guilting#the MINUTE arthur gains autonomy enough to betray his wants is just so peak mother and oldest daughter#the way arthur is HELL BENT on saving dutch is so representative of that#john has a much easier time questioning dutch and it is wholly because john is younger. he is the younger child#he has arthurs protection and he BELIEVES in that. so fully. in the way he carries himself#arthur lingers in johns life and his choices. john has the autonomy and freedom of a second child#ON TOP OF THIS. i think dutch loves both john and arthur. i dont think that is untrue#dutch is pathetic and he experiences major decline in sanity#the impact of arthurs death.... the abysmal reality that it was by dutchs hand that he died... dutchs sin is pride#he is hysterical in his attempt to prove what i can only assume is his worth as a father figure#he is so deep in denial and truly has lost his mind. that many has so much wrong with him#but he is well written and nuanced and so often feels motherly in his platitudes and preaching#a prideful mother and a daughter hellbent on making sure she is never lonely ohhhh theyre so#aough this game. this game is cooking me.#also the lengths that arthur goes to keep all of his tenderness wrapped in the pages of his journal and safe from everyone.....oh we're#really in it now arthur morgan#a.rdr2
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Honestly though, this (what Ashe is pointing out) is exactly why I don't think GW could possibly end well. There's no "talking it over" after all the bloodshed (especially bloodshed started by them, and especially bloodshed started by them that didn't have to happen).
The way the narration leaves it "open" too at the end of GW just comes across as "it failed". It feels like... a kind of pointless story?
And I know some people might think that since Dimitri personally isn't as deeply affected by losing Matthias and so might be willing, that's still no good if his people and closest allies aren't. Rodrigue and Sylvain wouldn't be so forgiving, and I do think Dimitri would follow suit because that's his father (Rodrigue)'s closest friend and one of his own closest friends' father.
Add that to the fact that they have Sreng to deal with still (and I imagine sooner or Sylvain would figure out that Leicester had a hand in provoking Sreng to attack Faerghus) on top of losing Matthias and I imagine all the stress and aggravation wouldn't bode well for Leicester as far as Claude's thinking of things working out goes.
I just really can't see where GW goes afterward that would be "good" or works in Claude's favor at all. Maybe that was the intention and it was meant to be a route with a completely tragic ending, but apparently there are players who think it would end well and whatnot and I just can't see that happening (both from Faerghus' end and from Adrestia's end, the latter of which Claude discussed within GW itself).
If their intention was for a totally tragic ending, like yeah, I can see that... but as always the writing muddies the waters to make it sound good while something bad is happening. It keeps trying to have a positive spin on bad things as if they're just afraid to commit to a fully bad ending.
#DCB Three Hopes Run#also to be specific the reason I just call Rodrigue his father outright is bc he refers to him as a âsecond fatherâ in Houses#but I'm not gonna literally write âhis second fatherâ every time I mention it and honestly âadoptive fatherâ doesn't work for me either#bc him being an adoptive sort of parent doesn't make the fact that he /is/ a parent to him any less valid#like a parent is a parent and I don't feel the need to point that out and the feeling is mutual between them#if Rodrigue is literally calling him ''my boy'' it's a pretty cut and dry parent/child relationship#obviously I'm using Houses context in this case but it's still accurate in Hopes#and I just can't see losing Matthias going over smoothly at all and things getting better with time#I mean Matthias is such a major player in Faerghus and so important that I just can't see them being like#well it was only /one/ important bigwig who died. like no it was one important bigwig saving a whole lot of lives#who is also very intelligent and has a deep say in politics. that's ofc not counting#as Ashe says here in AM in reference to Adrestia that they've killed so much on both sides bc of the war#that he can't imagine just sitting and talking now. just because we as players only saw one named character die#and just because that character wasn't a playable character nor a returning character we already knew and loved#doesn't mean hundreds if not thousands more didn't die in Leicester's invasion#like Ashe says here I just don't see how both sides could sit and talk after all that#esp since Sylvain would prob be involved and uh... Sylvain is... a very emotional and angry person#and extremely vengeful (and they rly leaned into that side of him in Hopes in all routes)#I canNOT imagine talks with him involved not getting heated and aggressive#and he'd /have/ to be there bc he's the Margrave now in GW. if they want to have important talks like that#they need all their major players which like even if Felix say wasn't there#Rodrigue has basically equal authority as Felix bc Rodrigue has the respect of experience and has proven himself#so they could be swapped out for talks and Felix being the ''official'' Duke wouldn't affect talks in the least#if Rodrigue was/had to be present instead. with Sylvain you've either got no other options#or you've got Miklan who I can't imagine would want to even get involved with all of that#both bc of his mixed feelings on Matthias but also bc he's been out of the political atmosphere for so long#so yeah I uh... can't... see talks ever going well unless Claude legitimately makes amends somehow#or Houses Claude gets in there smacks him around and fixes some shit before heading back to his own verse lol
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