#he could have been happy 😭
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do y’all ever think about how Maximus’ main joys are things that involve creating and nurturing life? he’s a farmer who loves tending crops. he’s a husband who adores his wife and probably wanted to have more children eventually. he’s a father who adores his son and wants to raise him. his leadership techniques are encouragement and kindness. he treasures the lives of family, his men, and even his enemies to a certain degree.
and still, he is constantly expected to kill and destroy simply because he’s good at it. I can imagine he joined the army because, like most young boys, he saw the glory and excitement of it. he’s a natural born killer with his foresight in battle and his ability to size up opponents in an instant. he’s brilliant at what he does.
but. that’s not what makes him rise in the ranks everywhere he goes.
as a soldier, it’s obvious he’s won the respect and loyalty of his men because he is honest, devoted, and caring toward them. he does not cast them into battle as pawns; he rides alongside them and supports them as equals in battle. Marcus wants him to be the next Emperor because he knows Maximus’ nature is not to be power-hungry.
even as a gladiator, it’s his refusal to kill Tigris that really puts him over the top in favor with the people. they love him for his ability to kill, but even more for his choice not to. he befriends his fellow gladiators instead of seeing them as obstacles to his freedom. he treasures the memory of his family by carrying their statues with him everywhere he goes. his last act of killing Commodus is not just to get revenge and set the city to rights — it’s protecting and nurturing the life of a little boy who reminds him of his own son, the grandson of the man he thought of as his own father.
and I just think there’s something so powerful in the way everyone recognizes Maximus’ humility and kindness and mercy just as much as his courage, prowess in battle, ferocity, etc. he stands out because he doesn’t glory in killing, he doesn’t relish in destroying lives. he mourns life lost. he longs to live peacefully and foster life.
how tragic? that it’s people’s obsession with his natural skillset that prevents him from doing what he wants most?? Marcus won’t let him go home, Commodus won’t let him go home, Proximo forces him to kill, the mob loves him when he kills.
and how ironic? that they all recognize his goodness and refuse to let him live accordingly? how ironic that all he wanted to do was be kind and the people who recognized that still forced him to be harsh?
#i am DEEP IN THE FEELS today#if marcus had just let maximus go home none of that would have happened#he would have harvested his crops and made love to his wife and taught his son to ride horses#he would have become a beloved grandfather eventually#he would have been the most respected former military leader turned farmer#he would have had an endless legacy of love and joy and growth and family#he could have been happy 😭#he deserved nothing but happiness and he got nothing but sorrow 😭😭#maximus let me give you my whole world#you can take it and make it into whatever you want#just let me kiss you goodnight and fall asleep in your arms#HE IS EVERY SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL THING TO ME#I NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM#my beloved my one and only my brightest star in the sky#oh how i adore him#and everything he does#gladiator#text posts#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#russell crowe#gladiator 2000
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If you die,

I die.

But if I die,

eat properly,

get enough sleep.

Meet new people.

Live a happy life.

And when you think of me occasionally,

Remember that I will love you,

for eternity.

Via~ fluffy_floppy_friday (on Tiktok)
#jjk#gojo satoru#satosugu#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen#sugusato#gego#this took me so long bc I was pasting the pic with tears in my eyes#MY ICLOUD#anyway yea I’ve just been feeling angsty about them#when am I not#I read this poem and I thought about how Suguru would have wanted satoru to live a happy life#but satoru denied it#the only person that could see him was dead#he really was satoru Gojo because he was the strongest when he died#he lowkey cursed him when he said that#anyway 😂😂😂😂😂😅😅😅😅🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#moving on
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Mark being haunted by the 'what ifs' in his life. What if he got her the plant instead of the antfarm? What if they hadn't lost the baby? What if he wasn't so distant at the time and was more there for her? What if the IVF worked? What if they tried one more time and it worked? What if he got to be a dad? What if he was kinder to her instead of pushing her away because of his own grief? What if he went with her that night? What if he said I love you faster? Would that have saved her? The what ifs can be worse than the reality sometimes...
#severance spoilers#severance#mark scout#mark s.#severance apple tv#severance season 2#severance s2#severance season two#gemma scout#gemma casey#hes just like me fr jaja🥲#thinking about all the things he couldve done...how he couldve been better...it does drive you crazy a bit ya.#ugh Mark :( im sorry king ilysm youve been through too much. you just wanted to have a happy life with ur wife. wanted a baby with her...#and accepted(as best he could) that it wasnt happening for them like that...thats hard :(#getting both your hopes up. the idea of this new person you both made being in ur lives now...and it just didnt happen...aaaaa :(#mark and gemma yall deserve the world😭😭#IM TALKING!!!!!!
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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still kinda not over ichiro taking a bite out of his hamburger in the leaders bonus hypster track and going 'it's so good!! it tastes really meaty!!' lmao
#vee queued to fill the void#ichiro's been shown to be somewhat neglectful towards himself when it comes to food lol#he knows what tastes good to have made the world class yamada curry tho despite not having the vocabulary for it lol#and that's the most important part tbh lol tho i kinda wonder if he workshopped it with anybody 🤔#like in that dod chapter where samatoki gives ichiro his new home and business lol before daddy samatoki showed up#the bros were all eating convenience store bento boxes which means none of them were cooking for each other yet#and that might be consequence of their living space at the time lol but what if after the upgrade#ichiro felt more obligated to cook for his bros so they could grow well with good food and needed advice on cooking lol#i think it'd be cute if nmcd all got together to help ichiro learn to cook is what i'm saying lol#equally as cute is if the bros got together and taught themselves (tho that may have been a trainwreck lol)#but jiro and saburo both describe the yamada curry as ichiro's so that tells me it's usually an ichiro recipe#but anyway samatoki learned to bake for his sister ichiro would definitely be the same mindset#but let's give ichiro more happy moments associated with food like kuukou's lowkey already been trying to do lol#and have all his friends workshop the recipe with him 🥺🥺🥺#vee is arting#save for that kuukou comic this is the last of my art backlog lol#which means no more art for another three months or sumn lmao 😭😭😭😭😭😭#(i need to promise to myself to not go that long without drawing again lol 😭😭😭😭😭)
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WIPs out my nuts… also i’m like 3 projects behind schedule atm BUT do NOT think that i haven’t seen the danny sexbang redesign trend…
#ngl it is kinda funny to me. the new ‘suit’ was SO fucking ugly the nsp community collectively took it into our own hands 💀💀#but anyway YES this is the secret project i’ve been alluding to …#i’m 3 PERSONAL projects behind schedule atm. this does not count school projects. 😀👍#<- so yeah ngl this isn’t exactly getting the time i wish i could give it BUT i’m pretty happy with what i have#+ DANNY’S BIG FAT FUCKIN HEAD IS SO FUNNY TO ME 😭 it’s where he derives his power source …#ninja sex party#danny sexbang#ninja brian#(also bc i phrased this kind of weirdly. this is NOT an danny redesign this is [SECRET]…!)#(if you look at the top right u can read one of the file names …. ;3)#honeyposting#honeyart
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mourning the half-episode this yaku moment could have been 😔 but happy the movie exists at all 🙏
#rei rambles#haikyuu!!#yaku morisuke#he's my favourite so i was REALLY looking forward to this but ah. alas.#gritting my teeth 'cuz im happy we got a movie but i keep thinking about how i wish it could have at least been 10 eps like stz#i wanted my yaku moments 😭😭 but im so grateful for the kryk and nekoma third years that was in it at all#it's such a struggle lmao im still wrestling with it ngl#is it spoilers if it wasnt even included in the movie????#regardless#spoilers#haikyuu spoiler
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Since we didn’t get a proper HenBuck scene about him discovering his bisexuality, I think we all deserve a nice scene post-BT breakup where the two of them talk about how much of an ass T is. Buck trying to apologize because he didn’t see it sooner, but Hen’s just keeps saying he got there in the end and that’s what matters. HenBuck are always adorable, I must have more of the sibling energy from them!!!
And it’s actually so criminal that we didn’t get a scene with the two of them talking about Buck coming out (although I’ll forgive it if it’s because Hen couldn’t bring herself to support a relationship between her surrogate little brother and That Man, and she didn’t want to lie to Buck, especially about his first queer relationship). I don’t think Hen would want to interfere in anyone’s relationship, but especially a relationship that is a new beginning for Buck and his identity. She’s a lil nosy, but she also cares so much about her people, and the fact that we don’t have a scene where she explicitly tells Buck that she’s proud/happy for him discovering more about himself is so loud, especially given that she’s the only other canonical queer member of the 118 firefam. She would just trust that Buck could figure things out on his own - after all, she’s the one who’s believed in him probably the longest at the 118. That’s her little brother, guys, I refuse to believe that the Henren scene in the hospital was the most reaction we’ll get from Hen about Buck’s newfound bisexuality.
#HenBuck#the way it’s been 3 months in-universe and crickets KILLS me#they might just be my favorite platonic relationship of the core 5 at the 118 hmm#hen wilson#henrietta wilson#bisexual evan buckley#evan buckley#anti tommy kinard#anti bt#anti tevan#anti bucktommy#anti bummy#karen wilson#911#9-1-1#911 abc#9-1-1 abc#I was literally more excited about a HenBuck scene about Buck’s bisexuality than a BuckBobby scene if you can believe that#and I was VERY excited for that#hen is absolutely the type of friend who feels the joy of her friends very deeply and I wish we could have 10 thousand scenes of these two#just being happy and queer and maybe even buck excitedly telling her everything he’s been finding out the queer community and hen’s like#oh yeah but did you know THIS?? and buck down yet another rabbit hole#i need them#😭😭😭#give me another HenBuck scene or give me death
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you wouldn’t purchase a boyfriend... (i would)
#🎮 kayleigh plays the elder scrolls online#y’all have NO IDEA how unbelievably happy this makes me#thaesandra (the wood elf in the second picture) is my most beloved and developed oc ever#and i have shipped her with fennorian for literally years now#and he is!!! FINALLY!!! a houseguest#i have had a whole room set up for him for over a year now (possibly over two but time is stupid and my memory is trash)#i never genuinely thought that they’d make him a houseguest 😂#BUT NOW!!! THAESANDRA AND FENNORIAN ARE TOGETHER!!! AT LAST!!! 🥹 💕 💗 🥰#... if only darien gautier could also be a houseguest but alas his. circumstances. do not allow for such a thing 💔#maevaris and darien have been one of my main otps for literal years now but#due to various reasons darien will never be a houseguest 😭 💔#ANYWAYS. THAESANDRA × FENNORIAN. OFFICIALLY CANON (FOR THAESANDRA’S SPECIFIC ESO PLAYTHROUGH) ✨#i will probably take screenshots later but right now i desperately need to go tf back to bed because i work later 🙃
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your_home_숩 ☆
#thank you for coming home before the year ends and giving us update on how you’ve been🖤#you have no idea how much that means and how happy i am to hear from you🥺#our captain‚ our forest and our warm home🤎🌳🏡 we love you and we’ll wait for you as always so take all the time you need‚ okay?!#i knew that he was home with his family probably having good time with them but hearing it from him really did gave me a relief😭#like hearing from him that he sleeps well‚ eats home cooked meals‚ takes a walk everyday‚ looks at the sky and feels#spends time with his family‚ hearing from him that he’s healthy and happy and putting efforts to be healthier🥺nothing could make me happier#i missed you sOooOooooo much my love🥺 but i can wait you as much as you need and the passing time only makes my love grow bigger🥺#i hope he keeps having healing time with his loved ones‚ hope he never stops taking walks and looking up to the sky..♡#sighs the fact that he immediately brought happiness and brightness to my day...! and this will keep me going till they come back as 5 🙂↕️#love you soobie boobie doobie foobie🥺✨️💝💖💗💓🌟💞💕#tu’s moa diaries (tu’batu wari wari) 🌟
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I was looking through my 2D Doof image folder and randomly came across this picture I didn't remember I had saved, please he looks so adorable😭💕
#he's evil but he's also just a silly little man :3 (I love him with all my heart)#no but for real he looks sooo cute smiling like that💕 it's nice to see him have a small moment where he just seems happy and content#fyi the screencap is from his and Charlene's song from the special episode and it's a still frame that appears for like 1 second lol#only thing that bothers me slightly it the fact he's wearing shoes in the house (we don't do that here)#ik it's a cartoon so most characters just wear their signature outfit anywhere and they didn't wanna bother designing a new one#but when Selina moves in with him he'll have to stop that lmao#on that note I've been thinking of giving him a more casual/comfy outfit but I have no idea what could fit him😭#like his original outfit looks badass and all but 1) he's gonna boil in the summer heat#and 2) I don't think it's the most comfortable for things like a cozy evening on the couch or stuff like that - so yeah🤷♀️#2nd dimension doofenshmirtz#2d doofenshmirtz#2d doof#doofenshmirtz#heinz doofenshmirtz#dr doofenshmirtz#phineas and ferb#across the second dimension#across the 2nd dimension#at2d#atsd#screenshot#f/o: 🚂#f/o gush#f/o appreciation#selnia talks
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saw someone categorise the hypmic characters based by their last names and sometimes that’s a seating arrangement style in jp classrooms so i arranged them as so lol
#vee queued to fill the void#i added the chuuoku women to try and get as many seats filled since 18 is a hard number to make look nice#(as if 21 doesn’t have the same problem lmao)#but i almost regret doing that lol doppo could have been with his fellow 29 year olds and sasara and rosho could have sat together rip 😭😭😭😭#but i guess samatoki can be happy he’s by his sister lmao#and doppo has jakurai at least lol but frfr rip rosasa lmao#i also feel really bad gentaro is all alone 💀 ramudice got to sit together but gentaro is in a corner in the front THIS IS SO SAD LOL#i need a better seating arrangement lol 7x3 looks so bad but gentaro in a corner feels even worse lmao
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No thoughts just Arthur in his cute paper christmas crown 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺
#jane journals#self insert talk#🎄 my christmas wish 🎄#sane? naw i dont know her we've never met i have never even heard of her#im taking a little break from cleaning a whole bunch again and guess what im doing fucking research on the christmas cracker thing#FUCKING BRITS#IT SOUNDS SO FUN ACTUALLY#UGH AND ARTHUR WHEN HE READS THE DUMB JOKE INSIDE 😭😭😭#his wheezy asthmatic ass laugh#my friend axel was watching the movie last night and called him 'autistic asthmatic and just happy to be here'#HONESTLY NOTHING COULD BE MORE TRUE#FUCK MAN I LOVE HIM A LOT 😭😭💖💖💖#im gonna be so fucking insufferable#as if u didnt know. ive been insufferable enough already#just prepare for more!!
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I don't necessarily buy into the idea of love languages, but I think figuring out how you show your love to others can be such a great idea.
I've learned that I show love through gift-giving and creating things with my loved ones in mind. While this won't be compatible with everyone, the core of why you like expressing your love in particular ways can help you explore how to expand on how you express it.
I think this is important because I think we should strive to be adaptable and to understand ourselves as deeply as we understand the people we love. By getting to know yourself, you can how to appreciate all these qualities about you
#advice#relationships#this goes for ANY TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP#i have always expressed my love in the same way no matter who it is - because i love them#i used to buy my friend flowers when i had no classes in high school#(funnily enough i'm not a huge fan of recieving gifts myself. i would rather be giving them)#inspired because i just gave my dad a gift the other day and i felt so fulfilled and happy#i've gone so long without giving a gift that i felt morose. and now i feel rejuvenated :3#i'm thinking about what gift i could give next#i've been talking a lot about crochet to my dad so maybe after my next project i could find something to make him#after my hoodie i wanna make this freddie fazbear beanie. i thought it was HILARIOUS#bruh i took sewing classes as a youth and i made a stuffed bear and gave it to him. and the bear has no eyes and he STILL HAS IT 😭#this bear is almost ten years old and he still has no eyes gd bless 😭💀💀
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COOKIES OF DARKNESS NATION WE ARE OFFICIALLY BACK 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
(long rambling in tags if u care)
#cookie run#licorice cookie#red velvet cookie#affogato cookie#I KNOW im late to this but i was at school ok 🙄 anyways i have a lot of thoughts#first off LICORICE UGH I MISSED HIM SO BAD IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM#his stats are so fascinating to me. i don't think anyone was expecting his strength to be that high#its pretty average but its still his best stat surprisingly#im shocked his strategy and puzzle solving are only 3. i think that's a strange decision to make them so low but I'm open to accepting it#maybe his avoidance/lack of ability to see the big picture contributes to the low scores?#his stats are so unexpected but I could get used to it. still i want an elaboration from devsis on these#i want them to show his strength in the show because i was expecting his strength to be like. 3 or 4#but anywho. i think its very funny how affo is 0 strength. i love how its canon licorice could easily kick his ass in a fist fight#i really do love affo and im SO happy to see him with the cod fucking finally all we got with him as a cod until now was ODYSSEY 😭#im so excited to see him work with the cod as an actual member. he's a very fun character for me#i cant wait for them to actually make him feel like one of the cookies of darkness its been over a year since he joined by now c'mon#im just so ecstatic that the cod are back. hopefully this is a good omen and will pave the way for more cod appearances soon#bcs u all know how i feel about the lack of cod for the better part of the past year. this better be their comeback i believe in them#😁😁😁😁😁😁 IM JUST SO HAPPY THIS IS THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME IM SO HAPPY U HSVE NO IDEA I LITERALLY SCREAMED#btw ik crepe is there. but they're in a weird grey area of being a cod so i didn't post them BUT IM VERY HAPPY THEY'RE THERE TOO ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#♦️charlie's miscellaneous
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i like how the american dad fandom collectively headcanons that roger had terrible, ab//sive parents back on his home planet
like take a look at this goofy alien guy: hes an alc//h//lic, he has traits of a multiple personality disorder, hes an addict, he has very clear abandonment issues and went on a family bender, he smokes; all those things right there are DEFINITELY trauma responses like he clearly has LOTS of trauma he isnt properly dealing with
he even keeps his dad in the smiths freezer and takes a bite of it every year on his bday for gods sake like he aint right in the head
#ik ik rog is an asshole a lot of the times and you shouldnt use trauma as an excuse for your actions-#and the whole ‘his species needs to be mean to survive’ thing-#but CLEARLY hes dealing with some serious issues here#like what has my babey boy been through?!???#istg if they dont make a decent roger backstory in the near future i am going to loose it#i need his backstory so badly 😭😭😭#i am happy though with the tidbits of his life here and there in the series#i like to think that the smiths have tried to get roger the help he needs multiple times like in family affair-#but he dismisses it says hes too ‘superior’ for it or goes once and thinks everything is fixed#i also like to think that when rog first came to the smiths and they treated him like the rest of the family-#he was taken aback at first bcuz he wasnt used to such kindness and hospitality from caregivers#i could go on and on with this but i wont lol#i could write a freaking novel based on hcs and theories i have regarding this show#ive officially got ad brainrot yall#american dad#roger smith#ad talk
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