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Hail Daughter of Hatred. Hail Creator of Sanctuary. Hail... Lilith.
#aartyom#userwolfkissed#diablo iv#diablo 4#diabloedit#vg: diablo iv#c: lilith#videogameedit#gamingedit#gamingdaily#p: mine#mine: diablo iv#valedits#i still think this is one of the coolest trailers ever#i don't even go here but in 3 years the visuals of this trailer#haven't left my brain
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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How’s the comic with my favorite pair of short sassy bird and tall, awkward fellow going?:3
JF;GAOIDJ IT'S GOING HORRIBLE BECAUSE I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED WITH OTHER PIECES AND PROJECTS PLEASE SEND HELP
someone is encouraging me to be crazier about tango and etho and bdubs and xisuma and doc and [REDACTED] and [REDACTED] (i'm rolling my eyes very playfully, it's tuna. it's tuna tunastime's fault)
#I WANT TO VERY BADLY BUT THEN S8 TIMELINE IS BEATING ME OVER THE HEAD#AND THEN THE ETHO PLAYLIST...#and i wasn't gonna do any more for tango but now i'm having thoughts and they aren't leaving so LFKJGSLDFG#but mumbo and grian are in my brain they haven't left#dbhc ask#dbhc#ask#anon
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the new ride kamens character is jo, and he's... blood stark and night rogue? he's got the blood stark visor and color, but he's got bat wings which is definitely night rogue, not what i would've expected, i would've thought we'd get evol and kr rogue first as separate characters, but hey, dan kuroto and blood stark are some of my top faves of all time villains, so i'm not complaining
heck YES look at this steam-powered and yet somehow cyberpunky batman. he's awesome! 🦇 and honestly given that the popular guess for him was Night Rogue, I think it's pretty funny that he ended up being (mostly) the other Faust guy (I admit I usually associate him with the Evol form and...kind of forgot about Blood Stalk a little bit. :')
augh I am so BEHIND on drawing the Wisdom Thinks guys, hold on let me fix this
also I really hope they get way into the nitty-gritty of them running the lounge. nothing is funnier to me than Dramatic Action Superheroes having to take time out of their day to balance their business ledger and figure out the employee rotation for the week and stress about scheduling their upcoming food safety inspection. it's great.
#art#ride kamens#(sorry! the twst update kinda took over my brain a little whoops)#i'm still in shock about soun being zangetsu. i was SO convinced his shoulder-thing was gaim's big orange slice...#i mean i guess the melonman isn't THAT far off but it still kinda rocked me#i should have learned my lesson by now about thinking i know who anyone's going to be#my hubris!#anyway so wisdom thinks huh#(eyes the character profiles) you know they haven't said the words 'host club' but...do you think...#i mean probably not. but DO YOU THINK...#woooo only one boy left to be revealed!#who's it gonna be who's it gonna be
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i know some of nora's extra content are... so out of character... and... questionable... but there's this one part that never faiIs to make me feel things;
"And then Neil was— gone
And Andrew wanted to–wanted to burn the world, wanted to shove aside everyone standing in his way, wanted to tear the stadium down bench by bench and bolt by bolt, until he figured out where Neil was,"
#LISTEN#andrew always says that he wants nothing#but#Andrew wanted to-wanted to burn the world#HE WANTED TO BURN THE WORLD#BECAUSE NEIL WAS GONE#this is such a big desire yk#also the stutter and the repetition make it so much better#did i make any sense?#probably not but they haven't left my brain since months ago#so...#aftg#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil
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they r very important to meeeeee
#i haven't drawn anything in so long bc i just had surgery and before that i was so sick#but!! im feeling much better and i still have a week left of bed rest so hopefully this drawing kickstarts my brain#not that i haven't been drawing but rlly it's been all my mha oc's that i'm Far too attached to#PLEASE DONT TAG THIS AS SHIP THEY R FATHER AND SON#usually idgaf about ppl tagging shit whatever they want but this one is very special to me#dad might#izuku midoriya#yagi toshinori#all might#my hero academia#mha fanart#deku#i like the sketch wayyy better but i spent too long on the color to let it rot in my procreate folder
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if yord had lived he'd be leading the hunt for qimir and osha and we would've gotten the most delicious tension between him and qimir. qimir would start out frustrated that yord got away, intent on finishing what he started. and yord, once hunted, now hunter, once an exemplary jedi, and now solely focused on revenge disguised as righteous justice (which it is also a bit of that). and qimir starts to enjoy the game, the chase. and in this timeline, sol still dies, osha still goes with qimir, but yord was unconscious, recovering in a bacta tank, so all he knows when he wakes up is that qimir is out there and took osha, his friend, away. so then you also have the tension of that confrontation, the realization that osha has willingly turned, and that maybe yord can't blame her for that, because what has he been doing these past many months, years, maybe, but give in to the selfish desire to finish what he started too?
#in this au vernestra doesn't blame sol for all the deaths. like maybe she doesn't say it was her apprentice#but she says they're dealing w someone powerful#like she can't lie about that bc yord can testify#and in this maybe jecki lives. on one hand - probably not bc yord's guilt about her death would be SO GOOD#but on the other hand just maybe stick her in a coma for a while idk lol. until she joins him on the hunt#plus if she lives osha's betrayal will feel more personal...... hmm....#i literally do not have time to write another fic. i haven't even finished the ones i'm currently working on!!!#but now this is sticking in my brain.....#idk that post about yord's little gay earring just made me think that he should have gay tension with qimir. just a thought#like if we REALLY wanted to discuss the themes of light and dark and the in-between#and the whole 'nobody wakes up and thinks they're the bad guy' theme#maybe we should've left the very stoic uptight capital g Good Guy jedi alive to challenge that#yord fandar#qimir#osha aniseya#the acolyte#star wars#sticking this in the tag:#my writing#bc i very well might come back to this
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Finja x Chase angst? 👀
oh dude their whole "relationship" is basically messed up angst lol (despite me often portraying it as cracky angst)
I mean, we have some good angst in Chase pursuing First not because he 'loves/cares about' him, but because he selfishly desires him for his power/sees him as a challenge to get into his Fallen Warriors army. And First having to be constantly on alert against Chase, especially when he behaves like a charming honorable warrior, hiding that cunning manipulative side of him behind amused 'harmless' smiles. I would imagine its hard for First to not start to care about Chase (he can be very charming ;) ) to some degree, so there is like this delicious angst in starting to care about someone with whom morally you would never agree with. (very Prof. X vs Magneto vibe imho)
(this also could lead to some interesting spin-off angst opportunity about First being in the Fallen Warriors Army and just...existing in this weird limbo of being a target of Chase's favorable attention, but still essentially being a servant to his Master so thus really unable to trully care about/love this evil man but he still kinda cares after all these years and, like ooooooh baby thats some scrumptious angst possibility)
Or we can have some angst in form of First, being technically 'moved on'/left only in spirit in this world and Chase, still obsessing over him all these centuries, not even realizing that he is basically pining at this point. Showing up to bother current Ninjas, Ninjanomicon and Spirit of First at every opportunity, but not being able to actually be (in any capacity) with First, besides those very brief reunions. And First, throughout the years, while still being very annoyed about Chase's continuoes presence, also feels... incredibly saddened about this man to some degree. But he still can not falter, for his duty and successors still need him and they take priority, so this weird relationship just continues on.
And like OOOOH BABIES this is just scratching the surface of any possible angst, but these are the ones that are currently circling in my mind (i want to make some comics with these scenarious) so yeah! angst! ;D
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#chase young#i dunno if it is obvious but i really headcanon that since Chase drunk the soup/sold his soul for immortality and power he is INCAPABLE of#true geniune unselfish sort of love. oh he can desire/want/care to some degree/ and certainly selfishly want to possess someone but love???#nah fam. this dragon man lost that ability. he probably remembers how to tho. and sometimes that shows with some people. like Omi.or First;#and First in turn. while putting duty first (hah) could really start to care about Chase if exposed to him enough but there would be this#voice in his brain that constantly reminds him what Chase really is and how could he care about a monster like this when a similar monster#took his family away?haven't he dedicated his life to defeating monsters?what sort of honor will he have left if he starts to care for evil#gosh all these rants make me want to be a better writer so i could write a fic *cries*#but i shall try to make some comics. i haven't lied i have some ideas for all 3 scenarios i mentioned here >>>;D
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i'm binging disenchantment
#futurama#philip j fry#disenchantment#princess bean#mora the mermaid#beanmora#disenchantment spoilers#i apologize for the shittiness of this doodle i haven't drawn in so fuckin long#but i needed to get this out before it left my brain
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Jane Doe / Penny Lamb's themes of identity are so interesting to me. like. who you were before has been crushed, and is dead and buried. You're everything and nothing at the same time. Lost in the dark after being thrown in there without a guiding hand. You never had a life to remember.
Yet, that former identity is still truly alive. Clawing it's way out from inside your chest. You are still you. You and that former identity remain as the same beating heart. Just torn out and buried somewhere you can't find it just yet.
It's your choice to dig up that heart, put it back inside you, and get closure. It's your choice to develop a new heart, and create a new sense of self.
Why be left in death when you can rise from the ashes and start anew?
Ezra Lamb also has some interesting themes of identity & how you view life as a whole as well! Like.
You live. You die. That's it, right? No purpose to it, no meaning. Like a puppet show played over and over until the performers finally get tired of it. So, the best option is to just. Live as yourself. The universe is indifferent to how you are, so why worry about what you need to be? Just be what you want to be.
There's an pessimistic side to it, just as there is a more hopeful, optimistic side. If you have no purpose or meaning, why not make your own? The "universe" or "higher ups" can't do shit about it. Who cares who or what you are? Enjoy the life you have while it lasts. Everyone's in the dark, right? It's your choice on what you do with your life while you have it.
If you're nothing, then make yourself into something.
Why be left in a life with no meaning when you can create your own meaning?
Do I realize the Lambs may or may not be narrative foils? Yeah. Am I insane about it? Yeah. I'm not normal about their contrasting themes of existential & nihilism (of many forms), along with some themes of rememberance & identity. I might be reaching a LOT with this but chat please hear me out
I love analyzing shit until it's literal atoms and adding more characterization to characters if you can't tell. It will happen again
#watermelons talks#SORRY FOR YAPPING ABOUT THESE TWO SO MUCH I AM A S U CK ER FOR SIBLING TROPES WITH NARRATIVE PARALLELS AAHH#you will hear more i fear#these little idiots haven't left my brain for like. seven months. they just live there rent free now#ride the cyclone#rtc#ride the cyclone musical#legoland#legoland play#legoland musical#uranium teen scream trilogy#story themes#analysis#penny lamb#penny lamb ride the cyclone#penny lamb rtc#penny rtc#penny legoland#legoland penny#rtc jane doe#jane doe ride the cyclone#jane doe rtc#jane rtc#jane ride the cyclone#ezra lamb rtc#ezra lamb#ezra legoland#ezra rtc#ezra lamb legoland#ezra lamb ride the cyclone
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I was thinking that Jing Yuan actually does see Yanqing as something akin to a son, but most of the time treats him as his disciple and a member of the cloud-knights; he admires his tenacity and wants to protect part of his innocence, he did seem to raise him and is so similar to his younger self, but it also comes with an arrogance unbeffiting of a soldier that needs to be straightened out, something that must happen to everyone. Plus, there's something he needs Yanqing to do for him when the time comes, even if he still can't let the kid walk completely alone.
On the other hand, Yanqing doesn't necessarily see him as a father figure (most of the time), more like a mentor and benefactor who inspires respect and some affection, his feelings on the matter could be less complex, but there's always doubt and rumors around Jing Yuan (still glad the common folk can talk so freely about him). For what plot would the general need some kid prodigy who came from thin air?
#my brain was suddenly occupied by complicated father-son/mentor-student dynamics#it hasn't left me since the start of the game#i'm holding up on the selfship this time#because their relationship with the scribe can be its own wall of text (or drawings)#is it obvious I don't have yanqing yet?#that I haven't completed his companion quest yet?#jing yuan#yanqing#honkai star rail
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Coming in to play! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Webkinz#Webkinz hours! The cute lads have wedged their way back to the forefront of my mind haha#I'm honestly really glad I kept all my Webkinz plush over time and they've survived all the moves and whatnot#Some are still missing - most notably my horses for some reason - but I have the rest onhand and they're still cute and soft and I love them#Getting the opportunity to name and play with them as a young'un made them stick quite strongly in my mind ♪#And I still find some of my design sensibilities with their roots in the gameplay/game design/UI design/interactivity#I think it inspired some of my Video Game Design brain which is an aspect of myself I'm quite happy with :D#And I /love/ plushies probably now more than ever <3 So I'm doubly glad younger me didn't get rid of them haha#Got my lineup that featured in Tala's Requestober this year ♥ I left out a couple for what are probably obvious reasons ahem ahem#If you haven't seen what the Official design of the clownfish is in Webkinz... The plushy is arguably worse lol why that one of all of them#Hire me to design Webkinz fish I dare you#There are actually several cute fish - and several ugly ones! Lol I don't know why they're so inconsistent#It's not like the differences between Signature and Classic! Most of the fish are Classic or eStore! I don't know what gives lol#Anyway lol the other one I left out was my Night Mare since I couldn't remember his name either - which is a shame! I liked him#I still have some fairly clear memories of playing Webkinz with those lads <3 Of the different rooms and relationships and games#It's nostalgic! It's nice to reminisce on something so cheery and cute and light and fluffy :)#As for the rest hehe - I tend to pick up 'kinz whenever I find them at secondhand shops and the like - much like Lalaloopsies#They're out of production! Harder to find - rare and valuable haha totally#I haven't found any New With Tags so far but I'm on the hunt still!! Someday it'll be my turn...#But I Have found some really adorable fellows for cents on the dollar haha <3 Two Blue Whales and a Sheep and Duck!! So cute#My latest find was a Lil'kinz Lioness Cub and she is - So tiny <3 Really adorably constructed with a fluffy nose ahhh ♪#The Long Eared Bunny is my current Free 'kinz! I unfortunately lost the account with Baaby so I had to start over again but that's alright#This time I've got Embroidery and she's in a closet cosplay of Edgar haha - black-and-grey striped shirt with dark pants and round glasses#And angel wings! I was able to snag those from the Ganz website and they're perfect honestly haha ♥ She won an Open Beauty Pageant with it!#Couple of her with Sugar - my first Webkinz I got to play with since Diamond's tag was thrown away :') Sugar's my oldest 'kinz <3#And of her with smol's Free 'kinz since I convinced her to play with me off and on haha - her Leonberger named Borgus :D#And then one final one of what I'd really like - a Webkinz Spider ;;♥ I /know/ they've made spider objects that are really cute!#And April Fools' fake pets of a spider!! Give me the fluffy spider please Ganz even if there's no plushie I just need to pet the spider
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I'm not done with this game but that won't stop me from making impulsive animatics regardless
#p5r spoilers#persona 5#persona 5 royal#takuto maruki#sumire yoshizawa#kasumi yoshizawa#goro akechi#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#my art#so yeah im like almost done w marukis palace#i think#but this fucking idea wouldn't leave my brain so i spent an hour yesterday being insane making this#i do wish the section with sumi akira and akechi was a bigger chunk of the game#i thought it was really compelling and having only 3 party members is something you haven't had to deal with since kamoshida#so it was a nice challenge too#but whatever i still enjoyed the little like hour sequence we did get#might beat the game this weekend we'll see ! i dont actually know how much time is left like gameplay wise#the song is the hounds by the protomen btw#great song#its about megaman
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How can you say that? How can you think you're just - another demon that I'd hurt?
That I'd hurt... you?
L4D2 and Supernatural crossover funsies for @patiently-burning, inspired by her fic Miracles Out of Nowhere
#Nellis#NickEllis#nellis l4d2#Nick#Ellis#rochelle#coach#Keith#Left 4 Dead 2#L4D2#Supernatural#spn#patiently-burning#MoN#Angel Demon angst let's get it boyyy#Haven't thought about supernatural for years but here we are. Brain is fully back in 2009 fandom.#pet skeletal hell doggos is a need.#my art
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...K this is going to sound completely out of the blue, but this has been haunting me today —
#I have found a few things while googling but my results are inconclusive! <-(this might be because i am operating with very few braincells)#Has he ever consumed a fly on screen in any show or movie? Like#fully???#sidenote but this burning question has led me to the discovery that there is an entire wiki section titled 'MUPPETS EATING OTHER MUPPETS'#...anyway do not be concerned my brain is just in a weird headspace because I haven't properly left my room since thursday morning lol#and obviously i'm going to stay isolated until i'm better!#in the meantime I will have muppet thoughts apparently#hmmm muppet au#...oh god. has anyone done a 'bsd where everything is the same but Dazai is a muppet'?#because that would be glorious#or wait#going by muppet movie logic I guess it would have to be one human with an entire cast of muppets so —#who would the human be???#oh no oh NO hold on wait—#what if all ability users are muppets#and Dazai's ability is 'NO LONGER MUPPET' and he can poke people and turn them into full humans#HELP#senhart rambles#polls#i do not know what else to tag this with so i simply shall not
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i might have galaxy-brained this time
#yeah this show ended almost 5 months ago no they haven't left my brain#lokius#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#loki series#loki s2#loki#c speaks into the void
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