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i kinda love that Derek Luh is getting more famous bc i got his autograph on merch i bought like 7 years ago 🤣
#im so proud of him#bc i kinda fell off of him bc he was pissing me off#with the sk8 and Derek drama#but he’s doin so good#🫶🏼#he looks so healthy it makes me so happy#AND I FOROGT#that girl that exposed his ass 😭😭 the fan he had a one night with#omg#I was friends with her after#that whole thing was crazy#she doesn’t even hate him tho#idek#haven’t talked in so long 😭😭#that was a wild time 🤣💀 that was when I said I was never fangirling again#that only lasted til 2 yrs ago when i got into k pop 😭😭😭
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Another Otsutsuki?!
we’re messing up the timeline for this one. (I lost this crack idea but then it came back… the abyss stare back and I jumped in.)
anyways, now some kids meeting the new kid
Panel 1: There’s something wrong here.
Comic 1: Attention.
they’re both in the same boat
Comic 2: Day Off (with confusion.)
he just a little insecure,, (kakashi still told him to get it together)
back to the future now
Comic 3: What. (huh?)
Panel 2: very tiny.
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#obito uchiha#rin nohara#toneri otsutsuki#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#creating silly posts pumps my brain#kid obito had immediately had distrust of the new kid#and couldn’t even explain why so he stood there glaring#obito looks at kakashi 20 years later after Toneri admits defeat with “I TOLD you he’s was weird“#kakashi after getting back to earth promptly puts obito in jail#ALSO when I saw Toneri for the first time his design is so neat!#I haven’t watched the movie so I read the description of the guy to have an idea of him#what I got is that Toneri is unhinged too ANYWAYS moving on#Toneri ends up noticing Kakashi white chakra and follows him with curiosity#Kakashi’s ends up choosing not to be jerk lets him stick around as long as he isn’t in the way#toneri takes a bit of insult because even if he’s missing eyes he’s definitely not weak#so showing some skills without destroying his disguise he ends up impressing kakashi#while kakashi talks with him and offering advice and asking him if he wants yo try anything else#he doesn’t know but Toneri immediately in his mind claims kakashi has his#this post could’ve absolutely gone from silly to psychological horror#like real quick haha#imagine the joke was just kakashi going through more issues 😭 the punchline is that there isn’t one
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party lottienat. is this anything.
#i miss them guys#ama lottienat i wanna talk about them plsplspls#i haven’t in so long minus my mischarectarization post#i lost followers over that😭#but wtv if u didn’t like that then u shouldn’t be here 😌#anyways i’m not the happiest w how this came out#but idk i’ll just have to make smtn else too#anyways!#yellowjackets#yellowjackets showtime#yellowjackets fanart#sheps art#art#lottie matthews#lottie yellowjackets#natalie scatorccio#nat yellowjackets#nat scatorccio#lottienat#lottie x natalie#nat x lottie#et cetera
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I’ve been getting such bad intrusive thoughts lately and they’re always so disturbing and shocking and out of left field that they make my stomach turn and it can be so hard to redirect my thoughts to something else and stop upsetting myself and I can never talk about it to anyone bc like wtf why would I speak that shit aloud
#I’ve never been diagnosed w ocd bc it wasn’t too bad or obstructive#so psychiatrists and therapists usually just like noted in my files that I displayed obsessive compulsive thoughts and behaviors#and I haven’t talked to anyone about it in so long but I think it’s just getting worse the older I get…..#it was always harmless when I was a kid#but now it’s actually hurting me I think 😭😭😭😭#like…. making it harder for me to connect with people
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I am probably gonna go into a semi-hiatus because with looking for a new job while still doing my full time job and life i haven’t had any time to be here :(
#i am so tired at the end of the day i haven’t even logged in here and haven’t had time to watch anything new#but my watchlist is getting so long 😭#i got some time tonight so might make some gifs#ria talks
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One more semi umbraclaw related thought for tonight-mainly cause I haven’t played since last post yes this dawned on me-but you know what I realized? Despite the fact my currents thoughts are “this is game is neat but there’s definitely some weird design choices made” it made me realized why platformers are like the genre of games I can always play and commit to: They actively encourage you to keep trying and figure out how to play right even with all the bullshit they throw at you. A lot of games do this yet there’s something specifically more appealing about this to platformers cause it’s down to learning to navigate stages. Other games its usually just fighting whatever in your way but here its that but with terrain being your main obstacle. And also just the fact platformers are short enough games to keep my attention span LOL but also prove to be more replayable for these reasons, cause it’s short AND the more you play the better you get.
#meg text#also here comes me tagging a bunch of fandoms by accident cause I need to mention certain games but doing it in tag#I will say not every platformer I universally finished like mm classic and x I abandoned but at the same time I still beat z/zx#which that’s just clearly showing which series I prefer (and z/zx was my second mm game so I had more experience)#the only non mm platformers I haven’t beaten are a Mario and Rayman game but I’m like- almost done I’m just lazy lol#mainly I know I don’t fuck with super super retro platformers or metroidvanias even if I should give the latter a proper go#and I don’t like one hit and you die games but if it’s the long the lines of “a power up can save you a bit” I can tolerate it#hence why umbraclaw is unique in this regard since it takes that but puts a spin on it#oh and I know it’s probably obvious I’m a platformer fan but I say this cause I thought I was a general action game fan#but then I thought “I only finished dmc5 wtf am I talking about”#so many action games I dropped 😭 like man even if the combat is good there’s always so much to do and it overwhelms me#as you can see open world also wouldn’t be for me (any game where I need to do something specific to progress my brain combusts)#I will say I will play like whatever interests me but platformers unless they fall under the criteria I don’t like I will definitely beat
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acnl is a superior game to acnh in almost every way except the graphics. it’s actually making me mad
#purrs#working at the roost… mr shrunk… main street … multiple shop upgrades… megaphone (and microphone AND CAMERA on the ds)… villagers have#distinctive personalities and spread rumors and ask to schedule a time to come to your house… pattern grass… kappn island minigames… bananas#and mangos and durians and perfect fruit… the town tree and all the history in it… like idk. i love acnh too but it’s just so hollow and i#wasn’t even around for acnl in its glory days. like i STILL haven’t unlocked all the shops or shop upgrades on acnl or even met Gracie yet#or whatever and on acnh the only thing i need to do is get like 2 more reactions and then ive completed the game. and it just feels#pointless logging on and whatever (ik im saying things that have already been said a million times) bc the villagers are just dolls who say#the same 3 things over and over again. meanwhile eunice and benjamin are two of my og acnl villagers and they’re still there 5 years later#and i log on and talk to them and it’s so rewarding to bc they feel like actual.. people! who i love and who love me. whereas my acnh#villagers who i also love will just carry on exactly as they were no matter how long ive been gone. idk. i just don’t understand why they#decided to downgrade so much for acnh and let go of all these features and characters. i really hope they’ll make another game and that jtll#have everything new leaf had and more. and i mean the new horizons features can stay too (except for diy. i HATE diy)#ac#exterior building customization beyond just houses… sitting on rocks and tree strumps (and tree stumps having patterns)…. 😭💔#the basket where you could put stuff from kappn islands in there so it wouldn’t fill up your inventory….
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Okay so we got a tiny promotional video with a lot of clips we’ve already seen and fun ‘PowerPoint slide’ type clips. Imma talk about it
Here is the video ^
Now the last time I talked about this it didn’t go… great so I will word it better so as to avoid that again <3
Now we’ve gotten that billboard my excitement is out on an all time high again but there are a few things in this that I want to point out:
Firstly we will get the obvious out the way- RIO SAYS HER NAMEEEE AND ITS SO PLAYFUL. We have physical evidence that she at the very least knows her name haha.
Secondly the rest of the voice are very interesting. So we definitely have Billy- sorry I meant Teen in there, and Lilia at the end but the rest are all male voices. Now I can confidently identify the ver deep one as Herb from WV. And given it’s a tiny promo teaser I think all of these voices are from what we’ve seen before. Maybe one surprise new one but very unlikely. I think I can hear Dottie’s husband in there but the rest I can’t identify (men usually sound the same to me). So if we use that theory, who says what? I think there are about 3-4 voices I cannot place. AND when do they say it? My theory is that these kind of go chronologically and that she hears them say these in episode 1 as hallucinations or episode 2 when she’s collecting her coven
Thirdly, all the photos are gorgeous and they fall into one of 3 categories
One category is clips from WV. Now the only one I can theorise on is this 70’s one but it was amazing to see her gorgeous face (ignore my shoddy handwriting I’m a physicist it’s part of the job description)
Another Category is hints/clips to parts of the show. I will describe in chronological order, missing the two that go in the next category: Mare of Easttown Detective Agatha, Agatha search online, Agatha tarot card with the moon (moon is very important we all know this), Agatha with the orange magic (I don’t know what font it is but it feels like I should), Olden Agatha with pretty writing, purple smoke screen with Agatha font used in other things, Plants in an almost ‘weird detective’ way (I don’t know how to explain it but like those cutscenes in a detective where they put stuff in a lab… god I’m bad at this), something that almost resembles AHS but in general is a weird black pattern, Agatha twitter (she would be hilarious on there), red ‘Agatha’ that is linked to that demon scene and a beautiful purple glowing ball that is just general mystic-ness. All of them amazing, all pointing to different parts of the show
Now, the two to single out actually have writing on them
I’ll put my theorise down and thank you to my friend who helped because I was trying to think deeply and they gave me the obvious answers because I’m too dumb to do all of this on my own haha
The one on the left feels like a childhood story. It’s written in even lined with pretty patterns on the side. I think that it’s a story about her killing her coven. This would also cement the idea that she is famous (in a not great way) and support a little fun theory I had that she is almost like a spooky story witches tell their kids at night. Like the boogy man. “Don’t misbehave or the evil purple witch will come and get you” kind of thing (you would never guess that I write).
It also brings in a fun question everyone has: was she born with purple magic? Because by all logical accounts she had to have been because the darkhold didn’t turn Wandas magic purple (I know it did Stranges but sorcerers are different, I think it acted like a filter to the outside magic since that’s what sorcerers use, whereas witches have it born into them and their DNA so you can’t put a filter in it) and it would make sense story wise. Born with it and everyone was terrified and hated her from the beginning. Self fulfilling prophecy and all that. It’s not a problem if she isn’t, because the other works just as well, her wanting to rebel so much that she picks up dark books etc etc. but it is one of the aspects I’m deathly excited to see.
The right hand side one is a newspaper. Now given the placement of the name and the lack of anything either it’s her actually putting her name in for people to see/ some kind of clue thing OR the more likely option is a bounty on her head. Which would make sense: if this is a witch paper, everyone seems to want her dead so I mean… go for it. She gets a little snack out of it
Those are my current thoughts and if you’ve read this all then thank you for your time. I like getting other peoples opinions so if you have any then always feel free to say even if it’s telling me I’m stupid and pointing out the obvious haha
Anyway here is your gift for making it to the end: Sexy ladyyyyy
#agatha all along#theorising time baby#I’m dissecting the trailer because I don’t have that much work rn#forgot how long this takes#I have a document of all the stuff we’ve been given and my theorise#it’s at 38 pages y’all#and I haven’t started the trailer 😭#anyway I hate making people upset so I hope this is better#have I had several panic attacks because what I said before was misinterpreted and I ruined everything with some of my only friends…#don’t be so silly guys#I love just talking about this show there are sooo many layers#and you get to look at sexy women whilst you do it#so it’s a win win#have people said I’m over the top and love this show too much#silly again come on guys do better
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presenting:
my little guy.
persona time baybeee
he’s an alien that looked at human gender and went Hey I Want In On That and now he’s a guy. Just like me fr
picrew under the cut!
Made by the lovely @wasyago !
#Sprigsona#I’m making that a tag now. He’s my boy and that’s his tag now#Also his name is Sprig too#Just like me fr#an fuck I haven’t been on this hellsite for so long I forgot my art tag 😭#doodles#There it is#it’s me i’m talking!
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Heyy I honestly don't know how to start this blog, so here's a little Sammy doodle I did months ago!!
#stardew valley#sam sdv#sam stardew valley#doodle#mine#SAM STANS PLS INTERACT I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY DUMB HUSBAND 😭😭#I've been wanting to find people to talk about sdv for so long i should've just made a tumblr blog since the beginning lmaooo#i haven’t used tumblr in years
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Gonna leave my CV to my maybe futur job later today
#I’m excited but also terrified BFKSBDJ#they hired someone already but they don’t think they are gonna stay for long so they are going to put me at the top of the list#and it’s the same place my mom applied and they say they would make an exception for me cause they really want my mom to work there <3#working with my mom is going to be fun unless she’s having a bad day then it would be hell 😳#but like it’s the perfect place for me 😭#I’m mad my dad didn’t think of me first but also my mom really need a new job but my mom litterally can go anywhere bfksbd#but hey it’s just for now honestly it’s 25h so like more than double my last job and I had enough to pay for my phone and Sowon’s things#so I will have extra money to buy things that make me happy and plan my futur#cause I also don’t know what to do with my life yet bfksbd#If it works I won’t have to call and cancel#my meeting with my social worker 😭#cause we agree we would put it at another time if I haven’t found a job or if my quiz results weren’t ready which is the only thing#we would talk about so if I didn’t work on finding a job we would only have the test and for now the test is not even done 😭#the medical clinic called yesterday but haven’t call again or called on our personal phone so idk if it was for this#can’t wait to know what’s probably ‘’wrong’’ with me bfkdbdjdj#alex.txt
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c:
#i went thru like my entire google drive folder for fic stuff#last night and read/skimmed all of it lmao 😭#there’s some unposted stuff that i kinda want to post except like idk LOL#like i probably wouldn’t do anything else w it so i could just post it for shits and giggles#i haven’t written anything in so long ;-;#i don’t love my writing tbh but it was fun c:#would be fun to do again#bro how was i so motivated to write during remote college freshman yr lol 🤪#literally got on campus and couldn’t write shit anymore lmao#not even in the summer#well actually i think i did write a little#but was struggling lmao and then gave up 🤩#anyway lol#i’m gonna look for some more jason g/race fanfic even tho i’ve like exhausted all the tags i wanted to look thru c:#i want more hoo tartarus AUs that involve jason falling#bc i’m insane#maybe i reread the j/asico one that is INCREDIBLE#anyway c:#jeanne talks#i’ve been on tumblr so fucking much today like i haven’t done anything lol 😭#my entire dash is hung/er games and p/jo lol it’s kinda fun#i like Barely don’t go there for both but i’m too unbothered to filter anything :P#i rly do just be talking idk what the point of this is lol
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i miss worldbuilding sm. its nice to be able to retcon part of it and just make shit up + like. go into the implications of things you set up before idk :] it’s fun to see the causes and effects like problems theyd cause that different factions would have to deal with
#relesian nationalists waiting too long to assassinate king alvaro even though they would 1000% have gotten away with it#actually though. I think I haven’t done enough with the fact that wizards are sworn slash cursed to be loyal to the zeolish monarchy#so if that monarchy is completely dismantled there’s nothing tk keep them in check#and makes it so any plot against the monarchy basically has to rely on slow elaborate corruption rather than an outright takeover#whatever. theres a lot to talk abt lol#my ocs#also. del maian capitalists trying to get along with straesians bruh 😭 good fucking luck#it would be funny if their alliance just fell apart immediately because their two nations have absolutely nothing in common ideologically#well. except for needing continuously more territory#but you can see how that would also put them into conflict lol#that and there is no way theyd ever agree to join straesia since everyone at the top is out for exclusively themselves#+ doesn’t want to sacrifice their good relationships with other countries ig#straesia is def not especially popular#collab ocs
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there’s some tea between me and this one person on here and i wanna talk about it so badddd but some of my mutuals are mutuals/friends with this person and bdhsjdhjddj idk if i should trust y’all
#i haven’t been involved in drama on here in so long#idk if i want to lmaooo#also maybe it’d be bad for me bc it’s a c*r*t and i don’t have a lot of car*t friends 😭#anyways!!!!! i guess ill talk about this on my twt acc bc i can’t keep it for myself anymore lol#~
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Okay last night I finally managed to finish the third chapter of Kyo’s backstory for the role swap AU so I can stop being haunted by it. Tonight is for doing laundry, dishes, and reading other ppl’s fics now that my own fics have stopped eating me from the inside out for a bit. Also replying to the 50 ao3 comments that have built up 😭
#I WANT !!!!!!!#TO FINISH SMOKE AND MIRRORS!!!!!!!#I ALSO WANT TO READ MORE OF KIZUKI EYE JFFJDJDKSKSK#but I actually am in a reading mood today so fingers crossed it lasts until I get off work#I also feel bad cuz I haven’t responded to any of the big long really nice ones on the final chapter of last sunrise#I gotta get on that they’re all so sweet#IM SORRY IM SO BAD AT SOCIALIZING WITH OTHER PPL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#kny is the first time I’ve ever been involved in fandom and it actually feels social and more like a community#every other fandom I’ve been involved in has almost exclusively been me talking to myself#because VERY few ppl actually liked any of my stuff LMAO#I’m still getting used to so much positive interaction#as well as wanting to interact with other ppl MYSELF#kaz rambles
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last few hours in boston :(
#purrs#conference tag#we literally just got here and now we have to go 😭💔 i havent rly felt as enriched by this conference as i have in the past (though there’s#still 2 more sessions to go to incl the closing plenary and we’re getting lunch in the station before the train ride home) but ive walked#around so much and have spent time with people i love and some people i miss. and have been on adventures i have been looking forward to for#a rly long time though i am kinda bummed i never made it down to fanueil square. but… idk what happiness feels like anymore but maybe for me#it’s just absence of misery and despair. or contented ness. i have gotten a little triggered from time to time these last few days and ive b#been lonely in my hotel room but MAN it has been nice to not be miserable and suffering and to take walks and to not go to every session (ev#even though i do feel bad abt it like i missed 2 plenaries and an afternoon concurrent session which is more than i usually miss) and to#be in this city which feels so much like brighton and so uncity like in some ways. it’s so charming and omg i went to harvard and it was#NOTHING like what i imagined it to be / feel like.. just a quaint artsy quirky town. and the rest of the places ive been have been like that#too. and people LIVE here every day!!!!! there’s a big beautiful world here both above ground and below!!!! and im gonna be late to#breakfast but… i just feel nourished and healed in a way i wasn’t expecting to. I haven’t been this far away from home in 3+ years and#it’s just been really nice being somewhere else and going on adventures and seeing things surviving. i miss my grandparents a lot and im sad#to not be visiting them and to be unable to visit them now lol but it’s just rly nice and special being here. im goingto miss it so much and#im trying to savor every second. i wish we had one more day here and im a little sad to be going home lol#* what i meant when talking about happiness earlier is that i think… i have been happy these last few days. for the first time in a really#really long one. and that’s nice. it’s good to be happy again. and good to be here
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