#have a great rest of your night!!

[yoon-kooks]

hello!

I wanted to get things off my chest so here I am 😭…

Anyways, I’m 18 but I’m Literally a new tumblr user and mainly use it to read some bts drabbles and get updated on wattpad authors. But as you may prolly know, I came across your page through a fic Rec (forgot by who :(. I came across pp!jk and I literally think it changed my life LMFAOOOO but I’m not joking. It has my fav trope- friends- fuck buddies to lovers, readers GET HIGH (I’m waiting), OC is an educated baddies working in tech (love my women in stem), and it’s not exactly a series which takes off lots of pressure I think. The characters have this oozing chemistry with sooo much compatibility and both have so much RIZZ I cant wjfjwjfwjfj. I sooo very much enjoy the pp series and I think you’re an amazing writer.

Gonna reread the drabbles for rest of the night.

Anyways, thank you and take it easy and rest well! :)

oooo i was just about to head off to bed but i saw this and now i have to respond! this is exactly why fic recs are so important (i checked and it was one of my mutual's reblogs😭@readyplayerhobi😭 bc she left a long & sweet review), and im so happy it found its way to you💖

this is also a favorite trope of mine. theres just something so fun about fuck buddies who eventually develop feelings for one another. and yeah! i saw your requests haha ive actually never written a scene with characters getting high but i think itll be something new to try out! (heres the disclaimer to be responsible when it comes to drugs)

it's v cool to see female characters in stem! my ocs are usually artsy (tattoo artist, game designer, etc) but this time we've got a gal in comp sci😌 idk if you know the author ali hazelwood, but she primarily writes romcoms about women in stem. i highly recommend the love hypothesis if you havent read it already!!

and youre definitely right about there being less pressure since it isn't an official series (i still dont know what to call it lol). that way, i can just focus on writing the most exciting/cute moments instead of building up the story with smaller less exciting plot points.

thank you for all your kind messages!! it means so much to me to know that you've enjoyed a story ive poured my heart into💖

[keirientez]

band au rahhhhhhhhhhh

[fromxxthexxashes]

And if I say that Buck and Eddie have switched places from where they were in s7? Eddie asked Marisol to move in with him before he said I love you, then something about Marisol’s past came up that made Eddie spiral, and then he reflected and asked her to move out. At the end of s7, a formative person in Eddie’s life (Shannon) came back in the form of Kim, which ultimately ended with Eddie and Marisol breaking up, and Eddie being at a very low point in his life, and he turned to Buck for help. Meanwhile, Buck just discovered a new part of himself, his bisexuality, and was in a content place regarding his identity.

In S8, a formative person from Buck’s past (Abby) is brought up as a piece of Tommy’s past that sends Buck spiraling. After some time to settle with it, Buck impulsively decides to ask Tommy to move in with him before they said I love you. Tommy says no and breaks up with Buck, leaving Buck in the first real low place in a while. While Eddie is trying to find out who he is, and what he wants, and maybe try to let himself be happy, Buck is heartbroken and goes to Eddie for comfort - which Eddie readily gives.

As for what this means? Well, I think it means Buck has already figured out his identity, but he has the space to reflect on why his past relationships haven’t worked out. As for Eddie, he’s getting what Buck got last season, an arc in which he can discover and/or accept his sexuality. Buck and Eddie have been hurdling towards each other since they met, but they keep missing each other because something wasn’t aligned right - they were with other people, the timing wasn’t right, they thought they were straight, etc. Now they’re being given the ingredients to figure themselves out and what, or who, they want. But in true 911 fashion, I don’t think they’ll truly realize what they feel for one another until something pushes them to open their eyes. That something big, of course, being an NDE - whether it’s Buck, Eddie, or both - that puts everything into focus.

The narrative is telling us over and over again that they’re setting Buddie up (and that they’ve been setting it up for a while) and while I’m not 100% sure how they’re going to do it, I know that it is going to happen.

[coconut530]

Bump in the Night & Nevertober Day 4: Vampires & Ring

@deoidesign I drew your guy :))))))))

[gideonisms]

incredibly autism take on food. love it. i am also a sensory seeking food autistic. today for dinner i requested something “garlicky and flavorful” ended up with noodles and dumplings

soups can so be flavorful but a lot of the time they’re just not like that out in the world and it’s soooo disappointing. shockingly easy to make though (onions n garlic, veg, crap ton of spices bloomed in the oil, good broth, blend, SALT)

See I would never trash talk a dumpling but once again I think they are vehicles for other flavors. In MY opinion although soups are easy to make most of them just taste like Onions and Chicken Broth to me and I'm like where is the spice where is the intrigue where is the zest for life

[tenebriism]

// ;) Haven't taken pics in a while, in or out of cosplay. Had to do it to 'em. Happy Munday, y'all~ 💖

[britneyshakespeare]

screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv

[unproduciblesmackdown]

among the boundless billions zaniness like laugh track as it definitely has that moment of expressing "rolling my eyes as The Left makes a kerfuffle of Acting like they have a stance as a veneer over the true belief that [xyz] is cool & chill actually" like what, approximate 0.000% chance wendy isn't, as usual, given the Objective Stance of "yeah yeah ohh we are cancelling involved parties talking about how we Don't watch this But. we all love this damn epic movie & already have it memorized so shut the fuck up, kids today" like. don't wanna really delve into how much billions thinks taylor or anyone is "really" trans / nonbinary like not too much benefit of the doubt in this material including what does provide info abt that specifically

& the general like [head in hands. what do you think any of this could possibly be about (you're the one that made your show at all about Power)] of "yes, it's bad/wrong to be someone that someone has done something to / victim of something" like that to be anti misogyny All Women Must Be Epic Winners b/c there's something to be proved: that they don't Deserve to be victims (of misogyny), not taken as a Given. while when we see some epic winner men stepping on other men (who need not all be guaranteed Winners so as to say misogyny is wrong), that's often Good, well beyond any assumption that various forms of basic disrespect / violation / patterns of emergent/entrenched power difference as Bad (for being things done to people, not for there being people they're being done to), & generally billions has to take an extra step when ppl get shitted on & tell us the Specific Cases when it was undeserved actually & someone was being mean to a specific person who didn't deserve that. & the specific cases when hey guess it wasn't that bad(tm) or when hey It's Okay that you're someone something was done to, in this case. & tell us what we were supposed to know all along like when someone who something was being done to (wrong Of Them, whether b/c they inherently deserve it no matter what, &/or b/c they failed to be someone who could make it Impossible to do anything to them, which, how do you do that besides being The Authority / Superior yourself, exactly? nonrhetorically? what if the in group vs out group / fascism / authoritarianism protected Me?) was actually being treated Too Well b/c ah well the abuse meant you were getting any attention, maybe it meant you were claimed as any superior's property, maybe it meant you weren't Already disposed of, as all Losers were in the end, You're Welcome.

obviously referring to winston where it's spelled out all the abuse towards him was deserved, & More than he deserved in the case of rian having more access & taking advantage of that, all for billions' enjoying its own sendoff there of, again, maximizing violation & violence short of [real violence is physical & leaves bruises / draws blood / Literally kills] which would be distasteful in general But doesn't it make wags look like the winner & winston the loser is that the former's completely unrelated completely impersonal ego blow gets way amplified taken out on winston, the most vulnerable recurring character when spyros as [first & ultimate Everyone Hates Him role] is more entrenched in there & billions still magnanimously pities tuk, as it does winston too, just not quite as much. again that like completely surface level realized power fantasy of forcing the mirror up to the Inferior so they're like nooo my inferiorityyyy & in doing so like, the projection in that lmao, we get it re: the valuing of & need(tm) for such Power Tripping & Reaffirming My Superiority & My Ego Restored; Everyone Claps like good god. & then for all ben & tuk are the slightly softer Two Too Nice Boys duo to the rian & winston quant duo, also like too nice i guess but not as much, ben is in charge of tuk but Any instance of rian being in charge of winston outstrips them in that "yay interpersonal abuse" dynamic, like then in the end billions may be like "yeah it's possible to be mean to them unlike how being mean to winston is actually Nice b/c he deserves everything he gets, we only vicariously enjoy it vs Feeling Bad for tuk & ben sometimes (still magnanimously & it's Not That Bad / just goofin)" like ben & tuk still Fail by not being people it's impossible to do anything to. & not Exceptions who anyone is really being Too Mean to. like if they were women, in which case, no problem surely with a "positive" kind of victim blaming where there is something Inherent that Will be victimized so hey how about to cancel that out there's this special Paternal Protection you Need always, Or Else? :) but instead they are men who are asian & is ben gay & w/tuk & winston nobody mentions glasses or fatness but billions doesn't really do much or very in depth textual mentioning of Anything, even w/nonzero mention that there may be gender & race in this world. a gay man, once. no disability. we just Know who are the inferiors who deserve it when they're treated inferiorly, or if they don't, they start deserving it when they fail to stop/avoid it, but if you start mentioning the factors behind who we all totally agree is inferior like whoa nobody was Saying any of that? being the real agent of oppression on the basis of the factors only You spelled out, much? nonbinary? i never say anything about the Gender Binary when i'm subscribing to it, sounds like You've created & enforced it. obfuscation & deflection onto [so Just Normal nobody has to label, explain, or argue it] couldn't serve a purpose & protect the existing power differences as they are. maybe You're the problem? perhaps you brought it upon yourself & now you're causing too much trouble standing up for yourself while everyone else's criticism is laser focused on you as the prior & continuing negative actions done to you are taken as a given / unquestioned / covertly protected to overtly encouraged?

anyway so wild if the Completely Normal(tm) Victim Blaming is uncritically recreated & oft embraced for "if you're watching this & don't wish you were axe / find him appealing" [billions as a sequence of vicarious power trips] purposes in this series....but a bit wild considering like this is your multiseason show that wasn't just purporting to be those power trips for [enough demographic & apparently specific personal tastes overlap w/creators] & was at all purporting to question the matters of power at play in the material, or yknow, at least to not be completely superficial material while said material is textually & thematically all about power difference being leveraged, how, the consequences, & so on. thus i will have to intermittently talk about it forever like this like lord unbelievable. & the funny little & sometimes less funny less little characters it has trapped in there so that those of us who were never meant to be in the audience can be cursed with this knowledge. like i have some feedback. "imagine not victim blaming" & "imagine adjusting your perspective can go beyond superficial layers added to politely defer to some other ppl while they're present but really like cmon do they deserve that. am i not just saying what we're allll thinking"

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Month 4, day 7

Just a super quick tutorial tonight, some nice tye-dye as a palette cleanser from the ice cream lol

[ishouldsleepbut]

5000 posts! something something boop boop-be-boop

[ratkiing]

okay besties i think i am going to log off for the evening !! i don't have to leave for work until like 10:45 tomorrow morning (': so i'm hoping to wake up early and get a lot done in the morning. i am simply so used to my old man 8:30 bedtime.

[rotisseries]

hate when a song has ONE line that fits your blorbos but is otherwise unconnected to them. can't put it on the playlist so I just have to sit there and hear the line and think about them with a debilitating emotional pain for a whole 2 seconds

[yourbustedkneecaps]

I SEE YOU GUYS INTERACTING WITH MY VLD POST

GET BACK HERE IM WORKING ON THE FIC RN DO YOU WANT IT OR NOT?

[anotherdayforchaosfay]

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Here's the little bit the shared with me about y'all signing up:

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Thank you and enjoy!

[lunathecrackhead]

Woah, art.

[pestilight]

travelling with li.nk timeline where rau.ru lingers and follows them off the sky islands, still spectral in the physical sense but very present! cannot be seen or interacted with by others unless they're spiritually touched, inclined, supernatural themself, have a secret stone, etc. because so much of his remaining energy is spent on ensuring that li.nk's right arm ( which is also where his spirit returns to when it disappears into wisps ) works in all capacities

tends to manifest just as an incorporeal voice when they're on the road, unless things are quiet and he believes that visual distractions can be afforded! suddenly ran out of coherent thought so i'm gonna. have to leave it here at rau.ru reckons with a lot of misgivings, grievances, and anxieties throughout the journey but it's ultimately almost healing, being able to see this Big Takedown occur in real time without being able to do anything about it. like ah...[taking psychic damage from being restricted to some bystander position but is so very grateful that he Believed hard enough to hold onto this era] they really do have it handled

it's not an easy conclusion to reach, esp. when he realises certain Things, but when he witnesses just how steady the peoples of this land remain.....how the world goes on despite his hubris anyway. this idea that all that he and his loved ones did and sacrificed being enough for this generation to live on....he's absurdly proud, in a way he honestly didn't think he could ever be with everything that's happened, even while he simultaneously mourns

genuinely waning now so i'm fr gonna leave it here at congrats! it's an arm, sorta-dad, and complicated feelings you didn't ask for bundle!