#hate that I’m like this fr.
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Hate being the burden that everyone just wants to move on and grow up ‼️
my family lives in a 2 bedroom house so my younger sister and mom share a room but like… she’s going into high school soon. And with my friend that was the youngest sibling with the exact same bedroom arrangement as us, she COULDN’T WAIT for her brother to move out, she was counting the days and wishing he’d just get a job and go already.
And now that’s me !! Like fuck I hate being a huge unwanted inconvenience like this, and being too pathetic to get a job or to truly want to move somewhere else. I hate being the thing that is in everyone’s way and making their lives more miserable
#I know it’s just my insecurities probably but I swear now that my sister is older she probably sees me as soooo mf pathetic lmfao like she—#is constantly going out with friends and doing shit and she just signed up for the fuckin gym and every time she comes home I’m just here#looking like something that crawled out of the sewer#and she’s been making herself look so nice lately… to the point where at 14 she looks more like an adult than I do.#like god I’d be so fuckin disgusted and second hand embarrassed if I had to walk in and see me every time like she does#even when I’m kind of trying to look presentable I still look like shit#hate that I’m like this fr.#me talking#need to be shot amen#also fuckin hate how my moods are at least 80% dependant on what’s going on around me… like oh my sisters upset? time to think about how—#horrible of a person I am and start hating my guts again… oh someone else has lives in x place/has x job? time to feel gut wrenching—#inadequacy/pain about my own life and where I’m going even if I can usually feel neutral/accepting about it any other time#like 90% of the times I cry is when someone else is upset/stressed about something entirely unrelated to me and it sends me into a self hat#spiral lmfao like wth#maybe it’s the repression idk guys 🤷#I’m starting to get so fucking tired of me
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#girlblogger#girlblogging#hyper feminine#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#lizzy grant#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl blog#girl blogger#girl interrupted#coqquette#coqeutte#femcel#girl things#cinnamon girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#hell is a teenage girl#manic pixie dream girl#just like me fr#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#i’m just a girl#just girly things#female manipulator#dark femininity#adult human female#female hysteria#female rage#localy hated
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Ticklish
#My art#jizzie#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#lizzie ldshadowlady fanart#Joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans fanart#smallishbeans fanart#fun fact when I started this sketch it wasn’t intended to be Jizzie. Then it turned into them as I drew. They infest my brain#Anyways. Love them#I’ve got a couple alt versions of this if anyone wants to see them. They’re just a couple different backgrounds and some little hearts but-#-they’re cute. Maybe I’ll attach them in a rb#Anyways I’m SUUUUPER proud of their face shapes here- especially Joel’s- I feel like I got them to look really good and somewhat feel like-#-their real face shapes while still being simple. Which I feel is impressive for such a STUPID angle GODS t was a pain. Turned out great-#-but UGH pissed me off once or twice there#Might also post some sketch layers too. Mainly because Joel’s happy trail was lost in the final version and I’m mourning it#Idk though. We’ll see how I feel in the morning 👍#Also happy new years I guess#I fucking HATED drawing Joel’s foot btw toes fucking SUCK TO DRAW they’re a fuckin pain. Stupid shaped appendage fr#I AM however very happy with their clothes. The skirt shape. The belt loops and seam on the pants. OUGH i like drawing clothes#Hermitcraft#hermitcraft art#hermitcraft fanart#life series#empires smp#uhhhh those last ones are just for reach I guess it’s not server specific#life series fanart#trafficblr
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men r evil
#girl rotting#this is a girlblog#girlblogging#im just a girl#tumblr girls#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#girlhood#manic pixie dream girl#girlblogger#i hate men#femcel#moodboard#just like me fr#girl things#just girly things#i’m just a girl#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey aesthetic#old tumblr#lana del rey#tumblr girlies
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katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions
based on this photo from the live action cast
#my art#i learned SO MUCH about digital coloring while working on this. i can’t wait to try to put it to practice from the start and on purpose#instead of stumbling upon leagues of info when i was already 95% done lol#anyways#zukka#idc about tagging rn tbh i’m tired#fuck backgrounds dude#hate that shit#i need to do lighting studies fr tho#i can’t do interesting light i just. don’t have the knowledge#makes me sad cuz lighting really makes or breaks pieces it seems#also lol i started this then stopped for like two hours and just sketched katara a fuck ton#what i landed on here isn’t my favorite but i liked the soft + gently amused emotion she’s showing#ok whatever i’m done rambling#post
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guess who’s sick
n not the cool sick i mean actually sick
i am NOT doing good LETS SEE IF I END UP IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN YEAHHHH💪💪💪💪 they love me
ANYWAYYYYY jokes uhhh here’s bill n my billsona



next part of roomie cipher should be coming out maybe tomorrow btw
also like don’t listen to me i’m like running on 0 hours of sleep i’m LOSINGGG ITTTT
#but likeeee my billsona is so fun to draw i thinks YIPPE#lmao srry my body hates me#I AM GODS WEAKEST WARRIOR PDHSKFVDSG#i’m being like so fr actually i’ve had pneumonia like 3 times already#GOING FOR NUMBER 4 LETS SEE IF I SURVIVE#JOKING BTW sowwy#mental health n physical health r NOTTTT DOING GOOD RN LMAOO#OH MY GODDDDD SHUT UPPPPP ME 🙄🙄🙄#i’m only kinda losing it#ANYWAY WATCH THE MOVIE THREE MEN AND A BABY ITS SO GOOD ITS SO CUTE#gravity falls#bill cipher#billsona#the book of bill#squidflavoredsoup
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ive always held the belief that the doctor, upon making ashildr immortal, somehow managed to find one of the few beings in existence who would not and will not ever get along with jack harkness.
the ashildr and jack in my brain fucking HATE each other and I find it so fucking funny. jack and clara? besties, lovers, soulmates, have exchanged wedding rings. ashildr and clara? besties, partners in crime, unrequited childhood crush to closest friend and confidant. jack and ashildr? literally what is wrong with you you’re so annoying I hate you why the fuck am I stuck here with you of all goddamn people I wish you would die and stay dead thank god my memory doesn’t last forever so I don’t have to be tortured by every irritating thing you’ve ever done oh my god you’re so boring what did you get clara for her birthday are you coming early to the party to help set up yes okay great fuck you bye
#I’m sure other people have hcs of them getting along but I personally cannot imagine them being anything but catty hateful gay nemeses with#clara in the middle like are you two fucking fr#dw hc#mios#ashildr#lady me#jack harkness#clara oswald#doctor who#500#immortal ex companions polycule#1k
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Fuck everyone switching up on Esteban Ocon stay away from my guy if you spent all of 24 spreading hate
#I guess I have to support Esteban this year#NO YOU DONT#because you spent all of last year spreading hate and abuse#to the point he had to address it online because he was getting insane threats#this is at the Pierre Gasly dick riders too who are switching up because Esteban moved teams#get AWAY#also that fucking fan who wanted any f1 driver to sign something for her EXCEPT ESTEBAN#when she pulled the pen away when he went to sign something for her#fuck you especially#I’m done I’m sorry#I love Esteban Ocon so much#me and estie like 🤞🤞 fr#I’m his defense lawyer#estie bestie#esteban ocon deserves better#Esteban Ocon#eo31#haasteban#formula 1#f1#haas f1
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“They were once again standing on either side of the elegant stone pensieve, white-knuckled hands gripping its edges as they stared, wide-eyed, at each other. Their faces were so close together that the air Eloise breathed out was inhaled by Sebastian.
They stayed like that for seconds, minutes, hours, unable - unwilling - to break the spell.”
From chapter 11 of my fic 😇
#now KISS 😇😇#jajajajajajaj not for like 10 more chapters I LOVE a slow burn🥹#tbh as soon as I played the restricted section quest I basically stopped playing the game bc I got the idea for this fic 😆#I changed that whole quest completely and now my story doesn’t follow the game AT ALL jajajajajajajaj#let’s just say…the memory Eloise sees in the restricted section is NOT like in the game AT ALL🙏#anyways driving my neighbors crazy bc I’m listening to the same two songs on repeat😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇#wait what the heck I’ll just reblog with the songs!! they are so Seb/eloise in my mind#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#sebastian sallow#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#ARGH AUTOCORRECT THIS IS WHY I SHOILD JUST COPY AND PASTE !!!!#I hate my Spanish keyboard fr!!!!!
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#girlblogger#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#hyper feminine#lana del rey aesthetic#lana del rey#lizzy grant#girl blog#girl blogger#girl interrupted#coquette#femcel#locally hated#girl interupted syndrome#this is what makes us girls#moodboard#just like me fr#real#girl things#cinammon girl#i’m just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#tumblr girls#manic pixie dream girl#just girly things#dark femininity#divine feminine#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria
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#girlblogger#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#hyper feminine#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#lizzy grant#girl blog#girl blogger#girl interrupted#coquette#femcel#localy hated#female manipulator#dark femininity#female rage#divine feminine#adult human female#female hysteria#hell is a teenage girl#girl things#cinnamon girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#manic pixie dream girl#just like me fr#lana stan#just girly posts#i’m just a girl#just girly thoughts
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Doodles of me n gang as Euclidians :]🤞🏽‼️
Ft: @boomerdangs @biggielean @ryanishyperfixating n my homie @ r4m3n (mf ain’t got no tumblr 💔)
#euclidian oc#euclidia#euclidean#gravity falls#these mfs stink like ass but I love em#if you see these tags gang I curse you with 20 toes#THEY KEEP TELLING ME TO KMS#hate them mfs fr…#I’m witrerawy innocent 💔#gravity falls stanford#gf stanford#gravity falls stanley#gf stanley#stanford pines#stanley pines
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look, I’m a die-hard, dyed-in-the-wool gelphie shipper, but this comment by @it-is-glorious knocked me flat omfg
Glinda, ily so much baby, but you REALLY did just fumble the baddest bitch of all time by choosing to support a fascist government. girl, how did we get here???
#gelphie#wicked#also I’m too old and have been in this fandom for too long to engaged in stupid shipping discourse#*to engage#everybody doing so is really acting like my middle school self in 2006. the second-hand embarrassment is painful.#Fiyero is a great character and I will hear NOTHING against him. other than he’s an idiot and also possibly insane (affectionate)#I’ll just be over here with the fandom olds writing crack concepts and torturing characters with tragedies tyvm#hate fandom politics fr
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It’s never overstated to me when people are like “work out bc it makes you feel better” bc it literally does. I think what I used to get hung up on is making the perfect schedule / wanting to know what I was doing right away. But it’s also okay to flounder at first and experiment w things and figure out what works for you and your body. The important thing is you’re starting out bc your body really will thank you for it later down the line. You cannot keep pushing it off it will add up
#“Work out not bc you hate your body but bc u love it” is the truest statement ever#I also don’t think a gym membership is needed bc I know straight up athletes who only ever do bodyweight workouts#It helps me so that’s why I have one but it’s by no means necessary#I still do at home workouts at times bc I think they’re rly fun and a nice switch up#And just playing around and finding out what works for me but what also challenges me#I don’t think I perfected it yet but I’m doing lots of research & experimenting w things & I also just love the endorphins it gives me#My friend and I are ab to start regularly biking through nature trails & I think that will be so therapeutic for me bc I usually just#Work out at the gym/at home. It’ll be a nice little addition#And buying cute workout two pieces actually motivates me to work out too they make me feel like a Pinterest girl fr
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the lovely lyrics are from i want to tell you by the beatles (pro tip: the lyrics are wonderful but the song itself is… a bit strange, i much prefer jeff lynne’s cover!! check it out if you like classic rock!! <3)
#were the bi flag colors intentional? actually no#i picked some bright saturated colors at random and i didn’t realize until after how well they fit#if it’s not obvious#house is the house and wilson is the volleyball (wilson brand!!)#i’m actually so proud of this i gotta be so fr#this started off as a doodle#… it turned into a super saturated colorful drawing that kept me up until the sunrise last night#i put the finishing touches on today and i personally really like how it turned out :)#i hope you do too!! <3#laur says stuff#laur draws stuff#artists on tumblr#my art#hilson#house x wilson#wilson x house#house md#house#dr house#greg house#gregory house#james wilson#dr wilson#wilson house md#malpractice md#hate crimes md#hatecrimes md#house fanart#house fandom#artist on tumblr
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hate it when there’s already enough characters & they bring in a new one to take up all the attention from the already interesting characters. like ok. no one asked
#I usually end up warming up but I do seem to often hafe new characters#I hate Harry’s ex wife fr she’s so annoying like omg who caress#how many love interests does Harry need#like he has enough. this is too many. what was the point of her showing up. go away & stop causing drama there’s enough going on#with the alien plot & all the other love & family drama among the characters#this just feels so pointless. what’s the point of her#I’m watching resident alien btw#sorry I’ve been silent so far I’ve just been casually liking it#my toxic trait is I only comment on stuff I don’t like lol#tv tag#resident alien
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