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i installed a mod the other day
(got a funnier screenshot from this but im gonna draw it and them post it so this is your teaser)
#outer wilds#outer wilds meme#ERNESTO#WHY ARE YOU IN HERE#dare you to name all the mods#there are three visible ones lmao#EDIT WHOOPS I MEAN I GUESS THERES TECHNICALLY FOUR(there are 6 modss in this pic but one of them isnt visible and the other is#hard to see cause its small but#four visible mods
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WELCOME BACK TO THE NEWS TODAY WE WILL BE HAVING CRINGE!!!!!!!!
#smoredraws#osmt#osomatsu san#ichimatsu#ichimatsu matsuno#todomatsu#osomatsu san oc#oc honno#hanichi#oc x canon#BUT IM GOING INSANEEE HANICHI SAVE ME#i love cringe hanichi i gotta maim them#So sorry if its hard to read the small words if needed just comment below and I'll type them out my brain to stinky at the moment to do so.#totty gets tag just causes hes in it a bit....#ask for tags!#edit: sorry if any words are wack i suck at writing and spelling lol#edit: cracking up seeing I said “boyfriends” YEP HONNO HAS MULTIPLE ICHIMATSU BOYFRIENDS GUYS its just pictures of him on their phone /sill
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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this feels silly to make kinda but hi :)
my name is night (or crow if you prefer) and my birthday is october 7th, so a month from the point this post goes live
i dont usually like asking for things but. this year has been incredibly fucking difficult personally. and i hate my birthdays cause im usually alone and feel unwanted and old even tho im only turning 32 but. yeah
so heres a few things for consideration that would make me happy on this day of birth in this absolute shitty garbage year of 2024 💜
amazon wishlist (its from the german amazon cause its the only place i can order from without extra costs from customs)
amazon wishlist specifically for bracelet stuff
ko-fi shop
just go tell kip hes loved and appreciated tho. i bother him enough already as it is i dont need to do it on my birthday lmao
and um yeah. anything orangekip for those creative. i love you
uh. yeah. thats it i think. just for your consideration, im absolutely not requiring anything (apart from maybe you telling kip hes loved. i think he needs to hear that more than he does tbh), this is just a silly lil post for your consideration 💜
#the amazon list is very small cause its hard to find stuff from the german one but also its the only one i feel like i can order from#without so many extra costs so. bleh#i think i have an old list in amazon uk if you wanna see that idk#anyways. scheduling this up and promptly forgetting about it lmao#just not looking forward to my birthday this year especially so. ough#night is an absolute mess on main
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its me and my inability to compromise against the world
#i hate it when plans are changed i fucking hate it so much#i desperately need to rant about this im having an awful time ..Augh#my dad lost his job and is selling his house. we have at MOST 3 weeks to get out of here#so wrre moving to the house next to my moms. my grandpa owned b4 he died. HOWEVER#i hate that house its dirty as hell. i cant live with my mom theres barely 2 rooms there and i currently sleep on a couch in the living roo#there are 3(?) bedrooms where my dad is moving and they are SIGNIFICANTLY smaller than. literally everything#so well have. not a lot of space. not to mention that all the rooms are shaped so fucking weird. shitty old house bonus#literally everything has the fucking landlord special cause my mom used to rent it except all of the tennants were jerks#so the house has A Vibe. /neg. and its a weird combo of dustu and sticky#Im getting off topic.#i was allowed to choose my room a while back and we all agreed on everything and made plans and thought everything was set in stone#the room i was supposed to get is small asf and has slanted walls. (attic room ig) but it was fine#but my mom was like noo! actually! your older brother is getting that room! we never agreed on anything!!#whicj is AWFUL#i HATE CHANGE#AND. i wish you could see the room im supposed to have now but im at My dad's rn#its so fucking small. the water heater is in there. there's a low hanging fucking duct pipe or whatever right by the door#its pink#it smells like shit#ots right next to the washer and dryer.#there is no light. i hate it so much#ITS SMALL. AND JUST FUCKING SUCKS#i might sound like a dick but everything is so stressful rn i dont want to move school starts in 2 weeks i dont know my schedule i don't#have anyone to talk to. we're all fucking broke as hell and my mom refuses to help my dad because. i dont even know why#sorry. btw#i need someone to talk to so bad#they won't get me a therapist because 1 its not covered by insurance and 2 my dad lost his job and said insurance#i can't get a job because i can't drive and am so mentally fucked up and its so hard for me to do literally anything#i cry at the most insignificant situations and im always on the verge of tears#i get overstimulated so easy i can't fucking do this
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Enjoying my new method of drawing practice called Finding Cool Art & Drawing It Shitty
#how does it work? Well its exactly what it sounds like#find art. save it. when you're ready to practice‚ draw it badly#Not like. Drawing it as badly as possible#you do *try* to draw what you're lookin at but not Very Hard#going into it with the expectation that if it ain't looking quite right you're just gonna move right along#just Not Giving it That Much Effort#110%? No no no. More like 75%... maybe 50%#Its great cause I'm still practicing but not nearly as stressful as Trying To Get It As Closr As I Can#Im still going to improve if i keep doing it because im training myself to see the shapes n stuff#i mean even if nothing else itll help me not be so focused on small issues lmao#anyways yeah#Practice Badly 👍
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Hello, followers.
In front of you is a masterpost made by my husband, it was weeks of work and organising alongside a huge effort and determination to assist Argentinian artists.
You have one button to press, if you choose to press it you can stay but if you refrain i will slowly start filling the room with gas blocking you all.
You understand that i do not need to let you stay here as this was never a space for you.
I am so proud of him and the efforts he has put in and it takes only a moment for you to spread that, this is not only for him but an entire group of artists and creatives who deserve recognition and visibility. I know you see the post, i get notes as you scroll through liking posts meant to be shared with my husband.
You have 48 hours or until i get annoyed enough.
#i need you to understand im genuinely upset#because i dont need to let you be here#over the last few weeks ive gotten to know the artists in the post itself too#and theyre all lovely and brilliant ppl#i even commissioned one myself#wild i know#paying artists#suppourting people#heres the thing im my bfs biggest fan#i will hype the hell out of him#and he is doing some rly sick art#he deserves more than to be ignored on a blog for him#fr i have seen like 3-5 of you reblog that masterpost#and i am so grateful#the other 140 of you?#do better#or get blocked <3#cause its been months#and this is fucking ridiculous#ACTUALLY YOU IGNORE HIS ART THAT I PUT ON HERE TOO ASSHOLES#ITS NOT THERE FOR HIM TO SEE HE FUCKING MADE IT#its a small ask#its almost nothing#a tax#if this is so hard for you to read then go follow the ppl i reblog from#and leave me the fuck alone
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#vent post essay ahead lol#having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad.#the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like#i mean im talking abou t me here obviously.#being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like.#it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help.#i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to#like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m#i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s#i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's#it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus#i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li#i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like#ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!!#because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know#and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like .#i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad.#my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik#my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine#makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS#it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well.#i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum#fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri#you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though#so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do#and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode#and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate.#i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day.#jane mary cry one tear
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About to lose my shit over my shitty Algebra teacher cause i think he’s the devil incarnate cause he doesn’t respect kid’s 504 plans, there is this kid who may not always show up to class on time for some reason im not sure why but they try their best to catch up and work hard and they asked to send over and take the recent test they missed in a certain classroom and he was like “No you cant, you have to show up tomorrow in here to take it” when literally in their 504 plan says they can take it in that room no one can force them to take it in their classroom, but DOES HE CARE??? NOOOOOO. I think he was just trying to be tough or smth god knows what cause he has a huge ass power complex like dear god dude we get it you were a army guy but is yelling at teens really what you wanna do to feel that high of power again?? The kid then complained to the school and he got a ass whooping but sadly not fired and then the next day was pissed as hell and took it out on all of us 😍
he doesn’t care to actually help students at all, he just gives up on them if they don’t understand the first or barely the second time and tells em to basically fuck off and find someone else to explain it and i get it teaching is hard you might not be able to get everyone to understand BUT ITS LITERALLY HIS GO TO RESPONSE WHEN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SMTH IN HIS SHITTY RAPID FIRE EXPLANATION WHEN HE JUST JUMPS FROM THING TO THING WITH NO VISUAL OR EVEN SENSE CAUSE WTF HOW DID YOU GET THAT ANSWER HELLO?? SLOW DOWN?? We were going over the study guide and he started doing a question and then realized half way it was “too hard” to do on the board so he gave up and kept going to the next question and a kid at my table who didn’t do that part pf the study guide cause they dont know how asked “Can you go over that please i don’t understand it” and his response was “im not going over it just to fill it in” and the kid said “im not asking to just fill it in im asking cause I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT” and guess what. HE DIDNT DO IT HE JUST IGNORED THEM AND KEPT GOING. YOUR STUDENT IS ASKING FOR HELP AND YOU AINT DOING SHIT. HELLO??? AND THIS ISNT THE FIRST TOME HE ALWAYS PULL THIS SHIT ALL THE TIME, GOD FORBID YOU ASK A QUESTION MORE THAN ONCE THATS TOK SCARY AAAHHHHH.
I hope all his classes fails and they fire his ass cause omg there has never been anything positive said about this man that isn’t from favorites/people who already are godly at math. The average student who’s had him HATES HIM.
Im really debating like cussing him out Thursday after my final cause i cant just walk away and act like it was a okay class no he needs to get fucking humbled at least see what he does is harmful and shitty and douchey. I dont care if i get in trouble im not gonna go down like this so many kids in that class have struggled cause of his ass not doing his job. And sure some of there are rowdy and sure some are a bit off task but that doesn’t give you the right to abandon them. If i ever kicked my own bucket he would be 5 of my 13 reasons why.
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#i wish upon his downfail almost daily cause like i feel like a death wish isnt good enough thats the easy way out#i need his ass to think and contemplate what he does and reevaluate his lfie#he needs to get off his fucking imaginary throne and look at what he actually does as a teacher#i know teaching is hard and now pays next to nothing but he just doesn’t do his job and if he wants to keep it shit better start changing#there are other teachers in the same topics that do swimingly not to compare but i have to for him#they are patient they give their kids resources like idk FULL WORK ON ANSWER KEYS#that was my biggest ick with him he never posted answe keys with the work hust answers#i know he probably did it to avoid ppl cooying but also screwed over kids who need to see what went wrong with their work#also minor complaint but he used the math textbook for ‘notes’ and YOU KNOW HOW SMALL THE SPACE IS YO WRITE IN THOSE???#WHY IS ALL THE WORK IN THERE WHY DO YOU DO THIS#HE SAID HE DID WORKSHEETS LAST HEAR AND I TOOM A SUGH OF RELIF THINK WE WOULD TO BUT NAHHH HERE IS THE GIANT ASS BOOK THAT WILL GUVE YOU#BACK PAIN AND ALSO IM NOT GONNA SAY PAGE NUMBERS IMMA SAY TOPIC HEADERS#WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT#Thats also a minor complaint but i knew shit was gonna be rough when he said the chapter names and not page numbers#so much time was lost trying to find the oage in the book#also kinda important not really but there were only 5 girls in that class including me#in a room of like 19#…IM JUST SAYING#he did treat my table a little shit which was coincidently all girls#coincidence? yeah probably but ya know.#he mostly ignored the girls unless they were the 2 kids at my table cause they actual spoke up#but he ignored them too so ya know#i may be over thinking it but if he did get fired for sexism ya know i wouldn’t be surprised#school if you’re reading this know that yeah im pissed at him and yeah i do want to talk in student services i think its for the best
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people interacting w wgoin in my notes... this would be a rly bad time to say all my writing will probably be on hiatus for the indefinite future huh
#not like it makes a practical difference considering i only upload twice a year at best#but im realising how much my writing is shame motivated and its just not sustainable or healthy#it saddens me that these stories i invested So much time and effort into will probably never get finished#i wanna hold out hope that they will but#i dont want anyones expectations to be too high#bc knowing myself they probably wont#i started wgoin thinking that this would be the story i commit to finishing and not just abandon as soon as i get bored#but that was before i had really realised how my brain works#and for a while writing these chapters have felt very forced#gbgb had a much better run till it crashed and i was just unable to pick it back up#tbh that one could potentially still be saved bc of how open ended it is if i get any inspo for it back whatsoever#bc it had no strict plan i was entirely making it up as i go#and im realising thats how i write best. i tried to plan wgoin so id commit to finishing it but im realising that has the opposite effect#if i plan anything too thoroughly writing it becomes like gnawing on lead#cause i got all the dopamine out of the idea already#i write best when i have nothing but a vague idea or a vibe#gbgb crashed bc i ran out of vibes and ideas but if i find any again who knows#there is the possibility where i scrap the plan i had for wgoins entire plot and make the rest up as i go#which i might try purely bc i love the story sm#and i think i enjoyed writing it most back in the first three parts where i Was making it up as i went#which is why im saying indefinite hiatus instead of discontinued#bc there is hope for them. just not. much#so if u stick around maybe follow me on ao3 if u dont wanna see all my posts n just my stories#maybe in 3 years time youll see another wgoin notif or sumn#sorry to the small but dedicated handful of readers who really loved these fics#i wanted to write more for you guys bc ik its hard to find this kinda fic anywhere else; its why i started writing it#but i am but one unmedicated autist w severe adhd. we r working on the unmedicated part tho#ive learned so much abt how my brain functions now n how to make the most of it tho#i told myself id finish any new writing before i post it. so know anything new Will be complete :3#mischiefing time
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nobody told me this but been going through so much lately that I realized that having the mindset of that you´re going to die young, so very soon and that you have very little time left probably put me in a permanent state of like. mourning? and that left me with...big troubles
#noone to talk about it beause also noone gets it#its not even suic1dal ideation. just feeling that you have no time left. but been feeling like this since i was very little#so its probably one of the big causes for all my present day problems#its also hard to confront the fact that while i dont want to keep this mindset#living any other way feels so unnatural#i have no sense of future planning or projection. i cant see anything happening to me ever#i dont care much? i dont have a big reason to live or even a small one i just :| my way thru life#ngl even if i find something that makes me feel some kinda way at the end of the day it feels pointless in the negative way#im curious about what kinda future i could have though ngl. with the choices i make every day i cant rly imagine it so whatever#personal
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> be me
> never send asks bc im scared ill mess something up
> type up lots of asks but never end up sending them
> finally type up an ask i feel like i can send
> check over it a dozen times to make sure im not missing anything
> send
> didn't actually read urls right
> sent ask to wrong person entirely
> mfw
#ik theres supposed to be a picture if they put mfw just use ur imagination#maybe that one meme of the guy in the blue shirt smoking looking super resigned#its good its fun like its a small thing so im not upset upset but it is def frustrating that this kinda thing always happens to me#i already know i check and recheck things excessively its one of the reasons im like 99% sure i have ocd#but i still. always miss something big and obvious#not specifically with asks just in general things i spend forever going over to make sure theyre perfect always end#up having something glaringly wrong with it that i just somehow didn't process at all#it gets frustrating cause it starts to feel like no matter how hard i check itll never be enough but also that can't be true#because i almost never see this kinda thing happening to everyone else‚ people just Send Asks without having to spend an hour agonizing#over it and nothing ends up being wrong with it. so clearly they're doing /something/ to be able to notice that stuff and im just.#not doing that thing. but i dont know what else i could do it's always something i never even thought to consider#it's like the whole 'expect the unexpected' thing‚ something truly unexpected will be something i. cant think of#so how am is supposed to think it ahead of time#so yeah its. hard#im tryin to stay positive esp bc i know this really was a minor funny one not an actual Problem i caused but#s just a little hard sometimes when it feels like my brain wont cooperate with my no matter how hard i try to think
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Nanna and Ningal always tried to instill a sense of service and responsibility in their children, an important to always keep working toward a better future. Some of their children took to it better than others but its often why their kids were in positions of power in their pantheon. Justice, judgement, holding positions in death, love, war, nature, etc...their children and grandchildren could rarely be called minor in their duties.
On top of that though, Nanna and Ningal have had a lot of loss in their time. Which is a normal thing obviously. You lose loved ones and people you know over time and it happens when you've lived such a long time. Gods and goddesses come and go, especially when their pantheon was so major for so long and then just...kept dying off.
They've only had two of their daughters pass away, but many of their grandchildren have passed or been killed, while several of their children's spouses have also chosen to pass or been killed. While their family is still large and plentiful, its always painful to remember those they have lost. Some times it hurts so much, that they can't stand to be around those that they should find comfort in. Nanna and Ningal's family are independent and powerful, some times translating in time away from each other and lots of space between them.
While they'll always love each other...events can happen that cause them to not always be there for each other.
#{Nanna -headcanon-}#{Ningal -headcanon-}#~this is just a small tiny headcanon#~it doesn't really explain much but their family dynamics#~its just a bit more of a hint about why they some times dont always talk about their children or why they dont see their children often#~their grandkids even less osme times#~they've had more loss in their grandchildren than their kids#~but that makes it harder for their kids to come see them cause they feel that pressure/guilt about losing their own children#~while Nanna and Ningal would never guilt them or judge them#~its always hard to be under your parents' “scrunity” even if they dont mean it that way
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Kids normally take showers now, but small fry has strep and flu both so when he asked for a bath I was like whatever you want kid. But nothing like a bath to really show you how long and skinny your kid is and you definitely have two KIDS and now babies, toddlers, preschoolers... Those stages are gone never to come back.
#and it's one thing to worry about fucking them up as babies (did i hold you too much should i have let you be more independent)#and toddlers (they both fell down at least half a flight of stairs made them both cry with an outburst once)#and preschoolers (i swear to zweet JESUS IF YOU DO NOT STOP WHINING never actually came out of my mouth but it came close)#but kids... i for sure am too tough on t dude and probably not hard enough on small fry and i worry I haven't taught them enough about#being kind and loving to everyone while also standing up for others and needing to get consent from people#and like stand up for what you believe but be careful what enemies you make because god knows if that person has a gun#like thinking about all of it its impossible to do all of it#and watching them make mistakes is hard seeing them disappointed is hard#should i have intervened did i just cause a fork in the road that will make life infinitely harder?#wow this escalated quickly#i had a great childhood my parents are amazing but not without issue but i don't fault them at all#the current problems I'm facing in my brain are all mine and nothing they did#but what if... i fuck up my kids#I would not trade these two for anything they mean absolutely everything to me#and I know why i wanted more#but it is not for the feint of heart and i will never fault anyone for not wanting to have kids#just like I would hope people don't fault me for choosing to have kids#anyway#sorry about this#personal nonsense
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That's exactly the point of comparison I was getting at. I'm so glad you expanded on it! There is SO much to Chew On with Mine and Kiryu--they were the subject of one of my first analyses (specifically in that I think there is more nuance to his view of Kiryu than jealousy, and even when isolating it down to the jealousy, there's more nuance to what he's jealous of than what many think). But you know, that was on Twitter in 2019, and it'd be fun to revisit without the character limit holding me back and with added context from what RGGO has put out since then.
AND... SPEAKING OF JO'S UPBRINGING... good lord the comic you posted Destroyed Me for what it is. The way he doesn't really know what to do (particularly because if he was crying that hard at that age, non-zero chance his father was the one who made him cry)... his lack of human experience... compounded with probably not knowing what's appropriate when it comes to interacting with "someone else's kid"... AND ALSO MASATO BEING TOO YOUNG FOR ANYTHING LESS THAN BEING COMFORTED SUCCESSFULLY TO MATTER... ouuughghghgh
i'd absolutely LOVE to read a revised version of what you have to say regarding mine and kiryu ! though i might have an idea on what you mean when expanding on the depths of mine's jealousy, i'd definitely be down to see exactly what you have to say and more! ♪(´▽`)
OH AND THANK YOU im glad you got 1000% what i was putting down with that one (❁´◡`❁) ! its a short and simple thing, but it does encapsulate the things that make me Incredibly Emo.. (´▽` ;;;;;)
#snap chats#when it comes to analysis and Proper Review im only really good at picking up notes and putting them together#im not too good at looking deeper into things so id like to see what else you've got in mind when it comes to mine and kiryu !#BUT YEAH happy fathers day.... oops... i made it sad.....#i really cant say anything else cause you really have said everything i had in mind when drawing that and that fact makes me so happy#im glad you just Got It yk (❁´◡`❁) its hard to want to convey things without words sometimes so when it IS picked up on... Epic....#jo's inability to be there for his son.. not just cause Yk. but also because personally he doesnt even know how#what with himself not being shown any love growing up: he KNOWS he should do something but what would be appropriate and effective ?#how evil.... everytime i make jo suffer the consequences of his actions i feel like that meme of the lil feller sitting cutely all :)) ☠️☠️#BUT speaking of words i am working on a small fic for jo and masato... sort of an apology for that comic LMAO#it's just gonna be a silly thing complete with How To Be A Fatherisms i promise it wont be as sad :) i hope.
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yeah i genuinely think i like elfilis being as lore vague as possible i just dont think theyd be as cool without the mystery of how they used to be or where they came from
#analiceoriginal.txt#to me they r just like#some just kinda mean space alien that doesnt have much of a moral compass or understanding? ig of consequences they cause#bc they never stick around to see it#like a 'its a small thing in the long passage of time' or wtv it was worldview#also ik theyll probably introduce more of their species but until then to me theyre the only one.nobody created or birthed them they just#came to be in the depths of space#uh this is probably all rly wrong i have an hard time w lore hcs and theories i forget too much stuff lol.just rambling#sighhh i dont wanna have to depend on others theories for my own but also whenever i make any hcs of my own im like#'oh i probably sound like an idiot right now nobody would come up with something like this' the damage that being in a toxic fandom#when youre 14 does to your already bad mental illness!!!
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