#hard and fast

[fantasyxxxxx]

Aaaahhhhh Aaaahhhhh Aaaahhhhh..............🫠🤯

[beautiful-ass-girls]

[poeticjackalope]

the crushing anxiety of being a bad person am I a bad person??? more than a crush its a dismemberment.

snapping sinew, and bone splintering into bone, and muscle, and flesh, blood parting and pooling between organs as I scoop through toxic sludge slicked body and brain, searching for the good in me. marrow seams between the grooves of my fingerprints, evidence that I was here destroying something again againagain

knawing on tendon, grinding teeth to chalk, animal with nothing worth saving in it. what am I? what am I? plunge cracked nails into the insular cortex and dig dig dig for what I'm looking for what I don't have what I'm missing.

stop thinking about thinking about thinking, maybe then I'll think through all of my thoughts before I let them gurgle up and spill out into this hazardous mess on my shirt. on the floor. on your shoes. I run round and round like a stupid fucking rat in a cage except I'm a me in a cage and there's no cage because I've made up the idea of it myself and honestly a rat would be so much smarter than this.

look at my eyes and find the truth sewn into the lines on my face and tell me what I really am. or hold my hand and embrace me slow and tender and lie to me so I can die like this and know you're lying for my sake.

[spacetimesally]

I worked on this. The band is Ferrie's Ghost, the album is called, 'Church of the Bomb'

It released yesterday. Here are 3 track previews. Hope ya' like it.

Ferrie's Ghost on Spotify

[apfsds]

As a yet-to-start HRT gal

How do the few people I know feel about that? I am without a doubt a woman, but I am presently masc. Am I somehow faking to you all? Or am I just in my own head after years of self abuse?

[orionis13]

This moment brought to you by ice feast

[i-bet-you-wish-i]

Inspired by @secretdazedragon lovely "vampires are cats' posts and this iconic gif

[gabunyan]

Hey there! Welcome to Indigo Park! My name's Rambley - Rambley the Raccoon!

[bagel-in-a-box]

It’s raining!!! 🌧️☔️💦

[hyperfixated-clown]

I instantly become slick whenever I see a photo of him….ESPECIALLY the Santa suit…jfc that swagger, that confidence….fuck me roughly please, I’m begging 😩😩😩

I need him between my legs NOW.

WOF WOF WOF WOF

I’m crying-

I can FEEL my legs opening subconsciously each time I see a photo of him

[soldrawss]

Part 2 finally! Part 3 to come soonish,,,

You can find part 1 here!

[forgettable-au]

FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 57-60)

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[eggwishing]

sans looking at ice or something

[gatoburr0]

[doodlejoltik]

this is my take on the whole. Volo and Togepi thing btw

(OK but genuinely I find it fascinating how he plays it off in Pokemas! I think he's unwilling to get too close to other people & Pokemon because of his past. but I like to imagine that he's in denial and this is what he's thinking inside haha.)

done for @pokemagma art session! check the rest of the pieces out!

bonus:

[vi-visected]

my therapist: how are you feeling in the wake of your (autism spectrum disorder) diagnosis?

me: well it makes sense doesn’t it? i was the one who requested testing. like on some level i kind of figured.

my therapist: yes, i’m personally glad we pursued it because it helps me better understand parts of your behavior and how to accommodate you. but how do you feel about it? you said before that you were in heavy denial about the possibility when you were younger.

me: well yeah, i had a preconceived idea of what autism was that i know now wasn’t true. but at the time it was distressing and i didn’t want to think about it too hard.

my therapist: how was it different then? what was your idea of autism then?

me: it was, you know, severe developmental delay. i never thought i had developed abnormally at all, so to try and match up the severity i associated with autism and the way i viewed myself, i just couldn’t.

my therapist: but you did.

me: sorry?

my therapist: you did develop abnormally. both socially and academically.

me: socially yes, but i had no problems with academics. i always especially excelled at reading comprehension, more so than anyone else in my grade. i started lagging in high school but i think that was a lot of burnout and depression and ptsd, probably. i was incredibly smart. hell, i spoke in full sentences earlier than most of my peers.

my therapist: violette, that’s still abnormal development.

me: …huh?

my therapist: developing abnormally fast is still developing abnormally.

me:

me: oh.