#happy pills arc

[aseon50]

Pac cleaning the blood in Chume Labs, reading the note he left for Mike, glancing at the graves and quickly leaving

'I'm alone again.'

im still not over this,, the implications of that blood are horrifying

[ceranovis]

《You know what "passa tudo" means, Fit? The literal translation of Portuguese to English?》

《I thought the literal translation was "everything passes". Right?》

《Exactly. Everything passes, Fit. Everything has a beginning and an ending. And I think I made my choice. Eveything passes.》

[royalarchivist]

Pac: I'm- I'm worried about it! Oh, I don't want to be locked up again! I don't want to be kidnapped again, you know? I don't want to be in prison! [He starts hyperventilating] I just want to do what they told me to do!

Tubbo: [Overlapping] No one will know you did that! No one will know.

Fit: Yeah, that's not gonna happen! It's not gonna happen, it's ok.

Pac: It might happen! It might happen! It happened with my friend! It happened with my son! Why wouldn't it happen with me? [Sighs]

Tubbo: There's gotta be someone left to hold down the fort!

Fit: That's right, you gotta stay strong!

Pac: I'm the weakest of all, you know? I'm the weakest of all the Favela.

Fit: You're not the weakest Pac, don't say that.

Pac: –I am! I am. I am.

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Tubbo: C'mon, just point me in the general direction, and it'll be fine! And–

Pac: I'm scared, I'm scared to say! I'm scared to say–

Tubbo: No, no! Just say it, just say it! Like–

Pac: I'm- I'm worried about it! Oh, I don't want to be locked up again!

Fit: Pac– it's ok!

Pac: I don't want to be kidnapped again, you know? I don't want to be in prison! [He starts hyperventilating] I just want to do what they told me to do!

Tubbo: [Overlapping] No one will know you did that! No one will know.

Fit: Yeah, that's not gonna happen! It's not gonna happen, it's ok. Wait, Pac– when–

Pac: It might happen! It might happen! It happened with my friend! It happened with my son! Why wouldn't it happen with me? [Sighs]

Tubbo: There's gotta be someone left to hold down the fort!

Fit: That's right, you gotta stay strong!

Pac: I'm the weakest of all, you know? I'm the weakest of all the Favela.

Fit: You're not the weakest Pac, don't say that.

Tubbo: Yeah, so why would they take you?

Pac: –I am! I am. I am.

Fit: No no no no– you're strong Pac, you're strong.

Tubbo: [Overlapping] You're not the weakest Pac, you're not the weakest!

Pac: [Overlapping] I don't want to be that guy, I don't want to be the weakest and like, the saddest of all. I wanna be happy! [Sighs] That's why I took the pills also...

Tubbo: You seemed– when–

Pac: I wasn't happy.

Tubbo: I mean, you were happy when we were chatting before about about the railway? Maybe- maybe there's other- other places to find joy, other than a briefcase full of very... unlabeled pills?

[inquebrar]

just don't think about how cucurucho tortured q!quackity to the point that his mind was completely destroyed and he could no longer read or write don't think about the happy pills don't think about how the federation/cucurucho managed to create a drug so strong that q!pac saw richas sleeping when in reality there was just a rock on the bed so just don't think about q!roier being drugged and tortured don't think about his sense of reality being completely altered and he hallucinating everything around him don't think about how this will affect him permanently if even before being kidnapped he already doubted his own mind and reality... im fine im not thinking about any of this at all haha just a cubito haha :')

[iridescentpull]

Happy one year of happy pills pac arc 🎉🎉 have a fic to celebrate

PLEASE read the tags, this fic is seriously heavy. If theres topics you know will trigger you, dont read this fic

Anywahs, enjoy!!

[beautiful--dinosaurnightmare88]

Hello R̶͍̬̻̓̔͊̀̐̃̚͝ͅǐ̵̜̰̻̪̅̒̉̅̃͒͘͝͠c̸̨͍̘̬̰̟̊̂̉͌͘͝ͅh̴̡̠̗̖̐̒̄͜͠ą̶̖̮̤̰̩̋̌͗̄͆̒ṣ̵̲͓̰̦͖͎̝̀̉̅̒̍̑ͅ! How are you today!!

[sillygh0st]

Happy pills :]

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

Ah yes... Yes, I am making my own AU. A HappyPills!Philza AU yes indeedy! And here's the cover for it

It's something @phoebedenpa and I had brainstormed a lot on, and then Purgatory happened and I went "screw it, time to bring it to life I guess" and now here we are XD

Here's the link to it! Phoebe came up with the original concept, all I did was do some adjusting here and there and write it down!

Expect some more illustrations for it in the near future... :]

[littleseasalt]

happy pills arc... save me happy pills arc..

[usakkhae]

A very late drawing

[lil-lost-mind]

"Yall want to know the truth? You want to know the truth? I'm now capable of acquiring the cure, I'm not capable of acquiring, I'm not capable of acquiring the cure(<- the way he says that AAAAA), you know why I can't? I'm not capable of acquiring the cure because I'm not capable of making the cure, Mike that did all the buildings, it was Mike that build all the factories, it was Mike who made the mechanisms, it was Mike that made all the farms, I'm a fake scientist, I'm the scientist that isn't the true scientist, I don't have the power to make a farm, to help Tubbo build a machine, to do this or that, I don't have it, I don't have it, and for real I don't have it, I don't have it, I tried, I tried for- for- *for a few seconds* but I tried on the chume labs island, and there's now way, I don't have any direction, I don't have a path to follow, there's no cure, and if there's no cure- Cucurucho is smart, the federation controls everything, they hear everything, why didn't they... make a medicine that there is no cure, maybe they did and that's how it works

Yeah. I can't, I can't, you can flood the chat a thousand times "you can", I can't, I can't because I don't have what is necessary, I don't have it, I don't have the brain, I don't have the mind, got it? I'm not- I'm not Mike, I'm not Cellbit, I'm not smart enough to solve enigmas and build farms and to understand and to find a cure or answers to the questions, yknow? I'm not

So that's it, that's my reality

And that's the reality I have to acept and that's why I'm going to acept this reality and that's it"

How am I'm supposed ro be normal about a character when the character is like THAT?

Oof, Pac talks a lot

[ceranovis]

《I'm asking you Philza. Turn off that FUCKING noise.》

《Forever... I don't know what you're talking about. It's silent down here.》

[ellenthefox]

I've been laughing for hours watching this clip of Aimsey reacting to QSMP lore. Yes, Aimsey, yes he is xDD

[iridescentpull]

Pac-Centric Happy Pills Arc enjoyers, come get your food <3 my interpretation of what happened that night in chume labs!

read the tags though, as its a heavy one shot! Stay safe <3

[dance-like-an-idiot]

i started thinking about q!forever and the effects of the happy pills arc and ended up making a poem about it, so i thought i would share cause theres some good headcanons + some things i actually noticed him doing.

poem under cut for formatting

do you think he has smile lines?

do you think that when he looks in a mirror, he sneers to cover them up?

do you think he gets scared when he hears himself yell?

do you think he plans every word out to make sure he doesn't raise his voice?

do you think he makes sure he doesn't sound happy so he can be happy? 

do you think when everything is going well he assumes something is wrong he can't see?

do you think he picks apart every perfect moment so he knows its real?

do you think he can't be around a clock?

do you think the tick-tocking triggers him?

do you think he reaches for a medicine bottle and a slingshot that both aren't there?

do you think he can't stand the sound of medicine shifting in a bottle?

do you think he was too far gone to realize he had lost control again?

[bookish-library]

doing ok. by Pablo David Lauceria is such a happypills!forever coded song

Happy-go-lucky instrumental and tone, but the lyrics are a cry for help, all about putting on a happy face despite the despair felt inside