#happy pills philza au

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

It took me a while thanks to me being busy with the animatic, but here is the cover for my other fic in my HappyPills!Philza AU (which can be found here https://archiveofourown.org/works/59702860 )

This is set shortly before the events of the AU happens, mainly through Missa's POV.

In short, a study on his relationship with Phil and how both parties were affected by Missa's absence, and their last interactions before the events truly kickstarted.

(bonus fact: he's 100% unaware of Phil's current situation in the AU!... This is gonna be awkward once he finds out)

(and yes this was based on The Well, by The Crane Wives :3)

[notdayanasblog]

for your non existent forever au, do u want forever to not exist always or will he literally manifest into being through Phil believing in him more than anything? Like starts as ghost-like images at first, then just one day, exists.

Forever will never exist. He is just a delusion from Philza, it can only get worse

Philza thinks, he is convinced, that Forever is real to the point that he fill some memories with Forever there. Ofc he couldn't fill all his memories, so his mind chose the closest date, the arrival of the Brazilians

Now is when I have to start working on the Happy Pills arc, that's where everything gets worse with this delusion... and the coma

[becauseplot]

Hi hi hi :D

My header was gettin crowded so I figured I might as well just make an intro post lmao.

Welcome!

My name is Curly! You can call me Curly, or becauseplot, or bp, or bitchass---anything along those lines will do <3

I use he/she/they pronouns (in no particular order, go nuts) and I am not a minor!

Below the cut: interests, style of posting, tags list/system, ao3, and more! (Important bits are bolded!)

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The things I'm Normal:tm: about

QSMP remains a background interest of mine but it's still beloved. Faves are qphilza (rly just ANY philza rp characters) and qcellbit. I also love DSMP, TotK, and BotW. Sometimes I'll jumpscare you with a Sherlock Holmes post just because. (Holmes and Watson have my whole heart. They <3)

I'm also in the middle of watching Ordem Paranormal! I've watched AOP, OSNF, OPD, OPC, and am making my way through OSNI. Liz my beloved. Arthur my beloved. All of them my beloved. Watch tags are curlyaop, curlyosnf, curlyopd, curlyopc, etc.

I am nothing if not long-winded (if you couldn't already tell from the length of this lmaooooo)

I like+reblog+tag pretty much EVERYTHING. So sorry if I clutter your notifs, I just have the inexplicable urge to add Every Post to my Hoard.

I talk a lot in tags. Like, a LOT. Also, my posts have a tendency to ramble. I have thoughts and internet access and that is a very ill-advised combination <3

I do swear a lot!!! Always know that if I'm swearing I am never genuinely mad/upset I do it for the funnies and the funnies only.

#organized (not really)

I do have a tagging system but it's kinda!! Wonky!!! I'll organize it one of these days I swear. For the most part, if you want stuff (qsmp-related) I've saved on...

a specific character: "q![character]" (yes even the npcs like the eggs)

duos: "[______] duo" (or their ~special~ duo name, ex "codebreakers", "crimeboys", etc)

shipping content: the ship name lmao

clips: "qsmp clips for the soul"

funny/neat in-game/webcam screenshots: "qsmp reaction images"

I also save stuff about major arcs and special events under specific tags, so keep an eye out for these too:

"qsmp festa junina"

"qsmp spiderbit wedding"

"qsmp election event" (stuff to do with the whole election arc)

"qsmp dinner event" (the election dinner with the imposter eggs)

"egg-napping part 3" (posts to do with the egg disappearances, mainly the first few days and the black concrete)

"happy all the time" (happy pills arc)

"a dose of reality" (the end/aftermath of the happy pills arc)

"q viva mexico" (mexican independence day event)

"qsmp dia de muertos"

"qsmp purgatory"

"qsmp purg finale" (or 11/18, what we thought was a finale)

"purg 2 electric boogaloo" / "qpurgatory 2" (AWWW SHIT HERE WE GO AGAIN)

"@v@" (qforever possession stuff)

qsmp prison event

q2024 opening (YOOO HAPPY NEW YEAR)

A couple other tags!

"qmongus" (qsmp amongus lobby)

"qoutlast" (qsmp plays outlast trials)

"qtwitter” (twitter posts, usually does NOT include event updates tho)

“qsmp event updates” (HERE are the event updates!)

"twitchcon paris" (mostly stuff about qsmp cc's meeting up)

"qsmp brazil meetup"

"qsmp vegas meetup"/"twitchcon vegas"

"qsmp french alps meetup"

“streamer awards 2024”

"fruit mountain tournament" (cellbit's fruit mountain tournament!)

"qpositivity" (positive posts praising qsmp, for when the discourse and neg gets to be too much <3 )

Another random tag I have: "the dynamic of all time" - Posts that give me vibes of a character/relationship dynamic but nothing specific enough to tag it as a given character. I just think they're neat :]

COME SHOUT AT ME

YOU HEARD ME. ASKS ARE OPEN. TALK TO ME!!!

Bear in mind you might get a wall of text in response. You have been warned.

I remember my ao3 login sometimes

My ao3 is BecausePlot! I haven't been super active recently, but if you're interested in some of my stuff, here's a list of my 10 favorite works atm, from most to least recent <3

Relative (QSMP x Ordem au) (au is tagged: "TWLITFAU")

The Calm (Spiderbit fluff)

Miss Me? (f!Cell shows up at f!Felps' apartment)

Waking Up On The Wrong Side of the Bed (c!Phil in QSMP)

Insanity (q!Cellbit character study)

An.G.E.L.S. (OSMP x Antarctic Empire, Military au)

Danse Macabre (Parentsduo <3)

But You're Not Yourself (c!Phil and c!Techno raising c!Wilbur)

A Helping Hand (Phil gets adopted by a flock of crows)

Take My Hand (Retelling of the handcuff scene from BBC Sherlock: Reichenbach Fall)

Leaving a comment on the fic itself or in my askbox is the best way for me to talk to you and say thank you for reading! Let me appreciate you ya nerd!!

Other Schtuff

UHHHH I MADE AN ORDEM AU CALLED 90 SECONDS TO MIDNIGHT. YEAH. PUTTING THIS HERE :D

My pfp is from GranadaTV's Sherlock Holmes adaptation (with Jeremy Brett), specifically the episode The Greek Interpreter.

My banner is by wolfythewitch (from the Creature animatic I think?? I honestly don't remember lmao.)

My favorite color is green (if you couldn't tell), my favorite animal is horse, my favorite flower is dandelion, my favorite imagery to play with in writing is space/universe/atoms/stars/etc, I'm studying mechanical engineering and physics, I do shitty drawings on super rare occasions, and, last but not least,

If you are a dick about anything you will simply be blocked.

Peace and love on planet earth <3

If you have any questions, send an ask! I hope you enjoy your stay :Drl

[arabella377]

If you want, maybe you could talk a bit more about your umbrella Academy au? Like, if you have any other characters that you think would fit. Also, how would the ages work (if you've figured it out)?

I’d love to talk about the au!

I actually have all of the siblings figured out, the list goes along that one theory about the siblings numbers being related to how difficult it is to control their powers.

Number 1 - Wilbur: paralleling Ben’s role. In short, he’s dead and Phil is the only one that can see him as Ghostbur. He is Techno’s identical twin and most of the guys in the academy didn’t like him when he died due to his self destructiveness, a consequence of the pressure of being the Number 1 and leader of the academy.

Number 2 - Tommy: he parallels Luther in the sense that he was exiled. It didn’t have anything to do with Dream though. It was more of a their father blaming him for silly mistakes, kind of situation, these silly mistakes being getting himself killed to the point he had to be revived, and then exile happened and then the fact no one seemed to care about him. Things pilled up. 

Number 3 - Tubbo: similar role to Allisson’s in the sense of his relationship with others (no romance in any way though**, that’s not the story I want to tell). He’s also fighting for the custody of this one kid Michael as Doomsday comes. One way or the other, Tubbo is going to be part of a government. Whether that is the commission or just some country I’m working on it. He gets to have bombs, as a treat.

Number 4 - Niki: kinda like Diego but more vigilantism and less cop. She’s friends with Jack Manifold, a guy that always supported her and helped her with her vigilante work, but he’s a little more bitter than she is. Jack Manifold has some kind of grudge against the academy and knows that Niki does too but for the entirely wrong reasons. Niki gets a healing arc, as a treat (Jack doesn’t, not yet).

Number 5 - Philza: he’s like Klaus but slightly to the left. Less drugs, a bit more ptsd, same chaotic energy. Like Klaus, he travels to the past in the middle of a war that gains him the nickname of The Angel Of Death. In the past, he meets Kristen, falls in love and has a child he named after Wilbur. He was happy there but after 10~20 years building a life in the past, he gets taken back to the present in doomsday and now he’s old and misses his wife. He feels guilty (responsible) about Wilbur’s death and that somehow translates into the fact the only other person he has an actual relationship with in the academy is Techno.

Number 6 - Ranboo: similar to Five, he disappeared when they were young. He had just developed the ability to enderwalk and was very bad at controlling it, which in turn triggered his ability to teleport, which in turn took him to the future after Doomsday, just like it happened with Five. He made a notebook with everything he needed to know and lost a good part of his memories when traveling back to his family. He’s the only one that genuinely has hope they can be a family.

Number 7 - Technoblade: he’s a writer and he plays the violin like Vanya. He doesn’t know he has powers because Father made Wilbur use his powers on him. As doomsday approaches he makes friends with this guy named J. Schlatt*, who although is very nice to him, leads him to stop taking the pills that (without him knowing) kept his powers secret. You see, his power is Chat. They call themselves the Blood God and have omnipotence + the ability to take control over him granting him immense power. Chat is scary, powerful and very good at peer-pressuring. One would say they have the strength of Doomsday.

Some other characters I want to include are Quackity, Sam, Fundy, Slimecicle and Foolish as workers for the commission but I still don’t have a concrete idea on how or whether I’d rather have them somewhere else. Fundy is Phil’s canon grandson though.

*I might change Schlatt for Dream. It kinda depends on whether I prefer having Dream as Lila over having J. Schlatt as their father. At this point I’ll end up making Mumbo Jumbo their dad because I really don’t know who that’d be lol.

** All their relationships are platonic regardless of the tua canon except Phil and Kristen. That’s the one romance I respect. They are extremely sweet so of course I separated them.

As for the ages, it’s mostly fixed with the consequences of time traveling. They were all born the same day, but as time passed some simply lived more or less. For example, Phil is the oldest due to his solo escapade to the XX century, meanwhile Ranboo is the youngest during the “first season” because when he came back he was around ~18. The rest of the ages are rearranged when they time travel again to escape Doomsday like in the second season and through working for the commission and aging there. This would make their ages a bit more like the dsmp canon. Tommy gets to be a child because I won’t let go that bit so easily.

I did leave out a lot of the details about the characters so feel free to ask about any of them! It’s always a delight to talk about my silly aus.

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

Seven Days Left until Launch Day is upon us... :3

Stay tuned!

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

Ah yes, at long last... It is finished! The full illustration featuring the whole main cast for the AU - while there's more characters in the story, these will be the ones carrying the bulk of the plot!

So, my fellas and folks... Stay tuned for more illustrations in the near future~

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

"(...) ... Philza spotted them, and then gave a gentle smile. In his hands were a couple of freshly-picked amapolas. And save for the emerald pendant on his hat, the black sleeved undershirt and the Hardcore Heart pinned to it...

He was entirely dressed in white."

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Took me way longer than I had anticipated, but here it is at last - the second official illustration to my fic "Not Unlike the Taste of Nightshades" (and for all intents and purposes, the signature scene of the first chapter)

More drawings coming soon!

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

Four days left until launch day!~

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

"(...) "Pac hey- Pac, listen-" Fit finally got a hold on the Brazilian, keeping his grip firm on his shoulders but still loose enough in case Pac wasn't comfortable; instead Pac complied, though he was still breathing rapidly and eyes kept blinking nonstop, his body trembling all over. "Pac. We're right here, okay? We'll figure this out."

His voice was more than enough for the Brazilian to slowly calm down and nod, breath steadying and trembling coming to a halt. Taking a long and deep breath then letting it out, Pac was able to sort his thoughts more properly (...)."

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And thus here it is, the fourth official illustration for my HappyPillsPhilza!AU fic, "Not Unlike the Taste of Nightshades" or simply "Nightshades" for short

This is the part where colors might take... A little bit of a darker turn as they should! and cameo of Phil's chat if you get my drift ;)

So as always, stay tuned for upcoming illustrations~

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

Six Days Left until Launch Day is upon us!

Stay tuned~

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

(...) "Oh hey, guys! What you been up to?" Phil asked at last, his tone no different than how it usually was on his better days. (...) For a moment they just stood there, looking at Phil... Until Fit decided to cut the tension before it got too thick.

"Hey, Phil! Glad to see you're awake!" The man gave a grin, quickly holding both Pac and Tubbo closer to himself in awkward side hugs, trying to sound natural. "We've just been wondering where the hell you were, since the wall was empty and you didn't answer the comms."

"Oh, that! Ahaha!" The crow laughed, almost as if nothing's changed. "Sorry 'bout that. Been wanting to visit the garden for a while, get my mind cleared up 'n all. Went to pick some amapolas too, since they were looking pretty today." He clarified as he held one of the vermilion blossoms in his hand, thumb carefully brushing one of its delicate petals.

"S-sorry to interrupt you then! Wouldn't wanna ruin a perfect morning like this!" Pac nervously added, in part because his mind screamed 'GET OUT OF HERE IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN' while trying in vain to wiggle his way out of Fit's unyielding hold (...).

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Life (and other stuff) inevitably got in the way, but here's the third official illustration for my fic "Not Unlike the Taste of Nightshades", specifically, chapter 2!

More drawings coming soon as I write the next chapters!~

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

Been ages since I posted anything regarding this animatic I've been working on, but worry not! I'm nearing completion as of this writing~

So as a treat, have this WIP!

Oh, and as a matter of fact, my fanfic will be 1 year old in two weeks! Damn, time sure passes by o_o Welp, anyway

Stay tuned for the finished animatic~!

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

Still a WIP, but here it is: accompanying the cover of my HappyPills!Philza AU, the illustrations for the "main cast" if you get my drift!

Here's the link for those curious and stay tuned for the complete pic!... :]

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

Well. You could say I got inspired after I uploaded my first animatic >:3c

Stay tuned for WIPs in the near future~!

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

"(…) Tubbo's face was a blend of confusion and concern, standing close to Fit's right side; Fit himself barely showcasing reaction yet a subtle crease in his brows being the closest to showing the sheer worry; Pac's features quickly turned to a pure look of fear, dark eyes widening as his whole body trembled and he tried keeping his breaths steady. (…)"

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One too many drawing projects in mind tends to lead to many not being finished right away, sorry 'bout that >_< At least one thing is finished! My first official illustration of my HappyPills!PhilzaAU fic "Not Unlike the Taste of Nightshades" (shortened to "Nightshades" for the sake of convenience!)

More drawings coming soon!

[artistic-izzy-multifandom]

My fellas 'n folks, it is here at last :3 (repost from yesterday)

Hope you all enjoy~!