#the blood in chume labs

[aseon50]

Pac cleaning the blood in Chume Labs, reading the note he left for Mike, glancing at the graves and quickly leaving

'I'm alone again.'

im still not over this,, the implications of that blood are horrifying

[thesmpisonfire]

Cant stop thinking about how pac hurt himself so much to save his family, he gave in to the drugs and they destroyed his emotional sanity and messed up badly with his brain. He had a hard time fighting them because so many things were hurting within him, and the worst part is that they needed to hurt MORE for him to get lucid. Tubbo and Fit were so important to get him to think more clearly and push himself forward to be sure he'd deliver the drug to Cellbit eventually, and he did! It was his win!

And then... He pushed himself more. He literally teared himself to the point of bleeding all over Chume Labs as he didn't take the potions and his grief got amplified to a dangerous level. All the lights off as his arms and hands bled and he broke the floor of Mike's room and mourned over his friend, his son and his soulmate, making them graves and final letters. The blood was literally streaming down from wherever he had hurt himself to the point of dropping all around, and he still managed to find the answer, he still managed to write everything down and hide it in Richas' future crate

Chume Labs is now a haunted place, not because someone died there, but because Pac will forever remember the feeling of pure desperation and pain and loss he must have felt during his meltdown. He'll always be haunted by himself bleeding out on the floorboards he and Mike carefully chose

[iridescentpull]

TW: Suicidal Thoughts / Ideation (not graphic, but its there)

Sometimes I lie awake and think about Pac's night before the cure during the Happy Pills Arc. Because what the fuck was that?

The blood all around Chume Labs? The dimmed lights? The notes? The graves? The letter addressed to Mike that sounded suspiciously like a suicide note?

What happened that night? Did Pac go ice cold on the pills to work on the cure, causing heavy withdrawals? Did he experiment on himself? Did he genuinely believe his friends and family were dead, so he made them graves as a final goodbye? Did he stare at the pills, wondering what would happen if he downed all the pills at once? Did he think that finally, finally, he could sleep forever?

It keeps me up at night, cause Pac what the fuck happened that night?

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Man.... I can't stop thinking about Pac and the Risus Pill arc

Pac saying he took the pills because he didn't have any other choice, he was so hopeless he wants to take them until he doesn't remember anything

Pac saying "At least I’m not crying in some random corner in the Island expecting my friends to come save me, and nobody comes save me"

And then the thing he said immediately before that: "I lost my friend, I lost my friend’s friend, I lost my Egg, I lost my child, I lost everything, I'm– I was completely hopeless– so yeah, maybe I wanna be drugged and live my miserable but happy life. At least I’m not in that saddest place anymore."

The blood at Chume Labs

The three graves at Chume Labs

The message he wrote to Cellbit asking Cellbit to kill him if things got too bad, then changing it and saying "lock me up" instead.

The conversation with Fit, Fit pleading with him, and Pac saying "I don’t want to go back to that bad and sad place."

Pac, despite his grief and depression, finding an antidote and saving himself (with the help of his friends)

Literally everything from the Risus Pill arc makes me so heartbroken

[doubleslashkarma]

TUBBOS AT CHUME LABS LOOKING FOR ZINC,,, He's walking straight past all the blood on the floor he does NOT care. He's a man on a mission

[sillygh0st]

TW : blood

"An experiment gone wrong at Chume labs.."

[ghostatas]

I know angst is great and all but I dont think Fit will hurt Pac.

Don't get me wrong, he is DEFINATELY regressing into old ways (which will definately be exciting to see and break down later) but he's not completely the same. Think about how Cell and Cellbit currently act the same, but different- he is out on a rampage, killing in cold blood but he can recognise his allies this time and knows who not to hurt, hence why he backed away from ilha chume labs after he saw the 'prohibited cell' signs.

I think today, mainly the Philza kill, was a product of adrenaline of being put into a situation so similar to his past randomly. There'll probably be a few chances he'll let him go next time, but not always. He's not very close with many other islanders so I don't think he'll care too much about the kill. To Fit right now, he might even only be vaguely recognising his friends as, well, his friends. Right now they're just points to add to the scoreboard.

It's hard to explain because there's a very fine line here. Yes he's gonna go batshit crazy on people. Yes he will care little for their deaths. Yes he is fully regressing into his 2b2t self and that is very, very dangerous.

But it feels more... controlled here, I guess? After he killed Tina, although he didn't feel remorse or guilt he still felt a little conflicted- something he never would have felt before (though it could be due to him still trying to 'stabilise' in a way before he tips over the edge). You could argue that he didn't grief their base after, but that could be written off due to it being etoiles request not to.

Also this doesn't change that all this is for Ramon. Pac is also the person Fit cares for the most after Ramon. He's a little too into it right now, but the moment he is reminded of Ramon, or sees Pac, that bloodlust will turn into something a little colder and more calculated- meaning he will be more aware of what he is doing. I think seeing Pac will cool his head a little, not enough to get rid of the murder absolutely everyone, but to approach Pac amicably.

[youphoriaot7]

QSMP RECAP : DAY 200 (10/8)

PAC worked on adding create mechanics to the racetrack

TUBBO received another letter from fred! (fred is having Conflicting Feelings)

TUBBO (with the help of piso) responded to fred

ETOILES fought another code! (he is frustrated because it was attacking the other islanders and not him.)

the code asked ETOILES for a list of people who work for the federation

ETOILES didn’t want to answer it truthfully, and instead mentioned tubbo and foolish before warning the codes about attacking his friends again.

MOUSE rolled the dice! she won. (ticket #0007)

CELLBIT gave slimecicle a tour of the rooms! (he picked chaos, but said q!slime would pick blood)

KAMETO found bobby fields and took some chairs (???)

BAGI found black concrete and coordinates at chume labs

BAGI found a grainy picture of richas in another structure

BAGI left copies of the picture for all members of favela6, as well as showed bbh

BAGI showed bbh her secret investigation base

BAGI received a book with code on her doorstep

BAGI and BBH investigated some coordinates and found what seems to be an old childhood home of bagi’s (the welcome mat reads “CASA DE -------”)

BAGI found a missing poster (presumably of her brother)

BAGI found an old diary of hers (it talked about how the police were stupid because they couldn’t help find her brother) and a book that talked about the case being dropped due to lack of evidence

[miscellaneoussmp]

What the fuck happened that night in Chume Labs? What the fuck happened that night in Chume Labs? What the fuck happened that night in Chume Labs? What the fuck happened-

I THINK ABOUT THIS ALL THE DAMN TIME!!!! WHOSE BLOOD WAS THAT? WAS THAT PAC'S BLOOD? IT PROBABLY WAS SO WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? WHEN DID HE DIG THOSE GRAVES? WHY WERE THE LIGHTS BROKEN? HELLO? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME??? WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED THAT NIGHT IN CHUME LABS????

[qsmpconfessions]

Just suddenly had this thought that although the consensus for the Chume Labs floors being blood stained during the Happy Pills arc are due to Pac self harming. It is quite strange to see no to little acnowledgement from the fandom at all?! There are no fanarts who ackwledge it, there are no analysis that connect his self harming traits to his self punishing traits and etc. Ik its a dark topic but it isnt a odd one out. Like... this rp has children dying? And forced drugging?! And mentions of cannibalism?!

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[strawjamberry]

nobody understands how much i NEED qpac’s blood all over chume labs to be addressed again.

[disfrutalakia]

Do you guys think that for those 2 days Pac hasn't showed up he has been crying at the chume labs, trying to ignore his fears and mop the blood still on the floor but he had a breakdown in the middle of it and he is just

There, sitting on the floor, alone again

[thesmpisonfire]

HEAD IN HANDS. FUCK. "Roier's place is so pretty and always makes everyone laugh. Chume Labs is just dark and depressing now. I can't even go back there"

PAC. PAAAC. SHAKING HIM AAAA

And ooo Fitt. "Last time I went there, you had cleaned all the blood. At least you made progress!" Hes trying so much to cheer Pac on his healing, even if it doesn't seems much for Pac himself, Fit knows how hard just cleaning the blood was

[murky-tannin]

Pac is cleaning some of the blood from chume labs finally.. he entered their bedroom. Paused and read the note he left. Glanced slightly at the graves and left without cleaning the rest of the blood. "I'm alone again"

[mikaikaika]

All the lights in Chume Labs are off and there's blood on the floor???

[journeysfable]

WHAT THE FUCK??? THERE'S BLOOD ALL OVER CHUME LABS AND THE LIGHTS ARE OUT?! PAC!?