#hands sickness

[beyourselfchulanmaria]

Daily life / The day before yesterday Part. 2

我的手生病了，不可以再繼續忍耐，所以掛號預約在前天去大醫院做檢查；如此才能知道該尋求什麼樣的方式做治療。

My hand was sick and I couldn't endure it any longer, so I made an appointment and went to a big hospital for a check-up the day before yesterday; this way I would know what kind of treatment to seek.

I returned to my hometown, where I had a checkup at a large, corporatized chain of teaching hospitals, and then stopped by the town's art center to hang out and had a lunch (not yum lol unlucky! I felt like I had been duped by a scam to pay that dish; But it doesn't matter. When you are in the world, you are bound to go to the wrong door.) ⊂(￣(ｴ)￣)⊃  . I am a person who can tolerate pain quite well, and I really don't like to go to the hospital except for emergencies and accidents. But as I get older, I don’t want to be a burden to my children, so I changed my mindset. Before the pain turns into a bigger problem, I finally surrendered and went to the hospital for treatment. I will make an appointment to see the examination report next week. I hope everything will be fine and It's all in time and nothing serious.

我回到了我家鄉的一間已經企業化經營的大型連鎖教學醫院，在那裡做檢查之後順便去鎮上的藝術中心逛逛和吃中飯。(不好吃 lol 有種被詐騙集團欺騙的感覺, 不過，沒關係，人在江湖行走難免會走錯門。) ⊂(￣(ｴ)￣)⊃ 我是一個相當能忍受疼痛之人，除了急症和發生意外，否則我真的不願意去醫院。但年紀漸老，不想讓自己成為小孩的包袱和負擔，所以我改變了思維，在病痛尚未轉變成更大的麻煩之前，我終於投降前去醫院尋求治療，下週預約看檢查報告，希望一切都來得及且沒什麼大礙。Lan~*

▪ Fengshan Dadong Art Center in my hometown 👇

[prettyboykatsuki]

touch-starvation needs to be written with emphasis on the starving part. you are hungry to be touched. so hungry that even the very taste of it makes you nauseous. it has been long since anything has ever touched you, ever fed you - that your body has grown more used to that gnawing emptiness more than anything else. it's better for you to be held, to eat but it makes you sick to try. you know

[lectorel]

The trolley problem: Here you are, at the scene of a disaster that someone set off long before you arrived. You could help, you could take action, but that would mean you also take on responsibility for the outcome.

Would you rather act to save people, knowing that by choosing who to help you are implicitly choosing who to let die? Or would you rather keep your hands clean by letting the disaster unfold on its own, regardless of how much worse it will be because you didn't act?

Half the people on this fucking site: the second, absolutely the second. How dare you ask me to compromise my shining moral purity for pointless complications like 'who's in charge of the government' or 'harm mitigation'.

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[laksae]

"I had a home"

[mythicalcoolkid]

You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side

[septembermonologues]

just yesterday i was thinking about how matt mentioned that vex keeps a black feather in her hair instead of blue when bells hells first met her again and now i'm finding out that vax has three blue feathers on one of his wings...... they keep finding new ways to make the twins more devastating.

[moonlit-lian]

Ssshh, I’m cooking.. I drew a Ghost King Phantom ages ago, and I’m kinda revisiting that!

[yaolmao]

they should work together idk guys

[finisnihil]

“They finally made this theme more blatant-" Why does it need to be blatant. What's wrong with subtlety? Concepts can be underused but subtlety is not neglect.

Blaring all your concepts and themes is not good writing. It's so disruptive to a story's flow when the characters look off the screen to be like "See? This is the concept. The idea. The theme."

If you can feel the hand of the author becoming too heavy that's bad.

For example: I see people saying Azula's abuse in ATLA is more blatant in the live action and it's good because "it's being discussed more". It already was discussed at length. The show made it clear she was a victim at every turn, every behavior, every reaction, it came from a place of trauma. It was made clear that she was scared of ending up like Zuko because Zuko was an example of what would happen to her if she failed. When she says she's better than Zuko it wasn't just because she was raised to think hersef superior to him but because Zuko failed and failures get mutilated and exiled, failures are abandoned. In that final Agni Kai the music is morose and somber because this isnt some epic battle its a fucking tragedy, the burning out of "Ozai's brightest light" and Azula finally succumbing to her terror and trauma she was repressing now that her worst fears are realized. How can you see a fourteen year old girl chained to a sewer grate wailing and writhing and breathing fire desperately as unsympathetic? Even Katara and Zuko are horrified as to what has become of her.

The writers weren't looking us in the eye and saying "See? She's a victim too" when they wrote this, they weaved it in. They weaved it into her obsesison with symmetry, her extreme perfectionism, the way she talks about Ozai, the ways she calls herself a monster, her isolation from those with healthy home lives, all the ways she held herself together and ultimately all the cracks and seams that she shattered down when she fell apart. It did not need to be blatant to be clear.

[hustlebonezzz]

A flash of confidence followed by the immediate fear of ruining something dear. On the other hand, the ready reciprocation and the disillusion of a deeper meaning.

Continued

[beyourselfchulanmaria]

Daily life / The day before yesterday Part. 1

我的手生病了，不可以再繼續忍耐，所以掛號預約在前天去大醫院做檢查；如此才能知道該尋求什麼樣的方式做治療。

My hand was sick and I couldn't endure it any longer, so I made an appointment and went to a big hospital for a check-up the day before yesterday; this way I would know what kind of treatment to seek.

I returned to my hometown, where I had a checkup at a large, corporatized chain of teaching hospitals, and then stopped by the town's art center to hang out and had a lunch (not yum lol unlucky! I felt like I had been duped by a scam to pay that dish; But it doesn't matter. When you are in the world, you are bound to go to the wrong door.) ⊂(￣(ｴ)￣)⊃  . I am a person who can tolerate pain quite well, and I really don't like to go to the hospital except for emergencies and accidents. But as I get older, I don’t want to be a burden to my children, so I changed my mindset. Before the pain turns into a bigger problem, I finally surrendered and went to the hospital for treatment. I will make an appointment to see the examination report next week. I hope everything will be fine and It's all in time and nothing serious.

我回到了我家鄉的一間已經企業化經營的大型連鎖教學醫院，在那裡做檢查之後順便去鎮上的藝術中心逛逛和吃中飯。(不好吃 lol 有種被詐騙集團欺騙的感覺, 不過，沒關係，人在江湖行走難免會走錯門。) ⊂(￣(ｴ)￣)⊃ 我是一個相當能忍受疼痛之人，除了急症和發生意外，否則我真的不願意去醫院。但年紀漸老，不想讓自己成為小孩的包袱和負擔，所以我改變了思維，在病痛尚未轉變成更大的麻煩之前，我終於投降前去醫院尋求治療，下週預約看檢查報告，希望一切都來得及且沒什麼大礙。Lan~*

▪ That Chinese-style building was the library I often visited when I was a child. (鳳山市立圖書館) 👇

[apocalyypse]

Dean Winchester ★ S1EP7: Hookman

[peachteapixels]

Black Velvet 🖤 *.✰🍳ˊ₊˚(Funguary Day 15)

[umblrspectrum]

another failed sneaking attempt

[ash-and-starlight]

“Zuko?” He put a finger under the seneschal’s nose, rested the back of his hand against Zuko’s cheek. A puff of air, a touch of warmth. Sokka could have sobbed out of relief, and when he registered the emotion it frightened him. 

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