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starsomens · 1 year

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Ok, don’t asked me how, i don’t even know, the idea just popped in my mind, probably after reading the story I asked you last night haha <3 🥀

I’m sorry for my bad writing, this is my first time ever writing something, and English it’s not my first language sooo, I’m sorry haha, feel free to add or edit 😌

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You bought a new pair of jeans but didn’t realize you bought them in the size you used to be, so they fit a bit funny but made your ass look amazing. They already fit you really tight so you decided not to wear underwear, so you thought they were perfect to visit Noah in his house today.

You grab your keys, went to your car and started driving, once your finally there, you go to knock on the door and Jolly greets you happily and tells you Noah is in the kitchen. You go to the kitchen and there is Noah freshly showered, looking handsome, sitting on a tall chair near the counter, and greedy thoughts invade your mind.

Jesse and Davis are also there and you go to hug them quickly, after all they’re like Noah’s brothers and y’all get along really well. While you do that, Noah notices your jeans and how good your ass looks. He bites his lip softly.

He then tells you to sit on his lap which you immediately do, he hugs you and wraps his arms on your stomach. Jesse, Davis and Jolly started playing throwing things while you and Noah watched them play as little kids.

Noah comes to your ear and softly says “are those jeans new?”, “mmhmmm” you nod. He hugs you tighter and you can feel him getting hard. Davis accidentally thrown a set of keys on your way, and landed almost in front of you, so you decided to go pick them up and bend in front of Noah ;), as soon as you get up Noah didn’t wanted to let you go but he does, you walked like two steps to they keys on the floor and you bend to pick them up giving Noah a nice view of your ass and then you hear it: zzzrr. Your new jeans ripped. You panicked and got up quickly and covered your ass with your hand, your face was sooo red and you went to sit down on Noah’s lap immediately. Everybody heard the noise, and Jesse and Jolly were trying to make you laugh and not be ashamed.

“Cmon, I’ll walk behind you, let’s go to my room to find you something to wear” Noah says. And both of you go out of the kitchen, Noah walking really close to you. Once you got to the stairs he backed up a bit and you started going up normally, then you turned to look and noticed Noah watching everything from that point of view.

“Creep”, you said, “how did you call me?” - “you heard” with a vicious smile on your face, knowing exactly what you wanted now.

You got to Noah’s door and while you were trying to open, you felt a smack on your ass, your cheeks turning more red. “Hurry up” he says.

You go inside and he didn’t wasted time, he locked the door and turned you around facing him and started kissing you like he was starving. “Very innocent of you to wear those jeans”. It wasn’t your intention for the jeans to rip but you didn’t felt bad either with these results.

He then positioned you on the edge of the bed, bend you over and you crawled on the bed showing more of your ass in the jeans crack.

“You know how much I enjoy this view of you… but these jeans are on the way” he then proceeded to take the crack on the jeans and absolutely ripped them apart, leaving your full ass on display for him. It shocked you how easy he ripped the jeans and then you felt a smack on your ass again.

“No underwear huh, wanna tell me about it?”

“Wanted to make it easy access for you tonight”

“Easy access? Your such a fucking slut… my slut”

You were so needy for him you started to back up to feel his hard cock. He noticed it, “is this what you need?” He rubbed his dick still on his joggers on your naked ass. “Yes, fuck, I need you to fuck me. I’ve been thinking about you all day” He was pleased to hear that, and he couldn’t control himself anymore.

He lowered down his pants and boxers, and started teasing you with his cock, slowly putting the tip on your entrance, “Noah, please please, just fuck me”.

You were so needy and wet for him, he decided to not torture you this time, and so he introduce himself slowly hearing every moan you made. When he was all in he waited for you to adapt to his size (like every damn time, he was so big it was hard for you sometimes, but you weren’t complaining). Then he started moving.

“Fuck, you’re so tight and wet”, the noise coming from you soaked pussy was so loud it was embarrassing but you were so focus on your pleasure that you ignore it. But Noah, god Noah was having a hard time trying to make himself last while you being this soaked.

Noah lost himself for a moment on your ass bouncing and the sound of your wet pussy that he almost came, he stopped for a moment to regain conscience.

“Noah, please don’t stop, I need you, fuck I need you so much, please don’t stop”

Noah started to fully undress himself and you did the same, he looked feral and you were excited for what was coming.

He had you on four, and he decided to bite your ass a bit hard, you moan. Then proceeded to bottom you without warning. You were biting on a pillow trying to not scream so loud, the boys were still downstairs.

“Harder” you managed to say between whimpers, “say that again”, “harder Noah oh god, harder”. He would never disappoint you, he did exactly as you said and hit the perfect spot and you could feel it.

“Right there baby, keep going, I’m close”

“Fuck, I’m close too, hmmmm, fuck fuck”

“Cum inside me please, I want all of you”

Noah smacked your ass again, “you’re so greedy, you look desperate for me, I adore that, my lovely slut”.

He was hitting harder and faster and you couldn’t hold yourself anymore and so Noah, and you could feel your juices together, so warm inside you, and the drops of Noah’s sweat on your back, and then he lay down on your side, catching his breath and so were you.

He was looking at you trying to talk but still needed a few more breaths.

“I fucking love you Y/N” “you have no idea how much I adore you”

He crashed his lips with yours, he was tired you could tell, but this kiss felt so passionate and intimate.

“I love you Noah, you have no idea how much I love you”

You were both laying down, hugging each other, trying to calm your breathings.

“We should go with the boys” you said.

“Nah, we’ve been here too long, they know what’s up, let’s just stay here. Let me change the sheets and we can lay down more peacefully”

You went to the bathroom to clean yourself while Noah was changing sheets, you put on a Noah’s shirt, then you lay down on the clean bed waiting for him while he was cleaning himself on the bathroom. Once he was out, he was only wearing other pair of joggers and went to lay down with you.

You were both kissing softly.

“You wanna watch a movie?” You asked

“Sure, which one?”

“I think we haven’t seen “talk to me” have we?”

“No, we haven’t. I’ll make some popcorn”

Before he got up he kissed you on the cheek: “I love you so much… I still haven’t let go the thought of you bending in front of me like that and then seeing your ass and pussy that exposed, so we might not end up watching the movie either way”

You laughed, “bet, haha; but I still want popcorn before”

“On my way babe”

-🥀

Be nice with me 😭

Again, my first time ever writing something

<3 love ya haha

Maam I have nothing to add my jaw was snatched, stolen and sold because WOW! Amazing job on your first work I really enjoyed reading this!

#bad omens #noah sebastian #bad omens cult #star’s anons✨#🥀 anon

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softpine · 1 year

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holy shit that was incredible 🧎 as usual right after reading one of ur posts i'm craving a LOT of bts info. how did u decide who would be the closest to which until dawn character? were there any choices u went back and forth on? how are u so talented? are there any hidden easter eggs? how do u think their relationships would change in the following months?

the edits are beyond stunning, i've been staring at the portraits for so long and i'm gonna reread the whole thing tmrw in case i missed smtn <3

ahhh thank you!!! i'm so happy you liked it 🥺💖

so the thing is, i'm like. wildly hyperfixating on until dawn right now and i decided to platinum the game, which involves replaying it at least 3 times (in my case it took 6 because i'm bad at gaming lol) so i had a ton of time to think about this AU while i was watching the same unskippable cut-scenes over and over. the first thing i thought was "haha i also have a character named matt who's kind of a pushover" and the rest is history :')

characters

Josh = Finn: i knew i couldn't have an actual josh in this case because none of my characters would do exactly what he did, but the core elements of josh are already in finn: he was wronged by the people in his life he trusted the most, he lashes out when he feels strong emotions, and he's really just scared and lonely underneath it all. so then i thought, what if josh's fake ghost antics were an actual ghost? and who's better for that role than finn? however, his parents are definitely not rich, so the lodge couldn't belong to his family. that's why i decided to make it a larger hunting lodge where all kinds of hunters would come together. also did you notice how i didn't even tell you who killed finn in the AU because no spoilers :P

Sam = Asa: i actually don't care for sam tbh but she's the obvious leader of the group, the level-headed one, the angel on your shoulder. asa can be impulsive at times (especially in regards to finn) but he's still the person i would choose to be at my my side during a crisis. his parents are the only ones with money, so it makes sense for danny to purchase the lodge without visiting it himself. sam is also compassionate to josh and has somewhat of a romantic thing going on with him if you read it that way, so that fits for asa and finn.

Jessica = Elaine: jess (best girl!!!!!) is the first person with the possibility of dying, and her death/injury is the catalyst for multiple characters future decisions, so her equivalent had to be someone who's also strongly connected to numerous others. so elaine is perfect! she's also the only person of my group who i can imagine storming outside in the snow in her underwear to give her friends a piece of her mind fjskjds but she also has enough strength of character & resilience to make it realistic that she might survive so many injuries.

Mike = Austin: this felt like a no-brainer because austin already has knowledge about guns, he's fearless, and if elaine got hurt, austin would go fucking ballistic. he stops caring about his own survival and starts making brash, unwise choices. but that's where the similarities end, because i actually really hate mike and i feel bad comparing austin to him lmao. say what you will about austin, but he would never try to talk his way into having sex with a girl who literally says "i'm just not feeling it". i hate mike 😒

Chris = Stevie: now hear me out!! at first glance you might think stevie would be ashley. they cry a lot, they look to others for guidance, and they even look alike. but stevie strikes me as much more of a chris type, being that chris was never meant to be the hero. he's a goofy nerd who tells jokes when he's nervous and screams his head off any time he has to do something brave. and that's exactly what stevie's role in this AU is. despite her nature, she's making brave decisions for the benefit of her friends. (but this pic did remind me of ashley)

Matt = Matt: he's kinda just..... here. he cracks some jokes, he can either diffuse or encourage arguments, he plays second fiddle to his girlfriend most of the time. he tries to be the hero but fails miserably. but he has a good heart and he almost never does anything controversial.

Alisa = Ashley: alisa is WAY less outwardly emotional than ashley, but she has the same chaotic, contradictory nature. she cares about people, but she's also capable of coldly letting others die to save herself. she's good at making others feel protective of her even if she doesn't need protecting. she's VERY curious.

Jada = Emily: listen emily just doesn't fit with any of my characters even though i love her so much. but jada does share her determination in the face of fear, her will to survive at any cost, and the way she has the capability to soften up and be really sweet under the right circumstances. they're both much more resourceful and capable than you would initially think. but jada is more likely to follow others' guidance than make plans herself.

other stuff!

for the safe room scene, i thought it would be more interesting if it was the archetypal heroic boyfriend who was bitten and the archetypal damsel in distress who holds his fate in her hands. but there is no way in hell that austin would just sit there and let someone shoot him. when he takes alisa hostage, it almost makes it easier to shoot him; if he were pleading for his life, jada would never pull the trigger, no matter how much alisa told her to. but since he puts himself in the position of the aggressor (the exact thing they feared he would do) it becomes a more believable dilemma. of course, we learn later that the bite is not infectious and austin never would've turned, but none of them know that yet. even austin doesn't know. this scene in the game is extremely horrifying to me so i hope i did it justice in my AU too!

i said this in the replies too, but: the playthrough i envisioned with the stats and pictures makes these major choices: elaine initially survives the mine, matt dies by the rope, stevie's leg is fine, jada shoots austin (why she's covered in blood in her portrait), jada & alisa die in the explosion, stevie rescues elaine, and finn saves asa!

imagine the lantern is doing this shit the whole time LMAOO

the swiss army knife in my AU basically has the same function as the flare gun in until dawn. if matt doesn't have it, he'll die. but if emily doesn't have it, she'll only be bitten. but getting the flare gun into the right hands is sooo convoluted so i had to simplify it for our purposes.

butterfly effects

i didn't include these because i was trying to keep things brief, but here's some of the other ideas i had:

if elaine & austin's relationship drops too low before they arrive at the guest cabin, then elaine won't kiss him and will go outside to look for her phone against his wishes. that's where she would be taken by the creature instead.

if jada and alisa don't find enough clues about finn's disappearance, then they will not recognize finn when they find his remains. this makes finn less likely to protect them later in the night.

if jada shot austin and her relationship with alisa is HIGH, then alisa will give herself injuries on her face to help corroborate their self defense story. if jada shot austin and her relationship with alisa is LOW, then alisa will be fascinated and say "i didn't know you had it in you..." but will not offer to corroborate the story. in both scenarios, alisa will then say she doesn't want to sit around with austin's body. jada will have the option of leaving with alisa or staying inside the safe room. jada can say no (alisa might survive, jada dies), or yes (they both might survive). or if they have a high relationship, she can convince alisa to stay too (they both die).

if matt survives the attack in the mines, then stevie's leg will be injured because she didn't have the knife, meaning she arrives much later to rescue elaine/matt. so if elaine is still alive, matt can find her in the mines and they have a conversation. they will both be impressed by each other's survival, and elaine will feel bad that matt is only in the mines because of her. she asks where austin is, but matt has no idea. then stevie shows up and the rest plays out as described!

after dawn

so obviously their relationships would vary wildly depending on who survives and what choices they made to get there.

in an everyone survives playthrough, austin and elaine would break up soon after the events of the game. if you notice, elaine's perception of austin went down a lot because austin didn't try to save her after she fell down the elevator. she felt abandoned by him when he was the most physically capable & experienced person who could have saved her, but instead it was her injured best friend who never gave up on her. so they're done lol. stevie and matt would break up amicably (for reasons unrelated to the night in question) and remain friends, because how could they not? as for alisa, she doesn't talk to any of them anymore. she was only ever close with jada in the first place, but after jada refused to shoot austin, she lost all trust in her. after finn's remains are found, his spirit is no longer chained to the lodge and he's able to join asa at home. this version of finn is like a normal ghost in that he can appear to anyone he wants. he becomes close friends with all of asa's friends, especially stevie. and then... a few years later... a family called the washingtons purchases the property for their kids (josh, beth, and hannah) to throw parties in. just kidding sjfkjsd sole survivor playthrough: with the outline i laid out, there's actually no way for each of them to be the sole survivor because i had to cut so much out for brevity (i know it doesn't seem like it lol). but it's possible for asa, stevie, elaine, or matt to be sole survivors. the most heartbreaking is probably stevie, who would've had to see matt's decapitated head, heard the lodge blow up with asa, jada, alisa, and austin inside, then watch elaine die right in front of her. so that's super fucked and i don't want to think about that anymore!! asa being the sole survivor makes the most sense logically, because he has finn to protect him for most of it. elaine or matt being the sole survivor would be if one of them dies early in the game and then stevie dies trying to help elaine/matt escape. in any case, i don't think all the therapy in the world could cure that amount of survivor's guilt... everyone dies playthrough: the group become ghosts who haunt the mountain. finn's body is never recovered because no one is alive to report it to the police, so he is never at peace either. danny still owns the property, so he destroys the cable car and builds a giant electrified fence so that, hopefully, no human will ever return to the cursed mountain. i can't even / don't want to imagine how any of their parents would be able to move on after such a tragedy, it makes me genuinely sad to think about :( everybody dies playthroughs are all fun and games until you think about what comes after 😭

ANYWAY THAT'S ALL!! thank you so much for indulging my frankly rabid brain fjskdjs i know i keep saying it, but until dawn is my most confusing obsession because i first played the game in 2015 and i wasn't a fan; i thought the characters were annoying and the gameplay was lacking. but a few months ago i randomly decided to watch a playthrough of the quarry and that made me want to give until dawn another chance, and now...... yeah. idk what happened here but now it's all i can think about lmao. but being able to talk about the game with other people is sooo fun and i'm really happy i did this!! 💖

#flashing tw #minamill #asks #nonsims #brandi answers

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random4townheadcanons · 2 years

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Haha angst time

Ro felt like he always had to be picture perfect, everything had to be aligned just right. Nothing could be out of place in the slightest. This stressed him, so much because a lot was expected of him and sometiems he just over did it, this wasn’t your normal over to top kind of deal. He would stay up late working on demos to make sure they were perfect, because they had to be. Damn this got kinda long— *cough- co-self projecting-ugh-*

Robaire is a perfectionist

In the first year that the band was formed he felt huge pressure to make everything he did flawless because he really thought that he wasn’t living up to his full potential and people would notice. He always thought that the other members were doing everything so much better than he was and he thought something was wrong with himself because he felt that they didn’t have to try as hard to look and sound perfect, while he felt like he had to bend over backwards to be as good as them (his point of view was extremely distorted) he thought “how can they just wake up and look that good and I wake up looking like this” (He always wakes up looking ridiculous perfect, he just didn’t see it). He felt like he didn’t deserve to be the leader. A lot of the time he would work on songs way too late at night at the kitchen table and he’d see the Aaron’s hanging out, playing video games/watching movies and he’d get extremely sad because he’d so much rather be on the couch hanging out with them instead of writing/mixing/editing and it made him feel like he was being a bad friend. Eventually Jesse approached him and told him he needed to stop overworking himself and that it’s important to spend a lot more time doing other things that actually make him happy. Robaire talked to all of them about how he felt like they always wake up looking and sounding perfect and how he wished he could be more like them. They were shocked to hear this because they didn’t think someone who looked like him and was as talented as him could possibly feel like this about himself. He continued by telling them how much he wished he could hang out with them and have fun instead of work all day, he apologized for being “such a bad friend” and told them how much they really mean to him and he’s sorry for not hanging out with them as much. Hearing this broke their hearts. They told him that he wasn’t being a bad friend, just that he was overdoing everything and he just couldn’t see how good of a person he really is. T empathized with him and told him that he felt the exact same way about himself, and how he also felt like the other members are way more important and deserving of love and attention than he is. Tae reminded him he always looks and sounds perfect without trying and that he’s the leader for a reason. Z added on by saying “I wish I looked as good as you when I first wake up” and Robaire was very surprised to hear him say that because to him Z looked like a god. This pushed everything into perspective for Robaire and he realized that he is attractive and ridiculously talented, and that he needs to remind himself of that next time before he spirals. Now, whenever he feels insecure he talks to one of the other members about it when he needs to feel reassured. It makes him feel safe and comforted to know that he has the 4 most supportive and loving people by his side who will always be there for him.

This was really long and angsty lol

But I hope you liked it :)

Keep sending requests!! I’m always taking them!

#4town #4*town #4 town #4town headcanons #4town robaire #4town jesse #4town taeyoung #4town aaron t #4town aaron z

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weekend-whip · 2 years

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Questions! does Kai's opinion shape Lloyd's opinion of Garmadon a bit? We know Lloyd is pretty attached to Kai.

Is Kais Birthday fic still going to happen or is it put on hold? No rush or pressure I love all your works!

We once heard that Jay had a short crush on someone else and I think I only just realized that Kai was implied?! I always thought it was Chen😂 so how did this crush start? Since Kai was one of the kids who was mean to Jay.

Are there any major or small parts you would want to change in your story? If so why?

Sorry to bother!

1. I wouldn’t say Kai specifically is a direct cause for Lloyd’s change in opinion on Garmadon, but he does have a lot of influence on him.

2. It’s actually basically finished; I just need to polish some scenes and do some more editing…but at the rate I’m going it just might be Kai’s birthday again by the time I get it to my liking. XD I keep changing the middle part haha

3. It was indeed implied to be Kai lmao; before Kai started hanging with Chen, Jay was essentially as immediately smitten with Kai as he is/was with Nya. But then Kai fell into the bad crowd, roughed up Jay, and the feelings started to fade. But it is partly why he was stunned out of his mind (and terrified) when Kai rescued him from Chen in the pilots. Now, I wonder if Kai ever figures any of this out…………

4. From what I’ve written so far? Probably would tweak the first fic so Jesse actually does show up during the Nya/Vulcanell evacuation, and fix the progression of Chapter 11 because it still haunts meeee. As for the second fic, I’d make Olivia as prominent as I originally planned, and there’s also a few teeny extra details/events with Lloyd I would’ve liked to include, but what we have is a lot already, and there’ll be time for it in the future~

#hope that helped!!#there’s literally like 4-5 chapters left of born to be #so I’m tryna knock ‘em out so I can clear out my short fic backlog #(my Royal au is an outlier that should not be counted)#but I don’t mind the questions at all!!#legacyverse #the ninja legacy whip #asks from nice people

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spiritofthenortheners · 5 months

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20 Questions for Writers

Thanks for the tag @marbled-polecat 💛 Had to look at my stats for this and was in for some surprises 😅

1. How many works do you have on AO3? I have 43 works on AO3, all of those are fics.

2. What's your total AO3 word count? 285,225 (surprised myself here).

3. What fandoms do you write for? Star Wars and recently I’ve written some Call of Duty thanks to my partner playing the game.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos

Hit and Run (CoD, Soap/Ghost, Rated E)

Under Arrangement (SW, Fox/Rex plus several other relationships, a part of Over the Line which is a fix-it series where Order 66 is prevented. Rated E)

No White Lies (CoD, Soap/Ghost. Rated E)

Come Down With Me (SW, several relationships, Jesse/Kix, Echo/Fives, Fox/Rex…from Over the Line series. Rated E)

After Sunset in Coruscant (from Over the Line too, mostly Fox/Rex. Rated E)

5. Do you respond to comments? Yes! It may take some days but definitely yes.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? I’d like to say presences since it’s meant to be a horror-vibe Cody/Fox story. I write angst but I also like the ending to have some hope, if not complete happiness.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Probably Close Calls. At least I tried to make the ending very happy (do not look at the ruins of Coruscant burning in the background too closely, focus on the kissing)

8. Do you get hate on fics? I haven’t so far so maybe I go with not yet?

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Yes I do, definitely. Messy fucked up kind and also sometimes a bit fluffier. I like exploring different dynamics in relationships and sex is one of the ways to do this exploring. I prefer my smut with plot though.

10. Do you write crossovers? Nope

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not that I know of!? Crossing fingers here…

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? Yes, once!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? Nope

14. What’s your all time favorite ship? Oh this is a hard one… I tend to like several ships? Cody and Rex in every possible iteration. Cody/Thire. Fox/Rex but only if Rex is the more messed up one. Ghost/Soap. Might be easier to say I don’t really have all time favourites 😂

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? Since I usually only have a couple of WIPs at the time I think my odds at finishing them are decent but no promises!

16. What are your writing strengths? I’d like to think writing characters who are flawed or somewhat ambiguous with their motivations? I’m also rather quick at getting the first draft out, it’s the editing that takes time.

17. What are your writing weaknesses? Spelling errors. I also struggle with ending a sentence with a simple dot too much. While writing I get loads of ideas and try to incorporate them into the fic only to realise after a while it won’t work with the direction the plot was meant to go. Um so yeah there’s a lot to learn *shrugs*

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? Mm. Always a bit tricky, but I do like short easily understandable phrases and such a lot.

19. First fandom you wrote for? Haha since I’m old… Charmed. Those drabbles have been buried deep in the floppy disk cemetary.

20. Favorite fic you’ve written? A tie with All the Things No One Said and Deep End.

No pressure tagging @bilbosmom-belladonna and anyone interested 💛

The template below for easier access.

20 Questions for Writers

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

3. What fandoms do you write for?

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

5. Do you respond to comments?

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

8. Do you get hate on fics?

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

10. Do you write crossovers?

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

16. What are your writing strengths?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

19. First fandom you wrote for?

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

#tag game #20 questions for writers #star wars fanfiction #cod fanfiction #my writing

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kimberly-stocks · 10 months

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20 Questions Fanfiction edition

@ernestonlysayslovelythings tagged me, thank you.

1. How many works do you have on ao3?

2. What’s your total ao3 word count?

100.270

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Gilmore Girls now (but I've written for Young Justice, Harry Potter, X-Men: Evolution, and How to train your dragon in the past)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Since I only have 5 on AO3, all of them are gonna be on this list haha 1. Things I'd never say (283 kudos)

2. Let the games begin (204)

3. Time to party (137)

4. Great last parting lines (43)

5. Warm welcome (3)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I do. I love the direct interraction option AO3 offers. Because you can start a conversation, and some other people can comment on other's comments. It's fun. On FF you can only reply to a comment via private message, and it's nice, but doesn't feel the same.

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I don't really write angsty fics, because I don't like to read them. A happy ending is a must for me.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Probably Insecurities for Young Justice, it had a very cute epilogue.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I don't, thank God. But I got a comment once on Let the games begin on FF from this guest user saying they hated it, because it turned out to be a Jess/Rory fic and they are cousins, so the smut is gross because they are related. And I was like, dude, it said in the description that it's a smutty Jess/Rory fic, what did you expect? *facepalm*

9. Do you write smut? If so what kind?

I do. A very descriptive one. I know some people don't like it, but my personal preference in reading smut is the more descriptive and detailed, the better. So, I guess I'm writing what I'd like to read myself.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve ever written?

I don't. It seems like a lot of work, and I would also have to have a vast knowledge in both universes to write a believable crossover. But I had an idea once for a crossover between How to train your dragon and Harry Potter. Like Hiccup and the gang get into Hogwarts, what houses they would be sorted into and stuff like that, it was fun to think about.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No. Although I published a story for XME that I initially wrote in my native language a long time ago in a notepad. And a few years later I found that notepad, translated the story into English and posted it. Does that count?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes! My first ever American friend was a FF user who commented on my story. I replied, we started texting, became fast friends, and soon after were writing a story together. First, just for fun, and then for posting. It was such a great experience!

14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

I don't know really... Now I'm super invested in Jess/Rory, but I was really into Lance/Kitty (XME), and Wally/Artemis (YJ). I can't choose. Maybe Wally/Artemis, because I've written for them the most?

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

I don't think I have any. I only have one WIP in the works, which is Things I'd never say, and I am determined to finish it.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I don't know. Is that even for me to decide? I like writing inner monologue, I like diving into a character's thought process. Also, I'm better at one-shots than multi-chaptered fics.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Developing an overall plot for a long story. Also, English is not my first language, so oftentimes I struggle with the word choice. And I also think I don't follow this rule of 'show, not tell' very well. I feel like there are a lot of things I tell in my story rather than showing them, but I'm trying to work on that.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I think it can get really confusing, especially if an author doesn't give a translation immidiately after inserting that into the text. Not all of the readers speak that language.

19. First fandom you ever wrote for?

X-Men: Evolution, but I didn't publish it. It was just in my notepad. The first one I posted for was Harry Potter.

20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

Probably Things I'd never say. It's my most thought out and planned and edited story. And it's also the most commented on with the most kudos. And it's the longest one. So I'm trying to live my dream of writing a multi-chaptered fic.

#fanfiction #roxy bluff

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lets-talk-spirituality · 2 years

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Hello! Could you tell me what you see about my SM/future spouse? Where they are from? What line of work they are in? What physical and personality traits? Thanks! 🐛🐣

Sure! Let’s see what spirit wants you to know. Interestingly every question you asked actually has nothing to do with who they are. All are very 3D based. It’s curious people want to know what their soul mate does for work and not if they love what they do, or want to know what they look like, not what they love most about themselves.

For some reason your ask is prompting this message but this is what spirit means by being human. None of these questions speak to your soulmates essence or what lights them up. And you aren’t the only one to ask this so I’m not trying to like sold you. I just think it highlights vast areas for expansive growth in how people engage with and think about the world and other people. This type of ask indicates there is still a lot of work to do around deprogramming and shedding societal expectations. How you see the world is limited by your own perception and this ask shows me that.

Which immediately gives me the image of an eye doctor, ironically I think your soul mate may be working in a field where they help people literally see clearer (funny because it’s metaphoric). Maybe you also do this but in other ways like with this ask. But yeah, I see them in the eye exam room like tinkering with the machine to help someone get the closest to perfect vision they can. They like this work, I feel like they walk lighter, they like knowing that they are helping people see the world and feel a lot of purpose isn’t their job. They may have a small family practice, they seem to be on a small team that feels like a family and they feel very settled and content with what they do,

Message from soulmate:

I see you! Haha. (They have a good sense of humor very much punchline). But yeah I do help people with vision but I don’t really have visions. I’m pretty straight and narrow, not really spiritual, but I do figure the right person will come along when it’s time. People keep wondering where the spouse is because I’m very settled. I’m not sure where they are, but I just keep focusing on me, I love what I do and who I work with, I go to the gym, which is very fulfilling—I was very scrawny in high school— and I just try to enjoy nature. I have a dog—Australian shepherd, and I spend a lot of time with my niece, it’s my sisters daughter. She’s the apple of my eye, I can’t wait to have kids of my own one day! (They feel very peaceful and grounded and content) I have a nice house that’s just missing you. Maybe one day. Hope we find each other soon. Xoxo —John, Jimmie, James, (some basic J name) Jacob, Jesse? Something

This song came up, probably because of the name Jesse lol, but it may have a message.

I’m not gonna lie, half way through this reading I was distracted by a thought, so I feel like maybe you are distracted as well, that focusing on your soulmate is a distraction, I wrote a poem about romanticizing interactions and I wonder if that may be something you do or should look at? Do you remember things as more mythic or memorable than it truly was. To keep the story interesting and alive?

Druid Craft Tarot

Eight of cups, reversed— “you might have considered leaving a situation or relationship, but the time to leave has not yet come, fear of intimacy or commitment, resisting spending time alone, emotional exhaustion”

Hmm I wonder if that whole me getting distracted thing was like a redirect to your energy because this feels like a message for you and not about your soulmate. They seem really set, are you the one who knows you need to take action and make a change but haven’t? Do you struggle to spend time alone? 8 usually deals with business and abundance and cups deal with emotion so reversed I get the sense it feels like your abundance has been poured out and it’s empty and maybe that’s why you fear making a change, you’re scared to have even less than you do now, but that mindset is holding you back and trapping you in self fulfilling prophecies.

Queen of Swords, upright— “a need to be objective, an intellectual endeavor, success in communications, exams, writing, politics or debates”

Yeah this need to be objective goes back to you romanticizing things. The Queen of Swords is like very much a boss bitch. Swords are air and air represents the mind, this queen has her logic and mental reasoning on point and she uses her cunning and wit to create opportunities for success. Interesting I found myself writing a poem and this comes out, do you write? I think this is saying if you can make the hard decision, you will come out of as Queen of Swords, someone with new wisdom and insight and their head screwed on right.

Hope this helps! Let me know if it resonates.

#channeled message #channeled reading #soul mates

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actualbabe · 6 years

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New Girl x Pulp Fiction (5/?)

#new girl #pulp fiction #new girl x pulp fiction #pulp fiction au #my edit #*to the tune of grease* does he look like a bITCH #this is what happens after nick admits he kissed jess #and winston gets pissed off #because you dont do that shit #not when your boss is the head of an organized crime ring #and now nick is gonna get whacked #HAHA YOU BITCHES THOUGHT I WAS DONE???#IM JUST GETTIN WARMED UP BABY

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Hi Tess! I have a Savage thot for you (it could be for Maul as well, but I was thinking Savage with his size). Using the force to pin his arms above his head or behind his back, whichever you prefer, seeing his muscles flex as he squirms under your touch. He groans about wanting to touch you… but honestly there’s no place he’d rather be. 💛🖤

Okay Jess! Starting off these thoughts by trying to k-word me I see. Also– this went WAY longer than I expected 🙈 I hope you like it. There's not much Zabraki that I can use for this. So the only phrase you get is "Please, my star" because I think that's a super cute thing for Savage to call his partner 💕 Pure fucking porn under the cut, I hope this is okay haha.

(Edited for spelling bc I originally typed this up in my car after work in a frenzy before driving home and posted it without reading it. Also added a header bc why not)

Female Reader x Savage

Word Count: 900

Ratting: E

Tags: use of the Force to restrain a partner during sex, p in v sex, oral sex (femal receiving), desperate needy Savage 💕

I definitely think Savage fits this a little bit better than Maul. Maul I think would just be pretending to be restrained for your sake. While Savage would legitimately be too into what's going on in the moment to even think about using the force to try and break out. For Maul, the desperation to get to you would be pretend. He could break out at any time to get to you. But Savage has a real thing for pleasing his partner. Especially watching them while they feel good/are getting off.

So when you use your powers to lock his hands in place above his head he's upset, but only at first. You love his hands. How huge but gentle they are. Savage is upset that you're taking his hands away from yourself because he knows how good you'll feel if you just let him caress your skin, "Tuhash, i'nivar," he'd beg. Imagining how he'd softly drag his nails along your side to raise goosebumps on your skin before calming them down with his tongue. Dreaming of taking your nipples between fingers to tease and pull moans from between your kiss swollen lips. He's mad because he wants to see you– wants to know that he's making you feel good because you deserve it and so much more.

He fights your power for a few seconds. Huge arms flexing as he tries to pull free to reach you. The muscles in his neck stretch, abdomen tensing as he tries to physically break his bonds. But the hungry dark look in your eyes as you watch him twist makes him go still. His breathing gets faster, huge chest rapidly rising and falling while his glowing amber eyes are trained on your every move. His heavy cock twitches as you straddle his thighs. Smearing a streak of precum along his stomach where it throbs with the pulse of his double hearts.

Your weight feels good to Savage. Being restrained by you– by your powers has him feeling like he could float away but you keep him grounded. Just barely. He likes it, now that he understands. Now that he knows you're enjoying this, he wants this and he tells you this out loud but he can't help himself when you begin to grind against his cock. Using your hands to please yourself knowing how it drives Savage wild. A litany of Zabraki and Basic flows out of him. "Please let me touch you." "My star, I would make you feel so good– so much better I promise." "Please please please–"

He repeats himself over and over as your wet slick warms his cock. He doesn't care about coming. He doesn't close his eyes when you take him fully, supporting yourself on his broad and strained chest as you begin to move yourself up and down his length. Savage doesn't want to miss a single second of the pleasure strewn across your face. Or the way your shoulders hunch and you throw your head back when you angle his cock perfectly inside of you. Or the way your body begins to shiver when you're close. He can feel it. The tension in your body as you dig your fingers into his skin. The way your legs hug him tighter as you move swiftly, making sure to roll your hips just right to grind your clit against the base of his cock every time you take him. He can feel the way you begin to lose your rhythm as your eyes go glassy from pleasure.

So even though you won't let him touch you, Savage finds a way to make you feel good. He plants his feet on the bed, thrusting his hips up for you. "Let me, please let me help you." And you do. Because stars– Savage is too much. The best kind of too much. The kind where he's more than what you could have dreamed for yourself. When you cum, it's deep, and it's hard because it's impossible not to be forced into a state of oblivion when being filled by Savage.

He waits as long as he can. Long enough that he can feel your heart slow under your skin from where you've laid down on him to recover. Blanketing his top half, and nestling your face into the crook between his neck and shoulder. And even though you haven't released him yet, your force bonds are still securely in place keeping his hands high above his head, and Savage is still painfully hard, leaking with arousal, his pleading is not for you to finish him off. This is only the beginning of your night together and he is not done seeing you unravel.

So instead of moving back down when Savage's soft "I'nivar, I need you," is whispered into your ear, you sit up (albeit still a little shaky) with a lazy smile and go to sit yourself on his face. Savage’s groans grow loud as he attaches his plump lips to your swollen cunt. He makes sure to be gentle but he's eager, desperate, uselessly straining against your force powers again as he begins to eat you out. Only then, with his face covered by your body does Savage allow himself to let go a bit– to indulge. He closes eyes, chest rumbling with deep growls that you feel more than hear. His hips thrust in imitation of how he fucked you earlier, bouncing you on his lap except this time he's only met with air. Your perfect cunt now being filled by his long tongue. This is where he wants to be. With you. Under you. As long as he can keep making you feel this good. Gasping when he uses his teeth to softly tease your clit before sucking it hard. Lapping up your cum as you sing his name, holding onto his horns for support.

His cum feels warm as a few spurts make it to your skin.

#savage opress x reader #savage x you #savage x reader #savage opress #savage opress x you #savage opress smutt #saradika #tess's thirsty thoughts #i guess this is a drabble?#idk

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wedreamedlove · 3 years

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between all the L&N men, who do you think would get jealous the easiest?

i love this question because i think about it a lot! imo the ranking goes like this:

SARIEL

this guys eats every kind of vinegar possible! his whole valentine's date showed how bothered he got about everyone needing the heroine and how possessive he could be, wanting to block out everyone and have her only look at him.

there was also the way the plants wilted at max speed during his confrontation with Charlie.

because Sariel suppresses his emotions a lot, his jealousy can be overwhelmingly petty when it lashes out.

JESSE

tbh his jealousy comes off more as insecurity about his position as the childhood friend. it's a double-edged sword because, on one hand, childhood friend is a special position! on the other hand, it could put him out of the running as a romantic interest. still though, he's extremely protective about this position.

but he's also stubborn about small things like how, in his valentine's date, he didn't want the heroine and his friend to be heckled by the group when they were playing king's game, even though everyone knew that those two had their own partners.

OSBORN

this ask made me realize that i haven't seen Osborn get jealous yet... i don't think? it's the heroine getting jealous LOL. Osborn immediately shows PDA with his heroine when he's around his friends, so it doesn't really give anyone a chance to cause "misunderstandings" (and no one dares to step on Boss Osborn's territory).

i'm really looking forward to Osborn meeting Charlie. it's gonna be a riot because they're both forward and shameless.

edit: i just remembered that Osborn admits to being jealous when the heroine tries to give his four pets toys, haha. says it’s the first time he’s felt how he’d rather be a dog than a human.

EVAN

things are complicated here. on one hand, he doesn't think he's the best choice for the heroine. on the other hand, now that they're in a committed relationship, possessiveness is the middle name of the blood clan.

heck, in the valentine's date, he tossed his mission to the side and eliminated someone on his own team just to reduce the possibility of anyone getting hold of the heroine.

but possessiveness is not exactly jealousy. jealousy requires feeling fear or uneasiness over your partner's unfaithfulness or a rival. Evan respects the heroine's decisions (perhaps more accurate to say he loves seeing all sides of her) and i feel like he's the type to be confident about eliminating rivals (see above).

that being said though, in chapter 12, he was so detached when he noticed the heroine worrying over Sariel. it was like a self-derisive thought about how she's never directed those feelings to him and then he set it aside to return to his own business...

CHARLIE

up to now, he's been instigating everyone else's jealousy but i don't see him personally as the jealous type? he does have a video call where he sounds affronted by the heroine having a childhood friend, but he doesn't sound threatened by that. he also showed complete mastery over the Jesse and Sariel confrontations lmao. no one can resist the perfect fiancé—jkjk.

in his personal route, he admitted to his baby photo because he wanted to be complimented by the heroine rather than have her compliment another baby. but that still didn't make me think he was being jealous, just him wanting to reassert his perfection.

imo Charlie is very confident in himself and also extremely respects his heroine's choices, so i don't think he'll easily get jealous. the only times he's acted against people are when they talk "badly" about his heroine, like tripping someone into a pool or correcting his friends to never say anything bad about his fiancée again haha.

#answered asks #光与夜之恋 #light and night #ln osborn #ln charlie #ln evan #ln sariel #ln jesse #ln xiao yi #ln lu chen #ln qi sili #ln zha lisu #ln xia mingxing

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dottielovegood · 3 years

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ASMR - Chapter 4

Elriel fanfiction

About this fic:

Azriel can’t sleep Elain has an ASMR channel Match made in heaven (or you know, on youtube..)

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You can find chapter 1 here, chapter 2 here and chapter 3 here

Read this fic on AO3

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The following week, Azriel read Elain’s messages too many times to admit. He had answered her that “meat banjo” was, indeed, a vile word, and after that, they hadn’t really talked or texted.

He had saved her number as “Elain”, which had felt weirdly private. As if they were friends, which they were not. He was just her friendly helper, and she was his remedy for nightmares.

However, even though they didn’t know each other, Azriel felt an odd sensation in his chest when he thought about her. If he didn’t know better, he would have thought that he was missing her, which was absurd. But the tight little knot in his chest felt very much like longing. He tried to tell himself that this was weird and stupid. He knew that he had a crush on her (even though he hated to admit it), but he could also see that it was a pointless crush. She was an internet sensation, he was a boring IT guy. She was light and happiness and flowers, he was dark and brooding. She made people smile, he made people uncomfortable. And then there was the practical side of things. They had met on the internet. She probably lived on the other side of the country. Hell, she could even live in a different country for all he knew. She might have a partner already - it’s not like he asked. And, last but not least, she probably didn’t have a crush on him.

Before talking to her on the phone, he had just thought that she was a pretty girl that deserved kindness. But after their phone call, he had definitely developed a crush. Which was another reason why he hadn’t texted her. He didn’t want to bother her and he didn’t want to have this crush. He wanted to stop feeling like this for a girl he would never see in real life. Yet, every night before bed, he found himself on her youtube page, watching one of her many videos.

She uploaded a new video to Youtube every Friday, so when Friday came around, Azriel was itching to get home so he could go to sleep (he told himself that he was looking forward to sleeping and not to seeing her face).

However, he had an entire workday to get through first. The office was mostly an open landscape and Azriel’s desk was next to Cassian’s. The only person with his own office was Rhysand, which was fair since he was the owner of the company. At two in the afternoon, Rhys poked his head out of his office.

“You guys are still coming for dinner this weekend, right?”

“Yeah,” Azriel and Cassian answered in unison.

“I told Feyre that I would help her with the food,” Azriel continued.

Rhys looked like he was going to kiss Azriel. “Oh, god. Thank you, man. I was scared that we would have to repeat the Christmas dinner,” he said and shuddered.

Feyre hated to cook and Rhys did most of the cooking at home, but for some inexplicable reason, she always wanted to cook for holidays or family dinners. To everyone’s dismay. Christmas had been no exception. She had burned the turkey, added salt instead of sugar to the dessert and somehow managed to buy the wrong berries for her cranberry sauce. Luckily, Rhys had been prepared and bought a few frozen pizzas and some ice cream, so the day wasn’t that much of a disaster, but nobody wanted to brave Feyre’s cooking again.

“Why don’t you just cook?” Cassian asked without looking up from his screen.

“You know that she kicks me out if I so much as go near the kitchen when we have these family dinners. And since she started the hormone treatment, she has been a bit bitchy when she gets mad, so I’ll just do whatever she says.”

Azriel chuckled. He could tell from Rhysand’s tone that Feyre had been more than “a bit” bitchy.

“I don’t understand why she lets Azriel help, though…”

“Maybe because she knows that I’ll tell her to sit down with a glass of wine and a magazine, and then she can take all of the credit for the food?”

“Fair enough.” Rhys shrugged. “Just burn the food a little bit, or it won’t be believable.”

Cassian snorted. “No one would believe that something edible was made by your wife. Sorry.”

“She does make a great green smoothie, though,” Rhys grinned and held up his glass.

Azriel and Cassian looked at each other and had to bite their tongues to keep from laughing. The smoothie looked vile and smelled even worse.

After a few more minutes of small talk, Rhys went back to his office for an important phone call. “See you on Saturday,” he reminded them before closing the door.

Azriel and Cassian worked in silence for the remainder of the day.

When Azriel came home that evening, he made a quick pasta carbonara to eat in front of the TV. He was re-watching New Girl. It was his comfort show and absolutely nobody knew that he watched it (and had watched it multiple times). He would take that information with him to the grave. But it was fun and cute and sometimes he liked to imagine his friends as characters in the show. Cassian was probably Schmidt, because Nesta was one hundred percent Cece. Feyre was Jess, which meant that Rhys was Nick. And then there was Azriel. He wanted to say that he was a very cool character, but most characters on this show weren’t cool, and also, he was definitely Winston. Alone with a cat - sounds about right , Azriel thought to himself as he finished his bowl of pasta.

When the episode ended he just waited for the next to start. He didn’t have any plans for the night and nowhere to be. His phone vibrated where he had left it on the kitchen counter. He ignored it, feeling too lazy to get up. But then it vibrated again. With a sigh, he got up. He expected to see a text from Mor telling him to bring wine tomorrow, or maybe a strange meme from Cassian. What he didn’t expect was to see Elain’s name on his screen.

He could feel his heart in his throat as he read her messages.

Elain Hey, Shadowsinger. I’m uploading a new video soon. You should watch it!

Elain I hope that message didn’t sound creepy? I just meant that I think you might like it.

Azriel’s hands were sweaty.

Azriel You didn’t sound creepy at all. Of course, I’ll watch your video. May I ask what I can expect from it?

Just seconds later, Elain answered.

Elain You can ask, but I might not tell ;)

Azriel Should I be worried?

Elain Haha, no! I think it turned out great. You were my inspiration :)

Azriel could feel himself blush. He had never been someone’s inspiration before.

Azriel So, I’m your muse? ;)

Oh god, was that too flirty? Was the winky-face too much? He wished that he could take back the message.

Elain For tonight, yes!

Azriel stared at his phone, unsure of what to answer. Luckily, Elain wrote to him again.

Elain What are you doing tonight?

Azriel Nothing. Just eating pasta and watching TV. How about you?

Elain That sounds amazing. I have been editing this video for hours so I’m just tired and cranky, haha. I have just ordered a pizza and I think I’ll just eat it in bed as soon as this video has finished uploading. What did you watch?

Azriel If I told you, I would have to kill you.

Elain Oh, intriguing! Is it trashy drama? I bet it’s Grey’s anatomy! Or maybe… Love Island?

Azriel stared at his phone. Did she really think that he would watch something like Love Island?

Azriel I watched New Girl, okay. Don’t tell anyone.

Elain Your secret is safe with me! Also, I love New Girl! Especially Winston!

It felt as if someone was squeezing Azriel’s heart.

Azriel Really? Which character would you be?

Elain My pizza is here so I am going to put all of my electronics in a different room and eat my pizza while reading a good book. It was great talking to you, Azriel! Please tell me what you thought of the video when you have watched it.

Elain Oh, and I would probably be Winston’s cat. lol

Azriel almost dropped his phone. If he had to be alone with a cat for the rest of his life, he would definitely want Elain to be his cat , he thought to himself. Which was a weird thing to think about someone you didn’t know. Azriel dropped his head to his kitchen counter and took a deep breath before replying.

Azriel It was great talking to you too, Elain. Enjoy your dinner and your book :)

She didn’t answer, but she didn’t have to. Azriel was going to be thinking about her for the rest of the night anyway.

30 minutes later, he got a notification telling him that Flower Girl ASMR had uploaded a new video. The video was called “ASMR for IT-guys”, which made him chuckle. He clicked the video and Elain’s beautiful face filled his screen again.

“Hello, my lovelies, lovelies, lovelies,” she whispered in her microphone. “This week’s video will be a bit different,” she continued, slowly moving her hands in front of the camera. “This video was inspired by my friend who recently helped me with some computer-related issues, issues, issues.”

Azriel loved it when she repeated words like that. And he liked that he somehow was a part of this video. It was something that connected them. Azriel paused the video and got into bed, knowing fully well that he would probably fall asleep soon if he kept watching this.

He pressed play again. “So, today, I thought that we would try a few computer-related triggers. I have a keyboard here,” she said and started typing on a keyboard that was out of view. “I thought that I would say a few trigger words while typing them.”

She smiled at the camera and pressed a few more keys. “I just wrote my friend’s name, but you won’t get to know who he is. But you know who you are. Thank you for your help!”

Azriel felt all warm inside.

She continued the video. “The first trigger word is IP address ”. Azriel laughed as she repeated the word multiple times while typing quickly.

“And then we have, laptop, laptop, laptop,” she continued, and Azriel felt shivers go down his spine when she popped the p’s.

Azriel had never thought that he would fall asleep to someone whispering “HTML coding” in his ears, but here he was. Relaxed and ready to sleep.

All thanks to Flower Girl ASMR.

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The next day, Azriel texted Elain that he had loved the video. He waited for hours, but no reply came. Maybe she just wanted to repay me for helping her? Azriel thought. Maybe she would stop talking to him now that he had seen the video.

The thought of never talking to Elain again made him feel a new kind of ache in his chest. An ache he didn’t want to feel. This stupid crush needs to end, he muttered to himself as he started to scrub his kitchen counter. He tried to ignore the feeling by keeping busy. He cleaned his apartment and did some laundry before heading over to his friends’ house.

Rhys greeted him by the door and ushered him inside.

“She started cooking like 15 minutes ago, please save whatever can be saved,” he whispered to Azriel. Azriel chuckled and made his way to the kitchen. On the way there, he passed the living room and stopped to greet his friends. He saw most of them on a daily basis because of work, but he was still happy to see them. Cassian and his fiancée Nesta sat close together on one of the green velvet couches. On the opposite couch sat Mor and Amren. Mor was one of the journalists at Velaris News, and Amren was an editor. They had known each other for years. Amren and Rhys had studied together at university, and Mor was Rhysand’s cousin. Once upon a time, Azriel had a crush on Mor. One night after one too many glasses at Rita’s he confessed his feelings to her and she had looked horrified. He had expected her to tell him that she didn’t fancy him and leave it at that, but instead, she had blurted “I like girls!”

Azriel was the first person she ever came out to, and he had felt honored. He also knew now that they wouldn’t have worked out together in the long run (even if Mor had been straight). They were just too different. She was energetic and outgoing and fun, he needed peace and quiet. But she was still one of his very best friends.

Amren on the other hand, he didn’t know as well. She had always been very private, but she was damn good at her job.

“Where’s Varian tonight?” Azriel asked Amren, trying to make small talk.

“How should I know?” she answered quickly. “I’m not his mother.”

Cassian stared at her. “But you are his girlfriend?”

She shrugged. “I don’t like to label things.”

Nesta rolled her eyes. Amren had lived with Varian for the past two years, but she was still reluctant to tell anyone about their relationship.

Azriel made his way into the kitchen, and from what he could tell, he made it just in time.

“What are you making, Feyre?” he asked, because truthfully, he couldn’t tell.

Feyre turned around quickly as if he had startled her. “Oh, hi Az,” she said and wiped her forehead with the back of her hand.

Something was burning.

“I was trying to make lamb chops with glazed carrots, roasted potatoes, and salsa verde, but…” she gestured to the stove, which looked like a disaster.

Azriel chuckled. “That’s ambitious.” He lifted the lid from one of the pots and could clearly see that she had overcooked the lamb 10 minutes ago. Also, why had she made them in a pot, and not a frying pan? It would be inedible.

The potatoes were still in the sink, unpeeled.

She gave him a strained smile. “Will you help me?”

“Of course.” Azriel put the grocery bag he had brought with him on the kitchen island. “On one condition.”

“Anything.” She sounded desperate.

“Please, for the love of god, let Rhys cook when we come over. You really don’t have to show off. You are good at many things, Feyre. But cooking is unfortunately not one of them.”

She nodded. “I know,” she sat down on one of the stools at the kitchen island and buried her face in her hand. “I just...I need to be able to cook when I become a mother.”

Azriel took her hand in his. “You really don’t. Nobody expect fathers to be good at cooking, so why should every mother be good at it? Honestly, just let Rhys cook while you play with the kids.”

She smiled at him. “That actually sounds amazing,” she sighed.

“Right?”

Azriel started to pull out some ingredients from the bag on the kitchen island. He held up the tomatoes and the spaghetti, “How about some pasta arrabbiata with burrata?”

“Sounds fancy.”

He shrugged. “Everything sounds fancier in a different language. It’s just pasta with a spicy tomato sauce, and burrata on top.”

“Whatever you make will probably be better than that mess,” she said and glanced towards the stove. Azriel couldn’t disagree.

“Probably,” he laughed and got to work. Azriel placed all the pots and pans in the sink and started chopping the vegetables for the sauce, and in just 30 minutes, dinner was served.

“You are my hero,” Feyre said and kissed his cheek as she carried the big bowl of pasta to the dining room.

Everyone had already gathered around the table, wine glasses in hand. As Azriel sat down, Mor poured him some wine.

“This looks amazing,” Nesta said and Cassian nodded in agreement.

“Thanks, Az helped a little,” Feyre said and winked at Azriel.

“Just a bit,” Azriel said and took a sip of wine.

The conversation (and wine) flowed freely, as it always did. Cassian and Nesta told them about their wedding plans, Mor gushed about Emerie, a girl she was dating, and Feyre told them about life as a high school art teacher. Azriel would never understand how anyone could choose to spend their days with teenagers, but Feyre loved it.

After two bottles of wine, Nesta and Mor were in an argument about which animal was the cutest.

“No, I am telling you, Sloths are cuter than any animal ever,” Mor exclaimed. “Have you seen their dopey little faces?”

“Sloths? Really?” Nesta looked at her as if she had suggested that the sky was green. “Red pandas are way cuter! They are cute and cuddly, Sloths just look like every single stoner I went to high school with.”

They had been at it for 10 minutes, which Azriel found to be quite impressive.

“Can you both just shut up?” Amren gritted out. “The cutest animals are koalas. They’re even cute when they fight. I am right, you are wrong. Please stop this meaningless discussion before I die from boredom.”

Nesta and Mor looked at Amren, and then at each other.

“We obviously have to see Koalas fight if you want us to end this conversation,” Mor said.

Nesta nodded. “Obviously. Give me your phone, Az,” she said and reached for his phone.

“Why do you need my phone?”

“Because mine is dead and yours is right there on the table. Also, your screen is big and we need to watch this in full HD, for obvious reasons.”

Azriel huffed a laugh, unlocked his phone, and handed it to Nesta.

She clicked the Youtube app, and then her face fell. She looked at Azriel as if he was an alien, and then she showed the phone to Cassian who looked at him with the same facial expression.

What the hell had they found?

He didn’t have anything weird on his phone. And he sure as hell didn’t watch porn on it.

“What?” Azriel asked, and Nesta turned the phone.

Fuck. The last video he had watched was still loaded on Youtube, and of course, it was Elain’s latest video.

“What the hell is this?” Nesta asked, almost looking angry.

Azriel didn’t understand why she found ASMR so wrong, but he desperately wanted to explain himself.

“Well, it’s ASMR. It’s kind of… well, it’s hard to explain, but it helps me sleep and– “

Nesta interrupted him before he could finish. “I know what ASMR is. I am wondering why you are watching Elain?”

Azriel stared at Nesta in shock. Did she also like Elain’s videos? But that wouldn’t explain the anger and confusion.

“Do you...know her?” Azriel asked.

“Yes, we went to university together. She’s our florist for the wedding. She was the florist at their wedding, too,” Nesta answered and gestured towards Rhys and Feyre. “Surely you have met her?”

Azriel could do nothing but shake his head in confusion. If he had ever met Elain, he would have known. You didn’t forget a face like hers.

“Please tell me you’re not stalking her like some creep, Az. Honestly, her last boyfriend was the world’s biggest asshat.”

“I’m not stalking her,” Azriel blurted out. “I’m just watching her videos to fall asleep, I promise. I– I didn’t know that you knew her.”

Nesta eyed him suspiciously. “So, is this just a coincidence?”

He nodded. “Weirder things have happened,” he said, trying to lighten the mood.

Nesta glanced at Cassian, and then back at Azriel. “Fine,” she said after a small eternity. “You would probably be cute together anyway. Sorry for insinuating that you would be a stalker.” She really did look remorseful. “That wasn’t fair. I’m just very protective of her. She’s the nicest girl, but she has horrendous taste in men.”

Azriel couldn’t answer, because his mind was still stuck on the fact that Nesta said that they would be cute together. He wanted to ask Nesta why she thought that. He kind of also wanted to ask her if Elain lived here in Velaris, and what her favorite movie was, and if she, by any chance, had a boyfriend. But he refrained, he didn’t want to sound like a stalker.

“So, what the fuck is ASMR?” Cassian asked. “Is it like porn?”

Before Azriel could answer, Rhys said “It’s like porn for your ears, I guess,” and then the entire table was laughing.

“Nesta,” Feyre said when the laughter had died down. “Does Elain still have that cute, little shop on River Street?”

“Mhm,” Nesta answered and took a sip of her wine.

Azriel could kiss Feyre for asking. And if he wasn’t mistaken, he could see her wink in his direction before raising her water glass to her lips.

Azriel walked home that evening with a million thoughts in his head.

He made a list in his head:

Elain lived in Velaris

River Street was literally a 10-minute walk from his home.

Nesta thought that they would be cute together

This meant nothing

She probably didn’t even like him back

Just because they were in the same city, it didn’t mean that they would ever meet.

This was still just a crush

And it was probably one-sided

She hadn’t even answered his latest text message.

And as if on cue, his phone vibrated in his pocket.

Elain I’m sorry that I didn’t answer you earlier. I’ve been at work all day. We had a leak in the basement and everything was just chaos. I haven’t even checked my phone until now.

He mentally scratched number 9 from his list.

Azriel No worries! Did you fix the leak?

Azriel checked the time on his phone: 23.30

Had she dealt with this leak until now?

Elain Yes! But so many flowers were ruined (I’m a florist) and I had to remake a few arrangements for a wedding that’s coming up.

Elain I’m sorry. You probably don’t care. I’m happy that you liked the video :)

Azriel wanted to tell her that he did care. That everything she said was interesting to him. He would probably even find her Starbucks order fascinating. But that bordered on stalker behavior.

Azriel Again, no worries! Sometimes when you’ve had a bad day, you just need someone to vent to.

Elain Exactly! Thank you for letting me vent :) This day is finally over!

There was a selfie attached to the last message.

Elain was standing in front of a big window surrounded by flowers. She was wearing a white, oversized shirt and her hair was in a messy bun. She looked tired but happy. She was giving him ‘thumbs up’ in the photo and through the window, he could see the Sidra. They were indeed in the same city. It made him both happy and nervous.

Elain Sweaty but happy to be heading home :)

Azriel received that last message when he walked through the door to his apartment. What the hell was he supposed to answer?

But then he thought back to Nesta’s words.

You would probably be cute together.

So he took a deep breath and gathered all his courage.

Azriel You still look beautiful though

He stared at his phone. Would she answer? Would she block him? Would she tell him to stop being a creep?

Elain Thank you :) What do you look like? I might have forgotten ;)

Okay. That was flirty. Even Azriel could tell that that was a flirty text message, and he was usually oblivious to such things. He quickly walked to his bathroom (it was the room with the best lighting). He checked his shirt (no stains) and mussed with his hair.

“Good enough,” he muttered, and snapped a selfie.

Before he could chicken out, he sent it to her.

Within seconds, he received a reply.

Elain Beautiful!

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