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value study of helena fourment by peter paul rubens
#getting back into an art practice#shapes shapes shapes#had to stretch my brain for this one#hands man
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i love the stars (j'adore les etoiles)
#rick and morty#birdrick#birdperson#rick sanchez#artsbotz#I DID IT I DREW THEM YAYYYYYYYY <- normal#idk if im totallyyyy happy w the colours etc but watever im not spending any longer on it. lol#LOL sorry if this kinda doesnt make any sense. its a result of my enorrmmouss brain#i usually think abt rick more when it comes to birdrick simply bc. hes more fleshed out#butttt ive been rhinking abt bp a bit recently.#i rlly strongly associate bps feelings towards rick w stars. bcccc of a bunch of stuff#that one quote ->#how often do you suppose you might look up at the stars. and wonder what might have been had you just put your faith in rick.#anddd a couple songs. this one which is i love the stars by the orion experience#and more loosely starstruck by ummm#by sorry.#ANDDDDD the beacon. on ao3#i beleive by abed with a knife. really super good makes me pass out#umm ok i actually dont have more to say. my brain is fried#guys. dont forget to set like hourly timers when u draw. to like remind u to drink and stretch. and blink#dont be like me.
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do you have any rei boob hcs... i like to think she has stretch marks from them growing kind of quickly (projecting) i like to think she was flat chested at first but then they seemed to grow overnight LOL
STRETCH MARKS.......................................... HOLY SHIT. ANON. YOUR MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO GOOD this will officially be my hc as well thank u
#HOW HAVE I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT STRETCH MARKS???????#BIG BRAIN MOMENT#ive never drawn stretch marks before so i really wanted to try this out#and even looking at tons of refs online im not exactly sure if i like how these turned out#i made this based on my own stretch marks which are quite white-ish and have a little bit of texture to it#but from the pictures i saw it seems like they can also be red and pink too#not sure which color u had in mind anon but im curious to hear your thoughts#AUGHHHHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH#what if i steal this hc and apply it to tsumugi as well#also add it to her thighs.......................#ANYWAYS#i wasnt gonna reply to asks rn#BUT MY GOD THIS ONE WAS SO GOOD I JUST. HAD TO.#i'll be replying to u guys' asks soon dw [insert hand heart emoji here]#ask#my art#rei sakuma#femstars#cw: suggestive
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He’s my little meow meow, my darling, my bbygirl (Patreon)
#Doodles#Commander Peepers#I'm soooooo normal about him you guys <3 So normal! <3 <3#*Looking back over the other Little Guys I've collected* Hmmmmmmm Evil Xisuma and Spamton and Sableye and Rick Diggins#I think there might be a theme here#Just casually making Venn Diagrams in my head - Evil X has the red/black - Spamton is trans - Sableye has Gremlin energy - Rick is too tired#And those are just the ones I can think of lol - if you look I did the same stretchy pose with EX when I was still drawing him lol#The Stretch Pose is how you can tell if I like a character lol - they stretchin'? I am infatuated <3#I mean I'm normal I'm totally normal lol#Also had to give him a bbygrl pose - I for the life of me cannot find it again but the reference is very strong in my mind's eye!#Not that I couldn't go for another one at some point lol ♪#Ugh the middle one lol - so that Word of God I mentioned in passing about female Watchdogs#I read it in passing as just a basic research of ''Oh here's what The Original Creator has to say alright neat''#Except that it Immediately made me itchy and I was like ''What. What brain this is not that big of a deal what are you doing''#And I was like ''No I'm being silly about this - just because I don't agree doesn't mean it's a big deal lol''#Except then I had stress dreams and woke up Weird the next day and the last time that happened I left a fandom#And the time before that I wrote 4 consecutive pages of 20-something panels in like 18 hours of consciousness - I have normal reactions lol#But I opted instead to vent to smol about it and she agreed with me so basically I'm just saying I'm correct lol /s#Personally Peepers doesn't strike me as misogynistic - he's very much an Equal Opportunity villain in my eyes!#And yeah I considered a lot of different angles around it but like - based on the text of WOY I just don't buy it#If it's not in the show it doesn't count! For all we know there might not even be any female Watchdogs! Lol#Would also lead to the equally-to-Spamton interesting question of How Does Trans Work in that kind of situation#I've definitely not already put a lot of thought into it don't look at me lol#Don't ask me to write an essay about both of those things I'll do it and where will that leave us lol#ANYway lol ♪ He's still the absolute funnest to draw in distress and discomfort <3 And kneeling! He makes me want to practice :D#I always feel like I can try again and do better! >:3c
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And we're done!! ✨
i. the first ii. lion-hearted iii. need | want iv. broken | trust v. raison d'être vi. stay | follow vii. the last
This was such a fun challenge, thank you so much to everyone following along with me and my silly hyperfixation on these two non-functional fools.
Shout out to the ever-wonderful @tsunael for making the prompt list and letting me tag along with the shenanigans! It was a joy to see Tsuna's story come to life (and I love your writing so so much).
time to sleep forever and also write a thousand fics because I still have brainrot
#ffxiv#ffxiv 14#final fantasy 14#gpose#gposers#warrior of light#thancred waters#wolcred#wolcred week#aurcred 2024#i swear i love other characters too#and aur's other friendships and relationships are just as important#this is just eating my brain right now#i will burn out in june and then maybe it's time to do somethig different lol#(just kidding this hell is eternal)#anyway i had so much fun 🥺#i feel like i am finally stretching my creative muscles with gpose#i would go back and re-do the first one since it was a rushed job but... sometimes you have to say “ehh it's okay” and call it done lolol#anyway please go see tsuna's prompts!!! they're all so good!! 💖💖
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ngl i've been dealing with burnout for nearly this entire year and the goddamn hurricane Did Not Help but by now it's shifted to this very weird flavor where i'm like constantly rotating drawing ideas & full fics i want to write in my brain & Really Wanting to work on them but then once i get as far as opening sai or google docs i just go "hm. dont wanna"
#trousled rants#i'm blaming my shitty freshman year of college idc. started so strong and then my second semester gave me 13 well-researched essays........#fun fact if any college freshmen are reading this & also still learning to navigate freshly-diagnosed disabilities um. dont do that#a lotta ppl can handle it fine but im a new media major bro im not built for that shit. i am getting a degree in shapes and colors#anyway this is mostly me explaining why i've been so inactive lol. obviously helene did A Number but i was already smoldering before that#i'll get back to ebony eventually.....i'll update napstabot eventually........i'll get back on the atbb refs grind eventually..............#i actually got as far as finishing both sf bros & moving onto stretch since i last worked on em. but i have to redo him bc i dont like ittt#the pose wasn't working w me and the small changes i made didnt give him as strong of a silhouette as i thought lol#there's also a oneshot idea i've had in my brain long enough to know exactly what words i want to use to describe certain specific details#i know precisely how it starts and how it ends and how i'll transition from one thing to another and how to make it all connect#and i have not written a single sentence 👍#blah blah u get it another update from my wambulance#at this point i'm just annoyed about it more than anything ngl#may things get So Much Easier in 2025. or god help me i will make it everyone else's problem
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My friends are so nice to me??? I love them???
#another fulfilling day where im tired overworked overwhelmed but also full of love for my friends#i love my friends#one of my friends swung by to visit me while ive been recovering hehe#it was so so nice#and one of my friends is giving me more song and media recs hehe which is like. yes. yes. yes.#i am going to fall in love with you /hyp#a little overwhelmed and smitten rn#having a pea brain moment but today has been crazy and i have been catching up with a lot of stuff and meeting deadline#life has been a bit hard in regards to that but im sure life will be fine life will turn out ok#when i get a little better i need to bake so much for my friends#but also trying to not overstep and stretch myself out too thin which i might have today#I don't care though i feel so. tired but happy rn.#im obsessed w my friends it's not even an overstatement at this point hehe but oh well#this semester or next maybe I'll try something new but for now i just want to go with the flow and have fun for now#im having fun im happy i don't want to worry about stuff and i don't want to be scared which is why! im not gonna catch feelings for anyone#im gonna love my friends a lot and love myself a lot and it will be enough to carry me through!#it gets really hard sometimes when a lot of your friends are dating and a lot of ppl around you are dating but im not gonna get fomoed#went out and saw my friend and her partner walking hand in hand and ykw im happy for her#i do get a little envious abt. having like. a safety person. and stuff like that. but. hng. i have multiple ppl i can rely on#it's just currently they're all not around that's all#and sometimes i just really crave a hug but those times will pass!!!#anyway i miss my friends i love them but im doing much better than last year now#i had a moment of wondering why i tolerated. some stuff from past partners and i realized it was probably bc of the friends i had around#sometimes when your friends treat u well it. idk. shines some light on your perspective#im really grateful for my friends bc of that#they make sure i dont become worse lol#kk rambles
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okay ive decided to try actually making a monster-sona thing (again). i like how this is coming along
#oc art#demon#sona#i guess?? i drew this on a whim while watching an art stream#i mostly did this because i want to stretch my creature design muscles. idk how much im actually gonna use it to represent myself#but it was a fun little experiment regardless!#ive had ideas for a little art demon sona thing since like high school but i could never settle on a design#i'll probably iterate on this one more too. at some point#....next time i should probably give it visible thumbs#ALSO whoops i accidentally made it lefty. curse my brain that's bad with transformations#we'll say this version of me is ambidextrous. no reason it couldn't be
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so tired but i love crocheting so much 😌
#it really is a miracle i finished the last rows. i had to keep checking the steps after every stitch cause my brain is in sleep mode already#but i did 1/3 of the one body panel so now i only have 1⅔ + 2 sleeves. so like 38 more flowers#and then sew them together 😬 and then weave in the ends 😖 which i think wont be many. only 2 in each panel and then the ends of the sewing#i really hope it turns out pretty#also tomorrow i need to remember to do stretches cause i forgot and my hands started to hurt a bit#okay gonna go get ready for bed now#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
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I'm part of an Unknown Armies campaign run by my girlfriend, and it's driven me to strange madness. Today I made a conspiracy board for it. I've made memes. I'm painting a map of the setting. I started writing a novella loosely based off of my character, which feels like fanfiction. There's an NPC I'm in love with and her existence makes me want to create fan content. I've never created fan content before, for anything. I'm considering writing fanfic for Blorbo from my girlfriend's head, that's where we're at right now. What is going on
#we're like three sessions in#its just making me want to be so creative but only for that stuff#like my brain has been lightly puzzling out how to do a map from the setting but in knitting#because painting the mao hasnt been enough for me i want a fucking commemorative hand knit tapestry#and theres a character i love so much. shes a sweetie and autistic in my heart#ive never made fanart bcuz i cant draw. luckily another player is so good and does art of her#but my heart wabts to do fanart of her#i write. so ive considered trying fanfic writing for this specific thing#ive never written fanfic before. idek where to start. but the urge is in my heart becaue i love this character!!#i spent a whole fucking hour today going through my session notes and putting together a digital conspiracy board for this#(cuz its a mystery. im trying to figure out the mystery)#conspiracy board didnt help but i sure had fun making it#since i developed mental illness i haven't had a fraction of this creativity!! what is happening to me??#im not upset its just strange. it feels like my brain has been rinsed with cold water and did some stretches#the maintenance person in there had a moment of adhd motivation and deep cleaned it#i show my gf all of the things. like i send her the shitty memes i make mostly bcuz she inspires them#and i expressed my desire to make fan content which she approved. even though i havent those types of talent#i want to get back to painting the map tho ive been neglecting it#i have 10.000 words written for a novella that was inspired by one piece of backstory for my character that my gf thought of#idk this campaign just gives me the brain lightning
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if i ever talk abt anything at all, assume that there are at least 3 different footnotes that i’m trying to keep under wraps. idk how ppl can be so concise, everything feels too important all the time
#i don’t think it’s a bad think that i have a lot of thoughts or that i’m talkative#but yk. communication is a two-way street#i always think abt that one anon that said i phrase my analysis in a digestible way#that’s smth i had to actively teach myself so it makes me rly happy to hear that i’m making progress#and i have my trusty memos app to spill my thoughts unfiltered into so my brain still gets to stretch out its legs!#it’s all abt finding that balance U__U#danbles#adhdposting
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TBH I think it's been a little while since I've played or read anything new, and my brain has been kinda drifting for want of something to dig it's teeth into.
I started the second season of Spy x Family this week, and that's been good, but dumping one whole playthrough of a vn route into it last night has really got my brain buzzing.
It being an R18 otome game makes it a little complicated but that's alright
#one of those days you really hope there's no telepaths in the office y'know#and hope my face isn't being weird as my brain cycles through the content and analyzes it#i also think this route may have had more smut than some of the others will? i guess this route was a Kickstarter stretch goal#but the main routes are supposed to have at least a few sfw cgs. i did not get any sfw cgs with maxim and nika#anyway!#platextsofmemories
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Preview for GotG #03...
#guardians of the galaxy#wednesday spoilers#tw animal death#spoilers tag if u care i doubt anyone at this point does but ah.#why are they being turned into the british :(#idc if Djurdjevic had redesigned pete for the modern age to be vaguely british THAT WAS TWO DECADES AGO.. AND IT WAS ALREADY A DUMB STRETCH#anyways this is how i lose. goodbye goodbye to the astrologers of spartax and the mystic angle i guess#not that i don't think spartoi society isn't bigoted. they absolutely are we know this. i'd like an exploration of that issue but UHM#maybe not like this cartoonish thing written by two white men.#doubt she'll actually show up but at least victoria is still queen?? small win?? PLEASE don't fuck her up too#they really perverted peter's gold antlers by giving him a dumb hat with wooden ones... get out of here. i hate u.#also idk if it's just my dumb brain or my attention span problems but every issue of this is so hard to read and comprehend is it JUST me??#genuine question for anyone who's read this far into the tags legit is anything else by these writers. like this...
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genuinely at the point where. i know it’s unfair. but i am angry to the point of distraction whenever i read anything, watch anything, play anything, look at anything, listen to anything. i have so many desires and not the faintest idea how to act on it. any skills i once had have degraded because i don’t have any time to do anything and i get jealous and resentful that there are people who can. or else what is wrong with me that i can’t create great art in my 1-2 hours of free time a day. why am i spending most of my life at work, i still can’t support myself, and there’s people who do less than me for more money, so they have time and energy to do things. the creative drought has gone on so long that the well has been filled in. i can’t even get off from work to refill my meds.
#i had to cancel my appointment in october so i knew it was coming and tried to taper but still#i ran out a few days ago which is probably. not helping this mindset#ppl who can go to therapy every week. who can go to the doctor. who can make art#who can exercise and make new friends and go out and have a side job#i envy you so much i want to throw up#and everyone always says the key to building a skill is practice. how are you supposed to practice when you have no ideas#THAT is the advice i’m looking for and no one seems to understand#even shit like critical analysis. everyone is so much more insightful than me#like i write poetry sometimes but i can FEEL how immature it is#and it feels like i’m just. skimming off the top of my thoughts#truly feels like something in my brain is broken and not in a brain fog way#in a blown fuse way#catch me crying in the bathroom at work for the third week in a row ✌️#and i feel like it just makes me a drag to be around. which exacerbates all of this#i just. don’t have anything going for me. this is all i can think about#and i know it’s frustrating for other people but i just#and there’s people out there who have kids and do more than me so like#what the fuck is my problem#i would just like a break. some time to myself where i don’t have to worry about being too loud and disturbing my mother#the room to stretch my legs
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and if i said.... pet.er peve.nsie.....
#i have never read the books but ive just watched the first 2 narnia movies#it was def my first time seeing prince caspian idk ab the other narnia i probs watched it as a kid#but he..... he is calling me#mr doomed blonde twink who makes poor choices but is doing his best....... welcome back all my muses#i was gonna say welcome back kurt but... tate... levi.... probably more#ive never been. Good at writing fantasy im not great w anything that requires lore#hes just. oh hes calling to me#and the. specifically the pains of living a life in narnia and being king and then having to go back to the real world and be Just A Kid#idk if hes in the third movie im ab to watch it now but the bitter sweet end of 2 where he says hes leaving narnia and he wont be coming ba#and aslan says its bc he has nothing more to learn from it like..... kinda heartbreaking and would destroy u as a person#a world where ur king and u do everything u can to make the right choices but u dont do things really right and u get people killed#and yeah narnia prevails but it doesnt prevail bc of u. its in part bc of u but ur decision cost lives it risked a lot#and then its like. well ur leaving now and thats it bc it taught u what u needed to learn#and like maybe it did but he had no chance at redemption at fixing things there like his redemption was to leave it to someone more capable#and then he has to just like. go be a person. and live a normal life#like thats wild#im gonna go watch the third movie if u have read the books sound off on if u think i should based entirely on my little rant ab peter#the issue here tho. is if i made him. u see. two muses named peter on this blog... both with a last name starting w p.... its almost like.#its almost like one would have to be a solo blog#'but quin ur literally never here anyway' but what if for a hyperfixation muse i was here#this post started w the intent of 'narnia peter solo blog' but now... i am thinking perhaps spider peter would be a better solo bc of his.#bc of the fixation i have#however he intimidates me a Lot as a solo blog bc hes such a. everyone knows him u know hes a Big muse and i fear the pressure of that#then again narnia i think is big too? and theres the talks of the new movies so thats also potentially big muse#its crazy bc i have sososo much muse for every muse i have but my brain is saying abandon this blog and make both peters solos#and i Cant do that#but at the same time................................#my issue has always been too many blogs and being stretched too thin but also. w all due respect. who cares#like i am here to have fun and most of the time my blogs dont last bc no one writes w me not bc i dont want those muses#and yeah theres no guarantee making a new blog would change that but idk. kinda vibe w the idea of starting new
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ok yakuza 6 spoilers and not a very insightful post but every time i remember how young haruka is when she has haruto i get sooo nervous lol. she's like NINETEEN. what the FUCKK
#i know conceptually that ppl have kids that young but.woah#i guess it didnt happen a lot in the ppl i went to school with/i didnt pay that much attention to it/stigma led to minimization of it#like she has to take care of a whole baby now. she has to be a mother and take on the kinda role kiryu had#while also kinda managing the orphanage relatively alone bc kiryu bailed. wtf wtf#idk. i think im kinda squeamish about pregnancy in general a little? but especially that young like.ough#good or bad wanted or not having a kid is a big fucking deal and it scares me a little idk. especially since haruto WAS unintentional#like whats she gonna do for a job. she probably cant do college soon (if ever) and shes probably blacklisted from showbiz entirely#so even if she wanted to do behind the scenes work she couldnt#even with yuta's help it'd be a stretch. and then theres rhe other orphans i just. hhhhh aughhhh#man taking care of a baby was hard enough for kiryu and he's like ok teenage daughter. im going hands off like WHAT#i think the ending choices of 6 are fascinating and theres a lotta reasons to criticize kiryu within that but leaving her with effectively#7 younger siblings and a baby is one i dont see talked about enough tbh#rgg#its SCARY. I'M SCARED.#im sooo fucking worried about my future and haruka's looks even more terrifying to me so it just activates shit in my brain
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