#guess who got sick again?

[theplatypusblue]

The most basic thing to say ever but Lloyd’s childhood has affected him so heavily as he’s grown up. When he was trying to imitate his dad, back when he was “bad” and “evil,” he was totally alone. He was basically ostracized that entire time during and after Darkley’s. It was only after he got taken in by the team and becoming a “good guy,” the destined “green ninja” that he was given even a little bit of support and love. Which is like pretty good, right? He stops being a little menace and gets the support and the guidance he’s so desperately needed his whole life.

These early experiences completely inform his perspective on things though, maybe at a more subconscious level, I guess. I think it all gets interpreted in his brain like this: When I’m evil I’m sad and alone, and when I’m good I get to be safe and happy and stuff. Which again like, maybe those are the kind of associations you’d want to instill in a child. But Lloyd really, intensely does not want to be left alone again. And he feels the only way to ensure that this does not happen is to be as “good” as possible; pushing down any kind of bad feeling or impulse he might have. Lloyd feels like he has to be “perfect” or else everyone will leave him. And anytime he does end up losing someone he interprets it as him somehow not being good enough to save them/help them/whatever. Which is obviously illogical cuz he is just some guy at the end of the day and that means he’s gonna do things that are considered “bad” sometimes!!!! Its the abandonment issues + the perfectionism I’ve cracked it I’ve cracked what’s wrong with our boy (<<< is repeating what ppl have probably been saying forever)

[disposal-blueeee]

VARGASTOBER - day 28 : fantasy

[malkaleh]

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eta: I wasn’t going to share the actual comment but you know what, fuck it the ‘idealogical agenda’ comment fucking got me.

[mushroomnoodles]

tw/cw for sfw and non kink mpreg

more forever seal doodles lmao

[proudfreakmetarusonikku]

people being scared over sonic movie spoilers is so funny to me like. i get it logically but also. literally i do not care they could spend half the movie on a still frame of shadow the hedgehog drawn by a two year old and end revealing tommy turtle will be all the next movie is about and I’d still be hype as shit and making theories. and you could tell and show me that and i also would not care. i mean i know it’s been leaked and I’m avoiding that shit but that’s literally just bc I don’t wanna accidentally spoil it for anyone bc again. you could do anything and I’d be hyped as shit. the whole movie could be big the cat fishing and I’d reblog the hell out of that and be extremely fucking excited. they could include fucking Locke and Geoffrey St John and I’d tolerate them. you do not understand the depths of my insanity over this franchise i do not give a fuck.

[shikai-the-storyteller]

I truly, from the bottom of my heart, hate angst without catharsis.

[burning-academia-if]

[Happy birthday Rhea!!]

            She lingered at the empty table, hands pressed against the hard wood. It didn’t make the papers go away. Her father’s words rang in her ears, sounding off the inevitability of it all. Her father’s legacy stared right back at her.

            Vales Grove University had been her father’s dream, once long ago, before he’d had it in his grasp. Now, she wasn’t sure what he dreamed of, sitting at the top of his throne. Maybe he looked higher, towards a seat on the council. Maybe he wanted everyone under this thumb.

            Rhea knew he wanted her to follow in his footsteps. To attend Vales Grove, to make all the connections, to find herself in the glitz and glamor and power he bathed himself in. He’d never look at her again, if she strayed from the path he set. And who was she to complain? She was barely eighteen, with no other path in sight once she tumbled out of high school and into something else.

            The sketchbooks and sewing supplies stuffed in the back of her room spoke otherwise, but she never listened to them. Instead, she listened to her father and tried not to catch the eye of her mother. She cut into herself, until she was just enough.

            The acceptance letter didn’t make a sound. It didn’t have to. The path she was on had been decided for her since before she was born. All she could do now, was walk it.

[theshadowrealmitself]

A member of a species with feathers being insecure about their feathers because they don’t have as many colors as some of the other people in their species

Human crewmate offhandedly mentioning how much they like their crewmate’s feathers because the colors and the order they’re in remind them of a specific pride flag back home

Crewmate with feathers now taking any chance to display their feathers around their Human crewmate since they appreciate them

[talkorsomething]

I have Got to get more transgender

[pezpenser205]

the main reason i know im not femme in the slightest is bc i cant comprehend why anyone would Ever want to be feminine. i can understand neutral leaning fem, but the idea that people are born wanting to be feminine is appalling to me personally because femininity always felt like imprisonment and torture. it was and still is a restraint. a training weight i was forced to bear. i cant fully empathize or understand anyone who wants to be more feminine because i have never and will never want to be more feminine out of anything other than pressure or insecurity. im most comfortable being gender neutral, hairy and disgusting in old gym shorts and stained tshirts no matter how much insecurity it causes me. i dont care. im never dressing up all pretty for anyone elses benefit ever again. and i assume this is how people who want to be feminine feel about masculinity to some extent. if thats the case im super glad we could trade because holy moly

[inkykeiji]

>.<

[akorah]

I have decided to make being allergic to chocolate my personality for 2025. Everyone will know, and be thoroughly annoyed.

This will be replacing my only salient character trait of being allergic to mint, which has been in play since that fateful day in April 2016.

[adore-gregor]

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[mellohiizz]

Hi Mel!! How are you.. good afternoon or something idk I just woke up ( it's almost 12 am here .. )

anyways.. what of my pt skins do u remember again.. I make like 2 a day but it's... fine ! .

HII <3 ur good bro it's like.... 11 pm here lmao.

i remember a few. i mean i lowkey recognize your style at this point so i can kind of guess who you are lol. plus im pretty sure u have ur github linked to most of them so that helps /silly

[hey-imma-fangirl]

Sorry I haven’t posted lately, I’ve been really sick 😞

[remadewirral]