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Lodestar Needle Complete!
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#gpose#halas#yes i am back to halas#i love my derpy bun T_T#ALSO WHY EXPERT RECIPES#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i still gonna do the others#guess i hate myself
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executive dysfunction really is a complete fucking nightmare. all the decisions you could make, but you won't. All the things you know you should do, you want to do, but you won't. Yeah yeah we all know it's a symptom but it feels and looks like just.... deciding not to be responsible.
It's easier not to, so i guess I just won't. I promise it's not laziness, I swear. It's not me just giving up on things that affect more than just me, I swear. Maybe if I say it enough I could hope to believe it myself.
#I need to make dinner but only decisions that lead me in the other direction are capable of having any strength#I can step back but pushing forward is completely useless#fuck me I guess. I'll just hate myself because what other choice have I been given here#problemnyatic vents#problemnyatic thoughts
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i'm in one of those phases where i really wish i believed in manifesting and spellcasting and things like that bc you know when you want something so bad you're literally praying for the universe to let it happen
#ramble#this is not me judging by the way i think it's cool as fuck i just don't do it personally#context: a lot of my 'dream jobs' are now just 'ways to make money that i might not absolutely hate'#but i have one (1) legit dream job and it's literally FINGERTIPS away from me right now#i feel like most people who know me can guess what it is and know how badly i want it#i'm not even letting myself daydream about it or talk about it too much because i'm so afraid of not getting it and being disappointed#and also i don't want to like. jinx it#i've tried so many times before but this is the closest i've ever been and i feel SICK i want to bite something
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What are you waiting for? I'm totally ready, I tell you.
Full art (with close up!) is here!
#nsft#terato#minotaur#DON'T EVEN MENTION HIS FACE I HATE THIS ANGLE IDK WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF#monster fucker#monster lover#seriously no idea i thought it's gonna be fine until i saw how bull faces looks from this angle and was like..........#..........well i guess i could work with that..#too late to change anything anyway#i'll draw them more but like with NORMAL angle#cause these two are like a couple so.. yeah..#also dw she's flexible and i made sure her leg can be like that. probably.#if anyone should be worried about is him#have you seen those scratches??? she's a fury!!#he wears them proudly tho#as he should.#close up bonus was a reason for quite a questionable search history of mine#cheesy art
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yall i have a confession to make….i fucking hate slowburn.
#THERE I SAID IT#IM SORRY#I just cant like when it gets too long atp MOVE ON WIT IT#like i get wanting to take ur time i guess#but wtf do you mean yall are makin out every chap#holding hands#youve met the ENTIRE FAMILY#AND yall said i love you#and somehow you still dont know what this feeling is/what you are ??? please.#cus like atp yall jus draggin it#i could talk about my hate for this trope for hours#i have another one i hate but i fear i would be burned at the stake for it so#im keepin that to myself😭#cash confesses#cash is sorry (no she aint)#cash speaks <3#cash rants#cash rambles !#cash is about to ramble
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#I hate myself for playing this and idk how far i'm gonna get heh :x#can't get controls on the n64 emulator to work and I have too much adhd to play only 3 zelda games atm I guess#the legend of zelda#skyward sword#tloz#loz#zelda#princess zelda#ss zelda#sshdgif#my gifs
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I love "eating monsters as normal food" in dungeon meshi as a concept because at some point you get used to it and just go "hm oh yeah they're having kelpie today... giant parasite... that's nice". But as soon as a different party interacts with them and their eating habits it's like Oh Yeah. That is kind of strange isn't it? Huh.
#it took namaris “maybe this is another form of punishment” and toshiros dead as fuck face for me to remember lmao#anyways uhhhh i lovee dunmeshi guys i knew id like it but i physically have to stop myself from binging it all immediately. obsessed#going to the store tmr to see if they have more volumes bc ngl i hate reading on my phone.. my eyes :(#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#i guess. weird.#stormy in here#dunmeshi
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Sorry, I had to...😔
Drew this based on one of Bryan's recent Instagram posts where he's wearing a shirt with Kieran Culkin(Wallace's actor) on it. (x)
Since he based Scott on himself, I immediately thought of Old Scott when i saw this lol
#scott pilgrims precious little life#spvtw#spto#scollace#scott pilgrim#wallace wells#especially since the story of Old Scott is based on the author as well#also I hate spto so I'm proud that I managed to get myself to try and emulate the artstyle hfghfgh#but I guess I'm fine with the Old Wallace design(he'd definitely get white hair early from always dealing with Scott -#& fulfilling his own glasses kink is perfect too)#not that it makes up for how they twink beamed him#also I hope this isn't somehow disrespectful(?) to draw or anything lol
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mercenaries the typa person to say "is anyone gonna fall in love with that?" and then not wait for an answer
reblogs > likes btw \(^_^)/
zoom-ins under cut :3
the polka dot brush texture was made by ggutinho on DeviantArt btw!!
#i know Dell's hand positioning looks wrong but i literally didnt know where else to put them so i guess he's grabbin spys ass#i'm trying out a new style of shading because i hate the way i shade and i need to change something#also experimenting with colours and filters#i think i like it#tf2#tf2 fanart#engineer tf2#spy tf2#practical espionage#EngieSpy#napoleon complex#don't tell anyone but i had to trace my own legs when drawing spys because i couldn't get the perspective right FUEGFES#do you guys like my shoes FSFGES#it looks kinda off since they're so detailed and shit but i make this for myself so <3#also hi i gues i'm back :*
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in which: april 1st special
#my art#comics#p5#goro akechi#i hate drawing myself but anything for the bit#inspired of course by classic april fools askblog special events lol#i'm not gonna make a big fuss but if you send in an ask for a limited time it'll come with an akechi doodle gomic.#you know. in the spirit of things#it's not april 1st quite yet where i am. but don't worry about these things <3#i'll just rb this again tmrw i guess lolol#april fools 2024
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Currently going through denial
#the character i didnt care about became the character im currently crazy about#signalis#ariane yeong#fklr#falke#dont get it twisted i still dont like her but now im violently gay#falke enjoyers rejoice i guess#this is just the prelude to my ariane x falke insanity#i think this fits the other way around more but i needed this for myself#i hate her so much *hangs up the 100th falke picture on wall*
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assorted psychonauts doodles
a close-up of this one, because i think it might actually be my favorite:
#still getting the hang of drawing them... i'm trying to find a good balance between the games' style and my own#i tried drawing them more in my usual style but i didn't like how they came out#and i have been wanting to branch out more with my art style so this is a good excuse to do that i guess#it's been fun! except for that one sketch of dogen. why does he have no legs i hate this#psychonauts#psychonauts 2#my art#guess what i'm actually going to attempt to tag everyone. because i hate myself#razputin aquato#lili zanotto#milla vodello#sasha nein#gisu nariman#<- my understanding is that that's what the art book confirmed? but since most people haven't heard yet i'll also tag#gisu nerumen#lizzie natividad#adam joseph gette#norma natividad#morris martinez#sam boole#frazie aquato#dogen boole
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black, brown & beige.
#i hate decorating so bad lmfao. but when it comes to my main sims houses i like to decorate them myself.#it doesnt feel right having them in a house decorated by others. no one knows my sims tastes better than myself i guess 😭.#simblr#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#ts4 interior#sims 4 interior#errantcesims#e: interiors
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#tetsu tachibana#jun oda#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#sad that only kiryu gets to wear glasses! for like five seconds!!#gotta do everything myself around here!#also i started over on this piece like 3 times. it’s been through so much.#and i hate oda’s shirt.#the obscured text in the bg just says ‘メガネ’ just wanted something to fill space. sort of supposed to look like a fashion magazine i guess?#my art
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happy kagepro day :))
#this series honestly helped me a lot when i was younger#and i always found kido especially relatable#i remember being like 13 and listening to her song thinking “maybe i could also not hate myself someday”#and that was something i really needed then#also it made me nonbinary i guess#kagerou project#kagepro#tsubomi kido#my art
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Trying to kick my art block by doing the opposite of an easy drawing
#click to enlarge ofc#guess the century! lol.#i try to give them a big mix of styles from different cultures and decades because i feel like they would pick clothes/armour up and#hang on to them for as long as they can. it's also definitely not accurate but i do my best#this was going to be a tiny comic too. i should sleep instead lmao#siggy draws#all the clothes and the weapons.... why do i do this to myself#.......but it's fun and i love it#fighting the self-hate demon by posting this#things i'm going to fix: nicolo's quiver which is not in fact filled with crossbow bolts oops#also the length of those arrows...#yusuf's shoe that's falling off#and many more things
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