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the-one-and-only-duckduckgo · 8 months ago

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I (finally) finished Season one during my 7 hour long train ride, and since nobody asked, here's a new summary.

The Magnus Archives but I've finished season one (and that didn't help with the confusion)

There's Jon. He's an Archivist, and he got that anxiety rizz™

He also sounds like his life would crumbie in pieces if he doesn't have a seventh cup of coffee before the sun rises.

I can relate.

One of the causes of his anxiety seems to be his least favourite colleague, Martin.

Martin is described as unqualified, suspected to be a ghost and sent into various deadly situations.

He also sleeps in Jalapeño's bed.

I FUCKING LOVE GERARD KEAY

Everyone works in a modern remake of the Library of Alexandria, which would be very cool if there weren't a lot of murderous creatures.

(there are a lot of murderous creatures)

And worms. Would we still love them if they were human? Probably not.

Everything is ruled by a guy named Elias Bouchard. Everyone told me that he's nice.

In what world is a guy named fucking Bouchard nice?

Jane Prentiss is spreading the worm agenda.

SHE DESERVED MORE THAN THAT HELP IS THERE A CHARITY WHERE I CAN GIVE HER A VIRTUAL HUG???

Michael the eldritch horror is very lovely.

OH AND I DIDN'T TELL YOU BUT JALAPEÑO USES THE TAPE RECORDER CAUSE THE STATEMENTS DON'T WORK ON COMPUTER. THERE'S A REASON BEHIND ALL THAT.

That also means that there are statements that can be recorded on the computer and that we therefore don't see. I want to know what they're about.

#JusticeForSasha2k24

I am still lost in the English names.

Gerard Keay still burns books.

But that's ok, cause they're evil books from BLOODY JÜRGEN LEITNER I HATE JÜRGEN LEITNER DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THIS USELESS PIECE OF SHITTY OLD PARCHMENT WHEN HE WAS BORN HIS MOTHER CRIED AND SHOULD HAVE STRANGLED HIM I WISH HE GOES TO HELL ALTHOUGH NO HE WOULD RUIN THE GAY PARTY HAPPENING THERE I WISH HE DISAPPEARED IN THE COFFIN WE SEE AT THE BEGINNING AND WENT ON A CRUISE IN PETER LUKAS' BOAT GOD I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SAY ABOUT THIS LITERARY DISHONOUR. Fuck you, Leitner.

Hmm, yeah. Sorry. Where was I?

Season one's over, still no trace of the queer rep I was teased with.

Although, that may be a good thing, given the fact that as soon as a gay appears, they get killed/ replaced/ vanished by by some antique object.

Does that mean antique objects are homophobes?

Although these antiques come from Salesa's shop. Perhaps Salesa's the real straight supremacist here.

Selling dangerous items seems like a rentable activity tho. I should do the same.

Starting from now. Does anyone want a totally-not-illegal coffin? Antique dolls? You get your money back if they kill you.

So...uh...yeah. Good show. Amazing sound effects. Watch it. Wahoo.

#duckposting #the magnus archives #tma #discovery of the tma universe #elias bouchard #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jane prentiss #gerry keay #why is he called gerry by the fandom?#guess I'll find out one day #seriously listen to tma it's very great

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cypher05 · 6 months ago

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guys you'll NEVER believe what today is

silly unimportant things below :]

originally i was going to draw shit! that didnt turn out well i got lazy and didnt finish either of these. maybe one day but theyre not exactly a priority

aand some texts i thought were funny

didnt think id be posting about fnaf and valorant on my birthday. what a wild life i lead

#cypher #valorant #valfurant #cyphare #do these even like count as valorant tags anymore #at what point have i removed something so far from context where it is both morally wrong and incorrect to tag them as valorant #guess i'll find out one day #fnaf

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karleksmumskladdkaka · 4 months ago

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DIABOLIK LOVERS Night Pool Ruki Mukami Acrylic Photo Card

#you guys seemed to like the bromide i posted the other day #and since i'm guessing that ruki's abs played a not insignificant part in said admiration #i figured you wouldn't mind some more eye candy heheh #so this one is especially for you; my fellow women and men of culture \(///∇///)\#enjoy (*＾་།＾*)#ruki mukami #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers official art #ruki's abs #mine #not my proudest work tbh #i tried for the longest time to find the bromide but no luck #so had to settle for this one instead which unfortunately turned out to have miscolorings and scratches so...yeah #i did my best lol #hopefully those glorious abs will make up for the flaws dhdjfj #i'm still looking for the bromide btw and if i manage to snag one you better believe i'll post it as soon as i receive it (☆｀• ω •´)ｂ #but in the meantime we'll have to make due with this

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peppermoons · 11 months ago

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Nobuhiko Okamoto really out there promoting his BL manga that is basically a bkdk au and you people here are just... NOT TALKING ABOUT IT?????

#bakudeku #bkdk #he really said: FINE if no one else is gonna do it i guess i'll have to do it myself #'this is a work of pure love 🥹'#one of the characters is a crybaby called uzuki and he was bullied as a kid and the other one is blond and he's uzuki's hero #and they're childhood friends whose relationship got strained over the years but now they're in high school together and they get kidnapped #and forced into some...survival game(?) where they have to fuck or die and it's called 'boku no spirited away'#like????? SIR????? EXPLAIN YOURSELF?!?!?!?#can't believe no one here is talking about it and i had to find out when i randomly saw it mentioned by someone from a different fandom #you're all on twitter and get these interesting news every day yet you choose to leave us all here in the dark. NOT FAIR

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tagidearte · 3 months ago

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There's something special about Moon being the only side of the DCA who has canonically (gameverse) voiced his counterpart's name ("No more Sun", which yes it's not him directly saying Sun's name since it's a figure of speech, but still) whereas Sun - the chatterbox - only refers to Moon via "he" or "other me". Moon, the quiet one who mostly laughs vs Sun who mostly uses words. Sun, who is scared of Moon, never utters his name whereas Moon clearly has no problem with it. Both of them using "we☀️/us🌙" prior to Eclipse. Moon, whose only opinion of Sun we can infer is "the other me trapped me in light so now I trap him in shadow", vs Sun's whole thing which is profoundly more fleshed out.

I don't know man, the "no more Sun" line always did things to me. I remember playing Ruin for the first time and getting this... jarring emotion when I heard Moon saying that. It's such a small line but good god did I latch onto it.

#dca #daycare attendant #villain.text #fnaf #I have an entire post on my fandom side blog hidden in my drafts #about the way sun and moon refer to themselves and each other #and it's really fun #sun refers to himself as an I more often than moon does btw #which is probably because of the way moon structures is sentences #moon rarely puts himself as a subject to he barely talks about himself #example: bad children must be found vs I will find you #it's implicit he'll find you but he doesn't say it #you must be punished vs I'll punish uou #you*#he only really says I in the deleted voiceline of 'im putting you in time out'#sun is the one who structures his sentences more 'normally' and tends to speak of himself and has mo qualms with being the subject of his #own sentences #I'm rambling #maybe I'll post that one day #I'm a bit shy #sorry for the typos in the tags I can't correct it on mobile #also moon speaks in a much more childish manner. which I guess can be creepy #but I always found horror things like that cute rather than scary lmao #I am once again so sad they didn't use the dca to prop up vanny/vanessa. how fun would it be to get a line like that from vanny.#telling gregory there is no more night guard woman only rabbit lady. and then he saves her.

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 11 months ago

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the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here

#which necessarily of course says something abt their (non)whiteness #(i had all these words in quotation marks first so mentally add those to whiteness too)#but we've them be black for all of 1.5 episode now so #lets see how that develops you know #also i dont think i understand the politics of that part well enough to say much abt it #not that i probably understand the politics of these parts better but #im annoyed enough abt this Thing happening these years. in these 20s i guess. the 'representation' thing #to complain abt it anyway #the dsm isnt real and it isnt gonna fuck you buddy #maybe i'll read some books and then one day i'll write an essay driven by spite and pettiness #i wonder if i can make the thesis statement about the tension between their status of main character #in a 60 year running family adventure show vs this therapy thing we're doing now #like. you cant do that. in terms of like. what story is and does. what a character is and does. it strains #in an interesting way. like im not saying they Shouldnt have done it. im just observing. that you cant do that really. i think #or maybe you can! but i'll find that out #i also dont know shit abt narratology or whatever so. need to read books first. sigh #always have to pause my thoughts to read myself in first its so annoying. esp bc i rarely really do #bc then new thoughts new things to do you cant do EVERYTHING. you can do almost nothing. bane of my existence really #but like you might even be able to say smth interesting here about whether you can call them traumatised at all #remember that article i saw around on tumblr a few years ago i think that was abt like. some scholar in the middle east maybe #saying that ptsd is a western thing bc it necessitates a Post #all of this is western. psychiatry is western. its all stories. how you conceptualise trauma is a story #whos Other is story #where youre from is a story what you stand for is a story who you are is a story #ah. checked the article. dr samah jabr. palestinian. i'll start with her book maybe

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torchickentacos · 11 days ago

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who needs encouraging fathers when you can get fortune cookies that tell you you're doing a good job and that it'll all be okay

#nvm. the second fortune told me to suck it up and work harder. this is exactly like having a father.#this post is very deeply joking and unserious as I tend to be btw lmao.#shitpost hours #idk if I ever mentioned this before but my stepfather literally has a gridded map of our yard for the annual easter egg hunt.#he maps out where he put all of them (over 100 eggs. 25 for each sibling). [big yard. backs up into the woods.]#I think he had it on excel one year.#I only escaped doing the egg hunt a few years ago. I am in my twenties.#you guys know that scene from Psych where shawn's like 'dad you literally dug an egg 2 feet underground one year #and still expected me to find it' and the dad was like 'ok well i left loose dirt to indicate a dig'? yeah. it's that lmfao.#I love him but GOD. not easy being the only type b person in the family lmfao.#like. that's FUN for them. for me it feels like boot camp but they're all having a great time I guess #they're all very 'give 110% all day every day' type people and i'm like. idk. i think 36% sounds nice. doesn't 36% sound nice?#anyways. I truly believe that oversharing online is okay if it's kinda funny. also this is not new information lmao.#like. oh noooo the internet knows that i'm a bisexual with daddy issues. there's only like 5 billion of those on tumblr 😭#that's like 1/4th of the entire userbase so i think it's okay to disclose lmfao.#I am NOT unique in any way shape or form ✌️#anyways. back to finals work but tomorrow i'll catch up on dms/etc lol

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pushing500 · 8 months ago

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We left Loyalty's Meander at the same time our last guests did. Apparently, the horrible murder-cult vibes weren't enough to deter them, so now we have allies! That's nice, I guess.

Blackthorn learned to walk while we were road-tripping and I couldn't get this scene from Ice Age out of my head while I was trying to draw it so you just get the scene instead.

Thanks to the vehicle mod, it only took us eight days to get here, so here we are! I can't wait to see the ship!

hmmmmmmmm

there is... no ship

That is problematic. We'll try to mine into those mountains and see if there's a ship hidden in there somewhere, but I fear this may call for some Dev Mode intervention from Ecthuctu themselves...

Duchess now is not a good time

Curly, that is RUDE. Ecthuctu will not be impressed by this slight, mark my words... Terrible things are coming for you.

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averlym · 1 year ago

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#adamandi #ambrose wellington bassford #infer as you will i suppose. wanted to draw a statue ambrose but accidentally painted it because smth smth blending fits him #again. main things taken from lyrics of the actual show ++ this definition i checked with google because i didn't remember it off the top #of my head. but Thoughts indeed #sfgdhhdf ok hello i am back today has been a Day (not very good) (oh well) (small mercies) ...#did not expect the melliot to find this so quickly but since i guess the Official Tumblr has reblogged it i'll just edit this one.#as opposed to reuploading. o//o #i painted it at 2am on impulse and have very little recollection of the whole event -? and then in a fit of pique added words and posted it #it is Very different from the original draft. i'd like to maybe do that one justice someday... anyways something something sometimes #a piece of art you make organically Evolves of its own volition... anyways.#maybe i'm projecting but recently (tuesday?) i found out something Important i had in the works Collapsed in the kiln #kaboom. ah the perils of ceramics. anyway thanks to the messed up 3d of everything i'm working on rn (the pros and cons of visual art subj #is that you get to make art for a grade) and. ceramics and sculpture and classics etcetera. <blinks> wow i really latched on to art aspects.#but nevertheless! ambrose brainrot real. iirc my thoughts were smth like. most strongly. that contrapposto? based on my school art history #was that it evolved from the very neutral rigid ancient greek sculptures of people which were all about Mathematical Symmetry. because #the main thing about contrapposto was that it reflected irl people more... more life-like? so it's very ironic to me #that Alive ambrose went and tried to turn himself into a statue. with part of the draw being contrapposto.. like?????#ah yes you like this sculpture because it's lifelike. and you'd rather be a sculpture than alive huh. the contrasts are !! in my head #also maybe i just.. wanted to paint... idk i had ambrose on the brain yesterday and it was something about sculptural messed up perfection #fun fact!!! the skin and hair i all greyed out to look like marble. fun fact number two: he has no eyes in this. like no pupils :3 #fun fact number 3 (irrelevant) marble statues are only common wrt ancient greece bc the romans iirc came along and repurposed the bronzes.#because apparently bronze was a Hot Commodity at the time. and in return to preserve the art they made marble replicas. so most marble #ancient greek statues are apparently copies and the originals had totally different aesthetics #fun fact number 4: the background is a very greyed out image of my broken ceramics.. i wanted something nice to come out of it at least #fun fact number 5: i wanted to make him crack. like shattered ceramic or smth. that was the original idea. but instead it went to the pretty #sculpture route... kinda wanna make the messed up one though!!#fun fact number 6! because of Art Studio i'm covered in white paint and like it doesn't come off so it's been on my fingers and arms and #basically everywhere. so flesh turning into white stuff aes is fascinating i wanna explore... fun fact no.7.. i have accidentally maybe #began using screenshots as drawing practice. idk what to do with this info. if anything nice turns up ig i'll post it maybe

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sherlock-is-ace · 10 months ago

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the imposter syndrome i feel every time i even slightly think i might be autistic is insane, specially for a person who highly relates to the lived experiences of people who are professionally diagnosed.

Like I was just watching this one youtuber, and she was talking about very specific examples in her life and childhood where she saw autistic traits that made her realize she was autistic and then seek a diagnosis and then get one, and everything she was saying was like she was describing my life! But yeah no, I can't be autistic tho

#and one thing that has been filling me with dread (as if it was relevant lol) is the idea of seeking a diagnosis and #either not geting it because it's already so hard to find a diagnosis for '''''''women''''''' (afabs)#and that will make me doubt myself even more! but most importantly those around me who already don't believe me #but also i'm very scared about this one thing in particular which is the talking to your parents portion of the diagnosis #where the therapist will want to talk to people who knew me as a child... and that person will have to be my mom #and i'm pretty sure she will dismiss most signs. like she would either not bring them up because ''they're normal''#or play them as less important than they were #or maybe she didn't even notice them! because most of my struggles are internal!#things like being bullied or having no friends or liking a routine #idk if she'll be able to talk about all those #because my bullying wasn't violent it was mostly dismissive #my ''friends'' weren't really friends like i didn't CARE for them as maybe someone would have #and also they would leave me for no reason at all out of the blue... so i don't think even THEY considered ME a friend #and liking routine i guess she could say i prefered it but she doesn't know to the extent i hated going off it #i'm sure she forgot about the time i cried (as a 10 year old so not THAT young) because they made us change classroom #and i didn't know that was gonna happen... it was added to the anxiety that i thought my mother wouldn't be able to find me #but like the unknown classroom traumatized me (to this day i get anxious just thinking about that)#like... all those things i don't think she would bring up (if she could even) and i fear that will make me not get a diagnosis #not that this is a thing that's gonna happen cause as i established i cannot afford a therapist nor i'll ever get a diagnosis i don't think #so like it's not relevant #but i am anxious about it nonetheless #angel talks #personal #idk what's my point with this post btw i'm just venting and creaming to the void #dkfjhgdfg

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piningpercussionist · 4 months ago

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how many (distinctly different) asks can i put in before they get annoying?

One.

(ooc: just putting this in the body of the post to be sure you see it, but. This is very much just the Kim answer! I am still behind on asks because of Life Stuff and have a bunch left to get to sometime, but yall are always free to send me literally as many as you guys want. If I get repeats I'll bundle em or delete 'em- responses still just might be a while. And ty for the asks!)

#pine.txt #asks #suitmannotabot #rp #kim pine #sp comic #spvtwtg #spto #spvtw #not answering any other asks so I'm just straight postin this one! sorry if anyone got excited lol ik i usually try to do a couple at once #just wanted to remind people that I WILL answer stuff again one day... hopefully soon 💔 I miss doing this stuff so much #(last two tags ooc just for clarification. didnt feel like doing the ooc: at the start)#still ooc edit here: i absolutely read this and the other one in bill's voice btw bc of the icon. i just finished rewatching GF recently lo #whoops! forgot another tag #... actually Legitimately forgot. what was my continuity tag i was using? not in standard continuity??#not in standard continuity #i guess I'll find out in a second here #what if I stop using that tag sometime soon and i just go back and tag all the old stuff like ''old lore'' or something

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ofmdee · 4 months ago

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#xoxod #ur girl woke up with covid 💀#ive never had it before!!!#but i have kinda fallen behind on my vaccines 😅#was planning to get one when i got my flu shot this fall #SIGH!!#i dont even GO anywhere!!!!#idk what my jobs covid policy is anymore i guess i gotta find out #but i imagine i'll be out of work for at least a few days so thats kinda fun?#if only i didn't feel like SHIT

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dawnthefluffyduck · 5 months ago

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Sunday doodles

#you ever just *puts feet on the wall*#or sit upside down off the side of your bed #i saw a post earlier this week I've been trying to find about fearing god #i read it but didn't have time to share my thoughts and i forgot to save it to my drafts so i lost it #anyway they talked about fearing god in service today #the overlap of related events like this scares me all the time #like... i know this stuff just happens and they had this sermon planned for months and it's coincidental #''but what if god is actually real and this is him trying to talk to me? what if he's trying to move me back on track?''#that's something i can't help but think #i'm starting to think I'll never know what is real and whether there's a god and if i really am setting myself up to burn in hell #i have to make a choice whether to leave my friends and hide who I am and go back to the church #or be myself and enjoy my time alive knowing what could be waiting for me when I go #I know that sounds extremely dramatic but it's something I think about a lot #it's one thing for someone to have never gotten to known God #but some say that the one unforgivable sin - the only thing that can keep you out of heaven forever...#...is knowing god and accepting him in your heart but then turning your back on him #I've done those rituals; been baptized and taken communion and said the famous prayer #if that unforgivable sin is true then I guess i've already made my choice; there really is no going back for me haha #damn right that god is scary lol #not tagging the game because I monolouged too much lmao #doodles #sunday doodles #depressing sunday doodle posts have arrived once again #dw im chilling today just lost in thought #was able to put in pto so i get the day to reflect on the very important things 21 year olds think about #things like ''what could've been'' and ''how do i want to draw my next fluffy boy''

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blackmesa-researcher · 9 months ago

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I kinda hate how dead Half Life/HLVRAI tumblr rp is. :(

Then again I may just not have found those people yet. Wanted to rp Half Life on here, but yeah, couldn't find any active accounts.

Anyway, if you come across this and you'd like to rp Half Life or HLVRAI on discord, you can send me a message, and I'll check you out. :> As long as you're a pretty decent person who won't ask anything illegal of me, I wouldn't be opposed. I'm also A-Okay with OC's.

#half life #hlvrai #rp #looking for people to rp with because I can't really find anyone active on here by searching #btw I'm 27 years old because I figure mentioning my age is important #Anyway I'm not expecting anyone to respond to this or even to message me #Also looking for people to rp with because I'm not really having the most fun on Twitter trying to rp with people I'm honestly frustrated #a rant is incoming below #like things were going great for a little while and then people just gradually lost interest in me I guess :(#like even people who I really liked interacting with who seemed to like interacting with me just kind of stopped unless I approach first #even then they may just like my response and respond to someone else #It's to the point where I'm questioning if they even like me or they are just tolerating me #like I'm lucky if I even get one response to something I post in a day so it's not very fun anymore #I want to post that I want to take a break but I know I'll be pissed if everyone and their dog comes out of the woodwork to respond #because it's like “this is why I'm taking a break no one responds unless I have an issue”#it's been ongoing for a couple weeks to the point where I've made a line graph

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fernsnailz · 2 years ago

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just finished a comic i had been wanting to make for a while :) it is an adaptation of sonic battle's ending :)) i have learned that drawing sonic the hedgehog sad is actually very difficult :))) i only cried once while drawing it :)))) it will post tomorrow teehee

#don't know what compelled me to color and render 6 pages in one day but i suuuure did :))))))))))#i don't really know if it'll impact anyone else the same way that it did for me but um. guess i'll find out WAHOO #ferntext

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jopzer · 1 year ago

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lil saucy wip for you guys :)

#jamie tartt #royjamie #ted lasso #my art #is this TOO saucy for tumblr?? guess we'll find out together #idk if i'll finish this one #its putting me through the ringer #will let you guys know if i do tho lol #i just think jamie would be sick in the head wearing one of roy's old jerseys #its Different than the fan jerseys roy Wore this one on the pitch in his Prime #and jamie is Weird.#on the inverse i think roy has seen people wearing his name since he was a teenager but like.#he is also weird. this is jamie who was asking will to make TARTT bigger across his back #fucken absolutely clamoring for the chance to wear roy's #man #they are weird!#like them!#one day i'll finish my fic!!

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