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#no but seriously where is he#i miss him#severely overdosed on aus23 content and now dont know where to look or go#please sir a simple .jpg post would fix all problems#graphic design is my passion as u can see
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Shop now live from 7.10 - 7.31 !!
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Hello. I'm back by popular demand of the merch making demon voices in my head. and also the gorgeous oomfs !!
i have a discount code available!!! please use "ANIMEPLASTIC" for 15% off your order of >$30!!
(Some of) My ninjago pair up charms are up again for preorder so please snag them if you haven't gotten the chance yet!! Sorry my plans are so sporadic but i really do make split second decisions at times and then get way too deep into them until i can't back out ^__^;;
But yes. I have a lot of fun shakers for u guys because i am the bearer of the "but it would be so funny" curse. i hope you guys are entertained <3
and one last THANK YOU!!!! I'M NERVOUS AS HELL!!!! BUT HERE WE ARE!!! THANKS FOR YOUR COURAGE AND SUPPORT AND HYPE!!! i really don't know if i would've been able to muster up the courage if it wasn't for all of your "i need this bad"s and "i'm putting them in my mouth"s. theyre all very appreciated. but please dont actually eat them and don't sue me if you choke and die ok.
and bonus sneak peak manu sample proofs for u guys who cared to read this far! ty team :'3c
#me launching this store: what other merch can i make ermmmm#[huge wok knocks me out cold]#but lowkey might do more iconic ZE puzzles and aitsf gummies#i'll see how fuckass tired i am after this though#and if this is. successful. cries#enough of that!#zero escape#ninjago#ai the somnium files nirvana initiative#aitsf#ai the somnium files#aini#my art#do u like the graphics i downloaded canva gold for them.#graphic design is not my passion bruhv#ninjago art#vlr#ztd#999 spoilers
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me: ok! the conditions are perfect rn. It's time to write.
my brain: yes! exactly.
my brain: or
me: wait, n--
my brain: OR WE COULD MOODBOARD
#this is so fun I'm like a toddler that's discovered finger painting for the first time#dystopian au#as u can see graphic design is my passion#started listening to danger days and the urge to write ragtag group of outlaws vs gross political leader holding all the power is very real
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no bc why did I just see someone say namor killing queen ramonda adds to the ship like …
#yes graphic design is my passion#but also u bitches MAKE ME SICK#what is wrong with u#🎤🎤🎤 quickly?!#I need to make it so I can only see takes identical to my own#shuri#queen ramonda#black panther wakanda forever
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omg! a hit tweet!
#graphic design poast blowing up !! hi everyone#im gonna make a new post for tomorrow/the rest of the shows!! so stay tuned i guess#i'm really glad people think it's cool!! graphic design is my passion or whatever#i am seeing some ppl are interested in getting it as a shirt which is so so cool- idk how best to make that happen#if anyone knows a good website or something to do that then pls lmk#i can also just make the file available at the end so ppl can print it onto whatever they want#anyhoo. happy mania monday tuesday see u all tomorrow
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I wanna keep this brief (graphic design is my passion level effort but also it kinda works in a really funny way) !!! I wanna let you all know I appreciate the love you've given Zagreus and I'm so so happy to be here. You're all great and wonderful and I could say so many good things to say about each and every one of my mutuals. So fuck it, that's what I'mma do. Because you all truly deserve it. I'm super happy with Zagreus and being able to share my portrayal and have it be well received means so much !!! It's easy to say 'thank you all so much' but I want to acknowledge that I truly do appreciate and care about each and every one of my mutuals, even if my time / availability makes it tough at times. PART 1/4
@withinchains / @hercarnality : Elle you already know how much ily so I'm gonna keep this short. You're such an amazing friend and writer and you already have the screenshot about me gushing pinned so eat my shorts and play arams with me. Your Morgana is to die for and you write every character to a fucking T because of how you just interpret all their personalities and put them into words SO effortlessly.
@lasraichean : NEMO U SMELL LIKE BEEF and I think you're fantastic. You pour so much effort into all your OCs and that passion does you so much credit. You absolutely shower Annie with love in such a way that I shower everyone else with unrequested amounts of fromsoft lore so MWAH.
@blackrosesmatron : Lucy your LB is fantastic and you're so easy to talk to and communicate with. Genuinely every time we sit down and plot I find myself getting so enthralled in her antics and character. You do her so much justice
@avernusfuries : HAN You single handedly made me like Karlach and that isn't even a joke. Before we met and started writing I always thought her story was one of the weaker ones and you somehow managed to turn her into one of the more realized characters in the game. HATS OFF TO YOU and every day I beg for more of this big doofus.
@feuerwizard : Crys I know I need to get back to you for plotting things, I've just been so busy but I want to say: You and some of the other CR writers you write with are so talented and I adore reading your posts. Were it not for you guys I still probably wouldn't have any interest in CR and I'm so so excited to get started with more stuff and actually get threads going!
@soulcluster : Lilah I think all your portrayals are excellent. Your MM deserves all the attention it gets and I honestly couldn't pick a favorite muse if gave me truth serum. Plotting with you is a blast and I'm so thankful for all the ideas we pass between eachother!
@pitgritted : Your Sett, Taric, and Mutli are all so well done Jojo. I can tell you really care about all the people you write and it shines so brightly, right down the amount of detail you place into every reply and how you format things. Passion shows in the end and this is no exception!!
@palespawn : This sassy motherfucker. We've only just started writing and I still need to get to replies but you've showed interest since almost day one and I cant say how much I appreciate that. Courtney you do such a beautiful job with the twink, I almost dont wanna stab him. Almost~
@infinitysagas : I first of all wanna say thank you for writing such underappreciated characters. To see Damon get love brings me so much joy, I always take a second to read his posts when I see them come up. I know we haven't done a ton but please know that I see your writing and totally wanna do stuff, I'm just very busy skdjhf.
@deathdxnces : Irelia was a character I never cared about too much, but how you humanize her so much and have expanded on her character beyond what Riot's given us does SO much for me. I actually adore how you portray her, Mel, and I wish to get writing at some point soon!! I know you liked a starter a bit ago and I do plan to get to that, but please do not hesitate to hit me up for plotting in the meantime. It really does help and I promise I don't bite!!
@tealbeats : I know you're not super active on Ez (and I still owe you a lot of stuff actually) but I wanna say I love the amount of his personality you're able to paint into every interaction. You have such a way of making him the perfect amount of insufferable (in the best way) while still twisting it in SUCH an endearing light. I love that annoying little bug and I'm so glad you do too, because it really shows.
@agonizedembrace : Han it's been really nice to reach out and get into contact again. You're genuinely a really funny, interesting, and thoughtful person who cares about Evelynn in such a way that brings out every aspect of her character. The agony, the sex appeal, the sass, the confidence, you just nail all of it and I'm really hoping we can get stuff going soon!
@bendwill : Elder scrolls blogs are few and far between, but Miraak is absolutely one of those characters that deserves to be more written out. We haven't gotten to do a ton but please don't hesitate to hit me up and scream ideas at me, the idea of Tamrielic Zagreus is very fascinating to me. (And also I need somebody to ramble about my Oblivion D&D Campaign ideas with skdfjh)
@ofweave : First of all, trans gale is based as fuck and you have a vision. Second of all, I know you're on hiatus but once you come back I'd be so happy to get the ball rolling with this stinky wizard man!!
@kismetwilled : I'm not gonna lie, seeing how you pour effort into your headcanons and thoughtful replies kind of inspired me to do similar with my own. I also want to say that I'd love to plot more and yell ideas all day with you, your style is gorgeous and I find myself appreciating characters on your blog I've never even heard of or are barely familiar with. Seriously Dani, it's top tier and I'm so happy to be mutuals.
@enrogued : We haven't gotten anything started with but I'm so hyped. Rogue as a character has such fascinating potential with her powers, and that's not to mention her attitude towards others in general. Once stuff gets started I'm probably never gonna shut up in your DMs but like that's a constant sdfjkh STILL!!
@lunarrepel : Shadowheart my beloved. The aesthetics, writing, dialog, everything you do with her is SO on point and I can't get over it. I was already biased and liked her after Larian adjusted her a bit during the beta phase of BG3 but still. Man you just nail her and I'm so excited to develop these two out. They give wine aunt energy and THAT alone gives me so much life.
@dreadgloom / @cinderschild : I wont lie to you I was GIDDY when I found out you wrote a WoTR character. I honestly expected that fandom to have more of a presence on tumblr but I'll take what small fanclub we can get right?? And also can I comment on the takes you have from Salvatore are absolutely genius and play really well into WoTC's drow?? Genuinely fantastic worldbuilding and it's always a pleasure to see you crop up on the dash.
@nightsbloom : Your headcanons and replies have been gorgeus and I just want to say despite me being really busy and not getting around to approaching yet, I'm so excited??? Also a while back you reblogged a Qimir gifset and it's still living rent free in my head so thank you for the food chef--- Please though, if you have any thoughts or even just dynamic ideas - toss them at me at mach 5 and I will run with them because I'm HYPE.
@spiderwarden : I think you officially win the title of Minthara's #1 fan. Her performance (as I've mentioned) is absolutely captivating, as is your writing. I'm very excited to see where her interactions with Zagreus go and writing with you (or even just seeing your random hc posts and comments) is such a blast. I will always sit down and listen to you ramble about her, I think she's so fascinating and that's in no small part to how you manage to inject so much life and love into her despite all the cut content.
#| mun. |#I LOVE Y'ALL SM#I wasnt sure how to thank you all in the right way so I just#thanked you all#KJFHDKJFDHKDF#IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND TO THOSE WHO I HAVENT INTERACTED WITH?? Please#Please send me stuff bc I see you and I want to do things!!
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intro post, i guess!!!
askbox open only on weekends; got too overwhelmed by spam, my apologies.
last updated 07/jan/2025
⚠️flash warning for blinkies at the bottom⚠️
free gaza, free palestine, stop genocide. you don't agree? block me.
i go by both mons and crow.
my pronouns are they/them, he/him and any neos/xenos that you think would fit either comedically or off of vibes.
lvl 16, so, a minor !! beware
aromantic, acespec, something like that; qprs are sick asf and all hail relationship anarchy.
art sideblog is @monscrowarts
super amazing pretty boyfriend !!!<3 🍎
audhdcd (asd + adhd + ocd 😻😋) and hEDS. i use tonetags, feel free to ask for clarification!!!
bday is oct 7. 🎉🎉🎉
i'm mexican 🇲🇽!! i speak both spanish and english.
timezone is cst/utc-6.
i say slurs i can reclaim (mainly the f and t queer ones) and swear a lot, though if that makes you uncomfortable please either block me or lmk so i can try to tone it down when around you.
i love interacting!! feel free to tag me in stuff, send some asks (be it on anon or not), or message me! moots can ask for my discord even if we've never actually talked before. though i suck at keeping consistent, nothing personal i promise</3 /gen
i tend to spam-reblog so do with that information what you will.
some tags you might see me use here and there:
#mons rambles ← just my thoughts, ideas, opinions, and whatever i feel like throwing into the tumblr void.
#ask a crow / #anon asks ← askbox replies.
#save / #art save / #fav / #hellsite faves ← these are more for myself, but yeah they're pretty self-descriptive. just in case you get curious or anything.
#🍎 ← beloved.
hyperfixations/interests/things i'm passionate about !!! i guess, kinda
→ mcr (+ most of the members' solo projects)
→ killjoys (california + national anthem, but mainly calif and fanon)
→ demolition lovers lore (i have literally written like at least three different essays about it for school help me i'm so serious)
→ emo/alt/diy culture
→ will wood
→ bandom in general
→ graphic design, arts and crafts, illustration (that's right y'all graphic design IS my passion 😔)
→ fnaf
→ cosplay/costume-making
→ d&d
→ crows (no way, crow, really???)
→ australian shepherds
→ the umbrella academy (s4 isn't canon in my heart + currently reading the comics !!! )
→ gravity falls
→ neurodivergencies/psychology/disabilities (this one's pretty meta ngl)
→ lgbtqia+ identities (emphasis on the aroace-spec ones + relationship anarchy)
→ politics/activism
→ linguistics + conlangs
→ fantasy in general (high fantasy, magic, vampires, tieflings, you name it)
→ boardgames
→ the count of monte cristo (2024) (also i just bought the book so i'll be reading that too !!)
→ parkour civilization
→ WEBFISHING !!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LET'S PLAY WEBFISHING OMG FEEL FREE TO DM ME IF U HAVE IT AND WANNA PLAY TOGETHER :333
→ uhhhh there's more but i don't remember rn, i'll keep adding as i see fit (probably... maybe..... perhaps....... quizás........ puede ser..........)
dni
trump supporters, terfs, transphobes, anti lgbtqia+/queerphobics, exclusionists, ableists, racists, prolifers/antichoicers, proshippers/anti-antis, irl gore, pro-israel/zionists, pro-ai generated "content", pro-nft, non-critical media consumers, classists, ed blogs, sh blogs.
also, i'm aware that dnis tend to not be effective and i probably will still get shitty ppl in my inbox so i can and will block. though i'm p chill as long as you're chill. this blog is run by a very neurodivergent, mentally ill, mexican, transmasc, aroace faggot, and any kind of bigoted hatred will not be tolerated.
blinkies made with blinkies cafe !!!
pssst btw, before you go, if you read my intro post i'd heavily encourage you to like it, so i can know!!! :] (/nf though!)
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hiiiii so I wonder if you could make some headcons about me x Tsukishima Kei or nishinoya yuu ?
so im a girl and i am gyaru / mcbling like i have manyyyyyyy accessories and i love shine and thinks like that like im girly but in higher level, i love makupe, juicy bags, low rise jeans, tops and I have septum in my nose ( i did it by myself )
I am veryyy extroverted and very talkative, sometimes I feel like I never run out of words im kinda popular like i dont wanna to narcissistic but i think mamy ppl in my school know me bc my loud character and the way i dress, and I am veryy self-confident (you have to be that way to dress)
I'm the most typical gyaru you can imagine, I'm loud, extroverted, I'm everywhere and I always want to be friends with everybody
My hobby is doing my nails, I always do my own nails and my friends love doing duck nails, shiny and pink with lots of accessories.
i hooe that i dont sound narcissistically
Nishinoya Yuu & Tsukkishima Kei x Gyaru! reader
warnings: cussing & mentions of unsafe piercings lmao.
Gif credits: Nishinoya & Tsukkishima ; Dividers ; Middle pic
Nishinoya Yuu:
oh girl that boy is a girlypop queen he would be a sucker for your style lmfaoo
he would absolutely let you do his makeup & give him makeovers.
you'd think he's just playing around letting you do his makeup in your room but he actually wears it out as long as it's not too dramatic/heavy, mostly just because he gets physically uncomfortable. would definitely rock some highlighter & eyeliner to volleyball practice though
he's absolutely your number one hype guy, he showers you in compliments everytime you show him an outfit and he always notices i says how much he loves your nails whenever you do a new design on them
sooo many sleepovers to watch your fav fashion/makeup shows and influencers and paint his nails or give him makeovers
gets you matching jewelry that goes super well with your style
definitely gets you some tacky 2000's style graphic tee that says some corny pickup line with lq pictures of your faces and a heart between u two.
will fight anyone who judges/criticizes your style
he didn't encourage you to do your piercing yourself, but he did let you pierce his earlobes lmao
kinda random but he loves the noise your jewelry makes lmfao
Tsukkishima Kei:
while he's not as passionate about fashion as you are, he likes seeing you be so happy and passionate about it
he drops simple compliments on certain outfits, makeup or nails every now and then.
he would also let you do very simple makeup on him, sometimes. he would make you work for it though, but he definitely loves spending time with you like that
he carries your stuff whenever your purse is too small and always lets you borrow his jacket if you get cold or wanna cover up a bit
he goes shopping with you and gives genuine opinions when you ask him. again, he might not know much about makeup or fashion, but he definitely tries to think about whatever you're showing him and gives you his honest thoughts, which are often actually helpful.
he also definitely spoils you and buys you anything you ask for if you smile bright enough but don't bring that up cause he'll get embarassed and nervous about it
loves watching you do your own makeup and outfits, he thinks its endearing how much thought you put into it
he does try to learn about the stuff you like though, and has a pretty good grasp on what your style is– so he always gets you the best gifts and sends you lots of pictures of stuff he thinks you'd like.
he does NOT like the fact that you pierced yourself and scolds you everytime you bring it up cause he got so worried about it
he doesn't ask for it, but he would definitely wear like one or two pieces of your jewelry if you suggested it would look good on him. same with painting his nails.
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq!!#hq#nishinoya yuu#tsukishima kei#tsukkishima kei#nishinoya x reader#tsukkishima x reader#tsukishima x reader#haikyuu x reader#self shipping#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu hcs#nishinoya hcs#tsukishima hcs#tsukkishima hcs#gyaru#ushouldask
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im 29, next year im turning 30 and i was thinking abt what i have achieved in my 20s.
1. aquired new trauma
2. dedicated two years to drawing comics, embraced my passion for them
3. found the love of my life
4. got a degree for graphic design from a good school
5. became a housepet
u can achieve anything if u put ur mind to it! tbh i was given unfair opportunities by how i was raised (bullied in school all my childhood and in my early 20s, raised with an abusive father.) but i believe in u guys!
anyway im dedicated to fight against killing myself for my 30s too! im excited to see these happen
1. ten year anniversary with my wife
2. a new cat? one of them is pretty old
3. MY DAD DYING? 🤞
4. new trauma? dont tell me what it is i want it to be a surprise!
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PLSSS the meme i’m giggling so hard🤭🤭😂😂 that’s heeseung fr!!!
yeah jay also doesn’t rly give me loser vibes. 😶 like i just already think he’s cool the others could go either way though i feel like heejakehoon can either pull off loser and/or perv or frat boy
i need that scenario so bad tho wtfff jay being a little or really mean on the phone while heeseung fucks you until you can’t respond anymore omggg and then yeah ur cumming but heeseung can’t confirm it’s just for of him so he puts the phone out of reach and fucks you harder to make sure you come again that’s SO crazy of you i’m😵💫😵💫😵💫😵��💫 /pos !!!!!
need jay to be like next time i see you, i’m going to fuck you until you don’t even remember who heeseung is anymore <3333
omg and or also. jay and hee competing to see who can make u cum more. that’s always on my mind whenever i have 2 biases🤭🤭
i wanna start a writing blog but i’ve been having trouble making an info post lmaoo😭😭 i might just start posting shit, and have like an ugly looking info post with the essentials for now idk
- 🧁 anon
plsss the idea of 2 (or more :3) members constantly being in competition with each other for who makes u cum the most is like .. one of my fav things everrr
n honestly i dont think u rlly need a 'pretty' info post , the important thing is ur writing !! but if u want to i can help u with it ! (giving very much 'graphic design is my passion' vibes but hey thats literally what i graduated in lol)
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okay guys help a guy out, my BC is currently in information science (library science) but i’m really wondering what to study as a master? esp bcs i wanna apply to a european university most likely
i’m a creative person at heart who likes graphic design (really mostly posters and book covers) i dislike marketing and capitalistic ventures. i do like packaging designs but sometimes i find them pointless. i really like industrial design specifically designing for disability inclusivity. i obviously like literature the most, it’s been a passion and the thing that connects me to people most of all. i like journalism, publishing, libraries, and writing. and then i can see myself working as a linguist, archivist or a publishing house/magazine/literary agency manager! my special interest since childhood has been sociology and feminism in particular. i do think im the best at that but i’m afraid if i do my masters in sociology i still feel like idk what i want to *do* in my life. i’m taking a course in documentary making this month bcs i find the mix of cinema (another fav subject) with anthropology/sociology fascinating and great. i also am learning data analysis applications like minitab etc. i just found out about what exactly ‘urban planning’ is as a major and i find that so useful and great? like if its not tainted by capitalism and u actually get to do good work instead of churn out contracts for rich ppl making more useless buildings. anyones got any tips on how i should find a path in life 😭 atp im begging.
#law is another thing id be good at like IP law or intl law but again only if i get to do real work and not just be a vessel for capitalism#me#help needed
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i cant believe that hbl is over 😭😭 i rmbr when it had like 25 parts.. anyways! i love ur smau sosososo much. like i love how you made everything from scratch, it really shows passion and like creativity. like if i see anything that looks like ur smau im gonna be like “omg yeah thats def zya.” i like how everything had ur own personal twist to it, especially instagram ITS SO PRETTY.. i alr said this but im in love w ur creativity and this is honestly one of the best smaus ive ever read 🥹🥹 can u make an extra where ward and ruthie die thanks ily zya
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i remember when i said it was gonna be 32 parts max 😭
i love you sososos much! thank you for seeing my passion and creativity (if u see me in graphic design field, I'll remember my roots) but also thank u for seeing me everywhere!! it makes me giggle to know i had an impact on your mind <3
and potentially! i just threw it in there that ward die just for kicks and giggles
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You just tell her the truth, beamie. Time is not wasted unless you assume it so. Being lost is normal, and the fear is terrifying… but it is the truth and if your mother doesn’t understand (though by the sounds of it she won’t)… then it’s up to you to make sense of it.
I remember when I was in high school as a technical theatre student for my vocation. I made excuses when I first decided to go rather than pursue my passion. But I was just lost, and I felt a similar shame.
When my mom saw me finally apply for graphic design in college, I could tell she knew I had found my way. And even though I found it, I still had to gather my bearings and course correct after 4 years of doing tech work rather than performing like I knew I secretly desired. You may feel pathetic now, but I promise that what you feel is not how I see you and it’s probably how your mom sees you too.
The shit is gonna find it’s place and make sense in your life if you let it. Please don’t let these feelings take away the joy you have, because I can see it in the way you write that you love this. Most people who take breaks from tumblr don’t come back. But you did and I can’t tell you how relieved and happy I was that you did, because I saw it as a sign that you didn’t want to give up.
I have no idea if anything I said was a comfort or helped but I just had to say it. It hurts my heart to see y’all struggle, and I hope the ask comes out as something I wrote with positive intent.
- 🃏
sorry i had to take a break to cry again lol that sounds terrible but it's a hard 180 from last quarter when i couldn't cry at all, and it feels good and awful at the same time
as for everything u said, i do appreciate it a lot. im not good at responding to people trying to comfort me—its just something i've been so alienated from for a lot of my developing years, but i just want u to know that i've read over ur message at least three times and it makes me emotional and that's a good thing. ig i'm just used to feeling invisible so the fact that ur glad to see me coming back gives me some reprieve so thank u, truly
ik she would understand, or at least try to,, i called her last week absolutely demolished and in tears and finally told her how overwhelmed i felt and that it's led to me absolutely hating myself,, god, i could feel her devastation and helplessness thru the phone. now she asks after each phone call if i want to tell her anything, and idk how to articulate ... everything
anyways, sorry for the dumping, but i appreciate u thank u
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a different ending
Peter knows this story. A woman who falls to her death. The hero who can’t catch her. A snap. A death.
He won’t let that happen this time. He can’t let anyone live this nightmare.
Gwen was thrown off the bridge and, in his panic, Peter forgot the laws of physics. Acceleration due to gravity is calculated by the gravitational constant of 9.8 meters per second squared on Earth’s surface multiplied by Gwen’s mass divided by the distance squared.
The physics of falling.
Gwen would’ve died if he never caught her. She died when he did. Maybe he could’ve saved her, maybe he couldn’t.
But this woman is still falling. Peter won’t let it happen to her.
#no way home#spideychelle#spideychelle fanfic#nwh#petermj#no way home spoilers#nwh spec#f: marvel#fic recs#*#*fics#t: photo#tais toi lys#graphic design is my passion as u can see
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marinette in a funky lil (lady noire-inspired) blazer :>
#as u can see graphic design is my passion. look at that background. splendid#oof i havent done a Fashion Post™ in a WHILE!!!#the last one was frm 2 months ago and that will simply Not Do.#my art#do i get to tag this as lady noire. fuck yeah#lady noire#miraculous#ml#mlb#miraculous ladybug#les aventures de ladybug et chat noir#miraculous les aventures de ladybug et chat noir#tales of ladybug and cat noir#tales of ladybug and chat noir#miraculous tales of ladybug and chat noir#ml fanart#marinette dupain cheng#my fashion#my posts
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i feel conflicted abt my relationship...need advice etc . in tags . pls i need input sm
#i love my gf a lot and i think our relationship is doing rly good rn . i miss her a lot bc im in a diff country to her but ill see her#in a few weeks etc. anyway things are good....HOWERVER. i am worried abt . our future#like u are supposed to live in the moment and have fun and be young etc etc but this is like..the fact that its going well#is making me consider how our life paths would go tgth and if it would be fair to stay in a relationship u know wont work forever. like#this was one of the reasons why i felt hesitant at first etc. basically i swore to myself i would only date an academic or at least someone#who like. has. A Thing. that they are working towards that they are rly rly passionate abt. bc i thought it just wouldnt work out otherwise#and it seemed after a while of talking that she IS like that...shes applying for a graphic design degree and she seems to genuinely#love art etc so much and also she is amazing at it. HOWRVER...she hasnt drawn in a while#and is working a min wage job despite meaning to quit for ages...and as far as im aware#she still hasnt made a portfolio...etc etc. but im so confused bc like...shes great and ik she can do it i just dont#understand why she wont. she could also get an internship etc in the relevant field but i still dont get it...and its not my place to be#pushy abt it. like i already suggested these things and asked abt them but i dont want to ask any more bc like. its her choice#what she does w her life etc. but anyway its like...am i being pessimistic/impatient and everything is gonna#go well for her or do i hold genuine concerns. and if the latter/both potentially...is it unfair to be like#hey babe ik things are amazing rn but we have to reevaluate bc idk if in 10 yrs i would be happy w where we are#my friend was like. Break Up W Her from the beginning bc he thinks u shouldn't get into a relationship w smn whom you think will not also#elevate u in some way..and ur life paths dont align etc...but he is genuinely married to his academics like hes sworn off#love so i didnt rly listen bc hes rly extreme w his. love gets in the way of academics. etc#but also his point was valid i think? that you want the person u spend ur life w to elevate you. u want them to challenge you and make you#want to work harder and be better and achieve more and more...and i do want that and i have been trying to be that for them#but A) i can only be that to a reasonable extent for them before it starts being like nagging/being pushy and#B) i feel like if they end up going the way they are rn they can never be that for me. is that bad#like am i a horrible person for thinking this way. obviously i am not casting a moral judgement on her or anyone#for whatever path in life they choose to go down but also is it like...Silly to give up on a perfectly good#relationship bc ur like. as it stands i do not see you walking alongside me in 10 yrs etc#like im lich rally 20 . but what if it DOES end up going rly well and it DOES end up being thr case that we end up staying together#and then im like. feeling discouraged bc my partner in life is just not the kind of person i imagined being w when i was 19 or 20...#like in terms of careers etc. more importantly is this a discussion i should have w her . bc i literally do not know how to raise this#without sounding like a dick but is that bc i...am being a dick? is this a bad thing ?? is this thought not that of a good person ?#it sounds so WEIRD to be like hey babe either u have to start being more ambitious and insane abt ur art or i might break up w you. like :/
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