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Hey, friends. I know things have been looking dire ever since the election. It's so easy to give in to the negativity, to let the gloom and fear take control. But. BUT!
- There are more black judges on the federal bench than there have ever been, and the majority of them are women. - There are now 12 openly LGBTQ+ judges on the panel - 4 Muslim judges have been appointed, when there hasn't even been a single Muslim judge previously. - The Right is warring with each other as Trump's racist anti-immigrant MAGAs clash with Elon and his
techbros after Elon straight up admitted that he's specifically hiring immigrants because he doesn't consider Americans to be smart enough for the tech industry (that's his story at least... but I'd also argue that the fact that immigrants have less worker protections played no small part in this decision, which is Not Good, so the MAGA backlash might actually be BETTER for Elon Apartheid Musk's intended immigrant employees? Who will almost certainly have some of the worst possible working conditions.) - More and more Republicans in positions of power are standing up against Trump and Elon and refusing to kowtow. - Ben Shapiro and Matt Walsh's attempts to use the CEO killing to further villainize the left backfired spectacularly, causing many of -- if not most of -- their fans to turn on them after their tone-deaf videos caused said fans to finally realize that Shapiro and Walsh's entire business models depended on the working class hating each other instead of the 1%.
I know there's more, but I'm running out of spoons. I just wanted to share a few of the things that have caused me, personally, to gain back at least a liiiiiiiiiittle bit of hope that things might not be as bad as they seem. So yeah. We take our wins when we can, right?
#text#hope is not yet lost#granted there are things that still suck#but#there's at least some silver in the cloud's lining#you know?#jaxx posts#jaxx speaks
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a smile would be nice
#my art lol#persona 3#makoto yuki#minato arisato#p3 protagonist#kotone shiomi#persona 3 femc#hamuko arisato#aigis#aigis persona 3#p3 aigis#ryoji mochizuki#insert that audio like OH GODDDDDD IM SCAREDDDD!!!!!!!!! bc yes THATS HOW I FEEL RN AUGHHGHGHhhh. interpret that as you will#i s2g everytime i actually take the time to try and do a nice bg IT GETS COVERED UP BY THE CHARAS. EVERY FUCKING TIME#also bruh not THIS about to be the thing that forces me to actually properly draw ears. like i can technically but i dont like doing it#cus they look weird. but some of these character designs look really weird/wrong imo if i try removing/hiding the ears so GRAHH#its like how sonic forced me to reexamine anatomy in my feeble attempts to draw sonic styled charas. aughhh#granted i still think i suck ass at drawing sonic charas and my regular humanoid anatomy thangs aint that good either#but its considerablyyyy better i'd say comparing to my art from like 5-7 years ago for example. so thats a good thing ig?#anyways back on topic. upscaled this bc i accidentally made it tiny and honestly i still dont know if this looks that good#feel like smthns missing or the lighting looks weird but i think im just gonna stop looking at it otherwise ill go insane
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Okay but has anybody made a CrocHawk Beauty and the Beast AU
#Moon posting#OP Meta#CrocHawk#Mihawk is entirely unimpressed and unshocked by Crocodile's appearance he just wants Croc to Fucking Chill#(He has the emotional maturity of a toddler and gets cranky easily)#Croc probably isn't actively out to woo anybody because he doesn't think he'd ever find someone he'd genuinely tolerate. Let alone like#Unfortunately for him he absolutely enjoys Mihawk's company and chill vibes.#Doflamingo gets Gaston's role tho where he's innitially out to marry Mihawk he becomes FERAL when he finds out about Crocodile#He catches one glimpse at the sandy bananawani monster prince and is immidiately down and BAD#Like he doesn't know what that Thing is nor what its deal is but he needs it. The Thing needs to become his.#And so he pivots to 1) trying to assassinate Mihawk without Crocodile finding out so he can 2) Woo the monster prince -> Profit#Doflamingo being a sneaky bastard he could probably find a way to snoop around Crocodile's castle (pyramid?)#And figure out that there's somekinda curse that could be broken and the inhabitants of the castle turned back into humans#Maybe the curse wasn't like Cosmic Punishment for Croc being an ass maybe he tried to make a deal with a Big Headed Witch to change his bod#And it didn't quite go as planned. But the reptile monster was still an improvement over the tiddies so he's somewhat fine with it#Sucks for the servants though#(Something about imagining the Baroque Works members as Croc's enchanted servants has me in absolute hysterics)#Anyway maybe Doflamingo could find like some old pre-curse painted portrait of the master and would be allured by the tiddy#Sucks for Mingo though 'cause after Mihawk breaks the curse Croc gets the body he wanted from the get go#So the witch did grant Croc his wish. They just had go about doing it in a Really Weird Way (heehaw)#Anyway they kill Mingo and live happily ever after (heehaw)
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I mean it when I say that transition would fix Impactor, I mean it.
#listen impactor cannot reach self actualization bc he believes he sucks on a fundamental level that he cannot change and that he#doesn't deserve to be happy#which are all things that she would need to confront and negate if she were to transition#granted one could move mountains with the effort it would taker to get her there so she's still mostly doomed#but yeah that would be the good ending of my impactor + arcee friendship#the bad ending is impactor driving her away after coming to the conclusion that they're not actually the same bc arcee is capable of change#quetzal rambles tf#the impactcee dynamic that only exists in my and van's heads is everything to me
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Tbh the thing is I really do love 99% of Jonships it’s just that
I hate j.mart and
95% of things made for non-JE jonships are made by Eliashaters which almost always leads to a flattening of his character (and. Generally doesn’t bode super well for the other characters either…)
And so basically the only habitable corner of the fandom is JE. JE also has it’s share of Eliashaters but most of them are kind enough to announce it immediately so I can avoid them. It also has a good share of Martinenjoyers but to a lesser extent so it’s at least bearable (and also I feel like most Martinhaters drift towards JE lmao).
#look. am i enough of a snob to say that if you hate elias you can’t understand him or the podcast…..?#no. i’m not quite that pretentious lmao#but just about every time i see someone who ardently no nuance 100% despises him it’s someone whose analysis of him is#‘he’s a capitalist >:((((((‘ based on like nothing.#like. you know you can hate him for things he does and says in the podcast right?#he traumatized multiple employees on camera. he turned jon into an avatar against his will. he ended the world#it’s fine you don’t even need to make shit up about him he did a bunch of evil things you can be mad at him for#you don’t even need those as a reason!! you can just hate his vibe!!!!#granted i won’t understand you but like. he’s not real. you don’t need a reason. it’s ok.#anyway it sucks cause i think lots of jonships have the potential to be Interesting As Hell and Lots Of Fun#but it really is a chore to sift through all the stuff i dislike lol#also tbh je is just. way more popular??#nowhere near j.mart levels but still leaps and bounds ahead of everything else#especially because ot3s involving jm and jm endgame are much rarer
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being a hiyoshipper is great bc even if you don’t like nghy,
you still have options, like~~~
#long story short: y’all can pick and choose the media you consume. no need to hate on nghy/the official staff/nghy shippers ok~~~~?#(unless you ship mnhy in which case. im so sorry :( you can watch the crepe scenes from the [redacted] anime muted ig)#ok but. this came to me while i was watching the llss single mvs. and. like. i kinda understood where the mad hiyoshippers were coming from#bc. like. no one likes a messily shoehorned childhood friend romance in the middle of an anime adaptation#(esp when you had already anticipated for there to be another ship)… right?#(**yes im talking about yoha.maru vs ruby.maru. bc *man* im still ticked off about yoha.maru tbh)#(like. i thought i was tripping when the anime introduced yoha as maru’s childhood friend. bc i thought that was ruby’s thing)#(it just never sat right with me. like. even though every other media released after the anime established yh.mr as childhood friends…)#(i still can’t accept it. it feels so forced. like. they took everything away from ruby and gave them to someone else…)#(i was p. sure ruby was supposed to be the costumer? that’s now you. she had a fear of [something]? that’s now riko.)#(she loved school idols? well she still does but now her sister’s the obsessive fan. not her.)#(****i could be wrong about the other ruby retcons bc it’s been *years* since the llss anime and the retcons have stayed retcons so. y’know)#(but the thing that stuck to me most was the maru thing bc whyyyyyyy did they have to retcon her gf too :()#(and so. with that in mind. i kinda began to relate(?????) to yhy shippers a little(??????) bc anime-forced childhood friends isnt fun :()#(…though. granted. nagisa was introduced as hiyori’s friend *before* the anime. but that was a chico.hani mv that could be skipped. so…)#ig what im trying to say is. anime adaptations of multimedia projects… kinda suck most of the time*#*esp when they’re handing established character dynamics. im sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#(also my hot take is that nghy wouldve been more well-accepted if it first came out before the [redacted] anime fumbled it)#(buuuuuuuuuuut that’s a story for another day. it’s late and i want at least 2 hours of sleep before work lmaoooooooo)
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Not direct deposit messing up while I'm out of town for the next week, trapping my replacement paycheck almost 3 hours away from where I am🙃🙃🙃
#i've been working at this place for a bit over a year and this shit never happened#but of course the minute i go out of town for a significant amount of time they're like 'direct deposit broke come get your paper check!'#like thanks bruh#this is absolutely not helpful to me but thanks anyway#don't think i mentionned it but there was also a fuckup with my loans and grants for college so instead of getting them on the 20th decembe#i'm getting them on the 8th of january 🙃#like it's a thing to be broke af because of your own choices and actions#but being broke af because everyone around you is incompetent...that has got to be its own circle of hell#anyway i'm at mom's house so i don't really need to pay for much so it could be worst but like..fuck man this still sucks so bad
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I finally drew our favorite emperor, FUMIKADO!!
#len'en#len'en project#lenen#beginner artist#bad art#shit art#i'm my biggest hater#fumikado#taira no fumikado#I love them#They should become emperor#this took like 2 hours#6 if you count from start to finish#man i suck#granted I did a lot of things in that time#still krita shows 2 hours#Fumikado <3#Long hair#oh god those eyes are trash#I did well enough on the hair but the eyes
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😮💨
[sorry for the hardcore tag rants, y'all]
#more than a little exhausted by certain things#no stability anywhere in life#not in work or family or even friends#would settle for literally just one single shred of continuity and reliance#one single piece of my life I can count on to be there for me and reliable and safe#just a shred of something or someone being there for me in the long run#work has proven garbage#family is so fucking volatile it might as well be an unhandled explosive#and the very few threads of friendship I've found and thought were worth the time and effort to strengthen have just#left me abandoned or floundering doing either all the work to be left behind or what I can to be uncounted for#either nothing or not enough and not counted for in the long run#because apparently my friendship is just as forgettable or easily disregarded as every other part of me#or at least that's how it definitely fuckin feels#and I'm So Spooked when it comes to making friends!#I'm scared to connect with people who actually seem genuinely interested in getting to know me and talk to me!#and that sucks bc I want to get to know them but everyone else seemed interested at first too and then a few months later!#they're just as hard to get in touch with as everyone else who turns away!#I don't want to annoy anyone or be too much anymore#I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt like a big giant fucking baby!#i know it's mostly on me and managing shit but it still just. sucks ASS.#I don't wanr to be scared to make friends because people abandon me#I don't want to run people off#I want to be better and have better because I know I deserve it#sorry for ranting I'm just. incredibly jacked up about some more recent stuff bc it brought up long term stuff#i am not immune to hating myself bc of bad friends#anyway yeah sorry i am done grambling#grant grumbles#grambling is my new grant grumbles extra#also to you amazing guys who are so full of love (myccc and hack!!!!!) ily tons and you bring me life#i am trying to be just as cool and worthy as you both!!!! please don't ever leave me! you keep me going even if I don't show it well!!!
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tbh video games are a weird exception for me where i can't stand other forms of media having reactionary politics, like i can't look past it to try enjoy it despite the politics, it just ruins the experience for me, but for video games idgaf lol as long as the gameplay is fun i'm good. i mean i did write like 10k words criticising the reactionary politics of life is strange but that's different cause lis is a telltale game and basically just an interactive movie like there's not much gameplay to compensate for the writing and the politics of the writers. normal games are mostly gameplay and you can kinda ignore the writing if you don't like it. not that gameplay is apolitical, obviously the way the gameplay is designed is political too, but ig it's easier for me to ignore it if i can be distracted by the fun-ness of the gameplay? idk. but generally i'll play games with whatever strategy is most successful for the objectives of the game, like if the goal of the game is to make the most profit possible i'll play as a capitalist, if the goal of the game is to conquer all the land i'll play as a coloniser, if the goal of the game is to overthrow the bourgeoisie i'll play as a communist lol. anyway my main source of income in my rimworld games is harvesting and selling prisoners' organs
#tbh i only wrote that lis essay bc i enjoyed the games enough to pay attention to them and care about the fact that the politics sucked#dont ask for a link to that essay it's on a deleted blog and missed out a lot of things i would include now if i were to write the same#essay. also it focused more on the like coexist trump is a cheeto type liberalism in the game when i think the bigger problem is honestly#the kinda manifest destiny portrayal of turtle island in the games + racist portrayals of indigenous turtle islander spirituality#<- dont take that as some serious crit to argue with i would need to replay the games if i wanted to criticise them properly#also the rimworld example is a joke i dont think thats an example of reactionary politics bc the whole like.#organ harvesting and human leather chairs aspect of the game is like just a morbid joke#the messaging isnt that organ harvesting from prisoners is good#for rimworld it's probably the base assumption of space colonisation taken for granted w/o ever considering the exploitation necessary for#that to be possible. & portraying the places where u settle ur colony as being uninhabited; a land without a people etc#they did add pollution to the game in the latest dlc but it's only for if you use the like mech robots to work/fight for you#not for space age stuff in general#still the funnest game ever tho honestly
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“ooooh late-diagnosed people have it so hard it’s so much better for people who were diagnosed in their childhood” stop it! they’re just giving you excuses! i was diagnosed with autism at a young age and my college refused to accept my paperwork because it was “too old”, meanwhile a bunch of my peers are given shit when seeking accommodations and whatnot because “ooh you were diagnosed too late”. no one has it better they’re just telling you bullshit.
#like ok there's some things that i have experienced that are probably better than someone who was diagnosed late#but there are also things i experienced due to my childhood diagnosis that sucked.#and furthermore: having been in special ed since... i dont know actually when i started? maybe 2nd grade?#and furthermore: just because i have a longer history of diagnosis and paperwork still does not grant me enough Legitimacy#in the eyes of Big Ableism (sorry. cant think of a way to phrase this)#no one will ever be 'good enough'#they are pitting people against each other and giving you dumb reasons as to why they wont accept and listen to you#sorry i just. the whole thing with my autism expiring and me explaining it to my peers at college was like.#oh people really think i have it better. they really told them they actually *like* it when people are diagnosed in childhood.#people actually believe that that is a magical wand that allows you to bypass ableism#bc ppl were so surprised that this was happening to me#dude they will give you bullshit abt diagnoses and paperwork no matter what!!! it's gatekeeping!!!#ignore the fact that two of these tags start with 'and furthermore' in a weird way. for some reason i cannot edit them
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Very weird to be in that stage where a show is grabbing hold of your brain, but you haven't finished the show so you cant interact with fandom because spoilers, and you're watching it with someone else so you can't even just keep watching until you finish
#i am enjoying watching it with a friend and tbh having an assigned 'we'll watch it now' time is prob my best chance of finishing#on my own steam i'll probably burn out in s4 or something as per usual#but like its - i figured it would be a fun little zombie supernatural detective type thing#i thought it would be fun but was not expecting to start brainstorming fanfic ideas#granted who knows in advance what shows are going to be blorbos#but like! the charismastic asshole villain has amnesia! everyone is aware he has amnesia and are just kinda like#'we kinda pity you but you still suck'#and when he's just like 'okay?? why??' they were more than happy to give him an overview of the past two seasons#so now he's just like 'oh. okay. i. guess i am a serial killer that i cant remember. how do i deal with that?'#and idk how its going to end but i have a half-drafted plot of him getting his memories back steadily and is just like#'you know i didnt feel bad about it while doing it#but if you want to get some persepctive on your life develop amnesia and look at it from purely objective standpoint.'#or other plots like the time the love interest got arrested abd was being very very concerned about potentially starting an apocalypse#he didnt want to! he desperately didnt want to! but it was a risk#but yeah if i open a fanfic it'll probably say 'oh so how X died in the series finale' or something#and then i'll just have to accept X is dead
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?!?!?!
#just found out that my childhood best friend died yesterday and i have 0 clue why#i legit saw her active on instagram a few days ago#we used to do everything today and i remember gossiping about our first crushes in primary school and celebrating bdays together#and now she's dead?? at 22? FUCK#granted we haven't spoken in a couple of years but we're still friendly on social media and this is the last thing id ever expect........#i've never lost someone i grew up with this fucking sucks!#tw death
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Almost a year since I read the Masked Empire for the first time and still feral over this.
DO NOT LET THE GAME FOOL YOU. CELENE IS NOT AND NEVER HAS BEEN KINDER TO ELVES. THERE IS NOTHING GIRL BOSSY ABOUT REUNITING THOSE LESBIANS. LET THAT BLONDE DIE. LET HER DIE SO FAST.
#dragon age#the masked empire#gaspard’s a dick#but a dick that’s more likely to grant equal pay and give basic human dignity to all#like#in the big things#he still sucks#i dont like him#but im much happier with him on the throne and Briala pulling the shots#plus theyre dynamic in the books is pretty fun#picturing him and his grudging respect for her turning into youre my boss g u h#iconic#i could actually see them becoming their own weird version of begrudging allies#whilst constantly trying to out scheme the other#maybe not#idk#this is not a gaspard defense blog#merely a celene hate blog#brekkie thoughts
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once again sitting with my head in my hands thinking about web weaving with de quotes + trigun. an act of complete self indulgence but i am so deeply unwell about these two things
#was gonna go on a whole rant re: trigun and the next world mural but its too long to contain in the tags of this post#source guys just trust me#it is a true act of love to take two things i am obsessed with and smash them together. forever and always.#and while Everything Sucks wrt trigun. even so. there is still a class structure in place to consider#would ww still have fallen victim to the eom were the hopeland orphanage well off? would ww have ended up an orphan at all#were he comfortably middle class? abuse within families is not a class specific problem but economic stress + lack of access to resources#needed to fulfill basic needs sure can make that shit Worse!#granted the middle class on nml is probably significantly smaller than it is in the us#hella worse class stratification#hey studio orange give me the class dynamics from the foot thick lore bible
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astarion is so fucking funny as a character because conceptually he hits all the marks of a wet cat blorbo but in practice he's unbelievably hard to stand. i'll be on the bg3 companion guide and have to start CRYING from trying to find the shit under his section that gains approval. loses -15 points for gently suggesting we not massacre an orphanage in cold blood with the d&d equivalent of a nuclear warhead
#like all things considering i am still in act 1 so i'll grant you that i might just not be at the point where people start to like him#but please for the love of god he has me on my knees to be even a little redeemable. can we do one thing that's normal just as an entrée#my tav isn't even playing a straightedge good guy is the worst part they lose wyll and gale points for being too opportunistic if anything#but they still like them more than this bucko who's been all grumpy and harrumphing at their. lack of sufficient slavekeeping ? ?#SO confusing by the way because i thought i'd spoiled myself on his backstory and context makes those checks seem borderline contradictory#he's still a hilarious freak and i still have to respect the hustle#and i'll fucking do it but christ alive.#on top of that missing a lot of his scenes contributes because my dumbass is nearly starting the creche and long rested up to now about 3x#the party'll be wailing about sleep deprivation and i check their stats see they still have points ready to go and go nahh you're good#girl THIS is what i get for creating a peak performance shortresting steamroll team of fighter warlock monk and barb#managed to become so efficient i couldn't even get my blood sucked. can't have shit on the sword coast#next playthrough that mod for displaying the number of queued camp scenes is getting locked and loaded in or so help me#baldur's gate 3#bg3 liveblog
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