sooo the teacher that i hate and kinda wished death upon every day for the past 6 months just suffered a horrible accident and had a traumatic brain injury….. im gonna be paying this karmic debt for my next 20 lives yall
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my sister gave me a spider-man hoodie and my mother said it's the benarasi saree equivalent for me and hell yeah it is
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It's incredibly tough because we no longer have social media that's suitable for fandom interactions the way livejournal was. Individual journals + interest communities which could be easily locked/unlocked as you wanted. People had to search out what they wanted etc. Twitter and tumblr just can't do it (and let's not even mention tiktok)
ITS KIND OF SAD......... i was never really on livejournal when i was younger bc i was like 10 and did not know what the internet was capable of offering but even just being on deviantart in the early 2010s gave me a strong sense of community and support...... just a bunch of hobbyists doing their own little things and joining those groups deviantart had was alot of fun for lil kid me!
the best substitute we've got for livejournal these days is like. discord. but thats so annoying especially when theyre specifically locking content behind a discord invite since many of us may not even know if we vibe there!! and its intimidating to be thrown into a group chat with people who already have established bonds ONTOP of not even knowing if youll get along😭
while i think tumblr is relatively good for fandom posting and such i definitely wouldnt call it the best place to make friends with similar interests...... since its hard to really like. have actual conversations with people on here since the ask feature is pretty one-sided, tags arent meant to be responded to a majority of the time, the comments feature barely gets used and the dms system is wonky as hell. and twitter is just a cesspool of reactionary people who dont think before they tweet and are just waiting to make their next callout post, but god is it a good place to hold a conversation and bond with people................ you just cant win these days huh
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crazy how like two days ago megheads were asking abt the supermega drama and giving their two cents -> jump cut to me three hours later talking abt minecraft roleplay for the thousandth time
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Me, sitting in Christmas mass with my Aggressively Catholic grandmother, listening to the sermon hoping to high hell that my visible homosexuality doesn’t send the church full of old white people into a collective heart attack:
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If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! 💖💖
Okay everyone else can ignore me about this rn lmao
I........am having an incredibly hard time right now. It's holiday season, I'm dealing with loss and so much random shit, and it's just hard to get over the hump. I do my best to let everything brush off me and keep things positive, but it's just not working. Everything is overwhelming and painful and I keep expecting to just wake up and not feel this way. That something will tip the scales and I will not feel bad.
Because logically that makes so much more sense. I have great things in my life. I have an amazing group of friends (with a whole bunch of new ones that I just got in my life and already feel incredibly connected to) I have a fairly solid family structure with people who- admittedly- don't understand me, but love me a whole bunch. I have a job that gives me the space to not be okay and take a day, and an ability to write that fills me with a sense of peace, if not happiness.
And I'm still struggling.
I still don't feel okay. I go back and forth all day long between bursts of being good and having fun and being alright to deep-seated confusion and pain and grief and it's utterly exhausting I don't give up, but it still is just.....a struggle. No better word.
And then I get a little note like this. I get them all day today actually. And I know that it doesn't really do much. In about fifteen minutes I'll be back to feeling off center and just wrong, but for this fifteen minutes I get to just have a little bit of sunshine and feeling like I was special enough to someone to send me one of these.
So anyway thank you Nonnie. Hope you've gotten a few of them today too
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