#got fb jail time

[whiterosemarie]

It has been...so long since I've been on Tumblr. I'm back mostly because I got absolutely suspended from another platform for apparently no reason as all I'd been posting lately was either about my health or commenting words of support to my friends about their health. No idea. But I need a place I can still communicate with people and see things. I needed a place where I can still share my art and where others can still maybe know I'm still alive. It's been really distressing the last 24 hours.

Anyways. A lot has changed since I've been gone. I'm like...not even the person I was before. It's so weird. I almost thought about just...making a new account altogether but I know I had people here possibly still that might see this and rejoice at seeing I'm alive still lol. So uhh...hi.

[chengfagshi]

I think the reason I'm so vocal about anti bullshit and proshippers is because at some point, when I still had fb, my friend's list had been filled with antis. Who would say "lolicons are pedophiles" or "if you thirst over Asuka from Evangelion, you're a pedophile", like I would see takes like that daily and I honestly started to believe them. Like some of my favorite fictional characters who I crushed on all the time were like 12-15 and I was like "I mean, I can't help finding these fictional characters attractive. Like I grew up with them. It's not my fault I aged and the characters I loved didn't." So because of antis making me feel bad for finding some pixels attractive or liking age gaps or incest, I started to kind of mimic anti rhetoric (ah, brainwashing. Gotta love it (sarcasm)). I never harassed anyone for liking pixels but I remember thinking shit like "There must be something wrong with me because I like things like Sebaciel." Like I began to feel intense amounts of guilt. I thought I'd honestly be going to jail over pixels because everyone acted like downloading 🔞 anime works was the same as possessing CSEM. Like I would legit start to panic and wouldn't look at anime 🔞 works unless I knew the characters were 18+. When I really shouldn't have felt that way. I finally got rid of fb because it got to be too much. So I think that's why I'm so vocal about being a proshipper and started surrounding myself with proshippers. Because imo, no one should make someone else feel guilty because of pixels.

[lover-of-mine]

hello gurl gg here

not only for gossip but for my opinion too

so i read what some anon wrote too and i have a different opinion i really think this reel was shared on purpose with a motif and i also think that they wanted him to see it

i love that some of you think about kenny, ostark and rg how this mature people when they are literally children; did you forget how ostark acted on twt, how he behaved when buck was with taylor, did you forget how he acted after 7x04 towards bt and his fans? did you forget how he was so pissed by rg that he had to put a fucking mask everytime he took a pic with him so he didn’t have to fake smile and also how he never touched him? kenny is maybe the most rascal and little demon of all them because he purposely made joke and reel in front of him and excluding him and then we have ryan who already was in pr jail who “live” constantly with them so i think he acted with a meaning and the meaning was making a statement

we joke saying how they have a burner but i think that they plenty know what that side think about them but mostly ryan how he is a dead beat transphobic father who isn’t loved by his child and should *** so i can understand why this is a petty act and not some accidental thing he did

also people tend to forget how kenny watched the cameo where lou dismisses tommy behavior so i think that they aren’t very happy with im not saying they hate him but they aren’t even ok with him

now gossip

this is the first time i miss the moment something hit them because i was at work so i had to close myself into the restroom and try to gather all info

it is a mess because while people like alyssa are straight ignoring what rg shared by trying to convince other bt how that hangar is tommy’s other ones like mark keep spreading the agenda that rg is a bad bad bad bad person and should *** while keep saying how lou is in season 8 even if people are dragging him for lying

also they are pissed at lou so fucking pissed because he is remaining silent while ostark and rg are dragging him down how dare him to not say anything while they are joking on him and the ship?????

also they are trying to keep contacting tim using the ones bt who are friends with him on fb but he left them on read for real like he read the message but he didn’t answer which is a new behavior for him since the answer to every one

maybe he understood what he did wrong in the first place

Hi love 🩷

I do agree what's happening is on purpose. I don't know how much they know, or how they feel about Lou, but between the reel that got deleted, Oliver's blocking spree, and this reel, yeah, they're making a statement, there's no denying that anymore. I am extremely curious about what they filmed this week, because something triggered this behavior for sure. They are fueling the fire. And they are making quite clear which side they're on.

I did notice it seems to be "everything is fine, that doesn't matter" or "Ryan is the root of all that's evil" and no in-between. And obviously they are one step away from turning on Lou, because why wouldn't they, right? I can't believe they are actually still trying to talk to Tim after that interview, like seriously, how dense can you be to still do it after he went on record talking poorly about fans dming him? And the fact that he's leaving them on read is HYSTERICAL. This is like watching a train wreck but the train is crashing because it feels like it over and over.

[gotankgo]

Miriam Linna from her FB «Which twin has the Toni? At one time, long ago (1976), my loudmouth roommate Lydia Lunch and I lived with the insane Bradley Fields who had followed me to New York after he got out of jail for pissing on a Cleveland police officer. One day, after tying Bradley up and sticking a sock in his mouth, we both cut our hair and dyed it black. Lydia got us evicted for throwing ketchup covered sanitary napkins up on the ceiling to create some colorful kitchen art, and we all three ended up squatting in a dilapitated basement on Warren Street. More ditties from the gritty city... coming soon IN PAPERBACK.»

[helly-watermelonsmellinfellon]

holy shit how does dave fuck up that badly?? what happened??

He's at that age where he refuses to adapt and learn. He thinks that because this person had a Facebook and it was supposedly full of photos of them and their 'friends and family 'and is regularly updated daily, it can't possibly be a scammer or a front. This is coming from the guy who almost got conned by someone claiming to be Sylvester Stallone, who apparently wanted to get him a gig on Chicago Fire, and he was only stopped from giving them all his personal info by mom who called him a dumbass and ranted at him for an hour over it.

Also, I may have said, "Why would they want you as an actor, you can't read or write without your teenage daughter helping you," and he got mad.

A further problem is that he just doesn't think. He refuses to use his head to actually consider situations. It did not for a second occur to him that it was weird that someone claiming to be a grown woman who was supposedly flirting with him and accepting of the fact that he is not single but is actively cheating, wanted to know so much about him and his daughter, his son, his grandchildren, and everything in his life. He just blabbed all the personal information he knew over the past several months, crying about how life is so unfair to him, and he's not respected and shit because they were working him over.

Mom was so pissed on the phone, that he must have sensed something was wrong, because he suddenly asked, 'what now?' after the whole flat tire thing earlier. I was in the kitchen at the time and ended up hearing the first few minutes clearly, but she went in on him for almost 2 hours, bringing up every single thing he did, proving that SOMEONE had told her everything and because he'd told 3 different people by then, and got a greater community of people involved by begging for money from anybody he'd ever spoken to just to pay off the blackmailer every week, people were throwing around all kinds accusations and theories. Enough for Bethy to not get blamed for being the one who actually told on him because she was sick of being dragged into his shit.

Back when Bethy told us that he had been telling this person about his grandkids, mom had immediately called his son up and let him know what was going on just as a heads up. Just to be ready. Last night it finally happened.

And for some reason, he's more scared of getting caught than he is about the fact that his grandkids are being threatened. Bethany already revealed what he did. He was dumb enough to leave his phone in her room after one of his sessions of making her help him, and she went through it and finally managed to find everything. And it's all because of a dick pic. He was sexting this 'woman' for weeks before suddenly the texts got spicier and she asked for a dick pic and he sent it and then suddenly she was claiming(after saying she was in her 40s at the very start of their conversation), that she was 16 and he'd a pedophile that will go to jail if he doesn't pay up. And his ass couldn't just stop and think for a second that it was weird that someone he'd spoken to for weeks would either pretend to be 40 or that they'd change their age so suddenly after a racy photo they asked for.

Not a moment was spared to think of anything at all. So finally, someone who's been picking him up for work got involved because it was getting suspicious how he was always asking his boss for more money than he had earned. And he caved. And this dude must be like uber alpha cuz he dragged Dave to shit and told him to stop paying a blackmailer off, and apparently, he listened. And the reason the threats started is because he deleted their whole text convo without screenshotting anything, and blocked them on FB to try and get rid of 'proof' cuz he's scared of jail.

Thankfully, that day that Bethy managed to get ahold of his phone because he forgot it, she took several screenshots of what she managed to notice, and sent them to her own phone, and then deleted the existence of the text messages on both sides after saving them into her phone, so he wouldn't know. And then she sent them to mom. So, there are a few, but nowhere near enough and nothing too incriminating cuz Dave can't use his damn head.

Supposedly, this individual doesn't know anything about mom or me, because Dave only shared information that he felt was pertinent, as in anything about his family. And mom and I are definitely not considered part of his family. He can't even remember what she's allergic to after 18 years. He wouldn't remember personal information about us. And mom's pissed off about this hurting all of us when we're so damn poor and struggling so much and go a whole week of the month without food EVERY DAMN MONTH LIKE CLOCKWORK, and she's pissed because the babies were brought into it because he can't use his fucking brain for once, and she's further pissed because he had to drag Bethy into it like she's his therapist or some shit.

It was very late, mom will tell me more after she gets some rest, but I heard much of the conversation, so I doubt I missed much. Her voice was echoing off the walls and thankfully this was before Bethy finally returned, flat tire and all, so she escaped the earthquake.

I'm tired and annoyed.

Well, since he's apparently not paying the blackmailer anymore, we better stop having all these extra problems in the last week of every month. I did not eat for two days straight because there was no food. I even ran out of flour, so I couldn't even make myself bread. The food bank delivered a box with pasta in it and another delivered a lasagna last night so we are set until Saturday and then what? Nothing for days.

[sugar-magnolia]

My hot date situation exploded in my face big time. We were supposedly going to spend time together. He needed gas money, so I wired him $25. He never showed up. So, I grilled him and called him scum, a fucking ass and told him to grow the fuck up. He would have been blocked immediately, but I unblocked him to screen shot his shit to warn ladies and femme thems to stay away. Didn't post right away. Well, he messaged me 11 the next morning and said he got pulled over and was not insured. He said they pulled him out of the car and arrested him. He said his truck was also impounded and that he spent the night in jail. I immediately apologized for cussing him out and telling him to fuck off. He is such a FUCKING LIAR! There are no arrest records in the damn state of Kentucky on him. He stood me up, took my money and tried making me feel bad for what I said to him. I even told him a bit about my history so he would understand my reaction. I believed him at first. Only because I wanted to, I guess. Not after discovering he never got arrested and that he was fishing for sympathy he doesn't deserve. Said that what was horrible was what I said after he risked his ass to come see me. He lied about the entire fucking situation. So, I told him I don't appreciate being lied to and that he was getting blocked ASAP. FB has this stupid policy where you have to wait 48 hours to block someone after unblocking. I needed to have that shit on him to warn others to be careful. So, he got put on blast and eventually blocked. His name is Josh Davis on Facebook. He's the one whose extremely attractive. Do not add him ladies and femme thems. He is very bad. All he is is good looking and nothing more. He's an asshole who will lead you on and hurt you. Don't talk to him. I am telling you right now that you will regret it. Damn, to steal money from a vulnerable, poor person is so low and cruel. To take advantage of someone whose suffering and down on their luck is beyond despicable. Leading someone on is fucking cruel too. I risked my ass giving him money, risked my ass trying to give him the benefit of the doubt. I risked my ass being vulnerable so he could understand me better and realize I'm not a fucking bitch who flies off the handle. He was oh so nice about it too. Never cussed at me or called me names. Fucking yeah right! Liar and thief! I'm putting my ass on the line writing this too. However, people need to know what this jackass is like. He will hurt you and use you. Beware.

[chaotic-mystery]

Okay okay I’m sorry for worrying everyone- I am safe. My job knows about him but a few months ago I got a new boss and my stalker was in jail (unrelated to me) and I never told my boss about him. TW FOR HEAVY TOPICS.

This guy has been obsessed with me since high school. He’s a year older, we never dated. He strung me along and used me and ended up ghosting me and I was like 15/16 so ofc I thought the world was ending. I remember so vividly being at my dads at the time dude was in Arizona visiting family, and we ended up talking about sex or something like that. He said, “I won’t stop until I’m done with you, even if you’re crying and pushing me away to stop.”

Since high school he’s stalked my Facebook, liking my pictures from years ago when he knew me and every time I block him, he makes a new account to repeat the process. I stopped using FB years ago for that reason. Since he could no longer get my attention on social media, he tried to get a job at my work. As soon as I saw him there for an interview, I immediately ran to the back room and I had a full panic attack. I was crying, the whole nine yards. My boss at the time immediately threw away his job application when I told her what happened.

I wanna say the beginning of this year he tried to rob a gambling place down the street from my job and he got arrested for it. Fast forward to now, here he is trying to come to my line, as I’m taking someone, while my coworker (who’s new and completely unaware of the situation) is trying to get him to go through his line, since he has no one. HE WAS IGNORING MY COWORKER TO COME TO MY LINE, JUST TO MAKE ME FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE. how can you be so vile? We never dated…I cannot fathom why he’s so obsessed with me. I just can’t.

It’s so scary to think about, I haven’t gone to the authorities about it.

[oc-aita]

AITA for becoming a hero?

I (20 i think) have been a vigilante for 3 or so years now, which is illegal but hasn’t been heavily enforced until recently. It never was a big worry for me since I’m almost certain the government is looking for me anyway.

The other vigilantes all have mixed opinions on heroes, especially after the crackdown and the death of a collective civilian friend of ours.

(Yes we all miss him, me especially, but the only one who was actually there and his boyfriend (I’ll call him W) has said multiple times it was an accident and the hero that did it has retired.)

One of the heroes (FB) started trying to get close to me a few months ago and while I was suspicious at first she was never anything but patient and kind and we actually got along really well. It was when we were on a date hanging out that some of the other heroes crashed it and arrested me.

I panicked for a while, because as far as I know I’m still actively being hunted, but I was eventually offered a choice to become a hero or go to jail for the rest of my life.

And this is where I may be TA, I didn’t hesitate or even try to lay out conditions before saying yes. I could have tried to get less heat on my friends or at least made it so I wouldn’t have to hunt them, but I was so desperate to get out of the cell and into the open again I agreed.

Part of the deal was that I couldn’t tell anyone why or how I got ‘recruited’, so they all think I’m a traitor and only joined because FB manipulated me over to their side or something. One of them in particular says I’m betraying our old friend’s memory, despite the fact that W supported me in this without being told what really happened!

I’ve been very conflicted about this lately and don’t really have an unbiased source to turn to, so, AITA?

[svartalfhild]

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Listening to the album Tommy by The Who for the first time since I was a teenager has awakened long buried memories of the time I pretended to be someone's girlfriend in order to go see the 2009 Star Trek movie when it came out.

I really really wanted to go see it, like I was fucking obsessed, but my parents sure as fuck were not going to take me, and I had friends who wanted to see it too, but I'd not met them in person before because I'd met them over FB through a mutual friend, so I had to convince another friend to come with who had parents willing to drive.

Enter the friend I will here refer to as Collin.

I use the word friend loosely here. Collin was a friend in the sense of he was an absolute shitshow of a person who was one of the few people in school who didn't hate me and didn't give a shit about my bad reputation. Didn't hurt that he had some of the same interests. One of the things about him, though, was that he was constantly trying to get me to date him and I had absolutely no interest in him whatsoever, especially after having seen all of the previous drama of his love life. He was also the only person I knew who had had sex (we were in our early teens, so that was a big deal), so I knew that that was an expectation of his and that made the whole thing even less appealing, especially because I didn't really trust him (and I didn't know I was ace yet either). When I say shitshow of a person, I mean it.

Anyway, Collin told me he'd ask his dad if he'd be willing to drive us, and then later he was like "yeah, he will, but only if it's for a date, so you gotta pretend to be my girlfriend for an afternoon" and I was like "Wtf, really? And then what?" and he goes "Oh, I'll just tell him it didn't work out if he asks why there haven't been anymore dates." And I didn't see any holes in this plan and I could not bear the thought of not seeing this movie, so I was like alright fine I'll do it.

Plan went off without a hitch (although apparently my distance was sus, so I had to agree to sit close to Collin and hold his hand), but to this day, I still don't know if his dad really wouldn't have let him go to a movie with a girl without it being a date or if he straight up lied to me to trick me into going through the motions of a date with him, because either were entirely plausible. His family were a bunch of redneck Republicans from Mississippi, but also he very much went in with the vibe of "someday you'll date me for real". He had this notion that if he could just worm his way past all of my emotional walls and get me to let go of my relationship angst, I'd surely break down and let him date me.

There's a lot to unpack there.

First of all, if that really was his dad's attitude, that's its own kind of fucked up. It's the implication that romance is automatically far more important than friendship. It's the idea that boys and girls shouldn't just hang out together. Just...ugh, the intense heteronormativity and amatonormativity of it all.

(Silver lining! When Viva la Vida came on the radio and I was like "oh I like this song!" his dad turned up the volume and no one has ever done anything like that for me before or since.)

If it wasn't his dad's attitude and he'd just made that shit up to manipulated me, then that's, uh...pretty violating, especially because this scenario forced me to be physically close and have contact with him when I didn't want to. I'm glad it wasn't something I had to carry on with afterwards.

As the years went on, Collin's shitshow levels only increased. Less than a year later, he started bringing packs of beer in his backpack and showing up to class high as a fucking kite. His romantic relationships got increasingly messy and he got way too comfortable saying racist and homophobic shit. I had very little to do with him by the time we graduated. While I was in college, I heard he was in jail. Shocker. A few years later, he came in with his family at the sandwich shop I used to work at. We pretended not to know each other. Never seen or heard about him since, thank fuck.

Anyway, I think this may explain why I don't have a lot of enthusiasm for fake dating tropes most of the time.

[roosterbruiser]

We’re shit talking exes?

The one before my now husband (we’ve been together 9 years!) was basically cheating the whole time, then asked me to come to the beach with him while he was dating another girl 😂

The one before that was my high school/young adult boyfriend. I got pregnant freshman semester of college then moved to be close with my mom. He quit every job he had while I was still in school and said we could live off of grant money and my dad (HA NO), then dipped and moved out of state when my son was 4 months old. Didn’t come visit until his first birthday, where he stayed on the phone with his new girlfriend the whole time 😂. Goes another 5 months without seeing him, refuses to talk ABOUT THE BABY AT ALL, then when he finally visits (I lived with my mom then cause 20 year old single mom was BROKE), I wake up to find him sleeping in the floor by my bed 🥴. He never came back after, found himself 3k behind on child support, got another girl pregnant, then went to jail on charges for meth 😂 he’s now referred to as sperm donor cause my husband adopted my son after we got married!

He makes new fb accounts every year to tell me happy birthday (cause I block every one lol) and randomly messaged me when I was pregnant with my daughter saying he was proud of me.

I’m regularly SO HAPPY I didn’t give in and marry him when I got pregnant cause GOOD LAWD that would have been a nightmare 😅

HOLY MOLY THERE IS SO MUCH TO UNPACK HERE!!

your sperm donor sounds like a PIECE OF WORK!! wow!! that is literally one of the most insane stories I have ever heard!! might I just say you are so strong for being able to get through all of that while rocking motherhood! I mean, really!!!

I am also SO HAPPY you did not marry him when you got pregnant bc you deserve SO MUCH MORE than him!! and it sounds like you found that in your new husband!! I am so happy for you!!!

[somber-mangata]

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#5

Happy Pride Month to all my fellow gays. Don't forget to spoil your local trans girl.

Remember, it's currently illegal to be cishet, so if you're caught doing any sussy straight activities you'll go right to jail 🚨

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#4

Summer is here and my car has no AC, which means it's time for me to have that after sex glow whenever I drive somewhere.

*gets out of car*

Me:

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2012 / 2022

Tbh I've been wanting to do this for awhile now but with #10yearchallenge trending on Instagram I figured I might as well hop on the train as an excuse to do this.. it's absolutely crazy to me whenever I see old ass selfies in my FB memories from back when I had 0 confidence in my looks and was still trying to figure my shit out.

But now here I am with an insane glow-up that just keeps getting better as I become more comfortable with my body and that amazing changes HRT has done for me.

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#2

Got a new dress 🥰

Idk when/where is wear it out to around here.. guess I gotta go on a fancy dinner date

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[acewendigo13]

Hey Witches! Witch Bitch Fall is around the Corner!

Good, now that i got your attention us witches have a problem, in Pennsylvania that is! I hsbe been following a story in PA where an Owner of a Pagan shop was harrassed by police in her own store months ago and it is terribke what happened!

The Store is called 'The Serpent's Key' and the owner had a run in with the law on October of last year where Hanover Police Chief Chad Martin and another officer entered the store. This is taken from TSK owner's FB page:

"Hi Hanover and surrounding folks! Your friendly neighborhood “Fortune Teller” here to update you on the happenings here at The Serpent’s Key! 🐍🗝️

Last October, police chief Chad Martin and another unidentified officer entered my place of business, denied me the right to record our conversation, and then threatened to arrest me for up to a year or charge me a $2500 fine for … Tarot Reading. While they assured me verbally they weren’t taking me to jail that day, that if they had any other credible reports of Fortune Telling, they would be back and would take action.

Since October, our town has been mentioned in the New York Times, Philadelphia Inquirer and even the Howard Stern Show, and the general consensus is bafflement about how a law that dates back to 1861 is even still on the books, or why it was being selectively brought up now.

After denying that the men who entered my shop were there on official police business, merely there to inform me about the law, and denying that there was ever a formal investigation in the first place, I was not guaranteed protection against future incidents. Thus I have decided to sue Police Chief Chad Martin in his official capacity as head of the Hanover Borough Police Department, along with the Borough of Hanover, in order to get rid of this unconstitutional law and prove that my first and fourteenth amendment rights were violated that day.

I want to thank the community that has rallied around us these past months. You have made what could have been a negative hateful situation into something positive. The Serpent's Key is here to stay!"

The Owner of The Serpent's Key is now suing the police because of this silly lil outdated Ass law, and i hope she wins!

Check out her Facebook page called The Serpent's Key OR go check out her site below here:

https://www.theserpentskeyshoppe.com/?fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAR3t9-K3JYrcZq-Ji4L9DKNoz_gb6gk4G9bRTYtuvy6pX2S5H7rcnq6kW4k_aem_C0ktXI8XCd3ySP7RvSxKSA

Let's support this fellow witch!!!

[stardustinmyhands]

•••Trigger warning •••

Suicide talk.

5/6/24

Today my stomach is hurting as usual. I just thought of how long I will be waiting to find out anything. It’s gonna be months.

I feel good otherwise, my soreness in my joints in tolerable. I’m taking tramadol and atarax today to stay on top of what I’m feeling.

I’ve already journaled 10 pages, while I watch Return Of The King.

I see my PCP on Wednesday. I need a lot of prescriptions. And I also have a feeling she’s gonna put me on metformin for my A1C. I don’t eat a lot of sugar, but I eat carbs daily. More than I should. Saltines and bread are one of the foods that don’t make me throw up. My favorite used book store is across the street so I wanna go and spend some time there. Trade in some books. Just kill time.

I have my IVIG infusion Thursday . I’m still waiting for my new infusion lab to get the correct order. I got a call from my insurance company that my prescription was approved for my infusions. They just need the right kind of order cause they are an outpatient clinic, even though they are inside the hospital.

I’m peeing a lot today cause of the lasix. And I’m managing to drink water even though it hurts. So yeah I’m peeing a lot.

Every day I try and think of something I’m grateful for. This popped up on my fb memories. I write in journal what I’m thankful for. My insurance, my life saving infusions. I’m 43 and still have both my loving parents alive and they are in good health for their age. My wonderful girlfriend. My wonderful boyfriend. The services I get thru my insurance, like going to the art studio.

I’m thankful that I’m on behavioral meds that work beautifully on me. I take a seizure meds and an antipsychotic med. The seizure meds regulates my mood swings. The abilify keeps me from getting depressed.

Ironically the mood stabilizer causes me to have very low sodium. So I have to take sodium pills 3 times a day. My psychiatrist was willing to lower my mood stabilizer, but was weary to do so cause of my family history of suicide.

My brothers suicide ��anniversary” is on the 29th of this month. I’m not upset over it. He was one of my abusers as a child. I think he is free from the troubles that haunted. I have had SMI for several years now. My brother finally got SMI the year he died. He also was put on a new medicine before he died. I think it was an antidepressant. They turn me suicidal, and my brother was my full blood brother. He also never got help for his issues till just before he died. I think that’s what happened to him. Cause he did it in a way he always told my mom he was afraid to. He also left no note. Antidepressants turned me suicidal within a week. I got help. Now I don’t want to sound like a bitch, but my brother was not a good person. He was lying manipulative person. Who used people, hurt them in various ways. And would do it over and over again. I don’t know what he had, there is nothing to find out now. I think he’s free from whatever haunted him. He was drug addict, drank heavily, was in and out of jail the last two years of his life.

My mom is still heartbroken. He was her son, her first born. My mom loves her kids unconditionally. She also doesn’t know a lot of stuff my brother did. My sister in law told me stuff after he died too. I will never get an I’m sorry from him. I’m at work peace with that. I know the suffering is with my mom. I don’t like that. I heard a mourning mother’s cry. It was fucking terrible. I love my momma, I’m gonna say it. I didn’t love my brother. Before I he died I hadn’t seen in 13 yrs. I’ve been with my gf for 13 yrs this summer. She’s never met him. I distanced myself for my well being. I’m upset cause my mom is, not because my brother died and the way he left earth. I went to his funeral cause I wanted to be there for my sister law, not my brother. I don’t like funerals or services. We all knew why we were there. I’m preparing myself for how my mom is gonna feel on the anniversary. She kinda trauma dumps on me. But I allow it cause she was there for me for so many times. Even to this day.

All I know is my brother free and there is nothing else to think about it.

[terrifickid]

Nah nah

I 💯 would but

I get a premonition right when I see this guy that I'll train at his dojo in tel Aviv when I'm 33.

Years later I'm 34 and training there and think, oh well so much for that premonition - he says, 'start your dojo' - I'm like, huh? Ya maybe bro.

I get back and check my ID I turned 33 when I was there.

Before that, I get a premonition from an FB ad. A school, I get a premonition before to go to journey to center in Switzerland - I'm like, never again no way. Sure enough, when I get back home I enroll and the 2 schools taught me the same thing - the very thing I natural did and we can look back now and know it panned.

I noticed this signature way before in my life's events - they were encrypted, signed in causal reality that nobody could control.

Surely it's a prank tho - except the very psalm 91:1 that gets shown to me in my breakdown at a 1-off Bible study is the very same thing - oh and years later it's talking ascension right there. And what happened when I did the thing?

And now, I'm getting the model from zuster denecamp on invitation from the same tel Aviv guy and hit river of deceit and unlock the schizophrenia cause by a mirrored person who's also TK? Cause of the 'bird of prey' early bird premonition from the dojo website which went Christian?!

Ok well, I fly to Maui and lo and behold there's a Christian jujutsu church? We check out that model as well who ever heard of such a thing? That's US code compliant you better believe it.

Ain't no way that's a prank because I already did the noodling on hypnosis which is impossible - I wasn't hypnotized to confabulate premonitions. It's encrypted signed authenticated message from command.

Or schizophrenia, but permiacare told me off the bat spiritual isn't regarded that way - of course it's relevant.

And why? What other choice would I have for SSI the team consensus action? 97 dollar flight to center Pacific with flights to any continent, visa free year round weather. Access to sea and away from brewing civil war. Perfect tactical position. Booked.

It's too improbable, how did I live, this series of events. Thing after thing. It's design.

So we're talking 7 times 11, we're talking dragon. If I don't let go of these resentments somehow I'll mortify.

And again, cut it anyway you like what's indisputable is HI is the only American state with the proper weather at the base case outcome of what I see now and saw the as the only possible future which is starve on the street and get jailed.

Well so what.

So we're already packed and the fitness and diet team I picked up in Colombia came thru. I've got 12 years urban stealth camp experience, equipment - it's now a $10 poncho and a train to LA.

I've been programming quant for 8 years? It's not impossible - I'm 20/20 - it's all been a breakdown of the execution systems. Ok. Small price to pay for unparalleled speed and power.

UpWork was destined to fail and any economic issues only compound. My condition precluded me from any other alternative and the law enforces the status quo.

Why I gotta fight non-stop with everyone? That's not written nowhere. And the very same scenario got me back my will to live - I'm making it up?

Only shot I got. We hit Maui and train up in the mountains shugendo style. Study jujutsu and volunteer. I'll see what contacts I can drum up and assess the terrain and social disposition for long-term entrenchment position.

Bonus is, it's a perfect base to ship animals to, out of disaster areas across the Pacific theater.

It's a dragon or I'm a fool.

Point being is what sense is to be made of this? Is my so-called innate nature or heartfeltness just a brain tumor? Seems like. What am I turning down a promotion to build a baseball field?

We're at a complete impasse,

it's Kobayashi maru and it always was.

We died at 24, followed the inner light for 20 years, battled across the world and when I woke up an purple energy vortex appeared in my new minds eye. I've traversed that tunnel for months, recouped all losses and now I've got a ticket to Maui and a plan.

[cybermoonmoon]

50's teen gals near where I grew up in Brooklyn. Looks like St. Johns Place. I remember being 15 insanely healthy strong horny. What a ride. Everything had gone sideways upside-down inside out. Smashed face first thousand miles an hour into early adulthood. It was a weird swell funhouse show of first times. ...I means for 'everything!' Use ya imaginations I don't wanna go to FB jail.

Made it out'a school in one piece. Seen literal life death wonders laffs mysteries roamed this vast country a few others. Friends' enemies' ghosts UFOs demons' loves lusts stoned had ran for my life. Wandered da Wisconsin woods. Slept in a bleeping blizzard. Lost many to AIDS seen angels and a few revolutions. Hell, I performed did stage ended up on radio printed comic books met all sorts of amazing nutters got infamous had a time.

That and it flew by like my elders said it would. One moment I'm underage sneaking into a gay bar. Next, I'm sitting on hard plastic Social Security benches. Loss of family friends' false teeth taxes unresolved relationships and jury duty. Bleep it still so many wonders mysteries and pies to get to. I'm having a ball. Be brave be kind and laff as much as possible.

(Moved this to my blog. I dragged it back. I like it.)

[itsrattysworld]

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