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youcanthandelthetruth · 1 year

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#got SUPER triggered today #i'm fine everything is fine it was just a series of events that felt like i was back in the worst day of my life #and i let myself cry and talked to some friends and made cupán tae and watered my plants and put on a lava lamp #did all my calming and centering strategies #and then i was basically ok. like still upset but basically ok.#so often I feel like my entire inside is just a massive raw bloody wound but. I have healed a bit. all my effort has done something.#(...cupán tae means cup of tea. but one of the few times our dad spoke his native language to us was when he'd ask if we wanted tea)#(making cupán tae is different from just making some tea. and this was cupán)

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jiraisupportgroup · 2 months

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Sometimes life is harder than usual. Sometimes triggers hit you harder than you think they “should”, sometimes your emotions take control, sometimes thoughts of relapsing are stronger than others, some days are just too much.

♡ and that’s okay!! ♡

Having bad days doesn’t mean all of your progress is gone, it doesn’t mean all your work is for nothing, it doesn’t mean you’re going to be “like this” forever.

#positivity #jiraiblr #landmineblr #jiraiblogging #work was super triggering for my OCD today and also sick animals and just ah nightmare #and then my friend group started EXPLODING with drama when I got home abt one girl who just joined it #but they were really understanding when I asked them to take me out of the group chats so I can just chill for a little bit #and most of the friend group is starting to realize it was all a big misunderstanding so that’s good #and my bf is gunna come over and make sure that I’m okay (: so that’s also good #anyways yeah today was really hard for like a lot of reasons but it’s okay! hard days happen!#when it rains it pours #and all that

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softbutchvodkasoup · 4 months

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Urrrrggggghhhhhhhhh

#previously on claires life #made the mistake of going out and drinking after an exhausting week #but it was lesbian night at the big club here so #it was fun seeing all the ladies out #BUT #I had to hear this girl I sort of had a thing for #go ON AND ON about how much she needed to communicate with the person she was seeing and respecting his boundaries #when its like #where the fuck has that same consideration been for me?#getting her to talk is like pulling teeth #and if youre not into me just SAY THAT #dont make me waste my time #feeling hella triggered and very hungover today #i feel super neglected too by. all my friends #idk it was a bad night even if I got to dance with a sexy fat dyke at the end #and at least imm picking up #ketamine #today #happy fucking pride babes

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showyoumyfavoriteobsession · 1 year

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Me at 10:30pm, delusional: I can definitely do the Cazador fight and then go to sleep at a normal time

#j rambles #I Feel So Normal About These Characters #i gotta say it's still a hard fight but the blood of lathandar makes it. significantly easier lol #i don't have anything insightful to say other than just. god i love astarion's story. they did such a good job #plus the graveyard scene was super sweet #(i knew about the 'absolute freak' line but i never knew what conversation it triggered in so that made me actually laugh out loud)#only dampened a little by the amount of animation bugs I've been seeing since the last patch #interactions with the taller player character have felt a little janky recently #i also got my halsin scenes earlier today and whenever my character kisses him in the camp they both try to lean down which looks very sill #(now i get why halsin is written Like That in fanfic. holy hell)#anyway. i made a save before the fight so i may go back after this run to see what the ascension is like #i don't think it'll be as satisfying but i am curious #OKAY i have to go to sleep it's nearly 2 #in which j liveblogs #baldur's gate 3

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un-pearable · 2 years

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bro convinced me to play kakarot… he is. so small

#todays my one day off between midterms being due and instead of doing the last one early i. watched all of the kung fu panda trilogy #and was convinced to buy and start playing dbz kakarot (look it was 85% off. hella good deal)#and now i want to draw stuff for BOTH. rip #i am so so bad at this game lmao but i can cheese it on easy mode. i am here for the plot and also gohan <3 #i was about to stop playing but realized the next bit was gohan with sword getting to fight a dino and got super excited!! and i went to do #it. but i guess i was standing in a bad spot when the cutscene triggered bc. poor guy clipped through the floor and fell into the void #asking 'where'd all the dinosaurs go :('. and we lost our shit askdfjdsj #anyway. good game. what the hell piccolo #text✨#dragon ball

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clowngremlin · 9 months

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did some reading today......this year i'm gonna try to read more because i used to love to read and then i stopped and i have a ton of books i want to read....

#the wretched gremlin strikes again #i feel like social media has like ruined my attention span and idk what to do about it besides like trying to do things offline #for a period of time every day #i also got some new books for christmas that i am excited to read!!!#and i have some comics i got over the past year that i want to read but i was really put off reading comics because of the comic that i rea #that was super triggering to me like it just put me off comics but i think i'm ok to read them again!#i read for like an hour today which made me really happy because that's the most i've read since we like moved from the shitty apartment #when i had access to a library and was taking books out from there to read!#i'm still reading american psycho by bret easton ellis which i got over the summer and kept meaning to read more #but never really got around to it

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lostlegendaerie · 2 years

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the shitty thing about being in a better state mentally is you don't even get to enjoy your own tantrums. "I'm gonna throw myself in front of a bus and splatter all over the pavement" used to be satisfying, but now it's just like dealing with a dog yanking on a leash. "no, we don't solve our problems anymore with fantasizing about our violent death," said by someone diligently plodding along with the intention of living to their 80s.

#I got triggered super bad yesterday and when I was trying to troubleshoot it I got in a fight with a friend #stuff that absolutely woulda had me reaching for the knife or the pills a few years back but nooooooo #I had a meal and a bath and am drinking water after walking 9km today #grumble grumble mutter mutter #tw suicide

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elytrafemme · 1 year

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hi. i'm really really happy right now but today WAS kind of a mess but a happy mess? i spent $60 dollars at a flea market. <3

#nightmare.personal #BUT IT WAS LIKE AN ACTUALLY WELL PRICED FLEA MARKET #there's a neighborhood here that sells this exact same shit super expensive #i got a zine ($10) a ring (fancy $15 edition but it SPINS) 4 other rings ($7) a necklace ($8)#and a leather-ish (?) jacket ($20 which is a FUCKING STEAL)#aaaaand the $20 was in cash so it's basically fake money and doesn't matter anyway #i feel good though! surprisingly! i always feel like shit after shopping #but now i'm just Happy. okay it IS work time though #and friends today also. :') got triggered then was able to ground. YIPPEE! AND I GOT COFFEE!!!!

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robertsbarbie · 1 year

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still upset with my boss so offloading my email once again while i’m off tomorrow!

#eris: text #and it was super upsetting today cause he was mad at my other coworker and slammed a computer down right in front of me #like i visibly jumped and was shaken for the rest of the day #cause like that’s something my parents do! instead of explaining what’s wrong! so it genuinely deeply triggered me and i was so anxious #i threw up at work! like that’s not okay! and it’s just so crazy because before last thursday he has NEVER #made me feel unsafe or uncomfortable at work and so this complete 180 is fucking with me so bad #and my one coworker who tried talking about it got written up! and told talking about it was gossiping and it’s just… awful vibes at work #currently for literally no reason and i hate it

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magimagali · 2 years

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ehhgh

#got super triggered in class today #fun........

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thistlekiss · 2 months

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#ngl losing belief that this hospital can help meeee lmfao #also i am incredibly bored and understimulated today so i am now incredibly depressed #love this life l o l #too emotionally exhausted to do any basic life/health errands #maybe if i stare at the ceiling i'll stop being depressed aksbdgaiaifnd #thats a joke #got super triggered by a reddit post talking abt how op's family was super happy to go on a vacation without them lmfao #and all i could think abt is how my parents have planned multiple “family” trips without me(bc i have to “take care of the cats”)#and how my sister gave my mother a photo of the three of us with me removed so its just them #and they both yelled at me for being “dramatic” when i was upset about it #nevermind they have plenty of photos together #nevermind they could have taken a new photo together #the ONE photo of the three of us #and they both still think i overreacted years later #i've always been the odd one out in my family #and my parents have always been happy to miss my events #especially if they can prioritise my sibling #anyway lmfao i was already super depressed and now im triggered too. thanks cptsd #actually triggered not “mildly upset”#also being the only person left out of the loop re: d&d group not catching up bc ppl went on vacation #and someone i genuinely thought was a friend not responding to my messages for months #👍#love it love my life things are going so well

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br1ghtestlight · 2 months

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i know im oversharing abt my mental health on tumblr cuz i almost just posted "im thinking about getting into cutting myself again" girl if you dont stfu

#or more accurately stabbing myself cuz cutting doesn't really do anything #i think i got really super triggered twice today and now my brain is actively trying to kill me #ptsd is NOT FUN!!!!!! NOT FUN #cant even express how much it fucking sucks. i want to scream at somebodg i want to argue i want to kill someone #and i DEFINITELY want to kill myself #but only slowly and painfully none of that overdose shit. i want to suffer #txt #tw suicide mention #tw self harm

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fitzselfships · 4 months

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