#goodbye world i was not meant for this
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me in the middle of battle trying to write this scene
#i need to take a walk#im literally at work writing about levi's dick#i need to lie down#goodbye world i was not meant for this
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One thing I think you guys get wrong is sky was not telling Viktor he was not going to miss their talks because it was meant nothing to him and he didn't even care about him.
It was because he was completely giving up his humanity and in the future he will have no emotions to miss sky even if he want to. He would be incapable of missing him not that he didn't even care about her????
Like am I misunderstanding or no because that was not a you don't care about me moment for me???
Sky understood what Viktor was giving up better than him to me. And let him go while reminding him what that means?
#sorry guys maybe i am wishful thinking but i mever saw it like sky realsied Viktor doesn't love him moment#not even romantically I think if he lost her in a normal way he would actually miss her a lot but he literally was removing his emotions#sorryyy i like their relationship after seeing them together in act2 i just dont wanna believe it was meant nothing#arcane#arcane season 2#sky young#viktor#anyways i think she respected his decision but also didn't agreed to follow so they said goodbye to each other#but their love to each other was real romantic or platonic they cared about each other#my ideal finale i think if jayce was left behind by Viktor forcefully and sky came back i think so both jaymel skyvik and jayvik could win#peace and love in arcane world
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Like they just did that and moved on
#i know they werent the point of the story/other things were going on (al) BUT OMFG#like WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE JUST WENT AND DID THAT?? WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY MEANT EVERYTHING TO HIM???#“oh. ive had enough. yeah. thats all i really need. they gave me everything i could want. hehe. thank you. and goodbye. my friends”#ASDFGHJKL?!?!?!?!??!?!#sorry i cant be coherent about this please understand what im trying to say#“i want the world” “no you want friends” “shit ur right. guess ill die” “okay cool ill yell ur name and then never be sad about it”#do not misunderstand me i absolutely love them i adore them but like do you see what im trying to say#also in the sub (the one i watched at least. idk if they differ between platforms) he says#“enough... yeah. thats enough. i dont need anything more. see you later. my soul... friends”#OUGH#FUCK#thank goodness for fanfiction yknow. i need them in grief and pain but also i need him to live yknow#fmab spoilers#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#greed the avaricious#greedling#ling yao#edward elric#im so not okay about them istg#moss' madness
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There was a point where I deleted all of my DSMP related art for personal reasons... But I feel like with things ending I should repost some of my old pieces to celebrate something that impacted me so greatly and meant so much.
Goodbye, DSMP.
#Dream smp#dsmp#goodbye dsmp#dsmp finale#tubbo#philza#technoblade#emerald duo#dropsbyponk#awesamdude#awesamponk#it meant a lot to me when it was in its prime and some stuff has left a bad taste in my mouth but#i will never pretend the peak didnt mean the world to me#this is one of those things that will stick with me forever i think#my art
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Stampede aka another episode of luffy turning haters into dick riders just with his kind and big heart
#i might understand all the robin law fanfare... its been 26 minutes of stampede......#frobin reigns supreme imo still.....#VICEADMIRAL MOMONGA TOCAME LA PORONGA??? HELLO#THE LOG POSE TO LAUGH TALE???? and hancock arrived ❤️❤️#usopp saving luffh omg.....#blonde buggy..... why are we doing this to out beautiful women...#fujitora is on his own frequency... here you go a meteorite.. whatever happens to all of you and our troops happens goodbye#mihawk intervened bc zoro couldn't do it omg.... nami keep watch he is going to end it all tonight jesus#also persona following mihaw for a second movie ajdjaks.... i love them together honestly#brosalino is the kuma guy's uncle????? nepotism......#calling this guy the heir of the demon.... taking blame off ace akdjsksn.... you know whats funny in movies garp is very like thoughtful and#comprehensive of others peoples issues and then you get to how he raised luffy and like.... wouldn't that have been good there....#and with ace too lmao.... i mean he didnt have abandonment issues but just wait and see to a 10yo asking if he is worthy of living idk...#i get the meaning of it and what he meant but we all know ace didnt get that at the time until luffy got there#usopp.... see how when oda writes the movies it feels different.... first steong world with namo and now stampede with usopp...#the relationship moments really hit.. i was gonna comment about zoro and the cursed sword but that was just focusing on him#well this one wasnt written by oda but supervised i will take it....#hina taking the kids aldjakskal...... smoker and hina best straight ship behind frobin imo..... baby 5 x sai number 3 spot#sabo....... actually thank you bc smoker thinks he can take anybody#hancock and buggy AJSJAKAKLQQ omg usopp dont cry....... luffy will KILL that guy for making usopp feel like that lmao YEAAAH!!!!!#law smoker sabo the luffy lover squad..... each in their own way lmao#hancock its been so long how are you <3 omg law what are you doing here <3 my brother sabo hello.#crocodile made the plan of course.... luffy lover member too#usopps bullets omg....#sanji and zoro against lucci omg..... YEAAAHHHH#wait a second straw hat crew costume by uniqlo design team??? THE DRIP!!!#luffy seeing ace beside luffy with the fire goodbye.... he is EVERYWHERE#talking tag#watching one piece#watching one piece movies
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Sorry for being so rambly today (and last night) I have thoughts so onto the blog they go
I feel like part of the joy of art is in community, like you create something and you get to talk about it and share it with the world. This year I lost touch with the friends who I would always talk about art with and I think that loss is heavily impacting my ability to create (and the enjoyment I get from it.) I miss having a new idea and getting to ramble about it excitedly. I miss texting people the sketches and the mock ups and the color palettes.
I got into art for me. I wouldn’t show anything I made to anyone for years. So I’m no stranger for creating for the target audience of myself. Still, I miss that sense of community. I love this blog and I absolutely adore the lovely comments you all leave on my art but sometimes it feels so one-sided on here. I post a piece, I receive a lovely tag back and that’s it. End of story. I spend hours and hours working on something and it kind of disappears into the void in a day or so.
Trying to put it into words, but I think I wish I could create art that starts a conversation. That inspires people to create their own things in response, or even just talk with me about process. I think the perfectionism has gotten out of hand lately because I feel like I’m missing something—which I attribute to the quality of the piece—but really what I’m missing is buddies to chat about art with. There is no level of being “good enough” that will serve as a substitute for a real community.
#ahaha if you can’t tell I am a very introspective person#and a lonely one the transition to college has been rough and all my friends are back home#anyways I was thinking about drawing more stuff for my ocs today#and then I remembered the friend I loved to talk about them with hasn’t replied to me in a month#which is understandable. she’s busy. she made new friends. she’s not struggling like I am so it makes sense that she’s just kind of moved on#but I miss her#I had no chance of making it to her in group because all her friends she met through dance and I can’t dance for shit#I don’t even think she meant to ghost me but who knows#it sucks that I won’t get a real goodbye#anyways all of that to say I was going to draw my ocs and then I got so sad because who would I even share them with#there are a few art groups on campus but I have anxiety and mild agoraphobia and when I try to go I just feel awkward and shy#anyways if anyone ever wants to chat about art#it’s only one of my fav things in the whole world#lea talks#WHY CANT I BE A PROPER TORTURED ARTIST#WHY CANT I TURN MY ISOLATION INTO SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL#WHY DO I NEED SOMEONE ELSE TO BE PRESENT IN THE PROCRESS#is it not enough to descend into a quiet madness on my own and create from that??
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i could have haters stone me in the streets for this but some of the new spock/tos crew show content is good and im tired of people dismissing it as bad when they never engaged with it genuinely.
#like am i completely pleased? of COURSE not#and i havent watched more than a bit of snw yet i will admit GDSLFHSD this is mostly about disco#and the actors in general. bc is that guy leonard nimoy? no!!! does he bring something unique and fun to spock? yes!#yes it would be better if he had eyeshadow. no i dont think hes disrespecting the pure and angelic vision of spock.#anyway michael and spock disco revolutionized the world. siblings of ALLL TIMEEEEE. and im tired of pretending they arent.#personal /#do u know what it meant to me to see spock the smartest character of all time be represented with learning disabilities and psychosis.#did you even watch the scene where he and michael say goodbye. the ones where they struggle under the weight of their father's desires.#where they sacrifice little bits of themselves for each other and still feel awful. and its not even their fault.#some of it was cheesy and dumb or weird but. all star trek is. come the fuck on.
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listening to yoko rn…. this is the saddest song ever
literally it’s just like!!! it’s TOO LATE!! to tell you, but man you know yoko NEVER broke up that band!!!! you misunderstood the secret. the universe don’t always come through!! and paul mccartney’s not the villain!!! sometimes you CANT be the hero AND tell the truth! and you misunderstood me leaving as something i wanted???? I DIDNT WANT IT AT ALL! you should’ve put me above those people you DIDNT. EVEN. KNOW. you Have a Phone!! you should’ve called!!!! like what’s not to get 😭
#don’t get me started on guess that’s being 22#or funny you know you were the whole wide world you fell for the moment so you lied to the girl#or i meant don’t go it came out as goodbye or#you know i was scared when you were t#driving too fast (can you please just listen) or literally the whole song it’s so 😭😭😭#ask: personallbest#mutuals: joanna
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#i never told him goodbye#i miss my dog#he shouldn’t have died#he should still be here#he should be on my bed snoring right now#he shouldn’t be gone not like this#i want him back so bad#i miss him#even if he was a mutt#he meant the world to me#he was the little brother i never had#god i miss him so much#i would kill myself to see him but i’m not going to heaven
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Embracing my soft girl era 🪷
#me#honestly I’m not ready to say goodbye to this year#I’ve learned sooo much about myself and life and the world and everythingggg#I had so much happiness this year#I am so proud of myself for what I’ve accomplished both big and small#I’m also really proud of myself for staying true to myself no matter the situation#i surprised myself this year w what I’m capable of and that’s dope#I had so many supportive people believe in me and encourage me this whole year#like the connections I’ve made this year will live in my heart forever#gratitude and appreciation can never express how much they have meant to me and how it’s etched into my heart#to have a full year of happiness is something I’ve never known and I’m lucky to have experienced that this year
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today these tourists from barcelona visited the excavation and we talked a bit in spanish and the woman talked me about how she works in csic and how I should apply and 🥺🥺🥺🥺
#don't mind me it's just the longest i've ever been outside of the country#and today is being very shitty work-wise so#it meant the world#also i said goodbye to them with an adeu :)
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i am. two seconds from passing out but kai has been on the mind. so much.. which isn't any different from usual, but in the larger context of what the satous mean for asunaro and how kai was eventually accepted into the chidouins albeit under a false pretense... how this was a display meant to absolve gashu from his son's sin, as mr. chidouin takes the reigns of keeping kai alive much longer than he deserved. kai now caught between the two families who were once blocking out asunaro's full cruelty but revealed in the end to be compliant in it all. there was never any chance for escape.
#i was. looking at dms and this post is also a reminder to me to respond to everything i meant to OTL#i am. so good with keeping track of time (trust)#jestersvaguely#yttdposting#maybe i will elaborate for an actual meta thing but aujghgauhh goodbye world o7
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I do not understand any of the chatter abt this story being 'undeserving' of Indy or whatever like. it was so good. truly like... as a continuation of the story of this (fictional) man. to say goodbye to this franchise. it was just. it felt like such a beautiful goodbye to this beloved (fictional) man and respectful tbh of all the movies before and all the love that was there for them and the whole history of who Indy was. and who he became as we watched him go on these adventures and 🥰🥹
#look. I will never shut up abt how much I love Indiana Jones. truly I do not know a franchise I love as much and Indy. there isn't one.#it's just super special to me and always will be and I'm gonna be *forever* grateful that#this is how we get to say goodbye to the franchise and Indy and the whole story and ~universe~ if you will#and I get *why* Harrison Ford has said he felt good abt it cause it's like. it has real human emotion at the core of it.#it was just such a good and respectful way to say goodbye I feel. and now I'm crying for real like fuck man#these movies have meant *so* much to me like *SO* much#I named my beloved baby cat we rescued off the street after Indy like. they have meant the *world* to me#and I'm fine I'm so fine I'm so normal abt Indiana Jones 🙃#I'm logging off for a while now so I don't alienate the last few ppl brave enough to still follow me#cause I know I'm like a human disaster mess bullshit rn sooooooo ✌️😘#erin explains it all
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trying to process the last vigilant session from riya's perspective feels like
#all without getting into the Everything Else of it#the privileged mage glimpsing spaces that those in the white spire have had to endure#& having to further confront just how blind she's let herself be to the world outside of her home#risking her safety in a hiding spot to counter a spell that would reveal her allies as the culprits and get them into trouble#(doesn't matter really after it all went down but in the moment it meant a great deal)#trying to be lowkey in her goodbye to leroux w asking him to Not consider joining the wardens down the line#on the brink of failing lowkey status 10 minutes later as she's thinkin' 'bout things n letting some tears fall#failing miserably at processing rhydian's entire ''i see red and commit crimes bc of my dad being murdered'' bc wth#getting sick bc here's another mage who's making it worse for every other mage and is acting smug about it!#getting sicker bc said mage gets killed by some party members and only one other person's really worked up about it!!#mom PLEASE pick her up!!! she wants to go HOME#campaign: the vigilant#ch: valeriya de clairmont
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“Who else would ever stay?
Who else would ever stay?
Who else is going to love someone like me?
Who else is going to love someone like me that’s marked for death?
Who else is going to be with me when I breathe it all?
Who else would take your place and hold and keep me safe?”
#Emma Ruth Rundle#Marked for Death#sometimes I feel like we both talked about losing each other a lot but the gravity of it didn’t really stick#in a way it is like we died to each other since then. I mean I talk in the present tense bc it’s easier but it’s all the past#I already had issues letting go and saying goodbye because I hate loss so you can imagine where I’m at now.#Spotify#it’s weird how we called each other soulmates and I just can’t get over how that changed for you at the end#not that I’m like trying to be obsessed my brain doesn’t just get it and I know there are things out there I will never understand#bc they’re not shaped by my experiences or my knowledge and that’s okay.#it’s just that you meant something really special to me so yeah#nobody really gets that and I don’t expect them to and it’s okay#I’ll figure it out I just need to be patient with myself from now on#I need to figure out a way to do that in a world without you
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my sister went back to australia today and i am extremely sad, tears and everything, but i'm listening to the what i was made for song from the 2023 barbie movie, because she and i watched it on saturday, and at the airport she said i was the purple barbie and she was the pink barbie (i was in lavender, she had been in pink) and i didn't get it. but. but we watched all the barbie movies as children and she was the pink barbie and i was the purple barbie, and i can't stop thinking about it, and now she's on a plane and i can't stop crying.
#it doesn't help that this song is beautiful and it took me to the airport to realise what she meant#barbie 2023#personal#she's on the other side of the world#or she will be#i only realised at the final gate before she said goodbye to us all#it was really special that we saw barbie together#and i don't even think we have a photo together#oh shit we don't#we don't have a picture#excuse me breaking down in the tags
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