#good tears ofc

[im-not-batman]

WHO is sending people to my year old spideypool fics i just wanna talk (kiss you on the forehead gently and perhaps cook you a hearty meal)

[verflares]

just how long is forever? // not long enough, with you

pssst. check this out on inprnt :]

[ethaniscool69]

if bbc merlin is actually coming back they better make merthur cannon and explicit like holding hands, kissing, hugging, grabbing each other by the face while gazing lovingly at each other and saying they love each other, expressing that with their words. making it undeniably gay. they don't have the excuse of it being 2008 anymore so they better fucking deliver.

[serendippertyy]

BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH MY FAVORITE LITTLE MANGY CREATURE

[cloudilicious]

my favourite kirk looks are the ones where his hair gets disheveled

[non-un-topo]

Was thinking about periods that best suited them based on body type

[latenightsundayblues]

I want more "bad" LGBT representation in media. Not the harmful stereotyping kinda bad, but a "most horrible fucking people on earth get together to wreak havoc upon each other's lives and actively deteriorate their mental health in a jumbled co-dependent mess of arguments and hatefucking only they could call a relationship" kinda bad yknow. Like completely fucked up for everyone involved in the narrative. I need it to live actually

[bottaramjibaybyyy]

No joke, literally ATE

[nina-scribbles]

"Is it going to hurt?" "...Yeah." "oh." "..." "Will... um, could you hold me?" "Of course, kid."

[nyxypoo]

crying found out another food i can't recommend to anyone

[lastofthe20thcenturygirls]

hong hae-in deciding not to tell anyone except one person about her illness has been reminding me of twenty years old again a lot. ha no-ra thought she was dying because of the report mix-up she also didn't tell her husband and her son just her best friend. then she learns she was never sick but her son finds out and he was so angry and heartbroken that his mother didn't even tell them when she thought she was gonna die. that scene always stuck with me. while she was way too nice of a mother to him he never was a good son but he was also just a teenager who was more focused on his university admission and after finding out he genuinely became a good son to his mother. BUT hae-in's mother is not a teenager she's her fucking mother who the moment she realised her son died after saving hae-in started resenting her... her own daughter who almost died too and i hope it eats her alive that hong hae-in never told her

[coriander-candlesticks]

I've felt like I should check in with Apollo the past few days and finally managed to clear enough space on my floor to feel alright with breaking out the tarot deck again so I did! Lit his candle, said as as formal a prayer as I could muster beforehand, asked Hermes to help with communication, the whole shebang. For further context: I've been wanting to ask Aphrodite something specific (also via tarot, it's the most grounding tool I've got) but I only have the one deck at the moment and, while I've used it to ask Hermes about things in tandem with Apollo, and Aphrodite introduced herself via it (with a card that also introduced Apollo), I wasn't sure if it would be cool for me to use it to ask her specifically something not in direct tandem with Apollo. I mentioned that in the prayer but also said that that might be a question for a different session, since trying to get an answer to that (on top of the general "hey how are we doing/do you have anything you want me to learn") might muddy my ability to understand the message.

Cue twelve cards falling out of my deck/poking out while I was shuffling. I usually pull ~3 cards on top of whatever falls out, but I ended up not feeling like it was needed. Seven of them fell out face-up, too.

Despite having some concerns about whether all of the cards were "supposed" to be pulled, it was pretty coherent! And covered quite a few things I've been thinking about recently, including sorting out anxiety vs a warning/displeasure, a follow-up of a card that was the focus of my last pull, and a reminder to look at outside/intellectual sources to combat the whatever-the-fuck-my-brain's-on. There were four cards that fell out face-up together in a pile: a card I associate with Apollo at the front and one associated with Artemis (the Moon) at the back, with cards related to unity & growth in the middle. I'd had a pretty bad experience attempting an offering to Artemis last month and have stepped back and avoided asking her for anything or specifically invoking her in prayers/offerings/etc. since (except for once when it involved a pregnant friend b/c it seemed odd and tbh a little disrespectful to ask Apollo for help and not her as well) because I took it as a sign that she didn't want me to work with her. I'm also aware, though, that that bad experience could have just been a meltdown/panic attack. Regardless of whether it was either of those two things, a "hey slow down" warning, or a combination, it was nice to have some clear reassurance & an official introduction. It's also significant, I think, that part of the Moon card's message is about not letting anxiety/"self-deception" (direct from the guide) cloud your intuition. I've been wanting to burn the candle I dedicated to her for a few days now- it's possible that was a sign from her as well.

As far as the deck-use question...the first card that fell out was the Empress (face-up, reversed). My initial thought was that it was a "no", but I decided to look at the meaning in case it wasn't that which was. probably a bad idea. It freaked me out a bit because I couldn't figure out what it was referring to. I ended up using my alphabet oracle tiles for a makeshift yes/no system after finishing with all the other cards and got clear confirmation that my instinct was, in fact, correct.

All in all it was really cool?? By far the most cards I've had in one pill iirc, and a good lesson in identifying how my intuition works.

[mittenlady]

circe has some of the most beautiful prose i’ve read in a while

[novasintheroom]

Randomly upset they gave Sidon a fiancee in ToTK today

[jkpng]

currently thinking abt surprise hidden track Letter. with surprise jungkook background vocals. and how insane i felt abt a tiny shred of bg vocals . and how those tiny background vocals are the only thing in jks solo era to have an emotional impact on me

[bunnihearted]

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