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Lana, I've been trying to figure out what your username means and I can't for the life of me figure it out 😂

LMAO… that’s because it means absolutely nothing.

Loosely, cfr was in reference to Chenford but in all honesty my first fic for Chenford was also my first foray into Tumblr and fandom, and I was so dang excited to post it, I just made up something random and entirely lacking in creativity and have been stuck with it ever since 😂 🤦🏽‍♀️

Thanks for the ask anon ❤️

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FUCK THIS COUNTRY

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50 Days of General Hospital

Day 1: Your OTP

Jason Morgan & Samantha McCall

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Heartbroken 💔… Jasam was my OG ship… Their chemistry was off the charts 😭💔😭💔

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BOOP. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! 🎃👻

Happy Halloween, anon 👻❤️

Hope you are having a wonderful day!

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No need to panic! This is your friendly reminder that there are only two weeks left until the kickoff of Chenford Spooktacular! In case you missed the original announcement, this event will begin on Saturday, October 26th, and end on Friday, November 1st. Prompts are below the keep reading line or, you can find them pinned on our page!

This events tag is #chenfordspooktacular24. For fics, there will be a collection created on AO3 titled Chenford Spooktacular 2024.

🎃👻🍂 Happy creating! 🍂👻🎃

Prompts

October 26th: ghosts, pranks, department party, baking

October 27th: house party, costumes, carving pumpkins, spices/scents

October 28th: superstitions, halloween/horror movies, farmer’s market, decorating

October 29th: trick-or-treat, graveyards, love languages, corn maze

October 30th: decorating, haunted house, hay ride, plaid

October 31st: mythical creatures, candy, public outreach, apples

November 1st: catch up, free choice

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#ChenfordWeek24 Day 4: missed moments

A day late (woops) but here a little comic inspired by the bug question during the lie detector scene from 6x02 🐝

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Beneath Your Beautiful: Beautiful Mess

^ Lucy to Tim, I promise I’m not apologizing for more angst for once 😅🤣

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The door swings open and there she is, still in her fancy dress, looking up at him with an expression so adorably confused and earnest on a face so pretty he feels his knees go a little weak. How dare she?

“Uh —” he starts, choosing to go with his best opener.

“Tim —” she says at the same time.

They both stop, staring at each other in what quickly becomes the most uncomfortable silence Tim has ever experienced.

“What — what are you doing here?” Lucy finally manages, her voice uncertain.

He sucks in a breath, because if he’s honest, he isn’t entirely sure what he’s doing here. He hasn’t been sure of anything since her heartfelt confession during the reunion this afternoon.

“Can I come in?”

“Uh — sure. Yeah. Of course,” she steps back so he can enter and the sound of the door clanging shut behind them is so damn loud in the quiet that it startles them both.

Lucy laughs uncomfortably, before reaching for a plastic water bottle sitting on the desk. “Do you want some water or something?”

She’s not really meeting his gaze, worrying her bottom lip between her teeth as she surveys the room, “Or I could make you some tea?” She frowns, “Never mind — I know you hate tea. I think I have some decaf, or I could call down to room service if you want —”

“I’m fine, Lucy,” he finally interrupts, and something about her awkward nervous energy soothes his own nerves, making him feel more at home than any refreshment possibly could.

Read it now on AO3...

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I am so incredibly pleased to officially announce the much anticipated return of Chenford Week!

This annual fandom celebration for Tim and Lucy will begin on Thursday, October 3rd and run through Sunday, October 6th! And while the 2024 event may not run as long as the event has in years past, there is something for everyone!

Using the tag #chenfordweek24 you can share all of your creations for the fandom to enjoy! From fanfics and edits, to mood boards and playlists, the fandom would love to see it all! Just don't forget to add your fics to the Chenford Week 2024 collection on AO3 which will open the first day!

Please reblog to help spread the word. Also, keep an eye out, for in 2025 the celebration will return to its original week in July! If you have any questions, please don't hesitate in sending me an ask!

October 3rd: break-ups & make-ups, show (not tell), angst, favorite season 6 scene

October 4th: tropes, personal headcannon, domestic bliss, outsider POV

October 5th: new beginnings, physical touch, comfort, alternate universe

October 6th: callbacks, missed moments, found family, lyrics/poems/quotes

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My second favorite thing about reading all your fics is reading the comments and counting how many “LANA WHAT THE FUCK” comments there are hahah. Truly incredible writer you are. Glad I’m not the only one saying/thinking it also hah. Always blown away in every emotion I feel from reading your works highlight of my day to read anything from you, it’s like a movie in my head. Your work is an amazing experience every time.

My heart 😭😭😭

Thank you soooo much for this unbelievably kind and thoughtful comment. I can’t even begin to tell you how happy this made me, and I know your words are going to be something I can come back to when I’m feeling discouraged for a looooong time ❤️❤️❤️

I am so, so excited to finalllllllly get Chenford to their happy ending in BYB; here’s a little sneak peek of what’s to come in the next chapter 🥰

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Mortified. She is utterly and completely mortified. What had she been thinking?

She had wanted to be honest; to make sure everyone knew that she knew the magnitude of her mistake. That she was the one that messed up.

But then the host had asked that damn question about giving things another try and Tim had just… been all stoic and silent and Tim about it, and someone had to say something.

So she’d fumbled around with her words, trying to explain that she wasn’t in any position to ask that of him, that she’d never expect he’d even want to give her another chance. Not that she didn’t want another chance, of course she wanted another chance. but it had been months, and she was sure he’d moved on… probably with someone who shared his love of beach volleyball and yeah, it had only gone downhill from there. She’d rambled on like a nervous idiot until their host had finally cut her off, looking downright embarrassed on her behalf and suggesting that maybe this was a conversation they could continue after the show.

And god, Tim had been looking at her like she was some kind of alien from outer space by the end.

She doesn’t regret her honesty, but, god, she does kind of wish she’d been less of a weepy mess about it all.

Unsurprisingly, Tim hadn’t hung around backstage after the reunion to catch up like most of the rest of the cast had.

Not that she could blame him. He was a private person, and she’d just word-vomited her feelings all over him in front of the world. He’d moved on with his life — of course it must have been unbelievably uncomfortable and awkward for him to have to sit there while she’d poured her heart out four months too late.

Lucy’s so busy reliving every microsecond of her mortification in horrifically slow motion that she almost misses the rap on her door.

She scrambles to her feet from where she had collapsed back onto the bed as soon as she made it back to her hotel room, only having paused to kick off her painfully high heels before admiring a view of the ceiling as she’d agonized. She tugs at her dress, attempting to rearrange and overlap the two panels enough to avoid an indecent exposure.

She arches up on her toes to check who it is through the peephole. And she’s so taken aback by the sight of him that she momentarily forgets she is supposed to be doing more than just ogling him through the tiny hole.

He lifts his hand to knock again, and she stumbles back in surprise. The sound is much louder when she has her face plastered to the door. She rolls her eyes at herself before taking a deep breath and opening the door.

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"Boot," Tim's voice comes out as a warning, but he doesn't push her out of the shower. She hears the caution in his tone, yet Lucy can't resist the temptation to explore further, she raises her hand to his chest, letting her fingers trace idle patterns and glide across his wet, warm skin.  “Chen.” Another warning but this time less stern than the first.  Lucy lets her left palm fall flat on Tim’s pec, her right hand coming up to trail the same path of the first before her fingertips stroke unexpectedly across his abs that flex temptingly under her feather-light touch. She finds herself distracted by the bullet wound scar low on his stomach.  They’re both transfixed as she lets her fingers brush over the long-healed mark that serves as a  memorial to their second day riding together. She had been utterly terrified in the moment, while bullets were flying and her TO was bleeding out, that she was going to lose him, a man she didn't much like but already knew would be important to her future. Despite all of that, she couldn't deny it then or now, as Wrigley had so correctly called her out, that part of her likes the thrill of it all. And so had Tim. So did Tim. What was one more adrenaline-induced thrill between colleagues? “It's Lucy.” She corrects, before she surges into him, Tim's mouth already closing the distance and meeting her half way. Kissing Tim is like everything else with him—exhilarating, terrifying, yet steady.

- for you I would fall from grace by @goodgirlssayiloveyoutoo (submitted by @queseraone)

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Beneath Your Beautiful: The Reunion

In the days, weeks, and months following Decision Day, Lucy had forced herself not to keep tabs on Tim via social media. Not because she wasn’t desperate to know how he was doing every minute of every day, but precisely because she was desperate to know how he was doing every minute of every day. For the sake of her mental health, she’d known she couldn’t continue to cling to whatever remnants of him she could still access online (though that certainly hadn’t stopped her from continuing to cling to certain physical remnants of their relationship).

But after Lucy wakes to discover that Tim is gone, she finds herself feeling desperate to understand how he could have simply left without a word when she had spent most of the night struggling with even the idea of having to spend another night without him.

Sure, they hadn’t exactly had an opportunity to talk things out, but the love between them had been almost tangible — alive in every look and every touch. She had poured everything she had to offer into him.

And he had just… left.

Read it now on AO3...

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Not to rush you but when is the next update for beneath your beautiful

Soon, I hope! ❤️

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Hi Lana! I hope you're having a great week! <3

This is so sweet! Hope you are having a wonderful week as well, anon ❤️

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insp.

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Lucy confusing Tim + causing him to malfunction