#good luck for your exams

[sorryimananti-romantic]

exams are 2 days away yet im learning how to set and strike, learning how to control the direction of my touches in football, and practicing lsrfm's easy when im supposed to be studying 🤡

procrastination at its finest 😭

imo dancing is WAYY easier than volleyball n football 😭

at least you're moving bruh me i wouldn't move an inch from bed and just giggle and be delulu over my kpop boyses and girlies 🤡🤡

it's been like 10 years since i touched a football ommgg how's it going for you but yes. dancing is so easy. i'm finding tiktok challenges particularly fun these days (i should be applying for jobs 🤡)

[homkamiro]

Heavy language

[sixosix]

yuuurrrr wasszup ‼️‼️‼️❗️

so i decided to add some numbers in the case tumblr mess it up agai

kinda rushed BUT (huwheueh childe freckles,,,)

i fuckjfn love the new ch everything is just so entertaining. ur literally peak😭😭😭

the way lyney is so obv down in the trenches for mc HIM MOVING HER HAIR AWAY FROM HR FACE HELLO????? SO GENTLE😭😭

the way his instincts unconsciously took over when childe reached out to her😭😭(breaks down)

YESSS YESS RAPUNZEL AETHER KS ACTUALLY CANON IM MIHOYO like bro is a disney princess confirmedd

im so exited for more childe interaction like i jus imagine mc n childe having a older bro lil sis dynamic in a way😔 both are very family oriented too like😔😔

but anyways, hope u like this lil thing. exams are coming up again so i did this real quick😔😔

have a nice day and drink lots of water🩷🩷

HEEEELLLPPP OMMGGGRGDUEHHD I LITERALKY SCREAMED WHEN I SAW CHILDE (its 4am) OHMMYGOD HE LOOK SO DELICIOUS IN YOUR STYLE… (freckles hhnbgghh) his fuckigngn manspreadbwhshhdw and as always… MC LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD oh shes beautiful. shes the moment. AETHER IN THE SIDE HOLDING THE TRAY SO AWKWARDLY WHYHREH

*both feels bad for lyney* IMJHEHEHSODHEJFH IM CRYDINNG (AETHRRS OUTFIT?!!??) (his SCARS) uurggghgh u didnt have to slay so hard you didnt have to eat but you did…

THANK U SO MUCH FOR THIS ugh just a quick rant yk i was having such a bad day yesterday and i thought it would last until today. i think u know this but they would randomly pick who would be chosen for taking NAT and i got picked unwillingly 😭😭 i was sooo mad that it was the start of a term break and i was taking a 12 hour exam. i was supposed to announce that there would be another chapter this sunday, too! but thats a bit blurry now because my times been taken up studying 😢

but waking up at 4am suddenly became SO worth it. this gen made me start rolling around my bed like OHMYGOD!!!AKAGI ART!!! the numbering made me laugh out loud

[moeblob]

I am really tired of a situation rn.

[shepscapades]

I HAVE SCIENCE EXAMS IN SIX DAYS AND I HAVENT REVISED BUT DBHC HAS EATEN MY BRAIN IT IS GONE IT HAS BEEN DIGESTED AND NOW I MUST LIE ON THE FLOOR AND CONTEMPLATE MY EXISTENCE THEN PLAY DETROIT BECOME HUMAN FOR EIGHTEEN HOURS

HEEEEELP FBJDFGHKCGNI listen. Sir. Listen to me if I can put down dbhc angst for long enough to prep lectures, you’re strong and brave enough to take breaks from the brainrot to study for your exams. I believe in you, you are so strong and courageous we can do this we can do it

[merakiui]

Mera, have you considered fertility doctor Riddle w/ a breeding kink? 👀 he’d be so shady and scummy but willing to do what it takes to win over his cute little patient or nurse/coworker into being with him and creating cute babies. It’s probably something that’s been thought of before or asked before but yeah, just sharing my thoughts!

Also just wanna thank you for sharing your thoughts on asks each day and your blurbs and stories, they’ve helped keep me sane during exams 😭

UUUUWUWUWUWAAAAA YES YES OMG OTL the idea of Riddle being obsessed with his coworker!!!!! Of course doctor-patient relationships are always fun to explore, but with a coworker omg!!! Maybe you’re just a receptionist or you’re a nurse or maybe you’re a trainee assistant who’s shadowing him. Either way, he’s quickly fallen for you and your tender, sweet, kind personality. He thinks about you all the time, when he wakes up, throughout his day, and before he goes to sleep. He’s so in love with you, so much so that he uses his authority as a doctor to review the information they have about you on file when you applied…for completely normal reasons, of course! Or so he’ll say, and because Riddle is so well-respected and trusted amongst his coworkers no one worries for a minute that it might be for more nefarious purposes.

The breeding kink is at an all-time worse when patients comment how sweet and gentle you are, saying you’d make a wonderful parent someday. God, the things he’d do if he could just bend you over his desk and take you the minute the patient leaves. Riddle is always battling between rationality and his own innermost desires. He knows it's wrong to like you to this extent, to want you all to himself, to be so thoroughly invested in you beyond work hours, to drown in thoughts of building a family with you when the both of you aren't even friends yet. He knows this obsession is wrong and debilitating and he ought to confide in someone (perhaps a therapist or even a trusted friend), but then professionals and friends wouldn't understand. They wouldn't understand how much he needs you, how much you manage to brighten his often gloomy, serious moods with just a simple smile, how he always thinks of how pretty you'd look tottering around the clinic with your round belly, all filled with a growing child—with his growing child. <3

Riddle is such an admirable doctor. You've always looked up to him. He may be strict and sometimes a little intimidating when he gets so serious, but he's diligent and so helpful, always offering you kind smiles and wishing you a good morning. You'd never know that someone as respectable as him has the filthiest of thoughts. You'll never know that every time he looks at you he thinks of how you might look beneath your uniform, how it might feel to be pressed flush against you, what sounds you might make when he fucks you each night to ensure his semen will take eventually at some point during one of these recurring sessions.

Riddle is an admirable doctor on the surface. Behind closed doors, however, it's a different, darker story.

[2-dsimp]

OK YEAH FINE ILL JOIN DISCORD AFTER MY EXAMS FUCK IT WE BALLLLLLL

😌👍

[gods-chosen-emperor]

im feeling esp nice today since tmrw i have another exam…

TAKE THIS AS A TOKEN OF FRIENDSHIP APPRECIATION! :D

hana hands you a container of garlic bread rusk!

Kaiser eyes the container. He pushes it away and back to you.

And what am I supposed to do with that? Pffft.

[lilacthebooklover]

in case you couldn't yet tell...

....no, i do not "use flashcards" to revise

[hella1975]

is the 1975 cause u like the band or were u born in 1975

it’s my body count

[honeygrahambitch]

Thoughts that I have when I am studying for my finals (and it's hopefully relatable):

I should watch just one more The Walking Dead episode (watches four)

I should pick up Paragon again

Time to check plane tickets for possible trips for next year

Let's make some bread from scratch

I could go jogging (has never done that before)

Time for some fine dining from scratch

I am going to uninstall all my apps

I will go in the middle of a forest to scream

I will go to the sea side to scream

I will start writing this hannigram fanfiction

Fuck time is passing and all I do every day is STRESS

Ohhh that one line from that specific episode from Hannibal needs to be analyzed and posted on tumblr

Has Nara Smith posted

Did I get any significant email

Time to check the uni platform in case I received my grades

I need to go to the supermarket because of this one specific craving

*puts on make up for no reason*

*avoids texts*

*is annoyed when people don't text*

Time to join a Taylor Swift live cause it's the time she sings the surprise songs

[the-kr8tor]

*kicks down your door*

KATY!! THE SPY AU???? I AM SO OVER THE MOON OMG 😭

you have no idea how much I love spy movies and action movies it actually made my day

ANYWAYS I just wanted to say that you've inspired me so much since I found your blog and now I have motivation to continue writing my book (at least after I finish my final exams) <3

-🦉🤍

AHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I tried a different writing approach in this one that's why I've been a bit nervous posting it lol but I'm glad it paid off!! Happy to serve you only the best 🫡

AWWWWW 🥺🥺🥺 that's the sweetest thing!! Glad to be your inspiration ❤️ (crying real tears rn) Lately I've been thinking about finally writing mine! Good luck on writing, angel!!! I wish you the best and may the writing gods grace you with their presence ❤️❤️❤️

[hootsiegrimgrin]

Hoot hoothoot hoot hoothoo hoot hoot hoot hoothoot hoo Hoot. Hoot Hoot hoo Hoot hoot hoot!

Hoot hoot hoot!

-Hootsie♡

[iwakuraz]

hate it when my knees start feeling really hollow. why do they even do that I never said you could do that

[nyenylon]

hiya nye!! hope you're doing good :3

looking for some OC advice if that's okay: i have an OC who has MDD, but afaik i don't have it myself and i really want to avoid harmful stereotyping or unrealistic portrayals!

was wondering if you have any tips on writing it, if there's anything specific i should know (if there's treatment, side-effects, etc.) or just anything to avoid in terms of stereotypes?

obviously don't answer this if you don't want to, it's probably very personal, and take your time if you do! i want to avoid screwing up, and while i am also going to check out articles and do my research, i also want to make sure i'm not accidentally being a prick or looking at misinformation and ask you if you have any advice :)

thank you so much! have a nice day nye, stay hydrated :D

Heeyyyy Artsy :3

I'd be happy to help in whatever way I can, but heads up I'm not professionally diagnosed or anything and am definitely not an expert on the topic, so this will just be from my personal experience

So of course maladaptive daydreaming is different for everyone, I think the most common interpretation of it is someone who might use their persona to self insert themselves into media they might like, or a personally written story. Sometimes they might be pre-written and played out (I personally believe this is what "shifters" do). A second common one might be writing a story by thinking about it as a show, where you yourself may not be involved. Many people wrote brilliant stories using this method.

My personal experience is that I can count multiple times where my maladaptive daydreaming was more prominent throughout my life, but I can't really pick it out if childhood experiences as it was kind of like the hit thing to be good at imagining when you were 5.

My standout experience with MDD is ongoing. It started five years ago and it involves myself and other people consistently. There is no change in plot or reboots, I consider these people consistent as any other person I might know. Plainly, I consider the maladaptive daydreaming characters that I have created (ocs) AND have not created to exist as people in some way, so I treat them as such.

Part of my MDD is that these people I know through my head interact with people from the real world, having casual conversations and such.

My level of focus on my MDD varies on my mental health and environment, it usually ranges from maybe 1 interaction a day to things I have planned for the day being cancelled because I'm busy daydreaming. My daydreaming friends will often grow distressed if I don't speak to them for long periods of time. Some of them (my ocs) fear that they'd cease to exist, while others may fear their friends could disappear, including me.

Something well known for MDD is repetitive motions, personally I find my stims outside of MDD are larger and more noticable, while I'm daydreaming sometimes my repetitive motions will be spinning a pen or something as miniscule as timed blinking or eye movement. It's like keeping pace to me, like they tell you to associate a smell with sleeping if you have a hard time sleeping. The motions help keep me focused on my daydreams.

I don't like closing my eyes when I daydream, but I do like dark rooms. I also prefer background noise. It's also well known people like to listen to music while they daydream, and I do, but the noise doesn't have to be music. It just has to be constant and have some kind of pattern that I can tune out to. The noise helps distract me from what I see visually!

I haven't researched treatment because recently I've been quite good at regulating my daydreams, and in the past it's been a fear of mine. I think the only treatment there would be for MDD is finding other coping mechanisms.

As for side effects, I'm not sure what would qualify. I can get angry at daydreams the same way I would anything else, same goes for every emotion. Sometimes it just makes my mood seem out of place, I think. I also think it's obvious when I'm daydreaming, because people usually poke me or wave a hand in front of my face (THIS IS SO ANNOYING DON'T DO THIS I'M DAYDREAMING FOR A REASON). MDD sometimes restricts my real life experiences, socializing, sometimes makes me forget meals, it also makes my memory of everything worse, instead replaced by memories of daydreams. MDD is something that I deal with, while I know it's a negative thing it's something that I don't have any desire to detach myself from. That's a scary idea to me, so I suppose that's a side effect in itself.

As far as writing a character with MDD goes, you'd have to know what they were daydreaming about first. A lot of the rest of the traits, such as what noise or actions they use, would be down to their other characteristics. If I was going to avoid something, it would be to not make everything they daydream about separate to reality. Almost everyone I've known with MDD has integrated their realities in some way, whether it be having their persona personality shine through, their daydreams interact with people around them, writing about it, drawing or infodumping. Of course this might not be everyone, but I think it also depends how private of a person they are. People who have MDD tend to know they're creating something complex.

Thanks for asking me Artsy, again, this is just from personal experiences. Hope this helped! :3

[gojonanami]

do u have a planned/ estimated day that prof geto 6 will come out? NO RUSH OR PRESSURE AT ALL its bc i have revision to do and i need to add reading it to my schedule lol it shall give me strength 💪💪💪

haha this is so sweet 😭😭 I was trying to aim for this Saturday, but it’s taking longer than I thought to write - so definitely next week 🥹🫣