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For all you maul girlies: I got a little something coming your way this weekend so be prepared because it's the most downright filthiest smut I've ever written 😈
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once again i was fueled with coffee (did not sleep the whole night) but this time i doodled college au to cope bc ofc i did (also did not feel like sleeping wooo)
#self insert#cross!sans#epic!sans#mblue art#cm#m rambles#(that tag is needed bc hoo boy u can tell i did not get sleep and is fueled by caffeine)#(do not be like me!!!!!!!!! do not deprive urself of sleep 💀💀💀)#(get a good 6-7hrs a day if u can. if 4-5hr works better for u then im not forcing u to sleep more 😤😤😤 as long as u rest well 😁👍)#(AND HYDRATE... if ur reading this try to take a sip rn 🥤)#campus au#(college au scenarios will be tagged that heehoo)#not colored just lines bby 😎😎😎#idiots to lovers type shit where they both confide in epic n he's just chillin#waiting for the time when these dummies will finally confess to eachother themselves#(look i think it's rlly funny seeing cross be all cool calm collected in public but when he talks to epic abt his crush)#(he goes insane with a million different flustered/blushing emojis)#( 'they told me good luck on my test and gave me the nicest smile ever how was i gonna live after that' goofy ass. idiot /aff)#( 'DUDE THEY GAVE ME A MOTIVATIONAL NOTE. IN /PINK/ PAPER. ON CHOCOLATE. DOES THIS...... 😳' guys i love silly dorky cross to bits so much)#(man fucking explodes w his simping n epic just goes LMAO but he's v supportive for his bruh 💪😤)#(on the other hand my sona thinks he's sooo cool and awesome and smart and honestly fucking charming HHELLO THE TIMES WHEN HE LAUGHS AND)#(AND SMILES HELLOOO MR HANDSOME I MEAN WHATT)#( 'stars if he likes me back i wouldn't know what to do with myself. fucking EXPLODE? YIPPEE CONFETTI??' lots of flushge )#(going ueueue at big bro epic bc they got a super massive crush on his bestie but)#(but the head is entertaining 'what-if's BUT i think kuya epic knows how to steer the thoughts away from those and smack em w teasing 😎✨)#(ultimately distracting and successfully reassuring them 😎😎😎)#(tsundere mblue no way not in here im down bad astronomically full on simping my guys)#(he might be a dumbass sometimes but he's my dumbass) (ok i'll shut up now fr)#anywayz campus au is the my highschool au but we're all adults and more tired yippeee
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"You really care about me."
"Yeah. I really, really care about you."
"I- I really care about you too."
"No, but... I like, really, really care about you."
#mr. & mrs. smith#mr. & mrs. smith prime#maya erskine#donald glover#john x jane#alana x michael#john smith#jane smith#i... need these two in a romcom i think#i like them both individually and i was gonna get around to it but it really was the interviews they did together that sold me on the show#they've got great chemistry#i enjoyed it for what it is#mr. & mrs. smith spoilers#i just need them in a romcom so they play people who aren't as fucked up because they were both frustrating at times#their last scene made me cry tbh so i guess i'm a sucker#i want them to get a 2nd season just because i like maya and donald but also... fuck amazon#michael#cw: food?#him making sure she's hydrated even though they're going through a rough patch was ao sweet of him#also i can't with her kissing him on the cheek in the last scene#i say i liked this show enough and that i'm not super attached to it... so why am i still thinking about them???#i really wanted to hear her say his real name but i get it#i find it oddly sweet that the first thing john asked her(not said ASKED) was if she really loved him and she said that she did#alana
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FIRST TIME GIVES INEFFABLE HUSBANDS VIBES AND I DONT THINK I CAN HANDLE IT 😭😭😭
#hozier#the hoziest#good omens#ineffable husbands#unreal unearth#im cryinf#idk what to tag im just happy y'all#i was reading it whilst listening to it skshsjhsjshsksjs#MR GAIMAN IM GONNA NEED AN APOLOGY AND ALSO A SEASON 3 VERY SOON#SIRS I DONT THINK ANY OF YOU HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO BE MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY#PAIR THAT WITH DAVID TENNANT AND MICHAEL SHEENS INCREDIBLE PORTRAYAL OF THE EMOTIONS#I CANFT BREATHE#IDGAF IF NONE OF THIS IS REAL#MY AND EVERYONE ELSES FEELING MAKE IT REAL#DJSJSHSJHS LN SBSKSJJSHSJSKSBSKBSKSJZLSJSBBDJSHSJSJSSKSBKSJSKSIKSHS#I AM SCREAMING SCREECHING AND SQUEALING#one of the many reasons i wanna do more theatre and acting because who tf are these people to be making me feel such raw emotion#from a situation which im not even insinuated to be a part of sihsksjslsjsksn#ITS TOO INTIMATE I FEEL LIKE IM INTRUDING#BUT I FEEL LIKE THE ONE BEING EXPOSED SIMULTANEOUSLY WTF#david tennant#michael sheen#anyways sorry for the excessive tags#i need to calm the fuck down#i should take my meds#and then a nap#or read#or draw#oh and hydrate#fuck you and your tag limits ciao brothers and others
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Listen, friends. I cannot emphasize enough how important it is you stay hydrated. You WILL be crying before, during, and after the teaser tomorrow, and we still have to make it to October. Can’t have you passing out too soon. This is a marathon, not a sprint. Fill up those water bottles now.
#ofmd#and don’t give me that ‘JOKES ON YOU IM GONNA DIE ANYWAY’#yes we all know that#but ghosties need proper hydration too#Lucius told me
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Am I gonna decode it while reading or after I'm done reading it whole? Hmm
#dragon's stupid thoughts#welcome to my thread about reading this book now#have fun seeing me going crazy. onca again.#oouugghh gonna have an amazing time#i don't need food. or hydration. or sleep. EVER
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Day 3: Patience/Focus
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Pt. 3 of The Empire of Samadhi AU
Pt. 1 | Pt. 2 | Pt. 3 (you are here) | Pt. 4
Wordcount: 3k
Summary: Red Son is the son of an old empire, Mei is the daughter of a new one. Red Son, consumed by fire, was put into an induced stasis sleep to stop the world from burning until his family can find a way to safely remove the fire. They find a way but he never wakes up. Hundreds of years later he awakes to discover his power resides within another as she stares at him with wide eyes on fire.
To wield the fire of Samadhi requires focus. To survive around such idiocy, Red Son requires more patience than he practised whilst creating said fire of Samadhi. But before that, Mk wakes up with a spider on his nose.
Mk woke up warm.
He hadn’t been warm in a long time.
Well, honestly he hadn’t really woken up in a long time. It was all muffled sounds, freezing cold and blurry bits of scenes unfolding in front of him here and there while he was unable to move or think clearly. It was… weird to be warm and be able to twitch his fingers without first being told to. But… nice. He really thought it was a dream at first.
He could hear muffled voices, two of them. One familiar and one not. His body ached despite the warmth as he slowly gained consciousness. His vision started out a little blurry when he opened his eyes, then adjusted after a few moments and he was greeted with a small black spider sitting on his nose.
Mk screamed.
He was already halfway up the cave wall, cramming himself into a space he could fit by the time Someone came running in, fire flickering around them. They looked around wildly, alarmed, fists clenched and guard up.
“Mk!”
The voice was loud and panicked and Mk would recognize it anywhere.
“Mei!”
He didn’t really think before he was practically launching himself off the cavern wall and at his best friend. He realized maybe it wasn’t the best course of action when he noticed how high up he’d been--and when he processed the fact she was on fire--but by then it was too late.
Mei yelped as he slammed into her from above and they both went crashing to the ground in a tangle of limbs, rings and fire.
Fire filled the cavern in a small, startled explosion. Mk’s skin burned with a distant memory of pain he couldn’t place the origin of, but before long it was clear the flames weren’t actually touching him. Despite the realization his breathing still came more shallowly than usual for some reason.
Mei grabbed his hand and pulled him through the smoke and flames to the mouth of the cavern. Mk shielded his eyes and gripped back tightly, the warmth of her hand seeping into his fingers and even up his arm. She was really there.
They stumbled out coughing.
“What is wrong with you people?” came an incredulous voice, one Mk didn’t recognize.
He glanced up, coughing and waving away smoke to try and see who it was coming from.
“Oh!” Mk said when he saw him. “Hello! You’re really scary looking!”
And he was pretty scary looking. With hair about as red as it could get, like, ripe tomato red, or maybe hot pepper red. It was reminiscent of many of the vegetables and different fruits he had seen in Pigsy’s kitchen over the years. He was dressed like Mk remembered his Shifu’s distant ancestor dressing in paintings and books. The clothes of a king, or maybe a prince or emperor, unmarred and pristine aside from it being a little dusty with streaks of ash and soot. His scowl was probably the scariest thing. That and his eyes, dark enough to be compared to coal, with just as little life in them. Honestly he looked like he was missing something very important, though Mk couldn’t begin to tell what it was. A smile maybe?
The man before him puffed out his chest a bit, looking almost proud. “Well at least someone knows I-”
“Don’t mind him,” Mei said to him dismissively, “he’s a big ol softie. He’d faint if we held hands in front of him.”
He spluttered. “I would not-”
“Oh,” said Mk, beaming. “Well, that’s a relief! It’s nice to meet you then, mister.”
The man spluttered.
Mei held up their intertwined hands for the man to see, grinning widely. “Look, grandpa. Holding hands.”
The man's entire face went nearly as red as his hair. He spat curses at them as he turned around and stomped away, kicking up ash as he went.
“Um…” said Mk. “He seems nice.”
“You get used to him,” Mei shrugged. She squeezed his hand lightly and glanced at him. “You okay?”
Mk blinked. “Huh? Oh, yeah, I’m good. Uh… how are you?”
Mei laughed.
At first, Mk was going to start laughing along with her, despite his confusion. But then he realized it was different from her normal laugh. It wasn’t light or giggly. It lacked that unrestrained joy that always erupted from her when she laughed. It was drenched in heavy, heavy relief. The shaky kind of relief that Mk had felt after a close brush with death during training.
Then it stuttered.
His best friend in the whole world sucked in a shuddering breath, and suddenly she was crying. Her voice was shaking between a laugh and a sob as she pulled him into a hug and held on so tightly and crushing that it made it hard to breathe.
“Mei?” He choked out. “Are you okay?” His voice was muffled by her shoulder and a piece of her hair got in his mouth. He half-spat half-blew it out of his mouth. He made a mildly grossed out noise. “Ew, ew, hair in my mouth-”
Her next laugh was torn from her like a sob and he could feel it through his entire body.
She gripped him tighter.
Something wasn’t right here.
“Mei?”
She only buried her face in his shoulder, her entire frame trembling. Mk could feel the heat from her and from the rings hovering above them. They were heavy. It almost felt like massive weights hovering over them, threatening to crash down and crush them.
With her hair out of the way Mk glanced up to look at the angry red-haired man questioningly, but whatever he was going to ask died in his throat before he could even lay eyes on him. For the first time, he saw beyond the cavern and the people in front of him.
And there was nothing but black.
Nothing but a desolate wasteland of ashes as far as he could see.
Mk gripped Mei back tightly, knees suddenly feeling like jello.
“What… What happened?”
Mei held him tighter still and all Mk could do was glance at the angry man with a lost look.
The man rolled his eyes at him. “Don’t look at me, peasant. I’m not the one with the fire.”
Mk glanced at his best friend in his arms and startled as he saw his hands for the first time.
Burns stretched over his fingers, his hands, small ones, and bad ones that looked like they would never ever go away.
Mk let out a small choked sound.
“What-?”
“I’m sorry, Mk,” Mei choked out between sobs. “I’m sorry-”
Mk wasn't sure what was happening, what had happened. He didn’t know where they were or who they were with or why his hands and everything around them was burned, or why he was afraid to look at the rest of himself, or why the clothes he was wearing felt scratchy and uncomfortable and unfamiliar. He didn’t know what the rings were floating over their head or why the fire in the cave hadn’t burned him. He didn’t know why he could only remember being cold for so long, or why now he felt warmer than ever. He didn’t know why a tiny part of him buried away in his chest felt nervous near his best friend.
Mk didn’t know what was happening, but the one thing he did know is that his best friend was crying. His best friend was crying and needed him right now. That was something he could understand just fine.
He hugged her back just as tight, squeezing until she could feel like her shaking sobs were steadied by his arms. “It's okay,” he said. “It's okay, Mei, I’m here.”
He held her tightly and Mei fell apart in his arms.
Mei and her friend talked just outside the mouth of the cave for a long time. Far too long in Red Son’s opinion. They had places to be. But when he’d attempted to tell the Dragon girl that, she’d actually snarled at him. Her friend’s hand on hers seemed to be the only thing that stopped her from actually trying to barbeque him.
The amount of patience he required just being around the two of them was already exhausting. He missed the days he could simply incinerate annoying people like them.
Eventually they stopped talking. After Mei had stopped crying. After Mk had stopped crying. After they had both stopped clinging to each other like children and crying, they finally approached him, still holding hands in a disgusting display of affection.
“Teach me,” Mei said.
“No,” Red Son said, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Please?” Mk said, shuffling in place. He didn’t seem to know what to do with his free hand so he tapped it on the side of his leg awkwardly, arm swinging out away from him a bit after every tap. He was such a strange one. There was something about him, Red Son couldn’t put his finger on it, but it made him suspicious.
“No,” Red Son snarled again, this time with more venom. It was highly entertaining to watch Mk flinch, up until he glanced at Mei and saw absolute murder in her eyes. Red Son cleared his throat and looked away. “I’m not teaching you anything.”
“You taught me how to use the fire to save Mk,” Mei pointed out, infuriatingly correct.
“That’s different,” Red Son hissed out. “You weren’t fighting, so I did what I had to.”
“Well,” said Mk, chiming in in the most annoying way possible. “Wouldn't it be easier to get places if Mei knew how to use the…” he faltered a bit, glancing up at the rings hovering above Mei’s head. One of them was nearly directly over his head. Red Son narrowed his eyes and watched how Mk’s grip on Mei’s hand tightened. She squeezed back which seemed to give Mk enough steadiness to continue. “I just mean if we run into any other problems it would be better if one of us with big ol’ world-destroying power knew how to use it.”
He made a good point. A horrible good one. Good enough that it made Red Son grind his teeth and dig his nails into his arms until it hurt.
“It’s my fire,” Red Son said through gritted teeth. He missed the way his hair would flame up when he felt this way. He missed how his eyes would spark and people would stumble away, terrified of his power. As it was, the two in front of him simply stood, unphased. Mk was the only one looking even the slightest bit uncomfortable.
“Duh,” Mei said, rolling her eyes at him. “But if any of us die you won’t be getting your fire back-”
“The only one here capable of dying,” said Red Son, “is your friend here.” Mk flinched. Red Son pretended not to feel satisfied by it.
“Alright, your highness,” Mei said suddenly, releasing Mk’s hand and stepping forward. Although he’d suggested she call him your highness on several different occasions, the way she said it was devoid of any real respect. The rings above her got hotter and brighter, the fire lashing and reflecting in her eyes from within. “You shut up and listen. If you die, you won’t get your fire cause you’ll be dead. If I die, you won’t get your fire because everything will probably burn to nothing. And if Mk dies you can kiss your sweet fire goodbye because I will burn you and everything else myself if anything happens to my best friend, got it?”
Truly, her tone was something reminiscent of Red Son’s mothers. Threatening, scolding and terrifying all at once.
Red Son very nearly took a step back.
He cleared his throat. “Well… I suppose things would go… faster if you were not quite so useless.”
“Right,” Mei said, crossing her arms, unamused.
Red Son straightened up, keeping his chin tilted up. “I am not doing this because you tried to threaten me.”
“Of course not,” Mei said dryly.
Red Son bristled. “Whatever, dragon girl. Pull yourself away from your friend and I’ll show you how not to be a useless sack.”
“Thanks, grandpa!” Mei chirped, quite suddenly smiling brightly. She skipped back to Mk and took his hand in hers once again, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
Red Son scoffed.
“Um, yes, thank you Mister uh… Mister…” Mk trailed off, looking a little lost.
Red Son groaned. He tilted his head back for just a moment to pray for the long-suffering patience required to hold a conversation with these uncultured peasants. “The Demon of Samdhi. Or at least I’m told by your friend that it is now my title.”
Mk jolted. His head snapped up and he gaped at Red Son.
“Wait- you’re… you’re-”
Mei patted his shoulder. “Oooo… Yeah… I forgot to mention. Um. Mk…this is… well, the Demon of Samadhi!” She paused then waved her free hand back and forth. “Surprise…aha….”
Mk made a small choking sound. He looked quite pale. “M…Mei are you sure um… are you sure traveling with the… him is a good idea…?” He nervously glanced back at him.
Red Son bared his teeth at him in a wide grin. Mk took a step back.
It was horribly satisfying.
At least until Mei shoved her hand into his face to cover it and shoved him down out of Mk’s sight, completely ignoring his indignant cursing and outrage. “Ah, don’t worry about him. He’s a big softie.”
“I will kill you,” Red Son hissed.
“See?” Mei said. “Softie.”
“Oh,” said Mk, like he had complete faith in Mei’s judgment of character. “Phew, that’s a relief. Glad to have you on our side Mr. Demon of Samadhi!”
“I am not on your side-” Red Son attempted to choke out to no avail. They completely ignored him.
“Well, Sifu,” Mei said. “When do we start?” “When you get your hand off my face.”
“Samadhi is a meditation and a form of concentrated focus. Its meaning is a form of… bringing things together. I harnessed it to create the most concentrated form of fire that exists in this world.”
Mei sat cross legged on the ground in front of Red Son as he paced before her, his arms held behind his back loosely. She had a bored look on her face, one elbow resting on her knee and her chin in her hand. He ignored her blatant disrespect and continued.
“A true wielder of my fire, should be able to become one with it, to make it their own and wield it through the practice of meditation and focus.” His lip curled as he watched Mei glance at where a gust of wind was blowing up some loose ash. “Though I doubt you will be able to do such a thing.”
“Ehhhh… what was that?” Mei glanced back at him.
Red Son sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “If you want to learn you are going to have to listen.”
“I’m listening!” Mei said, rocking back and forth. “I’m listening real good.”
“If I could kill you right now, I would,” Red Son said.
“But you can’t,” Mei sing-songed. She giggled and winked at him.
“I hate you so much. You are a disrespect to my fire.” He turned to Mk and barked. “You there!”
Mk nearly fell backwards where he was balancing on a blackened boulder. His arms windmilled and flailed until he got himself steady and he stood up ramrod straight, with his arms at his sides.”Yes! What? I’m listening!”
Red Son groaned into his hands. “Of course, of course I’m stuck with two of the biggest idiots-” He exhaled sharply and looked up at them. “If either of you want to understand my fire you are going to have to start paying attention-”
“But I’m hungyyy,” Mei complained, continuing her rocking back and forth. “There’s nothing to eat around here.”
“And thirsty,” Mk added.
Red Son squinted at them both. “Idiots.”
He bothered to glance around. He had to admit, there was some concern to be had for the lack of resources. Red Son, of course, could go a very long time without those types of substances. Mei as well if his fire sustained her the way it had always sustained him.
But Mk was another matter.
He was more mortal than either of them. Lack of sleep got to him quickly. Even more quickly in the form of eating away at his attention. Food and water were another thing he clearly could not do long without and there was no telling how long he’d been without it already under the white lady’s influence.
And as long as Mk was distracted Mei would likely also remain distracted due to her worry for him and they’d blame him for it because of course they would.
“Fine,” he said. He planted his feet firmly on the ground to get their attention before he started his declaration. “We will continue this lesson after you two get yourself some sort of substance to consume.”
Mei blinked. “Uh… Samadhi Sifu… I don’t know how to tell you this, but… there’s not really… anything here…”
She gestured to the wasteland stretching around them. Red Son could still feel the fire going on under his feet. The only thing for miles around were half-melted boulders and rocks in a pattern that made Red Son assume it had once been a stream or river of sorts. The fire had long since eaten up any water that had run through it previously.
Mk blinked slowly, one eye closing and opening sooner than the other, a little off-beat.
“I know that,” Red Son snapped. “That’s why we’re going somewhere else.”
“Uhhhh…” said Mei. “Where… exactly?”
“I don’t have time to explain,” Red Son threw up his hands. “Ugh. Just- stand up, fool.”
Mei rolled her eyes but she did as she was told.
“Give me some fire.”
Mei blinked. “Huh?”
“Fire. Just-” Red Son sighed. “Just light the rings.”
“Oooookay…” Mei said slowly. She closed her eyes and after a moment the rings above her flickered to life.
Without missing a beat, Red Son snatched a bit of flame from the rings. Mei made a little surprised sound, leaning forward curiously. He tried not to bask under her clear admiration. He may not have been able to create his own fire now that it had been stripped from him, but he could still wield it just fine.
…In small amounts at least.
“Cool…” Mei said as she watched him draw the circle of flame on the ground.
“This,” Red Son said, “is a gateway. It will take us outside of the range of the fire, but only for a temporary time. Then we will be transported back here.”
“So… it's like… yo-yo teleportation?” Mk asked, glancing over Mei’s shoulder to see the circle.
Red Son spluttered. “What? That-that is an offensively simple way to put it-”
“But he’s not wrong,” Mei interrupted with a grin.
Red Son contemplated throwing them both into the circle and then running away, but that would simply be foolish and separate him from his fire. Instead he cursed their ashes under his breath and finished drawing the spell out.
“Do you want food or not?” He gritted out.
That at least got them moving into the circle and shutting their mouths. At least temporarily.
“Let’s go, Sifu Samadhi,” Mei said.
“I hope the saying of mortals melting in these portals is true for you two,” he said before activating it.
“Wait,” Mk said. What-?”
The portal burst into flames.
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#KNOX WRITES (me)#Monkie Kid the Empire of Samadhi AU#LEGO Monkie Kid#Monkie Kid#Monkie Kid Red Son#Monkie Kid Mei#Monkie Kid Mk#Monkie Destiny Challenge (2023)#Wooooo#ALRIGHT THAT'S THAT#The last bit of this I was gonna put into the next prompt but eh i needed the focus bit here so if the cut seems awkward that's why#you know my plan wasn't to only write snippets from this au for this prompt month but at this rate we're just gonna get thirty days of THIS#*WHEEZING*#HG;LSKFJAWEOF#ANYWAY GOOD MORNING REMEMBER TO HYDRATE#i really didn't edit this one much but#NO BETA WE DIE LIKE LBD'S HOPE FOR THE WORLD#EAT A SNACK HUG UR FRIEND HAVE A GREAT DAY
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#i feel like novel is def gonna be winning but who knows#one thing to know about me is i always want things to be longer#except for movies stop that why is it 3 hours i need a bathroom break#at least make it have 3 parts so there is a bathroom break#if i go to see a play thats two hours and a half i get 15 minutes to go pee or get a snack#WHY AM I SUPPOSED TO SIT THROUGH 3 HOURS OF A MOVEY SOME OF US ARE TRYING TO STAY HYDRATED MIRANDA#idk why im ranting abt movies here this is abt novels vs short stories#anyways my point is i enjoy spending more time with characters and the story so a novel always wins#even tho there are some short stories that are so impactful they stay with me forever#like. omelas comes to mind#but yeah
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if today sucks just remember that tomorrow could suck even more so you might as well make the most of your slightly less awful misery today 🥰👍
#I jest#however as awful as this sounds I’ve found that actually sometimes as rubbish as it may be it’s true#So if today sucks that’s okay#But I’m gonna make do with what I have the very same as I will do the next day#I think I probably sound like I’m losing my mind and actually who could have guessed that that’s because I am a little bit#case in point#look for the positives in everything#It just didn’t sound like that was my case in point#Anyway I’ll shut up now#Life is good it just sometimes takes a little bit of effort to see that#I’m actually gonna shut up now I just like rambling my thoughts in tumblr tags#hi if you’ve read this far I think you’re cool and you should hydrate and eat something if you haven’t and you need to <3
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so many ideas of drawings to answer all the liwei & liwen asks yet here i am constrained by mortal responsibilities raaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
#rin rambles#giggling and kicking my legs ueueueueuue i'll get to it soon!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm so hyperfixated on these two now imma probably spend the weekend drawing them sobsob my babies.....#also can i say it's hilarious once again to observe the followers count plummeting on these kinda occassions lol#i've been feeling happy and content just creating these days tho which is awesome#hoping it'll last but ik mother nature is gonna kick me down soon orz#ah well just gotta ride the wave while it's high 🌊#also since i'm already rambling in the tags anyway#i miscalculated and came to the guzheng lesson 1 hr too early orz#i should have. practiced at home first. Yeesh. eepy meirin is not an organized meirin. eepy meirin is a mess™️#i feel guilty i havent had the time to practice the guzheng so idt i can play the song that smoothly today orz#but i hope the teacher will give me a new music sheet today...... maybe tian mi mi finally...... i really wanna play that song aaaaaa#ok rambles over i need to walk to the music school if you're still reading this I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND#HYDRATION CHECK. MEAL CHECK. STRETCH CHECK#YOU ARE PRECIOUS YOU MATTER YOU ARE LOVED GO GIRL/BOY/HUMANBOSS YOUR DAY I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!!!!!!!
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They are doing a LOTR marathon in the cinemas but it's Saturday and I fucking work Saturdays, why do I have to submit to the fatal order of needing money 😭😭😭😭
I can still go to watch ROTK though 👀
#it's starting at 11 finishing past midnight hdjjdsjz#if i push people outta my way skip lunch i could maybe be on time for ttt#but it's betting on good public transport#oh and by the way i might not be able to come back home if there's the slightest delay#but that's a problem for the me after having seen rotk#i think im gonna go only for rotk#cause ttt is not realistically possible#and i do need to it and stay hydrated lmao#so.... what if i just do that#honestly i appreciate the marathon idea#but also to be completely honest#even if i could#i now have the body of someone lowkey burn out from sitting behind a desk for 9h#so they could do a run on three Saturday nights for the elders (my 32 ass lmfao)#but hey they are playing it it's all that matters#i didn't see them in the cinema back then#so even if i only watch rotk#im gonna cry so fucking much#i wouldn't bear Boromir's death on a giant 4k screen#but like helm's deep battle on fucking giant screen??? i would combust#WAIT#SAM SPEEECH ON A GIANT SCREEN???? IM GOING TO PASS OUT#i won't survive only one movie#guys im already crying sususjjzjzjz#aaaaaaahhhhhhhh#misc
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Something about me is that I’m always dehydrated.
I always have been. I went to the ER in first grade because I didn’t drink water all day during summer camp.
I feel thirsty but for some reason I can just ignore it and I forget I’m thirsty.
I get constipated because I never drink water. I have so much water retention because I never drink water. My skin is suffering because I never drink water. I’m low on energy because I never drink water. My hair falls a lot because I never drink water.
Part of the reason I forget to drink it is because two years or so ago, I hated that I would get bloated after taking a sip of anything (I also hated the way I looked I thought I was fat but this was why) so I decided to just not drink water until I got home from school. I also started skipping meals which made things worse but this is about water right now. Obviously, this made the matter worse because I was already dehydrated to begin with so I started to get even more bloated, more tired, I felt like shit all the time, and my anxiety levels skyrocketed. Then I went to the doctor and told her about it in hopes that she would give me some magical solution. She just told me to drink water and I was like oh…
Long story short, drink water. I started drinking a lot more water and my skin sighed in relief, my hair is try thriving, and I get less bloated now. I overall feel more confident and energized, I would definitely recommend.
I still forget to drink water a lot since it kind of became a habit to ignore my thirst but I’m working on it and it’s helped a lot
#idk#random post#tw mentions of eating disorder#yes I had one but I’m scared of people telling me I didn’t because I don’t ‘look’ like people with eds so idek if it is one#ts is confusing ppl are always invalidating others for not experiencing things the same way#anyways#I thought this would be a funny(?) rant but it lowkey turned into a vent#oops#dehydration#rant#snippet of my life#I just need to share the benefits of water bc although everyone knows you need it to survive ppl don’t realize just how important it is#I almost shit myself in first grade because I thought I was gonna die#it wasn’t that serious but going to the emergency room sounded so scary#and it is but like I don’t want ppl to think I was on my death bed#drink water#I forgot to mention that it calmed my severe headaches#I would get headaches every day from not eating or drinking I started doing worse in school bc of it#once again drinking water saves the day#ofc this isn’t the solution for everyone but drinking water is very good for you#and it’s not that I dislike water in fact I love it I only ever drink water#I don’t like sodas#hydration#stay hydrated#pjo#kotlc#those are just the fandoms again don’t freak out at me pls
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day 2 new med combo
changed my bedsheets, reorganized some laundry i put away haphazardly before, hung the rest of it up, and did half of a pretty involved crafting project with the kiddo (we stopped bc the lil gob was definitely in need of a nap but we'll do more tomorrow)
taking a break now but man....this is awesome :D
#stirring up trouble#im so pleased with this....the anxiety is significantly diminished and im doing so well organizing my space little by little#most of the important stuff i need to do today i need to do with someone else so i'm just waiting for them to be awake now#probs gonna organize more in the meantime...if i had more water on hand i'd do a little workout but im sorta dried out as it is#the only downside of these meds is that i need to constantly hydrate bc my body just. doesnt hold water worth shit while im on em#small price to pay for executive function
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn Characters: Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī, Lán Yuàn | Lán Sīzhuī, Lán Jǐngyí, Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén, Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín, Niè Huáisāng, Jīn Líng | Jīn Rúlán, Mèng Yáo | Jīn Guāngyáo, Lán Qǐrén (very briefly) Additional Tags: Food, Drinking, 5+1 Things, Humor, Disguise, attempted disguise, everyone sees through wwx, they just don't necessarily know it yet, wwx just doesn't know the meaning of disguise, this is not proofread at all, i mean it i usually at least give fics a quick once over before posting but its 1am and I just can't Series: Part 6 of Damie's MXTX-tober 2023 Summary:
Day 6: Food/Drink & Disguise – Wei Wuxian, 5+1 style
5 times Wei Wuxian tried to hide his identity (4 times he failed) and one time he didn't have to.
#mxtxtober#mxtxnet#mdzs#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#assorted cast members#I couldn't be assed to tag all the different friendships and relationships on ao3#i'm not gonna bother now#its past 1am and i need sleep#and hydration
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home from work ✓
three days off that I FUCKING EARNED because Saturday was a shitshow ✓
Liquid Death on ice in my obnoxiously pink knockoff Stanley ✓
funny and creepy YouTube videos in the background ✓
ready to work on the masterlist for a lil, game, and write ✓
oh yeah, it's all coming together ✓
#mod post#my favorite Liquid Death is Cherry Obituary but today I have Severed Lime#when I get paid I need to buy another pack cuz it's goooooood#imagine that that Liquid Death is all modern Grell drinks for Aesthetic Reasons lmao#ANYWAY I'M GONNA HYDRATE AND WORK ON THE MASTERLIST
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re: that akutagawa x reader x dazai fic - does dazai end up having to pickup the slack for akutagawa’s attempt at aftercare or does he drag akutagawa back to do it properly? tbh im so interested in this poly’s dynamic !!
aaah i should really finish the two aku x reader x dazai oneshots i’ve got just rotting away in my docs for u then anon 。゚(゚ノД`゚)゚。 ooh interesting question!! dazai would finish the job himself. akutagawa is too inept at it all, as far as Daddy dazai is concerned. there’s no way he could possibly handle something so special and important </3 and yes, these subtle yet sharp, passive-aggressive remarks about how akutagawa can’t do it, can’t clean up the mess he’s made, has to have Daddy do it for him like everything else, murmured out in condescending coos as dazai tends to reader (so sweet! so soft! so tender!), are also a part of his ‘punishment’; the psychological component. it further sows those bitter seeds of inferiority deep into akutagawa’s soul—so deep they’re irreversible, irrevocable, unremovable—as Daddy berates him in a gentle lilt, the causticity of his words contradicted by the clement tone as he reminds him that this is why he’s never allowed to play on his own; because he’s too incompetent to clean up his fucking messes properly </3
#this whole dynamic is built so heavily on angst and akutagawa’s downright *obsession* with dazai and his praise + approval#and how dazai uses this as a weapon#so it’s almost always gonna hurt LMAO#the two pieces i have unfinished are both heavy angst as well#one has smut n one doesn’t#but anyway!!! thank u for ur question anon bb i LOVE them too!!!!!!!!#i need a name for this au HAHA#Daddy dazai universe#yeah that works#hope ur night is going well anon! <3#stay safe and stay hydrated!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail#inky.dazai#inky.bsd#inky.akutagawa#tw:daddy kink
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