#going to see the show for my birthday
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Huh. Welp, Iâm sure this will be fun.
Doing one of these but with my mutuals after seeing this image on my dash today!!
..Y'know he may be the god of war but.. I'm not mad. No, no not at all. :)
@xxgalacticambitionsxx @hatbox-apologist @ghostingyourass79 @kittieshauntedourfantasy @emerald194 @thatonerabbit @comical-icicle
#comedy of errors#Shakespeare#dromeo of Syracuse#dromio of Syracuse#Alex Brightman#going to see the show for my birthday#sir#is it legal for one man to be so damn sassy?#my other option was Beetlejuice#but most of my Beetlejuice pics are fanart by others & reposting without written consent is rude & wrong#that costumeâs growing on me#learning to appreciate the bold decisions with the hair
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
â°â⤠âAt times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if youâre living with this illness and functioning at all, itâs something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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i need you guys to look at what @roarshackle sent me in the mail you guys because look
Look
(iâm crying)
#not pictured: a whole entire Shirt which is cute as hell as fuck and also kel career specific earrings đ#PLEASE. ROARSH#i am gaaleed to the max and everyone is about to know#happy fucking birthday to me specifically omg!?#you all should totally buy stuff from roarsh because these are amazing actually. help#also. gaalee bracelet. iâm wearing it until i die you will see this in my wedding photos#dear roarsh. watch out. iâm coming to yuor house (eventually) (with a pakige) (heck)#cactus pen and crab are going to live on my desk at workschool and i will show them off excessively#also not pictured: Bag of Cool Ranch Dorito (which i canât get here so like. extra crying. eating chip and crying happy tuesday#iâm tagging the lads this deserves character tag status#gaalee#rock lee#gaara#nart#fictalk
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heyyyyy there would you like a fun way to support me that doesnât cost any money and makes me feel really nice?
right this wayyyyyy
itâs free! and you donât even need to make an account!
#I keep seeing yall like the other posts but then get nothing so I thought maybe yall thought it cost money or something#And like yeah I do need money but I know not everyone has it but wants to show some sort of appreciation#Also if yall could actually just reblog some posts that would do so much for me#Liking doesnât really do anything here#That doesnât make it go out to other peoples feeds like other sites#Reblogging does that#So please đđť#Itâs my birthday week and I just would really like to make some sales and not have to beg for money to buy groceries this week#talking peach#pleasepraise.me
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Hi i don't know much abt styx aside from general prog fandom osmosis but kwh has always intrigued me a little bit. Can you explain it in excruciating detail? (genuinely i'm not being sarcastic)
*cracks knuckles*
on february 22, 1983, styx released their eleventh studio album Kilroy Was Here. it was a concept album/rock opera though dennis deyoung likes to call it more of a "rock theatrical experience" in recent interviews. they even made a minifilm they played before the concert!!!! you can find it and the rest of caught in the act on youtube
it was made partially as a response to the rise of the satanic panic in the early-mid 1980s. people started to believe that rock music was evil and hiding satanic messages. the band was targeted by the public when they were accused in particular by the government of arkansas (i think?) of putting backwards messages (called backmasking) in their song Snowblind (the line "i try so hard to make it so" sounded like "satan moves through our voices" to some people. i own a copy of paradise theatre, that track in particular is damaged.).
and then dennis deyoung had a GREAT IDEA!!!!!!!!
imagine a big ol lightbulb flashing over him while the rest of the members of styx watch in mortal dread
so basically the album follows a sort of loose and vague backstory that's somehow still solid enough for people to follow some sort of a plot in their head (which is slightly backed up by Caught In The Act, the designated KWH "concert," which i'll get to in a second). the basic synopsis (paraphrased but still in excruciating detail) is as such:
set in a futuristic chicago(?) rock and roll has been made illegal under code 672 (prohibits the playing and purveying of rock music). Dr. Everett Righteous (played by JY), who was responsible for this, is the leader of the majority for musical morality or the MMM for short. the MMM is one of the strongest organizations in this universe since you know. they literally convinced congress to criminalize an entire genre of music for the entire country. righteous also hosts a television show where he encourages the public to burn guitars and records in a huge bonfire during ânightly ralliesâ. he also projects himself onto a big triangle over the skyline which i think is fucking hilarious i havenât been able to get over it
Robert Orin Charles Kilroy (played by Dennis DeYoung, of course he's the title character), was a prolific rock musician at the time of the ban. he was thrown in prison for breaking the law and after being framed of murder. they accused him of bashing an MMM crusader's head in (which he obviously didn't do) after they raided one of his concerts at the paradise theatre. he then goes to rot in prison and is subjected to attempts of brainwashing by the dr. righteous show with the other ârock nâ roll misfitsâ theyâve arrested. it doesnât work lol. i don't understand how it would work BECAUSE IT'S NEVER EXPLAINED
the prison kilroy is rotting in is maintained/monitored by japanese import, mass produced robots dubbed the "robotos," hence the title track. ignore how racist they look, it was 1983, this is not my fault
i mildly dislike them but it sucks how theyâre essential to the plot ANYWAYS
here comes Jonathan Chance, (played by Tommy Shaw, albeit reluctantly) who is a rebel that is part of a underground resistance (that's only really mentioned once). with his friend, he breaks into some unknown area that is most likely a recording studio and hijacks the live television recording of the dr. righteous show. he proceeds to namedrop himself and then run off
credit to @mccoys-killer-queen for the gifs!!
kilroy sees this happen, which inspires him to attempt to escape the prison. kilroy incapacitates a roboto that visits his prison cell and disguises himself as it so he can escape without being noticed (i do not like the way he does this)
after kilroy escapes, he goes throughout the city and leaves messages for jonathan, leading him back to the paradise theater which is now the Dr. Righteous Museum for Rock Pathology
it's got a bunch of shitty animatronics that include people like jimi hendrix and elvis presley, but at the very back is an animatronic of kilroy repeatedly bashing in someone's head
this is my favorite part of the minifilm which i've basically explained sorry. you see like what you think is another roboto emerge from the shadows, and then it takes off its mask AND IT'S THE ACTUAL KILROY!!!
(this is taken from the live show, the transition is so goddamn dope)
and then dennis deyoung prances around and has his little pick me theater main character moment and sings mr. roboto and dances and stuff it looks so stupid. the live version of mr. roboto is way funnier than the official music video i don't know. i posted it about here before but i love this part in particular
so that's how kilroy and jonathan meet and that's basically the plot of one of styx's most popular songs!! sorry i gave kind of a play by play of the minifilm
now here's the fun part !!!! (unfinished lore/controversy)
unfortunately the reception of this album was less than satisfactory for most people back in '83, since KWH was way far away from the brand that styx had made for themselves in the 70s. they made art rock and prog, but this was just straight up synthpop. some people liked it though. i read somewhere in an article that it "alienated their male audience" and honestly if you're alienated by a little bit of gay pick me theater bs from your favorite band, that's a you problem
caught in the act was the designated "kilroy concert" that styx did sometime in 1983. the concert, however, doesn't give any. depth. to any additional explanations of multiple plot holes present in the story. as much as i love and cherish dennis deyoung he didn't do a very good job at writing this.
caught in the act felt more like a compromise than a show, seeing as the banter after the performance of mr. roboto was very bare? kilroy explains to jonathan that he was framed for murder, and then he goes in depth on the night it happened. "the crowd was totally psyched," he says, and then it goes to JY performing a guitar solo, which leads into the rest of the concert. the entire concert was portrayed as a flashback and gives no real backstory to any of the established characters. and then at the tail end of the concert they get "raided" by the MMM and you watch as an MMM officer murders one of righteous' own followers with kilroy's guitar. they cut back to kilroy and jonathan, they sing haven't we been before, and then kilroy hands jonathan this sick ass glowing guitar, then they perform the world's worst finale. the dance party ending of caught in the act. it sucks. it's horrible. i hate it. also there is no dennis deyoung in the kilroy was here universe lmfao
i'm still grateful for the concert though don't get me wrong!!! amazing concert
if the rest of styx didn't want to rip dennis deyoung apart for making them do this (i recently learned from a manager that DDY made them turn down an opportunity to perform at one of the largest concerts of the 80s, because he was like "but muh kilroy"), i believe songs off the album like High Time and Double Life would have been performed at Caught in the Act. both extremely lore-heavy songs, especially double life. i really wish they played double life. but c'est la vie, i guess.
literally everyone in the band hated dennis' guts so much while they were making this (justified, he was a stubborn asshole during production) but god was it worth it. for me at least. i imagine one of the conversations about production went like
JY: dennis have you considered that maybe this is a bad idea Dennis: i'm gonna make you the villain of the story if you don't shut the FUCK UP
i still think that JY had a little bit of fun though. he was hamming it tf up as dr. righteous i'm sorry you need to watch the mv's which you can find on youtube as well
but unfortunately tommy shaw wasn't having a good time at all, he literally quit on stage and stormed off and styx split for a while bc of this album i mean LOOK AT HIM HE'S SO PISSED OFF
overall this album is both cheese AND corn, worst album i've ever listened to, and yet it's given me a purpose in life. i've written 7,000+ words in one document about this album just to try and fill in the blanks the lore has, it's got so many. it's a running joke on this blog, i really hope you check out the album, because i think it's wonderful and it's endearing regardless of the controversy, it's too late for me. save yourself
#styx#styxposting#kilroy was here#styx band#dennis deyoung#tommy shaw#jonathan chance#dr. righteous#styxblr#robert orin charles kilroy#this took me two days to prepare and write#sorry to everyone else that already knows the story front and back because of me (consider this a refresh)#or to anyone that already knew the story even before me#god i wish i was there to experience it.#i would've died and gone to heaven#i watch the live show and my heart is warmed because i know for a fact that someone in that audience was as insane about this story as i am#and was probably losing their shit in the audience#perhaps it was a birthday gift. or something they had completely given up hope on seeing#also righteous canonically owns a fried chicken brand named Dr. Righteous' Fried Chicken as a play on KFC#i had to stop watching the minifilm for fifteen minutes and go do something else because i was so disgusted by the fried chicken plot point#and DDY milks the fuck out of it in CITA when he goes 'and i was eating that G R E A S Y fried chicken'#the pain and agony#it's so unnecessary#caught in the act#i might be a little ill in the mentally
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- I've been meaning to do something with Onmyoji, the awesome @bamboorocket's Lancer AU!Waka, for a while now, but since it's Bamboo's birthday I went ahead and did a thing inspired by the current campaign she's playing him in as a birthday present!
So without further ado, Happy Birthday to the awesome @bamboorocket! Thank you so much for being one of the coolest, most awesome friends I could ever ask for đđâ¨
#happy birthday bamboo!#hope you like this dark horror flavoured pic of your boi going through it#pray for him he's going through it hehe#look we both show our undying love and appreciation for this man by putting him in a blender#so it figures that I would do something like this for your birthday hehe#and yeah in the current campaign bamboo is playing him he is going through it#ugh I probably should have dialed the effects back you can't see shizz#but at least I managed to get the glowy blue moon tribe lines on his suit#and his shiny eyes too#bamboo headcanons waka to have dark brown eyes with gold eyeshine so I included that since onmyoji is based on bamboo's headcanons#also realised i forgot his reflective hair :/ *clown moment*#also the big glowing eye thing in the background was hard as well#basically the lancer campaign module that bamboo is playing has this thing called witness#it's a kind of weird telepathy thing that functions a lot like the echo in ffxiv#and because of what it's called I went for an eye motif#and now for the tags (how the frick do I even tag this)#okami#okami(?)#okami waka#waka#okami fanart#my artwork#lancer rpg#lancer ttrpg#lancer#lancer au#crossover fanart
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it its anniversary time??????????????????
#happy birthday tsams you are my drama tv show that i someimtes just ignore#anyway cant wait to see these twists and turns#wheres my man tho??????????? where is kc?????? dead?? no. dont know what ur talking about#tall lunar still comes around so ill forgive ur sins with small lunar#(WHICH U COULD HAVE TALL LUNAR AGAIN WITH THE SAME DESIGN NOTHING IS STOPPING YOU-)#but no i am curious where this plotline is going cause so far like thing sbe happening
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you know that saying about whatever you hyperfixated on at twelve being with you for the rest of your life
itâs not wrong and i hate it
#in totally unrelated news. iâve been thinking about wicked all day#this movie is going to ruin me i am unironically so excited#it was the first show i begged to see live i was so obsessed for such a long time#its premiere was on my first birthday and i havenât been normal since learning that fact#sorry this outs me as a theatre kid moots#wicked
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Brennan is playing bagpipes! Murph is HYPE! Emily's dress is ADORABLE! Ally is ROCKING a kilt! Siobhan is ROCKING plad! Zac is running laps! I have missed the Intrepid Heroes SO MUCH! đđđ It feels like AGES since I've seen them!
CRUSHED there is no Lou, but I'm getting a weekly dose of Lou content as I catch up on WBN so at least I have that.
Also, the stage design? With the triangle dice-side shapes?! So fun!
#dimension 20#time quangle#SO jealous i will probably never get to see them live đ#the NY show is right before my birthday but it's on the other side of the country and travel is BAD for my anxiety if i'm alone#and i have no one to go with đđđđđ
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i realize this is sus behavior on my part, but i dont have anyone to tell this to so it's going up on the horny writing sideblog,
i was hooking up with a buddy while visiting Austin a few weeks ago and accidentally had to much to drink (not technically a drink- it was room temp vodka straight up, i couldnt be bothered to make a proper cocktail and i sure as hell wasnt gonna bother him to help me)
and i remember getting freakydeaky for a few hours, then i convinced him to watch princess tutu with me (i really really wish i had taken a photo to savor the memory/prove i got a straight man to watch that show with me, but you just gotta take my word for it, im afraid)
i kinda blacked out halfway through the night and got jumpscared the next morning seeing the safari tab on my phone opened and THIS was what i had opened up + my browsing history from that night đ
guys help i think i made things weird for him :((
#like i said i don't remember that night/what i said but im 99% sure i know what was brought up#the toybox killer looks eerily identical to my father and uh. long story short- havent seen his face in 10 years#literally my birthday july 7th 2014 was the last time i ever saw him.#but every now and again memories come back and seeing this mf's face makes me dry heave#so by the GRACE OF GOD I PRAY I DID NOT START GOING OFF ABOUT MY TRAMATIC RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FATHER TO THIS POOR MAN#ian i swear im still cool you gotta give me another chance homie!!!!!!#.txt#i talked him into watching PT with me bc hes a big fan of classical music and i mentioned it was a huge part of the show
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monachan haul has arrived â¨safelyâ¨
#ft. the gigo collab merch that i had proxied s o b s#âhow many albums did you buy m y g o s hâ j-just these 3âŚ#thanks delivery guys for not notifying me when haul pt 2 was delivered lmao now my motherâs mad at me for not showing her what i got :(#âjust show her manâ d u d e sheâll lecture me about wasting my moneyâ wait nvm iâll show her my lls gk dvd that came in maybe thatâll help#im gatekeeping monachan from my fam idc if weâre related yâall c a n â t have her#b u t on another note the mona album standee looks really cute beside the new sena natsukomi standee#mona looks taller than sena in it but they just. look really cute next to each other aaaaa#though. yk. speaking of the gigo merch and stuff⌠man. i think i went to that arcade last year lmao#i didnt go up to the floor with the food and stuff since i was only there to play crane games and i was too lazy to climb the stairs#but seeing posts about the collab reminds me of the 1000 yen i spent trying to get ena pjsk nui in the mzen crane machine#i had. like. 4000 yen at the time and around 1/4 of it went to that machine⌠never forgive never forget#âwhy didnt you withdraw more money thenâ w e l l the debit card was with my bro and i broke off from the family to explore by myself s oâ#and that was how i spent my birthday last year. on the 4th or 5th (cant rem) floor of gigo trying in vain to get enananui#that doesnt have anything to do with monachan but i needed to cry about it somewhere ig lmfao#m a n. what am i even doing with my life lmao#o k thatâs enough of being annoying for one night see yâall for daily nagisa in a few hours byeeeeeeee
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I'm about to have a birthday as an adult you know what that means!
#its not that i dont wanna get old or anything like that#its just that i spent today alone in bed playing video games and doing homework#and tomorrow ill go to class like normal and i wont get to see any of my friends#and i think about the fact that there was a time when birthdays were so special#when i was little and theyd wish you a happy birthday on the morning announcements#and you could bring in cake or pizza and have a 30 minutr party with your whole class#or when i was a bit older and youd show up to school on your birthday and get fuckin mauled#and you just spend all these years with birthdays meaning something until it just stops#and you're turning 24 and finals season is about to start and you dont even have the time to bake cupcakes to share with friends#and you're the only one who cares#not yr#vent#personal
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The writer of Another Note: So he has congenital shinigami eyes, which means he was born with the ability to see everyoneâs name and lifespan.
The writer of Death Note: Whatâs your source on that being possible?
The writer of Another Note:
youtube
#death note#another note#death note: another note#tsugumi ohba#idk the another note author off the top of my head#but yeah itâs just clearly a different author#and also like#itâs canon and clear that shinigamiâs eyes show you the numbers#in the sjonigami numeral system#(Ryuk telling Light he can see his lifespan and he could convert it to the human numeral system but heâs not going to)#but beyond birthdayâs is in human numerals????#make it make sense!!!#Youtube
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always remembering that it is entirely possible that i may have the. seasonal depression
#random thoughts#AUGH.#and to be born in winter !!#my birthday is in 30 days. i don't want anything. i don't want to do anything#6 days before valentine's day. which is going to be my parents' fourth anniversary.#of their divorce.#which i think is incredibly ironic. and so i do not like valentine's day.#but for a special person i may be willing to celebrate it. for the first time.#but. oh. fuck my birthday honestly. i don't need it#all i want is happy numbers. and happy hobbies. and sleep. and my beloved. him.#he is so lovely. so kind always. and so silly. this i enjoy about him.#i wish he showed in more of my dreams. all i ever see are my friends and family outside.#oh! sheets. fuck.
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Made this to try and convince Hozier to play Abstract next week at the tuscon arena (for me pls??)
#hozier#andrew hozier byrne#unreal unearth#abstract (psychopomp)#im gonna post it on twitter and instagram (i dont think he will actually see it but im trying to put the energy out there)#(if i manifest hard enough surely. surely)#i have also tweeted everyday since i got the tickets for him to play it. its at like 188 days i think#i really like this song#so does my friend whos going to the show with me#im seeing him for my birthday PLEASE hozierđđťđđť#hozier art#art inspired by hozier
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#love seeing people disguising their opinion cofcof racism cofcof about vini through their words of not liking him for whatever reason#real did absolutely right by not flying the team put tk that clownery because of the ridiculous mocking that is happening with him#and im not even getting started on the whole act thing because apparently chanting racist chants is something to look up to according to#i don't believe you should like every single black person in the world but people need to get their asses on and acknowledge wt#wtf goes on on football regarding racism and xenophobia because is showing#the racists are being shown and i have to pray for days where people get their heads out of their asses and see things for as they are#one thing is disliking someone because of whatever reason and another thing is criticizing everything because of your rooted racism.#many reasons of why people don't like him IS because he is black and because he doesn't bend his head like racists expect black people to d#he is not obedient he is not shutting his mouth and affirming with his head because a racist person expect him to#and that bothers A LOT of people because how dare him how dare he not be on his place where my people told him he belong#i hope he continues to be himself and that he gets circled around by people that he can actually count on because he deserves to#many other players are cunts they are son of bitches and dont get HALF the criticism he gets and i hope people learn how to do the maths#because once again we are supposed to solve a problem we didn't create and god forbid we say out loud what is happening.#also go read the fucking newspapers and their disgusting reasons for this. and if you still can't catch on#i hope you like evolving as a human because you are needing some.#fuck this shit not even on my birthday i can have peace as a black person there's always a fucking thing happening to ruin your day#i hope every racist burns btw slowly consumed by the flames so they can see their miserable life before their eyes
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