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sleepyyghostt · 2 months
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got a littol bit of editing in before bed (:
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scaredstupid · 2 years
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Ok maybe one last post bc i cant sleep and am experiencing emotions. prepare for me to get so embarrassing in the tags
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finsplurtz · 8 months
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all mine — sukuna ryōmen
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— dom ! male.reader x sub ! Sukuna Ryōmen
— Contents: sub top male reader x dom bottom Sukuna , OOC sukuna , A bit of x Yuji , madd overstimulation , could contain r4pe , power bottom Sukuna , degrading , crying , a bit of a breeding kink in there , Yuji is aged up……
Warnings : non con possibly, crying
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✩°。 ⋆⸜ 🎧✮
Itadori was panting while his body twitched. He was straddling yn, he was fully stuffed with his cock. Cum on yn’s stomach, and some dripping out of his ass.
yn was lazy and tired, he lied on the bed staring at the ceiling just massaging his boyfriend’s thighs.
“..ngh…” A small noise caught his attention. He looked at Ita’ who was slightly out of it.
“….you okay, hon..?” He asked bringing his hand to caress his boyfriend’s face.
Itadori hiccuped before nodding and slowly lying his body over his boyfriends chest.
Yn was slightly concerned but tried not to question him too much…he ran his fingers thru Yuji’s hair closing his eyes hoping to fall asleep.
He felt Yuji lift his ass slowly and sink back down with more cum pooling out. Yn quirked an eyebrow. He already felt a bit overstimulated so he hoped Yuji wouldn’t want to go again..
“Yuji…” yn whispered and groaned. He swallowed when he felt his cute boyfriend begin to kiss and suck at his neck.
Yn let out small moans grabbing a handful of Yuji’s hair to gently pull him off.
“Yuj—“ He froze when he made eye contact with the devil himself.
“..S-sukuna..?” The tatted guy sat up straight with a slight moan.
“..Impressive.” Sukuna smirked looked down at the small bulge in his stomach. Yn blushed looking away. He kept his hands off yuji’s body.
“We’ll see how much more you can handle, yeah? Now that I have you all to myself while Yuji’s passed out…I can use my time wisely.” He lifted himself and slammed himself hack down harshly laughing when yn let out a pathetic whimper.
“SUKUNA- my..dick..” he whined gripping the sheets.
The curse ignored yn’s protests and continued to fuck himself on him. After a bit the pleasure hit him as well as the overstim since Yuji had already came.
Yn was high off sex, his eyes looking everywhere but at this fckin weirdo
“Hah…~ look at you ynnn-yy ..already fucked out aren’t you..mm..~” Sukuna ran his sharp nails over yn’s bare chest making him twitch and whine.
“Ita must be lucky..getting to see this whenever he wants. Soon as I get my freedom…you’re all mine….” Sukuna laughed once more bouncing on yn’s dick again.
“Shit- Yuji’s stupid b..body is so..ugh..~” Sukuna placed his hands on yn’s abdomen struggling to lift himself with his shaky thighs.
Yn was practically drooling as his dick twitched inside the ‘King of curses’.
“Hm..~? Really hope Yuji’s awake..need him to see this fucjing beauty..!” He grabbed yn’s jaw and forced him to look Sukuna in the eyes.
‘Kuna rolled his eyes and did his best to continue overstimulating the younger male. Pulling the whiniest sluttiest whimpers and cries from this man. He thought sukuna couldn’t tell but, yn was stopping himself from placing his hands on the smaller body.
“S-scared to touch me..~? Or afraid of what Yuji might s-say..” Sukuna smirked intertwining his fingers with yn’s finding his own g spot.
Sukuna’s tongue lolled out and he let out a whorish moan fucking himself faster and sloppier.
“Shhhitt..~ you feel so fuckin’ good…so big..I want your babies in me..!” Sukuna bit yn’s lip who shook violently inside his boyfriend and hissed at the small sting on his lip.
“Wa-wanna breed me…~? I bet Yuji would fuckin’ loveeee our b-babies..” Sukunas nails dug deeper into yn’s shoulder blades making him wince.
“Cmon..give me your children.” Sukuna sat up straight and grabbed yn’s hands, placing them on his hips, he shuffled on his dick.
“Fuck me..~?” Sukuna said in a low voice. Yn whined and began to fuck Sukuna at his best abilities.
Sukuna smirked watching the guy crumble beneath him. He was so weak, so sensitive..he couldn’t bear the sensation.
He pulled at yn’s wrist sitting him up and l putting both his hands on his leaking cock.
“Look at you…all fucked up~” Sukuna laughed and grinded his hips into yn’s hand as well as massaging his prostate with his dick.
“You’re all mine…just a little mess..my messy big dicked bitch..~!” He moaned pressing yn’s hands tighter around his smaller dick.
“..right, yn..~?” With one of his clawed hands he grabbed at the guys jaw and looked into his eyes.
“All…mine..~” Sukuna whispered gracing his lips against yn’s, pulling him into a hot make out session. Yn was practically drooling letting his tongue roam Sukuna mouth, maybe the amount of stimulation was making him all the more horny…
He thrusted his hips trying to cum one more time having Sukuna moan into his mouth.
“Mmph..~ Gunna c-come…” yn whined looking into Sukuna’s red eyes.
“Yeah..? Cmon big guy..come deeppp inside me….~” Sukuna’s dick twitched as he was also close.
A couple more thrust and yn came with a loud sob, his body trembled, he hid his face in the crook of Sukuna’s neck, panting like a dog.
Cum spilled from Sukuna’s cock while he moaned at the feeling of the other’s cum filling him up. He loved it so much, the feeling of an orgasm was now stuck in his mind.
“You’re all mine…right, love..?” Sukuna whispered into yn’s ear who mumbled incoherent noises and kissed his neck.
Sukuna grinned and wrapped his arms around yn’s neck.
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He heard a small sniffle come from Sukuna and pulled away to see Yuji looking down at him with teary eyes.
Yn caressed his face and kissed him passionately.
“..I’m yours, Yuji..” He said looking into Yuji’s beautiful eyes before smiling and laying down on the bed spooning the smaller.
“Only yours…” He whispered while Yuji held onto him tighter.
Secretly Yuji really liked seeing yn go all submissive and whiny for him. He just imagined it was because of him and not Sukuna.
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a/n: Sukuna typa guy to switch with Yuji while he’s having sex w/ yn to scare him…
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queenuchiha89 · 4 months
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*** NSFW ***
*** 18+ MINORS DNI!! ***
*** TW DARK CONTENT ***
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⚠️ WARNING ⚠️
This story contains but is not limited to noncon, incest between siblings, verbal threats, and other subject matter that may not be suitable for some viewers. Reader discretion is STRONGLY advised!!
Part 7...
It had been a few days since Itachi, Y/N and Sasuke had a talk about the current situation his older siblings and for the most part everything has gone back to normal. However, mom and dad have started giving Y/N some strange looks at the change in her appearance, and Sasuke knew things were about to come to a headway. He decided this may be his one and only chance, so he would be taking it. Tonight.
It was around 1am, everyone sleeping peacefully in the Uchiha household... Except for Sasuke, who was sneaking down the hallway to his big sister's room. She lay asleep, peacefully under the blankets, as Sasuke entered and shut the door behind him, locking it. He quietly approached her bed, careful not to wake her until the right time. He was already fully hard and aching in his sweat pants for her. With one swift movement, he was on top of her, his hand over her mouth. "Shhhh- you wouldn't want anyone to wake up and see you like this would you Y/N??" Sasuke said with a wicked smirk. Y/N squirmed trying to push him off, but he easily restrained her arms. "Stop fighting me... Or I swear I use these..." Sasuke threatened as he activated his sharingan momentarily. She shook her head no, closing her eyes tightly. "Then sit still and let me have you! All this moving is bad for the baby sis..." He said as he licked the slide of her neck.
Y/N squirmed under her little brother, but it was no use, and she whimpered as Sasuke forced his cock deep inside his big sis. "Fuuuuck, you feel so good. I see why big brother is so infatuated with you..." Sasuke moaned as he began to thrust deep and hard inside her sensitive pussy, and she whined into his hand cupped over her mouth. Sasuke took one of her tits into his free hand, massaging it squeezing her nipple, and she grunted. She hated to admit it but, Sasuke's cock felt amazing and she was going to cum against her will. Y/N shook as as her walls pulsed around her little brother's veiny cock, and with a few final erratic thrusts, he shot his potent Uchiha cum deep inside her pussy. "that's it big sis, take every drop of your little brother's cum" Sasuke growled as he drained his balls inside of her.
Sasuke got off of her, but not before threatening her. "Remember Y/N, we all have a stake in this now. If you tell anyone about what I did to you.... We'll all be fucked. Not they would believe you anyway... You let big brother knock you up. They would think that YOU came into ME." He said, his words cold and vicious, but he was right. No one would believe her after the truth got out about her being pregnant with their older brother's baby. She said nothing as she watched her little brother coldly leave the room. She hated herself for cumming.... But she had to admit to herself... Sasuke felt amazing. In disbelief, and shock she could think of nothing else to do other than make her way into Itachi's room. She entered and crawled into bed with him, sliding her arm around his waist. She kissed his neck softly. "Wake up Itachi, I need you..."
A.N: this is fckin crazy y'all. 😂 Seriously though, how do we want this to go from here?? Poor mom and dad are going to flip when the truth comes out. 😩☠️
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stxrrynxghts · 4 months
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Re-watching Mahabharat (6/?)
Not Karna being scandalized by Dury's adharmi talks
Yudhishthira's room is so pretty, but where is the bed? Where will he sleep? On the sofa?
Dhritarashtra is continuing the Kuruvanshi pratha of uncles manipulating their nephews
Sahadeva's sahadeva sense is working up again~~~~~
Sahadeva's wig is so fckin UGLY. Like my boy deserves better.
How to manipulate Yudi: just say "tum to dharm ke gyaata ho" and move on
I think Yudi knows that he is being manipulated.
"Jis ke putra jeevan kaal me hi mar jate hain uske jeevan me bhi nark aur mrityu ke pashchat bhi nark." YES. And Yudhishthira will be experiencing that feeling in some 20-30 years.
Oh God. Dhritarashtra is that one uncle who convinces you to name your share of property in his sons' name, because you are well settled and don't need it anymore.
Not Arjun and Sahadeva sneaking up on these two XD
Arjun pulling UNO reverse on Dhritarashtra heheheeeeee
I see. Arjun is doing Krishna's job before Krishna enters the picture. Then he will be a dumbass innocent lil sweetie for the rest of his life
Subhadra is such a dumb cutie
FINALLY. A room with a bed. I can die in peace now.
If only the makers had paid some attention to this couple T_T
Arjun has begun his dumb ways. This is the Arjun we know and love.
Arjun is an expert in household chores. EXCELLENT.
Arjun is a simpleton, hence proved. See what you have done. Poor Subhadra is in tears because of you.
Subhadra, you sneaky lil brat. I pity Balarama so much. He has to deal with two drama queen siblings daily.
Le Subhadra: a trip with Arjun? YAYYYYYYYYY PAWWRTYYYY
Ngl, this is one of my fav episodes in this show. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that Krishna enters in this one.
No Kunti, there is no dharm in Dury's heart.
So....Kalyavan is a white male, going with the description?......
Arjun is having a laugh at Subhadra's expense, XD
oh GAWD. I am not prepared for this.
I can't believe that I will be simping over both Arjun and Krishna at the same time.
Arjun's earrings are so low quality. I swear I have seen so many like those for 50 Rs in Sarojini.
Arjun: tum swasth ho? Sweetie, I don't think she is fit or fine ATM.
Krishna has done a PhD in separating the water by putting his foot in it.
WHAT A GLORIOUS ENTRANCE. I am at a loss of words.
Not Krishna posing like a cool guy (as if he isn't jumping inside at the thought of meeting his mortal bestie for the first time.)
Arjun being awed by Krishna is their entire friendship summarized.
I didn't know that I needed to see Arjun with wet hair this badly.
That scene where baby Krishna collides with adult Krishna >>>>
Srsly, I feel so bad for him. Cons of being a God.
Honestly, Krishna's life has so many lessons to learn from. He knew how his loved ones would die, he had to abandon the people he loved, and yet he remained happy and loving through out all of this. He is seriously such a sweet and lovely God.
"Jagat me sabse sundar, Kaun Madhav?" "Mai Parth, aur kaun?" HAYYEEEEEEEEE
Arjun, that is THEEEE Rukmini's love letter you are laughing at :<<
Krishna broke the 4th wall, didn't he?
"Aur mai Madhav?" YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GETTING INTO BOI
Yo Brihannala is such a cute shawty-
It seems as if Mahodaya has some questions about Brihannala's identity.
Krishna: I warned you don't blame me !!!!
Krishna sneakily taking aashirwaad from Rukmi for the first and last time in his life hehehe
How come Rukmi has no questions about KRISHNA touching the prasad? Only the bride and groom can touch it, no?
Damn Rukmi. You are such a fool.
Rukmini is so pretty *Sobs*
Arjun is going through severe existential crisis haha
YAASSSS KRISHNA SHAVE RUKMI'S HEAD-
what a joyride.
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ryomens-vixen · 1 year
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90s!BF-GOJO SATORU HEADCANONS
I'll try to make this as Diverse as I can so-
(H/T) = Hair Texture
(E/C) = Eye Color
(H/C) = Hair Color
(B/T) = Body Type (🍎, 🍐, slim, etc you get it)
(S/C) = Skin Color
CW: Minor🔞 DNI, 🤏 of Smut, Fluff, Idk whatever else comes to my head.
Word count: Ion fckin know 🤷🏾‍♀️ Have Fun and don't forget to ❤ and Reblog!
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90sBF!Gojo Who would roll up to your house in his black 1992 Pontiac Firebird blasting Sir-mix-Alot's ride, You could just hear it from the comfort of your bedroom. How did you know you were going somewhere? Did Suguru snitch on you again? Of course he would that's his homeboy for fuck sakes, Either Satoru would make you talk to him one way or another even if that meant disturbing the old folks that lived next door.
90sBF!Gojo who'd roll his window down at the sight of you walking out in (Your outfit of Choice),while peaking over his dark round shades Satoru wore a White sleeveless tank top, gold chain, and grey sweats.
"Gyattdaaamn~ Well would yah getta look at you, baaaby~ Looking good f'me and not anyone else I hope."
He had that cocky little smirk etched across his face, he knew exactly what he was doing showin up over here looking as good as he did and cocky as always. Boy did he get on yo nerves sometimes.
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You stood atop of the porch, hand on hip staring at him with an annoyed expression written across your face.
"Gojo-"
"It's Satoru, baby... Or Toru for short yah know since you was screaming it a couple nights ago. So, instead of having a that lil attitude how bout you come get in the car and let TORU fix it."
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When ya dance, I'm on ya 🎶
When ya walk, I'm on ya 🎶
When ya moan, I'm on ya 🎶
I'm that nasty dog and I tried to warn ya
To the 'tel, to the 'tel we go 🎶
Don't need a bed 'cause I'm good on the floor 🎶
When a chocolate masterpiece walks by- 🎶
90sBF!Gojo who sweet talked you enough to let him take you somewhere, at least it was a lot better than where you intended on going. Parked in an empty parking lot, one leg hanging out the window loosing a shoe in the process, other on the dashboard, seat laid back with Satoru giving you the best toe curling, soul lifting, overstimulating head imaginable while sir-mix-alot still played. Satoru knew just how to fix that attitude of your nothing, but some head and good dickin to cure it, and if he could he would freak you all damn day until you're either drunk on dick or too asleep to even remember what you were mad at him about.
90sBF!Gojo who took you to the basketball court to watch him play b-ball with Kento, Suguru, Ryomen And Toji right after making you wet up his seats and dashboard with your juices, man did he love it when you made his car smell like coochie... Yeah Satoru was freak nasty, but not as Nasty as his home boys, but only you would know that.
90sBF!Gojo who also enjoys hittin a blunt or two while you're giving him & Suguru head in their shared apartment.
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[Now for some Fluff]
90sBF!Gojo who enjoyed gazing into your beautiful (E/C) eyes every chance he could because he loved the way you'd get nervous and fidgety everytime he made eye contact with you. He especially loved it when you'd avert your eyes elsewhere to avoid him, all for his to get up make his way over to you and grab you chin. With that smile ooh... That smile on his face as he makes you stare into his eyes until you're nothing, but putty in his hands.
90sBF!Gojo who enjoys buying you all types of earrings, bracelets, and necklaces as a way of showing you that you're his.
90sBF!Gojo who sits outside your house, Suguru holding a boom box in hand blasting "Nobody by Keith Sweat" while Gojo lip sync, Kento was also there as moral support, but can't help but to feel the second hand embarrassment listening to you cuss Satoru out from your window, and him screaming the lyrics as the ass crack of night. Maybe if he wasn't flirtin with that trick at the grocery store, then neither one of you would be in this position.
90sBF!Gojo Who enjoys helping you brush and style your (H/C) & (H/T) on days where you just don't feel like it or don't have the money to get it done yourself.
90sBF!Gojo who constantly talks about a getting out of the hood and marrying you one day, but also teasing you about having Suguru move in whenever that happens.
90sBF!Gojo Who gets all his Romantic ideas from Kento and Suguru because he doesn't have a clue about being Romantic in the slightest, but he knows he wants to treat you like the Queen you are.
90sBF!Gojo who takes you out of town on these expensive dates where you don't even have a clue about how much he's spent because he won't tell you. He wouldn't want your pretty little head to worry about some silly numbers.
90sBF!Gojo who introduced you to Toji's son Megumi who he and Suguru were taking care of while Toji was once again, in jail for something he shouldn't have been doing in the first place.
90sBF!Gojo who watched as you played around with megumi from time to time, hugging him, kissing his face, styling his hair, carrying him around on your hip as if he wasn't big boy enough to walk on his own. It Gojo realize how much he really wanted to marry you and have kids with you, you're the perfect mother for his children in his eyes.
90sBF!Gojo who loved feeling on your (B/T) shaped body and kissing on your beautiful, soft (S/C) where ever he could get his lips and hands on. He just loved the feel of you it didn't matter what you were doing. You could breathe and he'd come over just to put his hand and plump lips on you.
90sBF!Gojo who would wake you up with kisses and the smell of breakfast in the morning.
90sBF!Gojo who would embarrass you with his need for PDA if anyone tried to flirt with you while he is with you. The way he would grab a hand full of your ass and immediately shove his tongue into mouth is ridiculous. Just to drive off one person? Yes. Yes it was necessary TO HIM. Meanwhile you're squirming and pounding at his chest for him to stop because you're in public.
90sBF!Gojo who would teasingly call you his ole lady, even though he's the one that older than you. You just look like you're older than him because of his luscious skin and beautiful features.
90sBF!Gojo who can't handle his alcohol at all, waking up whining to you about his hangover and how he'll never drink with the boys again. He's so cute when he's all whiny and needy- So you end up taking care of him and staying in bed the rest of the day, I mean you DID warn him not to drink to much cause he's a lightweight.
90sBF!Gojo who would definitely go shopping for matching outfits with you.
90sBF!Gojo who can't stand not being away from you for more than a day. Yeah I missed his best friend Suguru after days of spending the night at your place, but he has to go back home and he's a LOT needier than you are. He'll sit at the apartment all quiet, pouty, and pissy because he wants to be in your arms longer, listen to your sweet voice, feel your hands massage that spot at the back of his head that sleeps so good it makes him sleepy.
90sBF!Gojo Who calls you complaining during boys night about how Suguru, Kento, Ryomen, and Toji are "fuckin wit him" about you and it's making him mad. All for you to laugh at him and the boys playfully telling them to leave him alone before you come over there.
90sBF!Gojo who after a long frustrating day at work where he was a teacher. Comes to your crib uninvited just to lay on you and decompress, dealing with a bunch of bratty, snort nose, whiny ass kids just wasn't his cup of tea yet he was so good with children! Even Megumi is in his class and Megumi loves gojo... Sorta.
90sBF!Gojo who randomly brings up possibly having kids with him and how he's already thinking of baby names, like if it was a boy he's name would be (x name) or if it was a girl her name would be (x name).
90sBF!Gojo who talks about where he should get your name tattooed on him, maybe his neck, or his back, maybe his arm, or maybe.. Just maybe on his sexy V-Line that you loved outlining with your finger tips whenever he was shirtless.
90sBF!Gojo who would annoying call your mom or you dad on you to make you talk to him when all else fails. Oh did your parents love Satoru he was already an in law in their eyes, but oh did you fuckin HATE when he does that shit like you weren't going to talk to him in a few days.
90sBF!Gojo who would get a stern talking from your father the first time you brought him home to your parents, hoping to God he doesn't embarrassing.
I hope you all enjoyed this was so hard so me to do 😵💫 there was so much going on around me during the making of this, BUT PLEASE DON'T COPY OR PLAGIARIZE My work, I worked really hard on this.
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kaeyx · 11 months
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OUGHHGG OK homd on. some of tiis will make no sense whatsoever i'm afraid v sorry in advance
yan!poe who, even before you get together, is always a little too eager to do stuff for you, and always gets a little too upset over someone wronging you, even though it was only a passing comment. if you already have a partner or crush, then he has this inexplicable disdain for them that he will happily use to his own advantage by making things up. even better if he doesn't even have to.
yan!poe who always watches you silently from across the room, popping up out of nowhere with his odd ability to creep around despite looking like... that (no offence i promise i love his design) and having fckin high heels
once he confesses, it could go a few ways. if you accept, congrats! you can live in ignorant bliss as to how far he'd really go for you. if you refuse, however, you'll next find a book on your bed with no title, no author, no nothing. you open it, and all you'll ever know from that point on is winding halls and tall stairs and, of course, poe.
would do more but my brain is going to mush now i need a nap
Oh lord yes I love that <3 PLUS THE BOOK THING OMGGGG
I've always been convinced that Poe would love somnophilia, and Yan Poe even more so. Imagine him bringing you a warm mug of tea while you hang out in his office and browse all his trinkets or play with Karl. And when you get woozy he guides you carefully to the nearest sofa or armchair and holds your hands, kissing your knuckles and looking up at you through his bangs. Explaining to you that he slipped some sleeping pills in your drink and promising to take very good care of you while you're out, stroking your cheek as your eyelids get heavy....
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straykids-97 · 1 year
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Soft thought 🥺
It’s raining rn and I just thought about Chan being a dad 😭🫶🏻
He’d be so patient and sweet.
He’d definitely want a girl first(he’s had enough of boys for now)
He’d try so hard to help brush their hair and try to style it but fail. (That’s ok tho cuz it’s still fckin adorable cuz they’d both be giggling at the lopsided pigtails.)
He’d always make sure his children were happy, and he definitely would be the type of dad to check on them before going to bed. And then again before falling asleep. “Awh, I just need make sure they’re ok.” He’d say and wander off to the kids rooms before coming back and getting into bed.
Chan would make sure that they weren’t alone when they’re sick- then get sick himself. So everyone would be sick at that point.
Chan would let them play but he’d definitely be sooo cautious, “Be careful! Don’t fall! Don’t do that, you’ll get hurt!”
He’d definitely cry with them when they have to get shots.
He’s also the kind of dad to say we aren’t getting a dog, and then totally get one bc the kids begged for it.
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antylope · 2 months
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It is 10 pm and I feel alone.
You know what guys? Sometimes I feel really alone. Even though I have a few close friends.
Sometimes, like for example now, I just feel... unwanted? in this world. Noone really cares. Absolutely noone.
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The reality is, noone cares about my feelings. Noone cares how I'm doing. Noone cares about my opinion. Everytime I try to start a discussion about some deeper topic, it instantly gets cut off. They don't want to talk about it. My attempt is met with a short, generic response, followed by sending me some unfunny meme, which they know I don't find amusing? That just makes me very lonely.
Is the only reason to be friends with someone is to exchange 'funny' pictures between each other? That's it? I am friends with people for 5-8 years and almost all of conversations are very shallow.
Do you know what else makes me feel really lonely? When my friends send me some useless news. Why should I care about some guy on the other side of the planet. It just makes me tired. Ugh..... Same thing with sending me rage baits... like; "look at this, you WON'T BELIEVE WHAT SHE SAID".... Come on.... These kind of videos just make me angry for no reason. They achieved what they really wanted - which is making me irritated and resentful? Is this what friendship is like? Endless stream of bullshit of useless info and other things which just make you feel despair? Ah, totally forgot - Misery loves company.
My friends WANT to make me miserable because I atleast try to live a more meaningful life, trying not to waste it scrolling tiktok. Hear this out - recently, I wanted to "challenge" myself and work on my self-control and discipline, so I decided to not masturbate for a week (also known as nofap). I have already took some drastic measures to reduce watching porn (with a partial success). Day 5, day 6 come by and what do I get from my friend? A lust-provoking video of a half naked woman. Seriousely man? Seriousely? HE KNEW I wanted to not masturbate for a week. He knew about my plans. He knew I kept going. Then why do this shit to me? WHY? It didn't made me lose the "challenge", but I am sure it just made me one step closer to failing it, which I eventually did, less than 24 hours less before the end of it. Like, what kind of sick bastard do you have to be to do that to your friend. It's basically a sabotage. Like hey, how about I order him some fast food while he's trying to lose some weight? How about I cook a sugary cake and put it directly in front of his door? How would that make him feel?
Or maybe he didn't even understand what he did? Maybe his brain is so desensitized about porn, masturbation and lewdness that he did not even realize how harmful the thing he did back then was? I don't know. But it feels horrible.
I have already cut off many of my "friends" in the past. They were only causing me harm, throwing logs under my feet and impairing my success. Maybe I am not respecting myself enough? Maybe I should be cutting them off too? But who would be left then. Noone? Should I be alone or have friends who deliberately or subconsciously try to not make me any good?
It is really demotivating. I should be in bed right now but thinking about all of this makes me want to tear my hair out. On one hand, if I really valued my time enough, I would probably live like a fckin hermit, completely isolated away from people. On the other hand, I know I won't manage, because people are social creatures. I think what i am saddened about is that I am surrounded by people who are my friends, but I still feel so lonely. Like, there is no way I would have this kind of conversation with any of my friends like this blog.
I know I am the one who chose these friends, but is it possible that I have not met ONE friend who truly cares about you? Who truly wants to listen to your thoughts? How many fucking times I have messaged my friend, 3 minutes later they go offline..... It's heartbreaking. Or how many times I sent something meaningful to my friends and they just straight up ignored it to send their shit? Fuck it, I'm not replying to them aswell. Fucking bastards. What is the point of even messaging these people if they ignore me or answer to one fifth of my message? Again, fuck them I'm just so tired of all of this.
I really don't think I am also like that. I do my best to be available to them. To hear them out. But the thing is - they dont' want to hear anything about MY STRUGGLES. But when they have a problem, I should be there for them because their world is about to end! The more I think about it the more I think I am just getting used by them, but I am the one allowing them to do it. I am being used as emotional support with getting barely anything back.
Anyways, sorry this post is very messy. It's just another time where I feel completely alone in this world. I just wanted to throw my thoughts out. This is what I wanted this blog to be about originally. Like it or not, there will most likely be more posts like that. I don't know if it will be in a week, a month or a year.
As always - if you have any questions regarding me or my blog, feel free to ask. I will be happy to answer EVERY ONE of your questions to best of my effort. If you want to say "fuck you sad bastard, stop whining", say it too. Put this message out in the world, I want to hear it
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cheemken · 1 year
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Glad you enjoyed the angst
Anyways,
I imagine the champions get bullied by their Pokémon sometimes
Like Hau bought a Malasada for himself but Decidueye keeps bothering him for some, and Hau is refusing to give him a piece cause, he’s a big bird, a piece isn’t big enough and Hau wants some for himself. So Decidueye does the only logical thing, and spirit shackles Hau to the his chair and walks away with the half eaten Malasada
Even Diantha and Gardevoir being pissed at each other all day for some reason. So when Diantha finally got home from a long day at the Kalos League, Gardevoir gets out her pokeball and just fucking, teleports both her and Diantha back to the League and then teleports herself back home. Leaving Diantha alone
Or imagine if Cynthia is letting her Pokémon run around in the snow and when it’s time to go home they all go into their pokeballs except for Lucario. And like the dog Pokémon it is, starts barking and runs off further in the distance. Completely ignoring Cynthia and making her chase him through the snow
Steven may be rich and definitely bought everything his Pokémon could need and more. But imagine how many bed frames Steven had to buy in his lifetime cause Metagross, despite having a custom made bed made for his size, decided Stevens bed was the best one to sleep on. Bro never moves despite how much Steven pleads with him
And I know for a fact Iris’ Lapras had used sing on her to put her to sleep, so she and the rest of Iris’ Pokémon could raid the snack cupboard. Girly really just told the other Pokémon to leave the room, put Iris to sleep, and then called them back in. Druddigon at least had the decency to carry Iris to her bed
The fucking whiplash from angst to this lmfaoooo😭🤣
But anyways
My guy, Diantha's bit would be my villain origin story I shit you not💀 if my pkmn did that to me I'll start summoning Giratina lmaooo
Lapras tho😭😭 homegirl really just put their trainer to sleep to get snacks what an icon🤣 bet tho she and Haxorus would conspire together, like Haxorus not only making Iris real ass tired during their training, but also telling Lapras to sing during training too so Iris would be drowsy and the others could slowly make their way back to the kitchen to get all the snacks, next thing they know Iris is fast asleep face first on the ground lol
Pfft Hau's and Iris' mons teaming up, Lapras just sings both of them to sleep while the other mons get all their snacks hahaha
Imagine Cynthia just having a leash for Lucario now tho, but that still wasn't enough imagine that doggo still running through the snow dragging Cynthia with him, and Cynthia's there like holding on tight to the leash, just fucking vibing as her body gets dragged through the snow. I'm p fckin sure homegirl ate like, a ton of snow at this point chdmdb hahaha then again w all the ice cream this mfer eats I'm sure she's immune to brain freezes
Imagine w the others tho😭🤣 imagine Charizard having so fed up with Leon not knowing where to go he legit refused to fly Leon anywhere until he finds someone who actually knows where they're going. Like, Leon already seated at Charizard's back but Zard just fucking refuses and lies on top of him, huffing out and staying like that until Leon calls in Sonia or Raihan
W Lance tho, imagine Dragonite wearing Lance's cape bcmdnd idk I always found this cute, cause in my pmd au Lance as a Dragonite kept his cape hahah but like, Dragonite also impersonating Lance when he's wearing the cape tho, it keeps kids entertained hahaha
Milotic and Wallace man I'm sure for a damn fact that fish would roll around the mud to spite Wallace, I just know it, just staring right at Wallace as she rolls around the dirt, if she feels even more petty, she'd throw mud at Wallace too lmfao
Kingambit would poke holes on Geeta's clothes fr, like at the back of her coat or smth, she won't even notice, no one even tells her😭 the kids see this slash across the back of her coat once, Nemona was abt to tell her, Penny shut her up saying let Geeta figure out by herself. Geeta did not in fact figure it out by herself. One of the Gym Leaders finally told her when Geeta was starting to question why people were looking at her weird hahaha
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riddle-me-ri · 2 years
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Just a wee update before I head to bed; 
first off I’m amazed I finished two requests in one sitting asdfhh I hope I don’t regret it in the morning
second I plan on making some like navigational posts? like a bio post, masterlist, request post, all that good stuff. I need organization or I cry so if I start posting random like lists and bio stuff that’s just me trying to make a clean mess of my blog, don’t mind me rip
third, I see you dano!riddler requests, and they’re probably going to take me the longest. I’m still pretty nervous to write for him, it’s been an interesting development between the dc fandom and dano nation (whom everyone I met y’all are so fckin sweet I’m gonna get cavities but y’all’s work and dedication is top notch and a wee intimidatin’ for me rip) 
Like I love Dano’s portrayal of the Riddler and I’m glad his interpretation has opened up the Riddler character in general to others, I expected it to happen but now I’m in it and it’s like I’ve got another fandom to please and it’s sorta overwhelming me lmao prolly just me overthinking it but yeah that’s where I am on those rip
Whelp, this was a longer update than I anticipated, but I just felt like letting that out lol. Thanks so much again for all your love and support for my writings and ramblings! You guys are awesome!
~ Ri 
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soulshardarchive · 24 years
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𝕬𝖗𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖛𝖊
24:03:6 - well ...
24:01:05 - gr8, have you ever wondered how it all ends?
24:00:00 - The Apocalypse of the Soul ⭐
23:12:27 - I died, and spoke with living
23:12:24 - The Yule Tree
23:12:23 - well, itsjustkindofastoryaboutagirl, whose nose was stolen
23:12:21 - bye!
23:12:08 - and just falling stars..
23:12:05 - and just empty mattresses and falling stars
23:12:01 - bro... ure dead, with minus seven hundred
23:11:25 - you guys
23:11:24 - im not waiting to be adopted, ive adopted myself
23:11:02 - #?/*Đ% "+ $&@# */&&#
23:10:29 - Samhain is Coming, i feel in my bones
23:10:21 - Friends here
23:10:20 - The city of cold
23:10:02 - Krwlng, Lets begin
23:09:30 - Im lost in my words
23:09:23 - Idwannatalkabout, but its ... its cold, and its me
23:09:19 - The Anger
23:09:13 - I dont give a shit...I know how down I come from
23:09:08 - Im arrived at the sacred center ⭐
23:09:05 - I felt the hate rise up in meh
23:09:02 - You Know...
23:09:01 - Everything is happenig
23:08:28 - Drink Wine in the Cinema Before Drive, Thankyu
23:08:26 - Okay, Little Horcrux is walking around the city
23:08:24 - The Witch with that Fckin Cards
23:08:21 - Valleys of Casa Grande and Dining Pasta Hill ⭐
23:08:15 - Choking on the Bed
23:08:12 - City of Firefly Lanterns sayin Wellcome Back Again
23:08:07 - I'm curious why you're leaving me, guys...
23:07:29 - Wellcoming
23:07:15 - Oldschool Lake Flow
23:07:04 - The Place...Called Home ⭐
23:06:27 - Hey Wuk, Re U Seein Meh? Im the 17!
23:06:24 - Explodig Night of Fireflies and Arabic Coffe ⭐
23:06:01 - What is known ⭐
23:05:26 - Seagulls and The Camper Van Tales
23:05:25 - The Ultimate Wonder-Deco Shinobi Team ⭐
23:05:17 - Holden Caulfield said correctly
23:05:16 - No one, but at least the dead people talk with me
23:05:09 - Ya, it is a Brand New Day
23:04:28 - Taste the Suffering boi
23:04:08 - I remember you Ice Stack and Magic Buttons ⭐
23:03:23 - Super Team
23:03:16 - The Gods Smile ⭐
23:03:10 - And the Singing Moon, started a Quiet Song 🔒
23:03:04 - Oh Fuck, I have to go to jump out of a plane
23:03:03 - She tried to save meh from that necklace
23:03:01 - Old roads
23:02:22 - A little piece from the Goddess
23:02:11 - I'd love to die today
23:02:01 - Enter
23:01:10 - Tom the Adventurer
23:01:01 - Sky Cloud Meads ⭐
22:12:23 - The Day of Spirit
22:12:12 - Christmas Chaos
22:11:13 - Everything happened for me to be here now
22:11:01 - Celebration in Monster City Center Basement
22:10:20 - The Trick
22:10:15 - Nion
22:09:23 - Burnout
22:09:17 - The Inner Cave Dream
22:09:10 - Past, Present, Be strong for Future
22:08:30 - Lessons
22:08:19 - Atum Seshat ⭐
22:08:13 - Exist
22:08:10 - How you get here
22:08:01 - Gates of the Paradise ⭐
22:07:09 - Across the half World
22:07:05 - Teo Checked Me
22:07:03 - Seth
22:06:30 - Reb’s Gift 🔒 ⭐
22:06:03 - Black Reeds
22:06:17 - The Present
22:06:10 - These are Different Lessons
22:06:08 - Just one word remained: Reb
22:06:04 - Nice Prayers in the Oaks of the Temple
22:05:29 - Between
22:05:20 - You are my Friends!
22:05:16 - Mugwort tastes like the Moon
22:05:12 - The Job
22:05:01 - The First Summer Fires in the Woods
22:04:29 - Poets from shadows
22:04:28 - Ravens
22:04:25 - Almost Done, or not?
22:04:14 - Du you want a puff?
22:04:11 - Funny Ghosts
22:03:26 - Wuk, Mira, Everybody, What happened?
22:03:22 - Underworld Tales
22:03:22 - Annwn ⭐
22:03:16 - I’m a forgotten, empty place, from a previous world
22:02:22 - Cold Empty Matrasess and Falling Stars
22:02:17 - No-No! Students do not open random portals!
22:02:13 - Immrama Islands
22:02:12 - Egypt’s Ancient Dreams
22:01:28 - The Druids Egg
22:01:17 - The Gate to the Triple Goddess ⭐
22:01:08 - Journey in Past 🔒
21:12:16 - One Tribe
21:12:15 - The Dream of Alchemy ⭐
21:12:04 - Headphones and Black Pants
21:11:27 - The Sacred Center
21:11:11 - Land, Sea, Sky
21:10:03 - These are Cold Dawns
21:09:19 - Nightmares and Cardboard Boxes
21:09:13 - Little Ghost Girl of Amsterdam
21:09:04 - At The End Of History II. ⭐
21:08:31 - Kukulkan’s Bloody Pyramids
21:08:29 - The Emerald tables of Thoth
21:08:28 - Base Of Ancestors III.
21:08:24 - IX.
21:08:23 - You Known, Too High Level Wand…
21:08:13 - Druids From Magh Mor 🔒 ⭐
21:08:08 - Wellcome to Paradise
21:08:05 - 12 Towers of Babylon
21:07:28 - The Oak Tree
21:07:24 - Valley of Wonders ⭐
21:07:20 - The Cherry Tree Elemental and the Gnomes
21:07:10 - We Are, Together
21:07:05 - All or Nothing
21:07:01 - The Hanged Man
21:06:22 - Fuck You! 🔒
21:06:13 - The Higher Law ⭐
21:06:10 - Third
21:06:06 - Ivy on Empty houses
21:06:05 - I wouldn't kill you, Friend
21:06:04 - Never look back
21:06:02 - See You Mira
21:05:22 - The last day in This Circle
21:04:27 - Snow Mountains
21:04:11 - The Witch and The Strawberry Tree
21:04:09 - Waking up in the previous dream
21:03:15 - The Ghost of Great-Grand Mother 🔒 ⭐
21:03:09 - A Little Deer Spirit Saved Me
21:03:03 - Get Backpack, but nobody knows
21:02:21 - The Three Glyphs of the Elf Woman
21:01:16 - Underworld of Earth II .
21:01:01 - Fall down, into the Black Hole
20:12:28 - The Sad And Angry Bride Ghost
20:12:12 - Underworld of Earth?
20:12:04 - Base Of Ancestors II. ⭐
20:10:26 - The Joy of The Fireplace With Them 🔒 ⭐
20:10:19 - A Prophecy from the World’s End by a Forest Girl Spirit ⭐
20:10:13 - Again
20:09:23 - Tiramisu Mira ⭐
20:09:01 - The Song of Shepherds
20:08:22 - Shadow Hand
20:08:16 - Lost Magic
20:08:15 - Small Grey Hermit Smell
20:08:07 - The Great-GrandMother's Underworld
20:08:04 - Dancing feet on Summer Rainy Meads ⭐
20:08:03 - The World of Dreamers ⭐
20:08:01 - Ister-Gam ⭐
20:07:21 - The Magic Shop
20:07:10 - Legend of Roe Deer Creek
20:07:04 - Roe Deer’s Clan ⭐
20:07:01 - Just 7 hours Remained
20:06:28 - Star Systems
20:06:23 - We Have One Earth
20:06:10 - Reverse
20:05:27 - Jakks’s Mail
20:04:19 - Another Living Line
20:04:07 - We Are One
20:04:05 - Survive Until Dawn
20:04:03 - Spirit of the Forest
20:04:01 - VLM
20:03:15 - Where always 03:03 AM ⭐
20:03:06 - Trust in Life
20:02:24 - At The End Of History
20:01:01 - We From Earth
19:12:12 - Princess of Frozen Moon 🔒
19:12:08 - Kicked the Moon, Across the Sky 🔒
19:12:06 - Place Called Home
19:12:02 - The Biggest Smoke Clouds
19:10:15 - First in the Depth of The Underworld ⭐
19:10:13 - Zeta Reticuli 🔒
19:09:13 - The Clamp Knockdown
19:08:13 - Sunken Worlds Song ⭐
19:08:06 - Dancing Deer Spirit of the Drum
19:07:31 - Rising Sun, Setting Sun 🔒
19:06:10 - What About Forest? ⭐
19:05:22 - R. From Earth
19:04:25 - Soulshards ⭐
19:04:18 - I don’t want to hear it
19:03:10 - Icaros
19:03:08 - Sweet Bhajanas alone in Temple
19:01:27 - Ben
19:01:03 - Travel, Faith, Love, Lust
18:12:19 - The Glass Table
19:12:06 - Ann’s Magic Buttons ⭐
18:11:22 - Message From the Earth
18:11:08 - The Bird Question
18:10:13 - I want to see with my own eyes ⭐
18:10:13 - Only those who can die, Can Live
18:09:12 - Death Mirror
18:07:07 - Maha Prasadam
18:05:13 - Black & White
18:05:10 - With Me
18:04:16 - Garden of Eden
18:04:01 - Fixed Gear
18:02:23 - Cold Bus Stations
18:01:01 - Without You
17:12:07 - Home like a Temple
17:11:22 - Come Back
17:10:10 - Friends
17:09:08 - The Temple ⭐
17:08:01 - Don’t Leave Me
17:07:07 - Litte Town
17:06:24 - Raspberries Everywhere
17:05:09 - Separating in Process
17:04:18 - Hippies
17:03:11 - Lost in Travels
17:02:21 - Sex, Drugs and You
17:01:01 - Her Name is Ket 🔒
16:12:24 - Who Are You? ⭐
16:11:16 - Hearth Breakers
16:10:27 - Leave The Big Cities
16:09:06 - Forest in the Center of Concrete Jungle
16:08:05 - Keep the Flow
16:07:07 - Thanks Yall
16:06:13 - The Mead Again
16:05:19 - I lose Ang’s Hearth
16:04:04 - Punks Are Dead
16:03:27 - Trainstaions End
16:02:01 - Learn to be Free
16:01:01 - Whistle Back
15:12:16 - Cutted Rowel
15:11:20 - Red Flag
15:10:19 - Travel, Travel, and Travel
15:09:01 - Recreations
15:08:22 - Bye Ang! I’m Travel Again
15:07:23 - Back to the Home
15:06:16 - Long Ways to PK
15:06:22 - Everybody has a Brick
15:05:03 - 2 Times Homeless
15:04:23 - He is
15:04:18 - Ren
15:03:28 - The Start
14:06:02 - The Mead
14:05:22 - Pistols and Ropes🔒
14:05:01 - Child what? I’m getaway 🔒
14:04:21 - Hang-Air
14:04:18 - She has two parents and a little dog
14:02:04 - Cold Streets, Cod Hearts
13:05:11 - Dom
13:01:01 - Connectors
12:12:21 - Waiting for what?
11:05:07 - The Blue Pocket
10:04:12 - Cigarettes at the back of the Church
09:01:01 - Anyone?
08:07:07 - Visions, Lucid Dreams, Others ⭐
08:06:04 - Sky World
07:07:07 - Self Awareness
06:03:12 - Square World
05:07:07 - Just me, My Dog, and Our Meads ⭐
04:04:21 - Base Of Ancestors
04:??:?? - Bye Mom 🔒
04:??:?? - He said my lovely legs, the other broke them 🔒
03:??:?? - Something In Shadows
01:01:?? - Bye Dad 🔒
00:00:00 - XXI. Century
98:07:07 - Waking up in a Next Dream
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cloudvelundr · 5 years
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I sat down to draw and instead I somehow have an incomplete 5000 word outline. Brain wtf how did I get here why can’t I do that on purpose
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agayconcept · 2 years
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sheerioswifties · 2 years
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WHY THE HELL ARE BUCKETS SO EXPENSIVE?!?! THEY'RE BUCKETS
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winterrose42 · 3 years
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#winter speaks#lil vent ignore me#health vent bc i am frustrated and maybe the tiniest bit concerned with a hint of fear tm#figured out a bit ago that most of whats wrong is most likely thyroid/hormone related bc most of it hits#around monthly fun time TM. so...okay thats fine nothing i can do about that right now bc i dont#feel like drs will believe me and i dont have tge energy to deal with all that and also it might be expensive#and i dont want to make my parents pay for whatever bc i dont have my own money#and then it all ths sudden just got worse so i *had* to schedule with a dr. so okay fine its still fine i can still handle it#dreading going go this dr dont want to but have no choice so okay#but it's actually getting pretty bad and i dont know how tf theyre gonna fix it. logically i know it isnt as bad as im thinking#and itll just be like birth control or something to balance shit idk#but being up and down sick going by the month and im so tired all the time and sometimes i have energy and sometimes not#i am notbthe pinacle of health mind you i could stand to exercise more but- im not to the point where#my legs shaking getting out of bed and being in tears bc i dont know why going to the bathroom#feels like someone asked me to run a marathon with fifty pound weights on each arm at seven in the fckin am#and i know this is so stupid and vain. but my hair keeps thinning in monthly intervals and every time it thins out a little more#im still figuring out how to take cars of the curls and now it just decides to be flat and fall out i am-#like this happens. tbyroid issues are common i know nothing serious is actually happening#but im so sick and tired of being sick and tired i want to do things#anyway. sorry to people who see this i need tboughts out of my brain but i dont want to complain#to my parents bc i hate crying in front of them so to tumblr shitposts it goes
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