#around monthly fun time TM. so...okay thats fine nothing i can do about that right now bc i dont
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#winter speaks#lil vent ignore me#health vent bc i am frustrated and maybe the tiniest bit concerned with a hint of fear tm#figured out a bit ago that most of whats wrong is most likely thyroid/hormone related bc most of it hits#around monthly fun time TM. so...okay thats fine nothing i can do about that right now bc i dont#feel like drs will believe me and i dont have tge energy to deal with all that and also it might be expensive#and i dont want to make my parents pay for whatever bc i dont have my own money#and then it all ths sudden just got worse so i *had* to schedule with a dr. so okay fine its still fine i can still handle it#dreading going go this dr dont want to but have no choice so okay#but it's actually getting pretty bad and i dont know how tf theyre gonna fix it. logically i know it isnt as bad as im thinking#and itll just be like birth control or something to balance shit idk#but being up and down sick going by the month and im so tired all the time and sometimes i have energy and sometimes not#i am notbthe pinacle of health mind you i could stand to exercise more but- im not to the point where#my legs shaking getting out of bed and being in tears bc i dont know why going to the bathroom#feels like someone asked me to run a marathon with fifty pound weights on each arm at seven in the fckin am#and i know this is so stupid and vain. but my hair keeps thinning in monthly intervals and every time it thins out a little more#im still figuring out how to take cars of the curls and now it just decides to be flat and fall out i am-#like this happens. tbyroid issues are common i know nothing serious is actually happening#but im so sick and tired of being sick and tired i want to do things#anyway. sorry to people who see this i need tboughts out of my brain but i dont want to complain#to my parents bc i hate crying in front of them so to tumblr shitposts it goes
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