Well, saw a therapist today. Turns out she has my chronic illness and shed some light on what my next steps should be besides "lifestyle changes". Why am I surprised that my doctor was, once again, useless in this journey.
I fucking hate this body, I'm gonna be honest. Taking care of all of the issues, with a new one practically popping up every month, is a nightmare. And it feels like a full time job.
But it's a full time job that COSTS MONEY, and doesn't even get me any money!
catching up with dungeon meshi and mithrun & kabru (and senshi) talking about vegetable scraps (and how they can still grow new sprouts) kinda makes me cry..............
listening to the original production of bigger than the whole sky already makes me want to cry, if i heard her singing it live on a PIANO i would be straight up sobbing
if it's such a hassle and brings you no joy then why even bother giffing pedro stuff? I see you and a couple other Pedro posters complain like it's a job/obligation pretty often and I don't get it. you don't HAVE to gif everything, you can just do what you want. if you're burnt out you don't have to do anything at all. is a couple thousand notes really worth it?
i will ask this very seriously: baby girl, have you ever talked to people in real life? 😭😭😭
i've just said that i'm super tired and that he ended me with his new shoot (in the good way). i guess it's a strange concept to people but exaggeration can be funny fdkjnvdkjnvfdv
I hate the “open floor plan” that everyone is obsessed with in houses now. I want nooks and crannies and bizarre floor plans. I don’t need to be able to see what someone is doing on the other side of the house. I want places to hide and lurk and dwell in the shadows. I am the beast who awaits in the labyrinth