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If you minimize your deep and pure emotions it's easier to deal with the fact that they went unnoticed
#ivantill#alnst ivan#alien stage#god this made me so sick#I have so so many thoughts but i literally cannot write any and make it make sense#ivan my self deprecating child let me hug you
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wedding omens or smth
ft. book omens
#good omens#good omens crowley#good omens aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#except literally they r married now#wedding omens#book omens#i love u aziracrow#they make me so sick oh my god#i’ve never been able to draw side profiles until now#old gay husbands made my art better
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i love getting a new account and reposting all my most embarrassing fanart
#mw2#mw2 fanart#cod fanart#cod mw2#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghost fanart#ghost#soap#ghostsoap#if you squint#im so sick about them#they make me ill#this made me realize how much ive actually drawn them oh my god#hvck
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APOLOGY TOUR THINGS
Okay so I found it really interesting that all the pictures/mirror things during the "That Motherfucker" song are memories (They have to be right? they are the ways Stolas remembers Blitzo. Thats why they are important)
And the focus is on the bad ones, right?
But look how many memories Stolas has of Blitzo smiling at him, being happy to be with him.
In some of them he turns sour. But I think that only happens when he notices Stolas is looking. And I think we all know why
#Its because he's scared of proper intimacy !#This made me so emotional#like yes theres a focus on the bad moments#as there should be#because theres a lot and this song is about how stolas feels#so yes#but also a note of there were times they had fun and blitzo was happy#god they make me sick#stolas#stolitz#helluva boss stolas#helluva boss#blitzo#hellaverse#helluva boss blitz#helluva blitzo#blitzo x stolas#helluvaverse#helluva stolas#helluvaboss#blitz#spoilers#apology tour#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss apology tour spoilers#hb spoilers
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So how badly do we think it fucks with Andrew that he agreed to stop protecting Neil a few hours before Neil was kidnapped and tortured?
#aftg#the king’s men#aftg spoilers#the king’s men spoilers#andriel#andrew minyard#neil josten#personally its ruining my life#so I *know* he’s having a bad time with it#andrew needs things to not go terribly for at least a few months damn it#this poor miserable bastard#the first person that really sees him and he almost loses him and he’d just let him go#it’s no wonder he goes batshit when they all realize neil is missing kevin didn’t stand a chance bc he was standing in the way#they make me sick#would andrew’s protection actually have made a difference? no#and he would have beat himself up for failing#but he /let neil go/ and he almost lost him for good#oh my God#they’re ruining my life#feverdreamsandlucidnightmares
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TOP 10 IMDB RATED ER EPISODES | Part 1
#er#eredit#tvedit#tuserjana#usertj#useralf#useremsi#tuserheidi#usermibbles#singinprincess#trueloveistreacherous#er gifs#*mine#blood tw#gore tw#medical tw#'on the beach' will always destroy me oh my GOD#an attempt...........was made okay i never do well with these types of gifs lmao#i am so beyond aware how much i fucked this up do not @ me i WILL bite your ankles clean off!!!#but this has been in my drafts for weeks im finally just going to throw it into the void im sick of seeing it jfdks
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BAWKtober Day 21 - Lake
THE BAWK NESS MONSTER?!?
#loch ness monster real confirmed trust me my chickens saw it#we are so back fam#alas i have succumbed to the sickness that plagues the rest of my household#and have been fighting for my life in the trenches with the worst sore throat i've had in years#god i miss when everyone else was still masking that was so nice#still on the mend but i was finally able to sleep and feel well enough to BAWK again!!#now to catch up on everyone's BAWKtobers i missed while i was in the nether realm#BAWKtober 2024#BAWKtober#lake#makenna made a thing#chickens#tiny fluffy dinosaurs#the BEST animals#chickenblr#birdblr#october art challenge#drawing prompts#autumn#fall#artists on tumblr#daily drawing
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Seb comes to Fernando's bedside to cheer him up! (aka resolving my turmoil over there being no vettonso moments yesterday)(long gif!!!)
+ what if Fernando hadn't been out sick!
#oh my god what the fuck have i made 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#this is my magnum opus.....#i love these projects where i keep going back and forth btwn#I CANT FINISH THIS to IM GONNA FINISH THIS SO HADD#and i DID finish it. at 5 am. sick.#im oddly proud of this despite how fucking stupid it is 😭😭#its so hilarious to me 😭😭😭😭#ty to suzuki as always for contributing by being my fellow freak <3#i love how i been able to finish anything lately cause I've been busy and stressed#like i keep putting off stuff just to work on this for four hours straight#I NEEDED IT TO BE RELEVANT#also its up to you to decide if seb is actually wearing that or if its fernando's fever dream#WAAAUGHHHHHHH IM STILL SO SAD THERES NO PICS OF THEM#sry i am actually delirious rn oh my god#WHY DIDNT THEY MEEETTTTTTTTTT AAAAGGHHHHH :(((#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2024 brazilian gp#catie.art.#normal things that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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Just to clarify my thoughts (since I've had a number of people ask me about it) re: Job and cursing God. There's a big difference between cursing God as used in Scripture and how we generally would think of cursing at God today.
Cursing someone, in the Bible, has a lot of depth to it. It's not just saying "screw you " in anger, it's got a sense of forsakenness to it. It's the opposite of a blessing, a removal of blessing. If the blessing is presence, your face shining on the person you're blessing, then a curse is absence. In some translations, Job's wife tells him to "renounce God and die," which I honestly think makes a lot more sense to modern ears.
Job says a lot of unpleasant things to and about God in his anger and grief. So do the Psalmists. A number of the Prophets. So can we. God can take it if we come to him with honest expressions of our emotion, including those not-so-nice ones directed at him. I don't think there's anything wrong with getting mad at God and saying, "How dare you, you bastard" when you suffer unjustly. You can say much worse, I think, without sinning, though I don't feel particularly inclined to give examples. But as long as it's an honest expression of your heart, I think you're doing exactly what prayer is for. You're presenting him your heart with an open hand. He can use that. Opposite of love is not hate but indifference, etc.
Job doesn't renounce God. Neither should we. But I think when you're truly suffering, you're gonna have those feelings toward God either way. He'd rather you address them with him directly than try to avoid them. Cursing at God in the modern sense is actually a great way to keep the relationship strong and not end up cursing/renouncing him in the Biblical sense.
#i did try to draw that distinction in the original post but I didn't really go into detail#mostly bc i was trying to be concise and just focus on how the church talks to sufferers#so here's the long version#pontifications and creations#only thou art holy#also side note: there was someone yesterday who responded to that post with the suggestion that suffering is generally the sufferer's fault#and it got worse from there#just an absolutely rank response that had me immediately blocking that person and googling if there was a way to remove someone's addition#idk to what degree that person is an active member of this broader christian community we've got going on here#but if you see that post (and you'll know it when you see it) please as a favor to me don't interact with it#there were some lovely responses and additions to that post yesterday too#but that one made me mad#idk. to a certain degree i wanted to vent#they're blocked now though so whatever#anyway. I've sort of been percolating on these various thoughts for a few weeks#since i went to a really fluffy women's talk on suffering#and now i kind of want to give my version#I'm far from the greatest sufferer in the world. i am well aware of that#but as I've been sick I've just done So Much Thinking and reading about theodicy and struggle with God that i feel qualified to opine#unlike the giver of that talk#anyway#tag rant over#...for now#theodicy
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“Chaghan would have commanded like a demon.
Chaghan would have shattered their minds.”
#this series made me sick#so consider this my love letter to chaghan#l have not stopped crying#I wanted to know so much more about him#rf kuang#chaghan suren#the poppy war#the dragon republic#the burning god#chaghan#okyu's fever art
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when i see yt americans tell black and brown americans to vote for biden bc “trump will be worse” or “trump is extreme right”, i roll my eyes bc where on the political spectrum does joe biden, who is financing and supporting multiple genocides as well as restricting the human rights of MILLIONS of people, fall? yt ppl think that bc he tweets abt roe v wade (which he could’ve codified but didn’t btw) that that makes him left wing
#yt self proclaimed liberals piss me off so bad#yt ppl just generally be pissing me off but GOD#like i’ve made my peace with yt conservatives and right wingers#but it’s the damn liberals that throw me#bc for all the shit you spout#you are so damn useless#thinking abt how genocide joe’s speech at the church where 9 black ppl were killed#his speech was interrupted by pro palestine activists asking how many kids he has allowed to die in gaza#and these DUMB bitches were like 4 more years!!!#do you know how fucking sick you have to be#ym saying trump will be worse when him and biden have the same damn stance on palestine#and then trying to suppress the valid concerns of black and brown ppl#yeah fuck you guys
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not really here anymore
#twf#the walten files#the walten files fanart#twf fanart#susan woodings#twf susan#the walten files susan#twf4#the walten files 4#god#u have no clue how crazy that episode made me feel and how much it made all that Wait worth it. it was everything I’ve been killing to see#art#digital art#procreate#fanart#doodle#i wanna draw more 4 fanart but DRAINED BURNT OUT IM SICK AND BUSY UUUEJEJEGJJJHHHH I HATE DRAWBACKS SCREW EVERYTHING#also moving soon just don’t know what day cuz my dads friend needs to sort a bunch of stuff out#Also omg tysm for the 23 saves on my Susan playlist this is my dream as a Susan fan I feel so great I’m also super happy that many thought#of me when watching twf 4#yipeee
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realized a drawing i'm doing rn is almost identically posed to one i did 8.5 years ago of a different oc, except the old drawing was instantly tainted by one of the players featured messaging me asking if i could take it down because their abusive, possessive rp partner saw it and got jealous of them "roleplaying behind their back" and i said "nah" and it became a whole Thing that i should have walked away from at that exact moment but didn't and the 6 months that followed contained some of the most truly condensed batshit i have ever witnessed in an rp community already well-known for its batshittery.
... anyway i love my friends. so happy to accidentally redeem the pose.
#idk if ill ever open up completely about that shitshow but#i think 8 years is past the statute of limitations to vaguepost about it#late tag addition but man now i'm thinking about it all at 4am#how did in the good goddamn did i witness that and still not only let them make me an officer#but also let them put me functionally in charge of their guild IC#while those two fucked off and erped in instanced zones or played overwatch#and i and my then-rp-partner took the heat for the meandering plotline#until my partner vented to the wrong person about the abuse#and it got back to them#and we got to experience the surreality of an honest to god guild coup#all to salvage the image of some egomaniac abuser#certified fucking wra moment#its been 8 years and thinking about how i was treated in the end makes me feel sick lol#they made a new guild discord and invited everyone but us#and when i noticed the channel had gone quiet i asked what was up#and was met with gaslighting about how i'm 'thinking too much' about the channel being a 'little slow'#and it took pushing to get an early admission of what was about to happen#so we logged on and quit ourselves#which fucked up the narrative they had constructed#and they lied in the new channel that WE were the ones doing a 'coup' and that we stole the members who left with us#i guess i am opening up after all#i had to play the fucking villain of that scenario for the past 8 years#all to protect the mental health of people who hurt me#why#if you were there and know what i'm referencing with all of this... there's the fucking story#the person in question is a massively popular artist#i just dont have it in me to fight that fight
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gojo assistant to gojo househusband is EVERYTHING to me he’d be so good at it. packing up bentos before work, visiting u for a lunch break, visiting u for a shoulder and neck massage. hes just so cute. i bet that even when he gets to a househusband role he’d still do some assistant duties and he absolutely is against u getting another assistant bc he’s been that guy and he knows u are too easily fallen in love with. he’d probably only give up that role to someone that he trusts 100% and knows that won’t fall in love with you like yuuta and even then he probs gets a tiny bit irrationally jealous when yuuta knows a lot about your schedule and habits bc that’s HIS job but a lil smooch from u will have him too flustered to even remember what initially ticked him off
when he finally makes it out of the work husband territory, he’s already wildly insufferable as a boyfriend. but when he finally becomes your husband? all bets are off—if people thought satoru couldn’t be louder or prouder of you they were so, so very wrong. he was born for this.
sends you off with a bento and a kiss every single morning, and then calls you right before lunch time to remind you to actually take your lunch break and eat—and maybe because he wants compliments on the food he made you. when he can’t send you off with lunch, he has yuuta deliver it for you, or he drops it off himself, which is always a welcome surprise, not just for you, but everybody in the office. it’s nice that he’s remembered so fondly, and some days he does miss it, but he wouldn’t trade in being your husband for the world.
so true about yuuta being his replacement—satoru was very, very thorough in the vetting process of hiring your new secretary. he knows how easy it is to fall in love you, he knows what it’s like to be the work husband and he refuses to hire anybody else who might think even slightly like him. so, call it nepotism or call it favoritism, but yuuta is one of maybe three people satoru actually trusts with the job. turns out yuuta is best suited for it anyway, which brings satoru even more relief. on the days he really misses you, it makes him pout when you recount all the times yuuta saved your ass, but a kiss or two really is he needs to be brought back to reality.
he’s always calling or texting you with paint samples or fabric samples, and you’ve learned to not try and make sense of satoru’s interior design priorities. you really don’t think that the guest bathroom needs new wallpaper, but he does and if he wants to install it, who are you to stop him. so many days you come home from work and he’s like, “oh, babe, my mom called in a friend of a friend and turns out her husband can make us our own version of that vintage couch you saw in the museum display last week,” which is. absolutely insane because that’s easily a $25,000 couch, but he just waves you off about it and asks you what color you want it in—he’ll handle everything else.
#anonymous#oh work husband to househusband satoru my beloved....#give it a year or two of marriage and hes like soooooooo ive been thinking i do actually need someone to keep me company at home#and ur like satoru gojo what are u on about i will kill u right here with my own hands have toji hide the body#and have hiromi get me out of this scott free#and hes like whoah whoah whoah wait i meant a baby!!! AN INFANT!! NOT A MISTRESS oh god im gonna throw up that word alone made me sick babe#and so when u dont have a knife pointed at him ur like oh. wait... u want a baby??#and its then u realize that this isnt spontaneous for him u can see it in his eyes satoru has probably been thinking about this for years#and besides babymaking could be fun............#be prepared to look at about 238 types of wood for the crib tho#jujutsu kaisen x reader#satoru gojo x reader#lawyer au#satoru.ask
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about to start season 2 of gravity falls and hey are we done with Mabel Has To So Much As Tolerate A Guy Who Wants To Date her That She’s Not Fucking Interested In plots
#throwing gideon like a wet paper towel at the wall. grow up HDHSHSHSHDHSJSJ#i feel like I have to say this all the time but it’s good for characters to suck. for them and us#so this again isn’t really a Criticism of the show just a Oh This Makes Me Sad thing. yknow#but oh my god stop trying to force mabel to marry you. the gnomes and gideon#if you’re afab youve Likely had to deal w boys not fucking taking no for an answer. or you Cant tell them Firmly no bc of societal pressure#it made me feel Bad. i was sick i was ill. don’t remind me of real life you’re a cartoon /JOKEY#i didn’t realize gideon And The Gnomes were still hung up on her until the dreamscapers two parter. get over yourselves ‼️ she said no#also in a similar vein bc I know everyone talks abt how Immediately sick of it they were w dippers crush on wendy and. Yeah#though funny enough it didn’t Show itself until a few episodes after wendy’s appearance i feel#i feel like i remember it being The episode she was introduced#words from the monarch#gravity falls
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oh my god sorry to be a shill but i bought B Dylan Hollis' cookbook on a whim while at a bookstore, and the recipes we've tried are going to ruin my life. i can't eat this many sweets theyre so so so good. im eating this spice cake from before the 1910s and its the best fucking cake ive ever had. the sour cream cookies were like eating a cloud. what the fuck.
#the frosting turned out weird#its a meringue thing#but it keeps weirding me out cause its basically flavorless. even tho i know its made of sugar??#next time i might just make a regular buttercream frosting instead. the book even suggests doing that.#but oh my god the CAKE is so so so good#im gonna make myself sick
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