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bulletpillarsinorion · 4 months

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OH MY GOD.

#JOOST KLEIN #THE MAN THAT YOU ARE #god just strike me down now #i can’t do this #boys drool

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catmask · 11 months

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with that said there are characters that a fat maybe not canonically but they are spiritually. to me. they may not be drawn that way but i know whats true. ive seen it like a sort of prophet

#serizawa. send post #he did NOT live his life as a shut in for almost a whole decade to be drawn SKINNY! not by me at least #also like so many characters over the age of 30. no more fit moms and dads GIVE them that divorce body fat NOW!#*strikes you down with the force of god*#but honestly alternative for serizawa that ive always liked is that he gains weight when he starts working for reigen #because he can now go out and eat new foods :D he has actually gained an appetite because he's moving around more #and isnt just eating like instant ramen or whatever his mom brings him #see how easy it is you can just believe it with your heart. you just have to find the ways to make true waht u know #scratchpost #txt

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druid-boy-punk · 5 months

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#im just a lil obsessed with laios with a plush stomach rn #it’s not obvious but i will enforce my (slightly) chubby laios propaganda #my art #dungeon meshi #laios touden #chilchuk tims #chilaios #modern au #also based off promises but i didn’t finish until later today so it didn’t make into the previous post about it ;w;#plus i don’t like @ ppl too often #feels like i’m daring a god to strike me down a lil bit #the tags are my dairy now sorry tumblerinas #Spotify #dungeon meshi fanart

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mactiir · 4 days

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The very funny thing about having finally recovered from depression after being depressed for literally decades is. Even though I'm no longer depressed. My kneejerk initial reaction when I get overwhelmed is like "fuck it time to die" and then, because I have spent a lot of time and intention and money on therapy, my IMMEDIATE next thought is "no you won't babe, eat some broccoli. Go for a run. Go see ur friends" and the moment I've done any combination of those things I'm like singing showtunes about how good life is. Like ok brain i understand you spent the last fifteen years in a critical state but maybe we can do the broccoli first next time. Vegetables before defaulting to Habitual Symptoms please.

#Mental health #depression #Suicide mention #It's like when you heal from an injury.#A while back I fucked up my knee.#Limped on it for weeks #And it hurt for longer #To the point where I was always mentally bracing whenever i stood up from a chair #Ready to hurt #So that when i “graduated” physical therapy #I was still bracing every single time i moved #Ready for it to hurt. But it didn't #And like. Will that injury still tweak a little sometimes? If I Don't Take Care Of it?#Yeah. But it's almost totally gone. And for months I was shocked every time I braced to hurt and there was nothing there #So when I get stressed i like. Preemptively brace to be suicidal #to hate myself and my life again #And then .... I'm kind of surprised when I... don't.#I know my depression is cured because i know what it feels like to be depressed. Just like i know what it's like to hurt.#And the absence still strikes me sometimes #the way the sun shines through a gap in the trees that's created when you cut down something diseased and dead.#And you're like. God rays. For years there was a shadow here and now there are sunbeams.#No-- there were always sunbeams.

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softpine · 3 months

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oh and guys i went to the grocery store today :3 anxiety is being evicted from this body i tell you what

#once again i'm grateful to dan and phil for making me turn my life around BUT IT IS INCREDIBLY EMBARRASSING #many months ago i had a dream i went on a walk with them and it was so peaceful i started going for walks every single day jfksds #now my long walks have become like the highlight of my life #and i've considered moving to chicago for years but i've never worked up the courage to even visit by myself until now #i've wanted to find a better job but i never had a reason to look for one very hard until now #LIKE #IT'S STUPID BUT #dan and phil saved my life *not clickbait* ??????#anyway i'm posting this here since we were just recently talking about me not going to the grocery store lmao #may god strike me down if my next post on this blog is not sims related 🙏🏻

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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I actually for real feel like my phone's scanning quality has dropped monumentally while I was away on thing so that's a fun thing to figure out now. anyways

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #answering of ''sure'' whenever they ask ''are you gay'' strikes again #gods. genuinely at least on the export the quality of these dropped like to half. whats up with that #sorry if these are impossible to parse #anyways. scribbled these during ''holiday'' ''vacation'' ''getaway'''#sometimes it really is the simple things. hallucinating vividly about the casual life of a pair of teens to survive being in a car for 6hrs #WITH da family #so glad I picked up scribbling on paper again. I actually got stuff to do digitally today and!! literally it feels so much cleaner #like I feel like I relearned a bunch stuff doing traditional ink again for a sec #but yeah. u guys should know by now how much I think about food as a concept #took 3m off last year to write about it in fact. but now Im just microdosing by drawing langa #I'm also actually so insane about reki being a scaredy cat it's so. something. it means so much to me #this of course means koyomi is a jumpscare champion. among siblings that are close in age there must be #the one who sleeps in the lower bunk. and the one who ties a doll to a string by its neck and lower it down to be next to the others face #'why is that so specific' no further question. thank you #gods okay. I need to lay the fuck down it is now my time. to be in bed #Im onto some real exciting stuff rn! and when this piece is done I'll return to ink for a sec #so uh. ink comm maybe not this week. but the next #happy late labor day! seek and destroy. have a good night

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thistlecore · 1 year

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2nd day in a row ive gotten like, 6 hours of sleep before my childcare job but at least im not hungover this time

#personal #and they dont give me lesson plans #so the teachers are just like. now everyone turn ur attention to ms. thistle :) and i go. oh? um. what now?#plus yesterday i immediately ran into a nun #and i was so scared shed smell my gay mixed drink hangover and god would strike me down

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rook-of-the-woods · 4 months

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was playing a game with my school mates today and they were supposed to guess my favorite bird. They were like “ohh I don’t know. Maybe like a crow? lol you’re kind of like one of those people who would like crows.”

and im sitting over here silently like. “If you actually. Fucking listened to me. And used my name and pronouns. Maybe you would know. Maybe you would perhaps guess. THAT ITS A FUCKING ROOK.”

Jesus Christ.

#just rook’s brain #I’m so. Done #I hate it here.#Please god just strike me down now

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sylvies-kablooie · 3 months

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i wasnt planning on watching agatha all along but you made me want to see the trailer at least to see if i was interested and like 20 seconds in i turned it off bc i hate watching trailers for things im excited for thank you show looks so fun

my influence... <3

#yessss i love infectious excitement!!!#in all seriousness i am SO excited!! it's being led by the creator of wandavision so i know it will be good #man i don't really blog about it as much because it was a TOTALLY different experience for me than loki but wandavision was my fave tv #experience EVER. it was at the height of marvel hype so every week you'd have these wild theories swarming about.#everyone was constantly yelling about mephisto #i was still in high school and kids would set alarms to wake up when the episodes dropped and then we'd talk about it at school #it was SO communal in a way we don't really get anymore because people are burnt out when it comes to superheroes (which is valid bc same)#also. just the use of television history as a medium to explore grief.#HELLO??? jac schaeffer you are a genius??? oh my god???#progressing from the black and white romanticized 1950's to the jolly family 70's to the dry 2010's like oh my gosh.#and just when you think you understand the tone of the show something creepy will happen and it would always take my breath away #the suspense was killer. and you wanted to know so BADLY what was really going on. because it was all too good to be true. we saw him die.#AUGH! i have such fond memories. especially when agatha all along was dropped on itunes omg there were jokes!#anyway. this is a very long ramble but i loved wandavision but sort of in a way where i don't even want to blog about it #because honestly i have nothing to add to the conversation. it just was (to me) perfect.#so i have high hopes. and a devastating crush on aubrey plaza since i was 14. and deep reverence for patti lupone as a theatre kid.#and joe locke serves down. we know this to be true. and he'll be playing BILLY??? oh just strike me down NOW it's so good #also i have the utmost faith in kathryn hahn. she is so naturally funny and good at her job. i'm glad she's getting her flowers.#so yay! i'm happy you're excited too!#juni answers

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mimiatmidnight · 1 year

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Will you be commenting on the Taylor drama?

I love the way this was worded, like I'm one of the siblings on Succession and the press has cornered me outside my penthouse to ask if I'll be releasing a statement on my family's latest scandal. Hehehe anyways.

Sorry but I just don't understand how anyone is shocked. Truly what has that woman ever done to successfully convince people that this is out of character for her. Like I don't want to diminish anyone's pain or anything but I see all these stans on here and over on Twitter in all this distress, having their very first epiphanies like "Hold on . . . does Taylor . . . suck??" And I kinda just have to chuckle at them cause like bless your hearts babes, but omg catch UP 😭

Lol because 1) she is a severely emotionally stunted person who thinks edgy British "bad boys" are hot like she's 12 years old, 2) she has no true deeply-held moral principles outside of issues that directly affect herself, and 3) truthfully, she seems to be suffering from a serious crisis of identity after the end of the longest and most significant romantic relationship of her life, and in my opinion is pretty clearly desperate to prove something to the world/her ex/herself.

The first reason is cringe but not news to longtime viewers, the second reason is pathetic but also not news (to those who can be honest with themselves), and the third is . . . understandable in some sense, but not pitiable enough to make me willing to humor this insufferable little episode she's having. I wish her luck on this humiliating rebound journey, but she is gonna have to walk that road on her own.

Normally, I always roll my eyes when people make these kinds of jokes, but given the circumstances I feel justified in saying: I can't wait to hear the breakup song about him, sis 🤡

#the great thing about disliking your own fave is that they simply do not have the power to disappoint you lol #like her stans (at least those who arent complete sycophants—which sadly is not most) are breaking down over Babys 1st Cognitive Dissonance #meanwhile im just over here chilling lol #ive also just NEVER been particularly invested in her personal life anyways so im gucci on that front too #i didnt even realize specific songs were about specific celebrity exes until *several* years into listening to her music #thats how unplugged i am lol #she is unusually extremely visible in the collective conscious right now cause of the tour and this insufferable PR blitz #but the absolute best thing for me is when she disappears and i dont have to perceive her -- the actual person -- outside of her music #and then it can just be me and my lifelong companion the fictional character “taylor swift” (c)(r)(tm)#so personally the only real threat this hangs over my head is the thought she might put him on an album #like that does strike real terror in my heart im ngl #ESPECIALLY any of the rerecords oh my god #and given the way hes been tailing her in and out of that damn studio . . . its not looking good for me kids 🥴#i cant believe she would be that dumb after making the same mistake with joe on folklore #cause even tho now she has to suffer the indignity of sharing a grammy with her ex (LMAO)#at least we can understand that at the time she thought they were in it for life #but if she pulls that shit again with a REBOUND??? just to like stick it to joe or further delude herself or whatever?#idk im gonna need interpol or somebody to step in and do something drastic like this is a cry for help #did you guys see that euphoria meme someone made about her deranged “ive never been happier!!!!” speech the other day?#it was SO funny ill go find it

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orangespottedgiraffe · 4 months

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#so I got caught up in the Ikemen game fuck me right #anyway mc in the 2nd princes route is down bad like girl get up u worse than the other one at least the other one the feeling was mutual #this ones mean like who u calling slow? 🤨#we lost her damn like #also there was weird story stuff and I’m like first of all u want me to think this man who has never really looked into the whole romance #thing and finds everyone annoying can do that sort of thing like idk im not buying it #I’m sorry like nothing u say will convince me he can say anything nice like it just #‘with a kind gaze…’ 🤨#what I can’t read the premium route but u can buy the epilogue if there is a god they will strike and kill the creator of the gacha game #I blame fortnight #wait 🫢🤭#u know what nvm 😑#ruined the fucking moment with the span of click #he could’ve just been like I get it now. end sentence end thought nothing else but sadly he must make it known he don’t fuck with this shit #u know what I’m sick of this shit #gotta see to the end but this is the last time I’m doing a recommended route.#freaky ass #like #it’s either something rude or cheesy I cat I can’t anymore I’m going to kill myself #like Jesus #yo why the fuck it go from like we kissing to we doing something dirty I can’t stand it #it can fade to black #idk #like I said freaky ass wtf #ew #u know what picture u hate that one where their at the cemetery #mc looks so silly in the back smiling

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mcpuliotjr · 8 months

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210 MILLION FUCKING DOLLARS????????? HE HAD 210 MILLION FUCKING DOLLARS???????????????? WHILE I HAD TO BEG TO PAY OUR FUCKING BILLS???????????????????? WHILE MY MOM HAD TO FUCKING CLEAN THE STREETS IN -20 DEGREES WEATHER JUST FOR SOME CASH????????????????????????????????? WHILE MY FUCKING CLASSMATES GAVE ME MONEY TO GET FUCKING SURGERY????????????????????????????????????????????????????? DEATH IS NOT ENOUGH DEATH IS NOT ENOUGH DEATH IS NOT ENOUGH DEATH IS NOT ENOUGH

#GOD IF U LOVE ME TAKE ME NOW PAINLESSLY. STRIKE ME DOWN. JUST FUCKING EXPLODE ME.#txt

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what-a-messek · 10 months

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Ok I even blocked the spoiler tag on Twitter this time but follow Christian Navarro and if his vague untagged tweets mean what I think they mean....

#c3 #cr spoilers #maybe?#listen i know i reblogged the post talking about how funny it would be for chetney to die right now #but pls not in an episode when theyre down a player and when im dying of illness pls #hoping he just like. did a cool thing lmao #also can twitter stop giving me vague spoilers even when i tag for them my god #did have to unfollow christian because this was not his first strike and i cant live like this

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yappacadaver · 1 year

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two separate endings where raymond's like 'lol glad it was you not me' just straight up to your face, he's the worst, i desire him carnally

#tbf in one of those endings he immediately becomes meatball so #but seriously i need to keep that energy when im writing him he is such a DICK #genuinely strikes me as a result of his maladjustment and not any actual desire to put rebecca down #like he doesn't laugh it doesn't get played like a joke and in ending 2 he says it so??? gently???#like in the tone of voice you'd use to ask a sick person how their night went like maybe that's what he was going for?#and it came out like THAT??#it's so good though esp in ending 3 where he kinda sounds proud like yes i DID just trap this woman in the mortuary and she is alive #on the floor #like honest to god i know im reaching real hard especially for a man who is such a jerk #but i think what he was going for was something along the lines of #'i've been doing this for years im exhausted do you understand me a little better now?'#which even on it's own is a WILD first thought to have upon discovering someone just coming back to consciousness but likeee #bbgirl is soooo pathetically lonely it's all he can FUCKING think about

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