#god i hate waking up that early
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early bird activities
#op#one piece#sanuso#usosan#sanji#usopp#sogeking#soba mask#stealth black#sogesoba#god usopp#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#my art#mintart#SORRY THE QUALITY SUCKS I DID THIS DURING CLASS#DID NOT EXPECT TO CLEAN IT UP LATER BUT IT WAS RLY SILLY AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT BHGFKSDJ#he found the action figures usopp made for chopper im crying#sanji being an early bird and getting to be a lil cringe before everyone wakes up forgetting that#usopp is an insomniac and decides to give up on sleeping some days#WHY IS HE LIKE THIS!!!!!#thanks percy for the mental image of sanji setting up a romantic dinner IM CRRYINGGGG I HATE HIM#plsssss someone needs to draw that or ill do it UGHH I WISH I COULD PROJECT A MENTAL IMAGE USING MY BRAIN ALONE#he's soooooo#we all know usopp can't be weirded out by this because if he had access to the internet at a young age he'd be roleplaying on amino
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#girlblogging#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#this is a girlblog#diary#pink aesthetic#lana is god#lana del rey#this is what makes us girls#girlblog#manic pixie dream girl#im going insane#wtf is going on#i hate waking up early#im just a girl#tumblr girls#pretty girls#going insane#female insanity#i am slowly going insane#pinterest#blogging#blog#lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#coquette#coqeutte#coqette#i’m just a girl
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Forced myself to wake up early today and had to listen to the Challengers score because bisexuality is the only thing that keeps me motivated
#they put steroids in this bc I’m up at a decent time and don’t hate the world rn#WHY HAVENT I DONE THIS BEFORE#now I can want 2 bfs AND wake up early#oh god I’m literally Patrick Zweig#challengers#art donaldson#tashi duncan#patrick zweig
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god FUCKING damn it i accidentally closed my game without saving i'm going to fucking kill myself
#for some reason after i healed at the pokemon center i just shut off the game#i don't fucking know#i was planning on healing and saving and then quitting#because i'm TIRED and i have so much shit to do before bed!!!#and i have to wake up early tomorrow for my awful fucking job!!!#and my brain just skipped a step and it was the only important one god DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!#it was like a whole hour i caught two pokémon that i actually needed and was grinding up my stupid ass shitty sableye#sableye is fucking awful by the way it can't handle any sort of a hit#but it doesn't learn mean look until fucking SIXTY?????#that entire time i was grinding i only got two levels#i'm so fucking miserable i hate my life
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Hashtag #Chrent virus is at it again
#My eyes were so tired last night I Could barely blink#I Hate being sick dude I think i’m gonna die every single night and then I Wake up and am like ‘god that was so stupid’#May just head home early today I don’t see a point in wearing myself out any more#ok google Does infectious disease Also Cause depression#Ok google does Chrent cause illness#graham shitpost#graham the yapper#grambles
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#dont call anyone im safe im fine im just venting. tw for suicide/self harm/kind of intense language. ideally no ones reading this tho#bro i cant keep living like this#i dread waking up every day so much that i dread even falling asleep#i got insomnia medication in my system and my brain is still like nope absolutely not#i cant keep up at my job even when i am rested enough#i get headaches every other day#my instant mental reaction in the face of stress is to hurt myself (i have not)#like fuck. i work for the disability department of an insurance company#i know for a fact that (probably) every contract stipulates we wont cover disabilities as a result of self inflicted injuries#which is supposed to prevent ppl from taking advantage of the system or whatever#and im always like if someone goes to the lengths of actively injuring themselves to the point of disability#in the name of 'getting out of work'#that person is not 'taking advantage of the system' THAT PERSON IS FUCKING MENTALLY ILL#AND I WOULD KNOW BC I AM ONE OF THOSE PPL#do not come for me on some shit about wanting to disable yourself being morally questionable i cant be concerned abt that rn#i gotta focus on the fact that i hate my life so much id rather break my own right hand than continue it#its an improvement from the active suicidal ideation but its still a symptom of the passive ideation#fucking hell. im too self aware so i absolutely feel like im faking it or making shit up so i can be lazy and not work and whatever#but FUCKING CHRIST theres no way. if i had a choice i wouldnt let myself feel like this.#i just got to a point where i can live alone and support myself. i was so happy and so proud of myself. I don't want to lose that#but god every phone call i have to make for work makes me want to hurt myself. every early morning (and there arent many!!! i mostly work#from home!!!) makes me wish i was dead. i have to sleep for hours after work more often than not. i cant really maintain my living space#theres fucking. mold and discoloration and shit on a bunch of my clothes and some of my bags and shit!!#cause i cant fucking keep my room clean and my basement apartment got fucking humid over the summer and so much moisture got trapped#i constantly have dirty dishes getting moldy before i get to them#i just dont have the fucking energy. i want to take better care of my space. i want to be more social. i just want to go to sleep without#fucking dreading waking up. i wanna go a full week without a headache. i want my stress response to be something other than the intense and#overwhelming desire to cut myself. if i start again i dont know if ill be able to stop and i know i wont be able to keep it to my arms/legs/#easily hidden parts of my body. last breakdown i escalated to my face and i know ill pick up from there.#fuck
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#candyredtext#i had to leave work 3 hours in yesterday cus.#my head pain wouldnt go away and the loud noises + lights made me want to tear my skin off#an old lady spoke to me in a loud voice and it was nails on chalkboard#3 diff medications didnt help my head -- or least one didnt seem to rlly do anything until hours after i took it#from my mom. in an orange pill bottle--#SKDKKGJ#I WAKE UP OVER 12 HOURS LATER AFTER TAKING IT.#i feel like im just coming out of fucking. anesthesia#bro i literally fell out of bed and just crawled to the door frame to help get me up.#when i went to sit down on the couch i almost fell over forward onto the coffee table-#KSKKSS#BUT YA KNOW. GOTTA GO TO WORK ANYYWAY--#I HATE COST OF LIVING I HATE CAPITALISM#lowkey worried about driving there to be fucking honest but.#least its early morning so.#god. god.#my head pain is coming back as well as my stick stomach#i literally just had a sip of water and it just. triggerred everything like#BRO?
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Pokeddexy 2023 | day 24: Best Design
I. LOVE. LURANTIS. I think it has such an elegant design!
#Yuran the Lurantis#Basically she's a tourist guide in Alola#Who likes to wake up early to do god knows what#Wears sock with sandals#And also likes to jump kick anyone she hates#One of the things she usually do when she gets up early is that she likes to revise and script out plans for her tours#She's a very careful and responsible person#pokemon#pokémon#pokemon gijinka#pokeddexy#pokeddexy 2023#pokemon fanart#fanart#lurantis#Sorry guys I had to focus on my winter break homework for a bit#Cause it dues by next monday#A bit late :P#Ally's OCs
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I think they should make it illegal to have long commutes and to have to be at a place before 8 am btw <3
#i have a 40 min commuteeeee and i hate it#kind of brough it on myself a bit yes by hating highways but boooo highways#but god it sucks ass i have to wake up so early#i ONLY took one 8 o clock class during college for a reason#and this is coming from someon who is generally a morning person#luna.txt
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Insomnia
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not to be all "omg does everyone hate me" but like. does everyone hate me
#tired from waking up really early this week + weather is blindingly sunny and cold + nobody has replied to my work msgs#culminating in having a dazey moment of being like. um sorry am i fucking invisible? have i ceased to exist? or does everyone just hate me#i need to make friends god im losing it huh 😭
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guys i have so much homework this week:(
#and none of its even FUN i never have fun assignments this semester#i have to finish this huge maze for perspective drawing on tuesday. and i have my midterm essay due for art history on wednesday#thats it basically actually i finished all the other stuff today#it just is a lot i rlly am not sure if i actually have time bc i also have work tomorrow#like if i knew i could spend all of tomorrow after class working on the maze id feel a lot better abt it but i will probably have to do a#decent chunk of it on tuesday before class... hate that#god i was trying to vent abt it but now ive stressed myself out i need to go to SLEEP so i can wake up and work on it before class. OKAY#heres the plan. I can do at LEAST 2 hrs before work. 2 hours after. That is a decent chunk done and then I can wake up early the next day#and i have until 5 to finish it. EASY#THEN after class i can start the essay. next day wednesday i have literally the whole day. its only two pages it doesnt have to be good#also i have to do laundry that day bc on thursday im going to visit erik for fall break:) it will be a good relaxing break i hope
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wgy am i up at 8am. kitty cat
#mutterings#cats#i hate whenni wake up early on afternoon class days. like im gonna HAVE to get up at 7 tomorrow let me have this one god damn#but alas it is too late. jm awake now
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See you guys for quali in like 7 hours :D I should probably sleep soon...
#god i realized i have no idea what my sleep schedule will be on Saturday#like i wanna watch both events but the timing is absolutely horrible#like the shootout is at 4:30 am???? and then the sprint race is 9:30 am????#its so bad bcs its not like im gonna stay up and watch both but im not gonna wake up at 4 fucking am either#thanks again to f1 for that 🌚#baku is probably the worst race wknd for me in terms of time#the race is at...7 am i dont wanna be here anymore 😭#i think ill prob just get not that much sleep and then nap after#but i hate it :( why are you making me get up early on the wknd??????#ugh the european races will be horrible for me theyre not a bad time subjectively but i absolutely hate waking up early on the wknd#anyways 6 hours of sleep is fine right?#catie.rambling.txt
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i couldn't fall asleep because of the cramps in my lower stomach, so i applied some heat and pressure and it did help. however, now the cramps moved down to the fucking back of my knees and any leg pain is infinitely more irritating than stomach pain
#i hate it here#i wanna scream and throw shit at walls and just overall go batshit because i can't fucking stand this#i wanna wake up early tomorrow and it's already 12 am god fucking damn it
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Im awake for work. But at what cost
#ask to tag#ruby rambles#real image of me rn 😭😭😭 god i am so fucking tired so fuckin sleepy#why do i always do this shit to myself man i hate waking up early cuz i CANT DO IT 😠😭😠😭😠😭😠😭😠
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