#god i hate waking up that early
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mintypsii · 5 months ago
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early bird activities
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w4tonsoup · 8 months ago
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chlmtsdoll · 4 months ago
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Forced myself to wake up early today and had to listen to the Challengers score because bisexuality is the only thing that keeps me motivated
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milfspiggy · 8 months ago
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god FUCKING damn it i accidentally closed my game without saving i'm going to fucking kill myself
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ganjamonster11 · 2 months ago
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Hashtag #Chrent virus is at it again
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gay-fordeath · 3 months ago
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#dont call anyone im safe im fine im just venting. tw for suicide/self harm/kind of intense language. ideally no ones reading this tho#bro i cant keep living like this#i dread waking up every day so much that i dread even falling asleep#i got insomnia medication in my system and my brain is still like nope absolutely not#i cant keep up at my job even when i am rested enough#i get headaches every other day#my instant mental reaction in the face of stress is to hurt myself (i have not)#like fuck. i work for the disability department of an insurance company#i know for a fact that (probably) every contract stipulates we wont cover disabilities as a result of self inflicted injuries#which is supposed to prevent ppl from taking advantage of the system or whatever#and im always like if someone goes to the lengths of actively injuring themselves to the point of disability#in the name of 'getting out of work'#that person is not 'taking advantage of the system' THAT PERSON IS FUCKING MENTALLY ILL#AND I WOULD KNOW BC I AM ONE OF THOSE PPL#do not come for me on some shit about wanting to disable yourself being morally questionable i cant be concerned abt that rn#i gotta focus on the fact that i hate my life so much id rather break my own right hand than continue it#its an improvement from the active suicidal ideation but its still a symptom of the passive ideation#fucking hell. im too self aware so i absolutely feel like im faking it or making shit up so i can be lazy and not work and whatever#but FUCKING CHRIST theres no way. if i had a choice i wouldnt let myself feel like this.#i just got to a point where i can live alone and support myself. i was so happy and so proud of myself. I don't want to lose that#but god every phone call i have to make for work makes me want to hurt myself. every early morning (and there arent many!!! i mostly work#from home!!!) makes me wish i was dead. i have to sleep for hours after work more often than not. i cant really maintain my living space#theres fucking. mold and discoloration and shit on a bunch of my clothes and some of my bags and shit!!#cause i cant fucking keep my room clean and my basement apartment got fucking humid over the summer and so much moisture got trapped#i constantly have dirty dishes getting moldy before i get to them#i just dont have the fucking energy. i want to take better care of my space. i want to be more social. i just want to go to sleep without#fucking dreading waking up. i wanna go a full week without a headache. i want my stress response to be something other than the intense and#overwhelming desire to cut myself. if i start again i dont know if ill be able to stop and i know i wont be able to keep it to my arms/legs/#easily hidden parts of my body. last breakdown i escalated to my face and i know ill pick up from there.#fuck
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candyredterezii · 3 months ago
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cheezyharu · 2 years ago
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Pokeddexy 2023 | day 24: Best Design
I. LOVE. LURANTIS. I think it has such an elegant design!
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mangomybeloved · 1 year ago
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I think they should make it illegal to have long commutes and to have to be at a place before 8 am btw <3
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n0tangeliccc · 1 year ago
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Insomnia
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sodrippy · 1 year ago
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not to be all "omg does everyone hate me" but like. does everyone hate me
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zemnarihah · 1 year ago
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guys i have so much homework this week:(
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redrreign · 2 years ago
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wgy am i up at 8am. kitty cat
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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago
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See you guys for quali in like 7 hours :D I should probably sleep soon...
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xoivy · 1 year ago
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i couldn't fall asleep because of the cramps in my lower stomach, so i applied some heat and pressure and it did help. however, now the cramps moved down to the fucking back of my knees and any leg pain is infinitely more irritating than stomach pain
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cherry-bomb-ships · 2 years ago
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Im awake for work. But at what cost
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