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I'm bringing back Chuckles randomly floating around all the guys again, because I want too, and this idea is so funny. Eventually there are hopes for a oneshot, but we'll see, energy has been very low.
Chuckles: What's a clown gotta do to get some decent room service around here?
Frost: Chuckles, we've been over this, just because you don't want to watch Kremy and Gideon have sex, that doesn't mean you can just barge into my room whenever you feel like it. I would like some privacy too.
Chuckles: Ugh, you guys are no fun to haunt when you're not cringing.
Frost: If I give you wine, will you leave?
Chuckles: Perhaps ...
Gricko: Frosty? Why do you keep talking to Chuckles? I thought he only haunted Gideon. Do you kill him too?
Frost: No, no. Don't worry about it Gricko.
Gricko: And why's he only come around when they're having sex? He doesn't like it when they get frisky?
Frost: Not now Gricko.
#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#chuckles the clown#god even tagging is exhausting#more funny tags here
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Just finished the two next pages!
And because you're my favorite pals here on Tumblr, you get a little extra in advance, as a treat
I'm sure nothing bad is going to happen watsoever
#Btw if you want to see them in advance#I have them over on my ko-fi.... just sayin'#Yes I play favorites and you're getting a good grade <3#Finally I can rest a little.... Even though the comic is not done yet#I am held together by my sheer stubbornness dear god I'm not making a long comic like that for a while it's exhausting especially full-colo#toh comic#the owl house#I have to main tag it for my friends who haven't watched the show... Terrible I know#Details on her jacket and his coat aren't there because i always add them last woops#pyrambles
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everything about Gavriil feels suffocating.
how his presence alone can be almost overwhelming, how his massive body cages you everytime without a chance to escape. you wouldn't dare to try anyway, knowing that you don't even have a say against a creature of his caliber. he will find you. in your dreams, in your nightmares. in your room.
how he will be intense and vague about everything just for the sake of it; to confuse you further, to see the conflict of emotions in your eyes merge with arousal. eventually your hesitance turns into acceptance, a desperate need to feel his hands all over you. and he will be oh so grateful to fulfill that desire.
how his thick tongue pushes past your lips and into your mouth, reaching almost the back of your throat, relishing in the muffled little sounds you make. your drool mixed with his saliva drips down your chin, and your hazy eyes look up at him when he finally pulls away, giving you a second to breathe.
how his hips are slamming into you relentlessly, your wetness and lack of resistance allowing him to move almost effortlessly. forced to hold onto him for dear life instead of pushing away. all of your morals and principles are being tossed out of the window every single time he comes to you. he has you where he wants you, and will not stop until he feels like you can't take it anymore.
and how in the morning he vanishes away, leaving you guessing: was it just another wet dream? but the cold stickiness between your legs tells you more than you need to know.
#yes bringing this back bc at the time i didn't tag it properly#okay im gonna complain in here now.#need... to... draw... something... but i dont... have the strength..#drawing on my phone is so exhausting but i have no other option#bc i think my traditional art is not very polishedddd and i dont want to answer asks with ittttt#but maybe i will#bc i think i'm really getting to that burnout#and giving how my bday is getting closer and closer....#i dread it. but hey. cake. money. i'll get a new piercing#i WILL cry ofc but hey. maybe someone will buy me tea as a gift. who knows.#i just want to spend some time with someone yknow:(#just... talk. about anything. sit beside eachother and stare off into the waters#i hope the snow will melt soon because i want to go out more even if by myself#gonna find a job when summer comes... maybe talking to colleagues and all that will help... everythings gonna be fine.. i hope#i just need friends. god.#microtya's kids#microtya: gavriil#monsterfucker#monster fucker#monster x human#monster boyfriend#monster lover#teratophillia#god x human#monster smut
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Today's Ace n' Mooch are listening to music
#acen'moochdaily#undertale yellow#ace uty#uty ace#mooch uty#uty mooch#mod chive#Istg if people STILL can't tell my Ace is a raccoon I'm gonna sob#do I seriously need to give him a snout before people get the picture even if it doesn't make sense?#he wears a bandana why would i give him a snout#as to why I made him a raccoon? It was an exhausting Friday when I played UTY that day#and for some reason my mind's first instinct was to ask 'is he some sort of raccoon'#he doesn't give any raccoon vibes I know but I was tired that day#and now I'm just clinging to that hc to dear life#and i realized I accidentally would make him related to Mo in my hc as well so uh. lmao#well okay fine he DOES have bear feline traits and is in fact based off both a raccoon and a tuxedo cat#but the rodent traits in my hc still reign over the feline ones#oh god I rambled way too much in the tags my bad
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got to infodump to a friend the other night cause she knew nothing about black butler and now I've gotta sebaciel brainrot
#xyz#sebaciel#VERY excited for the new season next year#and all the delicious teacher/student content its gonna inspire in the fandom#NOT excited about the antis that are going to come out of the wood works for some reason#i have seen them in the tag and im just that meme of the guy looking exhausted af smoking his cigarette#sorry babe but sh*tacon the anime is gonna attract freaks u came into OUR house on this one#how anyone can watch this show and miss the blatant sexualization of ciel is beyond me#or god even worse that one time i saw someone say sebastian is a FATHER figure to ciel dear god
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ok movie thoughts time
#letting it marinate for a night really did wonders.i can actually string words together now#THE SOUND DESIGNDHDURJRFJRJHSJDKGRIIDJFKKSJDKFK DELCOOUS FUCKING DELICIOUS#THE SQEAKS OF THE SHOES THE IMPACT OF THE VOLLEYBALL OM THE FLOOR THE DROPS OF SWEAT EVERYTHING GGGGGGGGGG#FUCKKNG GORGEOUS MUSIC AS ALWAYS I FUCKING CRI ED BC IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL#BRO THE STAY INTERSTING SCENE!?!??@@?!?@?@?@??!?!?!?!! I JUMPED INBMY SEAT#THE WAY EVERYTHING HUST GOES SILENT!!?!!?@??!?!?!?!?!!!!! IT SENT CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE HOLY Y#KENMAS FACE THE WAY HINATA JUMPS BACK BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#sidenote im going to devour the kenhina tag on ao3#BRORBORBRJFJGJGNDKDBFKS THE CAGE SCENERE#AND WHNE HE BREAKS OUT OFBTHE CAGE THE FLURRY OF FEATHERS THE BARS GIVING OUT#BROOOOOO KUROOS LAUGH MADE ME SO GIDDYYY THANK GOD FOR THE DARK THEATRE I PRONABLY LOOKED LIKE A FOOL#THE WAY HIS WHOLE BODY SHAKES. LAUGHING WITH HIS WHOLE BEING IM AIDJFHSJDKDK#I LOVE LOVE LOVED TINY KUROKEN SCENES!!!!!!!! FJFFFJHDKSKFK KUROO TINY BOUNCE AWAY FROM SUCCESSFULLY BUMPING THE BALL HAHSHEHEHFHDJJ THE#ENTIRE THEATRE STARTED LAUGHING IT WAS SO SO SO OOVELY#GOOOOOOOOOOOD TSUKKIS SMILE LIGHTING UP THE WORLD#THE TSUKKIYAMA SCENE!?!??@?@??!?!!! FUCKING CHOKED. HOLY SHIT. IT WAS BEAUTIFULLL#THE BICKERING WHEN BOTH SIDES ARE ALRESDY FUCKING EXHAUSTED. HILARIOUS WONDERFUL AMAZING FINALLY HEARING IT#the tiny bokuaka commentary sprinkled within ;w; BOKUTO BEING OMGG LOOK AT OUR TSUKKI#ive read the manga i know this happens i just was still not prepared bc its so different WHEN THERES MUSIC AND VOICES AND ITS JUST U IN A#THEATRE WITH ONE OF THE GREATEST PIECES OF MEDIA YOUVE EVER CONSUMED#WAS FUCKING LAUGHING AT LEV DOING PUSHUOS W YAKU SITTING ON TOP OF HIM LLOL#ALSO NOYAS EXCITED HUG HE GIVES HINA HANSNFIDJ HAIR RUFFLES#BOTH SIDES HAVING THE TIME OF THEIR LIFE BEING LIKE BRO WHY ARE U SO COOL?!?!??@?@?!!! BRO EHY ARE Y O U SO FREAKING COOL#THAT FINAL FINAL BIT#before kenma goes to set the ball...the pan around the gym. the flash back to the training round....WAS FUCKING SOBBBINGG#WWWHNE THEY WHENE THEYR SHAKING HANDS WHENB THE MATCH IS VOER AND THEYRE ALL EXHAUSTED#LYING THERE CALM QUIET TIRED OUT FOT HEIR MINDS IM GOGIFJBDJSJDKF#broooo i wish the movie could have lasted for7 whole days it was over so quickly;w;#phenomenal. it was absolutely phenomenal insane gorgeous i need to see it again#need to commit every second to memory i need to stop blinking i csnnot miss even a single millisecond of it
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This post gets a little into discourse, so if you want to avoid 9-1-1 fandom discourse I've put this under a read more/keep reading. I guess the TL;DR you can take from this is I'm likely not going to be posting the final chapters of my multichapter fic anytime soon, if at all.
The tags are *also* discoursey/venty, so don't hit the "see all" if you don't like discourse.
After my last post, I kinda went offline for a little while to rest and recoup. (I've lost access to my discord account because I've since got a new laptop.)
I've had my treatment and am, in general, feeling a lot better. But when I got back online after a week or so break and scrolled my dash a bit, I immediately saw shit slinging and aggression from everyone I seem to follow. Or, if it wasn't active participation in discourse, it was vaguing about ignoring discourse.
So, I logged off.
Then, I log back on a week later and I see even more discourse.
This time I blocked the tags of people I seemed to see the most, and moved on with it.
This week, I thought "third times a charm" and opened up tumblr. It is not the charm, in fact it is much much worse.
I'm not going to go into it, and I'm not naming names, but this is not my first fandom rodeo. I've been in a lot of fandoms over the years, and none (literally none) have ever come close to being this fractured and toxic to me (and I'm a fucking DC and SPN fan, Jesus Christ. I legitimately said to a friend of mine "take me back into the DC fandom, it's not safe in 9-1-1.")
I'm not going to "both sides are as bad as each other" but I am going to say I've never followed any actively 'Buddie' accounts, only BuckTommy's and multi-shippers, and all the shit I'm seeing? It's being slung by BuckTommy's. Back over the garden wall, for sure, but sometimes you're scooping out of your own toilet to throw at the people you're roommates with.
That's a messy metaphor.
Either way, some of y'all need the hiatus' you're saying you're taking. Wait for the show to come back, and all the trolls to get preoccupied with the new episodes, touch some grass, do some breathing, prioritize yourself and not people on the internet.
All this to say, I've never felt more demoralized and demotivated to write for other people before. I always have, and will continue to, write for myself. I post it to share for free so other people who might want to read what I do too, can.
Because of all the hate and vitriol, I no longer want to share it with you.
I had had plans to get the chapter beta'd this week and wanted the fic done by the time the new season hit (just in case my interpretation and HC's were severely contradicted) but that's no longer the plan.
I'm logging off, again, for the foreseeable future and taking my own advice. I'll be back when the new season starts.
#911 discourse#911 abc#fandom wank#fandom discourse#bucktommy#putting it in the BT tag because people who read my fic might see it in there#bucktommy discourse#'way to ruin it for everyone'#legit *kpop* was a more friendly fandom than this shit#honest to fucking god#if i come back i'll likely stick in my corner tbh#some of y'all seem to turn on each other just as much as the supposed 'Buddies' do#“don't tell people to harm themselves. it has no place in fandom”#“unless you disagree with me then swallow glass i guess”#y'all are exhausting#sorry to anyone who genuinely is excited for the conclusion of my multichap#but i can't even look at the draft on ao3 without thinking about all this shit#back to only sharing with close personal friends#when i log back on I *will* be going on a block spree#peace out#i wrote this last night to vent and slept on it#still agree#so it's making it out of drafts#also sorry to anyone not engaging in discourse who gets this on their page#i tried to tag the main discourse tags#and warned in the preamble
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the thing about judge/calliope is that they really did have a fairly normal budding relationship (<- or as normal a budding relationship as a girl living out the evil version of every portal fantasy story and a preteen monsterthing could have) until everything went Wrong (<- surprise werewolf transformation and maiming) after which judge basically immediately forgave calliope on the grounds that ‘it wasn’t really her doing that’ (<- the maiming) and went “hey can we please still date?” and calliope categorically could notttt handle this so he went “no sorry no dating only guilt driven homoerotic devotion and laying myself at your feet like a dog allowed now” and judge went “sooooo can we still make out?” and calliope said “babygirl at this point i would literally let you waterboard me do whatever you want i will kill anyone who so much as implies they’d hurt you” and judge went “umm okay i guess i can work with– hey wait what was that last part?” and calliope went “nothing 🥰” with their teeth already fully clamped in the throat of some guy who looked at judge funny
#to be so fair to calliope can you imagine going beastmode and almost killing the girl you have a crush on and then staying the fuck away#from her in the aftermath bc obviously she doesn’t want anything to do with you. and then she tracks you down and says that#not only is she not even a little bit mad at you she in fact wants to make your relationship official. and you’re like fourteen.#i’m just saying that i would probably not handle it. well. either.#i also need to write something from judges perspective to dig into her psyche bc like. girl something is going on in there for sure.#like i know the basics i know she has a saviour complex and is constantly exhausted and yearning for a past she can never return to butlike#there’s more in there i know there is. perhaps the biggest victim of ‘seems normal by default due to the people around her’ in this wip.#my beautiful prince charming who has decided that the dragon is her princess actually#wip: ghost story#god i need a judge and calliope tag
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so tired of the 'they didn't show us every single tiny little detail unfolding in this story so I don't find it believable' take like... part of watching a story unfold is connecting dots between scenes and picking up on the general narrative and actually engaging logically with what you're watching not just letting colors flash before your eyes
#this is both abt something specific and just very broadly also cause my GOD#are the tags of ANY show on earth full of these ppl#I don't buy this we don't see tons of x thing happening so I don't see the build up#are you aware not every element of a story is supposed to be The Big Thing#and that often creators are expecting the audience to follow along logically with the story/plot#sometimes you are supposed to pick up on subtleties and even use deduction to figure out minor logistics of a story#and yeah sometimes just make assumptions where it may be appropriate#I'm so tired of this 'every detail MUST be explained for this to enjoyable' crowd like fuck man#like idk I'm not explaining this well but it's just UGHH exhausting. not everything must be explicitly stated in a story to be understood#ESP on tv or in movies like omg#erin explains it all
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the project doesn't need to be a masterpiece it only needs to be written
#now everyone say it with me#writeblr#good gods where did my motivation go#i've been sitting in front of my documnet for four hours now i changed one word!#progress!#feels like shit though nothing happened to that document in one and a half years#thought about changing wips#don't feel like writing anything else either#nothing works#it's been nearly two years of this slump#it's not even a break#a break implies a voluntary act#mean thoughts are too loud#kind thoughts are fighting hard but ugh#puts on the boots#stumps on evil thoughts like maniac#now is too exhausted to actually write#it's how it goes#ugh#fucking rambly tags whatever good night weeeeeee ✨
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I’ve finally finished P3R!
So now of course I must write paragraphs abt how much I loved it. Spoilers below the cut!
I can say without any hesitation or doubt that P3R is by far the best game I’ve ever played in my life.
They truly did such a wonderful job with remaking this game, so much so that it really makes me look forward to the possibility of more persona-remakes in the future. I’m so thankful that they stayed true to the original story, but improved where it was necessary. I’m blown away by every detail they put into this game, and how they managed to make even the menu screens absolutely beautiful.
I’ve always tended to get a bit sappy/emotional about games I really like, but I genuinely do believe that the persona franchise, specifically p3 and p4, have changed me as a person. They’ve effected me emotionally, and helped me navigate the meaning of my own life. I got invested within the persona franchise at a very young age (I think I was in the 5th grade lmfao 😭), and it was the first game series I really fell in love with — and that was only through watching playthroughs on YouTube at the time. Looking back on it, I think that it’s what really sparked my passion for video games, and also game development in general.
I started getting back into the persona franchise about 1 and a half, maybeeee 2 years ago, and being able to reconnect with the games and fall in love with them all over again has been such a crazy cool experience. Playing P3R after playing the original p3 was such a joy, and I can confidently say it emotionally impacted me just as much as the original did, if not more.
It’s not often I feel the urge to replay a game right after I finish it, usually I have to give it a break for a bit, but I’ve already started my New Game+ run of P3R and I’m not feeling even remotely burnt out, which I think is another example of how much I absolutely adore this game.
AAANYWAYS if you’ve read this far hi!! Rambling and getting overly emotional about video games is my one and only talent fr so thanks for listening 🫶
#please tell me I’m not the only one who cried and sobbed at the ending lmfaoo 😭#literally like. full on sobbing. tears streaming down my face and everything 💀#actually felt exhausted afterward fr. crying should be considered a workout idc#anyways WOOO I love this game sm yayyy#I still get teary eyed every time I watch the opening animation 😭 LISTENNN#When I say this game raised me I really mean it bc 5th grade me was OBSESSED#5th grade me also should have had more internet restrictions clearly…..#persona 3#persona 3 reload#p3#I do wish we could’ve had a Strega fight w all three of them though#but I’m letting it slide bc the whole takaya & jin shifting and coordinating attacks thing was cool as hell#love them#strega my dearest#strega…save me strega…strega save me…#this is about to become a strega fanblog I’m being so fr#ALSOOO tell me why Junpei is one of the most relatable characters ever bc my god some of his lines hit me like a truck#now that I’m reading over this there’s really not even spoilers#but the tags certainly do!#so I’m leaving it as a precaution#anyways. as someone who constantly thinks about morality and the balance between life and death in general#it’s really no surprise this game has had such a big impact on me haha
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Sebastian Vael: *had, at the very minimum, neglectful if not outright emotionally abusive parents, was basically kidnapped and sent to the chantry against his will, decided to stay in the chantry bc Elthina actually gave him a choice which no other figure in his life had done to that point, found peace and belonging in the chantry, then found out his entire family was murdered, leaving him with massive survivor’s guilt and a throne he’s not even sure it’s right for him to reclaim, breaks his vows to the chantry to chase revenge which he immediately feels even more guilt about, finds out it was an old family friend that ordered his family’s deaths so that’s a fun betrayal he has to deal with, is torn between the peace of the chantry and his loyalty to Elthina or his duty to his home city and people of Starkhaven, despite all the trauma tries to stay optimistic and genuinely wants to help people, never preaches to a unwilling audience and instead engages in actual dialogue about his faith, seriously homeboy even acknowledges the chantry’s flaws but has hope it could be made better, opts to stay in Kirkwall to protect his pseudo-mother figure Elthina from a potential mage rebellion, only for her to die in a catastrophic explosion along with several of his brothers and sisters in the faith, whom he likely knew longer than he’d ever known Hawke and Co., and the chantry that he called home for more than a decade is also lost, and the guy who did it is literally right to next to him ranting about how he had no other choice but to commit wholesale murder, so he is understandably consumed by rage and grief and isn’t in the best state of mind, but if you kill the guy who murdered his chantry family he’s basically a ride or die no matter side of the mage-templar war you choose*
Y’all: ugh what a boring character. i hate his dumb temper tantrum at the end of the game. wish we could kill him.
#Sebastian haters please shut the fuck up#venting#rant#look it’s completely fine if you don’t vibe with the character! that’s cool!#but I swear to god half of y’all never even played with him because I feel like we’re talking about two different dudes#is he a bit self righteous? sure but he ain’t the only one#he’s not the designated friend no one likes he’s the designated NICE friend#bc lbr the DA2 is a bunch of assholes up to and including Hawke depending on personality#with the exception of maybe Merrill but tbh a rivaled Merrill can be pretty rude#whereas a rivaled Sebastian is like. the same as a friend Sebastian#unless I’m misremembering stuff#anyway tagging this as#anti anders#anders critical#just to be safe#da fandom is exhausting I’m just gonna stuck to my five friends thank you
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People need to practice minding their own damn business
Don't come into people's inboxes giving unsolicited advice or criticizing their personal stuff. Don't reblog somebody's posts saying how much you hate it and their opinions.
Don't like somebody's characterisation, AUs or the kind of art they post? It might even annoy you?
Okay, cool. Go make your own post. Block them. Be a little hater about it to your friends. It's good for your soul!
But don't be goddamn rude to people. Don't make it their problem.
"I don't like what this artist likes mah mah mah"
Here's a wild idea;
Artists...don't need to cater to you. You are not entitles to their work. Nobody on the internet should coddle you and post only stuff you like.
Shocker, I know.
#thylacines can talk#Yes this is about PK#When you like an antagonist people expect you to be a negative nancy 24/7 and put a disclaimer everytime you make something with them about#how much they suck as a person#Guess what! Having to shittalk your fave all the time to not risk being 'that kind of fan'...isnt fun. It's miserable even!#Anmoying as fuck too! Yes I know he did this unforgivable thing. I'm not an idiot. That's why I like PK. Fucker's got nuance#Is he a bad person? Absolutely. Will I talk about him being a bad person and the horrible things he did? Also yes. When I want to. It's#very fun to explore that part of the story and how it influenced their victims. Will I give you a fucking essay on why he's a bad person#everytime I want to post something funny or lighthearted about him? No. Piss off.#I cannot only focus on angst and heart-wrenching part of the story. I also like to make stuff of the lighthearted parts of my AUs.#And I don't feel like writing down an entire disclaimer and breakdown of how PK's and WL's redemption arcs went to justify it#Having to constantly put disclaimers to justify you liking a morally grey and bad characters is EXHAUSTING. Only being able to talk about#this character with someone when it proteins to how awful they are is EXHAUSTING.#YES they're bad people. But going into peoples dms or inbox or tags and talking to them about how ugly and bad and evil their fave is#exhausting to deal with and NOT fun. Like I. KNOW. LIKE LET ME LIKE A DEEPLY FLAWED NUANCED FUCKED UP CHARACTER IN PEACE WITHOUT HAVING TO#ALWAYS PUT A DISCLAIMER OUT THERE ABOUT HOW AWFUL THEY ARE. GOOD GOD.#It's especially annoying because I like characterisation of PK that is very morally grey. To me purely evil and not compassionate PK is#fun...in a short run. I much prefer a man whos riddled with guilt over what he did even if he believed it to be necessary evil and who dies#Because of his regret. I love the idea of a father who sacrificed his own children so that no parent had to lose their own. And the tragedy#of him deeply loving PV and still doing what he did. A good person who was faced with an impossible choice and committed unspeakable#cruelty for what he believed to be the greater good. A man who doesnt believe he's deserving of redemption not forgiveness and who doomed#himself. I like a nuanced morally grey PK with LAYERS. Treating him as a purely evil uncaring person who never loved his children sucks ALL#the fun out of him for me. And don't get me wrong I LOVE villains who are evil for evil's sake. I LOVE old school Disney villains who are#scumbags just because they can be and have a little bit a swag to it. But PK just. Isn't that kind of villain to me.#I don't even like calling him a villain. An antagonist? Maybe. A morally grey character that kicked off the entire story with his one act#of unspeakable cruelty? Yup. But I don't see him as the villain of HK.#Wow that was a long rant#Well I got that out of my system at least#I love the Pale King and I could talk for HOURS about why I love him as a character and about his actions. It's just tiring when I have to#do it to justify myself and my lighthearted content of him.
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hey guys
#vent#just... gimmie a sec im gonna put it in the tags i cant find the readmore on my phone rn#im havin a straight up not good time but not the worst in the house!#the worst is my cat. whose old and dying. and i have no money to put to sleep to fuckin put us both outta this misery#typical. she cant get a heart attack and go fast like my moms dog#shes gotta wail and be ill for a month while im recovering from one surgery and trying to get ready for the next#its also an amazing time for my ocd that i learned i have from artists on hear explaining what it is to send me into spirals#over germs. but shes just 20 with teeth and respiratory issues her whole life and been struggling with constipation#so i KNOW how shes dying. shes backed up and hungry and dehydrated but feeling bloated still and not eating or drinking.#shes probably got arthritis and has been moving like a geriatric for a while but its to the point now she wont even lay down. shes just#perched on a pile of towels in the bathroom dozing and occasionally crying for me to come pet her. im so fuckin tired#and theres nothing i can do! the vet i could find a timeslot for in a reasonable time said 500$. so thats cool. im paying 1000$ for me in#a week for my stuff and its just. god all she and i are doing is crying and it sucks ass#she wants company for comfort and i dont blame her - so the fuck do i!#but i cant sit in the bathroom with her my damn legs keep going numb. and my roomate 1) cant emotionally buoy me thru this#and 2) has a long work day tomorrow and its already mad late. sigh#dont try to offer me condolences ive worked thru her dying already its just now we're botb exhausted in the form its taking#if anything i just need another distraction to keep me from spiraling over something again#edit: ARUGH AND THE OTHER CAT THROWING UP IN THE OTHER ROOM. GOD DAMN IT#the younger one has so many allergies and wont stop fucking eating things off the floor babygirl i am BEDRIDDEN you gotta stop eating shit#off the floor!!!!!!!! you have specialty food for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#awesome it was right in my bed
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dying over domestic 0509. like Actually Deceasing.
their jobs Suck and half the time one or both of them are Exhausted as Hell when they get home (but that won't stop Shidou from trying to ensure that mikoto never touches an energy drink Ever Again). They cuddle when they get home. Or just collapse.
They have a plant. Actually they have several. They're everywhere. They just keep buying them.
Shidou: "They mean x and it reminded me of you"
Mikoto: "They were really pretty and it reminded me of you"
Shidou knows all of their flower language meanings and Mikoto names all of them (they're written on popsicle sticks stuck in the soil because there's too many to remember) and is also very guilty of overwatering them sometimes. Or forgetting to water them. (But Shidou usually checks the soil so it's fine)
Mikoto gets Shidou into his hobbies. I think they'd enjoy photography a lot :))) Maybe nature photography especially
Shidou writes notes and reminders for Mikoto just in case he forgets to get/do something (I feel like Mikoto himself is/becomes pretty organized about writing stuff down actually, but just in case)
Physically affectionate Mikoto. Shidou headpats. Enough said. *Backflips into the sun*
I want them to be happyyy uwahh... I wish....
#txt#milgram#mikoto kayano#shidou kirisaki#0509#0905#0509 ramblings#not putting this in the fandom tag#i'm soooo sososo self conscious about flooding the main tags guhh#edit i changed my mind you all are subjected to my thinking now (i'm sorryyyyy)#i wanna doodle fluffy domestic 0509 so baddd....#but i'm so exhausted... i god like hardly any sleep last night oof.... like idk if i even got an hour....#maybe later <33 (more people need to draw them I'm begginggg)#guess it's normal wives domestic buying flowers cooking smiling peaceful sunny going to the aquarium healing and making each other better#+mood today...#ok i can finally rest in peace#i wuv them uwahhhh
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People complaining about Star Wars shows being too slow, too much filler, like ok why don’t you just not watch? Log off Twitter?
If you can’t see any of the importance of the episodes that don’t have firefights and explosions every five fucking seconds, and complain there’s no story when the plot flies right over your head, that’s not everyone else’s problem. Yes the beginning of Andor takes a while to swing into things, and there’s many reasons for it. I frankly don’t even understand the complaints around the Bad Batch because each episode is far more obvious in its intents and still very exciting. How did any of you watch The Clone Wars?????
No one cares that you think the episodes not involving direct conflict with the Empire are boring. You’re boring. Gain some sort of common sense and think critically about the storytelling before you complain that there is none :)
#sorry luke skywalker isn’t there to hand feed you the plot and symbolism and lessons you’re meant to take away!#this is mostly happening on twt but I’m complaining here it’s my god given right#stop saying this last episode was filler! they got their ship back omega has a lesson of what home is to others and that injustice can#happen anywhere. power imbalances and greed and unjust actions. there’s also those who can step in and help fight it#like sitting at thanksgiving talking about Andor with my uncle and he’s like ‘it was just soooo slow starting out’ and I was like ????? huh?#i get that stuff like Andor or some episodes of tbb don’t appeal to everyone. complain away whatever. I’m talking about people who say that#it’s just filler or that there’s no story so it’s boring. like huh????#also filler is such an overused and misused term. episodes where there isn’t huge direct conflict with large plot points aren’t just filler#meet the characters explore their relationship there’s story there there’s often more than that even#it’s their first real battle without echo! there’s meaning behind this! sorry you don’t get dramatic empire villains and huge heroic shots#which even then you do! hunter in the big fuckin exhaust pipe! hunter barely saving omega! tech and wrecker shooting the droids!#anyways that’s my opinion ✌️😘#tbb#sw#the bad batch spoilers#z speaks#not gonna tag this as anything else because it’s not my silly little analysis it’s just me complaining
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