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Incredibly important update

My boy!

Even in your darkest days you will find light... Anyway, look you arrived just in time for the worst month!

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Even in your darkest days you will find light... Anyway, look you arrived just in time for the worst month!

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The problem with falling in love with a small book series, isn't because the book series is small, but because I have no one to rant with about it!!! I just wanna talk about Raneir and Xadi and Alaistar and my hatred of Darian, but I need someone to actually talk too!!!

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This is also a small cry for someone to ask me to write something so I can put my motivation somewhere productive, because let's be honest, it won't be on my papers.

I cannot even begin to explain to you how much I want to write a found family trope right now, it's itching under my skin, I can't stop thinking about it.

I could pick back up on that Park Ranger fic!

I could write about pack mom stiles and his de-aged kids.

I could write Dadvid, Gwen, and Max.

I could write about Angel and Husk, just being soft.

I could write about Kremy! And Gideon! And honestly the whole gang, especially Twig!

I could write anything, only if my fingers so allowed me to type... oh, and if I didn't have three research papers due that I haven't started. That too.

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I cannot even begin to explain to you how much I want to write a found family trope right now, it's itching under my skin, I can't stop thinking about it.

I could pick back up on that Park Ranger fic!

I could write about pack mom stiles and his de-aged kids.

I could write Dadvid, Gwen, and Max.

I could write about Angel and Husk, just being soft.

I could write about Kremy! And Gideon! And honestly the whole gang, especially Twig!

I could write anything, only if my fingers so allowed me to type... oh, and if I didn't have three research papers due that I haven't started. That too.

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I love nothing more than the fact that only when my final research papers are on the horizon do I have motivation to write and think about fanfiction (/sarc)

It's been literal months and only now does it feel like I'm thinking about things again 🙃

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I haven't been able to focus on much lately, but now I can't stop myself from thinking about Camp Camp. Mostly I'm thinking about Max and David and Gwen.

I'm thinking about how good of a father David would be to Max and even through all of Max's resentment for his shitty situation how happy and fulfilled Max would be knowing he's safe and loved for once. I'm thinking about how Gwen, as much as she would hate it, makes an equally perfect mother for Max. Neither David or Gwen are perfect or make the right decisions, but they're everything that Max could have ever asked for in his life and are the only parents that he's ever really known. Max would never admit it, but he loves them both endlessly.

Anyway... you knows notice that my favorite trope is found family?

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I love Edge of Midnight so much and I hate Nikkie [a complete lie, I love her and her beautiful mind so much for literally reprogramming my thoughts] because I cannot stop thinking about this quote from the first episode when they got off the train or whenever they're left alone at the manor [whichever it was because I can't remember.]

I literally think about this quote every time I feel disparaged as a small reminder that the world hasn't ended yet even though it feels like it has, because something needs to keep me at my senses, which is, "the loss of hope is the death of the soul," and I may never stop thinking about this quote in the slightest.

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I'm having a rough go of it, but I'm genuinely so happy to see that It's Ironic got 1k hits. I didn't think my silly little fic would reach such a cool little number and it really brightened by night. Thank you to anyone who has loved it just as much as I have; I see you, I appreciate you, thank you for supporting me <333

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Also, while I'm still here, It's Ironic hit 150 kudos and I just wanted to mention how fucking cool that is you guys. Thank you to everyone who supported and liked my silly little story, it really means more to me than any of you know <333

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As much as I adore Once Upon a Witchlight, I started Edge of Midnight earlier and I have never been more in love in my life.

[All things considered, it makes sense, because I popped into the middle of an Edge of Midnight stream as my first Legends of Avantris stream (Episode 31) and knew from then that I needed to watch more of them]

I don't know what it is that I love about Edge of Midnight but it has everything that I have ever dreamed about. I love how somber it is, I love the grotesque descriptions, I love all of their characters and am desperate to know more and see to the point of the first stream I watched. I want to engrave it all into my mind so I can carry them everywhere I go.

Anyway, I just wanted to talk about my love for Edge of Midnight and disappear again for another week!

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This morning I had a dream about running away and I became lucid enough to think about Frost trying to navigate the woods to also run away as Nikkie narrated it. The woods became this big map with smaller sections to it that mapped out abandoned building, cliffs, and rivers, and I also heard Nikkie and Rich talking.

Nikkie to Derek as Frost: So, what are you going to do?

Derek contemplating: Hmmm...

Rich pointing at a small box that's unlabeled: What's here?

Nikkie: There are hay bales there, so I don't want him to go that way. He can go anywhere else.

I don't know why those hay bales were so important, but I could tell that was a big part of the campaign.

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I'm bringing back Chuckles randomly floating around all the guys again, because I want too, and this idea is so funny. Eventually there are hopes for a oneshot, but we'll see, energy has been very low.

Chuckles: What's a clown gotta do to get some decent room service around here?

Frost: Chuckles, we've been over this, just because you don't want to watch Kremy and Gideon have sex, that doesn't mean you can just barge into my room whenever you feel like it. I would like some privacy too.

Chuckles: Ugh, you guys are no fun to haunt when you're not cringing.

Frost: If I give you wine, will you leave?

Chuckles: Perhaps ...

Gricko: Frosty? Why do you keep talking to Chuckles? I thought he only haunted Gideon. Do you kill him too?

Frost: No, no. Don't worry about it Gricko.

Gricko: And why's he only come around when they're having sex? He doesn't like it when they get frisky?

Frost: Not now Gricko.

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Wait a moment! During episode 7, when the boys are having a staring contest with the cyclops, Nikkie says the infamous line (at least to me) that "Gideon will find out that you've been using him all along," to Kremy. And Kremy responds immediately with "that's not true!"

Nikkie: Gideon will find out that you've been using him all along. Mace: *Gasps* Kremy: That's not true!

All of which takes place after Kremy's feypack is made where he cannot tell a lie. Meaning that's true. Kremy isn't just using Gideon, even if that originally was true.

All of the small little things I missed originally. And also, this can be useful in ways I won't be explaining anytime soon....

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You know, it's truly incredible that Torbek standing up a Pixie lead to Kremy and Gideon getting married. If he'd gone on that date then we've have to wait so much longer!

Yay for Torbek accidentally causing a marriage!

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My plans to make It's Ironic sadder has resulted in making the beginning very, very soft, which means this story is either gonna turn into soft goo or something heartbreaking, and truthfully, I don't even think time could guess this.

It's gonna be told from two perspectives... for no reason, obviously...

Some words have been written, some scenery has also been written, and if I wasn't so damn exhausted, then much more of the story would also be written.

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I restarted once upon a witchlight, and I'm on episode 5 when Hootsie is taken into the Feywild. In the scene, Gideon asks Gricko if they asked what his most prized possession was before taking Hootsie, which is obviously no. And now I'm just thinking about Kremy losing his ticket instead and Gideon just fucking disappearing.

Gricko and/or Frost: "Where'd Gideon go?"

Kremy: "I don't wanna talk about it, but we need to get him back!"

So stupid, but it would've worked really well if that happened since Mace got married right before they finally entered the Feywild.