#god anyway
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i think declan touching doyle’s hand and saying ‘i remember you…’ and doyle responding ‘i’m sorry’ was the perfect way to end the emily & doyle & declan arc. it’s the perfect way to show that in a horrible, dysfunctional way they were a family (forced to be!!) and even though emily and doyle wanted each other dead and declan lives without both of them, a little bit of each other will live in all of them forever. honestly including this in the same ep where it’s revealed declan was born through doyle keeping his mother captive to force her to give birth, and emily’s disgust at that really makes this arc more powerful and tragic. like - she had to live with that man and make loving him believable. she had to believe 100% she was in love for him for this to work, not to mention she was further trapped by actually caring for declan and wanting to know he was okay. it’s a painful, confusing situation with no good outcome. if it’s not believable, you die and compromise the operation. if you believe it, you compromise your morality and identity and when everything ends you feel as though you’ve destroyed your home, your family. emily was left feeling so empty. god <//3
#this isnt a defence of doyle btw#hes a bad man i just think his character is rlly good considering he was only featured like in a couple eps#like honestly the way he forced her to give birth and then didnt raise declan anyway??#IN ADDITION TO trying to force him down a deadly path like#and the fact him wanting emily as lauren to raise declan is so??#manipulative and selfish and surprisingly earnest in his way#honestly monsters loving in their own unhelpful unhealthy repulsive ways is a sure fire way to make me so :(((#GOD ANYWAY#GOOOOD ARC I AM OBSESSED#LAUREN REYNOLDS <333#emily prentiss#lauren reynolds#ian doyle#declan doyle#criminal minds#cm#my posts
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was reading a tranquility base era interview because i was looking for a movie mention (it was world on a wire btw i shouldn't have needed to look that up but anyway) and there's this bit where alex gets asked about writing one point perspective and about the purpose behind his lyrics, and he says, "i don’t write from a place of motivation, it happens more unexpectedly, as if something in my brain has finally convinced my body to let it come out" ................ falling back in love with him
#he was so real for that#endlessly fascinated with writers brain and writing as something that you don't just do but *have* to do#and with him#god anyway#personal posts#the interview was with pitchfork btw#am.txt
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SCHOOL BUS GRAVEYARD
or a story that is as much about horror as it is about love
charles baudelaire, transl. william aggeler "Les Fleurs du Mal" // Gravely speaking "Open Gates", "Clasping hands" // hanif willis-abdurraqib "ode to elliot smith, ending in the first snowfall of 2003" // an epitath "Remember Me As You Pass By" // don marquis "the lesson of the moth by archy" // robert fulghum "All I Really Need To Know I Learned in Kindergarten" // gwen benaway "Holy Wild" // marina tsvetaeva "on love" // mitski "A Burning Hill" // emily palermo "What I Could Never Confess Without Some Bravado" // ada limón "The Good Fight" // hanya yanagihara "A Little Life" // trista mateer // anne carson "H of H Playbook" // all of us are dead // jane austen "Emma" // jennifer grotz "Staring into the Sun" // @/kigiom // akwaeke emezi "The Death of Vivek Oji" // by me // @/escuerzoresucitado
or or about friendship and how no matter how much you grow the hurt is still there
#school bus graveyard#sbg (webtoon)#sbg#webweave#i binged this thing in a single night#oh how i wish i could fastpass#god anyway#im pretty sure this is incomprehensible#alas#i needed to get it out there#friendship
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today my friend told me about the theory that the reason fred doesn’t have a catch phrase is because he DOESNT GET SCARED????? AND THATS WHY HE ALWAYS SPLITS UP WITH DAPHNE AND VELMA????????? HOW AM I JUST HEARING ABOUT THIS??????????
#did you all already know this and were keeping it a secret from me#i literally was tearing up#granted i was a little tipsy but not even that much#like. like. GAAAAAAAHHHHHH HE CARES FOR HIS FRIENDS SO MUCH#and idk. [insane person voice] even like if he doesn’t let on his fear#you know. like he has to be the brave one stauch in the face of danger#his reaction is ‘we have another mystery on our hands’ ‘let’s look for clues’#and. god i’m so crazy but even his ‘catchphrase’ is ‘hold the phone’#which isn’t even an expression of fear#it’s confusion if anything you know#god anyway#me when characters love their friends#me when fred is just so kind and compassionate and cares so much and struggles to express it#but it’s so palpable in his every action#this is why i love bcsd fred so much like he’s grumpy and neurotic but you can Tell how much he absolutely adores his friends#and how fond he is of them and how he always uses their skills in his plans#which is how fred works anyway but you know he’s their LEADER#not bc he’s the oldest or the ~man~ or any of that shit#bc he cares the most!!!! his heart is too big!!!!! he wants to protect them in any way he can#gah i need to finish bcsd#anyway. tumblr user ilovefredjones posting about fred jones#this is why i can never change my url#i simply love fred too much#scooby doo#fred jones
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HE WONT LET HIS KIDS EXPERIENCE THE EQUALITY AND DIGNITY AND GRACE OF ROT. OF RETURNING THEIR NUTRIENTS TO THE EARTH. HE DRAGS THEM TO HIS SIDE FROM THE AFTERWORLD AND SAYS. PUT URSELF IN ORDER BESIDE DADDY NOW. ENTOMB YOURSELF IN THE SAME MARBLE AS ME. ITS NOT AN ORDER BUT THERES A HOLLOW FOR YOUR BONES HERE AND WHY WOULD YOU GO ANYWHERE ELSE. ONE OF YOU WILL BE ON TOP AND ALL THE OTHERS WILL HAVE LOST.
#succession spoilers#succsession#this is evil andim so#like#this is the highest impact shit currently#CONNER ASSUMES IT WILL BE AGE AND HELL GET THE HIGHEST SLOT. ROMAN REFUSES TO ENTER THE ROOM. CAT FOOD OZYMANDIAS INDEED.#fr had to nap that episode off for like three hours#something about not even expecting thwm to be burried with their partners and babies#and only enough room for THEM#and he didnt even have it BUILT he bought it at AUCTION#THE INDIGNITY OF ALL OF IT#too much after also having the hozier concert last night. where he opened with eat your young.#and 'no grave can hold my body down' on repeat in my noggin too#god anyway
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weird bug creechur is eepy and takes a nap
sleeps for nearly seven hours
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Idk where I saw the post that was like an image of Griffin and Faragonda paralleling Aziraphale and Crowley but I had that exact thought 2 seconds before I saw it and I just need thag person to know they’re so so right
#winx#winx club#winx faragonda#winx griffin#like it’s so them#they’re in denial. they have been for centuries#but they’re also so in love#like stupidly do#*so#god anyway#stupid Winx characters
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thinking about the poor guy i terrorized this morning during the rush who very clearly asked for a cup of coffee, black, my freak ass on autopilot immediately asked him if he wanted room for cream, he said no thank you, i grab a cup and hold up two fingers to indicate an inch as in “this much room for cream?” he politely shakes his head, I turn around AGAIN as im filling his cup and said room for cream yes or no, and he said yes please
#god what a saint#ive never experienced slow release replays of workday fuckups like this#like ive had fever dreams after work before but like#something about being a barista is so evil#i literally block shit out immediately after it happens and then remember it after clocking out and am overcome with dread and horror#god anyway
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am i blanchin?
girl we blanchin!!
HI HIII happy birthday to everyone's favorite mystery twins!! how did they grow up so fast!!!!
Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resources
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#mabel pines#dipper pines#still wild to me to have once been just barely older than them when the show was first airing#and now........ ough..#anyways i think starting today im gonna slowly start watching back through gravity falls again :) gotta return to my roots!!!#edit thank god i finally have a new keyboard i couldn't add any of my resource links on mobile ;0;
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Oh…. Well, it’s over for Crunchyroll I guess
#Crunchyroll#piracy#funimation#money hungry ass streaming service#rambling#I’ve never paid for a streaming service in my life thank god#I appreciated using others accounts but I personally cannot see myself paying this much for a service if I had the funds 😭!#get back to pirating kings!!!#anime has always been one of the easiest forms of media to pirate anyway so y’all got this#CR is definitely not worth paying for though#CR is certainly not worth paying this much for even if it’s a yearly one time fee#capitalism#the fact that CR has always had pretty bad quality as a streaming service anyway#it buffers every time you pause or rewind anything
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Really says something about the dire state of offerings for men interested in sewing their own clothes that even searching things like "interesting men's clothing patterns" brings up articles with links to four or five whole websites that primarily offer admittedly nice but practically identical patterns for making button-ups and work pants and maybe a varsity/bomber jacket if you're lucky.
(Branching out into historical costuming for everyday wear is like your one shot at variation, and even then, the ratio of men's to women's patterns on every website is frustrating to say the least.)
Patternmakers as a trans man I am begging you. Give me a little more to work with here.
#can you tell i have been browsing patterns today#anyways after i make some progress on jonathan i'm going to buy some loud weird prints and at least jazz up a pants pattern#i want to have clothes that i like but god is it hard if you lean masc and also like fun
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today in church one of the priests referred to trans people as "those who are growing into the gender they were called to be" and i'm kind of enjoying the idea of like....divinely ordained top surgery
#if god thinks i should get top surgery he needs to venmo me $9000 usd#there was someone in the gay social hour who said she had gotten kicked out of multiple catholic churches (for being trans)#and her therapist recommended this church specifically....#going into affirming churches still makes me a little emotional if i am being fully honest. if you have an affirming religious space#i hope you can hold onto that shit with your life#anyway. charming way to think about it i like it more than the bread and wine one personally#me#edit: to clarify this was at an episcopalian church
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Ford "Icarus didn't flap hard enough" Pines
#my stuff#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stanford pines#stanley pines#spoiler: he does revive stanley in the end. after a lot of “hiccups”.#or maybe he doesn't... you'll never know... unless i draw it#anyways you're gonna have to piece these drawings together into a time line yourself. god knows i'm not drawing them in order#frankenghost au
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The agonising feel when a character tag is full of shipping that you Simply Do Not Vibe With. The solution is, naturally, to keep scrolling. But the wince, the WINCE.
#ship what you want#but my god#the STRENGTH I must have#anyway go forth and bless what brings you joy#(but also you are wrong about it)
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trick or treat!
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#yuta okkotsu#inumaki toge#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances#i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com#so i am posting these early idc anymore#i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now#these KILLED ME#i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd#dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages#but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki#on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu#these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute#not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this#remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back#theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732#anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3#i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)
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i love being predictable
#mak's art#fan art#sebastian solace#roblox#i dont play this game#Anyway cant wait to put this dude through a twink death healing arc like god intended who the hell sAID THAT
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