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give me some whiskey and ill draw The Most Thing i can come up with
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#this wasnt the personal thing i wanted to draw this weekend but it has been on the back burner for a while so. it counts !!!!!!#i did sketch this last night. MODERATELY hammered and the final comic is Just A Tad diff from the sketch im wheezing#just in terms of angles but still thats huge to me#CHAT everyone knew i was gonna draw SOMETHING as soon as i saw those tentacles#however i flipped the script on you all. probably. idk SOMEONE prob assumed i woulda had magneto use them#but how the turn tables .... have turned. this is so stupid JVLKJVLA if this gets 5k on twitter ill do a charles ver MAYBE.#welcome back to my ongoing series of These Old Men Will Make Their Weird Love Affair Everyones Problem#i have an exam in the morning i need to stop this#ill have to this week like Truly but still VJELRKVJE I GOTTAAAA STOPPP DRAWIN THIS LATE#anyways. please enjoy this is so dumb but i got to try drawing charles' powers in effect so thats nice#i should do a study of that one day ... not anyday soon LMAO GOD moving on goodnight everyone !!
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fellas you ever consider that vertin can never have it all?? ever?? or even just like a little bit at all?? (chapter 1 + 2 + 3 spoilers)
like bro schnedier. schneider kisses her and then fuckin DIES. bro. one girlfriend off the books. she has to fucking go through therapy and that shit still haunts her dreams. oh lord.
and on top of that. there is so much unclosed shit between her and sonetto. do you guys remember that poem in chapter 3 about sonetto being the 'puppy' and how she cried when the stone wall shut between her and vertin?? yeah bro that shit haunts me. and how she?? she CRIED in the car when vertin was in danger?? shes so down. down horrendous. sonetto my baby
and if THAT isnt bad enough. lets say sonetto and vertin sort their shit out. italian cheek kiss or whatever. lets say schneider comes back to life. SONETTO ISNT OKAY WITH THAT. she was visibly and verbally jealous when schneider got close to vertin. even if vertin got her dead mf girlfriend back sonetto would either be hurt, disapproving, or both.
okay let's say everything is fine. let's say schneider is alive and vertin is ay-okay and sonetto is emotionally stable. WHAT ABOUT MATILDA?? she is not going to be okay either.
get me the FUCK OUT OF THE YURI SQUARE
Let me OUTUTTTT
#vertin x schneider#verneider#vertin#schneider#reverse 1999#re1999#r1999#matilda bouanich#sonetto reverse 1999#god matilda is so pathetic (affectionate)#i deeply sympathize with her#sonetto please give her a little kiss. maybe just to be nice#smooch. little kissy kissy#endgame if ANY of my other girls die i WILL eat five crumbl cookies and cry on the floor#'luisa you need to study for finals' i need to recover from chapter 2 thats what i need#mentally eel
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i was in the middle of making a post about my predictions for the finale when i realised my buddie stuff could take up a whole other post so here ya go:
this is a bit of an out there theory and i don't necessarily think it will happen, but it's something i'd do if i were the writers. eddie makes a move on buck. i don't mean 'yay buddie goes canon in the last 10 mins of s7', i mean 'eddie fucks up so monumentally they don't know if they can come back from it.' i think he'll try to kiss buck and buck will push him away.
eddie's confused and lonely and heartbroken (not to mention desperate) and he turns to the one person who has unfalteringly been by his side the whole time, the guy who likes to fix things. it's not that he doesn't have genuine feelings for buck, because he really does, but he's not thinking about it AT ALL. he just wants buck (to his core) and is maybe letting himself feel that for the first time.
but it's like a slap in the face to buck. buck, who's in a happy, stable relationship for the first time in years. buck, who eddie told his bisexuality wouldn't change anything between them. buck, who's been used for his body for his entire life. he would be absolutely crushed if eddie did this. and he's matured to the point that i think he might not let it slide. he wouldn't cut eddie out of his life, but i think he'd need space and for once he might respect his own needs over his wants. especially since i don't think he's considered his feelings for eddie and definitely doesn't think eddie's acting out of love/desire
so we get to the end of s7/start of s8 and eddie has fucked up his relationships beyond belief. chris, marisol, even his parents and shannon's memory. buck is still there, because he's always there but things are different. and i think that it could be a great set up to explore who eddie really is and what he wants, especially if/when the 118 get split up. as ryan keeps saying, he'll be isolated. neither buck or eddie will tell the others what happened between them, but that doesn't mean that eddie won't finally look into his sexuality by and for himself.
when i say i want a divorce era 2.0, i don't mean screaming at each other in a grocery store bc to a certain extent that was almost funny - they were coworkers of less than 2 years and it was wildly overdramatic. now they're partners and best friends and co-parents and they've suffered blow after blow, and their kid's gone and eddie betrayed buck and they don't know how to be anymore but they love each other too much to let go
#idk how to end this lol#but yeah i think this storyline would eat#it'd be crushing#but i think oliver and ryan would kill it#and i think we need a more mature revisiting of buck and eddie's relationship/codependency#they spent season 7 establishing how close they are and how strong their bond is#(and they've done it so beautifully and casually)#and i think now they need to smash it up and put it under a microscope#also eddie needs to be studied#also they're clearly doing something big with eddie in the finale based on all the interviews scheduled#i think they'll come out the other side stronger#but i think they need to be confronted with a problem that is of their own making#and not an act of god#though i think a near death experience as part of/the culmination of this arc would be stunning#also interested to see how it would affect buck and tommy#would not be surprised if we get tommy essentially stepping aside or telling buck he's in love with eddie#anyway#911 thoughts#911 spoilers#911 abc#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#bi buck#queer eddie diaz#gay eddie diaz#911 speculation#911 season 7#911 season 8#christopher diaz
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From the very beginning, up until the point we meet her in canon: a character study of Melinda May. A story that clings stubbornly to hope, and considers what it means to be a hero.
PART TWO: The Aftermath of Bahrain.
Coulson turned up at the checkout line with a tiny container of soup and an entire baguette, entirely too cheery about it. An old, somewhat hypocritical argument about nutrient intake still sprung to mind like breathing, but May couldn’t bring herself to start it. Coulson’s sideways glances kept getting more and more pointed. “If there’s anything,” he said later, earnestly, because they’d agreed a long time ago that saying certain things right out and sounding stupid was infinitely preferable to wasting both their time beating around the bush. “I know you have a thing, with being anything other than okay, but I…” “You have a savior complex,” May told him. She shifted the paper bag in her arms and wiped a rain-dampened palm off on her jeans, scowling at him. “Really? We’re doing this right now?” He sighed. “You’re not on your own.” May rolled her eyes. “Clearly.” “I’m here,” Coulson said, because he wasn’t done with the pointed, obvious statements yet, apparently. May didn't answer.
Read more on ao3.
#i am terrified and also mostly asleep how is it three am#terrible terrible.#please mind the tags for this one friends.#slight facelift to the work because i think way too hard about details and also because i didn't really think it through the first time!#this part was one of the hardest things i've ever written. i am terrified friends. but i'm also so so glad i'm finally sharing it.#also my god i need to sleep#alright proper tags#melinda may#let me speak: a character study#inkspinner fic#phil coulson#natasha romanov#agents of shield fanfiction#agents of shield fanfic#aos fic#clint barton#the barton family#mcu fanfiction
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aurghhh ok still rewatching '97 and the way guts and casca only have the room to breathe and really come to understand and care for each other in griffith's absence because he has such a strong hold over them both.... and the way their mutual dedication to him is what causes them to bicker for years (casca thinks he's not serving him well enough, guts thinks she doesn't get that he cares/how much he cares, casca's jealousy over griffith's feelings for guts, how he won his heart without even trying or being aware of it or doing anything with it) and is also a big part of what brings them together (earlier when guts deviates from the plan to save griffith and she commends him, in the cave casca opening up about griffith and her's past, showing that vulnerability, while it's mostly confrontational, leads to guts kinda getting her better, and his efforts to save and protect her (falling off the cliff with her, taking on the 100 men so she can escape, encouraging her to return to griffith so she can help him because it's what she feels she's meant to do (her dream, the direction in life guts shares and yet is questioning because of griffith's speech at the fountain, whether or not it's enough to serve him if it means he'll never be a true friend in griffith's eyes because he's not an equal), supporting the idea of her being with griffith/being his most important person like he won't because he doesn't view it as a competition like she has been since day one) leading to her realizing that he's kind of not that bad a guy and they have a lot more in common that she thought. and how the bonfire of dreams conversation is guts opening up to her in kind, the answer to her talking about how griffith saved her, how she feels. how neither of them ever call it love but it's something they know they both have for griffith. how it's something they're beginning to have for each other, different in ways they couldn't put a word to. because they're equals this time. the way griffith kind of becomes less and less important as they find other reasons to live and fight, as they become less singularly obsessed with him. how griffith is unable to stand it, guts' personhood, that agency and peer-to-peer equality he claimed to want (and perhaps truly did) that disappeared guts from his life, his plans, his side. how it barely even matters to griffith how casca changes because he never wanted her like she wanted him. god i can't fucking stand their shakespearean nonsense drama (<- hopelessly in love with their interpersonal dynamics)
#god they're the only healthy part of this unholy mind-palace love triangle/throuple aren't they#they could have been the worst qpr/throuple in your social circle. like just insufferable when they're not getting along#if griffith hadn't [oh god oh fuck oh jesus christ] all over everything even remotely good in his life anyway#poor casca's in love with a gay man and then falls for his not-quite-boyfriend and when not-quite-boyfriend reciprocates said gay man fucki#g. Does The Eclipse Stuff. at least partially to get back at you two. oh my godd#i'm sorry i'm so not normal about them. it's starting to leak out into the blog bc i'm finally having a Berserk Moment since starting tumbl#but whewwwww. gotta get this outta my system#hope this wall of text makes sense oops <3#berserk#berserk 1997#how do i even tag their thang. their disastrous just horrible agonizing 3 guy dynamic. hm.#gutsca#griffguts#don't even know if anyone tags for griffith and casca. fair because 1) he raped her. yikes 2) he just straight up isn't into her#and i don't know if there's a tag for the three of them but trial and error led to nothing#but i wanna talk about their dynamic. their. (gestures wildly) whatever. it's not about thinking griffith should kiss anyone it's about lik#the agony. the pining and the torment and whatever miura so beautifully crafted for me specifically. sheesh#hope it's clear that i Don't Want Them To Be An Uwu Little Polycule Bc Casca Should Not Be In A Cutesy Throuple With Her Rapist#it's more that i think they kind of are or almost are part of this (gestures wildly again). Thing. with each other and i wanna talk about i#same with griffguts like oh man they should NOT be in a relationship. but i have this deep intense Need to study them and frankly they're#kind of crazy about each other for a while. like they care about each other so so much it's crucial to all three of their characters.#so it's kind of unavoidable. and i wanna talk about it. and have this read by people who also want to talk about it. yeah? yeah.#(and yeah i think griffith raping casca was about her and guts. like 'fuck you for making him okay with leaving me' type of vibe. even#though it wasn't her fault he's just. god. but it sure as hell isn't Mostly about casca because griffith's making eye contact like the Whol#time with guts. he makes him watch. it's just. shooooooooooo aughhhhghhghh fucking. jesus christ. that or it's the fear that his two most#important pawns are going to leave him Together and he just. can't deal with that. especially after the torture internment thing.#he's so weak and he was so close to his dream and now it's falling apart and they're leaving him and he can't even move. it's about making#damn sure they can't escape him or forget him ever again.#or maybe it's even a 'you can't have her she's mine' to guts but it's still largely like. spiteful/about possessing her as a soldier/human#because i don't think you could convince me it's about having her as a lover or about controlling/hurting/possessing her body.)
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YOU ARE MARRIED?🥹
idk where this is coming from nonnie but legally speaking i’m not (yet!!) but i’ve been with my madridista bf for almost four years now so it does feel a bit like a marriage innit?
tw: long ass rant in the tags 😭
#i’m a 99.9% sure he’s the man i’m going to marry#the 0.01 is from yk uncertainty depending if either of us need to move away to study and such#but god forbid since we’re planning to go together in that case#but yeah !!! unofficially married !!!#he doesn’t mind my writing and sometimes even checks it for me#he even asks me to come here and show him what footyblr thinks abt certain topics#or whoever is live-blogging is saying#i think it’s obvious he got me into this to some extent#i was looking through my gallery and noticed i had a pic of him watching the 2022 chelsea v rma at my place 😭#i even watched the final with him and was just eh abt it#it was a process for sure but we’re here !!#he gifted me my first rma kit and everything <3#he likes the club since his step dad (who he grew up with) is spanish and from madrid#so yeah long rant but i just love talking abt him#˙ ˖ ꕀ 🜸 𓈒 ˙ — mail !
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I wish I could finish my degree but everything about the education system is so unfair and all the colleges in the area give such a mid tier education that it doesn't even feel worth my time anyways
#I might go back but god what's the point#it feels like the only way to get anywhere is by knowing someone and I wasn't making those kinds of connections#I loved learning but student debt? trying to get a masters? god I've got too much going on to even try#I tried to put myself into my studies but it only lasted as long as the adrenaline from being finally on my own#I need to figure out a plan but capitalism feels like this huge trap between jobs that don't pay you enough and experiences that break you#AUGHH
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Oh my God I’m so tired.
Yeah, I had a lot of fun with this and Oh my god i struggled so much with Crowley’s sunglasses (and face) but they’re too cute not to draw. They have my heart infinitely. This is my offering for Season 3 to exist… please.
#my art#ineffable idiots#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#good omens#i’m cryign#this took me so fucking long#i need a nap#therapy after season 2 please and thanks#they do not deserve this after the pain they put me through but i love them#this will not be the last time i do this#this was also a study because i need to paint digitally more#OH my GOD it’s finally over#good omens season 3#needs to happen#digital art#procreate#Spotify#michael sheen#david tennant#camlyee
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just wanted to say sorry for the sparse activity from me again 😭 i've got one more exam on the 17th and then i'm pretty much chilling until september so there's light at the end of tunnel but i'm !! unfortunately still powering through with all of the work + uni's constant insistence on adding / moving / extending the hours of classes at the last minute and my job's refusal to give me the time i need to actually attend dfkgjhd but i also want to thank those who've been keeping me company and letting me gush about our bbgs !!! i promise there will be a significant pick up in activity here very soon, i'm just stressed and working myself to death atm. ily all very very much for being so patient with me ♡
#i was super excited to be home from work fed showered and in bed before 10pm today so if you were wondering how things are going.. LMFAO#on one hand i'm excited because i've really missed being on placement. i get good grades but i HATE studying . actual clinical practice is#where it's at for me#and i have a nice lil ten week placement coming up#i just need to get through this final stretch (and enjoy summer thank god) first#but yea !!! to those of u who let me yap at you despite never actually writing. ur the lights of my life#❝ 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 ♤*´. ── vos.#❝ 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 ♤*´. ── tbd.
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sometimes bedtime is 6pm for a man. and yknow what. thats ok
#so god damned sleepy rn gang#i have a math final tmrw and i know i am going to do so poorly on it and i need to study but i am abt to fall asleep rn#might leave my chem class part way through tmrw to give myself an hour of prep for math test#sigh.#just me rambling again
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i literally spent half an hr rewatching this scene and then another 30 mins trying to draw this somebody send help
#i need to study oh my god#literally have finals tmr#but i cant stop thinking abt kindaichi#haikyuu#kunimi akira#kindaichi yuutarou#my art
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hey but what if like the mage-templar war never reached the anderfels. what if by veilguard hossberg circle is still there and thriving
(lowkey a lore request does anyone know the sitch)
#now i just need to think of how avery hasnt gone and Meddled with it directly.#guess 'step one veil step two hossberg'#then again avery also fighting 'the paat' (as of history doesn't repeat itself lol) and solas doing the same feels right... hmm..#personal log#also. i really want to go 'The Debaterrr' route esp now that ive added more companions#but still haven't decided how imshael stands on veilfall. being Choice and all.#where im going with this: at the final confrontation.... i think the Meddle Boys might have to take the window (escape)#but then it's like ok how does solas get his mythal catharsis. for good or ill i think he needs that#UGHghbtph#i feel like i got two puzzles with the same cut#avery you are breaking veilguard you wild son of a gun#OHHH OH OH OH OH !!! OH FUCK YES OKAY. HANG ON#i've been thinking of avery fucking begging morrigan to teach him how to polymorph#(they have a rough start but end up buddies. once avery got over his ego and morrigan got over 'oh god it's alistair again')#anyway. avery has been Studying Assan.#'cmon baby let's blow this town' (turns into a griffon and solas hops on)#IT'S SO CHEESY IT'S SO DRAMATIC I THINK IT'S LOWKEY PERFECT#avery can do and do his debates when it's done ig. or just burn the bridges! idk!!!#i won't have to think about this for AGES robin just finish fucking chapter 2 challenge#oh i seem to have rambled in the tags again#thank u for coming#meddle boys#once they clear minrathous: 'vhenan? that was the dopest shit i've ever seen'#(flirtatious squak)#btw. i've been. paraphrasing. altho 'cmon baby let's blow this town' wouldnt be far off if the mood werent Fighting For My Life
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can i recommend yall a chappell roan upbeat jazz playlist for these tryings times (exam season)
#i know u gays in college need this as much as i do#we need the vibes... but also to focus studying#(says this while not focusing in studying)#ngl i found this video yesterday and time went FLYING i focused sm better doing homework#chappell roan#studyblr#college#uniblr#talking about exams OHHHH MY GOD i cant wait for my exams to start next monday#bcs it means that i will 1) finish part 1 of my classes#and 2) FINALLY GROUP WORKS!!! i really have been wanting to talk to ppl this year :( but it hasnt worked that well#ah well the perks and bad things that come w online classes#ALSO!!! THE FACT THAT THE SONGS ARE FULLY MADE BY THE PERSON!!! GOSH I LOVE THEM#they also have a lofi jazz charli xcx playlist
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GOD. I AM OBSESSED WITH HIM.
#AUUUUGH. HE HAS INVADED MY BRAIN WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM.#YES THIS IS ABOUT BASIL#JESUS chRIST#I DONT NEED TO STUDY HIM UNDER A MICROSCOPE I NEED TO DISSECT HIM!!!!!#I NEED TO TEAR HIM TO SHREDS BUT ALSO GIVE HIM A HUG BUT ALSO#FFFUCK. so needless to say#omori spoilers#ahead#WHY DOES HE GIVE ME EMOTIONS. WHY IS HE LIKE THIS.#like jesus its always the character thats ready to sacrifice themselves for someone they barely even talk to but they meant so much to them#that every memory they had of them before things turned for worse made them protect them anyways and only stayed alive because they knew#that dying would only cause this person more pain then theyve already been given and that would defeat the purpose of their entire#will to live. god. he needs therapy#and anxiety medication holy shit#HE WAS 12!!1!!! HE WAs FUCkING 12!! FUCK#okay but Im also impressed like. you were 12. and you got away with it. like was there no autopsy?? did they hide the wounds?? ANYWAYS#IM NO FUCKING OKAY#“they're comfortable. simple modest and perfect.” AUUUGH.#bitch got decapitated in an elevator#final words “I think I'm stuck :/”#absolute legend (im sobbing on the floor)#omori only saves hs basil when he knows he can reset it all and forget again#stranger isnt as aggressive when hes facing the truth doNT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON STRANGER#“on that day when you became nothing I was split in half. which do you think was more painful?”#AAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.#AAAAAAAAAA.#tHAT IS SO FUCKING VAGUE HONEY WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#is he referring to the existence of stranger?? or sunny being a part of him?? IS IT SOMETHING ELSE???#THE FUCKING LORE YOU CAN MAKE UP ABOUT THIS GAME#STRANGER HONEY. CLARIFY. PLEASE. BUT ALSO DONT THIS IS HALF THE FUN
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Sorry for all the pink variations, guys!
#i think i finally got through to one of my profs that advises me when i addressed my concerns about internships#coming up in either spring or my third year of graduate studies#the hours needed and the fact i probably wont be paid is a huge concern#“imagine giving free soup to the poor and realizing you haven't had anything to eat the whole day either#how am i to do volunteer work to underserved communities when i am part of said community that need paying jobs every hour to survive?“#ive never seen another human being have such a quick factory reset in 10 seconds flat#im hoping they will count some of my coaching hours towards this but we will see#and i am not giving up this remote job i just got i worked too damn hard these past 6 months to get it#getting clients is slow right now but ill be god damned for letting this slip out of my hands cause of what the uni wants me to focus on#magneta with a sprinkle of fuchsia#magenta is my vent tag
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i just woke up and realized my art did developed holy crap
#girl what drawing tf2 does to a mf fr#since i have been drawing tf2 my artstyle just developed better and now i finally have found an original artstyle compared to the ones#i had back in the beginning of 2023#IF ONLY I WASNT SO LAZY and so distracted holy shit i could make it more better like studying backgrounds ugh#and keep practicing my coloring girl i have been drawing a lot but not coloring i need to start painting before i forgot it#but oh my god i swear it developed bc i am drawing a little more fast than before and my lineart is more bold than before#guys fucking practice with tf2 characters and ALSO dorohedoro that is also my main inspo too#i feel like also w dorohedoro i developed my style but back then i was still more shaky than bold#but now i can happily say i am no more embarrassed in my artstyle of how i draw characters like i used to be before#i was always so goddamn negative for no reason with myself but i guess the negativity helped me develop my artstyle#but gave me artblock sadly… and often issues w self esteem but aaaa idk i think i’m doing much better i can do better yes just…#need to draw more and that is the actual nightmare huh
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