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ambidexedition · 11 months

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(lying awake at five in the morning, staring at the old phone on my desk and trying not to think about it blowing up and killing me) so am I aromantic or am I just still ricocheting badly off of this breakup,

#personal ramblings #negative #no need to respond to this I'm fine I'm just. hm.#I've been thinking about this on and off for a while but. I think about many things for a while including my house burning down #anyway the screen on this old phone has like. slightly expanded since I last looked at it #which indicates a battery problem which indicates I need to dispose of it via like. hazardous waste disposal things I think #which means bringing up a potential fire hazard to my parents which means enduring my mom's inevitable freakout #unless I can corner my dad while she's not home but. considering how often he's at the bar? unlikely!!!#but all of this is a problem for when it's not the crack of dawn #so I am sitting here in the dark and staring at the vague outline of this phone on my desk and trying to stop thinking about it exploding #so. fucking. might as well have an identity crisis of some kind. at this point it might as well happen #god I need to fucking sleep

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microwaved-cheese-sandwich · 1 year

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brains are so wild, i will literally come from work like 'i am the worst human being on the planet, one of my cool coworkers made an ambiguously snippy comment, clearly this warrants a gruesome and agonizing death'

and then i take a goddamn shower and eat noodles

and im literally fucking fine. why do i work this way

#autism squeaks #actually that was a lie im not fine im just physically feeling better #still feeling like i hate myself tho #and that i am hated and there is no future #aughhhh #tw suicide #tw suicide ment #maybe more noodles will solve this problem #god i need to fucking sleep

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heartorbit · 9 months

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stay warm! 🌟🍬🤖🎈

#stupid idiot forgot his mittens. to the shredder #merry yurimas.#polysho #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #proseka #Oh my god im waking uo for the stupid broadcast in like 6 hours im dumb as fuck #WEH. WEH #merry whatever the fuck #AUUUUUU excited to have nothing to do and draw for myself for um 12.. days. Oh my god theres only 12 days til 2nd sem. Oh fuck everything #I NEED TO DRAAAAAAAAW.#guys help i was going to draw song covers i want but i need to sleep cause i have stuff tomorrow but listen #if rks gets a snobbism cover i called it. Ok? ok.#i think it would be funny and just if they dont get another duet again. get the ruinene treatment. CAN WE FREE RNN ACTUALLY ITS CHRISTMAS #what was the other thing. um carnival that song i want it added so bad idk if theres sny songs with its letter count but please.#literally played nijiro stories on repeat while drawing this we need them back #fucking NBOODY TOOOOLD ME ITS EMUKASA WEEK ON STIPID TWITTER IM NOOOOTHING IM NOTHIN #i usually acknowledge that i dont have the moxy to do fanweeks but i really want to be drawing more and faster so i will participate.#emurui week is like march iirc. you wont get away from me this time.

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iilmunchkiin · 16 days

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Hey chat it's early in the morning rn and I lkmfdfdsfd,fsddsfdsdfs m,b fngfdffdgdfdhjghkhkutjg,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

filler art for another project

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pewpop · 1 month

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this looked better in my head :<

bloody version under the cut

edit: guess who misspelled something.....

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housecow · 2 months

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i actually wanna cry/die rn. i bought a new bed (full size) w a 600lb weight limit. my new mattress only shipped today so i have a twin on the frame atm… the bed frame didnt come with instructions or anything so we kinda just winged putting it together ig but 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i literally turned over to fall asleep and the main support SNAPPED under my weight. before the actual mattress is even here and idk what to do 😭😭😭😭

#i’m just upset and can’t sleep #my sister and dad can weld so i may ask them to make me a replacement piece. but oh my god #fuck wooden beds #my fault :(((((#i did what i could to fix it and will deal w it tomorrow if it doesn’t get worse tonight lmfao #talk #still hiatus but i needed to get this out

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putting-kinger-in-places · 10 months

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Put the vertical guy on the Y axis

Y Axis, Math Class I fucking HATE math class

#no hate to user lambie234 i bet you hate math class tlo #lets all have a big i hate math class circle where we hold hands and sing #god i need some fucking sleep #the amazing digital circus #tadc kinger #kinger

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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saw @chez-cinnamon's absolutely BANGER butterfly!Howdy design and couldn't resist! two fluffy flutterbyes <3 solidarity

#still unsure of Why this was the only pose that came to mind but! who am i to deny the brain what it wants #i also have no idea what it is about butterflies and mullets + extra fluff #it just feels Right.#oh also if you haven't checked out chez-cinnamon's Real World au uhhhh Go Do That!!!#its fun! its funky! its fresh! its got a lot of great art! its got a Comic!#emphasis on a Lot Of Great Art!#i will admit im emotionally invested in the plot. its reeled me in. im Fascinated by it #also(x2) i Cannot get over how swagtastic that butterfly howdy design is #like!!! look at it!!! the colors the patterns the WINGS agh the wings <3<3<3 #truly a unique and creative design that im totally not jealous of ahaha what-#kidding im Kidding. or am i... i am i am #scribble garnish #yassified howdy <3 #welcome home #alrighty its officially 2 am i needed to be asleep uhhhhh three hours ago #gonna queue this up and conk out. while lovingly thinking of chez-cinnamon's butterfly howdy my fucking GOD #cant get over how Gorgeous he is #the facial patterns.... the colors.... immaculate #top tier design i am Taking Notes #ok ok sleeping now. Sleeping. snz snork mimi and all that. etc

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that1notetaker · 11 months

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For all time? Always.

#so. the loki finale #Holy shit #I needed to get this out of my head before going to sleep. god #Loki #loki spoilers #loki season 2 #loki series #God of stories everyone #THIS IS WHY I FUCKING LOVE HIS CHARACTER #EVERYONE GO READ THE COMICS #RIGHT NOW #loki laufeyson #loki odinson #loki season 2 spoilers #loki show #loki season two #loki god of mischief #loki god of stories

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brainrotisseriechicken · 3 months

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hi painter au clefdraki dont ask !!! forgive me if this sucks/theres any noticable mistakes its 1 am and ive been very drained this week....!!

capek jir...!!!ill delete it if i hate it by the morning

#me and my gazillion clefdraki aus #worlds worst coping mechanism go them #this is kinsa giving dunmeshi #??? idk i need to sleep.#(has nor watched dunmeshi)#scp #scp foundation #clefdraki #dr clef #dr kondraki #GOD I HATE RHEM #ITS BEEN THREE FUCKING YWARS I CANT GET RHEM OUT OF MY HEAD #its getting ridiculous genuinely holy shit #scp fanart #fanart #illustration #whatever lah #capek

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charmac · 2 months

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I think getting railed by Mac would give Dennis a new perspective that doesn’t change who he is and is consistent with his characterisation... Just a thought tho.

#2 hour long podcast drops in the evening #and now i am not sleeping apparently #i’ve been ruminating on this one #and i think it’s just the same stuff they always say between seasons really #it’s interesting Rob talked about bringing in writers for new perspectives on fresh air #more specially meg lol #but in general that it’s necessary they have the team for those perspectives #cos it’s harder for them now as they’re older and richer #glenn has the same sentiment clearly #but god dude there’s still soooo many angles to hit #plots okay you got those? but need a new character angle?#mac and dennis are fully fucking this season #it’s the s5 dynamic but with actual gay sex this time #boom insane character angle there #it’s 5am ignore me

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haunted-xander · 6 months

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Do you think Saix' emotional co-dependence started as a Nobody or did it start as human Isa and just grew to an unhealthy degree?

#i like to think it started as a human partially bc that would make the most sense to me #(as xemnas/org xiii likes to use its members established weaknesses against them and saix/isas attatchment to axel/lea would be very easy to #manipulate him)#but also it furthers the parallels between saix' jealousy and rikus arc in kh1 #which i think is fun #obviously it wouldnt have been nearly as big a problem back then as it ended up being later on #partially bc isa wouldnt have been manipulated and gaslit so much but also #bc he wouldnt really have any fuel for it like saix got #no super-important super-secret mission they have to do #no forced emotional distance #and the idea of being 'replaced' would have been much more fueled purely by anxiety than any actual possibility of happening #oh and he also would have at least one other friend (subject x)#even if its one he wouldnt be able to talk to all the time #anyway im rambling. saix/isa got fucked up bad and i hope he gets loads of therapy bc god does he need it #isa #saix #lea #axel #leaisa #akusai #it feels kinda wrong to tag their noboy names when its them as a kids #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts birth by sleep #kh #kh bbs #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao)#but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

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saltiestbread · 6 months

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Bite size

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spineless-lobster · 6 months

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Alexander the great and hephaestion are so patrochilles coded it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach like how the fuck did they make the iliad in real life what the actual hell this is so fucked up

#THE WAY HEPHAESTION DIED A YEAR BEFORE ALEXANDER????? HELLO????????#honestly mad respect to alexander tho he saw the blorbo from his book and went ‘I am going to be him’#AND FUCKING DID IT!!!! HE IS ACHILLES IF HE WAS REAL!!!!!!!!#no one can reach the degree of ‘he’s just like me fr’ than alexander did with achilles #both their names start with A for fucks sake #and their stories have been straight washed and their partners forgotten #EVEN THEIR HORSES ARE FAMOUS!!!!!!!! THAT’S INSANE!!!!!!!#at war with a powerhouse enemy for an extended amount of time… (though he did conquer like A LOT so…)#both are young as hell and are destined for greatness #god…#it’s 12am I need to go to sleep #alexander the great #hephaestion #history #alexander x hephaestion #achilles #patroclus #the iliad #patrochilles

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starry-bi-sky · 5 months

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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards

*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then

#dpxdc #dp x dc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc crossover #dpdc #clone^2 #danny fenton is a clone #like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a #few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but #you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device #they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause #nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to #keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter #raaa #and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs

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