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baby JB being the first oplita supporter in series and prowl being a little jealous hater is really funny to me
well and the bonus pic
the sketches I do in paint before opening ibis are something else
#transformers earthspark#oplita#transformers fanart#tf prowl#tf jawbreaker#transformers#elita one#optimus prime#optimus x elita#prettypinkeel#i wanted to rest today but i had to draw something quick because this was on my mind for more than a MONTH#i wonder if jawbreaker is the first oplita fan in the show cuz who else hyped up oplita on screen but maybe i just forget.....#prowl is that guy who's like FUCK romance FUCK couples I'm married to my job! until papatron hugs him#i also wanted to give jawbreaker a shirt with “oplita fan” but i gave up....#he'd probably rip it in first few seconds he's all covered in spikes 😭😭😭
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I just realized some people are confused about events in the alluded to past in Mouthwashing, particularly about how long the crew has been working together.
The only person who is truly new is Daisuke and it’s why his dynamic with the crew and role in the story is very unique and somewhat distant. Curly didn’t just get Jimmy this job on the Tulpar, he got him the job with the Pony Express. He’s been his copilot for probably a couple of years but still not as long as they’ve been friends. None of them are new with the freight industry, Anya and Swansea especially have been doing this for years, together.
Jimmy is the newest on the regular crew, maybe just a few assignments, but it’s not his first time working with them. I think it’s just something important because this isn’t just one bad mistake that snowballed with giving Jimmy the job. None of them thought Jimmy would do anything, no matter how off-put by him they could’ve been, since he hadn’t done a thing since being there. Generally unpleasantness isn’t a crime and he’d be aware of that.
It was a festering thing and a sort of forced trust they had to give him that he knowingly took advantage of. He was the black sheep and still a wolf under the wool. He expected when he lashed out, that he had been there long enough for it to be looked over completely. Got too comfortable in the space he inserted into and did a lot of damage with his claws when he felt he was going to get shaken out.
#I think acting like if Curly just didn’t give Jim the job this wouldn’t have happened is underplaying that they’ve all been working for PE#for a bit and that Jimmy got comfortable enough to do something horrible like#a lot of factors made the trip being out the worse parts of them but Jimmy was slowly letting his worse parts show and I think people assume#that this was one a few mission he went on with Curly and that he advocated for him completely when it was more likely#he pulled some strings so Jimmy could work right under him and stay out of trouble with a decent job and it back fired cause Jimmy is just#not a good person like I see people acting like his breakdown and choice to crash the ship was because this was probably one of the last#chances to fix his life and he couldn’t admit he fucked up soemthing literally handed to him so badly and cruelly#I think people forget that predators like Jimmy rarely do anything the first day. or week or month or year#they ingrain themselves into the schedule and dynamic and build a sort of stability that make it harder to knock them down or push back#he has Curly’s trust as the co pilot and as a friend#Swansea doesn’t like him but doesn’t trust him and Anya is just wary initially#he doesnt even attack her at the start of the trip it’s implied it happens after the psyche evals and when she confides in Curly how#patronizing he is to her and her position. he’s retaliating against a perceived slight to his stability to him it was pure act of power and#anger because he’s at his core an avoidant bully who can’t take responsibility#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#I didn’t want this to be a Jimmy post but it is#more so about how abusers like Jimmy work but I digress cause most of it’s in the comments
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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feelin kinda sad so eating an obscene amount of pasta
#YukiPri rambles#it's nothing serious#just have had a stream of unfortunate disappointments#nothing major and each time i'm like well ok that could have been worse and i'm glad it wasn't#but the cumulative result is just me kinda feeling droopy inside despite trying to continue lookin chipper outside#'wilted' i think is best descriptor for me rn#trying to tell myself that retail therapy isn't the answer here#In case folks are curious#the disappointments are:#1) dad was in a car accident and no one was hurt but gave me a huge scare#2) was given a day off at work in exchange for working a weekend and was looking forward to both#but they asked me last minute nevermind come in instead and i had to cancel all the plans i'd made and couldn't reschedule#3) movie i wanted to see on said day off is no longer playing in local theaters so it's either convince mum to drive an hour or give up#4) had an afternoon tea planned with mum and her friends and was looking forward to it for a month and only eating out this month#had reservations and outfit picked out and everything#but then a few days before landlord scheduled repairs for that day and wouldn't listen when we said we had plans#so i stayed home so mum could go and i'm glad she could go but sad#5) went to work this morning and there'd been a flood in the office from a customer leaving the bathroom sink running#and the torrent of water came down on my desk specifically ruining all of my books/personal stuff#i got reimbursed but it's just really sad bc some of those things were free/gifts that i can't get back and i hate throwing out books#especially ones i never got to read but they were completely drenched through and unsalvageable...#6) had an outing planned this weekend i was really looking forward to but we probably can't go bc weather is bad#i think there were a few others but that's most of the big ones#i am wilted and just want to curl up and not move
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i feel so pretty today c:
#ok to rb#ive been wearing dresses and big tshirts nonstop the last few days and im so !!!!!#this is also one of my favorite dresses#it was a swim coverup thing i thrifted but i sewed it together so it'd fit like a pretty dress instead#its like. very much giving toga dress when i stand and is really short and cute#also prepare to be sick of my face cause im probably gonna post lots of selfies since im not gonna be working for 6 weeks#and i need to be percieved and complimented or engaged with daily or i literally feel. well not that bad. but i get daily social usually so#being home is just making me a little fuzzy - but posting these helps!!!! also im so cute how could u even get sick of me#also first photo is so. “boyfemme wallet photo” hehehehehe#bun.life#also this big pimple i had before the surgery still hasn't gone away completely and its been legit over a month now and i kinda hope it like#scars cause im actually really enjoying how cute it makes my smile look?#idk if thats weird but i like it so NYEH!#femme lesbian#femme4all#butch bait
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anyway HIIIII!!! i'm sorry for going inactive out of nowhere! i missed u guys, and i hope every1 has been doing well :> to be honest, i've realized this site makes me really anxious so i likely won't be coming back or being active like i used to be. i'll still keep my blog up, and might pop back in every now and then to say hi, but i probably won't post consistently or anything like that :<< however, i srsly love and value all the connections and friends ive made via this blog so much, all of u are so lovely, and ill miss u lots 💘 i am (embarrassingly) active on twitter, so if anyone has it, dm me and id love to be your mutual there! :D fair warning i talk a lot about my selfship, but i find that for whatever reason im just more comfortable there :} ((OH AND DISCORD. IF ANYONE WANTS TO EXCHANGE DISCS MSG ME!))
sooo yeah!! ueueue i dont know how to end this... wishing peace and love and f/o kisses for all my moots
#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#SOB...#slim chance i might make a new blog or something in a few months if i feel better... so if you see me around say hi for sure! :D#but for now im probably just sticking to twitter... its quite fun there#but truly i wish i could give a better reason for leaving - it's nothing that happened or anything like that !#its just an anxiety thing i dont even understand myself... it may be negative associations/memories or something - i can be pretty sensitiv#i think blocking n muting on here doesnt work as well as id personally like it to LOL.#but again it was rly just a culmination of things.. ive also gotten a job + been rlly busy at school !#so ya.... farewell for now!!!! xoxo
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anyway like idk who needs to hear this but as a goy who also used to be “antizionist” i am begging y’all to just be normal about the jews please. you can and should advocate for the safety and self determination of palestinians without engaging in centuries-old antisemitic rhetoric. there is nothing any one jew could do, no opinion they could hold, that justifies the absolute bigoted vitriol being directed at them online right now
#this is in response to a post that just crossed my dash that i probably would have reblogged a few months ago#like. i was in the same position that y’all are in right now. i understand#how easy it is to give into this conditioning especially considering the cultural antisemitism that we’ve all been raised with#but the “activism” that you are perpetuating is not helping anyone and is in fact hurting both jews and palestinians alike#stop blood libel stop holocaust inversion stop infantilizing arabs stop simping for terrorist groups#stop using antisemitic slurs popularized by the fucking kkk. the bar is quite literally on the ground#for people who claim to be leftists y’all are pretty fucking indistinguishable from the right wing#in terms of “opinions on jews”#zionism#antizionism is antisemitism#leftist antisemitism#israel palestine#free palestine#free gaza#gazaunderattack#stop the genocide#israel is committing genocide#israel is a terrorist state#<- tagging for the people who need to see this not because i agree with these tags
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(No Obligation Whatsoever but if you *want* to give me a birthday present my kofi is in the pinned post or you could always draw a kirby :> after all I started drawing him every day in the first place just cuz I think low key simple kirby drawings are fun and there should be more of them!)
#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#my wife bought me tasty cake and my partner made me tasty pasta#and they both got me presents too!#I haven't had presents to *unwrap* on my birthday in a long time#(I've still had presents most of the recent years but it's all just like the 'hey buy me this' 'here you go love you' type presents)#(and my wife has been working for the whole day on my birthday the past few years too :c )#(but today she was done at a reasonable time and got to hang out with me!)#(so was our other partner!)#(it was nice :> )#(for real tho zero obligation re giving me things for real)#(like money's kinda tight right now but it's not like an emergency or anything)#(mostly thanks to our partner)#(and my wife thinks she'll be employed again by the end of the month)#(so probably any money I get will either be saved for emergencies or spent on replacing 15 year old clothes)#(rather than like groceries or whatever)#(any kirby drawings I get will probably be gathered up on monday or s/t in like a special edition reply roundup)#(anyway I'll stop mumbling now <3 )#favorites
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the imaginary carlos and charles beef that some fans are convinced is going on is giving Netflix DTS trying to convince us that charles and sebastian were mortal enemies that prayed on each other’s downfall nightly
#can’t people be happy or sad for one driver without tearing the other down#ik teammates are often pitted against each other and stuff but like#they’re both having good seasons#they’re both showing off their strengths#charles is still doing well in the WDC and even tho max is likely to win this year charles is still gonna get more chances with ferrari#and carlos is doing a great job in showing other teams why they should give him a seat next season#regardless of whether u think they’re good friends or just coworkers it’s clear they respect each other a lot#and i get being upset that charles didn’t podium in suzuka#but that’s not carlos’ fault and he did everything that he should’ve#charles still has a phenomenal race and his fans shouldn’t insult carlos simply for racing#and similarly carlos’ fans shouldn’t insult charles for not placing higher than carlos#when charles has shown how good and consistent of a driver he is in the past few races#just because the two latest ferrari wins have been carlos’ doesn’t mean charles is suddenly “overhyped” or “washed up”#like chill y’all#focus on the bigger issues#like whatever the fuck is going on williams#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#cl16#cs55#ferrari#formula 1#f1#1655#c squared#2024 japanese gp#as a maybe month old fan i probably shouldn’t be having many opinions about this#but whatever lmfao#they’re both hot why are we pitting them against each other#they hate when two sexy bitches are winning
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Why is Erik taking a shower and is fully prepared to fight naked in that panel 😭
my man turning into a baby is a typical tuesday activity but the second he wanna little naked shower fight NOW its suspicious 🤨
#snap chats#cant a man be a lil hostile and naked in his home ... 'his' home ... w/e ...#this is the part where i reward tag readers CONTEXT TIME#i mean. it's not crazy context but anyway#erik went for a swim and As You Do went to shower off once he was done. cant have chlorine in the hair.... gon damage his beautiful locks..#he was shavin in the shower when he hears someone come in so Naturally he assumes the worst as this is Xavier's School For Gifted Youngster#never a moment of peace not even to shower and shave ..#'whyd he go for a swim' I Dont Know he really just decides on that. maybe it was a complex way to give him a weapon#maybe they just wanted to draw him naked and in a speedo I Dont Know 2x sounds like something id do frankly#the context is pretty much isolated from the story- like it's more of a scene starter and reintroduces tom and sharon into the plot#CONTEXT: tom and sharon are Effectively erik's coworkers at the school who caught one of emma's students- empath- acting a fool on site#empath- as it may be assumed- has the ability to mess with people's emotions and so. how we say.#'had tom and sharon distract each other' for a few hours while he fucked around the mansion and more specifically#fucked with erik's emotions to make him depressed enough to give up the new mutants to emma#Hence the mansion was virtually empty bar danielle and warlock which probably didnt help make erik Less paranoid of sudden noises#hence .... razorblade combat time ... but yeah once he realizes its just tom and sharon he's like Oh Fuck The Hell Happened#and then he gets super pissed once he realizes empath kinda tricked him into giving up his kids 🥰#god i love this issue i really do .. cant wait til next month where i can read what happens next ..#'snap you have the internet' OK AND I LIKE MY PHYSICAL MEDIA. plus i like this arc so far i want a physical of it ...#but yeah thats why eriks naked and prepared to cut someone with a razor. you can learn more in The New Mutants number 39 :]
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I am cooking…. It is cooking very slowly…. But being cooked nonetheless…
#legend of zelda fanfiction#it’s coming I promise#just give me time#zelink#the legend of zelda#breath of the wild#zelda#tears of the kingdom#zelink fanfiction#like this is probably gonna take me a few more months to finish#grace finish a fic challenge#impossible
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Workin' on a new painted grinning beast mask >:)
#ragsycon exclusive#wip#i was gonna do something ambitious with my seaglass paints on the face and leaving the teeth chrome#but masking off those teeth is an incredible enormous pain in the ass#so I'm probably going to give it some sort of neon lowlights instead#among other things#I'd love to have the means to sculpt these in clay and cast them instead of digital sculpt and 3d print#because it would be easier to add in surface detail that would make the paints more interesting#but that's an incredibly expensive endeavor that i don't have the funds for#and I'm already bad enough at advertising the things i DO have in my shop#idk idk#I've actually already nearly broken even on my shop startup costs#thanks to redbubble#the problem being that PO box renewal fees are in a few months and they are. spensive
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I think it's fun that different characters give a different time period for how long Rook was in the Fade Prison. Both because everyone's perception of time is different (and gets weird when you add grief to the mix) and because it means we can headcanon how long it took each specific Rook to get out of there based on how well we think they'd have managed their regrets
#Reblog with how long you think your Rook was stuck in the Fade Prison lol#I think Asha is getting out Fast because she is both logical and emotionally intelligent. She's the one in there for just a few days#maybe a week; just because the Fade is confusing#Whereas Cassia is taking at least the first week just to get up the will to even try. It takes her at least a month to get through this.#My girl has Regrets™#And she has a lifetime of practice running from feeling them that she has to overcome#Veilguard spoilers#Cassia Mercar#Asha de Riva#It would be pretty hard for Lyric too. She's so used to hiding behind masks that it's hard for her to be real even when she's alone.#but it's also hard to perform without an audience. It takes her a while to even figure out how to respond. I'll say 2-3 weeks#Valrun probably takes a bit to just get their bearings so I'm going to give them 1 week#When Val does finally face things though they have an easier time of it than Cassia. Working through their regrets is healing for Valrun.#It feels like torture for Cassia.#Lyric de Riva#Valrun Ingellvar
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Thinking about what this means for the guardian Strilondes' age.
edit: I've made a follow-up to this post.
#for one that means Mom and Bro are the same age give or take a few months#also their position in the timeline probably means they arrived in the 70's? 1975 maybe?#It'll means they were 20 when their charge arrived and 33 during SBURB#which seems like a coherent age#June Egbert#Rose Lalonde#Dave Strider#Jade Harley#beta kids#Jane Crocker#Jake English#Roxy Lalonde#Dirk Strider#alpha kids#Nanna Egbert#Mom Lalonde#Gpa Harley#Bro Strider#Poppop Crocker#alpha Dave Strider#alpha Rose Lalonde#Gma English#meta#homestuck
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this blog is no longer going to be a phan blog
if you are following me purely for dan and phil
unfollow or block please
#still watching dan and phil#still love them#but fuck am i tired of the fanbase#y'all are so fuckin rude#honestly fucked up that none of you could wait for them to announce this thing they've been busting their asses on#fun speculation is perfectly fine#but you all just have to know everything and continuously overstep boundaries#they give people a little bit of themselves and everyone gets greedy#generally the way people have been treating them over the past few months has been gross too#idk how dan and phil have put up with this kind of shit for as long as they have#i feel like im witnessing folie a plusiers#its draining#if you follow me for purely for dnp unfollow or block me#will be shifting into more nsfw/shitposting/political content#im honestly dumbfounded#dan and phil#amazingphil#daniel howell#phan#dnp#ill probably go see them on tour but idk#idk man
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#I am losing my fucking mind#I am so sick of being treated like I'm the reason we're in this spot and having the sacrifices we HAVE made completely ignored or downplayed#I KNOW there's more to improve on but FUCK#we don't go out with friends and haven't in over a year#the two times I did go out with friends it ate me up inside because I had to spend money#I was disgusted with myself#we haven't gone to a sporting event in at least two years#we haven't had a single date night in the same time frame#and yet we get criticized for fucking. buying gifts for our birthdays and christmas#we probably spent less than $80 for christmas fuck offffffffff#and I got shit for buying my growing two year old clothes because she had NOTHING TO WEAR FOR WINTER!!!#but no that can't possibly be true we got so many free clothes from friends it's totally impossible that we didn't get anything past 18mo#TWO YEARS AGO#so obviously I'm just spending all our money on shopping sprees obviously this is all my fault I'M the problem#and now I'm seriously considering giving up swim class and a new insulin pump entirely :(#why should those get an exception but not the small hobbies keeping us from going insane#genuinely idk how I'm going to make it the next few months#we're so fucked#and God knows if I'll be able to breast feed this time#or if we'll be stuck paying boatloads for formula again#not to mention how bad the hospital bill will be...#*just to clear things up this is not a vent post about my husband it's about the family giving us financial advice :P
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