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Tiktok nonhumans have to be ragebait at this point.
Where do they get their information from? Like seriously. Do they do no research at all?
Physical therians obviously exist. Being a therian IS BEING AN ANIMAL. IT IS BEING NON HUMAN. You canât ostracize anyone whoâs just⊠being a genuine therian? Using the label the way theyâre supposed to?
I think it has to do with the fact tiktok likes to take communities and water them down to just an aesthetic. Iâve noticed a trend where people on tiktok seem to only care about the looks of these communities, and not about the actual meaning or lifestyles of them. Theyâll refuse to do actual research and put any effort into understanding it, and then have the gall to police and shun the people who use the labels and ACTUALLY know what they mean. Iâm tires of seeing âtherians KNOW they arenât animals!!â âPeople who say theyâre not actually human are so weird!!â type of content everywhere on that side of tiktok. Itâs so frustrating and so tiring to be searching for nonhuman content and only coming across these types. 90% of nonhuman tiktok just a watered down aestheticized roleplay-adjacent version of it full of people who refuse to research and treat anyone whoâs a genuine nonhuman like theyâre crazy or weird.
Maybe Iâm being too harsh. I dunno. Iâm just upset about this.
(Also yes! I know there are plenty of therians/otherkins there who know what theyâre talking about! I donât mean every nonhuman on tiktok, just these specific kinds.)
#real different from my usual content I know but this pisses me off so bad#therian#therians#otherkin#ghostkin#ghost otherkin#ghost alterhuman#ghost kintype#ghost other kin#ghost alter human#ghost kin#nonhuman#non human#alterhuman#alter human#other kin#tiktok therians
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ghostkin culture is being told that your eerily quiet and getting a confidence boost even if it wasn't meant as a compliment
#ghostkin culture is#ghostkin#ghost kin#ghost otherkin#ghost kintype#ghost alter human#ghost other kin#ghost alterhuman#undead kintype#undead alterhuman#undead otherkin#undead kin#undeadkin#monster alterhuman#monster kintype#monster otherkin#monster kin#monsterkin#cryptid kin#cryptid otherkin#cryptidkin#cryptid kintype#alterhuman#otherkin
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Prompt 338
So the GIW is the Ghost Investigation Ward and not the Ghost Extermination Ward, yes? Hear me out, hm?Â
See, itâs really hard to study ecto-entities when theyâre going all over in and out of the world. Really hard! And of course they arenât like, sentient, studies for years before the boom in this one town showed this! But, the overgrown not-birds (theyâre still debating that) are really hard to watch doing their natural thing when they naturally mimic people around them!Â
So! They got this idea, right? Their operatives can capture some! Theyâve even made enclosures based off of what they currently know! Itâs like containing crows, down to the mimicry & puzzle solving just er, with opposable thumbs and intangibility.Â
And they donât succeed first tries of course (Wow were said operatives frustrated and maybe cursing a bit that might be a bit violently) but then they get some assistance from the Fentons! Trying to hit an ecto-entitiesâ wings in a way to not permanently injure them is hard, but the new net canons that a ghost canât pass through? Perfect!Â
They have so many specimens now! They even released a few that were very much uncontainable- they rely on technology a bit and that entity kept unlocking all the doors. So catch and release with that one it is! Â
They even managed to catch the white-haired ghost! In double! Which might not seem that important, but! As they realize during intake & initial examination (wow are they bitey) the two appear to be young! Something their ectobiologists only theorized about but oh are they excited! (Now if only the two would stop trying to escape their enclosure thatâd be swell! Look, toys! Foo- oh dear God that baby ecto-entity is melting- Oh few, okay note taken to raise ambient ecto levels in that room dear god that was horrifying and stressful. ⊠Maybe get some feelers out for feeding unstable energy entitiesâŠ)Â
#my art#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Ghosts Have Wings#But I combined it with dragon ghosts sort of so more like Ghosts are humanoid Quetzals#Everyone thinks the GIW are trying to kill the ghosts but theyâre trying to study them#Ghosts also speak Ghost Speak & humans canât understand#Danny is panicking when Ellie starts to melt#He also is now terrified of leaving because the thing keeping her stable is the high ecto in the enclosure#The GIW scientists: Itâs like having a heat lamp with chicks to keep their temperature from dropping but like ecto levels!#Technus poking at altered wildlife collar: What a strange snazzy necklace!#Danny: I wonder where Johnny & Kitty are- itâs been quiet from them for a bitâŠ#Kitty & Johnny: Yo let us out let us out Let Us Out jesus fuckin christ they canât hear us through this glass#Skulker brooding on the perch in the wall of his cell: I would shoot you if I had any weapons left- if you come in here I Will Gut You#GIW: Wow what a large variety of vocalizations! So much Science!#Fentons: Huh I wonder where Danny is- gotta finish this contract first though!#Jazz calling JL non emergency line because the police have already dismissed her: my brother is missing and idk what to do
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Crimes Against Existence
The High Queen Phantom has expressed concerns about the state of law within the Mortal Realms.
Walker, sensing a chance to redeem himself in her eyes, volunteers to go out and report the state of the lands to the Queen. She seems pensive, but agrees. Under strict conditions that Walker must NOT detain nor arrest any mortals that would not have been taken into custody or otherwise punished by mortal authorities in the same situation.
She hands him an addendum to his book the Duke has written up for him to use as reference while he operates in the Mortal Realms.
He reluctantly agrees and makes his way to a mortal settlement with that he can sense has strong criminal influence.
He follows the trail to one of most crime-infested cities on Earth: Gotham. His guards clean out an old office, and he sits himself down into a desk.
He turns on the TV and tunes into a random channel. A man who seems like he'd fit with the Far Frozen is locked in combat with a skilled mortal in some sort of outfit. After a bit of research, Walker learns these are the rogues and vigilantes.
Well, this explained quite a few of the High Queen's problems. Though she doesn't know of them just yet.
Now, how do we rectify that?
#dpxdc#dcxdp#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc#Walker#Ghosts have gender set to optional. The ones that didn't start out as human or anything like that just never had it ingrained.#Walker can absolutely alter how any authorities operate when they interact with him even if slightly.#I mean think about it.#The only reason that hasn't happened was cause he stayed in the Infinite Realms before#Walker's concept is a little hodgepodge.#I'll flesh it out a bit more later#Vlad is the Duke of the Infinite Realms#redeemed vlad#good parents jack and maddie#Why not?#Walker is Maddie's father#Although not explicitly said.#I find it a very fun concept to play around with I mean come on!#Walker hates Arkham Asylum#They can't rehabilitate or keep their inmates for the life of them#And incompetence is just as bad as breaking the rules#I realize that I've just thrown ghosts into Gotham for various reasons lately#And I'm working on it#Danny's the Queen I would trust
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childhood friends danny and jason miscellaneous thoughts: because why not, i'm reworking ch2 because it no longer fits with the remaster of chapter 1 so i've been thinking of them, and i love talking about them. which you should totally go read the remaster because its 26k words and im very proud of it and it barely got any attention.
First off Ellie vapes. Mostly because I think its real fucking funny. The first time Danny finds out about it he gets all up in arms about it. Ellie at first thinks its because she's smoking -- which, helloooo pot meet kettle, Danny has been smoking for a lot longer than she has.
And then he throws a curveball at her and says he's upset specifically because its vaping. Like no, no. Dammit, if you're gonna fuck up your lungs you gotta do it properly, none of this cotton-candy flavored nonsense.
He plays it up for laughs and it's largely non-serious 'i can't believe you're using a vape', if only to hide the fact that he is genuinely displeased with his little sister smoking. Self-destructive behaviors and bad habits are his thing, thank you very much.
But, well, he knows he'd be a hypocrite if he told her he didn't like that she was smoking. He's aware its bad for him, but habits are hard to break and he's not particularly keen to break this one in particular.
Danny bullies her relentlessly about it whenever she vapes in front of him. Like don't be a loser, Elle, carry a carton of cigs and a lighter in your back pocket like the rest of us degenerates.
[more under the cut]
Secondly: Danny's piercings? He got the first lobe piercings as a lost bet from Sam in junior year, and they did it in her room with a needle, a small bottle of blood blossom extract, and an apple. He broke out in hives for a week after thanks to the blood blossom, but it prevented the hole from healing up :)
He got the rest done professionally at a piercing place in the Ghost Zone. He asked Johnny where to find it. Sam and Johnny (and Kitty) nearly convinced him into getting snakebites. He got an eyebrow piercing instead.
Danny's undercut is also self-done, he did it because Technus shot at him with an ectoblast and it missed hitting him, but set his hair on fire. Danny got it out pretty quickly, but it left his hair lopsided and obviously looking like it got burned by something. He went to Sam for help after the fight. He liked the way it looks so he's kept it that way since.
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Vlad brought up Jason once(1) in a taunt during a fight, and this was after Jason disappeared from the ghost zone, and Danny very. very nearly killed him on the spot. He hasn't done it since.
Which leads into the other thing: Grief Triggers! As I call them. All Banshees have them in this au.
While all banshees are, in general, in a permanent state of grief, Grief Triggers are a specific emotional response that can cause them to spiral into a state of intense, sometimes debilitating sorrow, and most of the time causes them to start wailing.
Banshees know what their Grief Triggers are and in general tend to try and build up a form of resistance against it so that, if something occurs that happens to trigger said grief, they can at least either get away from other ghosts to let loose or have enough control over themselves that it'll take more work to send them spiraling.
As expected, Jason is Danny's grief trigger. He's built up a pretty good resistance to it so that hey, talking about him and his death is easier than when Danny was fourteen. But a little more prodding and it will trigger, especially depending on who brings him up and how. (See: Vlad)
Grief Triggers also manifest relatively the same; with the induction of an intense state of grief and sorrow, but how a banshee acts on it can sometimes vary. Again, it depends on who triggers it and how. Some of them can get,,, violent, depending on how it happens.
Rath, this au's 'Dan', is a case of a banshee being put into the grief state caused by grief triggers and... never really leaving it. Which they usually do on their own, or with help depending on the severity of it.
At the time it happened Danny was going through the worst week of his life a second time: his best friend's ghost disappeared, then his family and friends all died right in front of him, and then he was stuck with someone who wasn't helping him through that grief.
He was already in the grieving state when Vlad tore out his ghost half. As a result, Vlad only made it worse. With that fury thrown into the mix, Vlad ended up getting torn apart and nobody else was close enough with nor could they get close enough to Rath to help him come down from the wailing state.
So Rath ended up getting stuck in a perpetual negative feedback loop of absolute misery, and well... drove himself insane. The rest of the world became collateral as a result.
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the difference between Danny and Jason lies in the fact that Jason died, while Danny is dead.
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I'm having more thoughts on the CFAU/TMWS universe banshees, actually.
Banshees are either born in the ghost zone from ectoplasm and are ecto-entities and work as banshees as how we know of them, or they're human spirits that died mourning someone and that grief was so intense that it turned them into a banshee. They're a little more rare.
These banshees typically mourn only one person, or sometimes they follow their Realm-born counterparts and choose a family to mourn for. Typically their own.
Ember is not a banshee; human spirit banshees are always mourning another person. However, her abilities emulate certain qualities of banshees: like the beautiful singing. But in comparison to an actual banshee, Ember's voice pales.
Does this mean Danny has the better singing voice? Yeah. Ember is incensed by this.
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If canon Danny and CFAU/TMWS Danny met, I think canon Danny would be kinda unsettled or off put by CFAU.
CFAU Danny still has some pretty core Danny traits, at least I like to think so -- his general drive to help people just out of compassion for them (even if it manifests differently at first due to trauma), his wit and humor, his fear of failing to protect his loved ones, all of those resonate with canon Danny.
However, canon Danny, as far as I can remember and as far as his wiki goes, rarely gets extremely angry or emotional. He gets irritated and he gets annoyed but him getting mad I don't think happens super often. CFAU Danny is the angrier one between Jason and Danny. It's one of the things I consider a division point between him and canon Danny as it's a result of him growing up in Crime Alley. Canon Danny is canonically shy and meek prior to becoming Phantom, CFAU Danny couldn't be -- he'd be dead already.
CFAU Danny's anger would off put canon Danny, in my opinion. His anger, his smoking, and for lack of a better term, his bloodlust would unsettle him.
Like, for example, say CFAU Danny gets transported to a canon (or canon-adjacent) Danny's universe. He's staying with canon for a little bit as they brainstorm how to get him back home, and CFAU Danny goes to school with canon if only so that he's not stuck in the house all day.
Whether they try and pass CFAU Danny off as canon's cousin or if the town already knows that he's another version of Danny, it doesn't matter. Because insert Dash.
Dash who, in CFAU Danny's world, has since learned not to fuck around with Danny or the other kids because Danny has long since asserted that he will beat his ass if he does. 'Fucking around' always predates the 'finding out', and Danny is happy to act as consequence.
(As my father told me (paraphrased) when I was a small child and full of uncontrollable anger: "there's gonna be a day where you're gonna hit someone, and they're gonna hit you back")
And canon Dash, who is used to canon Danny who kinda just takes it because it means that he won't target other people, would see CFAU Danny. He'd notice the resemblance between him and canon, immediately try and go "oh new target!", and try and bully him the same way he does to canon. And Danny "I am the consequences of your actions" CFAU Fenton, instantly throws hands.
Just, CFAU Danny is kind but he's also Gotham-raised and full of bite; he's meaner than canon is. He's more ruthless too, especially in his ghost fights. The ease of which he slips into violence would, imo, discomfort canon. CFAU and Canon would eventually get along though, they're not so different that they'd be in constant clash of each other.
(Canon Danny and Danyal Al Ghul however,,, thats another post LMAO)
#cw smoking#cw vaping#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dead on main au#childhood friends au#cfau#dpdc#ugh i could have made this two parts probably#i've had a lot of thoughts on banshees in this au and how i could adjust them#what i didn't get into: the ghostly behavioral affects that danny has gone through since dying. the ghostly mood swings and#heightened emotions that he's had to work through for the last five years.#one of my favorite lines in the remaster is danny mentioning offhandedly that he's gotten better at his mood swings ever since being a ghos#but also implying that vlad has been on the receiving end of these mood swings before and it didnt end well for him#like yessss gurl go through permanent irrevocable changes of your physiology and psyche that has ultimately altered you from the person you#used to be. you are now no longer fully human yess gurl pick up those habits and behavioral changes that is common in the species you've#been turned into even if its only halfway.#iirc i don't think i included obsessions in this au and checking the remaster doc and the word doesn't show up once in all 26k words of it#so hey looks like we get this instead#danny's singing voice is permanently ingrained in my head as sounding like hozier#its very very funny to imagine my au dannys meeting canon danny or canon adjacent danny#cfau seeing dan: who tf is that?? | canon: um.. dan? our evil alternate future self? | cfau: THATS your evil future self??#canon: yeah?? does yours not. look like that? | cfau: NO?#look if dan saw rath he would do a doubletake is all im saying and then would go âwhat the fuck what the fuck what the fUCKâ#turning rath into a horror movie abomination is the fun part of this au and he's never even gonna show up#jason died but danny is dead. it lies in the past and the present. the was and the is. one of us got up and the other didn't
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hello. i'm cotton. some vent i made.. i'm struggling. the whole system is. - cotton
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#cotton's art#cotton#vent#vent art#trauma#trauma art#ghost#ghost alter#nonhuman#nonhuman alter#non human#non human alter#alter#alter art#art
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charlie slimecicle slash lore very clearly knows codeflippa isnât juanaflippa somewhere inside of him. the specific avoidance of questions with codeflippa points us in that direction and is further confirmed by the direct questions he asked juanaflippa today during dia de los muertosâ are you safe? are you in a happier place? heâs not in any level of denial barring performative, heâs just willing to settle for a codeflippa rather than no flippa at all, and thatâs paraphrased but heâs said something very akin to it out loud. plus today he realized that if the missing eggs donât have ofrendas theyâre likely still alive, and i think to some end even after really processing that his current flippa isnât the original juanaflippa, heâd still want her around emotionally to cope with the possibility of bearing witness to everybody elseâs real egg reunifications. mariana isnât around, his entire family was fundamentally gone at one point. he doesnât want to have nothing again. and if codeflippa leaves, heâs left with nothing. again.
#eleanor.txt#qsmp#slimecicle#this is all paraphrased bc iâm not pulling up the stream for exact quotes rn#i think itâs possible that he believed codeflippa could have been some kind of codefied alteration of the original flippa#which was an arguably realistic theory before today tbh#juanaflippaâs ghost (and the rest of them tbh) clearly arenât frozen at the time of their deaths otherwise they wouldnât have cracks#for another post and time but interesting choice. it will have consequences iâm sure it means Something#but anyway itâs becoming clearer that codeflippa is less a diversion and version of juanaflippa and more an imitation#something designed to look like her and (attempt to) talk like her#all of this to say. he knows what heâs doing#tl;dr: the denial is shallow he knows whatâs happening and heâs consciously letting it#itâs a choice heâs actively making#âqslimecicle is in such deep denialâ NO heâs PRETENDING he is in deep denial and YOU are buying it. like everyone else on the island#whereâs the i am human i have biases blinkie. imagine thatâs here too
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That would be so interesting though, the idea of Megatron betraying GHOST and the autobots for the Maltos and the Terrans' sake
Having to choose between the fragile peace he's helped build and the last hope for their species, the closest thing he has to family. And he chooses the latter.
#maccadam#transformers#tfe megatron#transformers earthspark#earthspark megatron#would this lead to him joining what's left of the decepticons again: this time with some humans and terrans in tow#after all. he never took the autobot badge. even his altered ghost badge still had a little decepticon decal in it.
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I've had a hard time articulating to people just how fundamental spinning used to be in people's lives, and how eerie it is that it's vanished so entirely. It occurred to me today that it's a bit like if in the future all food was made by machine, and people forgot what farming and cooking were. Not just that they forgot how to do it; they had never heard of it.
When they use phrases like "spinning yarns" for telling stories or "heckling a performer" without understanding where they come from, I imagine a scene in the future where someone uses the phrase "stir the pot" to mean "cause a disagreement" and I say, did you know a pot used to be a container for heating food, and stirring was a way of combining different components of food together? "Wow, you're full of weird facts! How do you even know that?"
When I say I spin and people say "What, like you do exercise bikes? Is that a kind of dancing? What's drafting? What's a hackle?" it's like if I started talking about my cooking hobby and my friend asked "What's salt? Also, what's cooking?" Well, you see, there are a lot of stages to food preparation, starting with planting crops, and cooking is one of the later stages. Salt is a chemical used in cooking which mostly alters the flavor of the food but can also be used for other things, like drawing out moisture...
"Wow, that sounds so complicated. You must have done a lot of research. You're so good at cooking!" I'm really not. In the past, children started learning about cooking as early as age five ("Isn't that child labor?"), and many people cooked every day their whole lives ("Man, people worked so hard back then."). And that's just an average person, not to mention people called "chefs" who did it professionally. I go to the historic preservation center to use their stove once or twice a week, and I started learning a couple years ago. So what I know is less sophisticated than what some children could do back in the day.
"Can you make me a snickers bar?" No, that would be pretty hard. I just make sandwiches mostly. Sometimes I do scrambled eggs. "Oh, I would've thought a snickers bar would be way more basic than eggs. They seem so simple!"
Haven't you ever wondered where food comes from? I ask them. When you were a kid, did you ever pick apart the different colored bits in your food and wonder what it was made of? "No, I never really thought about it." Did you know rice balls are called that because they're made from part of a plant called rice? "Oh haha, that's so weird. I thought 'rice' was just an adjective for anything that was soft and white."
People always ask me why I took up spinning. Isn't it weird that there are things we take so much for granted that we don't even notice when they're gone? Isn't it strange that something which has been part of humanity all across the planet since the Neanderthals is being forgotten in our generation? Isn't it funny that when knowledge dies, it leaves behind a ghost, just like a person? Don't you want to commune with it?
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Im always tryna make stuff haunted. There needs to be more ghosts and spectres thats my offical stance.
#personal#buying thrift store artworks that already have haunted energy and painting ghosts into them#crocheting ghosties in yarn as close to my wall colour as i can so you only see their spooky faces when hung up#finding the threads of whats haunting a narrative even if it wasnt intentionally put in there#existing with a ghost alter who haunts both our body physically and our life in lifestyle choices we make#visiting graveyards on valentines day to make sure the existing ghosties arent lonely#why. am i like this. what does it say about me why do i find such comfort in its concepts#would i smooch a ghost? (heck yeah!)#this sounds like a threat. i guess i mean there should be more hauntings not that i want to personally create more ghosts of humans
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prompt: construction worker ghost and his elementary school teacher neighbour who made the poor decision to start feeding him (nsfw, 2k) [based on this old ask] [on ao3 here]
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They say not to feed wild animals.Â
It makes them grow soft, lazy. Alters their behaviour. Takes an animal previously capable of finding its own food dependent on humans for sustenance. Makes them lose their natural fear of humans and nearly always results in an increase in human-wildlife conflicts as they start to seek out people. Itâs a known fact. You canât go to a park without seeing it plastered on posters in the bathroom and on the sides of the vending machines under the gazebos where you purchase your post-hike iced tea and veggie roll to eat on a nearby bench.Â
You know this. So you really donât know what possessed you to leave a cooler full of sandwiches on your neighbourâs doormat before turning in for the night.Â
He wakes up preternaturally early and leaves every morning around four-thirty or five oâclock on the dot. Sometimes in the fog of sleep, you wake to hear the door to the apartment beside yours crack open and slam shut, and then the sound of lumbering footsteps down the hall towards the staircase before that door opens and slams shut too.Â
He never comes home before four oâclock at the earliest. Thatâs around when you come home from work as well, meaning that you sometimes catch him at the door, him covered in grime and reeking of old sweat while you come flouncing down the hall in whatever colourful dress youâd donned that morning, inevitably paint-splattered by the end of the day. Always something appropriate to wear at an elementary school but colourful enough to keep the kidsâ eyes and attention on you.Â
Youâve caught his name in half-whispered conversations with the property manager, but aside from that, all you know about Simon Riley is that he works in construction. He certainly looks the part: big, calloused hands with blunt, dirt-caked nails and cut up fingers, knuckles always swollen and thick. Body all strength and brawn. Hard hat tucked under his armpit and decorated with countless stickers from old job sites, the same way his forearm is covered in tattoos.Â
Youâve even passed by his current job site once or twiceâsome new condo complex going up by the canal thatâs forced you and hundreds of other commuters to leave an extra thirty minutes early to account for the road closures. You pointedly donât bring that up in conversation though. That would just be rude.Â
At least it would be something to talk about though.
Itâs not like the two of you talk. Youâre not close by any means. Though you moved in a few months ago, you havenât had much luck mustering up the confidence to squeak out more than a hi to him in passing. When he grunts back something approximating a hello, itâs all you can do not to break your key in the lock when you hurry into your apartment and slam the door shut behind you, heart beating frantically in your chest.Â
Itâs humiliating. Youâre a grown woman and youâve talked to plenty of men before. Youâve dated plenty of men before. Just because this one speaks in monosyllables and stares at you with an intensity that makes your stomach churn and your palms grow sweaty doesnât change anything. Just because this one is built like a redwood with wrists thick enough that youâd need both hands to wrap around doesnât make him any different than any other person.
And yet, when Simon asks you for your name on a rainy June afternoon after youâve come in after him for a change only to find him sifting through letters at the mailbox, you garble out something that sounds nothing like your name before scurrying up the stairs to your flat.
Itâs humiliating. Itâs humid outside and your dress is sticking to all the wrong places (namely, your nipples and the inside of your thighs when the skirt swishes between your legs with each stride) and now youâve made an ass of yourself in front of the only hot guy in your building. There are serial arsonists with more charm than you.Â
So maybe the sandwiches are an apology letter or an olive branch. Or maybe it just makes your heart race to think of Simon opening up the cooler and finding four wax paper-wrapped sandwiches tucked neatly over ice packs.Â
All you know is that when you step out of your apartment the next morning, the cooler is empty on your doormat, the lid propped open. He must have taken them with him.Â
You smile. A job well done. Apology served fresh, with cucumber slices in the middle.Â
The problem starts when you donât leave him another cooler full of sandwiches on his doormat the next day.Â
You didnât consider that he might think youâd make it a habit. Perhaps thatâs partially on you for not leaving a note on the cooler the first time to explain that it was just a one-off; just a way to apologize for being less than chipper around him. But instead of shrugging it off, you come home after a long day to find him standing right outside your apartment, arms crossed over his chest, thick biceps straining against his sweat-stained shirt.Â
âOpen the door,â Simon commands, nostrils flaring as he glares down at you. He jerks his head towards your door when you just frown, not following. âBeen starving here waiting for you to show up.â
You open your mouth to say something, but nothing comes out. Youâre at a loss for words, never mind that your whole job involves talking. He leaves you speechless though.Â
Simon doesnât move when you step close enough to unlock the door. You try to keep your body angled away so as not to brush up against him, but itâs inevitable. He doesnât move when the door opens either, forcing you to squeeze by him.Â
He goes straight to the kitchen and drags a chair out, letting it scrape across the floor like men always do before taking a seat. You follow after him nervously, apprehensive at having a man in your space. Not just a man, but Simon Riley. It feels sacrilegeânot like he has no right being in your space, but you canât imagine him here, sitting at your tiny dining room table like he comes over for dinner every Sunday.Â
When he catches you standing under the archway to the kitchen just staring at him, he barks, âWell?â
That has you scurrying over to the fridge to pull out the cold cuts and pickled red onions. Thereâs a loaf of bread already on the counter, the bag twisted and tucked underneath because you had to leave in a rush this morning. You donât know half of what you pile on the sandwiches, but whatever you serve him must satisfy him because Simon digs in with gusto, finishing the plate off in only a few bites while you wash the cutlery in the sink. You watch him out of the corner of your eye the whole while.
He leaves not too long after that, only a light warning for you to not miss tomorrowâs lunch before heading back over to his own apartment. You donât even get a word in edgewise.Â
It becomes something of a routine after that and not one you have any control over. Every night before bed, you leave him a cooler full of sandwiches and other things like cut up fruit or slices of cheese on his doormat, and every afternoon you rock up to him waiting on your doorstep, demanding to be let in.Â
He takes to giving you a wet kiss before he leaves, all tongue and his fingers curled around the nape of your neck, holding you in place. When you try to cover his mouth with your hand, he nips at your fingers until you move them and let him slip you some tongue.Â
The day you make him a casserole for supper, he bends you over the back of your couch and eats you out. Simon eats like a man starving, glutting himself on the wetness between your legs, licking even over the furl of your asshole and chuckling under his breath when you squeal and flail, your toes just brushing against the floor.Â
In the aftermath, you sit panting in his lap while he eats. He gets up only briefly to get the bowl of strawberries and cream you left chilling in the fridge before lifting you up and putting you right back in his lap. You stare bleary-eyed when he holds a finger covered in cream up to your lips.
âClean me up, pet,â he says, then watches you with half-lidded eyes while you lick his finger clean.Â
He makes you suck his fingers too, to keep things even. He does it when youâre angled half off the bed, thick digits stuffed down your throat until your eyes leak big, fat tears that he licks away, hungry for those too. The man is always hungry, always keen to fill his belly.Â
The arrangement continues on long enough to become normal, even routine. Simon shows up at your door every day after work waiting to be fed, and then makes you come a couple times before he leaves, a little thank you to repay you for the food. He never really says all that much when he comes around, not a conversationalist of a man. His preference is to eat, fuck, and leave, which youâre happy to accommodate, still too tongue-tied yourself to broach a real conversation.Â
Thatâs all before he starts helping himself to your bed for a quick nap after a big supper. Then for naps that turn into a full nightâs sleep, snoring like a chainsaw under the covers with you tucked under his arm, naked breasts pressed against his side, keeping you awake most of the night until you pass out somewhere around one A.M.Â
Just as you suspected, Simon gets up at around four or five to be at the jobsite on time, but at your place, he gets up a bit earlier to help himself to breakfast. He doesn't even bother waking you up, just turns you over onto your tummy and spreads your legs before sinking his dick into where you're still stretched out from the night before. If you wake up or squirm, he just leans down and murmurs, âS'alright, petâŠjust need a pick me up before work. Go back to sleep, youâre okay,â and ruts between your thighs until he comes inside you and leaves you all wet in bed with one last messy kiss to your temple.Â
The door slams shut on his way out.Â
Because you feed him, he keeps coming back. The workday passes in a blur: attendance, a spelling test, recess, maths in the afternoon, and then youâre driving home in the same daze that has you slamming on the brakes before rear ending an old woman who stopped two cars behind the truck at the redlight ahead.Â
Youâre home earlier than him for a change, so you unlock the door quickly while thereâs still a chance to avoid him. No such luck. When Simon turns up, he pounds on the door until you let him in. And you do.Â
Itâs a wonder you havenât come apart at the seams, horny and pent up after this morning. You were too sleepy to come after all, rode hard and put away wet. Still, you flit nervously around the apartment, looking everywhere but at him.Â
He always smells rich after working all day in the sun, like sweat and dirt. It's not a particularly nice smell, but it still kind of gets you going. He goes for a shower and then collapses on the couch after, beckoning you over to you crawl into his lap and grind yourself on his thigh because he knows of course. Simon can probably smell it on you, the ache. He shushes you when you whine about it, big hands fitting around your hips and pressing you down until your clit rubs deliciously against the muscle of his thigh and your head goes cloudy, cheek mushed against the pillow of his chest.Â
When you come, Simon tips your chin up with his knuckle and murmurs, âKnickers off, love. Havenât got my fill.â
He feeds you your own slick from his fingers when he kneels on the floor in front of the couch, your legs draped over his shoulders. Your fingers scratch helplessly over shorn blond hair, buzzed almost to the scalp. Itâs prickly under your fingertips.Â
Simonâs a messy eater. Your slick dribbles down his lips and glistens on his chin. It makes the blood roar under your skin, feverishly hot.Â
âPlease, Simon,â you whine, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes. âIt hurts.â
You feel his lips quirk up against the folds of your pussy, the flat of his tongue running up the seam and flicking over your clit. He chuckles when your hips jerk. âGreedy arenât you, pet? Didnât even say thank you for getting on my knees.â
ïżœïżœïżœYou didnât make me come!â
His voice borders on mocking when he coos, âPoor little thing. Itâs gonna be a lot longer âtil she gets to come if you donât say thank you.â
Your brain goes staticy, fingers twitching on his scalp. His words echo back in your head. Itâs rubbish, is what it is. All this time and heâs never said thank you once for the countless meals youâve fed him. Indignation bubbles up in you, rising to the surface like fat on the cream, and you raise a hand to rub the tears from your eyes, a harsh rebuke on the tip of your tongue.
The protest dies on your lips when he meets your gaze. Itâs hungrier than anything youâve ever seen. Whatever animal lives under his skin stares back at you with black eyes, drool leaking from its jowls. Itâs mindless, intent only on slaking its hunger. Filling its empty belly. And it is not afraid of you anymore. It knows youâll feed it until itâs full. It knows you wonât let it go hungry anymore.Â
So, always leery of the bigger animal in the room, you mumble out a chest-thick, âThank you,â and shiver when he grins.Â
Thereâs a reason they tell you not to feed strays. They often come back for more.
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âHow can you be a ghost physically if you have a living body-â possession. Obviously.
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ghostkin culture is getting so so excited for halloween!!
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Prompt 316
De-aged Danny but! Heâs been de-aged because a time-traveller didnât want to kill a kid, like thatâs a whole ass teenager, but they also didnât want the whole Dan timeline to happen. And well, they see that the kidâs parents⊠Yeah those are some mad scientists.Â
Therefor! The solution: de-age the kid and take them somewhere else, where someone can raise them right! Itâs perfect! The only issue, something they didnât know about? Danny is a halfa, which means he has medical issues, ones which now that heâs much, much younger and more fragile? Are very much causing problems. Major ones.Â
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ENTRY #11 ⥠F. READER X GOJO SATORU // I starve for your touch yet fear to savor it.
contents: arranged marriage!au, nudity, reader discretion is advised â wc. 1690
a/n: there was no way i wouldn't write a fic based on this picture. just no way.
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Satoru loves to sleep naked.
The beauty of his innate technique, the blessing that he mastered to no end, has stripped him off one of the most basic human needs â touch. He wasnât missing it that much, he thought, but there was something in letting go of everything and allowing himself to be wrapped in the silky layers of bedsheets that made his body crave the feeling.
He has always picked expensive garments, the ones with soft fabrics and luxurious feel, despite everyone telling him itâs unreasonable to spend so much on a shirt or a pair of trousers, but to him, it did matter. To him, that was the only thing touching his body when a thin layer of infinity effectively forced everything else back. To Satoru, touch was forbidden, threatening. It was a vulnerability that he, the strongest, couldnât afford.
But that until heâs met you. Until heâs married you.
You were one of not many people heâs made an exception for. You were able to touch him whenever you wanted because the protective surface of endless matter let you in. Because he himself altered his technique to make you capable of laying your hands on his body.
He longed for your touch. So soft, and delicate, and warm. He craved more of it and yet, despite being shameless and confident, he has not allowed himself to sleep bare even once since the day you and him were bound by the knot of matrimony. It would cross boundaries he wasnât sure youâd wish to cross; it would make you uncomfortable, awkward maybe â and he liked the way your relationship looked like now. He liked the late evenings you talked quietly, alone and intimate in the warm embrace of sheets and your own house.
For you, he let go of the way he used to sleep before because you were worth the sacrifice, but now, you were gone for few days. You were sent on a mission away from Tokyo and the hours Satoru spent alone in bed, thinking of nothing more but your fingertips on top of his skin, made him desperate â and so, he allowed himself the comfort of soft cotton and silk.
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You were tired. Exhausted even, by the intense fight you had to pull through, by the uncomfortable nights spent in the dingy hotel room, by the humid weather and rains. In moments like this, there was nothing you envied more in the world than your husbandâs ability to warp from one place to another, but you got lucky. Incredibly so, because Ijichi offered you a ride home two days earlier than you were supposed to head back and you thanked all gods and devils for that manâs kindness. He was willing to put on some more road just to get you home.
âThank you so, so much, Ijichi,â you kissed his cheek â a ghost of a peck that made him all red and steamy and you felt giddy for a moment, seeing the tips of his ears turn crimson. Adorable. You liked him, he was dutiful, polite, trustworthy and constantly terrorized by your husband, so you were determined to at least be the Gojo he likes.
âYouâre very welcome,â he mumbled and fixed the frames on the bridge of his nose, pushing them up with the tip of his pointer finger. âHave a good rest.â
âYou too, Ijichi.â
Then, he was gone and you were stepping into the house with a deep sense of relief washing over you. Home sweet home. If you were to guess, it was most likely somewhere around 4 am, way too early for anyone to be up â especially your husband â so you gave it your all to stay as quiet as possible. The sun was just showing its first rays from way below the horizon line, crawling up with golden hues and breaking the nightly, navy darkness.
On your toes you moved across the house. It seemed as if Gojo was spending his time alone quite ordinarily â you saw a modest stack of empty takeout boxes, much less humble pile of candy wrappers and his uniform jacket thrown over the couch backrest, along with few other little items that you struggled to differentiate in the nocturnal haze.
You put down your bag, hung up your coat and pushed off the shoes. Ghosting your way towards the bathroom, you were desperate to wash away the combat residuals. You lathered up the shower gel in a rush, desperate to rest and sleep in the comfort of your own bed and then, wrapped in the towel, you tippy-toed to the bedroom, butâ
âCame back earlier?â
âyou truly didnât expect to be met with a sight like this. Your husband was awake, just barely, most likely awaken by the water running in the bathroom. His eyes were closed, hidden underneath his forearm and shielded from the lights that were slowly creeping inside, between the dark curtains and onto his face. His body seemed relaxed between the sheets. The softest, gentlest lines of golden glimmer that painted its patterns over his uncovered chest and leg, his hip and one of the muscular arms. The duvet was covering less than half of him, hiding a part of his stomach, the other leg andâ
âYouâre staring.â
Satoru didnât even have to look at you to know that your gaze was lingering on his frame. On his very, very naked frame, just barely concealed by the comforter.
âSorry,â you mumbled, feeling the heat creeping up your cheeks and reaching the tips of your ears and you thanked the darkness for hiding it away. You walked around the bed, hoping to find your pajama where you left it and trying to force your head out of the gutter. You heard your husband letting out a deep exhale and then, a soft hum. His voice was as melodic as always, though you could tell how much sleepiness was laced into it.
Satoru shouldâve notice you when you entered the area of your house, but he didnât. Tired by his own job, by the classes and all of the meetings, he allowed himself to lower his guard and when he realized youâre home, he contemplated for a moment getting up and dressed, but he just didnât want to.
âYouâre exhausted, screw pajamas, just come here,â he said before he managed to think twice about it. It was a daring offer, inappropriate even and he opened his mouth to apologize for it, but then, you rendered him speechless.
Your weight felt good on top of him. You lay your body over his own with feathery gentleness and carefully maneuvered your way to rest on his chest completely. The touch of your skin flush to his own made his brain to short circuit, it felt divine, too good to be true and just so very right, he couldnât say a word.
âIs that alright?â You asked quietly, pressing your ear right above his heart and letting out a breath that you held for a little too long. Your face felt hot, you were flushed and flustered but also oddly at ease with the current position and you wondered for a moment if it was the tiredness that made you so bold.
âMore than that,â he replied, pulling the covers to hide you beneath them. He allowed one of his arms to snake around your waist and his lips to kiss the top of your head. âRest. Sleep well, wifey.â
âGood night.â
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Satoru thought he was dreaming, but the weight on top of him felt too real. The soft scent of citrusy shower gel that lingered on your skin filled in his lungs each time he took a breath in and there was a tickle, he realized â every time his chest raised, a strand of your hair seemed to be moving against his jawline. You were not a dream.
He opened his eyes, blinking few times, adjusting them to the bright light that forced its way into the bedroom and then, he looked at you. You were still very deep asleep, he could tell based off the long inhales you were taking, slow and relaxed, fanning against his peck rhythmically. Your body was mostly on top of him, you were on his chest, your leg was between his and only your hips were resting on the bed. He still had his arm around you, as if making sure you were as close as possible.
It felt incredible. Intimate. It was everything he could have wished for. A touch, skin to skin, so intense it almost took his breath away. He felt nauseous at the thought, realizing that itâs the first time in his life, heâs that close to someone. So impossibly close that just a little bit more and youâd become a part of him. His heartbeat quickened.
It was so right. So awfully correct and at the same time, so very threatening. He felt helpless. Vulnerable. He was at your mercy, he was robbed of everything what made him the strongest, because at this very moment, he was bare. Uncovered before you, wrapped in an embrace that felt loving, that felt soothing, addicting, but if you only wished to hurt him, youâdâ
You moved, shifting your weight a little bit, adjusting the position and the way your hand run down his side made him shiver. A soft sound escaped your throat when you let out a deeper exhale. He felt your fingers squeezing the flesh above his hip and then, you relaxed again.
âYour heart is beating so fast,â you whispered, not bothering to open your eyes, and Satoru held his breath. âRelaxâŠâ
And he chuckled. His chest vibrated below your ear and the adorable sound of displeasure you let out made him lose all of the tension. He turned, twisting his body inside your embrace to face you fully and he squeezed you with both of his arms, pulling you close. So impossibly close, and you whimpered, suddenly enclosed in a tight hold of your husbandâs limbs. That was it for your sleep.
You could get used to it.
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The Radio Demon Fucks a Human Sacrifice (part 4)
âą part1âĄÌ¶sidestoryâĄÌ¶part2âĄÌ¶part3âĄÌ¶part4 âŁ
7k words of a fever dream, happy Sunday, sinners âšđŠ I really hope you like it đ„șđ
You were back, unexpectedly but welcomed nonetheless. But now Alastor finds himself in a new kind of hell. There was, unfortunately for him, no killing what he felt when he looked at you.
{Warnings/Promises: Smut, Ace spectrum Alastor x FemReader, Alastor has feelings, creampie is the best nighttime snack, Angel is always the good guy, cervix punishment, mating press, Alastor demon form, Antlers go brrrr, drinking to forget, drowning (in cum)((and emotions)), discussions of murder, Alastor gets horny for discussions of murder, kinda breed kink if you squint, I saw a fan image of a hazbin hotel pool and itâs been stuck in my head for days.}
MINORS DNI (ah! Eh! I â stop. I see you. You know I see you, right? Get outta here! đš)
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You were quick to stifle your smile, seeing Alastor standing in front of you with his hand outstretched. Why were you smiling? You were dead. Brutally so. And, You were in hell. But the corners of your mouth kept tugging upward at the sight of the stupid fucking deer demon before you. His own wild smile, eyes half lidded as he looked at you like he knew you.
You took his hand, needing the help standing. He fingers slipped from your palm and came to rub the velvet skin of yourâ- ears? You smacked his hand away, taking a step back.
The look he gave you, confusion? You werenât sure, his head cocked to the side, hand lingering a beat longer in the air. He took a step toward you and you took one back.
Alastor laughed, âQuite the welcome, dear.â
You narrowed your eyes, did he know? Did he know you dreamt of him so many nights? That you struggled daily to not see his face behind your eyelids, not hear his lilting voice in your ear?
âLong time no see, Alastor.â You didnât mean to sound quite so bored when you said it, you werenât really sure at all what was going on in your head. You didnât expect to see him so soon, literally immediately upon your death. You didnât have time to recalibrate the mixed up feelings you had created for yourself over this stranger. Â
You pined for months to see him again, trying so hard to push the memory of him as deep as you could. So deep, in fact, you found yourself tortured at night with fantasies of his company. Even during the day, your life was altered around him. You couldnât listen to the radio, the odd static and reverb just forcing him back into your consciousness. You took long forest walks, thinking about hunters and deer. You wore that fucking robe for an embarrassingly long time, remembering being in another world entirely.
Alastorâs face fell, throat closing slightly as he thought he realized what was happening. You didnât remember the time youâd spent with him. He had been enjoying lazy nights in his room and pleasurable times in the woods with a ghost. He took a step closer, maybe if heâ maybe your body would remember? If you just smelled his bed, perhaps youâd stop acting so cold. If he could awaken the impressions he was sure he left on your soul, he could pick up where he left off. A comfortable companion. Kind eyes that only saw him. His name, sweet and low tumbling from your lips.
You hit the wall with your back, making distance from him. He hadnât hurt you, but you couldnât be sure what would happen now. Fantasies are no indication of a personâs real self. Your dream romps were just thatâ dreams. Fiction your mind produced to fill the gap in your life he somehow created in your short time together. Imagination fleshing out this unknown demon you couldnât stop thinking about.Â
His hand fell. There was a second his smile dropped, brows knitted. It came and it went, âWell! I best go get Charlie. She is the official welcome committee of the Hazbin Hotel, after all. Follow me.â The door swung open, his long arm gesturing.
Charlie pulled you into a hug, bouncing between âWelcome back!â And âI am so, so sorry you died!â She held your hands in hers, âThe hotel has gone through a lot since you left! I have so much to show you. While Alastor has your room bâŠâ her voice carried on, but your mind stayed put. She did jazz hands at every sconce and door frame on the way to the lobby.
You had expected it, your death. You figured there was a 50/50 chance you didnât make it out of that forest. But that didnât make this moment any less surreal. You looked down at your body, yours but new. Your hands came to your head, fingers climbing up your skull until you found them. Two soft, tulip petal shaped ears. Were you going to be sick? The room began to spin. Charlieâs voice underwater. Was some detective going to knock on your parentâs door? Carrying a folder with your photo and bad news? Your eyes clenched at the image, your heart ballooning in your chest.
âMaybe she needs to take a rest,â his voice cut through the waters of your confusion, a spear straight to your psyche. His hand slipped up your arm, resting on your back. You shook your head, eyes blinking wildly.Â
âItâs fine. Please, Charlie, continue your tour.â You took an exaggerated step to your left, out from under his touch. You thought you heard him sigh. Why was he being so kind? The last time you spoke you were staring daggers at him while he carried on about doing exactly what he had promised.
Charlie excitedly presented the lobby to you, the bar, the library. Alastor walked a few feet behind you both, quiet, his shadow dancing down the hallway in front of you. Itâs mouth flipping from grin to grimace and back as it watched you nod along to every detail Charlie felt you should know.
The newest addition to the hotel since you left, a large indoor pool on the second to top floor. You lingered there, watching the water reflect pink and red light from the floor to ceiling windows overlooking Pentagram City.
âAlmost done! To the left is Dadâs studio. He comes and goes. Ya know, parent stuff.â
You tried to mask your concern for whatever damaged parent-child relationship she was referencing.
âAnd to the right is Alastorâs radio station.â
You glanced to the demon, standing near the wall, inspecting his nails. âI didnât know he had a radio station. I just assumed-,â You shrugged, âHe just sounded like that.â
Alastor felt his bottom lid of his left eye twitch involuntarily. Why were you speaking like he wasnât there?
He bit his tongue, literally. He needed time to think, to plan how to handle this situation. Your death was early and therefore unexpected for him, too. Not nearly as surprising, though, as your loss of memory of him.
He knew though, maybe this was for the best. If you were here, if he could see you around the hotel, perhaps that desire to have you near would die down. His shadow shifted behind him before sinking into the floor. Yes, exactly. This was a good thing. His eyes glanced to you, to your little doe features, two ears and a tiny fluff of a tail. His jaw tightened, had you done it on purpose? What did it mean?
âWould you like to see it?â He didnât recognize his own voice, because he hadnât realized he was going to say it until it was done.
Yes. âNo thank you.â You wanted to run face first into the wall. It felt like your ribs were twisting off your spine. One side lurched upâ- touch him. He wants you, he felt so good. Get him alone. The other side pulling downâ- fuck him. He owns you, heâs a demon. Stay away from him.
His ears turned back and down, folding into his skull. You tried to keep your face neutral as you stared back at him, breathing teetering on panting. Every time you looked at him you were in danger of spilling your guts.Â
âWell!â Charlie slid into the tense air between you two, nervous chuckles, âThat makes sense! Because Alâs station is super off limits. So. Uhh where was I going with this.â She looked around, âIs the room ready, Al?â
He nodded, leading you both to the elevator and a few floors down.Â
âThis floor is for our more precious residents. Not that every soul isnât precious! But ya knooow,â she opened your door, âYouâve got Angel, Husk, Niffty, sometimes Cherri Bomb, and Alastor as neighbors!â
Yippee. You get to lie awake knowing the object of your fucked desire is just past an easily smashed wall.
There was a moment where you all three looked at each other. Charlie becoming more and more fidgety as the seconds ticked on.
âSooo, We should let her rest, like you said, right Alastor?â Charlie began a dramatic walk to the bedroom door, taking big steps with high knees.
You needed to do this and let it be. âActually, may I have a moment, Alastor?â
Always, Yes. âI suppose I have the time, my dear.â He twirled his microphone stand before settling it behind his back. Charlie wanted to ask you if you were sure, but the tension was rising again. She backed out of the room, pulling the door closed as she went.
Alone. Again. There was a feeling in the air, like you would either fuck or fight. Was it an animal thing? Or was it always there?
âI never got to thank you.â
His stomach turned, he couldnât bear this again. Please, stop thanking him. Smile straining, struggling to keep it together, he nodded, âWhatever for?â
You had a strange feeling, a familiarity to the conversation. Ah, that was right. Would this end the same way as your dream? With you on your back? âYou were â true to your word.â You fiddled with the comforter of the bed, avoiding looking at him. âYou were gentle and you got me home safe and sound. I didnât thank you. I was just so-,â
âFull of misplaced rage?â His head tilted to the left, eyebrows high.
âJust rage, would have been fine. It was an unfair situation that you helped get me out of.â
Alastor watched your face, only sadness to be found. Not a sight he took any pleasure in. âWell you should truly thank Angel Dust. He is the one who brought me to you, desperate to help you. Even offered me his soul! Not that itâs his to give.â
No one had told you. âOh,â genuine surprise, âThank you for that. Yeah, I have to thank him. Iâd probably still be in Valentinoâsâ,â the light of the lamp beside the bed flickered, âstudio.â
Looking at you, Alastor couldnât decipher the feeling in his chest. Relief, sure. Shock, yes. But behind that, a strange tugging beneath his sternum. A pain, vague and nebulous floating over his chest. Why did you come back so soon? Why did you die so early? He wanted to ask you so many things, but if you didnât retain any memory of your time with him, he doubted he would like the answers.
âIâm going to finish my mental breakdown now, thanks for the tour and uh, the information.â Scratching awkwardly at your arm, you went and opened the door. He paused a moment before moving. âI would like to see your radio station, sometime. If youâd want to show me.â He nodded and left. The room felt colder now, deader.
Your night went exactly how you anticipated, lying awake in the plush red blankets of your new home staring at the ceiling. You wondered if you slept, if youâd see him again. Thoughts of the overworld, family, connections. Little fits of rest came but nothing more than 30 minutes here and there.Â
Alastor paced his room until dawn, an animal in an unlocked cage. When you had appeared, dead and truly in hell, he thought youâd come to see him. He was embarrassed to even think it now, he had believed you wanted to be with him in earnest. As comfortable with his company as he was yours. He cradled his head, again he felt himself succumbing to the enjoyment of others. He had accepted it with you, more so than the rest, and now it was a weapon in your hands. He felt like an idiot. And he hated it. What a fool, to think youâd died to get home to him. A growl rising in his chest. Home. He desperately wanted to see Rosie, to vent the situation and find clarity. But the idea of leaving you alone in the hotel irked him. He couldnât put his finger on why. Maybe you wouldnât be here when he returned. He could always summon you with your connection to him, but he wanted you to be there, with him, of your own volition or he didnât want it at all.
If youâd forgotten entirely, he had two courses of action. To start over, or to let it die.Â
He looked to his bed, remembering you lying there. Sleeping, peaceful, content. Safe. Alastor turned to the wall, knowing you lied just beyond the wallpaper and sheet rock in your own deathbed, alone. The out of place physical need for you was something he struggled with, but whatever feeling this was â far worse. You were his, yet he couldnât have you. Couldnât possess you in the ways heâd grown accustomed to the past year. Starting over felt tedious. But this wasnât a feeling that would die, he knew that. He could feel that by how deep the roots of his despair sunk into his soul when you looked at him like a stranger.Â
He didnât rest that night, and neither did you.
Maybe it was the deal, the connection between you and him, but no matter where you were in the hotel you could feel him. A sixth sense, his presence always on your radar. A small part of your brain power was always on him, focused on the idea of Alastor. You wandered the halls until the others woke, feeling that little string between the two of you. Taut, strong.
When you found Angel that first morning back, you took a seat beside him in the lobby.Â
âAlastor told me you are why I got help. From Valentino.â You tried your best to maintain eye contact, not getting distracted by his arms.
âDonât mention it, sweetheart. I kinda did it for myself, I wouldnât have been able to sleep again if I just let it happen. Iâm a freak but I ainât sick in the head like Val.â He locked his phone, turning to you, âSo do you always start passinâ out mid-convo or does Charlieâs voice just do something to ya?âÂ
You groaned, âDid she tell you that?â
âWell she panic-sang it, real worried about you. Did you get settled in yesterday?â
âI didnât sleep, now that you mention it.â Angel laughed, taking you by surprise, âWhat?â
âOh Iâm sure you didnât. Not with your co-star next door.â He winked, âIâm sure youâre happy to be here in the flesh.â
âUgh I forgot about that. Did -,â
âEveryone see it? Yeah youâre a minor celebrity.â You took a throw pillow and screamed into it while he spoke, âBut hey! At least you donât gotta worry about crazy fans. Smiles will keep âem at bay.â
âWhy would he do anything for me?â Pillow still over your face, you groaned, âIâm just a soul on his roster.â
âHa I donât think he treats just any soul the way heâs been treatinâ you. I think Husk would tell me.â Angel kicked his feet, âWhat a mental image! Does he have pubes? I feel like he does but theyâre like, sharp? Like hostile somehow?â
Pillow down, âEw, Angel! Hostile? How the fuck would I know?â
Angel stopped, wide eyed, âOh is it a secret? Is that part of the deal?â A sinister giggle, âYou can tell oleâ Angel Dust. Weâre pals, remember? You technically owe me.â His many fingers poked at your sides, goading you.
You scrunched up your nose, swatting at his hands, âAngel, what are you talking about?â
His smile fell, now side eyeing you, he opened his mouth to ask you to stop playing coy when he heard you all those nights in Alastorâs room when Charlie burst into the lobby.Â
âI am so sorry! I didnât tell you about the redemption activities!â She tossed papers onto the coffee table, âAlright, plan Stairway to Heaven!â
Angel sat back, bored the juicy gossip had to wait, your attention fully occupied by Charlieâs sketches.
Alastor watched you from the second floor balcony. Over the next few days he would always be watching, either from the shadows or out in the open. Looking at you, that carnal hunger was gone. He felt no overpowering desire to be surrounded by you. But, now and then, youâd make a small noise or sigh and he would feel a little twitch. A muscle memory reaction to you
Where the need to touch you had faded, he instead found an insatiable hunger to be near you. He had thought it would be better, you at the hotel. But it had become worse. The further you were, the more undone he felt. It baffled him. So, he stayed near. You were almost always within earshot or eye sight. If not, he at least knew where you were. He could focus on the hotel and his plans for Charlie only then.Â
You never looked at him, it was obviously on purpose. Even when he would take a seat beside you or across from you, youâd manage to glance everywhere but directly at Alastor. By the fourth day, he felt like he was going to snap. It was beginning to feel disrespectful.Â
That fourth night when you again couldnât sleep, you found yourself at the edge of the pool. Did people in hell swim? Youâd been there for nearly two hours and not a single sinner appeared. It was well past midnight, though.
The entire room was tinged pink, shadows a pretty red. The water itself looked like a sea of rose quartz. You didnât have a bathing suit. You didnât have anything now that you thought about it. Nevertheless, you slipped into the water and let yourself float from the edge.
What a familiar feeling, floating. The ceiling shimmered with the waterâs ever-moving reflection. Mind reeling back to the green glow casting your shadow on the ceiling of Valentinoâs studio. You closed your eyes, you were always sinking it seemed. Sinking out of consciousness, into a another dream, out of the woods and into the bedroom of your captivator. The only times you felt weightlessâ ah, right. Body held up by shadows, cameras rolling. Under him, beneath the stars, sleeping form disconnected from your mind. It was always with him. You wondered for a second if you could sleep like this. What would happen if you drowned. Could you drown?
The carpet soaked with every step you took, your body sopping wet, clothes heavy with pool water. You were dragging your bare feet to the elevator when you saw a light coming from the ajar door to Alastorâs radio studio.Â
He was looking over papers, monocle resting on his cheek. Alastor turned to you, taking note of your shoes in your hand and wet hair. Your ears were heavy with water, fine fur drooping with the weight. âYou look like a drowned rat, my doe.â
âDonât call me that,â you wiped your hair from your face, âI canât sleep.â
You never struggled to sleep in his bed. âWhat did you do when you couldnât sleep on earth?â
Your life already felt far in the rearview, either the effects of sleep exhaustion or your time in the underworld, âI slept⊠really well. Not a sleepless night I can remember.â
Alastor only hummed a response. Because all of your sleepless nights were here, with him.Â
âWhy are you working?â
âWhy are you swimming?â
âI just told you.â Your brows knitted, was this a conversation or a riddle.
Ever present smile beamed back at you, âWell then take a guess!â
You stared at him, sitting at his curved desk with all his switches and buttons. Papers here and there. Just smiling at you. âCool, thanks for the waste of time.â You turned to leave when you heard a low sound coming from his chest.
âWhy do you speak to me like that? Avoid me?â He stood, hair sharp and standing at attention, âWhat have I done to you to deserve your disgust?â
âNothing! Thatâs-,â the problem, âIâm just tired. I donât feel right, like I misplaced something. Thereâs a nagging feeling, maybe something I forgot in the overworld.â
Alastor closed the gap between you two, âI can assure you everything you need is here.â
You rolled your eyes, âYeah. Of course.â Turning to leave, his clawed hand reached for your wrist. Pulling you back, your wet clothes were now soaking into his suit.
His free hand took your chin and made you look up at him. Alastorâs red and pink eyes stared into yours, grin wider than you remembered seeing it before. You fixed your gaze on the desk behind him. âLook at me.â His voice cracked with a static interference. Your eyes finally came to his, your hand now holding his wrist just below your chin. âDonât you dare look away.â He saw it, a flash of recognition flit across your now wide eyes. There was a pulse of electricity to your core, your body remembering his voice, those words, like an activation phrase. How did he know? Your thighs rubbed together, feet barely touching the ground as he held you close.
When his lips crashed into yours, you melted for a moment. Your body relaxed into him, a small whine slipping from your mouth to his. But then something in you snapped back, remembering he was a stranger holding your leash. You pulled his hand from your face with ease as your feet came back to the ground. Tugging your wrist free, you opened your mouth to yell at him, nothing but heavy breathing came out. Again, he reduced you to speechlessness. You glanced at his face before turning; he looked wounded.
You thought you heard his shoes shuffling along the carpet as you rushed into the elevator. A bang, a thrash, echoing down the elevator shaft as you descended to your floor.Â
Did he think because you acquiesced to sex before, somewhat under the pressure of a worse fate, he could just kiss you anytime he wanted? Did he see you as a toy?Â
Maybe being a toy would be nice. Maybe a good fuck would let you finally sleep. He did hit all the right places, those shadowy appendages never letting a single need go ignoredâŠ
You slammed your door shut, angrily peeling off your clothes. No, you werenât a possession. You werenât an object to be taken off the shelf at his convenience. No matter how much your body ached for his clawed hands and thin waist, you wouldnât lower yourself to being under him. Not metaphorically, therefore not physically. You curled onto your bed, naked, body humming for him. Sleep came in pieces, fractured moments of rest.
âYou look like shit.â Angel greeted you when the sun finally rose and everyone mulled around the hotel. You waited until you were sure the lobby bar wouldnât be empty, you didnât want to run into him alone.Â
âHow do you fucking sleep in this place? All night just screams and moans from the city.â You rested your cheek on the bar, âHusk, something with orange juice thatâll make me forget where I am, please.â
âThe moans are my favorite. Speaking of moaninâ in the night-,â Angel was cut off.
âGet used to it. You sold your soul to a psychotic dick. Welcome to the club,â Huskâs tone was harsh, tilting into sardonic as he slid your drink to you.
With a huff, you sat up, âDonât compare us. You sold your soul. Iâ,â you searched with your hands for the word, âwas guilty of having a colossal cunt of an aunt.â A deep sip of your drink, âFuck, he only got my soul because he made a deal with a different demon for it. Soul traded in like a used car. Iâm the Kia Sorento of hell.â
Husk grumbled, âYeah well, either way. Might as well get comfortable. Weâre here for the long haul.â
Angel put a hand out to shut up Husk, scooting his stool closer to you, âSo likeâ did Mister Wrong-Kinda-Horny have you killed?â His eyes went to your ears and back, âIs that why ya came back a little lady deer? Some kinda sex thing?â
You downed your drink and gestured to Husk to refill your glass, speaking to Angel without looking at him, âWhy would he do that?
He grabbed your bar stool and swivelled you to face him, leaning in even closer, âWell, ya knowâŠâ his eyebrows raised up and down, ready to finally get the dirty details, âbecause ya-,â
âMy little doe, just who I was looking for.â His sudden appearance startled all three of you. He was ready now, to pin down your fate. Were you going to stay at the hotel permanently or not? With his supervision or without?
âWhy does everyone keep interruptinâ me?!â Angel slammed his hand on the bar.
On impulse, your own hand formed a first, âStop calling me that!â
Alastor laughed, unhinged, a finger wiping a tear from his eye. Still, the attitude with which you spoke to him surprised him, âOh? Why should I? You are a doe,â his microphone gestured to your head, âAnd your soul belongs to me. If I remember correctly, so does your body.â His eyes darkened, back bent as he came to your eye level, âBut I always have video evidence if youâre unsure of the details.âÂ
You lifted your glass and cocked your arm back to throw it but stopped. Alastor was grinning, something in his stare egging you on. He was loving this. Finally you were paying some attention to him. You were looking right at him.
Setting the glass back down, you left your stool and slipped past him, âLucky for you, radio demon. Itâs all you have anymore.â You had decided you wouldnât give him the satisfaction of saying his name.
Husk sunk beneath the bar, Alastorâs antlers expanding as his eyes became overtaken with black. Angel scrambled over the counter to join the cowering bartender. Alastor whipped around, spine cracking and stretching. You were in the elevator for another quick escape when you turned and saw him gaining on you, his mouth nearly unhinged, teeth sharp and numerous. His body contorted to get his truly demonic face in your eye line, back bending in half to drop his head down, âWhat did you say?â The air around him seemed to bend and shake, the hiss of a misaligned radio station biting at your skin.
Your finger was shaking as you pressed the âclose doorâ button repeatedly, wetting your lips you found your foothold in anger again, âFuck you.â
You didnât recognize the sounds you heard just past the hollow elevator doors. Something between a screech and a wail. Not a sound youâd heard any deer make before.
Shakey knees and legs melting to jelly barely carried you to your room. You collapsed against the door as soon as you entered, locking it. Not that it mattered, you knew that.
A knock shook the wood and made you yelp.
âItâs me!â You recognized Angelâs voice, âLet me in.â
He fell into your room, hair a mess and eyes wide, âI donât know where he went but he left the hotel. Jesus Christ you have balls of steel.â He fixed his hair, adjusting his chest fluff, âOr are a total idiot.â He saw the tears swelling in your eyes, gears shifting immediately, âOh shit, sorry. You okay?â
You shook your head no and crumbled to the floor, âI havenât fucking slept more than three hours a night in like, five fucking days. Iâm going crazy.â
âI donât know why yaâll are fightinâ but canât Alastor help you out? Yaâll are close, maybe a night in his bed will set you straight.â
Your tears streamed down your face, âAngel! What are you talking about?! You keep saying shit like weâre friends. The closest Iâve been to him was in my fucking wet dreams!â You curled into the fetal position on the carpet, exhausted, scared, confused. Youâd never seen something as skin-crawling as his full demonic form. But a part of you was mesmerised by the transformation. A sick part of you, you decided.
Angel lied down beside you, facing you, eyes blinking. One of his hands wiped at your tears, âWhat exactly happened after you went home?âÂ
You sniffled, âI couldnât get him out of my head. I wore your robe. It smelled like you.âÂ
He laughed, âI wondered where that thing went.â
âI started having these dreams, justâ- really fucked dreams of him.â
Angelâs eyes narrowed, âfucked how?â
Your wanted to hide your face but didnât have the energy to move your arms, âHe fucked me in the woods like his life depended on it. Best sex of my life, in my own imagination. Naturally.â
Angel sat up, he didnât know what to ask first, âbest sex?? Sorry- no. Fuck, uh, you had dreams about fucking the Radio Demon? You two never⊠met up?â
You rolled onto your back, shaking your head, âIf he could have visited me, he never did. Trust me, I looked for any sign.â
âUh huuuuh.â Angel nodded, âWell. His extra weird attitude makes more sense. Heâs been super creepy, always just poppingâ outta shadows and shit. More than usual.â
Angel looked over you, crying softly on the floor. He considered telling you, but if Alastor hadnât he figured it was best he stay out of it. Lest he be the one fleeing into elevators.
âHave ya considered actually fucking him?â Angel couldnât believe he was recommending anyone fuck Alastor, but it seemed like maybe itâd actually do you good.
âWhy would I do that?â
Angel looked annoyed, âBecause you wanna fuck him?! Get it out of our system?â
âYes and I sometimes wonder what it would be like to drive into oncoming traffic. We all have the call of the void. Heâ,â you thought about the kiss, âI feel like itâd just make it worse. Iâd want more.â
Angel showed you his phone, âHeâs apparently eating sinners in the doom district, so, itâs your call. But maybe a good bang would get you both to chill out.â He scrolled, âFucking hell. The best sex, of your life? Have you not had much sex or-?â
You crawled up to your bed and plopped your now heavy body down, âAngel.â
âDo you have some weird kink? Is it just really big?â
âAngel!â
âDoes he go full demon and his peni-,â
âANGEL.â
He spun his head around to look at you, âI wanna respect your boundaries but I will actually die again if you donât explain this shit to me.â
Settling back, you groaned, âIâve never felt so needed before. He held onto me like he couldnât breath unless I was under him. But you see him, youâve been here. Does that sound like him?â
Angel sat beside you, âHonestly didnât know he knew what sex was until you came here soâ he leaned back, two arms holding him up, âYou guys are pretty fucked up.â You nodded. âWhat did he say, when you told him about the dreams?â
âDidnât really come up.â You rolled your eyes.
He patted your thigh, âGot it. Youâre gonna owe me like, a metric shit ton of drugs.â Angel pushed off the bed, waving as he left, âIâll see ya tomorrow!âÂ
You sat up, staring curiously at where he had just been. Tomorrow? It was only 9am
.
Angel spent several hours in the lobby, pretending to read and socialize with residents. He jumped from the chaise lounge as soon as he saw Alastor walking into the hotel, âHey uh, I know you know I think youâre a freaky fuck, but I wanna just say it sucks real bad and Iâm sorry.â Alastor didnât reply or even stop walking, Angel having to jog to keep pace.
âI mean, if my fuck buddy thought our bumpinâ uglies was all just dreams Iâd be super fuckinâ bummed too.â Alastor became so still so quickly that Angel nearly fell over trying to stop his momentum. He waved his hand in front of Alastorâs face to make sure he was still conscious, âuhh anyone home in there?â
Alastorâs eyes flicked to dials, residents looking up warily as the power flickered and the space seemed to distort around them, âExplain, quickly.â
âShe told me this morninâ! She thinks all those nights you were banginâ her brains out â which, from one porn star to another, sounded top notch from my room â weâre just horny dreams. Sheâs all fucked in the head about it.â
Alastor melted into his shadow and slinked down the hall and up the walls, leaving Angel behind, âYou all owe me!â
You heard footsteps suddenly advancing on you down the hall. Spinning around, your nose nearly brushed against his, Alastorâs face already down to your level.
He leaned in to you, his mouth hitting against your cheek, âI need to speak to you in my room, dear.â His voice was clearly not asking you.Â
Your blood ran cold, goosebumps dancing down your neck and arms. âWhy would-,â
âNow.â His arms wrapped around your waist, you pushed him away and turned to walk off but stopped. You werenât in the hallway anymore. A bedroom. With a haughty laugh you turned to spit venom at him for such a dirty trick.
 As if expecting it, he cut you off, âThey werenât dreams, my doe. It was astral projection.â He took you by the shoulders and pointed your entire body at the forest scene melting into his room. Had it always been there? You couldnât remember seeing it before, when you arrived in hell. Just him and his smile.
You felt the blush rise from your toes to your ear tips. Both hands came to your face, desperate to hide your existence from the situation.
You remembered that grassy clearing, the tree line. Peaking in and up, you saw the starry sky you spent so many nights moaning into.
âWhy-,â your hands balled into fists, âdidnât you tell me?!â You turned to him, face red. You wanted to shove him, to hit him, but your mother taught you better than to lay hands on someone first. You finished fights, not started them.
Alastor smiled down at you, like he always did, âI thought you had no memory of our-,â
You cut off him off at the head, âvisits.â
He laughed, âspirited visits.â Was that a pun? You groaned.
âI, I thought it was just make believe.â The gentle touches, the sweet names whispered into your skin, the way you could taste him even after you woke. The blush burned your cheeks.
Now that you knew, now that your eyes fell on him once again with recognition, he felt youâd actually answer him, âHow did you die?âÂ
The question took you by surprise, You thought it was obvious, âI tried to kill a hunter in the woods. Well, I did kill him. But he killed me, too.â
A genuine grin spread across his lips, a cackle, âYou killed a man?!â You shouldnât have been so proud, but he looked so impressed, âTell me every detail. Who was he to you?â Alastorâs hands came to your arms. You remembered last night, pulse quickening, and walked to his bed. You took a seat on the end, sinking softly into the plush blankets. Your hand ran over the fabric.Â
âMy employeeâs father.â The fabric was soft, the threads tiny and tight.
Alastor took a seat beside you, legs crossed, âOh? And why him?â
A hum, âHe was a bad man.â
His hand picked up yours, bringing it to his mouth. There was that loss of blood to his brain, something you effortlessly did to him. âWho says?â His own heart picking up pace. You killed. Was it egotistical to think you inspired such a thing? Did you kill for him?
You watched your fingers tremble under his lips, âWhat?â
âWho says he was bad?â
Your eyes searched the room for an answer, âI think anyone would agree with me.â
His smile reached his eyes, âSo you decided? He probably thought he was quite alright.â He turned your wrist over, mouth pressing to your pulse point. âDid you plan it?â Your scent was familiar but different now. Skin still just as soft. He felt himself salivate. Your spell just as strong in death.Â
A gulp, all of those walls you struggled to keep standing turned to dust against his smirk. A stranger, a lover. Effortlessly your body shifted into a new gear under his touch. âYeah, for a week. I waited until I knew he was going to be there. Walked the paths, bought a knife.â
âA knife,â he practically purred, âA favorite. No gun?â He pulled your arm toward him, bringing your whole body into his.
âI wanted something more⊠personal.â
Alastor buckled slightly, cock jumping in his lap. âYou were made to be my undoing. I am sure of it. A cruel joke from heaven to distract me.â His mouth found your neck next, little nips before he chose a place and latched, sucking a bruise easily seen by others.
âThis is a really fucked conversation, Alastor.â Your body softened, a small sigh coming before you could consider being embarrassed.
âFor a âfuckedâ situation, my dear.â His nose traced along your jaw. âBut one youâll find I quite enjoy.â He placed your hand on his lap. Did he see the face you made? The stupid grin? Your hand squeezed lightly on the length you felt tenting his pants, earning a moan into your cheek. Real. He was real. In your hands, now. No dreams or projection. No fantasies. No little pink toy. âBear with me, just a little more. Youâll find my ⊠proclivity for such topics quite important for these kinds activities.â
âYouâre sick.â You turned, nose to nose smiling still.
He hummed, his own smile spreading, âdesperately so.â Your hand gently traced the shape of him through his pants, âWhy did you kill him? As opposed to all the other bad men?â
A question you didnât feel you could answer, âThis topic is having the opposite effect on meâŠâ you squeezed him again.
âFair enough,â he pushed you back onto the bed, leg going over your body to straddle you, âThen tell me how you felt? A compromise.â
How did you feel? When you killed him? âI felt strong.â He repositioned himself between your legs, âI wasnât scared. I knew Iâd succeed or-,â
âOr?â His breathing now a barely strained pant. Say it. Say it and heâll let himself go completely.
You focused on the canopy of his bed, a red wine color much like his own coat. âOr Iâd end up here, with you.â His head fell, forehead resting on your stomach. You looked down to see his antlers larger than before, no longer cute little prongs. âAlastor?â
He wasnât an idiot.Â
Maybe a little roundabout, but you chose him.Â
Red dribbled from his chin, mind going foggy as eyes went black. His hands rid you of your clothes with delicate cuts, your body lurched up the bed by wide palms.Â
You chose to come back.Â
Your hands came down to undo his pants and belt, seeing he probably couldnât manage himself. As soon as he was free of his clothes, he was rutting into your thigh. âAlastorâ, you took his face in both hands, dials flickers to dilated pupils as you got him to focus on you.Â
âMy little doe.â
You came home.
His head came to rest just above yours, wide and sharp antlers just out of reach. His leaking cock finally found your core, Alastor groaning into the blankets to find you already so wet. Your hands gripped his arms, nails breaking skin in anticipation.
Lined up and impatient, he pushed up into you with unmeasured force. You bit onto the flesh of his shoulder, trying to keep yourself from screaming. In those dreamlike visits, he filled you so perfectly, body molding to him. But now, you were stuffed. With one thrust your cervix was bruised and tender. The tiniest pain bled into the eye-rolling pleasure of having him back in you. With heavy breaths he thrust into you with a need you couldnât ever remember feeling before. He fucked you like he would die without your moans spilling across his chest.Â
And it was true, feeling your soft cunt clenching him so tightly was a need more than anything else. A ray of light at the bottom of the Marianaâs trench. Impossible, and undeserved. You were everything he wasn't good enough to have, wasnât clean enough of conscience to hold. An angel clipping a wing to dip into hell, you killed to sink back into his arms. Even if you didnât say it, not yet. He could feel it in you. He had left a deeper impression on your soul than perhaps you had his. You werenât just his by way of a deal, you corrupted yourself to his level.
He looked down at you, your eyes already wet and unfocused, mouth hanging open as every breath turned into rhythmic moans. Your soul a fresh snowfall, your adoration for him a drop of blood. His eyes shut, mind focused on where you and him merged now. Friction pulling him forward to his climax.
Your body was trembling, his lower stomach rubbing against your already swollen clit. That soft button just past your entrance wasnât just being pressed, it was smashed against your walls with his shaft. His head dragging past it. You wanted to speak, to express how good you felt, but your tongue was frozen in your mouth. Every inhale became a gasp, every exhale was now a moan. You felt his body tighten, thrusts become shallow as his large head refused to stray far from your womb. Silently, your hands tore into his shoulders as you gripped through your orgasm. The muscles in your jaw now locked. Your legs came to wrap around his hips and draw him in, thighs convulsing as his pace didnât stop for you to recover.
With an unmistakable mating press, his cock buried itself in your pussy. Balls deep suddenly made more sense as a phrase. Your cervix stung as his body forced more room for itself in you. The way your walls spasmed around him felt debauched, your body starved for him. Hungry as he had been. Alastor felt your soft cunt drowning in his seed and he groaned into your hair. Already spilling out, he didnât even consider unsheathing himself from you.
You struggled to slow your heart rate, vision blocked entirely with his own heaving chest. As he softened in you, so did his form. Body reconfiguring above you, antlers now small and uncharacteristically cute.
With regained red eyes, he looked at your face.Â
âAre you-,â he sighed, âAsleep.â Not a bad future after all, he mused. Watching you sleep.Â
He considered wiping you down before placing you beneath his blanket, but it seemed like such a waste. Your head on his pillow, he felt everything in his chest settle. Like a puzzle whose pieces were all right but just not flush, his own damned soul settled flat. Everything snuggly in place.Â
One of his large palms came to rest on your head, a familiar place for him now, âSleep well, darling doe. Iâll be here when you wake.âÂ
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