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chrissy-kaos · 9 months ago
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Holy crap I feel like a completely different person today. I woke up feeling amazing! I have so much energy. It’s so strange. I don’t remember how it felt to feel like this. It’s wild. I’ve been sick for so long that I thought it was normal to be tried and lethargic all the time. I hope this is a sign of things to come when I’m fully recovered.
Also I got to get out of the house for a bit. Fresh air and sunshine does wonders for a persons mental health. Plus I got to eat at my fav burrito joint so I’m very very happy today!
Btw that’s post 2 days in a row.. I might be back 😉
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whozkay · 2 months ago
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since I was fired from my previous job (not the last), I had to stop going to the therapy. that was super sad!
for this time, I struggled to handle negative emotions. I could never understand how people say so easily "avoid negative situations/thoughts". that's so easy when you say it from a comfortable place, they never understand how it feels...
but after I tried to kms and failed I got an emergency entry for the psychological health care program here in my city.
one month with this new psychologist helping me and I can see the world from another view. sometimes the things she says to me hurt. not in a bad way. she says in the best way she can, but realise I'm not perfect, I have a lot of problems and I'm not as good as I imagine, hurts a little.
it hurts to make me grow!
“think before you speak”, she told me once. I thought it wasn't that big of a piece of advice, but I tried... I was SO WRONG!!! I avoid a bunch of stressful situations just for thinking “should I say something? what should I get from talking about this? a big nothing! so let's be quiet”
sometimes I forget to think, I'm still learning.
the psychologist told me last week she was proud of me cause I could reflect about this and start to practice in real life, even though I'm still not perfect, but I'm trying and learning
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warm-autumn-evenings · 2 years ago
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I am proud of myself today. I had a very important task that would have made my future better and I didn’t abandon myself. Past versions of me would have definitely ignored things and self sabotaged. Today I didn’t. I am proud.
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choccy-sippy · 6 months ago
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Spring? No. I'm in hell, the sun is on steroid
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ricky-mortis · 8 months ago
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So, I heard it was Holloweane Week?
It’s a bit late in the week but I wanted to draw something for it, and I liked this prompt.
The way I see it- their roles may have been swapped, but their dynamic? Exactly the same.
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rozugold · 6 months ago
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There are 2 Tommys in my head and they are both mentally ill
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lotus-pear · 1 year ago
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i think you guys are onto smth..
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i unironically got invested in this HELP
#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭#kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔#dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd#anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!!#takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve#both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year#newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :(#before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work#he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba#so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit#kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it#when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai#he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg#when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration#they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back#dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES)#and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed#ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again#this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws#bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain
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venompinks · 4 months ago
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queen ✴︎
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lisutarid-a · 5 months ago
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introspectivememories · 9 months ago
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okay so i know that dash baxter barely gets any character development in the show but like the idea that danny hates dash? boo, lame, overdone!!!! danny who can beat dash up and dash knows this and everyone knows this but by god danny needs something normal to cling on to so dash shoves him in a locker everyday?? yeah that's the good shit
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago
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The Start of the Truth [End of season 1]
[First] Prev <–-> Next
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claymoreraymore · 15 days ago
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Doodles
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hollytree33 · 8 months ago
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Im having feelings about Shivana’s mom today
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m0e-ru · 5 months ago
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manager manager can you draw naoto about to cross a road
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happy 1 year to naoto about to cross a road 👍
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pinetreespants · 3 months ago
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Dissenting usually ends in death
(my keyboard borked so enjoy my nasty ass writing.)
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spaciebabie · 10 days ago
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at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!
#i have had this stupid fucking rule for myself for years since i was little#''dont speak unless you're spoken to or else something bad will happen. nobody wants to hear what you have to say unless they ask''#I TELL MYSELF THAT ALL THE TIME????#AND I DIDNT REALIZE IT WASNT NORMAL#thats not something that healthy people think to themselves whenever they want to talk to people. they just talk to them#they dont tell themselves not to speak to people for fear of what may happen to them jesus christ spacie#i get so scared when i message anybody ANYTHING#bc everything and anything i wanna talk about feels so stupid why would anyone give a shit#staring at a funny joke i want to send someone for 30 fucking minutes before deleting it b/c my brain is like ''errmm who cares?''#''also they're going to yell at you for wasting their time!!!''#i sent my friend a meme once and had a panic attack (or maybe a flashback?? im still trying to figure out what they are) immediately after#this shit sucks dude. it sucks#at least im processing what happened to me. thats why it hurts so bad rn its been stockpiled for like.#2 decades#im not looking for any sympathy here im just putting it out there#so that anybody who feels the same way i do know they're not alone#ive been struggling everyday for like 2 months now (actually DEFINITELY longer)#it will get better. things just need to be taken one step at a time#i have gotten thru my worst days i have a 100% success rate#how many days have i been alive#7930#lightwork#lets keep it goin#vent#trauma tw#trauma mention#wrote this post thru a flashback btw!! dealing with them is getting easier#before i would be unable to function for days at a time!!!#with one of the most recent ones i had i was so in the thick of it i avoided everyone i knew for a week cuz i was convinced#i was an evil unlovable freak that only wanted to hurt people
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