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Holy crap I feel like a completely different person today. I woke up feeling amazing! I have so much energy. It’s so strange. I don’t remember how it felt to feel like this. It’s wild. I’ve been sick for so long that I thought it was normal to be tried and lethargic all the time. I hope this is a sign of things to come when I’m fully recovered.
Also I got to get out of the house for a bit. Fresh air and sunshine does wonders for a persons mental health. Plus I got to eat at my fav burrito joint so I’m very very happy today!
Btw that’s post 2 days in a row.. I might be back 😉
#burrito bowl#burritos#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#mtf hrt#girlslikeus#maletofemale#transformation#making my comeback#getting better everyday#trans women are beautiful#trans women#trans woman#transexual#transition#this is what trans looks like#trans community#mtf trans#trans experience#trans feminine#trans fem#trans girl#trans is beautiful#trans positivity#mtf positivity#actually mtf
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since I was fired from my previous job (not the last), I had to stop going to the therapy. that was super sad!
for this time, I struggled to handle negative emotions. I could never understand how people say so easily "avoid negative situations/thoughts". that's so easy when you say it from a comfortable place, they never understand how it feels...
but after I tried to kms and failed I got an emergency entry for the psychological health care program here in my city.
one month with this new psychologist helping me and I can see the world from another view. sometimes the things she says to me hurt. not in a bad way. she says in the best way she can, but realise I'm not perfect, I have a lot of problems and I'm not as good as I imagine, hurts a little.
it hurts to make me grow!
“think before you speak”, she told me once. I thought it wasn't that big of a piece of advice, but I tried... I was SO WRONG!!! I avoid a bunch of stressful situations just for thinking “should I say something? what should I get from talking about this? a big nothing! so let's be quiet”
sometimes I forget to think, I'm still learning.
the psychologist told me last week she was proud of me cause I could reflect about this and start to practice in real life, even though I'm still not perfect, but I'm trying and learning
#health and wellness#psychological well being#therapy talk#therapy#reflection#getting better everyday
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I am proud of myself today. I had a very important task that would have made my future better and I didn’t abandon myself. Past versions of me would have definitely ignored things and self sabotaged. Today I didn’t. I am proud.
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Spring? No. I'm in hell, the sun is on steroid
#re4 remake#fanart#leon s kennedy#luis serra#serennedy#ashley graham#my art#I'm kind of back(?) but not really#my health is still pretty shit but at least my burn out is getting better (i think)#ITS 38C EVERYDAY IM GONNA DIE
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So, I heard it was Holloweane Week?
It’s a bit late in the week but I wanted to draw something for it, and I liked this prompt.
The way I see it- their roles may have been swapped, but their dynamic? Exactly the same.
#t4t Holloweane my beloved#everyday I thank tumblr user ohnoitsjetster for introducing me to that HC#I gave Duke 70s hair and I love it so much it came out so good imo#and Miss Holloway is always just <3#I tried to modernize her a little bit#we’ll see what yall think#these two are fun but by god they are hard to draw#especially Kim#I swear I’ll get better at drawing her#what beautiful people though#social worker miss Holloway and witch Duke tho#omg so good#i imagine Holloway would go by Holly#Holly and Mister Keane#I’ve had a lot of thoughts while drawing this#hatchetfield#Starkid#nightmare time#nightmare time 2#miss holloway#duke keane#kim whalen#Curt mega#holloweane#holloweane week#holloweane week 2024#Holloweane week day 6#my art#:)
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There are 2 Tommys in my head and they are both mentally ill
#dream smp#dream smp fanart#c!tommy#painted illusions#distorted illusions#rozoodles#but they’re getting better!!!! or atleast coping with it better#I know I haven’t posted bout them in a bit but I am thinking about them everyday
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i think you guys are onto smth..
i unironically got invested in this HELP
#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭#kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔#dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd#anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!!#takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve#both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year#newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :(#before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work#he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba#so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit#kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it#when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai#he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg#when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration#they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back#dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES)#and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed#ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again#this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws#bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain
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queen ✴︎
#jisoo#idolady#kgoddesses#ksoloists#ggnet#femaleidol#femadolsedit#femaleidolsedit#blackpink#blackpink jisoo#kim jisoo#bp#bp jisoo#jisoo edits#bp edits#jisoo instagram#cartier#blackpinkedit#*edits#she looks so good#everyday her face card just gets better and better#the rings in her hair!!!
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#final fantasy#final fantasy vii#ffvii#ff7#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii rebirth#ffvii rebirth#advent children#ff7 rebirth spoilers#ffgraphics#rufus shinra#ff7 rufus#my graphics#using the same moments over and over again cause i killed way too much time sharpening them 🤭#might i say that my obsession over this man gets worse everyday#i need the whole game just with him#and it'd better be a dating simulator
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okay so i know that dash baxter barely gets any character development in the show but like the idea that danny hates dash? boo, lame, overdone!!!! danny who can beat dash up and dash knows this and everyone knows this but by god danny needs something normal to cling on to so dash shoves him in a locker everyday?? yeah that's the good shit
#like danny more than anything wants to be normal except he is schrodinger;s person so he'll never be normal#but dash still shoves him in the locker everyday and dash still gives him swirlies and dash still calls him 'fen-twerp'#so he's still a normal teen... right?#dash doesn't bully danny for a day and he watches the way danny get progressively worse throughout the day#dash bewildered: is he like- going through bully withdrawls???#tucker exhausted after 2nd period: dude can you just like shove him into a locker or smth?#dash: i'm trying to be better!! kwan says that i am being too much these days#sam also exhausted: be better after danny graduates#also the idea of like dash bullying danny is their way of saying 'hello' is sooo funny to me#danny as he's getting shoved into a locker: so how's your mom?#dash: better now but like that cough isn' going away yknow?#danny contorting himself to fit in the locker better: you should take her to dr. esperanza later. i heard the flu's going around#dash closing the door: alr thanks for the tip. stay in there for at least 5 minutes#danny preparing to nap: whatever#dp#danny phantom#danny fenton#dash baxter#swagger bishie#teddy ghost#dandash#ig i'll tag those bc i am a pretty big swagger bishie shipper but you could totally read this as platonic
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The Start of the Truth [End of season 1]
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#a-qing#xiao xingchen#tulu xuanwu#And that's the end of season 1! 70 + (6 bonus) comics since I set out on this quest....and I would do it again B*)#I really wanted to push myself for this comic and make something pretty to really cap off this journey.#Art is actually very fun I love having a vision and making it into physical reality! Everyday I get a little better! Yippeee!#I never imagined I would have the kind of support I currently do as I've been making these comics#Hard to imagine I thought art was something I wouldn't have a shot at. Much less have the opportunity to have a community behind me#I want to keep growing and improving! I appreciate every single comment and tag and encouraging message!#I have a *fanart* folder. The me from a year ago could have never thought that could be a thing#Just...wow....thank you all so much for everything. I mean it more than I can put into words B'*)
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Doodles
#mcr#gerard way#mcr fanart#my chemical romance#my chemical romance fanart#gerard way fanart#ray toro#ray toro Fanart#drawing mcr everyday til I get better day 1#party poison#How do you tag in this fandom
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Im having feelings about Shivana’s mom today
#my art#shivana lavellan#dragon age#lavellan#dragon age fanart#dai#everyday I get closer to writing about her#I’m so insecure about my writing though#which is silly#I know the only way to get better at something is to actually#do it#annyyywayyyyy#have I mentioned that Shiv has a twin brother#they hate each other#I should draw him#dragon age inquisition
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manager manager can you draw naoto about to cross a road
happy 1 year to naoto about to cross a road 👍
#assk#gay-yosuke#persona 4#p4#naoto shirogane#kanji tatsumi#rise kujikawa#arttag#boot.tingting#// hey did you remember the follow up punchline to this or something im sure there was something#// jsyk ive had this specific list of asks in a todo list ever since i got them and i get to look at it everdyday#// but theres the thing with me melting my everyday environment into one another until it coalesces entirely#// but ive finally foudn some free time to actually relax while im drawing and not worry so much about my wrists#// and i;d also like to thank you all for your continued patronage encouraging me to serve you better
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Dissenting usually ends in death
(my keyboard borked so enjoy my nasty ass writing.)
#cult of the lamb#my art#cotl lamb#digital art#cotl narinder#cotl#cotl toww#cotl oc#*screams into my elbow*#void of sin au#i forgor i have an AU#im lying#i write about it everyday#anyways heres an oc#me when i realize i have to story tell to story tell to get better at story telling so i gotta tell stories
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at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!
#i have had this stupid fucking rule for myself for years since i was little#''dont speak unless you're spoken to or else something bad will happen. nobody wants to hear what you have to say unless they ask''#I TELL MYSELF THAT ALL THE TIME????#AND I DIDNT REALIZE IT WASNT NORMAL#thats not something that healthy people think to themselves whenever they want to talk to people. they just talk to them#they dont tell themselves not to speak to people for fear of what may happen to them jesus christ spacie#i get so scared when i message anybody ANYTHING#bc everything and anything i wanna talk about feels so stupid why would anyone give a shit#staring at a funny joke i want to send someone for 30 fucking minutes before deleting it b/c my brain is like ''errmm who cares?''#''also they're going to yell at you for wasting their time!!!''#i sent my friend a meme once and had a panic attack (or maybe a flashback?? im still trying to figure out what they are) immediately after#this shit sucks dude. it sucks#at least im processing what happened to me. thats why it hurts so bad rn its been stockpiled for like.#2 decades#im not looking for any sympathy here im just putting it out there#so that anybody who feels the same way i do know they're not alone#ive been struggling everyday for like 2 months now (actually DEFINITELY longer)#it will get better. things just need to be taken one step at a time#i have gotten thru my worst days i have a 100% success rate#how many days have i been alive#7930#lightwork#lets keep it goin#vent#trauma tw#trauma mention#wrote this post thru a flashback btw!! dealing with them is getting easier#before i would be unable to function for days at a time!!!#with one of the most recent ones i had i was so in the thick of it i avoided everyone i knew for a week cuz i was convinced#i was an evil unlovable freak that only wanted to hurt people
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