#getting better everyday

[chrissy-kaos]

Holy crap I feel like a completely different person today. I woke up feeling amazing! I have so much energy. It’s so strange. I don’t remember how it felt to feel like this. It’s wild. I’ve been sick for so long that I thought it was normal to be tried and lethargic all the time. I hope this is a sign of things to come when I’m fully recovered.

Also I got to get out of the house for a bit. Fresh air and sunshine does wonders for a persons mental health. Plus I got to eat at my fav burrito joint so I’m very very happy today!

Btw that’s post 2 days in a row.. I might be back 😉

[cmx1000]

I had therapy today. I only have 2 more sessions and that’s all this clinic can provide for me, they don’t provide long term therapy. I’m on a waitlist at another clinic but I haven’t made the calls to the others I’ve been referred to. It’s going to be weird for my therapy to stop so suddenly after I’ve been going since August. But I’ve got 2 weeks to make that plan and maybe one of the other clinics can get me seen quicker.

[whozkay]

since I was fired from my previous job (not the last), I had to stop going to the therapy. that was super sad!

for this time, I struggled to handle negative emotions. I could never understand how people say so easily "avoid negative situations/thoughts". that's so easy when you say it from a comfortable place, they never understand how it feels...

but after I tried to kms and failed I got an emergency entry for the psychological health care program here in my city.

one month with this new psychologist helping me and I can see the world from another view. sometimes the things she says to me hurt. not in a bad way. she says in the best way she can, but realise I'm not perfect, I have a lot of problems and I'm not as good as I imagine, hurts a little.

it hurts to make me grow!

“think before you speak”, she told me once. I thought it wasn't that big of a piece of advice, but I tried... I was SO WRONG!!! I avoid a bunch of stressful situations just for thinking “should I say something? what should I get from talking about this? a big nothing! so let's be quiet”

sometimes I forget to think, I'm still learning.

the psychologist told me last week she was proud of me cause I could reflect about this and start to practice in real life, even though I'm still not perfect, but I'm trying and learning

[krussyarts]

Family

[hoofpeet]

Guy who has to go through his own blog every so often to to re-learn his speech patterns

[choccy-sippy]

Spring? No. I'm in hell, the sun is on steroid

[ricky-mortis]

So, I heard it was Holloweane Week?

It’s a bit late in the week but I wanted to draw something for it, and I liked this prompt.

The way I see it- their roles may have been swapped, but their dynamic? Exactly the same.

[gemgdynamight0]

Katsuki not needing to use his crazy moves like cluster anymore (because apparently now there are only some petty thieves and not dangerous villains 🤡) is truly sad. It's like you cutting off a butterfly's wings.

(and in his fight against afo he got even faster than this because he learned how to control his quirk awakening)

"some birds aren't meant to be caged" and all :))

[sweetsourbelt]

i canr stop drawing tsubomb

[rozugold]

There are 2 Tommys in my head and they are both mentally ill

[cmx1000]

I’m Proud of Myself

I went to see The Nutcracker with my wife. We bought tickets a month ago and I actually followed through on going. In the past 2 years I’ve wasted somewhere around $300-400 on concert tickets that I’ve had too much anxiety to actually follow through on. The regret of not going to those shows and not making those memories with my friends has been eating at me for so long and I have finally made a step in getting through my fear of being in public again and getting my life back. I’ve been getting better at going out in public by not looking anyone in the eyes and choosing the path I walk rather than let someone else lead. It’s the easiest way to get through it, I’ve found for me anyways. I had a great day with my wife and I’m getting better everyday.

[lotus-pear]

i think you guys are onto smth..

i unironically got invested in this HELP

[introspectivememories]

okay so i know that dash baxter barely gets any character development in the show but like the idea that danny hates dash? boo, lame, overdone!!!! danny who can beat dash up and dash knows this and everyone knows this but by god danny needs something normal to cling on to so dash shoves him in a locker everyday?? yeah that's the good shit

[venompinks]

queen ✴︎

[lisutarid-a]

[princessefemmelesbian]

Maybe I’m just being dramatic but it does legitimately scare and sadden me to see that a lot of transandrophobia truthers are literally just…young boys. Like, actual children. Like you’re not even old enough to vote yet and you have your whole life ahead of you and yet you are being manipulated into joining an mra group that hates trans women with a passion and thinks that men are oppressed in society for being men, and constantly uses Black men as their talking point in order to sound diverse and inclusive, meanwhile they’re also appropriating and misusing terminology specifically created by Black women to talk about our own oppression in order to get their misandry point across…to say nothing of the fact that the largest people in this group(including but not limited to its creator!) have misogynistic rape/detrans kinks centered specifically around preying on lesbians and trans women and this is something that is normalized and defended by the vast majority of transandrophobia truthers, or at least defended viciously by every single transandrodork that I’ve ever encountered who argued with me(a lesbian!!!) that actually there’s nothing wrong with getting off to the corrective rape of women because two consenting adults can do whatever they want in the bedroom(yeah right)! Not to mention I have yet to come across a transandrophobia truther who wasn’t also a raging die-hard Zionist.

And that’s why it disturbs me so much to see young trans boys jumping onto this transmisogynistic hate train like you guys realize these men don’t have your best interests at heart, right? They’re only going to manipulate you into being a sexist entitled asshat who shuns and bullies the trans women in your community and sees them as oppressing you. Like I know you’re still in middle/high school but you can still think for yourselves, you can choose to be better than this, you can choose to actually learn about feminism and realize that it’s not actually misandry that oppresses you, it’s transphobia. Misandry doesn’t suddenly become real because you slap a trans paint over it that’s not how it works that’s not how intersectionality works that’s not how any of this shit works. There are better trans men to talk to about trans issues who know that the patriarchy is real and don’t shit on trans women in order to speak out about trans topics, so go seek them out, okay? You absolutely do not have to listen to shit that the “male supremacists but trans” group of lowlives has to say. Hell, tell them to fuck off instead! Please, I promise you that there are much better options, there are ALWAYS better options, and you still have time to escape before they fully radicalize you into basically being an incel. There will ALWAYS be another way. ❤️