#get your well deserved sleep tonight too!! 💖

[amethystfairy1]

Hey, sorry if this is a bit to dark or perhaps even triggering for you, or too much. You're free to just delete this or keep it or whatever you want to.

I just. I had one of the worst breakdowns I've ever had. An identity crisis, I suppose, that I was a terrible person and that everyone needs to leave me or they'll get hurt and burned. That I was merely placing on a mask and I was nothing underneath. I guess this is what happens if I spiral too much into my thoughts after the sun goes down (one piece of advice is to never listen to your brain after the sun goes down. I usually listen to it, but, tonight was just rough, I guess)

It was near the apex of this breakdown that I checked my Tumblr. For a distraction, a sign, I don't know. You posted the link for "Inkblot Lovely". I decided to go check it out, stay up to date to your series and all.

Scott's entry, I don't think it was the first time I saw it, but it was similar enough to my situation that I had to switch apps to calm down for a second.

It was me, in a sense. It was Jimmy's affection and sure belief in Scott that I was drawn to. I anonymously had a bit of a breakdown in a server I have with some real life friends. A friend anonymously responded that I'm not all of the things I think I am. That I'm not secretly a terrible person that needs to be cleansed.

I don't think that if it wasn't for your fic, I would've accepted the objections to my conclusions so quickly.

I want to thank you for helping me tonight. Thank you, truly. You showed me that I can be loved.

Take breaks, drink water, and eat and sleep well.

This is not dark or triggering or anything like that to me whatsoever! I promise you that! I am so happy and honored to hear that Inkblot Lovely went up at a moment where you needed it.

I'm so happy that Jimmy's affection for Scott in this AU and in this scenario helped you find the courage to talk to some friends in that server, even anonymously. I know sometimes it feels like we're all wearing masks, because we've gotten hurt, or maybe even done some harm in the past, but that doesn't define who are now, and it doesn't make us terrible. Scott's gonna have to learn that in TTSBC, and if in some way reading about him doing that has helped you feel like you can be loved, then that is the greatest and more wonderful thing I could possible hope to hear as a writer, that my stories meant something like this to someone and helped you somehow, because they've helped me a lot this past year as I've been working on them, too.

I am taking breaks, drinking water, and all those other good things, I wish the same to you and very much all the best. All the love in the world, because all of us need to see that we deserve that. 💖

[harrywavycurly]

Did we end up telling Steven we stayed at Eddie’s when he came and saved us from our ex? How did he react to that😂

Hiii babes!! Yes you told Steven all about it and I’ll happily give you that conversation!💖

-find all things What You Deserve here✨

“You brought donuts?” “Yeah? You like donuts still right?” “Yes Steven I like donuts but…you only bring me food when you feel bad about something…” “what? That’s…..totally…true…yeah yeah I do..I do…do that don’t I?” “Yes so what do you feel bad about? Also do you want coffee?” “Yes to the coffee and uh…well I just feel shitty about not being there the other-” “You don’t need to feel bad about that Steven we’ve talked about this already.” “I know but still…just eat the donuts so I’ll feel better okay?” “Okay.” “So…what we haven’t talked about is what happened after Eddie showed up…” “Oh well…he uhm might have taken me back to his place-” “oh my god you slept with him? after he saved you from your psychotic ex boyfriend?” “What? No I didn’t sleep with him but even if I did what’s the issue with that? We don’t sex shame in this friendship Mr. Slutty Steven Andrew Harrington.” “Sorry…I didn’t mean for it to sound like that it’s just…I was shocked that’s all…you know I’m all for you uh having…relations with Eddie whenever…you want.” “Thanks…but I spent the night in his guest bedroom.” “Is it nice?” “So nice…it’s bigger than my bedroom here.” “Really?…how was the bed?” “Comfy but not too comfy where you feel like you’re on a marshmallow.” “Sheets?” “Soft…like probably real Egyptian cotton kinda soft.” “Jesus…you’re making me want to visit Eddie’s guest bedroom.” “I’d highly recommend it…or at least the one I stayed in.” “He has more than one?” “He has five bedrooms but one is an office.” “Did you snoop or did he give you a tour?” “He gave me a tour the night before when he cooked me dinner.” “He..cooked you dinner and gave you a tour of his fucking castle and you didn’t tell me?” “Sorry I was going to but then you weren’t at work and then the whole William thing happened.” “It’s fine…so…have you two…kissed yet?” “Not yet but I fully intend on finding out if he wants to kiss me or not the next time I see him.” “When will that be?” “We have a date tonight.” “I expect a call the moment you get home.” “Of course.” “Good…well I gotta get to work but have fun tonight and tell Edward I said hello and I’m still waiting on my reward for setting the two of you up.” “Yeah…I’ll be sure to tell him…bye Steven have a good day at work!”

[jwirecs]

RECOMMENDED SEVENTEEN FICS OF OCTOBER 2023💖

hello, hello! here are my recs for seventeen for october! hopefully these beautiful stories get more recognition as well as the writers 💝

** anything in parentheses and bolded are my thoughts that can be disregarded if needed **

🔞smut || 💔angst || 💕fluff || ✅completed || 🔄ongoing || 💯favorite

Ah! Love || @thepixelelf💕✅

↳ Seungcheol conducts a very serious interrogation.

Glacial Pace || @wonusite🔞💕✅

↳ You’ve been in love with Xu Minghao from the moment he put a bandage on your cut at the age of six. When he asks you to pretend to be his girlfriend to get his prying family off his back, you quickly realize that keeping your feelings hidden from him will be next to impossible. Especially since your meddling friends are determined to have you admit your feelings before the holiday season is over. 

Please Don't Make Me Jealous || @jinkoh💕✅

↳ your friend's friend seems to be very keen on spending time with you

Retrouvaille || @ressonancee💕💔✅

↳ You and Minghao have always been friends and remained friends despite of different countries, different time zones, and lives, but now, you and him are back in the same city.

Slowly; All At Once || @gyuwoncheol💕💔✅

↳ Kim Mingyu fell in love with you slowly, but you fell in love with him all at once.

(Un)Lucky Charm || @wonijinjin💕💔✅💯💯

↳ choi seungcheol was your sworn enemy in life, until he was not.

2:14AM || @gyucheolslut🔞✅💯

↳ mingyu couldn’t help himself. while you usually don’t move much in your sleep, especially within his tight grip.. tonight was different.

Caresses From My Camera Roll || @mickeyboos🔞✅

↳ seungcheol is the sweetest boyfriend you could have asked for. he brings you plates of carefully cut up fruit while you work, leaves a light kiss on your cheek or a pat on your head whenever he walks by, and makes the best breakfast in bed.

My Little Gamer || @babyleostuff💕✅

↳ (wonwoos lil gamer partner, shts cute)

No Title || @wonwoonlight💔✅

↳ when you're fighting and jeonghan takes things a little too far.

Stain On The Sink || @p0ckykiss💕✅

↳ mingyu is sitting on the edge of the tub, staring at his phone. for some reason, he had thought that you, who has never even dyed your own hair, let alone someone else’s, would be the perfect person to bleach his whole head. you agreed after mingyu said he’d buy you dinner if you did it.

The Art Of Pie-Making || @lovequartz💕✅

↳ (soft jihoon is a god istfg)

Dream Ride || @bambikisss🔞💕✅💯

↳ You haven't been able to sleep much lately, so you've been driving around at night to help ease your mind. However, you keep passing by the same jet black colored motorcycle every night, which then keeps showing up in your dreams. So when you stop one night to get gas and see the same motorcycle stopped nearby, you decide to meet the man under the helmet.

In Soft Hands || @beahae🔞💕💔✅

↳ You've sworn off dating. But your favourite kid at your work has the hottest dad in the entire world. A bit of harmless flirting never hurt anyone, right?

Morning Sunlight || @chwecandi🔞✅

↳ jeonghan wasn't used to this kind of stuff; waking up his girlfriend with head. but since you had brought the idea up to him the week prior and consented to it, he decided to try it out.

My Heat is Beating For Two || @seuonji💕✅

↳ you’re a worker at the daycare and of course, your main priority is the safety of the kids. how’d you deal with an unfamiliar face trying to pick up one of the kids one day?

Only For You || @phenomenalgirl9💕✅

↳ Just another office romance, where you think Seungcheol is just too caring, yes that's the reason why he's so sweet to you. (Seungkwan is dumb to think he likes you or something)

The Aftermath Of Trick-Or-Treating || @wooahaes💕✅

↳ (single dad jeonghan with a bbygirl)

The Road That Leads To You || @wongyuuu💕✅

↳ double dates are bound to go wrong

Twisted Fate || @smileysuh🔞💕💔✅

↳ “He deserved it,” Wonwoo assures you, reaching out to grab you by the back of the neck, pulling you closer. He’s covered in blood, and he looks like a sexy, wild monster. But he’s your monster, and you can’t help but react, leaning in- “Jesus Christ,” you hear Jeonghan breathe, turning to give you and Wonwoo privacy while he presses his lips against yours hungrily. At first, you can try to ignore the wet liquid on your fingertips as you grab at his strong shoulders, but you can’t ignore the taste on his tongue. Your body goes rigid and Wonwoo pulls back with a sigh, resting his forehead against yours. It’s an oddly peaceful moment amongst the chaos.

Vodka Slime || @multi-kpop-fanfics🔞💕✅💯💯💯💯

↳ picking up a hot guy from a bar to spend the night with was in your bucket list. him being an alien wasn't. not that you really complain.

A Poem A Day || @wooahaeproductions💕💔✅

↳ When Mingyu literally falls head over heels for someone, he has no idea what to do. What happens when he gets help (and a little meddling) from his friends? it definitely won’t be boring, that’s for sure.

Sunshine and Sunflowers || @shuastruck💕✅

↳ if you were a sunflower then seokmin was your sunshine.

Do check out all of the other seventeen fics that i have reblogged as well!!

** if there is any fics that you guys would like to recommend, please do! i am slowly running out of fics to read **

[madame-fear]

FLUFF/SMUT PROMPTS & SCENARIOS

hello all !! 💖 so, since requests are open, i had to make 90+ (might edit and make more) prompts and scenarios in case you'd like to use them when requesting c: if you're going to use them when requesting, i'd highly appreciate if you also gave me a small insight on what plot you'd like/had in mind for the request/prompt/scenario.

i believe there are some that might not be fully original because i'm not entirely sure if i imagined them, or read them somewhere and it stuck to my mind and i don't remember where & when i read it; so if you see a non-original prompt/scenario, feel free to tell me so and i'll delete it!

💖 requesting rules + characters/fandoms i write for // suggested reading !! 💖

💖 — last updated : 06 / 12 / 22

anyways! on to the prompts and scenarios :

1. “you have no idea how badly i need you.”

2. “jealous? who, me? impossible” *is actually seething with rage & jealousy*

3. catching [character] staring at you, and they immediatly look away blushing when you notice them.

4. “hold your breath, we'll be just fine.”

5. “you're so, so stupid, and so incredibly blind to not see it.” “see what?” “that i'm so in love with you, for gods sake!”

6. “would you fancy to sleep with me tonight, in my bed?” “only if we cuddle.”

7. [character] wakes up breathing heavily from a nightmare, and you soothe them by bringing them to your chest, and whispering sweet things to their ear while your hand caresses their hair.

8. “i saw this and i thought of you.”

9. “what would i do without you?”

10. “shut up and love me.”

11. “i love you so so much, you're my sun and stars, but if you don't reciprocate i understa–” “i love you too” you reply. “well, i hope we can at least be frie– wait, WHAT??? You love me back??? oh my–”

12. “i wish i could gift you the sun, the stars, the moon, and all the planets that exist.”

13. “what are you doing in my room?” “oh, you mean, our room?”

14. tracing [character]'s features while they sleep, and vice versa.

15. “you look lovely today. May i have this dance with you?”

16. “i am head over heels for you, and you deserve to know... i can't hide it anymore. I. Love. You.”

17. intense kissing session while cuddling, and getting caught by someone.

18. “your eyes shine when you smile. I love it.”

19. “gods, your lips are so sweet. Please kiss me again?”

20. goofily smiling in between kisses.

21. goofily smiling in your very first kiss.

22. “are you certain you want to do this? i mean, i don't want to make you uncomfortable.”

23. “and who are you to tell me who i can and can't be with?” “i'm your future husband, and probably, father of your future children.”

24. [character] slightly tilting your chin to make you look up at them when you lower your gaze out of shyness.

25. doing flower crowns for each other.

26. “you look pretty when you blush. Do it more often.”

27. “if only you knew the effect you have on me.”

28. “please, don't ever leave me alone. I could never stand being far away from you, my love.”

29. “i could smooch all your pretty little face right now.”

30. playfully wiping away their kiss, and getting tackled with more kisses by them.

31. “if only you saw yourself the way i see you... such a pretty angel on earth.”

32. “you occupy every single thought in my head, and every single dream.”

33. “i know this sounds strange, but you smell really good. You smell of... raspberry and citrus.”

34. taking care of [character] when sick, but they're so touch starved for you end up cuddling on bed together, but you end up sick as well.

35. Same as prompt 34, but vice versa: [character] takes care of you when sick, but since you end up cuddling and kissing on bed together they become sick as well.

36. “kiss me again. I dare you.”

37. teasing looks with each other in public. As soon as you're all by yourselves, you both fall into an intense, loving makeout session.

38. “is that... my shirt that you're wearing?”

39. “stay in bed a little bit more with me, please...”

40. “you're so distracting... i love that.”

41. “i don't think i'll ever let go of you.” *while cuddling*

42. “your hair is so silky. Can i braid it?”

43. “i will always be by your side, no matter what.”

44. [character] playing with your hair, occasionally twirling a strand around their finger.

45. [character] warming you up with a cloth of theirs when they notice you're cold.

46. “you're cold! i can see you shivering – here, have this. You'll feel warmer.”

47. “as long as i am by your side, nothing nor no one will possibly hurt you. I'll fight for you till my last day, i promise.”

48. singing/humming/reading to each other before sleeping. [ a/n : if you'll request something for this, specify whether you want the reader or character to sing, hum, or read. ]

49. “you're voice is like honey to me. Please, don't stop.”

50. “i don't recall asking you to stop. Keep kissing me.”

51. [character] get jealous because they think someone is flirting with you, but it's actually a relative they didn't know about and the two of you have re-encountered with each other after a long time.

52. “gods, you're such an idiot.” “and yet, you still love me that way.”

53. “the different shades of colours in your eyes are hypnotising.”

54. “have i told you how perfect you look?”

55. “you deserve the world.”

56. being reassured by [character] that they love you just the way you are when you show signs/tell them about your insecurities.

57. “you're perfect just the way you are, my princess, and you'll always be.”

58. “who told you that? I'll fight them.”

59. “you don't need to change nothing for no one. I love every small thing about you, and every inch of your precious being.”

60. “i will vow my life to you, my Queen.”

61. “let's run away together: leave all of this behind, and make a new life where it's only the two of us.”

62. “the sun is getting jealous about you, by the way you so brightly shine.”

63. “have i told you to stop? no. Keep going.”

64. “oh, no! your hands are so cold! here, let me warm you.” *[character] warms your hands with theirs*

65. “oh, thank god– my family likes you!”

66. “i know i make you nervous. Don't try to hide it. Say it.”

67. [character] accidentally calls you a dearly nickname (love, sweetheart, princess, etc) and realises what they've done when you blush and giggle at it. Ends in a love confession.

68. “come dance with me under the rain!”

69. desperate, needy and forgiving kisses with [character] after a bad argument/fighting.

70. “who hurt you? i'll fight the hell out of them.”

71. hugs from behind when you're distracted. Ends with makeout and cuddling session.

72. “you live in my head, and heart! yet you can't see that?”

73. friends to lovers situation. Getting hit with realisation that they're enamoured with you when [character] sees you laughing at someone else's joke, or flirting. Ends in love confession, too.

74. “oh my god– are you... jealous?”

75. “jealous? no, just curious.” *with clenching jaw, in between teeth*

76. “you're my first, and last. Thank you for all the love, i appreciate it, my sweetling.”

77. “don't cry, please. I hate seeing you this way– i'm here for you, and i'll always be.”

78. “you're so... breathtaking.”

79. “are you comfortable with this? i mean– i'd hate making you feel uncomfortable, or forcing you to do something you don't want.”

80. [character] giving you knuckle, hand, and palm kissing.

81. [character]'s family/friends/relatives notice the mutual crushing you have going on, but since you're too scared of doing anything, they set the two of you until you confess.

82. “i've realised, i'm slowly falling for you... and it's painful. So, so painful.”

83. “you should've said it earlier, idiot. I love you too, can't you see?”

84. star gazing with [character]

85. “the stars are pretty tonight... but you're prettier.”

86. “you're stunning. I'm so lucky to have you.”

87. “show me, then.” “show you what?” “you just said you loved me, didn't you? Prove it, and come kiss me.”

88. “did you really just buy me... [insert gift] (specify when requesting)? Oh my– thank you! You shouldn't have.”

89. “gods, you're going to be the death of my with all this... love smothering.”

90. “but they like you, [name]!” “oh, they like me? Too bad, i am so in love with you, and no one can compare to you.”

91. “please...” “please what, love? tell me what you want, angel.” [ for smut ]

92. “tonight, i'm yours... i'll be at your mercy.” [ for smut ]

93. “sometimes i can't help but wonder, if being so pretty hurts?”

94. “oh, fuck me.” “ok, when?”

95. “promise me you'll be more careful next time, alright?” [ please specify scenario for request ]

96. “you drive me so fucking crazy. i want you... now.” [ for smut ]

97. “i would kill, and get killed for you, my love.”

98. [character] randomly picking you up from the floor, carrying you bridal style to their room, and throwing you to their bed just because they're needy for your cuddles.

99. “you're such a needy, good girl, aren't you?” [ for smut ]

100. [character] sees you crying, and holds you in their arms as you cry on their chest and they whisper sweet things until you calm down. Ends in cuddling, and lots of fluff.

101. “you're such a dork.” “yeah, but i'm your dork.”

102. talking with [character] about dreams, and they accidentally confess they dream about you often. Ends in love confession.

103. [character] sees you being nice to little children and how much they adore you, and they can't help but daydream about those kids being your own. Ends with both of you talking about starting a family together.

104. “oh, fuck- we should be quieter, otherwise they're going to hear us!” “let them hear, love. i want them to know you're mine, and only mine.” [ for smut ]

105. “i shouldn't have touched you in such inappropiate way, i-i'm sorry, i didn't mean to make you uncomfortable-” “shut up, and keep going. i've been waiting for this for a long time.” [ for smut + fluff ]

106. “you look so pretty when you're wet.” [ for smut ]

107. “please, sing me a song, love. i can't sleep.”

108. “you're doomed to be my pillow now, for the rest of my living days.”

109. “did you... cancel all your plans just to be with me???”

110. you call [character] – your life time best friend – an endearing nickname for the first time, and then they realise they're slowly falling in love with you.

111. “i think... i love you. I love you like i never loved anyone else before in my life.”

112. “has anybody ever told you how pretty your eyes are?” [ specify who says this to whom if possible ]

113. “i think it's getting hot in here.” “you think?”

114. flashing teasing winks and smiles once you find out [character] has a crush on you.

115. a relative of [character] confesses that [character] loves you because they're too shy to do so... while [character] is witnessing the moment.

[chaosclimber]

me/us time

Hob knew they had an opportunity coming up. The boys had both signed up for separate summer camps, so he and Dream would have the house to themselves for an entire week. Granted, they both still had work during the week, but that just meant Hob could plan all the big, romantic plans for the weekend. Really, it was his turn for a big gesture–Dream had planned their last three dates, after all. So Hob planned to go all out. First, they could go to the local open-air market. Dream loved browsing the kind of artisanal goods they had to offer, and the weather report said it was supposed to be a perfect sunny 75ᐤ day. Then they could take a long walk along the river, then a romantic dinner at the kind of restaurant he could rarely justify the expense of.

He made the reservations at the waterfront restaurant from work on Monday. Then it was just a matter of keeping busy until the weekend.

Which proved far easier and at once much harder than anticipated. During the work day, it was simple–he was starting research on a new project, and that always came with a level of focus most of his colleagues would cite as their reason for not being surprised when he’d told them about his ADHD. The work days flew by. And then he would get home, and he would have to spend the entire evening metaphorically–and occasionally literally–biting his tongue to keep from spoiling the surprise. He kept forgetting how much he hated keeping secrets. And he didn’t have the kids to distract him. Dammit.

He truly hadn’t anticipated how exhausting it would all be. By Friday, he was almost ready to just blab it all out, surprise be damned–but when he got home, Dream was nowhere to be seen. He pulled his phone out just as a notification chimed. 

[txt: Sunshine] I shall be late tonight. You have my deepest apologies.

He smiled lightly at his boyfriend’s overly-formal texting habits before typing out his own reply. [txt: McDreamy] K. Should I hold off on dinner?

[txt: Sunshine] No. You forgot your lunch at home today, so you deserve dinner on time. Lord knows you cannot have had anything good since you left. Just make me a plate, I shall reheat it when I return. 

[txt: McDreamy] 💖💖💖

[txt: Sunshine] I love you, too.

Dinner alone was depressing, but there wasn’t anything to be done about it. It was hardly the first time it had happened, and he’d occasionally forced Dream into the situation as well. It was just the nature of their jobs. After he ate, he plopped on the couch and turned on Bar  REscue, just to have some meaningless background noise.

Perhaps it was too meaningless, because one episode blended into the next, and the next thing he knew Dream was shaking his shoulder gently. “Come, dearheart, let’s get you to bed. We both need sleep.” Hob blinked slowly at him, the words taking a hair longer than usual to process in his barely-awake brain, then nodded, dragging himself off the couch and off to bed. He had barely laid down before his eyes closed again, and he didn’t open them until the mid-morning sun shone directly into them. 

Oh. Oh no.

“Shit. I slept in?”

“You did.” An amused rumble–the oddly smooth prelude to what Hob knew to be a truly awful laugh–sounded from the doorway. “Though I don’t know why you’re upset about it–today is Saturday.”

“I had plans! We were going to go to the market!”

Dream let the rumble turn into true laughter–honking and awful and perfect–at Hob’s abject misery. “I knew you were keeping something from me all week. You truly are terrible at secret-keeping, you know.”

“I wanted it to be a surprise. I know you’re not going to want to go once the crowds really get thick–by the time I get ready it might already be too late…”

“That’s alright. What’s the rest of your plan?”

“A walk by the river, then dinner at Ocean Avenue….” 

Dream nodded a bit, then sighed. “Well, there’s no reason we cannot go through with the rest of your plans. After lunch, that is. In the meanwhile, we can just relax.” 

“Alright. Guess I can work on my rese–”

“Robert Gadling you will do no such thing.” Dream interrupted firmly. “I said we could relax. If you must do something, try working on your manuscript. I am eagerly awaiting the further adventures of your immortal medeival peasant and his mysterious stranger.” 

He chuckled warmly, a surge of fondness coloring his tone. “Alright, you win. I won’t work today.” 

They never did get out for the walk–Hob had gotten caught up writing, and Dream had pulled out a canvas and started painting, though Hob wasn’t allowed to see just what he was painting. And they managed to pass the afternoon in companionable silence. 

@domaystic

crossposted on AO3

[xxsycamore]

I told you I’d be back 💖

I’m officially here to use my third request in a greedy selfish desire for more lovey-doveyness with Mr Dante Falzone hehe. May I please request 😘 with him? He’s adorable and deserves to be smothered in smooches!!!

The way I instantly knew what to write for this one... yes, he deserves nothing but that *nod nod* Hope you enjoy it as always <3

cw: food mention

[😘] 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚊 𝚛𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚣𝚎𝚍-𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝙳𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎 𝚒��� 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚜…

DANTE:

Making your way to Dante's room at last, you hope you didn't make him wait for too long now... You promised to spend the evening with him, but stopping by the kitchen to offer your compliments to Giulia for tonight's yummy dessert had turned into helping out with the cleaning, and then into getting caught up in idle talk with Leo who joined in as well... You know your Dante and he'd never get mad over something like that, but...! Lately, you both have been so busy. Maybe it's your own need for Dante that puts the extra rush in your step.

Opening the door to his room, the cheerful exclaim of your return stays behind your teeth as you're met with the sight of... a sleeping Dante?!

You do recall him falling asleep on his desk once; it was a little hard to notice at first because even when the heaviness of his lids had caught him off guard, he managed to keep his posture in his chair... This time, however, he's cushioning his head on the crook of his right arm that is folded on the desk.

It's a sight that would get burned into your memory for sure. The smile curling your upper lip is almost making your mouth hurt because you can't shake off the overload of cuteness this sight presents you with. The vulnerability of Dante is only rivaled by his nonchalantness, both so unusual of the fearsome Falzone capo. You hope he doesn't pull off some half-asleep self-defense technique on you for what you're about to do to him next.

Smooch. Smooch smooch smooch...

You kiss all of Dante's pretty features, mostly his exposed cheek, noting that even his hair got a little disheveled in the process; the untamed white strand of hair on top of his head now sticking out like an antennae. His fedora usually does a good job of hiding it...

"Mnnh... Carlo, stop giving me kisses... che cattivone..."

Dante is about to wake up in just another second, and only God knows which one of you would be more flustered than the other.

∎ Steal My Heart!! - xxsycamore’s 1500 followers celebration event | 💌 event masterlist

[moonjxsung]

🤗 I’m doing okay! my insomnia is fucking me up. I went to work with less than 5 hours of sleep one day this week, then slept through my alarms and was late the next day lol work has been very busy and my coworkers are pissing me off, but it’s going to be okay!

I hope your meeting goes well! you’ve got this 💕 I also hope you have lots of fun at the cupsleeve event! that’s so cool, my city never does stuff like that 😔

I’M DOING MY BESTTT!! I have been eating pretty well, although I lose my appetite when I’m tired 🤪 but I’m okay!! having at least 2 meals a day and drinking lots of water, also snacking when I’m too tired to make something 👍🏻

I really miss writing but I’ve been too burnt out to work on anything. so I’m hoping that changes soon.

I love you!! take care!! 🥰💖✨🫶🏻

-⛈️ / Bae

NOOOOO I’m so sorry ☹️ I have also been on a fucked up sleeping schedule lately and then I nap for long hours when I’m done with work it’s so bad 😭 I hope you can get some rest very soon my love!!! I’m rooting for you!!!!

THANK YOUUUU it’s a really important meeting with my boss and it’s super early in the morning so I need to get some sleep tonight and quit using my phone when I should be sleeping 😭 I’m so nervous!!! But I am so ready for it to be over with and luckily my boss is super cool so I’m always a little more comfortable when we actually start the meetings lol

SO GOOD TO HEAR YOU’RE EATING WELL THOUGHHH I’ve also had a very small appetite and I don’t realize until dinner that all I’ve had is coffee most days lmao but I’m forcing myself to get a little bit of protein at least once a day so I’m slowly getting better at remembering to eat !! Maybe one day I’ll have a normal schedule when it comes to either sleep or eating but it’s definitely not yet 🧍‍♀️

ANYWAYS I LOVE YOUUUU hope you’re not feeling so burnt out soon and you get some rest like you deserve !! Sending you allllll my love RAHHH GO POOKIE💓🩷💓💕👼🫶

[surrealsunday]

FUCK JAIME CHAPTER 2 ALREADY I WAS SO HAPPY I GOT TO COMMENT IN TIME I DIDN’T EXPECT YOU TO DROP ANOTHER ONE A FEW HOURS AFTER THO SHSJSKSKS

I’ll need some kind of a warning- “Ella do your assignments and study during the day, because I’ll be dropping the next chapter tonight” 😭 If I had done that, I would be able to read it now😭 Well,,,, I’ll be internally crying, thinking of the unknown the chapter 2 represents, while I study the beauty of the Spanish syntax instead...

It’s so nice to feel this type of a feeling again even though it’s frustrating 😂😂 I missed being this excited!!💖💖 (also I hope work will become less stressful for you soon, so I’m the only one who’s suffering next time I leave a live blog, because you deserve nothing but the best!!!)

Bahahahahahahaha I am laughing. I thought about this when I was reading your comment and you were talking about going on a lack of sleep and having no time for anything. I was like... 😬 ... ok let’s drop chapter 2 lmao. I gave you a warning for next chapter tho! I think anyways... if I go with the schedule I’m thinking 😂.

Truly it’s so nice for me too (less frustrating for me tho 😂) and it still kinda blows me away there is excitement for each new chapter. I’m really thankful for that. I hope school isn’t too rough on you 🥺. Tbh work for me will be insane through December. But then I’ll get a nice break over the holidays. Just hoping I can stay healthy until then (gonna be surrounded by germy kids all December which gives me a lot of anxiety). At least this fic is the best kind of distraction for me too! ❤️❤️❤️

[scoupsbicepvein]

Hi sweet! How are you? I hope you are doing great now🥺 Talking abt ur conditiom are you like passed out(?) or go to ER just to check your condition?

By the way, how's your real life with the uni and your periods going? Please don't forget to taking care of ur self and try not to overthink everything because it will pass anyway.

Just go with the flow~

I know it seems like something that is easy to say but hard to do cause believe me I know🥲 been there, done that🥲 you don't have to be 'perfectly' go with the flow, but just try it little by little bcs in the end you'll find your own flow where you won't be stress that much but you can do most of the thing great!

For my request, pls don't take it as a promise or something you should done. Just make it when you have time and in the mood too! It is really fine even if your next post for the next 3 years isn't my request because I always enjoy your contents💖 Don't make it as something you should fulfill, okay? You can make and post everything you want to😉

Sorry this is a long one😭

Have a nice day sweet!🎀

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Hi dear anonnie 💖

I'm feeling a lot better than the last time I was here thankfully. And thank you so much so your reassuring words 🥺 they really mean a lot to me especially bc I don't really hear them in real life.

As for my er visit my last post might have been chaotic bc I wrote it under a lot of emotions but basically I decided to go there bc I didn't want to wait until I completely pass out. I was feeling like I couldn't breathe properly and my lungs felt really heavy (?) and I felt dizzy and overall not that great. And I was concerned bc stuff like that happened before but they lasted for 15 minutes at most but this time it lasted for almost an hour before me and my roommate decided to head out. It didn't help that it was getting pretty late and I didn't want to go to sleep in that state (if I even could fall asleep) and my friend was worried that I might pass out when she sleeps.

But the stuff they checked at the hospital didn't show anything concerning so I was let go a few hours later with a note to go to a cardiologist. It took me a few days of thinking but I'm pretty sure it happened bc of stress, idk for sure but I've always been an anxious girlie and all the stress from the last few months finally caught up with my body and it said 'nah sis you're gonna feel like you're gonna die tonight' (and a few times after that).

Sorry I ranted about it for too long I feel like 😫 but other than that the stuff with uni are slowly being resolved but I don't want to say anything to early.

How are you btw? I hope your job hunting is going well and that you're gonna find a good job that pays well (you deserve it queen 👑).

And about your request I'm going to save the ask with it for now but I have Joshua done so I'm going to post him as a stand alone and when I come up with something for the two other !95 liners I will post it as well. I hope you're okay with something like that.

Hopefully you have a nice day or night depending on where you are and what time you read this, and that everything in your life is going well 💕

[osamusriceballs]

Good afternoon eve! I finally slept for 12 hours after getting 2.5 hours of sleep yesterday bc we went to the other town for my other baby cousin's christening 🙃🙃 Anyway how are you? Also i have just discovered this acc which makes hd haikyuu wallpapers and they're so cute 🥺🥺 - 🥛

Part 2: Ouh yeah the blog is koutawoo on tumblr yehet

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🥛 anon, before I answer- I got your two other asks, gonna answer them tonight!! Still didn’t have the chance to read the new chapter omg 😭

And there is another baby, OMG so cute 😭😭💖 and congrats to her/him!! are you the godmother? Is it called like that?

But ahhhh only 2,5 hours of sleep 🥺 that must have been a hard day for you 🥺😫 but I’m glad that you could catch up with all of the missed sleep!! 💖💖

I just checked out the blog and OMG- they really have some amazing wallpapers 😭😭 I have bokuto as my background rn, but i might be willing to change 😏💖 always looking for a nice new lockscreen 💖 thanks for the recommendation!! 💖 what’s your lockscreen rn? 💖

Hope you‘re also well and healthy!! 💖💖 LOVE YOU, 🥛 ANON!! 💖💖

[witcher-and-his-bard]

I'd love 8 and 19 for the cuddling prompts!! Bonus points if you could combine them 🥺👉👈💖

I'm sorry this is so so so late 😅 but I looove some sick fic, so this was a delight! also featuring adorable art by @spielzeugkaiser (see end of the fic) <3 thank you sooo much for doing this with me pls go send some love to Conny because they deserve it! I adore this piece ❤︎❤︎

To Have and To Hold || ao3 

It's not often lately that Geralt and Jaskier manage to find an available room at an inn, never mind one with two beds, but tonight they have been lucky. Well, Geralt has been lucky. In the three weeks it's been since they were last in town, Jaskier has managed to pick up a head cold and it's gotten bad enough that sleeping outside isn't really an option for them anymore - not at least in the cool autumn weather. So Geralt has done his best to find them a decent town with a decent room and Jaskier seems to be doing a little better already.

He's sitting by the fire in the common area, wrapped up in a blanket that the innkeeper's wife brought down for him especially. He looks small and sad and miserable and Geralt's chest aches at his helplessness. As a Witcher, Geralt doesn't get sick and it's been too long since he was truly human to even remember what it was like. He doesn't know what to do to help and he feels rather out of place trying to figure it out. But he starts with a room at an inn and he's ordered stew and rolls for supper.

While they're waiting for their food, Geralt heads up to their room, accidentally interrupting the chambermaid as she finishes filling the bath.

"The bath is ready for you," she says quietly, ducking her head as Geralt approaches, "is there anything else you need?"

Geralt opens his mouth to ask for… he doesn't know. What do people want when they're sick? What do they need?

"I- my friend is sick," he sighs, shoulders slumping, "I don't know how to help him. What do you do for someone who's sick?"

"Oh," the chambermaid says, surprised. "How sick is he?"

"He has a cold, it's not serious."

"Well, um, when my sister is ill, I make her soup and hot tea to drink. A little bit of honey helps if your friend has a sore throat."

"He has been complaining about not being able to sing," Geralt muses, "that might help."

"Then I would definitely recommend some tea and honey. I'll bring some up for you. And I'll see if I can't find a few extra blankets, they don't call it a cold for nothing." She smiles tentatively up at Geralt and he offers a forced grin in return.

"You don't need to worry about him," she says, "my name is Penelope and if you need anything at all feel free to come and find me. As for you," Penelope adds, rising to her feet, "just keep him warm and fed and I'm sure he'll be much happier after he's had a bath."

"I hope so," Geralt mumbles.

"I'm just downstairs if you need anything."

Penelope crosses to the door, closing it gently behind her and Geralt hums to himself. He appreciates Penelope's help, but he's still got to try and keep Jaskier warm and comfortable and so far he's been doing a shit job of it.

Geralt spends a short time organizing, piling the blankets from his own bed onto Jaskier's, and readying Jaskier's salts and oils for his bath. Geralt leaves them on a stool next to the tub and just as he's about to go back downstairs to collect Jaskier, Penelope comes back. Geralt holds the door for her and she smiles as she brings in a tray with a steaming mug and some honey.

"For your friend," she says, "and I found this-" she holds out a bed stone and Geralt takes it from her. It's warm to the touch and he frowns down at it. "Put it in his bed and it will keep him warm," Penelope explains. "I'll be right back with your supper."

"Thank you," Geralt says, looking up from the rock to offer her a genuine smile as she slips from the room once more.

Before he heads down after her, Geralt takes the stone to Jaskier's bed, tucking it under the covers and pulling them up to keep in the heat. He runs a hand over the top blanket before pulling himself away and heading down to the common area to collect Jaskier. He finds him still curled up in a chair by the fire, head tucked into the corner of his chair and Geralt can't help the soft smile that crosses his face, though he does his best not to acknowledge the accompanying tightness in his chest.

"Jask," he says gently, coming up behind, "supper's upstairs for you and there's a bath ready."

"Don't wanna," Jaskier mumbles, "so cold."

"Your stew and your bath will warm you. Come on."

Somewhat reluctantly, Jaskier tugs his blanket tighter around himself and slips off the chair. He stumbles a little and Geralt instinctively reaches out to him, catching him with one arm and steadying him. Jaskier offers up a weak smile and straightens up a little, but Geralt follows closely behind him as he crosses toward the stairs.

Jaskier stumbles again on the stairs and Geralt aches with his entire being to scoop him up and press him against his chest. He has never feared for Jaskier before despite his human frailty in comparison to a Witcher's lifestyle, but seeing him like this, Geralt is struck with the need to protect. And if that means bringing Jaskier against his chest and holding him until his breathing returns to normal and his chest loses that terrifying rattling sound, he'll do it.

Except he won't. He won't hold him and he won't tell him because Geralt is a coward.

So he just watches Jaskier climb the stairs, reaching out when he needs to be steadied and otherwise keeping his hands to himself. When they reach the room, Penelope is just leaving again and she offers a shy smile to Geralt as she slips past them in the hall. Geralt suspects she knows about the ache in his chest and the twitching of his muscles to hold and soothe. Why else would she offer such care?

Jaskier makes directly for the bath, but Geralt stops him before he can shed his blanket.

"Eat first," he says gently, pulling his hand back a little too quickly, "I'll warm the water for you if it cools. The chambermaid brought tea as well, she said it might help your throat."

Jaskier offers him another half smile and Geralt turns away, taking a deep breath as quietly as he can manage. He fiddles with his swords, cleaning and sharpening them while Jaskier eats because he needs to do something with his hands. By now, Jaskier must think he's paranoid about intruders because he does this so often when they're in town. But the truth is that when they're like this, just the two of them alone in a firelit room, Geralt struggles to keep his hands to himself. Now more than ever.

He's finished before Jaskier has eaten all his supper, so Geralt lines his potion bottles up and pulls out his herb satchel in preparation to mix up more. Out of the corner of his eyes, Geralt catches Jaskier rising to his feet and crossing back to the tub.

"Warm enough?" Geralt asks without raiding his eyes.

"Mmhm."

"Alright. Let me know if you need it warmed."

"Thank you, Geralt," Jaskier says quietly.

Geralt ducks his head again, focusing hard on his herbs instead of the fact that Jaskier is naked and sick a few feet away and so, so vulnerable. Geralt has never really worried too much about bandits - or anyone else, for that matter - sneaking into their room, but tonight he's on edge, twitching at every little sound.

When Jaskier finally gets out of the bath, he bundles himself up in his blanket again and shuffles over to his bed. Geralt is only half paying attention, careful to give Jaskier his privacy while also remaining on guard. But a little gasp catches him off guard and he turns to find Jaskier peering under the sheets of his bed.

"What is this?" Jaskier asks and Geralt shifts a little anxiously, looking over at the bed, all his distractions long since put away.

"A bed warming stone," he explains, "Penelope brought it up for you. To keep your bed warm. It's… important for you to keep warm."

"Penelope?" Jaskier asks.

"The chambermaid."

"Ah." Jaskier sounds a little disappointed, but when he climbs into bed, Geralt can hear the little contented sounds he makes while he gets comfortable.

Geralt rises up to his feet and crosses to the other side of the room, blowing out the candles one by one until the only light in the room is the still-crackling fire. Geralt pulls the screen across it and retreats to his own bed, shucking his trousers and shirt before climbing into the bed that suddenly seems far too large for one person on their own.

He's just used to sharing, he tells himself, but when he climbs under the covers, he knows it's more than that. He misses the warmth of another body against him, misses the way Jaskier shuffles too close when it's cold, sucking up all of Geralt's body heat. He even misses the idiot's cold toes against the backs of his legs. For the first time ever, Geralt wishes they didn't have the luxury of two beds.

But he's not about to go and climb into Jaskier's space, least of all when he's not well. He's so focused on his own thoughts he almost misses the tiny voice in the dark.

"Geralt?"

"Jaskier?"

"Could you- it's just I'm so- I fear this may be the end," he says and Geralt doesn't like the change in his voice, the forced humour in that last sentence. He knows Jaskier is not that sick, but the fake humour worries him.

"You'll be fine," Geralt responds, playing along as he normally would.

"I don't think so," Jaskier says, rolling over to face Geralt across the expanse of the room, "I may very well perish." He sounds more genuine this time, at least and the tight ball in Geralt's chest gives a little.

"I'd know if you were dying," he says simply, clinging on to this little bit of forced normalcy by his fingernails.

"You wouldn't," Jaskier says, "or you'd come over here right now."

"And why would I do that?"

"Because I need you," Jaskeir says and Geralt's heart stops beating for a moment. He's used to silence, has learned to settle his own body so that he can hear everything around him for miles. But the silence that follows those four words is nothing he's ever experienced.

"For what?" The silence that follows is somehow longer and heavier than before.

"Come cuddle me?"

"What?" Geralt asks before he can think better of it.

"I just- I sleep better with you here," Jaskier breathes, so quietly Geralt almost doesn't catch it. "I know we finally have two beds and it's more comfortable for you, but I'm- I'm cold and you're always so warm."

"Jaskier-" it's a warning, for Geralt more than anyone. That this is dangerous, that he shouldn't let himself get up right now, but he wants to. Too much.

"You'd never forgive yourself if I died when you could have easily stopped my suffering-"

"Jaskier, you're not dying."

"I might be."

Another long pause lingers between them and Geralt's heart pounds so heavily in his chest that he's sure Jaskier will hear it. He struggles with himself about the decision before he sighs and pushes the blankets back. He's already halfway across the room before he really realizes what he's doing, but Jaskier lifts the blankets up for him and Geralt slips in as Jaskier rolls away from him.

Geralt shudders as Jaskier's feet press to the front of his legs, somehow still frozen, but he settles remarkably quickly. A chill goes through him, but Geralt drapes an arm over Jaskier's middle, pulling him tighter against his chest and Jaskier lets out a soft contented sigh. This… despite Geralt's hesitation, his fears, feels right.

"Better?" he asks and Jaskier elbows him as he readjusts, mumbling a soft sorry.

"Yeah," Jaskier breathes, "you're warm."

"Mm."

"Thank you," Jaskier mumbles and Geralt can already hear his breath evening out, the steady pace of his heart. He's already falling asleep.

"For what?"

"For taking care of me. Know it wasn't Penelope."

"It was."

"'S not her now," Jaskier yawns, wiggling back against Geralt's chest. "G'night Geralt."

Geralt lets go of the tightly coiled control for a moment, pressing his nose into Jaskier's neck and pressing a soft kiss in his hair.

"Sleep well, Jaskier."

[mango-bango-bby]

Oh my LORD GOSHIKI PRECIOUS BABY- no one ever writes for this precious boy istg- Could I request yandere Goshiki stalking his college classmate reader and just getting the wrong idea (delusional) from everything the reader does?

♡ No Doubts ♡

(A/N: Goshiki is just an absolute sweetheart 🥺🥺 I’d give him kisses and pat him on the head, he deserves it 💖 Also yes!! We need more content for him!! So hopefully I can deliver that to you darlings!!)

Content Warning ⚠️: Yandere, delusions, stalking, breaking and entering, naive!reader

Summary: Goshiki is becoming more and more delusional, believing almost everything you do is telling him that you love him (Yandere!Goshiki x GN!Reader)

Masterlist ➸ ♡

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Goshiki liked you. He liked you a lot, even loved you yet he never seemed to be able to go up and talk to you.

When he triedto talk to you his heart would beat so fast he felt as if it was going to burst, he would become so shaky, and his face would go bright red. He could never approach you, which led to him simply watching you from a far.

Sure some would call it “stalking”, however Goshiki would call it admiring you from afar or protecting you without your knowledge. He didn’t do it to make you upset or to scare you, he did it to just see you and be with you, even if you didn’t know.

However recently Goshiki has been becoming more and more convinced that you know that he’s watching you. You would do certain things that he was certain was for him! He just knew it!

For example, you would leave your windows open. You left your windows open for him to crawl through and watch you. He knew you, and you were smart. There’s no reason that you would leave your window open, unless perhaps you wanted him to come inside your home.

In a similar way, you would leave your door unlocked. There’s was just no way that you would do that unless you knew Goshiki was watching and following you! You must want him to be with you if you’re doing things like this. Perhaps you’re too shy to talk to him as well, maybe this is your way of telling him that you love him too.

There was a small part of Goshiki’s mind that told him maybe it wasn’t for him. Maybe you didn’t know that he was watching you. Maybe it was all just a coincidence... However Goshiki’s lovesick thoughts drowned those other ones out, it just had to be for him!

Goshiki looks over you now as you sleep in bed, your face peaceful and your body totally relaxed.

You left your window open again tonight, Goshiki’s glad you leave it open so he can come in. However he also worries about you, you’re lucky it’s just him who comes through your window at night, that you have him following you to protect you and help you.

Goshiki gently reaches out to you, shakily brushing some of your hair out of your face. God, your skin is so soft. His heart is thumping against his chest, he can feel it just beating and beating.

Goshiki begins to pull his hand away from you, only for you in your sleepy state to reach out for him again. You, as you sleep, grab onto his hand, pulling him towards you.

If he had his doubts before, they were gone now. You loved him, he just knew it.

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵ Thank you for reading, darling!!

[kakiwrites]

putting the night owl to bed

Genre: fluff

A katsuki bakugo x reader

Synopsis: as a night owl, you usually do most of your work in the dead of night. well, not with bakugo around.

a/n: as a fellow night owl, I can totally relate to this. As soon as I thought of this scenario I immediately jotted it down! I was supposed to write this tomorrow after my exams but I just couldn't resist. Hope you guys enjoy it!

No matter how many times bakugo forces you into your shared bed early, you just couldn't fall asleep.

You're a night owl, you do the most work at night.

So you guys came to an agreement.

As long as you're relatively quiet, you can stay up for as long as you want. while bakugo gets the sleep he deserves. It was a win-win.

on most nights, bakugo would go to bed at his usual 8 pm while you would head off into another room to start doing your stuff.

Well, tonight was an exception.

Katsuki just… couldn't sleep. It felt like he was missing something.

So after hours of tossing and turning, he grumpily got out of bed and stomped out into the living room where you were just hanging out tonight.

You were just on your phone and scrolling through your feed when you heard the stomping.

You assumed you were somehow being loud and woke him up.

This cannot be good.

You gulped, standing up to meet him halfway.

"was I too loud? I'm sorry-" you tried to apologize only to be cut off by bakugo stomping towards you, a big scowl on his face.

"it's 2 am. We're going to bed. Right. Now." he growled, picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder.

He carried you back to the bedroom.

Yeah, thrashing and squirming weren't gonna do anything.

bakugo dropped you onto your side of the bed before he dropped down on his.

He pulled you close to him and just passed out.

Turns out, the thing that was missing was you.

Anyway, this was kind of rushed but still, I hope you guys enjoy this one either way! Requests are open so please don't be shy to send anything in my inbox! Love you guys 💕💖❤️

General taglist (don’t be shy to comment your tumblr @ below): @tokyoghoose @macaronnv @reogou @midnightangelfox @wumboho @seiijixcia @tessabrown101 @agent-barnes40

[sunshinetoshi]

hii this is for your 100 celebration (congrats btw!) - tsukki + break my heart again by finneas "it must be nice to love someone who lets you break them twice" + angst or hurt/comfort

tsukishima x reader (~850 words)

it must be nice to love someone who lets you break them twice

tw: angst, hurt/comfort, arguing/fighting

A/N:  thank you sm!! you were the first ask for this event so i am sending you my love heheh 💖 trying to practice self control and keep one-shots on the shorter-ish side for this event askjd. this was my first time trying hurt/comfort but i hope you enjoy xx

“I already told you, these things are important to me. You know what, if you don’t want to put effort into this relationship then just tell me!”

“Oh my god, not this again. Are you kidding me? Why do you have to bring that up? I thought we agreed we would move on but you keep going back!”

“Well maybe because I don’t see a change, Kei!”

The two of you stared down at one another. Your chests heaving from all the yelling you two were doing. It seemed like it would never end. You lost track of the time but you know you two had been at it for a while now.

Your exhale was shaky. “You said you would change.”

“I’m trying!”

“Are you?” Your voice raised again.

He stormed up to you. “Maybe you’re the one who doesn’t want to put effort into this relationship anymore! Maybe that’s what’s going on! Maybe you should just leave me!”

Your mouth fell open and you looked at him wide-eyed. He didn’t mean it. You knew he didn’t.

A look of realization hit him and his features softened. “Wait, no, I didn’t-”

Instinctively, you scoffed. “Fine.” You grabbed your things off the coffee table and made your way to the door. “I’m going home.”

“No, don’t go, please,” he pleaded. “We can talk about this,” he grabbed onto your shoulder but you just shrugged him off. “Baby, please stay. You can’t leave.”

“Watch me.” It didn’t sound confident but it made your point.

“It’s pouring out there, you’ll get sick! Please, stay here tonight.”

“I’m tired, Kei. Please.” And you both knew you weren’t talking about being physically tired. You sighed. “I’ll talk to you later,” you mumbled as you passed through the door.

You took the bus to Kei’s place but you decided to walk home, despite the rain. You needed to clear your thoughts. You played through the entire thing. Were you too harsh? Were you being a nag? Were you wrong? But by the time you reached your apartment those thoughts were pushed away. It wouldn’t be fair to put this all on you. You reminded yourself what you were holding onto. You wanted him to put more effort into showing up for you. That was something you wanted him to do as your partner and he didn’t do it. Just like he didn’t all those months ago. You were doing your best and putting your all into this relationship and it didn’t feel like he was doing the same. You knew you loved him. And you knew he loved you. But like you said, you were tired. Does all the good really outweigh the bad?

Did you get home safe?

Are you okay?

That was a dumb question, I know..

I’m sorry.

I want to do better. I want to be better. You deserve that.

Good night. I love you.

I love you so much.

You ignored all his texts that evening and knocked out on your bed. When you woke up the next morning your body felt heavy and you had the sniffles. He was right, you got sick. You spent the day curled up in a blanket on your couch with a box of tissues next to you. You continued to get texts from Tsukki asking how you were. I’m fine. You finally texted back.

You didn’t realize you drifted to sleep until you awoke to the sound of your doorbell. Groggy, you made your way to the door and saw it was Kei. You opened the door.

He stood there with his arms full. It was like he knew. He had homemade soup, medicine, and your favorite plushie of his with him. He looked at you firmly. “Listen to me, I know I have a lot I need to work on. We wouldn’t have fought yesterday if I had been treating you the way I should have. You deserve to be treated right. You’ve given me so many chances to treat you better, you’ve always believed in me. You’re too good for me, and it scares me that I might not be able to give you what you want and deserve. But I want to try my hardest with every waking moment I have to show you how much I appreciate our relationship and how much I love you.” He took a step closer to you, “So can we talk about this? For real this time?”

You looked into his eyes and the love in them was deeper than you’ve ever seen from him. He wanted to make this right. You silently nod your head and let him in. And you two talked, seriously this time. He listened carefully to your feelings and shared his own. Tears were shed but the whole conversation was gentle, you were communicating your love for one another and how you could improve this relationship together.

And when he lay in your arms that night after you two talked for hours, you watched him, thinking. 

You really loved him. And now you knew he really loved you. He’s worth it.

[quirrrky]

Oof. Idk much about makeup but I know for sure that the eyes are really the hardest to do- or at least, that’s what it looks like to me. I hope you’ll be able to be apply eye makeup successfully in your next try!

I’m over the moon today cause the results of the boards are out and well, I passed. 😌 can finally sleep well tonight. ✊🏻✊🏻✨

yes the eyes 😭😭😭 I have to match the two shits w/ each other

AND OMG!!!!!! CONFRATS ALIAAAAAAABOMG!! you're so awesome 💕💕💕 you deserve to celebrate it 💖🎉 and you better get a rest too 😤💓

[chittapornswife]

oOOOH THATS SO FUN THAT THE PARTY JUST KEEPS GOING I HOPE YOU HAVE EVEN MORE FUN AND ITS NOT SUPER CRAZY AND YOU JUST ENJOY SPENDING TIME WITH YOUR FAMILY !!! ((also shh your dad doesn’t have to know until it’s too late shh)) i love you, thank you for always being the highlights of my days. i hope you know how loved and appreciated you are especially by me ♥️🌼💖🌟🌈✨💛🌸❤️

IT IS SUPER FUN!!!! My legs r sore from walking around too much today like from the hike and now my sis is tryna get fit so she goes on nightly walks. So tonight my cousin, me, my bro, my sis all went on a walk and ODHDJ OKAY ME AND MY BRO SPLIT FROM MY SIS N COUSIN TO TAKE THE EASIER ROUTE HOME AND A RLLY CUTE CAT CAME UP TO US AND IHMDUBD I NORMALLY AM KINDA SCARED OF CATS CAUSE FHEY CLAW BUT THIS ONE WAS SO CUTE !!!!!!!

I hope my dad gets on board with this though because even though I don’t have a good relationship with him (he thinks we do) idk I just feel kinda scared :/ not as in like fearing for my life but for so long he’s tried to put controls and limits on my life yet sometimes he gives freedom and like ????? He just has a rlly odd mindset that I don’t agree with and I’m tired of living with him really :/ But! You’re the highlight of my day with your sweet messages and I can’t thank you enough for always being so committed and just no one’s ever been continuously so nice to me for a long period of time like half a year :”( so you have no idea how much you mean to me with anything you say because it makes me want to live another day happy. And if my day isn’t happy then I know I can come back to a msg from you and I’m so dumb bc I’m getting teary as I type this but seriously thank you♥️☹️ I don’t think I deserve this much kindness because of how I lack but you make me feel on top of the world (this just reminded me of tvxq’s top of the world and when I’d play Tetris on Facebook listening to the whole rise as god album).

OKAY BUT I NEED TO SLEEP BC MY GRANDPARENTS R RELIGIOUS AND WAKE UP AT 4AM TO PRAY LOL WHICH IS HALF AN HOUR AWAY but also who know they might just sleep a lil longer and IM SUPER DUPER EXCITED TO SHOW MY COUSIN TO NEW PLACES TO EAT WITH MY SIS AND BROTHER AND HERE IS A PIC OF MY STEPS FOR THE DAY AND THE CAT WE SAW!!!! Anyways goodnight I love you but you know that but what you don’t know is that all the stars in the world shine so bright for you and if it was up to them, they’d revolve around you as well 😗♥️✨