#get me off this hellsite

[iwannaseeyouunravvel]

i swear i wasnt into fauxcest until i got on tumblr

[seductive-snail]

"just to check my notifs" i said. "then i'll get back to my hw" i said. I'VE BEEN SCROLLING FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR

[rainthetrain]

Time to kill myself ig

[bitchlessslenderman]

10000 likes!

Tumnlbr ahyy this is a feature fora milestone. Get me off this website

[bylightofdawn]

AHAHAH I have been trying to write since I got off of work at 10 and holy fuckballs my ADD tonight has been OFF THE CHARTS. And tumblr is definitely the culprit. I have two new big fics I want to read and transfer to my kindle thanks to my skimming the fanbinding tag and found a trove of SW fanfics someone posted about.

And then I fell down the Jaster Mereel rabbithole.

But I am SO CLOSE to finishing chapter 16. I just need to get my brain to shut the fuck up long enough and stay focused enough to write like...another 500 words or something stupidly doable like that. Ughhhhhh

I go to my GP next week for a med check and refill and I am seriously debating having a conversation with him about whether or not I have adult ADD. I don't know if it's just the older I get the more scattered my attention gets or what but it's seriously starting to affect my life in weird ways. I just don't know if I WANT to open that door and go the medication route or if there are non-medication routes I can explore first. Ugh okay I'm going to completely close out every tab I have for tumblr, I'm going to shut off my phone because if it's not tumble distracting me it's random reddit alerts of twitch alerts and no wonder I question if I have adult ADD I'm constantly getting overwhelmed with push notification on my social media.

EDIT: CHAPTER 16 IS COMPLETE. Wow I think I wrote an entire near 4K chapter in one day.

Fuck yes, inspiration keep that shit coming!

Now whether or not it's complete shit is totally subjective at 1am but Imma take the W and crawl into bed now. I might end up picking up some extra hours tomorrow for work so I don't know if I'll have time to write tomorrow.

NGL I broke my own a little bit writing this chapter. A theme in this and the past few chapters have been Jaster is extremely sleep deprived because of [plot spoilers I don't know if I've talked about or not]. And people keep telling him to go the fuck to sleep until Mij finally snaps and has a Come to Jesus™ talk about how he's being dumb and he shouldn't be pushing himself so hard because he's not a spring chicken anymore

And Plo has the unhappy realization that oh yeah, Jaster is pushing 50 and technically halfway through his lifespan and one day he's going to have to face the reality that he's going to outlive him. Because how many retired ori'ramikad do you know?

Annnnnnnd I inflicted emotional damage on myself with that one.

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Alright, bed time for me.

[imaginespazzi]

idk you say paige doesn't move weird but her being with kk in the gym at midnight instead of azzi speaks volumes i think you're coping

😃😃😃

Please, PLEASE tell me this is satire or trolling...

Because if it's not then I'm begging, like I am on my knees anon, please get a dictionary and search up friendship and then go outside and get some fresh air 🙏🏾

[all-the-bones-ever]

tma hc (or fanfic idea idk):

a cult of the vast that believes that the true form (or "creator"/manifestation) of the Vast is Asteria

"the falling titan": Asteria is a titaness, and is the goddess of falling stars

delos (the island she becomes/became): islands are surrounded by water. the ocean is notoriously a great thing for the Vast. plus she's a goddess of stars, astrology, and stuff, and that has to do with space which is also great for the vast

she's also connected to prophecy/oneiromancy (divination through dreams), and ofc all of the tma cults have prophets so it works out

(plus metaphorically dreams are endless places/times, so it fits even more with the Vast because the prophets are constantly surrounded by manifestations of the Vast, whether awake or unconscious)

can you hear me

[girlsdads]

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[xinyuehui]

✦ Not sure what milestone I'm celebrating here, but there's always an occasion for a giveaway!!! ✦

This one is for my Oh No! Here Comes Trouble "obsessions"

There'll be 2 winners for this giveaway

PRIZES

✦ Both winner will get a copy of the Peng Cianyou 1626 magazine

✦ One will get the A ver poster and cards

✦ One will get the B ver poster and cards

✦ Both winners will get the Yiyong & Guangyan shiny laser cards designed by ＠萌姜女 (MengJiangNü)

+ I will also throw in photocard sleeves and top loaders and other small knickknacks ♡

RULES

✦ You don't need to follow me. But you have to be an ONHCT & Peng Cianyou fan (obv)

✦ Reblog to enter, likes won't be counted. No spamming, a few reblogs are okay. No giveaway blogs

✦ You must be 18+ to enter, and is comfortable sharing your name and address with me. I will DM you via tumblr message so make sure that's open!

✦ Ends on 30 SEPTEMBER 2023 23:59PM (GMT)

✦ No entries from China region <- bit of a dumb rule but I carried all of these back from China, I'm not shipping it back to China 😂

▶ This giveaway is now closed, thank you for participating! ◀

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

September 2022: 2 posts October 2022: 8 posts November 2022: - December 2022: 24 posts January 2023: 16 posts

February 2023: 49 posts

March 2023: 130 posts

April 2023: 33 posts

May 2023: 152 posts

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huh wtf that’s actually horrifying data, I do see how you came to that conclusion lmao

[glitterghost]

I'm sorry, but I'm a firm believer in not putting negative posts about a topic in the actual tag of said topic. Why would you do that? So the post pops up and is forced on my (or anothers) dash? Get that negativity out of here. We don't need that in this house (tumblr). And definitely not in my room (blog)!

[jazajas]

oh wait nvm you genuinely think they're setting up for a bucktommy breakup 🙄, clearly you don't care about what's actually going on in the show

i don't know if they're setting up for a b/t breakup because i haven't seen the episode, nor the episodes leading up to it

the only way you could have come to that conclusion is if you've gone to my blog and read the other posts i have made about 911 where i express my dislike for tommy (because i think he's a bad person, and i have cut people out of my life who were like him before) and express that i do ship b/e (which i will root for because it's fun, and i enjoy it) because no where in the post i made did i 1) mention the characters themselves, 2) mention a ship, or 3) tag with a ship - i made it vague on purpose because i wasn't getting to comment about my own personal speculations i was trying to comment on not immediately writing off the episode as 'bad writing' because we will never get full context until the entire season (or at least 8a) is complete

the use of the word 'breakdown' in my post was NOT that i thought the relationship would end - it was that were getting a view behind the curtain of how the relationship is, how they interact with each other

how you interpreted my post and therfore your response to me says a lot about you

you could have not sent this ask and ignored me based on your belief of me, maybe even blocked me (hell i've blocked people for less, because this is my experience on this app and what i say goes for what i want to see), and let me fade into oblivion never to be seen from again

i could have ignored this ask and only interacted with your other one where you mention how the way this latest episode is placed is on par with other shows like it to keep things relevant and lighthearted

but you are the second person in two days to come into my ask box on anonymous and seemingly berate me for my interests and interpretations on a silly little show that isn't even finished airing

it's not that deep

[hurtcomforted]

i can always tell when i've spent a little too much time on tumblr because it stops showing me fandom posts and instead gives me the weirdest political discourse ever that feels like glancing into the ninth circle of hell

[enigma-absolute]

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[abluehappyface]

Everyone talking about Tumblr Live and the new polls feature (that I still haven't seen yet) and here I am with a Tumblr app that still looks like this:

I haven't even gotten to Halloween of LAST year yet

[objectpermanences]

Okay, wtf does "prev" mean?

I've seen it on two polls now and I'm so confused.