#geodon

[ayequelindaxo]

Everyone needs a good dicking before bed time to get to sleep.

[detentiontrack]

So I’ve done some research on the new medication my psychiatrist suggested, and I think I’m going to try it. I’m worried about this manic episode becoming dangerous and leading to me going inpatient again. I’m forcing myself to try it for at least 2-3 months before stopping it again.

[shinyeternatus]

mental health is actually so dire that i have more than once considered checking myself into the psych ward. like that will help 😭

[t4tbumbleby]

are you fucking kidding me? why's this the first time i'm hearing of this?

[the-old-man-has-the-phonebox]

I can't wait to see the introductions of the lesser angels Xanax, Wellbutrin, and Lexapro in S3 🥰

[unremarkablechap]

arthur. so relatable. we both had abusive dads. we both had a person who didn't make a relationship secure. we both get super angry. very flawed man. but.... love. love for him from me... i love him.

[jinxed-fates]

am i cursed to be sick at weddings

[drowfag]

I don't want to go to the psych ward because my meds suddenly stopped working.

[skin-bible]

I had my drs appointment yesterday and she's helping me go into a program to get my meds even cheaper (waiting on the phone call) because I accidentally let it slip that I'm passively suicidal and had a breakdown in her clinic. She kept asking if there's anything she can do to help but I felt like she's already doing everything she could do.

My anti depressants double as fibromyalgia meds, so without them, I'm in a lot of pain as well, because of which I've been off of them entirely for 3 weeks. When I picked up my meds last, all I could get was my anti psychotics, and sleep aids, which I've been halving doses to make them last.

I have extra anti anxiety meds because I ALWAYS forget to take the afternoon doses, so last time I got some of my meds it was no loss to not pick them up.

Kind of goofy but. In the days I took all my meds I felt so good, and I was actually genuinely happy with my life that I called it my Margaritavi11e phase because I felt good and carefree. I was reminiscing that feeling in the bathtub yesterday and I was like "oh God. Si1ent Hi11 came to Margaritavi11e."

[silkyloathe]

stuff is coming out of my boobs what the fuck ...

[spectacle-street]

I finally found an anti-psychotic that doesn't feel terrible to take, happy day!

[t4tbumbleby]

i miss seroquel...

[gravehags]

my body trying to process the salad i had for dinner, my half pint of ice cream plus cake cone, and the geodon, birth control, viviscal, psyllium fiber, lithium, gabapentin, and senna tablets i just took:

[crmsnmth]

Around The Lake

Walks around the lake making laps until the sun comes up Talking about nothing and somehow everything Laughter at the absurd thoughts we share Laughing at how our conversations evolve in real time Making fun of everything and anything Swearing we weren't friends No, that's just not the right word for it We were brothers I would've died for you, you would've died for me I would've killed you, you would've killed for me I tried to live for you, and tried to live for me

Late night phone calls of tears and breaking down You pulled me off the tracks just before the train came barreling down and then you made me laugh over diner coffee The stars were always so bright as we stood in the band shell snorting your geodon and wondering why it helped me feel better Diagnosis match but neither of us were doctors We were just looking for a good time And we found it in the company of each other

Why didn't we ever get a place together? Did we both subconsciously sabotage ourselves? I wonder how different things would have been had I stayed with you Instead Skeletor the Ghost You introduced me to the love of my life, the big one, the only ex that matters I dnn't blame you, you came with good intentions

Skateboards in the skatepark as soon as the sunlight was bright Back and forth, neither one of us had the courage to drop in

Walks around the lake but this time I'm all on my own My headphones blare Placebo songs that I belt along with because your gone, and I can't blame I abandoned you for Milwaukee and didn't eve say goodbye

I miss you though. Every second of everyday. More than the love of my life More that any other friend I've ever somehow made The grandious conversations and shared dreams We were going to big, huge, gigantic But you had me, than man of no motovation

Walking along the lake shore your not here and I forgot my headphone

[teddykaczynski]

abilify made my boobs grow so much over a month and because of that i ended up getting a breast reduction. i had an allergic reaction (rash) to risperidone. gained weight on latuda and also it gave me TD, which the geodon i was put on after worsened and also i just could not sleep at all unless i took which was a distressing enough side effect on its own that it really pushed me to get off all psych meds but ofc it was a process and i had to go off the other two that didnt cause debilitating side effects first before i could attempt stopping geodon