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UMMM WTF
#just found out c.urran w.alters is 26????#WTF#genuinely thought he was like 20#BUT NO HES NEARLY THE SAME AGE AS ME???#what in the fuck#i was like; thats a baby#NO THATS A ADULT MAN#HES GOT SUCH A BABY FACE THOUGH?????#DID EVERYONE EXCEPT ME KNOW THAT????#i mean probably im slow as shit#but like-#THATS IRRELEVANT
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Jaskier, wearing an uncommon outfit for the time: what do you think, Geralt? I’m hoping to start a new trend!
Geralt: It’s…interesting??
Jaskier: in a good way??
Geralt: it’s a little too weird for my taste.
Jaskier: dude, you have white hair and dress cowboy goth. YOU are weird.
Geralt: EXCUSE ME
#geraskier#the witcher#geralt of rivia#jaskier#genuine things me and my beloved have said#incorrect witcher quotes#don’t ask Geralt for fashion advice#it’s like asking a horse to not get scared at a gust of air#they can do it#it just takes them a ridiculous amount of time#lovable creatures nonetheless#just like Geralt#he’s got maybe 2 thoughts of how fashion works#Jaskier probably picks out his outfits#actually who am I kidding he canonically does#Geralt’s the type of person to have a shirt that he’s been wearing since he was 20 and still wears it to whatever current age he is#Jaskier tells him to throw it out but he just digs it out of the trash like a little raccoon#actually more akin to an opossum because they are misunderstood little guys#I’m rambling you get the point
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Jace lets Zara feed on him sometimes bc that’s his best friend and he loves her, Send Tweet
#I love vampires & feedings bc of the high level of intimacy#like I think Zara are those friends that you cannot tell if they’re dating or not and if asked they’re like ‘what is your problem??’#they just have such a level of intimacy ingrained in their friendship#they’re doing forehead and knuckle kisses#she was the first coworker he genuinely clicked with outside of his whole weird thing with Porter#Zara is the type of friend to be like I’ll kill your loser boyfriend if he hurts you 💖 and Jace is like ‘no one has ever cared this much#about me thank you’#he makes sure that she feeds regularly#he’ll level blood bags labeled with her name in the breakroom fridge and texts her if her classes run long to go grab it#porter gets jealous but also filled with bisexual panic when he sees them hugging one night#Zara kisses his forehead and when Porter makes eye contact he’s so pissed#he texts her later like ‘you’re trying to steal my boyfriend wtf’ and bc she knows Jace loves making Porter jealous#she’s like ���I thought you didn’t mind sharing’ Porter fully breaks his phone#dimension 20#jace stardiamond#Zara sool#I made this post already and tumblr hit me with the nono stick
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“because he never accepts that it's never been about righteousness--it's about repentance.” except javert killing himself IS repentance.
well, it’s like 12 different things, because bro had gone days without sleeping and very little food and water and he already had low self-worth and kept asking the amis to kill him and just assumed he was going to die AND THEN valjean upended his understanding of the world and morality. he was really going through it & there are a lot of overlapping reasons for why he jumps into the seine.
but javert is like Number One Most Responsible guy in the whole story. taking responsibility is his Thing (forever bitter the musical doesn’t include the punish me monsieur le maire scene). how else, in his derailment, could he atone for his conceived misdeeds other than by handing in his resignation to god? in the brick he had already left a note urging his superiors to treat convicts at toulon better, which is another step in his repentance (and another crime the musical commits by not including it). jumping into the seine was another step.
honestly a lot of ppl who like the book think the musical was dead wrong to exclude him from the big heaven group sing, because it COMPLETELY undermines the themes of forgiveness and compassion threaded throughout les mis. like the musical was simply wrong lol.
This is helpful context! I am still finishing the brick, although I have fully read the abridged version, and that detail about the letter wasn't included, so I didn't know that occurred! (And thank you for the message--this is a long response but I'd love to hear more of your thoughts!)
I agree that Javert is certainly deeply distraught and remorseful; like you mentioned, his worldview is literally falling apart, and his actions reflect his mental state. But his death isn't really repentance--in the sense that it's not what God would have wanted. To me it reads like a Judas situation: a desperate realization of a huge mistake, and doing the only thing you think can make it right, namely, ending it all. That's the just punishment for someone so wrong, isn't it?
But true repentance, meaning the repentance that the Lord desires, is about changing your ways, not "paying a price." Had Javert really understood the beauty of Valjean's mercy (an image of Christ's, just as the bishop's undeserved mercy was to Valjean himself), rather than killing himself, he would have lived to also become "an honest man"--in heart. One who could forgive and understand forgiveness, for himself as well as others. One who could recognize that he is not The Law, that he can fall, but that he can also be "brought to the light." One who could accept that men like Valjean, and men like himself, CAN change, and be changed.
It's tragic to me because so much of "Stars," and his character in the book as well as the musical, is about wanting to be righteous, to rise above his birth and the sinfulness he associates it with. It's about wanting to please the Lord by his actions. But in his end, he shows he never understood what God really wanted from him, and that's where my original phrase comes in: not righteousness, but repentance. To live, and face the man you were, knowing it's no longer the man you are. That it's never been about what you've done or can do, but about what's been done for you. That's the Gospel that he could never fully accept.
To use another example you mentioned, that misunderstanding drives why he asks the Mayor (Valjean) to punish him--in his worldview, mercy is unjust, or at the very least, unfair. Evil must be punished; "those who fall like Lucifer fell" receive "the sword." But "as it is written," God "desires mercy, not sacrifice" (Matthew 9:13). God would have wanted Javert to live, and Javert couldn't see that, and that's why it's devastating to me. In his misunderstanding of the heart of God, he misses what would have set him free from the chains of sin he's always been trying to escape.
That's why he's contrasted with Valjean, who (though he carries guilt about his past till the end of his life) is eventually able to face it and confess what he had done to those he loves. He knew there was mercy to be found, if only it was asked for. Javert was too blinded by pride and shame to realize it, and so, while broken, he never was able to truly repent.
For that, you must go on.
#i have a lot more thoughts on this specifically as it relates to pride as javert's fatal flaw. that's what kept him from grasping it all#because fundamentally he believes what he does is what sets him apart as righteous. that's the symbolism of the brand: your deeds define you#so if it's actually been about mercy all along then he has been needlessly cruel when he thought it was righteousness#and all of his actions that he thought made him better have been for nothing. he's carried shame for nothing. been a slave for nothing#les miserables#les mis#inspector javert#responses aka the ramblings of my brain#my meta posts#meta#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#no actually i'm still not done just needed to interrupt for the search tags etc.#shame is only possible where pride is present#that's my hot take. if javert had been truly totally humble he would not have killed himself. he would have accepted the gift of life#which is the same gift we are given in christ!! and that's honestly why it isn't repentance because the whole thing is a christian allegory#his suicide shows that he still regards himself as judge. he determines the punishment#and in his song the lyrics are full of things like 'damned if i'll live in the debt of a thief' 'i'll spit his pity right back in his face'#he is too prideful to accept the gift that christ has given: salvation UTTERLY unearned and undeserved. through grace alone#narratively he represents the Law (old covenant) in christianity and those who still choose to live under it#romans 3:20 says 'therefore by the deeds of the law shall no flesh be justified in His sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin'#but valjean represents one saved by the new covenant. who can see that his 'righteousness is as filthy rags' (isaiah 64:6) and is redeemed#and that is why ultimately from a narrative perspective valjean has salvation and javert does not#not that javert did not see his wrongdoing but that he could not look past his own 'righteousness'#anyway this was all very christian-info-dump but the book is too so i feel it was justified 😂 but that's my interpretation#would love to hear more thoughts if you have them!! i truly hope this didn't come off as combative bc i mean it super genuinely!#kay has a party in the tags#kay is a musical theater nerd#kay is a classical literature nerd
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personally i hope they leave solas' romantic history as vague as possible mostly bc i genuinely dont think its relevant or neccesary at all and it just adds another layer of mess to a situation thats already messy enough as it is. but if they do go down that route i am desperately hoping they just reaffirm him being a canonically terrible boyfriend who's never held a stable relationship longer for like. idk. 20 years at best lol. i think that would do WONDERS for his character actually
#20 years = the equivalent of like a 2 week talking stage for ancient elves lol#im not even saying that to be funny i would genuinely like him even more as a character than i already do if they did this#in terms of his romantic history i just. idk. i dont care. bc the answer is so obvious already like hes 8000 years old or whatever#hes likely fallen in and out of love a LOT and i feel like the scope of his experience and subsequent power imbalance w lavellan#is just too much to adequately address in whats probably going to amount to like 10 minutes of solavellan content at best#also personally i just do not care to find out that pookie's last relationship was a 200+ Epic compared to lavellans 8 month L situationshi#i would prefer not to talk about it godbless🙏#but on the flip side. i think it would be soooo funny and also humanizing if his duties and general woeful vibes#just meant he hadnt actually held relationships as long as his immortality might have u believe#like it WOULD be hard to text back when you 1v7-ing the elven gods yknow. or when u yourself are put up on the pedestal of godhood#anyway. food for thought. it might also be healing for lavellan to know there's a long line of deeply irritated exes behind them lol
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@fiberturkey89 OK HI i love treating ninjago charactes like my oc so heres the umm explanation for my morro design!!! YAP SESSION under cut cause i dont wanna flood ppl with my yapping ...
ok so to me he was a member of the cloud kingdom!!! i know this is a somewhat popular headcanon although im not sure who first came up with it. i just wanted a reason to make him look cool at first
every different realm and region has a majority species . To me . i could go on and on about each one that i Made up but for now i will focus on the CK species (plus euphrasia for additional um. idk. context?)
idk what id call the species name. ill just call them Writers . for now. Ummm as u can see i believe that their species has a LOT of wings. like a whole bunch. each person can have up to like 3 colours for their wings, with white being the main one. the colours don't have meaning Yet but idk . they're mostly whatever colour i think fit best with their character .
they also got Eyes on their wings . this would be the tertiary colour (or the same colour as secondary) . they have a Lot of feathers on their body (neck-chest, arm-wrist, around knee-ankle). They also have . featheered tails . Ok that's about as much as ill detail for their species bc i do have madeup culture for them But i don't want this to turn into a 9 paragraph yap session . I will focus on morro now
MORRO FAKE LORE! WOOHOO!!
ok so in the world where hes my oc. he was a part of the writers of destiny (or rather one in training but he lived in the cloud kingdom nonetheless) . anyways . he didn't really like the life there bc he always wanted to be More than just a writer of destiny. he wanted to be there to experience the damn thing himself, but that obviously wasn't allowed in the cloud kingdom (bc . well. u can see that theyre kinda strict on their rules (one destiny one path sort of thing or whatever) . so he eventually gets kicked out after enough misdemeanours (so probably he misbehaved like One time) . anyways they bound him to a flightless life (bc . flying was . well. a pretty big thing in a community full of people who have wings all over their body) and exiled him to Ninjago .
he cant fly back home so he doesn't. not that he would anyway. this is why he keeps his wings folded/closed almost all the time. they do not serve any purpose. he would love to chop them off if he could
he makes a few friends on the streets but theyre hardly 'friends' in the natural sense of that word.
also. in a fucked up twist of the world, he ends up being the elemental master of wind.
(this ones connected to another thing i also made up but if the Ninjago writers get to forget things and make things up at random So Can I; anyways my point is that wojira was defeated by Nyad . who was one of the two elements that matched the um amulet thing. and since she transformed into the sea i cant imagine the first EM of wind was just like Oh well okay then i guess its all over. In my mind they became one with the wind too and was probably from an even higher plane than the cloud kingdom but their powers ended up there anyway . Taken by some. Freak.)
around this time is when he meets wu and stuff. u know everything that happens from here so i will not be retelling shit but i am sooo adamant on them Not being father and son sorry. or at the very least i think it was only one-sided . i think wu wanted company and morro reminded him of a younger version of his older brother . thought of him as a 'son' bc thats the only way he could really see him. whereas morro thought wu was some stinky old man who was nice. very nice and sweet to him. promised him a destiny bigger than himself. but not a father. what even is a father? he does not see that in wu sorry . tgey will never be father and son to me . that relationship dynamic is too simple for the complexity of their relationship
yeagh well wu 'lied' about his destiny (I mean . of cours i dont actually think that way. wu kind of Had no way to tell if he really was destined to be the green ninja although It is kinda Freaked up to suggest it to a like. 10 year old. i guess he did learn his lesson . ) and morro was like Fuck u i choose my own destiny . And left and died. ok yea this is all stuff u already knew
(also i imagine he went looking for FSM's tombstone (aka he was Really just looking for the realm crystal) so he could go back home . to rewrite his own destiny. to be like Yeah i actually AM the green ninja and you cant stop me.)
okkokokk this is a bit graphic cause. believe it or not. morro dies. so like. i will be describing that a little
annywaayyyysss morro goes to the cave of despair and. gets lost. falls a bunch. at some point he realises hes like completely lost as in like to the point of no return . and while hes panicking there are Fuckinf geysers gushing out and rumbling the damn ground. he falls but he doesn't die immediately. he breaks his wings first though. not that they would've helped him fly out. but im just explaining why his wings look so wilted and like theyre just 'hanging off' in his ghost design. its bc they r. those are broken wings that cannot move naturally . he cannot keep them folded bc they are broken
his cause of death was thirst . starvation was a factor too but like. thirst got his ass first (as it would anyone). he ripped his sleeves while venturing around the cave but he did use some to try and wrap around his wounds . didn't really Help tho cause he died anyway .
Extra fucked up fake lore ? Writers have feathered tails that fall off to impending doom. as a final play on a destined fate (Dying!!!! LOL!!!!). so like days before morro dies the feathers of his tail fall off one by one until there are None left . if it makes it any better it doesn't hurt like a broken bone . just imagine if one day you woke up to your.? idk? leg gone? like it didn't hurt its just gone and you can feel that its gone but not the pain of the loss. if u get what i mean. or maybe thats not the right comparison. idk. your hair i guess?
. in his last moments his thoughts are not of any happy memories Because he straight up has none sorry gang i dont want him happy. Ok kidding im sure he thought of wu. im sure part of him wished wu had come after him. im sure a part of him wished he hadn't stepped into the cave. but i also Believe he probably welcomed death pretty nicely. with a warm hug and all. he probably leapt into that mfs arms.
anywaygsss . he gets sent to the cursed realm (Whicg is crazy im not going to lie but apparently he did a bunch of crazy shit while looking for the FSM's tomb so. maybe deserved. i dont know.) and the preeminent is like Yooo what is this freak doing here . Do my taxes. and morro is like Ok but u have to curse some realms. And the preeminent is like Yeah i already planned on doing that
also its only BC he went to the cursed realm that his wings are black in his ghost form!!! it looks more decayed and Cursed that way
ok yeah thats all the stuff i made up i think . unless i missed something. i dont think i did
also Lloyd would not have had his wings while he was being possessed . he only had like traces of them (ghost feathers would fall off his back when he moved but they weren't /actually/ there . it confused the fuck out of the ninja the first time. they were like Woah your voice got deeper. Why are you shedding feathers.)
morro is my favourite fucked up evil OC im so thankful they didn't give him a redemption arc thank yiu so much i love it when villains refuse to be redeemed even when given the chance im cheering adn clapping. morro never get revived. thank you.
#i know you technically asked for only wing lore#but i thought the other context was necessary for my design of him...#:3#do i tag this#ninjago#ninjago morro#just so i can search myself#fake lore dump by leg#all of them are my ocs sorry i dont make the rules#genuinely morro isn't even one of my favs for me to be doing all this#but icl hes very silly and i love him#i just realised i never specified any age#i assume he died at early 20? maybe like literally days after his lonely 20th bday#he left the monastery at 15#so he did fucked up things for 5 years#which i think warrants enough sins to end up in the cursed realm#probably? i guess#not normal about species-making btw#ask me about my madeup species for roby and bleckt. ask meabouGETS SHOT#ask me about what i made roxGETS KILLED BY A TANK#ask me about my madeup species for shintaro. ask me the difference of shintaro and ckGETS MAULED BY A BEAR#blabberpar
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i've been diving a lot deeper into adhd symptoms and comorbidities and misdiagnoses and whenever i tell my boyfriend something i learned that sounds like me he responds with something like
#idk he knows me more than anyone bc i can't hide the parts i'm ashamed of from him#last night he was like. yeah EYE think you have adhd but i'm just some guy#idk i'm excited about this not because i want to be Quirky for internet reasons. yknow. but bc i've felt like an impostor of a human being#and i have no sense of self and i can't get myself to do basic tasks and the thought of doing something i don't want to do#genuinely makes me want to throw up/my brain shuts down/i can't think or talk or function to the point where i can't work.#so i can't support myself. so i feel terrible about myself. and i've been in and out of therapy for 20 years and have numerous diagnoses#that have never really felt like they fully encapsulate what's going on. and like. i've kinda just internalized that i'm not as good at#being a person as everyone else because i struggle so so much. like yeah i did well in school but i had to sacrifice literally everything#else to do that. idk how everyone else is managing to have a job and hobbies and friends#i get to pick like. one now. i used to be able to juggle everything to some degree although i felt like i was being careless in all areas#except school. i'm so scared of making mistakes or starting anything or talking to new people or trying new hobbies#because i know it won't interest me more than a couple weeks MAX and i'll feel listless and restless again#and i've come to understand this as part of who i am at my core. i'm just someone who can't commit and isn't reliable or a good friend#i just want so badly for that not to be the case because i want so badly to not be stuck like this#idk im going home to talk to my dad this weekend and just rest because i'm really really not doing well#which is why i'm scrambling to try to figure out what's going on with me because idk how much longer i feasibly can do this#and i might be moving back to the pnw bc therapists in pa don't work with medicaid#and no psychiatrists near me are taking new patients. and i can't work to get on private insurance. but therapists in or do work w medicaid#so idk. again if youre diagnosed w adhd and this sounds not like someone who is consuming social media brain rot content about adhd#but rather someone whose experiences you identify with. please let me know. please please#i am reaching out to professionals also but things move slowly and i'm trying to compile evidence so i don't sound like i'm making it up
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ok well we know that jesus can emit pure light as he did when he was in his tomb + i assume the light is holiness or joy or purity (considering his spirit was in heaven but his body had died in sin) (considering his body was holy but his spirit was drowning in unquenchable fire).. thinking about the version of jesus i made up in my head who's way cooler and more transgender and i think he would emit sparks and a glowing electric light if you fucked him and i think it would inspire an unfathomably intense lust
#text#this is NOT me taking a stance on whether jesus went to heaven or hell when he died#i didnt know there was discourse about this til i googled to double check i thought it was a given that he went to hell ??#i was CERTAIN it was hell because what else would the damn point of the crucifixion be#gotquestions dot org is trying to say Ofc he didnt go to hell hes too special and ur just reading the verse wrong#which like. ok but THE POINT OF HIS DEATH WAS TO WASH EVERYONES SIN AWAY AND PAY THE ULTIMATE PRICE#WHICH IS *DEATH* WHICH LEADS TO *GOING TO HELL* IF YOU'RE NOT SAVED. WHICH HE WASNT! BECAUSE *HE WAS THE SACRIFICE*#THATS THE WHOLE POINT!!! HE WAS DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE. HE WENT TO HELL. HE CAME BACK.#um. i rescind my previous statement about not taking a stance i think i have actually#But if u have like solid proof that isnt 1 peter 3:18-20 pls lmk i havent read the bible in years#OH YEAH DISCLAIMER: i am not xtian . just insane . i was raised as one so i know a lot of lore#but i have memory problems so i forgot a lot of lore#yay!#nsft#SORRY i have like brain problems that lead to me saying these things#likethere is genuinely something reallywrong with me i think But that's not really important read my funny posts boy#would you suck jesus's strap. it is glowing with holy light btw#sorry again#I would.#sorr y a third time#tboy jesus tag
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the way Zac turned on a dime upon getting his package was so interesting to me? Like Colin still hides crazy blackmail under his bed for safe keeping, but he also immediately became the wary skeptic, trying to get Thane to understand the danger they’re in. He shifted from “im just happy to have some comfort and food to eat.” to “im going to try to pickpocket the Bishop because what the fuck is happening.”
#dimension 20#the ravening war#the ravening war spoilers#zac oyama#i already feel like I need to rewatch the first episode because wow that was so much information#I’m just really curious where Zac is going with this because I thought he’d be like a sauve asshole#and then he was kinda a low born man trying his best#then as soon as those packages came into play he practically made no more jokes the rest of the episode#obviously everyone’s got secrets and im genuinely in love with all the pcs already but I can’t get a reading on Colin and im intrigued#d20
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imma be real with u guys i actually unironically love danganronpa but only the source content i hate 99.99999% of fan content so fucking much.
LISTEN THIS IS A HETALIA BLOG NONE OF US ARE BETTER THAN DANGANRONPAERS AND EVERYONE WHO IS UNAWARE NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND DANGANRONAPERS TREAT KOKICHI THE WAY HETALIA FANS TREAT ENGLAND. EXCEPT WORSE. SOMEHOW 100000x WORSE
#AND IM 20 FEET UNDER IN THIS HETALIA SHITSHOW I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT PEOPLE BEEN DOING TO ENGLAND SINCE 2008#DANGANRONPA IS REALLY FUCKING GOOD ITS HILARIOUS#ALL THE CHARACTERS HAVE SWISS CHEESE FOR BRAINS#THE GAME IS FUN I LIKE THE MINI GAMES I THINK IT LOOKS GREAT YES I LIKE THE FUCKASS DANGANRONPA STANCE ITS FUNNY#THE FIRST GAME IS THE BEST ONE BECAUSE NGL THEY WERE NOT PUSHED THAT HARD TO KILL EACHOTHER LOL#AND ALSO THERES AN ENTIRE PART WHERE U GOTTA CONVINCE ONE KF THE CHARACTERS THAT ANOTHER ONE ISNT A GHOST#AND ALSO BYAKUYA TELLS TOKO TO STOP TALKING AND SHE STRAIGHT UP DOESNT FOR LIKE 2 DAYS AND NOBODY CARES LOL#toko is actually an incredible acomplishment because she is so genuinely insufferable and awful and everybody hates her for half the game#and then somehow by the end of it she hasnt changed but you just like her now its an amazing phenomenon#i cant think of a single other character that ive thought to be the actual worst and then later i like them so much even tho they havent#changed at all#bruh in universe shes hated too like theres that part where junko kidnaps everyones loved ones and we see peoples families n shjt#and then toko only has her goddamn pet stink bug#now that nobody likes danganronpa anymore (thank god) ill make my clearing kokichis name post one day... BECAUSE OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE YOU#PEOPLE DONE TO HIM#HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO HIM HE DOESNT SLIT HIS WRISTS HES A GAMER
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how the fuck is Ben Schwartz 41 like what
#ben schwartz#I believe I’m being lied to#he doesn’t look like he’s 41#genuinely thought he was like in his late 20s early 30s#teddy lobo#renfield
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SPOILERS FOR MALEVOLENT EPISODE 20 ‘THE KING’
OH MY GOD *unintabgible screaming*
So, first listen through, had to pause in the middle (right as Arthur and John where about to go into the city further after meeting Mr. Kayne) and
UM WHAT????? THE ROLLER COSTER THAT WAS THIS EPISODE?????
Mr. Kayne…. Sir…. You are, interesting (I have been made aware that I misspelled his name earlier)
AND LILY oh my god Lily… 😭 I loved her so much, she was such a marker for John progression and a heart wrenching piece of proof that despite being a bastard he cares a lot, so much growth
and the whole ‘life is loss’ only for that to be a misdirect???? And not point that Kayne was trying to remind Arthur off??? But how that doesn’t even matter because while not his intended point it was inevitable anyway???? They couldn’t have saved lily… only brought her comfort and mercy???? John’s goodbye to her and Arthur’s goodbye to Faroe who he originally ventured into the city for????? The parallels between them????? I just,,,, god?????
THE THRONE FOR US LINE????????? Excuse me?????? (Hot throne sex fic please and thank you-)
THE WHOLE CONVERSATION BETWEEN THE KING AND ARTHUR???? THE DIALOGE LINES???? I AM NOT EVEN GOING TO LIE OR ATAMPT TO BE CHILL I AM CHEWING THAT SHIT UP
“John as you so lovingly call him”
“And yet you love him…”
“Do you hear how mad you sound?”
I AM CHEWING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE LIKE A RABID ANIMAL
he loves him! He loves him he loves him! dude, for like a solid minute I was kicking my legs like a school girl as I rode on the public transit bus
and then king started snapping bones and I choked 💀
god damn, Arthur’s fucking going through it
and the ending???????????? I am
✨obsessing✨
I will be drawing scenes from this episode for soooooo long
“One bite is enough tourist the stomach of a grown man.”
“how many have you had? Four”
me rn with what imma be drawing and obsessing over for like, the next month
I can’t even describe how desperately I was screaming in my head for the last 30 seconds “KAYNE LAYNE GET UR ASS OVER HERE RN” and “KAYNE FIX THIS, YOUR CLEARLY POWERFUL FIX THIS, KAYNE YOU SAID YOUR WHERE ENTERESTWD DONT LET ARTHUR DIE HERE”
“KAYNE”
but just like in that Kirk yelling out ‘khan’ in the old movie way
#malevolent#Malevolent ep 20#malevolent ep 20 spoilers#I’m sooooooo normal about them#(I’m not)#and oh my gosh Kayne looks fun#He a girlie for real#I too cant keep my head on straight long enough to answer a single question before derailing to talk about an other connected/adjesten topi#Sorry for the obsessive use of gifs but I genuinely can’t like#Express all the thoughts and feelings#I’m going to go lie face down in some dirt before I listen to the next episode#I usually space them out a bit because I kno the series isn’t finished and I want to savor between episodes#But god damn#arthur lester#john doe#arthur x john#Kayne#He’s so funny
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great! a job that i was planning to apply to tomorrow has taken down their online posting, meaning that the position is filled before i even had a chance to submit my application! i love to feel like shit about myself and my absolute lack of a meaningful career and the fact that my dad will unintentionally make me feel even worse about this tomorrow by asking me why i hadn't already applied for it!
#genuinely i have never felt this bad about myself for my entire life#i have cried hysterically every month of this summer so far and i usually cry once every calendar year or less#my dad spent like 20 minutes today talking to me about what a great fit he thought i would be for this job#so it's going to be soooooooo fun to tell him that i can't apply for it because it's filled#and the best part is! i would have already submitted the application if he hadn't made me drive him around all day!#it is past 10 and night and i have already sobbed hysterically once today and i'm about to start doing it again!#i don't understand how i'm supposed to keep doing this for the rest of my life#delete later
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being in both twst and milgram fandoms is just hearing people say "but :( but they did a bad thing!! so they're bad!!" all the time and sighing and going "bestie.. you're not gonna believe this.. but it's this media's whole point.."
#listen. at least milgram fandom is fun. and at least we're literally allowed to judge prisoners based on how cute/hot they are#meanwhile twst fandom is so.#'yeah like. i know this guy genuinely thought magic is dangerous bc of his brother's death-#and this guy kidnaps people and turns them into dolls and sells them and the only lesson he learns is school is fun <3#but hey at least the second guy is a dilf (he's in his 20s)'#yes i'm still mad because the playful land event felt like a parody of glomas.#and also now i have to deal with seeing art of ferro x yuu (who looks like and is supposed to be a highschooler there) everywhere.#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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what is QUIGLEY'S darkest secret
ummmm ahaha. wellllll. it's actually ummmmmm. as a matter of fact. wellll. TECHNICALLY. um. he has a younger sister. piety quigley. and TECHNICALLY. she uhhhh. developed cleric magic a few years after he did. even though he's the most specialest only singular one [1] final cleric in his generation. the Only magicboy. which is the entire basis for his specialboy status. but uhh haha it's ummm. I'm sure it's a fluke right haha. she agreed to keep it a secret forever and ever and ever so it doesn't matter haha as long as NO ONE FINDS OUT.
quigley doodle for your time ty
#i suppose in a more personal sense his darkest secret is that hes so fucking afraid all thee time and he needs everyone to like him so bad#and also when hes in his 20s his darkest secret is that he totally 100% lies about having a vision from eldath#anyway . piety quigley you r my angel <33 shes genuinely sourceron specialboy quigleys only friend in the whole world#TY FOR ASKING ABOUT HIM HES BEEN PLAGUING MY THOUGHTS IVE BEEN DOODLING HIM EVERYWHERE ITS A PROBLEM#quigley#ask#quigley info
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head in my hands... my other brother announced to me that he is now also playing baldur's gate...my job defending every companion that isn't shadowheart will never be over...
#bg3#thoughts about media#...how unfun must cod be lately that he is playing the infamous gay bear sex rpg?#at least he has somewhat less foul opinions than my youngest brother#you know...the “tieflings should only be girls” guy#but as they are both cishet dudes in their early 20s...they both only really like SH....#and don't really care to give other companions a genuine chance...#he kept repeating that star is “a bitch” and that he can't stand him...like I could just FEEL the “fag” being held back.#bracing myself for the autism jokes that will inevitably come my way after he hears some of gale's more long-winded dialogue...
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