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Absolutely devastated to find out that in the comics, Buffy and Faith become cops
#genuinely heart broken#my girls would never#buffy season 12#buffy summers#faith lehane#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs
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The fucking devastation of seeing Betsy be the one to call Andrews therapist (who was then paid off by Riko to fucking fully re-traumatize Andrew) is godamn unparalleled. Seeing Wymack say that "neil is a problem he has time to address" is a close second but still below. Wymack thinking Kevin was his son then having to supress all of his want and care for the boy, only to find out 22 years *late* that Kevin was his son?
Like, how fucking awful would the relization that Betsy sent andrew off to the horrible person who did severe damage to Andrew be. She called that man specifically, and she is Andrews most trusted female adult, his pseudo-mom. Like just, thats fucking awful and hurt so much to read.
But also, imagine Wymack kicking himself over and over after saying "Neil is a problem I have time to sort out" when Neil just disappeared without saying anything. When Neil went to the Nest, he went to Balitmore, hell even when he hitch-hiked home. How devastating was it to have thought "maybe this one will be fine for now" and everytime a disaster occurs he is fucking "fine" over and over again until he disappears, gets himself hurt, or damn well gets himself killed. Like, just reading that line and knowing that, no Neil does NOT have time hurt my soul
Reading Wymack's thoughts and feelings about Kevin, and how Kayleigh broke his heart was devastating. Wymack knew knew he would get burned like that because it wasn't serious but that shit still hurts even when it "shouldn't". Knowing that Kevin is aware that Wymack is his dad, and that Wymack wanted to take care of Kevin completely even without knowing Kevin is his son was heartbreaking. Especially knowing that Wymack did try and make sure Kevin wasn't his, and would have 100% done everything humanly possible to protect Kevin jsut makes their entire storyline hurt so much more.
#aftg#wymack#betsy dobson#aftg fandom#the foxes#neil josten#andrew minyard#exy#literally why did nora have to shatter my heart with extra chapters it just wasn't fair#kevin day#dadmack#genuinely heart broken
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Shen Qingqiu, after being taken as a captive in Binghe's palace: I can have anything I want? Fine! Then I don't want to see you! Ever!
Shen Qingqiu, after Binghe complies with his wish and doesn't bother him: WHY won't he come and see meeeeeeee?!?!? This protagonist is nothing like the gongs in Meimei's books!!!! WHY DIDN'T HE LOCK ME AWAY TO HAVE HIS WAY WITH ME??!? WHY IS HE RESPECTING MY BOUNDARIES!?!?!!
#anqels ramblings#eva.txt#svsss#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#bingqiu#he was sulking so hard#like he really thought binghe wouldn't listen to him#but bingbing is a respectful boy <33 (except for the time he was trying to scare him but shhhhh that doesn't count)#i mean sqq was also actually mad at him for lying to him. and for attacking cqm.#but I genuinely don't think he meant he never wanted to see him again#he just said it in a fit of anger after having his heart broken#i really need to reread this part if I want to do a more accurate analysis#i'll probably reread it in august to celebrate 2 years since reading svsss. i wanna try and read it in 3 days like I did the first time
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here to post an Opinion and a Video
i used to agree with the idea that astarion never really felt Anything for the PC until at least act 2. but now that im multiple playthrus in and had this dialogue, im not sure that’s the case any longer. idk he tries to make a joke, but even he realizes it doesn’t land, so then he becomes honest. like, honest to the point that i thought we only saw in his confession scene in act 2. idk how to explain it but it feels much more genuine than i’m used to seeing in act 1.
#bg3 spoilers#bg3#frankie posts#astarion#astarion acunin#bg3: vid#idk if this is making sense but id love to hear others opinions too#because like#idk it feels extremely genuine to me#even his ‘die of a broken heart’ comes out Too Real#idk idk idk
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Love your work! I was wondering (because you book recs are always amazing), what are your favourite books of all time?
Ada by Vladimir Nabokov
#everyone always bangs on about Lolita but IMO it's mid compared to some of his other work#Pale Fire was a banger#Ada might genuinely be one of the best things ever written in the English language#IMO anyway#books#used to date a girl whose fave book was Lolita and mine was Ada#I thought this said something very important about our personalities because Ada has a happy ending#Whereas the protagonist of Lolita literally dies of a broken heart in the opening pages#also he's a nonce#press G to pay disrespects
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yuuji talking about how he understands now why some people give up and don't try to fight harsh unavoidable reality after joining jujutsu tech breaks my heart so much. he knows what it's like to feel helpless but he does not even have the luxury to give up because he is built different: stronger and tougher, so no matter what he has to keep going!!
#i sound like a broken record but the amount of guilt and pain yuji and megumi carry genuinely breaks my heart so much#they deserved so so much better than this than everything else#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 266#yuuji itadori#itadori yuji#jjk manga#jjk itadori
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I'm always like "Damn..." whenever Davos goes "fuck the assize and fuck you" at Aeron, as a response to him bringing up the assize at Riverrun lol
Like, come on, Davos, ik ur still upset about the breakup, but Aeron was trying to be civil, man. Don't be an asshole lmao
#that scene just lives in my head rent free ig#i just think it's so funny how Aeron genuinely seemed to be trying to be civil about the boundary stones thing#only for Davos' meanass to tell him to fuck off lmao#that's what a broken heart does to a mf#davron#davos blackwood#aeron bracken#brackenwood#brackwood
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i really love the delivery of voice of the broken's lines so i made an complilation of my favorites!! category 5 simp event please enjoy the incarnation of pathetic sadness
#genuinely obsessed with “it didn't even work it doesn't count” i just#( shakily pulls out a ring ) for you mr disembodied voice#i like how his dislike and irritation of the other voices is mutual he just never fights back because he agrees with them lmao#wished he snapped or got sassy more often though it's so much fun. im pressing a heart sticker on his forehead#slay the princess#voice of the broken#♡. brokenloveposting#♡. txt
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Posts angsty fanfic art then disappears into the void ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
Click for better quality like always~
#this is for a fic called ‘shell-shocked’ by catsandcanaries on ao3!#plz check it out if you want your heart broken :)#it’s been updating recently & it’s been all that’s on my mind#microwaving that fic in my brain#hmmm ok cw tags lol#injury#blood#hospital#bandages#iv line#hurt#bruises#wounds#fma#whump#whump art#anywho I’ve been reading this since hmmmmmmmm 2020 I think??#don’t like thinking about how that’s 4 years ago that’s just not correct#every time it updates I get SO EXCITED#genuinely so happy to see it continue ^^
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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Thinking abt Kae’s Fatui verse,,,,
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Him having a sort of fatal attraction vibe goin with Traveler like Came||ya’s whole thing almost hdbfb#//The whole ‘you’re interesting; I really like you; I can’t WAIT to see what makes you tick’#//Except he might actually be more of a danger to them; considering his endgame for those he ‘loves’#v; l’innamorato (fatui!kaeya)#//The love idea of him v attached to Signora; deffo got along with the kiddos of the HotH better fjhdh#//Prolly loved presenting her W|ll Sm|th style; even if the attention it drew to him too did make his skin crawl more often than not#//Love the idea of him stalking Traveler thru their journeyw lil heart eyes; interfering at key moments to hinder or help them progress#//Depends on how he’s feeling at the moment jcbcb#//In this verse would deffo butt heads with Taru in Fontaine specifically—he wants Traveler’s attention too jfbfb#//Prolly met them in Mond as part of Signora’s lil entourage—IMMEDIATELY got intrigued at first glance#//Background wise; I like to think he was a Fatuus meant to infiltrate the knights like many of Eroch’s ppl#//And in the progress of going through the knight thing got acquainted w Luc & began to have doubts abt the Fatui cause#//After visiting his home; hearing abt and meeting his father; then the day of the Heckening happens & they fight#//Bc Kae already planned to come clean & renounce the Fatui & Khaenri’ah; but the mess Crepus’s death made of him#//Tried far too hastily; far too bluntly to tell Luc the truth of his origins; swearing he knew nothing abt the Delusion#//Only to get claymore’d; which absolutely helped cemented him into the Fatui’s ranks more#//A part of him knows it wasn’t the time to say it; that he is at fault for trying to take advantage of Luc’s vulnerable state to tell him#//Only for the lad to have been far too volatile & so it turned out badly; but he still blames Luc for the break of their bond#//Anywho; I like to think as of Inazuma; he does have a certain grudge against traveler bc of Signora#//Before; encounters were more of puppy love bordering on dangerous obsession—after that; the dangerous bit became Personal#//Ohhh I’m writing a yandere here; okay<-should have realized that from the FIRST slew of Fatuiverse hcs lmao#//He genuinely does love Traveler; would like to see them breaking down in despair in his arms#//The two of them together would make a most beautiful ice sculpture indeed#//Even with his grudge; Traveler does stand a chance at swaying him to actually be helpful#//Sumeru quest wise; Co||ei is the magic word—i like to think he came along with there bc he wanted to see abt the Eleazar#//And maybe find clues to her family or even her herself; Traveler or Paimon dropping the name would make him cooperate SO fast#//Klee in Mond is basically his Teucer jffb. She is as good as fam in his eyes—I like to think he keeps up his habit of collecting pyro ppl#//Bc he never got over his broken bond with SOMEONE. Even if this verse has him more bitter abt it#//But ye jdbdbd. Is it rlly a Allie posting if it not short lol blurb and then heckin TAG SPAM lololol
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A question.
We're in a situation where there is no more Fao and Finn.
Shiv has left, taking Fao and Ely (epoch's, but too much to talk to both of us), and leaving all our fics frozen still.
As mentioned previously, you can find shiv on ao3, but all of my work has only ever been on here.
Would people be interested in a rewritten situation where the Daniels etc remain (but without Fao obv)? Fao left in prev works but removed from future? Leaving the blog frozen with no changes or additions? Completely new characters on a new blog that has zero to do with the boys?
If anyone has any tips etc, they'd be appreciated.
#ev posts#faofinn breakup#this isn't how i expectedly the blog to go ngl#but i also didn't expect to be split up either tbh#we've got five years of writing every single day behind us#but now I'm not allowed to even message every day#hell even any week#shout out to mental illness for ruining my life again#ironically enough it wasn’t my depression that broke the straw#but i did try and off myself the same day shiv broke up with me lmao#and not a week has gone by without a tragedy#I've had too many deaths in the family#and three prealerts#two resus stays#and another three admissions#and not one of them was for my bloody mental health#it's literally a broken heart#they've actually genuinely considered it and it blows my tiny medical mind.
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Anybody know how to get rid of a curse 😭
#throwback to when i was a kid and my mother the monster that she is wished upon me to never be happy just as she isn't#and that i should never be granted love or happiness. just like her.#this happened repeatedly#my heart gets broken over and over while ppl around me find love and get to keep it and be happy#i feel so fucking broken. like im literally not a person. idk what im doing wrong#i love my friends' love. im genuinely happy to see them thrive#ive been alone and yearning for a quarter of a century#i cant take it anymore#of course i had to fall in love with someone who wont be with me#thats the easiest way to make sure im fucked up and alone for as long as possible#and it's happened several times#they may love me but they cant be w me#I'm literally so fucking sad#the one person who was gonna make it work. i made them hate me bc of some huge misunderstanding abt the nature of our relationship#i miss them the most in the whole world. i think about them constantly. biggest regret of my life#the grief of it all is eating me alive. i keep getting close to being happy n in love and. dare i say it. loved#and then its all getting ripped away from me. again and again#every day it hurts and it makes me paralysed and i cant do shit or be who i want. i wish i could b sedated forever#goodnight lol
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unfortunately i find myself once again engaging with a fandom for a children's media, because they have yuri in it and i'm extremely predictable
#now if disney gives a whole generation of baby sapphics their first queerbait ill be so pissed#it's one thing for it to be an edgy tv show made for adults but coming from a disney channel original movie is just nasty#genuinely the girlies do not deserve this they better make glasshearts canon#idec i shipped bridgella more i just dont want to see kids getting their heart broken bc of fucking descendants#it really stings when a show tells you two girls could never be together and mocks you for thinking it it really shouldnt come from disney#plus its 2024 no one is going to die if they finally have sapphics as main leads in their next big thing
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gf told me possible new inazuma character in 5.4… we may go back to inazuma… kujou sara………..
#sev.screams#im genuinely. so abnormal rn#if a kjsr hangout is release i will GENUINELY fall to my knees#please hoyoverse. please da wei im begging you with as much sincerity i can muster in my heart#tears in my eyes i miss her so bad#im just a broken record over here abt kjsr
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i’m going to plant flowers in the shape of a heart and see if that helps
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