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atimble · 7 months ago
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Absolutely devastated to find out that in the comics, Buffy and Faith become cops
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lazy-to-an-l · 14 days ago
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The fucking devastation of seeing Betsy be the one to call Andrews therapist (who was then paid off by Riko to fucking fully re-traumatize Andrew) is godamn unparalleled. Seeing Wymack say that "neil is a problem he has time to address" is a close second but still below. Wymack thinking Kevin was his son then having to supress all of his want and care for the boy, only to find out 22 years *late* that Kevin was his son?
Like, how fucking awful would the relization that Betsy sent andrew off to the horrible person who did severe damage to Andrew be. She called that man specifically, and she is Andrews most trusted female adult, his pseudo-mom. Like just, thats fucking awful and hurt so much to read.
But also, imagine Wymack kicking himself over and over after saying "Neil is a problem I have time to sort out" when Neil just disappeared without saying anything. When Neil went to the Nest, he went to Balitmore, hell even when he hitch-hiked home. How devastating was it to have thought "maybe this one will be fine for now" and everytime a disaster occurs he is fucking "fine" over and over again until he disappears, gets himself hurt, or damn well gets himself killed. Like, just reading that line and knowing that, no Neil does NOT have time hurt my soul
Reading Wymack's thoughts and feelings about Kevin, and how Kayleigh broke his heart was devastating. Wymack knew knew he would get burned like that because it wasn't serious but that shit still hurts even when it "shouldn't". Knowing that Kevin is aware that Wymack is his dad, and that Wymack wanted to take care of Kevin completely even without knowing Kevin is his son was heartbreaking. Especially knowing that Wymack did try and make sure Kevin wasn't his, and would have 100% done everything humanly possible to protect Kevin jsut makes their entire storyline hurt so much more.
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anqelbean · 5 months ago
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Shen Qingqiu, after being taken as a captive in Binghe's palace: I can have anything I want? Fine! Then I don't want to see you! Ever!
Shen Qingqiu, after Binghe complies with his wish and doesn't bother him: WHY won't he come and see meeeeeeee?!?!? This protagonist is nothing like the gongs in Meimei's books!!!! WHY DIDN'T HE LOCK ME AWAY TO HAVE HIS WAY WITH ME??!? WHY IS HE RESPECTING MY BOUNDARIES!?!?!!
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utterdrip · 1 year ago
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here to post an Opinion and a Video
i used to agree with the idea that astarion never really felt Anything for the PC until at least act 2. but now that im multiple playthrus in and had this dialogue, im not sure that’s the case any longer. idk he tries to make a joke, but even he realizes it doesn’t land, so then he becomes honest. like, honest to the point that i thought we only saw in his confession scene in act 2. idk how to explain it but it feels much more genuine than i’m used to seeing in act 1.
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theabigailthorn · 11 months ago
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Love your work! I was wondering (because you book recs are always amazing), what are your favourite books of all time?
Ada by Vladimir Nabokov
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gojosbf · 3 months ago
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yuuji talking about how he understands now why some people give up and don't try to fight harsh unavoidable reality after joining jujutsu tech breaks my heart so much. he knows what it's like to feel helpless but he does not even have the luxury to give up because he is built different: stronger and tougher, so no matter what he has to keep going!!
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lettythepetty · 4 months ago
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I'm always like "Damn..." whenever Davos goes "fuck the assize and fuck you" at Aeron, as a response to him bringing up the assize at Riverrun lol
Like, come on, Davos, ik ur still upset about the breakup, but Aeron was trying to be civil, man. Don't be an asshole lmao
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pareidolla · 6 months ago
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i really love the delivery of voice of the broken's lines so i made an complilation of my favorites!! category 5 simp event please enjoy the incarnation of pathetic sadness
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petalpatches · 10 months ago
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starjunkyard · 7 months ago
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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dutybcrne · 2 months ago
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Thinking abt Kae’s Fatui verse,,,,
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Him having a sort of fatal attraction vibe goin with Traveler like Came||ya’s whole thing almost hdbfb#//The whole ‘you’re interesting; I really like you; I can’t WAIT to see what makes you tick’#//Except he might actually be more of a danger to them; considering his endgame for those he ‘loves’#v; l’innamorato (fatui!kaeya)#//The love idea of him v attached to Signora; deffo got along with the kiddos of the HotH better fjhdh#//Prolly loved presenting her W|ll Sm|th style; even if the attention it drew to him too did make his skin crawl more often than not#//Love the idea of him stalking Traveler thru their journeyw lil heart eyes; interfering at key moments to hinder or help them progress#//Depends on how he’s feeling at the moment jcbcb#//In this verse would deffo butt heads with Taru in Fontaine specifically—he wants Traveler’s attention too jfbfb#//Prolly met them in Mond as part of Signora’s lil entourage—IMMEDIATELY got intrigued at first glance#//Background wise; I like to think he was a Fatuus meant to infiltrate the knights like many of Eroch’s ppl#//And in the progress of going through the knight thing got acquainted w Luc & began to have doubts abt the Fatui cause#//After visiting his home; hearing abt and meeting his father; then the day of the Heckening happens & they fight#//Bc Kae already planned to come clean & renounce the Fatui & Khaenri’ah; but the mess Crepus’s death made of him#//Tried far too hastily; far too bluntly to tell Luc the truth of his origins; swearing he knew nothing abt the Delusion#//Only to get claymore’d; which absolutely helped cemented him into the Fatui’s ranks more#//A part of him knows it wasn’t the time to say it; that he is at fault for trying to take advantage of Luc’s vulnerable state to tell him#//Only for the lad to have been far too volatile & so it turned out badly; but he still blames Luc for the break of their bond#//Anywho; I like to think as of Inazuma; he does have a certain grudge against traveler bc of Signora#//Before; encounters were more of puppy love bordering on dangerous obsession—after that; the dangerous bit became Personal#//Ohhh I’m writing a yandere here; okay<-should have realized that from the FIRST slew of Fatuiverse hcs lmao#//He genuinely does love Traveler; would like to see them breaking down in despair in his arms#//The two of them together would make a most beautiful ice sculpture indeed#//Even with his grudge; Traveler does stand a chance at swaying him to actually be helpful#//Sumeru quest wise; Co||ei is the magic word—i like to think he came along with there bc he wanted to see abt the Eleazar#//And maybe find clues to her family or even her herself; Traveler or Paimon dropping the name would make him cooperate SO fast#//Klee in Mond is basically his Teucer jffb. She is as good as fam in his eyes—I like to think he keeps up his habit of collecting pyro ppl#//Bc he never got over his broken bond with SOMEONE. Even if this verse has him more bitter abt it#//But ye jdbdbd. Is it rlly a Allie posting if it not short lol blurb and then heckin TAG SPAM lololol
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faofinn · 8 months ago
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A question.
We're in a situation where there is no more Fao and Finn.
Shiv has left, taking Fao and Ely (epoch's, but too much to talk to both of us), and leaving all our fics frozen still.
As mentioned previously, you can find shiv on ao3, but all of my work has only ever been on here.
Would people be interested in a rewritten situation where the Daniels etc remain (but without Fao obv)? Fao left in prev works but removed from future? Leaving the blog frozen with no changes or additions? Completely new characters on a new blog that has zero to do with the boys?
If anyone has any tips etc, they'd be appreciated.
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i-am-a-hog · 15 days ago
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Anybody know how to get rid of a curse 😭
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colombinna · 1 month ago
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unfortunately i find myself once again engaging with a fandom for a children's media, because they have yuri in it and i'm extremely predictable
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shalomniscient · 1 day ago
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gf told me possible new inazuma character in 5.4… we may go back to inazuma… kujou sara………..
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devil-in-hiding · 19 days ago
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i’m going to plant flowers in the shape of a heart and see if that helps
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