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#this is for a fic called āshell-shockedā by catsandcanaries on ao3!#plz check it out if you want your heart broken :)#itās been updating recently & itās been all thatās on my mind#microwaving that fic in my brain#hmmm ok cw tags lol#injury#blood#hospital#bandages#iv line#hurt#bruises#wounds#fma#whump#whump art#anywho Iāve been reading this since hmmmmmmmm 2020 I think??#donāt like thinking about how thatās 4 years ago thatās just not correct#every time it updates I get SO EXCITED#genuinely so happy to see it continue ^^
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im so Normal. totally not shaking and crying rn
#its nice to be this excited about something again! to the point of nausea!#and i Mean That#this is the good kinda stress. tis a welcome break from the usual brands#all week i've been having moments of 'ohhhh god New Information Incoming' and i have to sit down every time#and measure my breathing to chill tf out#is this unhealthy! maybe! i am trying to keep it Contained!! tightly leashed if you will#BUT OH FUCK ITS ALMOST HERE AGH AGH AGH#absolutely unprompted#welcome home#i will probably be unable to discover secrets bc i am bad with computers and the like#but hey! ill try!#if there's like... a spoiler tag yall want from me ill make sure to tag any Update Posts with it#then again wh is a unique scenario of like... Are there spoilers#bc it feels like a 'a couple people uncover stuff and then show/tell the rest' thing#but what would i know! this is kinda the first update!#LETS GO GAMERS I HOPE THE NEW STUFF IS TRAUMATIZING FOR BOTH US AND THE CHARACTERS#alright im getting to excited again im gonna go lay down#gonna be refreshing pages every ten seconds even when its completely illogical and meaningless to do so
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Coming October 31stā¦
When the Trouble Comes by nonsensedarling
Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson | 80k | Explicit
Official fic post is HERE.
The Queens Trafficking case is the biggest one of Louisā FBI career so far; eleven reported missing girls all disappeared under a similar set of circumstances. Louis has done everything he can to try and solve this case over the last nine months... while also absolutely ruining his marriage. Harry has been co-host of Banter at Breakfast for five years now and finally has the opportunity to create his own radio show with the network. Unfortunately, it comes at a time where Harry's thoughts are consumed with his impending divorce from his (caring, loving, infuriatingly thoughtful) husband of eight years. Harry and Louis have both been willing to lose themselves in their workā¦ but are they willing to lose each other?
Or a story of (almost) exes-to-lovers.
Chapters will post on Tuesdays of each week, starting on October 31st (20 chapters in total).
(If you would like to be notified by email when it starts posting, you can subscribe here.)
Snippet under the cut:
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With a copy of the case file in his backpack, Louis sticks his key in the door, unlocks it, and steps inside, trying to be as quiet as he can because he knows at this time of night, Harry will definitely be asleep.
Except when he shuts the door, he sees the living room light bleeding out into the hallway, a shadow moving back and forth. Thereās the sound of footsteps ā lots of them, very quickly. Louis stares at the light and for a brief moment panics that heās walked into their apartment to find Harry with someone else.
He hears light murmurs. Louis leans forward, feet frozen but his ears straining, until he recognizes the murmurs as Harry singing. Louis sighs in relief. Harry isnāt with someone else. Heās singing and probably dancing in the living room, maybe with his headphones in, which is why he hasnāt stopped or popped his head out between the doorframe when Louis opened the door.
Louis isnāt going to look in. Heās going to walk right past the doorway and head straight to the guest bedroom and review the file again, and then go to sleep so he can meet Perrie early in the morning.
He isnāt going to look in.
He really doesnāt mean to look in. A motion pulls his attention in his peripheral vision and his head turns without him realizing it, then his whole body stops moving.
Harry is dancing, wireless earbuds in and a glass of deep red wine in his right hand. Thereās a pink tint to his cheeks, which tells Louis that the one in his hand is at least his third. Heās wearing just his boxer briefs and one of Louisā hoodies.
Well, it was technically Harryās hoodie originally. Itās heather grey, worn in to just the perfect amount of softness with a faded Greenbay Packers logo on the front. The first time Louis stayed over at Harryās, he got cold just before they were going to bed. Harry took the sweatshirt from where it was draped over the top of the closet door and passed it to him.
When Louis pulled it onā¦ he canāt really explain it, but there, in Harryās dreadfully small room in his four-roommate apartment, wearing a hoodie that smelled exactly like him (like heād been wearing it all day, soaked in the scent of his shampoo and body lotion and fabric softener)... Louis had the same feeling he got when he first visited New York when he was a kid. Like he was home. Harry had agreed. āLooks better on you then it ever has on me,ā heād said with a smirk. And from then on, it was Louisā hoodie. Harry never tried to take it back.
So the fact that his husband is wearing it now makes Louis feel all sorts of things. Before he has even a second to figure out what any one of them is, Harry opens his eyes.
āShit fucking Christ,ā he exclaims, opening his hand automatically. Itās like Louis watches in slow motion as the glass falls and breaks, shattering in so many different directions. He pulls his earbuds out quickly. āHell, Louis, you scared the shit out of me!ā he scolds.
Harry rises up onto his tiptoes, and Louisā hand immediately goes out in front of him in a stop gesture.
āDonāt, donāt move,ā Louis says. āStay there.ā
He turns quickly towards the kitchen, throwing his backpack somewhere off to the side as he rushes to grab the dustpan and broom, as well as the roll of paper towels.
āIām coming, stay still,ā Louis shouts as he starts jogging back.
He keeps his eyes on the ground as he puts one paper towel down to soak up the wine there, then balls it up so he can sweep away the shards. He does the same as he works his way towards Harryās feet.
Thereās red wine all over his toes, thatās got to be uncomfortable. Louis grabs one of the paper towels and goes to dab his feet to wipe it off.
āStop,ā Harry says. He sounds angry.
Louis glances up and sees that he looks angry. He holds his hands up in a surrendering motion, not wanting to upset him anymore.
āI just want to make sure youāre okay.ā
āWell donāt,ā Harry spits out.
He stands up slowly. Louis doesnāt know if heās ever seen Harry this angry with him. Even the time Louis accidentally threw out his favorite pair of boots it wasnāt like this. Louis isnāt prepared for this bitterness coming from his husband, and he didnāt think divorce brought on something like that when it wasnāt there before, at least not before theyād even filed the paperwork.
#(almost) exes-to-lovers#*screams*#i've never posted a fic as a WIP so we'll see how that goes!#what a time#it is actually insane that this is only 80k- i know i complained at literally every step about it but omg writing PLOT is so MUCH#the way it's been 2 years since this AU started i'm so excited to get it OUT of my documents#updated#first posting date will be October 31st!#means the fic should be fully posted (hopefully including epilogue) by mid-March#weāll see if I get trigger happy and post any chapters early/sooner than anticipated but no promises!!!!
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can we just get one good life sim game please. and Soon instead of 10 yrs from now.
#talkys#i dont understand how the s/ms never had any real competitors#i keep getting sad wrt like damn. FoM in my eyes is the only farming sim thats been up to snuff since stardew in a genre#that ppl now consider oversaturated but its just the illusion of it bc so many of these games are either not good or um Ugly#and i need to take it slow once it releases bc the next good game will likely take another 8+ years to be developed by someone#anyway its adjacent here like i knowwww making a life sim takes time why arent more people doing it. LMAO...said half jokingly ykwim#like ive been waiting long enough and the only prospects rn are ugly hyperrealism you'd need a space station to access and#well i WAS excited for p/ralives but i feel it keeps looking worse with every update?? š#please god i need life sim to Live. and also for us to abandon realistic graphics in games stylization is always much better#KILL EA NEOWWWWWWW
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the internet was cut off and i ran out of data so i asked my brother if i can connect to his hotspot and downloaded dol on my phone,,,,,,,,,
#were in the process of moving !!!!!!!!!! new apartment has wifi !!!!!!!!! but more importantly were not homeless !!!!!!!!!!!!!šš#my time completely cut off from everyone was very much like the pic LMAOAOA#dol was the only offline game i could think of that wasnt some dumbass puzzle game or something#i even play this shit in public cause i literally have nothing to do without internet except maybe look at my gallery for the 400th time#i turn off the combat animations tho so its just all text when im outside šlike im brave but not THAT brave#but anyway its safe to say that im getting back into it again š§āāļø#last time i played dol was before the pregnancy update and like knowing u can get pregnant now is scary#like what if im not prepared to take care of a fictional child#will i be a good mother?????????? i dont want to traumatize the kid and subject them to the horrors of the town like????????#im still like kind of early in + i still have yet to explore the other stuff i never did during my last playthrough so im pretty excited#also somehow course of temptation was still running in the browser i have opened on my chrome so yk..............#played a bit of that as well.........................#its so funny how every npc has names its insane and i love the phone thingy too#ok thats all i think#frambling...?
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Little Sprout: what happened with big us?
Current Sprout: ................ *INCOHERENT SOBBING-*
yeahh- *sniffles*
#asks#god 2al had changed so much#and holy shit tysm to the people who have stuck with it for all this time#the au is over 10 months old#year anniversary around the corner...#man#like I know the whole au lost some traction after *gestures to twist* but#im still so happy to keep writing the story#waugh#holidays are crushing me atm with fam taking up my free time#and there were some other irl stuff that happened beforw then but#I hope to get back into a weekly schedule#maybe....#and im not sure exactly when#might be in like#another 2 to 4 months????????#but theres going to be another poat an update every day of the week event im excited to get to#that and oh boy#that 3 minute long animation project im slowly getting through#augh#tangent#im just emotional over this au man#my baby#changed so much#for the better or worse doesnt matter to me
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so. successfully defended my master's. I have some a bunch of revisions to do for my written thesis before I officially have a master's, but I'm very nearly done with it.
I'll be doing research over the summer, but it's not nearly as fast-paced as normal semesters are, and this was a semester in turbo mode. And boy I certainly felt it. I should have a week or so before this semester is officially over, then I'll be able to finish up my thesis and have more time/energy for writing.
I know I've said that updates would be slower than normal this academic year (this semester, especially) and y'all have been very patient with me, so thanks so much. I've still got another draft/revisions to go, but I'm hoping I'll be able to get back to normal Hannah writing mode because I miss averaging 500-1000 words a day lmao
#hannah's rambles#every time I think of fanfic writers who take much longer between updates than I do I'm always like#āI will wait as long as needed!! I will be excited with them! And even if they don't update again I'm so glad to have read their works!ā#and when it comes to me im like āhm haven't updated main wip in almost a month I might as well have gone missingā JDLKFGJFDLKGJDF#I've had a REALLY tough semester but there have been so many things keeping me going#And among many others.. getting to share my stories with y'all for this long has been an absolute joy#thanks for coming along on this journey with me (so far)!! whether you've only been here a few weeks or since the beginning
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update: peach is doing very well!! she's eating and sleeping normally (sleeping more than normal, really, but that's to be expected)!! after 3 days of not sleeping and a few changes in painkillers, she finally just napped for an hr then, after another day, slept through the whole night (and most of the next day). she's started following all her usual routines again and is very keen to eat! still on some painkillers, but they're not having any horrific side effects anymore
now that im not staying up to keep an eye on her all night (while also dealing with upgrading my computer and my phone and also my sister preparing to go overseas and the dogs barking and howling constantly due to all of the above), i finally got some decent sleep too and slept for about 14 hrs. so today ive got that weird shakiness that i get from sleeping too much, but hey it's better than the whole of the last week
#personal#and i have a working computer that's finally on windows 10 so that's one less thing to have background stress about#and i have a working phone for the first time in.. a year? 1.5 years? idfk. my previous phone was 16gb so i could fit like 2 apps#could barely take pictures (and couldnt store them) and couldnt update most of my apps because i couldnt update my os because no space#so every app ran slow and then eventually my phone would crash if i opened the storage section of the settings#so i couldnt even offload apps so i could delete them while keeping the data for when i downloaded them again#couldnt order medicine remotely because my chemist only lets you do that from the app (not the website)#couldnt control the aircon because that could only be done through an app#missed loads of stuff because i didnt have email notifications because i could only use my browser for emails#couldnt see tumblr polls on mobile because i couldnt update tumblr because i couldnt update my os#left the house less because i had to delete pokemon go and that genuinely helped me go for walks#ive been dealing with all that for a year so this is very exciting and such a ridiculous qol boost#it sucks how much something like that affects your life. what do you mean i need an app for everythingggg#but god im just glad peach is ok. like there was a moment when i was so stressed trying to update my computer because it wasnt working#and then she ate a small bit of food for the first time in 3 days and just. everything was suddenly fine again#and the other night i spent like 6 hrs just sitting here downloading and installing things on my computer#but it was fine because peach was on the chair next to me sleeping through the whole night and it was such a relief#my sister finally got her flight yesterday (after it was moved four days in a row) so that's just one less thing happening#ive started playing bg3 so that's cool and maybe ill get a chance to actually properly watch that new dav trailer lmao#that premiered at 2am on the first night peach was home from surgery and hadnt eaten or slept yet and i was too stressed to care about dav#and it really just went downhill for the next few days#god. ok. today is the first day i can actually breeaaaathe
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#periodical life updates#eurgh. hiiii im so tired just got home from the family gathering thing im. exhausted hkjfh. and i still gotta draw the eca#still gonna be quiet for a while sorry gang <3 anyway lets not talk about any of that hdkjf ARTFIGHT THEME REVEAL!!#you'll never guess which team jace ''kellystar321'' starlight is choosing for seafoam vs stardust hfjkh#*gestures at my oc list* but also. what if i dont CARE anymore hfjkhf obviously i want to draw for people! its my favorite part! but like.#GODDD i dont care about my ocs anymore!! :') ive always been more of a fandom guy i dont... /want/ art of my ocs?#like yeah obviously agent my beloved! alexandria my beloved! eca has a whole daily blog! but my actual interest in them is sooo low.#there's so many people on artfight who LOVE their ocs like their children. their ocs are their blorbos!! but my ocs are like nothing to me?#i like fandom characters :'0 i would not be as excited to see art of my characters as someone else would be who actually likes their ocs!!#people should focus more on drawing art for people who CARE about their ocs. because if /I/ don't care about my oc and /YOU/ don't care#about my ocs then WHOS FLYING THE PLANE HJFSD no but theres ZERO ENJOYMENT coming out of it you get me? it doesnt make sense to draw for me#BUT ALSO. for silly ''i dont like seeing them all greyed out/hidden :('' reasons i dont want to archive them and hide them from everyone#/BUT ALSO./ i DON'T WANT ART OF THEM. ATTACK SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE. SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT THEIR CHARACTERS hfjkfh urgh.#like hey sorry i dont? care enough about the guys i made up? can you draw reader or kim k!tsuragi instead? thank you. hdjhfg;;;#also ive been. so tired :'> how much will i even be able to do this year? every year i gain more targets to attack because i keep meeting-#new friends all the time. i have some people from lgbt club im attacking this year! my stickmin friends. avm friends. my hell gang hkhg#my hlvrai friends and my longtime mutuals and MY BUREAU OF BALANCE GANG... not to mention revenges from last year :'>#its a lot. and im so tired;;; so. im not sure. i'd still like to join for my 8th year of artfight but damb. i dunno. :'> <3#okay thats all GOTTA DRAW AN ECA GOODBYE I LOVE YOU!!
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āif you are trying to be a phd candidate in a social science field why the fuck are you studying math for funā because iām quirky and hot. next question.
#uriel posting#currently doing a crash course review of calc 1 and 2ā¦.. inverse trig function integrals are like a divorced lover who i still yearn for#to me.#mathblr#i guess#i think iām mainly just pissed that i went from having the most legendary math instructors ever#to getting the 1-2 bad instructor combo and being turned off from the field for a bit#āoh i used to be good and math and love itā (<- he still does)#recently realized i can just. do it on my own#i was homeschooled i pretty much taught myself math from a textbook grades 6-10#(parents consist of a former math major and mechanical engineer. i wasnāt starved for resources they were there if i needed help)#(also did dual credit grades 11 and 12. goated math instructors of all time i miss them every day)#i have so much power now. i can learn anything i want to forever#<- guy about to become the most insufferable man in the universe#you mean i can just get the textbook from the library. about anything ?#not just math. i have realized i can do this for whatever. guy who is gonna learn about art history and is so excited#if i could iād just stay in school forever and get 83 degrees#alas#this also loops around to my philosophy that anyone anywhere should be able to learn whatever they want#i will keep you updated on how this process goes š«” i am keeping notes incase anyone after me is interested#god. iām gonna be That Guy (derogatory)#āi always wished i had majored in classics. i always enjoyed itā can i interested you in a google document with links and a drive folder
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really channeled my inner yassified!howdy today via being practically comatose all day due to Migraine, then as soon as i woke up i demolished so many tacos in one sitting. he's just like me fr
#also might i say that its fucking evil that i got two bad migraines in the span of three days#like what the fuck was that? who authorized it!#usually i get at Least a month between them!#but nooooooo this week in particular said Fuck Ya Life#and on Update Eve too smh....#i was ready to like... perhaps share excitement with people.... answer some asks with silly scribbles... nope!#for reference the migraine hit a little before 11 am#and the pain stopped around.... 6-7 pm#it took my whole day! the absolute nerve!!!#and now my brain's gonna be fucky tomorrow... On The Day.....#nightmare nightmare nightmare-#absolutely unprompted#no but seriously i was so fucking hungry. i INHALED those tacos like idk if i breathed#i had a very small teensy breakfast and then Pain Pain Pain and then a quick snooze to recover some energy#and then it was after 9!!! and i hadnt eaten Anything!!!#man i fuckin hate migraines...#it always takes a full day after to recover. steals two every time smh smfh#looking at butterfly!howdy: you're just like me... im just like you....#at least i finished a celebratory Art for tomorrow b4 the Graine! tis queued! idk if i like it but im posting it anyway!#now if yall will excuse me im gonna fuck around for a bit and then go back to sleep#i need my strength & energy for tomorrow
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Never thought I'd be writing Xrayshipping & Rustynailshipping content when I first got into the Saw series but. Here we are. I'll share some when it's more finished but yeah <3
@j1gsawz
#to be clear it is mlp au stuff at the same time. and i'll be posting Scott's pony cosplay real soon#for now i'm gathering my own headcanons for basically every ship. not my fault the words go further than that sometimes lol#it's not stopping there either! i'm giving myself a break from drawing for now cause it's been 4 days work & i started like 5 pony au piece#can't wait to share the progress on 'em. i haven't worked so hard on crossover material in a long time tbh#rustynailshipping#xrayshipping#saw au#mlp au#the drawings are(so far) more abt the 'popular' ships but i'll get to everyone eventually! i'm super excited!!#also once again i am disappointed that i've only thought of One(1) coherent cutiemark design for any of the characters lmao#that's like the hardest part but i'll update w/ideas later of course#there's already so many tags lol sorry. this is just an update on where i'm at creatively cause i've been a lil quiet
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Sometimes I like to pretend that the authors writing the fics I'm subscribed wonder what I'll comment on the new chapter they've posted
#I mean they very well might#one fic I'm subscribed to#I comment on every new chapter#and the author always replies#so ya know :>#I hope they know I get excited every time I see an email update from them <3#smooziespeaks
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Luna has been mentioned in a D.isco chat which means I am contractually obligated to post York.
#honestly that's a damn lie because I regularly update Steph on Luna's daily doings#but I figure I /probably/ shouldn't post pictures of her here every single day#if you make eye contact with Luna for even .1 seconds she'll trot off and grab a toy to go 'playtime???'#may even gruff and bark a little at you to get your attention#or drop it on your feet in case you somehow missed it#:outofcash#Luna and her toys have a very special relationship#and she has a very special process for a new toy#first she runs around the house with it seeing if anyone will chase her (her second-favorite game)#then she'll sit down and TEAR! OUT! THAT! SQUEAKER!#like a woman possessed she will not rest until she's torn out that toy's heart (squeaker)#she's gotten scarily impressive at it and has greatly improved her time score#(we monitor her and grab the squeaker once it's out so we don't risk her eating any plastic)#then-- the guts (stuffing)#targeting the hole she made she methodically pulls out the cotton bit by bit#if she's lucky we'll engage her in a game of tug of war (her first favorite game)#all in all Luna loves tearing up toys and feels great enjoyment from her new toy routine and can tell when she's getting a new one#she once got excited at my friend's baby once because she thought the bundle we were holding just /had/ to be a toy for her...#anyways! enough Luna posting#sigh I miss my little Y.orkie š
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The incredible progression of getting a commission from @almaadst ~
#Iām heading Alexās PR Team XD#Iām a dork š#ITāS SO TRUE THOUGH#every update is a rush of excitement and by the time shading come youāre knocked on your butt! š#itās an amazing ride I never want to get off š#LOVE YOU SWEETIE š#art commissions
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Your boy is back! And he's scruffy and depressed!
I SAW!!! I CAUGHT UP WITH THE OPENING CEREMONY A LITTLE LATE BUT HOOOOOOLY SHIT DUDE. NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I BEEN THIS EXCITED FOR WORLD OF WARCRAFT EVER NO ONE FUCKING TOUCH ME WE'RE SO BACK. NO, WE'RE MORE THAN JUST BACK. I THINK WE'VE NEVER BEEN HERE BEFORE. GENUINELY OPTIMISTIC FOR WOW'S FUTURE LIKE NEVER BEFORE!!!!
And, I'm not gonna lie, I looooove Anduin's new look. He's a fucking wreck, and I'm SO here for it. He is NOT okay bro, his hair is fully chopped, he needs a fucking shower and a weighted blanket and some lotion and neosporin bro oh my god he's so disheveled. I'm looking FORWARD to the arc they're planning for him if my hunch is right. I was getting sick of the whole priest shit Christie Golden was spinning him on. This feels more like a Shadows Rising type of anguished Anduin, this is what I've been wanting to SEE!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS WHAT I WANTED!!!
LOOOVE the new look. SO fucking happy with this decision. I'm also delighted once again that Anduin and I are still within the same age range like back in MoP, it's really fun having a character that I adore that's literally the same age as me, I've been growing up with this character and I love it. Anyone saying he looks like he's too fucking old is wrong, I've literally met 25 y/o guys in my college classes that look just like that. It's good. They did good with him. I'm so fucking excited. I'm so mad Wrathion isn't here for this someone fucking get that guy too.
Ugh. I'm so excited.
Also also also ermmmmm, did anyone else catch this or was that just me....... thought this pose looked familiar.......
#bheart talks#answered#unfortunately i still have a soft spot for blonde white guys and i stg every time they update anduin i'm just fucking falling for it#give him to me i can fix him#my brother said a very hilarious comment regarding him#this wasn't a twink death this was a twink homicide#i heart him i heart him ugh i'm so excited. please please PLEASEEEE do good by anduin i am begging you#also was anyone else REALLY expecting to see wrathion show up when you hear that flapping and then get disappointed when it was thrall#iw as CONVINCED!!!!!!! CONVINCED IT WAS GONNA BE HIM. mostly cause that wrathion statue is all the rage rn so i just... thought...#also it sounded like WINGS.#but i'm happy to see thrall too don't get me wrong#but like LOL
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