#genuinely cannot stop thinking about these two

[tarabyte3]

I think it's fascinating that Perrin referred to marriage as Chandrila's greatest tradition. I think that says almost as much about him as the joy and pleasure parts of his speech. Especially when we consider that (on the outside and with very little knowledge of their past together) Perrin and Mon's marriage doesn't seem like a happy one. Undoubtedly they were both pressured into it by their families as very young teens, IF they were given a choice at all (unlikely). All season 1, they trade barbs intended to hurt, are begrudgingly in each other's company for appearance's sake, and seem like complete opposites in nearly every way, including their morals. She doesn't trust him. She throws him under the bus to save her own skin.

And yet, he ensures she's eaten breakfast. She steals his tea and takes a sip. And yet, they joke and smile at each other—genuine smiles. She makes sure she doesn't miss Perrin's speech and seems affected by the sentiment. And yet, he's clearly jealous of Tay. He was hurt when she seemed to believe he had been gambling again after he promised he wouldn't. And yet, he notices when she's crashing out on the dancefloor and it brings him to a stop.

Genevieve O'Reilly and Tony Gilroy have both hinted that we'll get a closer look at the two of them and their relationship, and I cannot wait. This show has already played with our expectations by presenting Perrin as the awful husband and Tay as the close friend who shares her morals and offers her the support she so desperately needs—the one we're rooting for because of course Mon deserves someone like him, instead, surely—only to pull the rug out from under us. Now Tay is showing his true colors and turning on her when things get difficult, and quickly too! He drops threats and puts her (and the rebellion) at risk, something Perrin, for all his faults and poor company, has never done. So I look forward to seeing what else we've been missing. To hopefully being able to understand Perrin enough to know what HE meant by "our greatest tradition."

(Plus, won't it be horrible and delicious if Perrin ends up being something more? An excellent day for tragedy enjoyers and a MUCH better story than "Mon just plays cutthroat politics and is a vehicle for plot the rest of the season.")

[laceymorganwrites]

Calling you mommy for the first time - Wind Breaker

A/N: manga spoilers because I can´t help myself-

PSA: um so idk if you knew but WB is genuinely the best thing ever and I wanna write so much more for it, so please I´m begging, send requests for headcanons and longer fics, I´m just happy to write again ngl (I have two Togame oneshots up on ao3 currently, same handle as here^^)

Sakura:

it happened before you two even got together, let alone confess

your relationship is very special, it´s not inherently romantic, not even platonic at first, you just sort of skipped all of that

but at the same time there´s always this hesitation in him that´s just something you have to accept

he´s so used to rejection at this point he genuinely cannot fathom building meaningful connections

he does want to but he can´t admit it to himself just because he´s scared of his own weakness and the fact that others could see it as well

you got involved in the Furin friend group per happenchance, it just kind of happened

you viewed it as casual, you liked hanging out with everyone but didn´t have that air or seriousness around you that the others had, Sakura felt safe with you immediately because of that

because to him you were just as guarded as he was, that meant no risk of exploitation or disappointment from you

it wasn´t weird to him that the two of you started hanging out alone, again it just happened naturally

he didn´t feel pressured by you at all

Sakura never talks about himself or his past, but it´s obvious he wants to try with you

you´ve felt very protective over him from the second you met and he...he revelled in it

there were no expectations, you just enjoyed each others company, sometimes he talked a lot, sometimes not at all, sometimes you laughed together, other times he let you hold him until he fell asleep

you were the one of the only people he allowed to see him at his lowest

Sakura didn´t get sick often, but when he did it was bad

it was one of those times where you slept over at his place (being the only person allowed to do so at all)

you had a tendency to watch over him when he slept, feverishly and restlessly

in those nights you usually let him lay his head in your lap and wait for him to fall asleep, playing with his hair

tonight you just got up to get some water for him when you heard him whine quietly

it definitely made you pause because he never was needy like that, he still had trouble expressing his feelings

as you walked into the room you saw Sakura sitting up, still half asleep, he had his arm stretched out towards you

´mommy...leave...don´t leave....´

it was said in delirium but it touched you deeply despite that

it showed you not only that it was okay for you to care about him in this way, but that he cared about you as well

that moment definitely was the catalyst of you two getting together officially

Sugishita:

oh boy

he´s not really the relationship type, he does get crushes but never approaches them, it´s too annoying, too much hassle

and it was even more annoying whenever someone approached him, he just wasn´t a people person besides Umemiya and Sakura (begrudingly)

he didn´t like talking, he didn´t like listening either, mostly he just wanted to be left alone

Umemiya introduced the two of you, thinking you´d get along

Ume and you have been friends ever since you met, you and him were one of the oldest kids back at the group home you grew up in

the two of you always had been very caring and nurturing by nature, and that´s exactly what Sugishita needed

he enjoyed his simple life with his grandparents, the coziness, the warmth

with Umemiya he felt purpose for the first time, this unwavering loyalty and his acceptance of his own strength

the first thing you told him when you met was to stop hunching so much, it was bad for his posture

the glare he gave you immediately turned into one of a mix of hesitation and embarrassment, he wasn´t used to walking normally anymore, his height being one of the biggest nuisances in his life

he didn´t like how easy it was being around you, how he trusted you almost at once

Sugishita wasn´t shy when it came to romance or anything related to it, he just didn´t think it was for him, or more like he didn´t fit into the boxes that people made up

his love language was gift giving and quality time

he enjoyed showing you his favorite little nooks and crannys of town, noticing the way your eyes lit up when you showed him something new

the trust between you built up slowly but very strongly, you fell for him first but he was close behind, still it was harder for him to process

he has never really been in love before, just a few crushes here and there and he never did anything about it, being too awkward about it all and never even bothering with it

he was grateful that you confessed first, he was grateful for you being so patient with him and taking the lead, for stealing his first kiss, for showing him intimacy in forms that weren´t just pure sex

Sugishita knew he was more submissive when it came to intimacy and he was glad that he could be safe enough to embrace that with you

´...wanna call you mommy...´

he mumbled, face beetred and embarrassed beyond belief, he never was good at voicing his own needs and desires but it just felt too good to be in your arms like that, how he just melted every time you gave him that special time reserved for him

Umemiya:

sweet baby, he feels immense guilt whenever he faces his inner feelings and desires

he feels ashamed of himself, not deeming himself worthy of any affection of that sort

he doesn´t like being the center of attention in that way

he has a lot to bear, the responsibility of looking out for and protecting everyone, his family, they all relied on him

but that was different, he didn´t think himself worthy of being someone´s partner, of being viewed in a romantic light

Ume is the type to fall fast, but never seriously, he doesn´t allow himself to

king of making up fake scenarios in his head

usually it´s girls who approach him first, asking for his number, trying to flirt

it´s always awkward to reject them and he feels bad afterwards every single time

and that´s when he met you, you took his breath away, so mesmerizingly beautiful that he almost ran into a wall (Hiragi had to literally grab him by the collar to stop him from impact)

Hiragi notices immediately what´s up and just tells Ume to ask for your number, but he hesitates

it´s only after Hiragi reassures him that no, he´s not a creep and that you can still say no and that no, it doesn´t make him too pushy, that he walks up to you

your first date is the very next day

he´s cute, polite, a gentleman, what´s not to love?

he does try to take the lead at first, because he thinks that´s what´s expected but when you officially get together he notices all the small gestures you do for him, the thoughtful gifts, your patience and mostly your kindness and warmth

he felt safe enough with you to talk about his past (granted that´s like way into your established relationship, he wanted to tell you earlier but held himself back)

he loves it when you two are out together and he gets to help you run errands, he´s always so giddy every time he gets to carry your groceries and such

mostly because he loves the praise you give him afterwards

´you´re always such a good boy for me, you know that?´

you smiled at him and he just lights up

he could live off your praise alone, that´s how much it positively affects him, he will literally beam the entire time

it takes a few seconds before he fully realizes the implications of what you just said and you just watch his face redden more with every instant

´doesn´t that mean...you...´

he starts, looking to his feet, then hesitates before he meets your eyes, still unsure but so fragile and sensitive in this moment

´mommy?´

he whispers in the sweetest tone imagineable, it´s so quiet, as if testing the word on his lips, he finds it suits him just fine, and you all the better, he wonders why he hasn´t started calling you that earlier

Togame:

contrary to popular belief he´s not a brat (even though by all logic he really should be one-)

he´s just overly playful

not big on relationships, he´ll date when he´s bored but it never lasts, he never wants it to

too much commitment, too much responsibility

he always leaves before anyone gets seriously hurt though

mostly he just dates because he thinks that´s what´s expected of him, most guys in Shishitoren have girlfriends so it´s weird if he doesn´t have one

it´s awkward whenever they all hang out and the others bring their partners and he´s just all alone

Jo hates feeling out of place, he hates it every time his differences come to light and he can´t escape them anymore

meeting you was the best and worst thing to happen to him

you asked him out first which already made him suspicious, he wasn´t really the social type and while he knew that girls found him attractive, the way you approached him was different

it was as if you had a goal, as if you already knew you could get everything you wanted

that confidence scared and intrigued him at the same time

he rejected you immediately, already knowing you would leave an impact on his life and he wasn´t really the type of guy to need that sort of greatness in his life

´why not? you scared you´re gonna catch feelings?´

you replied, not giving him a chance to back out, a challenge he didn´t know he needed in his life

´yeah...something like that´

he chuckled, scratching his head

it was scary how easily you read him but he appreciates it as well

he likes the no bullshit attitude you force him to adapt

for the first time he´s actually serious about a relationship and he can´t pinpoint why that is exactly

maybe it´s because you´re different but that´s not really it

it´s him who´s different now, finally ready for something more serious

maybe it´s because you´re so open with everything, you tell him how attractive he is every day, you always make time for him, you see through his bravado and support him on his bad days

it doesn´t make things easier that you´re so perfectly matched in everything, from humor to sexual preferences

Jo always thought him being submissive was just because he was lazy in bed, but with you it´s the opposite

he loves being spoiled so much and it´s embarrassing how readily he shows and expresses his gratitude, he´s a natural honestly

tries to be a brat sometimes but you can´t stay mad at him for too long because his puppy dog eyes are irresistible and he knows it

fast forward a few months into the suddenly turned very serious relationship he finally accepts it for what it is and stops trying to find ways out because he finally found his person

´looks like you´re stuck with me now, mommy´

Endo:

the clingiest motherfucker to ever exist

spoilt brat too

I actually don´t think he falls in love all that often, it only ever happens with very special people and then it´s all or nothing

we also know that he only falls in love after knowing someone for at least a bit and then the last straw is just one key moment with that person that ties him to them forever

being with him is definitely going to be a lot, it´s going to be chaotic, exciting and exhausting too

I don´t think he would involve you with anything that´s going on if you aren´t a part of it already, I think he´s very good at keeping things seperate

he finds a bunch of things interesting because he forces himself to, but nothing ever really lasts

he´s way beyond the point of actual desires, he doesn´t care too much about his own needs either, so used to being destructivly self sacrificing

at the same time he´s the type of guy to get your name tattooed after one date (granted it has to be an epic date)

after the fight he feels kind of lost somehow, one the one hand it feels freeing to have laid it all out there, to have reconciled with his past and feelings, but on the other hand he has nothing to focus on now, he has no real goals, he never thought about what to do after graduation

he asks his tattoo artist about jobs and he gets him one at the bar Kanji works at

he thought it would be hostile and awkward once he arrived but was super confused when Kanji just laughed, but it also intrigued him

it was like there was a joke he wasn´t let in on, he never really got that feeling of being out of the loop, usually so good at knowing what people wanted and thought, hence his boredom

but it all made sense when he saw you arrive for your shift

you knew who he was immediately and made it known, he didn´t even have the decency to hide his smirk when he saw your glare

you were the big sister of a Furin student and therefore knew his reputation and actions all too well, condeming every single one of them

you didn´t speak to him at all for a good month, not even about work related stuff, you let him be helpless as he started out at the bar

and Endo felt more excited than he had in a long time, it was different than with the others, it was different than what he was used to feeling

there definitely was arousal mixed in, he couldn´t deny that, you were his type after all, but it wasn´t just that, you were ignoring him, you had power over him

and whether you knew that or not, whether on purpose or not, he loved it, he leaned into it, he let you know subtly that he was okay with your attitude

then again, he always had been on the masochistic side, usually that came in the form of physical pain though

ignoring him and the snide remarks you made about him to others when he was present were new sensations, this realisation that to you he was nothing more than dirt beneath your feet, it excited him beyond belief

one night when you were closing up, you had a small moment of pity for him, he did do better already, he wasn´t just some guy who beat others up anymore, as far as you knew he didn´t bother the Furin kids anymore so maybe his time for atonement was over now

´good work today´

you mumbled begrudingly, already regretting it as soon as the words left your mouth

´mommy finally noticed me!´

he grinned widely, even moreso when he saw your disgusted reaction, but he knew this wouldn´t be your last interaction

[wolfertinger]

apologies, for lack of asks answered. they will be gotten to. i have been doing a lot of thinking, tonight.

i do not know, what wis and salem want. there is nothing, that lying yourself into a hole, will do. and that is all they seem capable, of doing.

what i want, is accountability. admittance, that he lied in the past, and that he will not do it again. but genuine apologies do not occur, unless the person GENUINELY means it. and so far. salem has run from every opportunity to change, directly back into his old ways.

in terms of the past.

salem is not sorry, for kung fu revvy. because he immediately excused it away, with "racial delusions", and "being raised american, and learning to inherently fetishize asians".

salem is not sorry, for lying about experiencing sexual assault and a miscarriage, in order to escape a callout, because he immediately excused that away, too. claiming, "it was all just a delusion". even though he was caught lying about it being true, as recently as 2024.

salem is not sorry, for fetishizing transfems. as all of his partners, with the exception of sawyer, have been transfem (and he has lied publicly, about every single one), he has continued his excessive fixation on their genitals, and ignores their personhood, in favor of sexual art.

he is not sorry, for exposing minors to excessive nsfw, and even thinks it is "the minor's responsibility", to stay away from him, an adult.

in terms of the PRESENT.

he is not sorry, for supporting a rapist, that self admitted to raping her partner repeatedly, continuing sex when they asked to stop, even relaying the same exact story with no pressure, to wis. repeatedly telling wis, "i am a rapist", and wis admitting, that she did not fully understand the weight, of the situation. that of course she backtracked on, and lied further for. wis, verbatim, has said "even IF she was found [to be a rapist], i don't see how that reflects badly on ME for defending [her]." and lied, about not receiving full context. she spoke DIRECTLY to mari, and sawyer. unless she is lying, about her contact with mari, for some reason.

that SALEM HIMSELF has said he cannot be around this person, because he is scared of being around a "potential rapist". should have been enough for wis. but this rapist she defends, also, has called her a "gooner", an "ugly monster", and said she "should kill herself".

he is not sorry, for supporting a groomer, that SELF ADMITTEDLY "GROOMED" AND TRAUMATIZED HIM, that targetted two separate teenagers, for her on sexual purposes. and for being a kiwifarmer, that deadnamed and misgendered him, and leaked private information of his, for literally no benefit of her own. ironically. wis STILL defends torin, to this day. claiming she is a, "brain damaged mentally ill homeless Trans woman", does not detract from the fact, she groomed two minors, apparently groomed salem, and continues to try and harass her victims, using burner accounts.

he is not sorry, for platforming another serial abuser, who lies down to their identity, lied about a wellness check being a "swatting attempt", keeps a limbless, disabled raccoon that is fed junk food, and kept morbidly obese, despite also lying about being homeless, at the exact same time. she makes alts to defend herself, where she lies about her race, as well. all of this, while she throws false rape accusations, at innocent trans people. including claiming that her partner, that did nothing more than cuddle with her consent and/or initiation, and was always within view of her family, somehow raped her. along side claiming that drawn art, depicting her character in a dominating, cnc scene with her victims submissive character, was considered ""rape"", or at least, not discerned from IRL, actual, rape.

i could go on, about the types of people, he chooses to support. but this is just what i have, with proof, of their claims being lies. how much further, does it need to go. how many more people, does he need to hurt, before he gets better. because he is the same exact person he was, back in 2022. three years have passed, yet he behaves the exact same, and will never stop, so long as he is enabled.

i do not know what salem wants. i do not know what wis wants. other than their victims to be silenced, and their abuse to continue. this behavior is unacceptable. there comes a point, there is too much pressure. wis going on, to thinking DEADNAMING her victims, is acceptable, is unthinkable. why is it okay, for you to target and make fun of your victims religious trauma. their race. their sexuality, gender, and discovery, that they were intersex, and mutilated at birth. telling a latino person, "nazis are coming for them", the DAY trump announced ice squads coming to SCHOOLS and HOSPITALS to deport "illegals".

this is abuse. i do not know, what else to say. i do not know what else to do. the proof is here. i have given everything. it is their turn. give me proof, that what i am doing is wrong, that letting victims have a voice is wrong. wis, salem. if you can send me ONE piece of evidence, out of all of your ranting and raving, over a rape victim. i will stop. but you do not have anything. and you will just continue to lie.

you do not want the truth. you want silence.

[hansoeii]

the best person I know.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent

[raffleshitposting]

the room where it happens [WIP]

[taraxippos]

This POV with two guys in matching tank tops and gym shorts in 50 degree F weather at 11:30 pm hauling a dead deer along the right side of the road looking directly into the headlights with no expression while ‘In Your Eyes’ is blasting. Do you understand

[incorrectsibunaquotes]

tumblr glitched and spared you all the most heated rant of my entire hoa fandom tenure

[trainingdummyrabbit]

bugposting. the most important thing about luci by far is that You Can Just Fucking Swat Her. like. the Only reason shes a problem is that she lives in the circuitry and nobody thinks to check there. she literally cant do shit. you can Just swat at her. she talks big game but she is So killable. shes been alive for less than a couple years she has No fucking handle on just how badly killable she is, like, realistically. her only counter is to Bluff Harder, which very often makes things significantly worse. she will do this anyway. she is a little glass bauble and her favorite pasttime is walking directly off the shelf as a joke.

which makes magpie being Like That so much more understandable

[alxclaremont]

there are two wolves inside of you: one feels impending doom at the thought of tomorrow’s race. the other feels immensely hopeful that oscar will get his first win tomorrow or at the very least a mclaren 1-2. you are a formula one fan.

[iguessitsjustme]

I woke up thinking about this and I have to get it off my chest before the new episode Wandee Goodday episode tomorrow. Under the cut because I’m not tagging this for reasons and I don’t want to accidentally spoil anyone. But I have GOT to say this before I explode

I am going to try to be as kind as I possibly can while talking about this but I make no promises.

I think the take that the kiss was a dream/is a fakeout is so incredibly dumb. To be clear, the take is dumb, not the people that are saying that. There is nuance please do not take this as a personal attack.

It would make absolutely zero narrative sense for that kiss to be fake. But Rae, I hear you all saying, they did a fakeout in The Eclipse and they’ve gone out of their way to show clips of that show!

Okay, and? Wandee Goodday is a different show. This kiss has more importance and more meaning to the story and the characters than the kiss in The Eclipse had. If the kiss is not real and did not happen it would remove the entire emotional impact of the first kiss. The kiss was perfect in its imperfection. It simultaneously lived up to and failed Dee’s fantasies. There is nothing that a fakeout kiss could do narratively that that specific first kiss for Dee didn’t already do.

A fakeout kiss would be a disservice to the narrative, the characters, the audience, and the writer’s themselves. And assuming they did so is incredibly rude to the people who have created such a phenomenal show so far. I know gmmtv does not have the best track record but we have no reason to believe the kiss is fake other than this one other show that was telling a completely different story with completing different characters whose actions and motivations are completely different did it. It made sense for The Eclipse. It does not make sense for Wandee Goodday.

In fact, I am so confident in my assessment that the kiss is real that if I am wrong and it is fake (I’m not and it’s not), that I will go buy a ghost pepper and record my white ass with no spile tolerance eating it. Meaning that I would show my full face here and y’all know I do not do that.

I’m just so tired of seeing that wild ass theory with no thought behind it other than “what if.” And don’t come at me with “but Dee was in Japan!” Okay and? He took a flight back? There was an obvious and visual passage of time. That’s how time works. It was day when Dee got the call from Kao in Japan, and it was night when he kissed Yak. Almost like he took a flight that took a few hours.

I think it’s important that we assume good intentions with the media we consume, especially BL, and especially a sex positivis BL like Wandee Goodday that is giving us representation and messaging that it doesnot need to go out of its way to give us. Not every show is trying to pull a gotcha on its audience. Wandee Goodday is making a good faith effort to engage with its queer audience. We should let it.

[starsp1t]

my girls ☆

[tathrin]

#i dont ship them but #LITERALLY THIS #gimli is so calm and collected about that kind of thing while legolas wears his heart on his sleeve

@cheriboms honestly my favorite thing about this relationship is that it's the same relationship whether it's romantic or platonic or who-the-heck-knows-what: they're just like this, no matter what. And I love that about them so, so much. It is absolutely the chief thing that makes them so wonderful and fascinating, to me!

With pretty much every other fictional relationship out there, the way they're written changes, at least a little bit, depending on if the characters are romantically involved in each particular story or not—but not them. They're just them, full stop. Always.

And they're sailing to Valinor and nobody can stop them.

I see a lot of stuff with Gimli losing his temper and Legolas having to hold him back from charging in axe-first at whatever has angered him (sometimes even picking him up to stop him) and admittedly I love this!

But also consider: almost every time somebody offends or insults Gimli in the books, his reaction is along the lines of declaring “I would take offense at your words, save that you are too ignorant to know how wrong they are” in I assume just the most refined, lofty voice you can imagine.

Whereas Éomer threatens Gimli one (1) time in front of Legolas and our Mirkwood madlad is immediately ready to throw-down with half* of Rohan’s army.

I’m saying what I would like to see more of is Legolas losing his temper, and Gimli being the cool-headed half of the pair that has to hold his lanky longshanks boyfriend back from doing a murder.

How about some more of that please, fandom?

[thursdayg1rl]

some people come up with such stupid takes with no purpose but to sow division and arent even getting paid by the cia or anything

[once-more-with-anxiety]

SOMEONE HELP ME MY MOM JUST ASKED ME WHETHER I WOULD PREFER A BOYFRIEND OR A GIRLFRIEND IM GONNA HAVE A PANIC ATTACK OHMYGOD SHIT

[navydoves]

Mermaid!Rafayel and his strange habits while in heat.

He has a lot of cycles… all of which you have to suffer through.

✎ᝰ a/n. alright, rafayel is our starter for this sister series! i hope people enjoy this series as much as they did the “affectionate habits” one. if you want to be tagged in the next updates for this series, pls lmk i will be happy to. the other lis are:

- bunny xavier, cat zayne, dragon sylus, and cyborg/puppy caleb (i have to choose for caleb)

enjoy!

affectionate habits ver.

࣪𖤐

❥ he hisses! no more chirps or chitters, rafayel cannot stop hissing at everything around him. it’s not even just other men or women, it’s also like… coral reefs and amoebas. the hissing is rather loud and a bit scary, but he never does it to you. no, rafayel’s hisses are a way to ward off others in order to protect you. even if those “others” are passing crabs.

the first time rafayel started doing this you thought he was mad at you and this was his way of expressing it. you would recoil at the sound and then try and comfort him so you could figure out what you did wrong. but as soon as rafayel notices you’re upset, he immediately brings you into an embrace and reassures you that it’s not you. it’s the seaweed next to you, babe.

although when it comes to actual people, rafayel will get even louder in his hisses. he genuinely hates the idea of others being with you when he needs the most attention now. he thinks everyone’s out to get a piece of you and his anger only tells you he would never hesitate to hurt or kill those who get too close.

❥ he pins you constantly. it’s no secret rafayel is concerningly strong, but his muscle mass and strength become more prominent during his heat. by no joke, he will pin you with an index finger and leave you helpless writhing. but that’s precisely why he likes doing it. he really enjoys seeing you submissive and struggling underneath him, even if he’s not gonna do anything.

but most of the time… he is gonna do something. the whole point of his pinning is so he can keep you still as he going ramming into you from every position. his thrusts are deep and strong, so you need to be kept still or else you’re gonna go flying out the sea. he’s rough when he’s in heat and he’s practically training you to take his force because… well who else is gonna help him? only you can, no matter how much smaller and weaker you are.

❥ he speaks in lemurian. about half of the time rafayel spends in his heat he spends speaking to you in tongues. his heat is so instinctual that he can’t help be speak his native tongue even if you can’t understand him. he’s pawing at you, growling and begging right up in your ear until the entire tone of his voice changes. suddenly you’re hearing words you can’t make out in low pitches that make you shudder.

knowing he needs you is hot enough. but not knowing what he’s gonna do to you is even hotter. all the dirty talk he’s probably saying in your ear as he bend you over a rock and presses his 12 foot form against you gets you going. overtime you’ve learned a few words here and there… kind of. you know the words he says when he’s satisfied and or about to come, but you don’t actually know what they mean. you know the words he uses when he’s threatens you (not actually, just sexually) to come help him.

he’ll switch back and forth between his two languages unconsciously, especially in the heat of the moment. but if you’re being honest… you kinda want him to swoon you in lemurian all the time.

❥ he cries a lot. i think it’s well known that rafayel can have major mood swings sometimes, and his heat makes this a lot worse. while he is rough and claiming a good decent amount of the time, he’s also super emotional when you’re not around. he’ll curl into seaweed beds or alcoves to sob and whimper because he doesn’t have his darling with him. he’ll especially throw a fit if his heat becomes painful and there’s no outlet for him to use.

it’s a very sad sight to see. pearls come floating out of his eyes because he feels so lonely. his biology is telling him to give his body to his beloved, but if she’s not here or can’t, then it physically pains him. he’s physically bonded with you and can’t even think about using anything or anyone else to help him with his heat. the best he can do is stimulate his two cocks in private to best simulate what you might feel like, but it’s never ever enough.

❥ his cocks are always out. usually there’s a slit on the forefront of his tail where they retract and hide away until necessary but during his heat… well they’re just kinda always there. and it’s not because rafayel can’t put them away, it’s just that he doesn’t want to. at first you though maybe it was just a biology thing. cocks always out? right makes sense, he needs them constantly. but you learned from him that no… he just likes having them out with you around.

it’s for convenience sake. any sudden surge of horny he gets, no time is wasted getting those things out. he’ll immediately have you on your back with his floater friends ready to penetrate. they’re never soft either… they’re always just kinda hard and slick. while the sight is maybe a little bit amusing, it’s also impractical. you can’t sleep next to him without having to make room for his long schlongs. you can’t graze against them accidentally unless you want to be spurted with strange lemurian liquid. you can’t look at them for too long without rafayel getting incredibly horny and wanting to fuck you.

at some point you asked him why he doesn’t just put them away until they’re needed, but he insists on having you admire impressive his assets.

❥ he’s really obsessed with baby-talk. give him the benefit of the doubt, he’s in heat. while regular, normal rafayel isn’t too keen on the idea of babies, lemurian, in heat rafayel loves them. he massages your tummy and imagines his little seedlings in there. he doesn’t let himself come anywhere else but inside you in hopes of getting you pregnant. he’s constantly playing with your breasts in hopes that you’ll magically start milking.

the biology won’t allow it and rafayel knows that, but his brain is too muddled with ideas of you becoming a mother to his children. while he is no doubt aggressive in his heat, the heat itself is a biological purpose used for only mating. and lemurians mate for life. there’s no one else. so be honored <3

࣪𖤐