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I'm madly in love with the poly 141 oh my goodness the Kyle stuff... you're so genius

aaah thank you so much!! idk why but the fandom really decided it´s either poly, hybrid or both and while I enjoy hybrid content I´m not that versed in it, like I don´t think I could contribute something there

and I just wanted to share my own thoughts on it since really, tf242 is family, they´re closer than that, closer than any team in the franchise and they dynamic is just so interesting to me. I always support and love poly stuff but for example I don´t think a poly dynamic would work in KorTac

and I absolutely adore Kyle!! I wanna write so much more for him because he only deserves the best. I just personally find it hard to come up with new ideas in general and that sucks so much. like genuinely I cannot stress enough how much I disagree with the fandom consensus that he´s some sort of freaky sadistic superdom cause in my mind he´s just not?? like obviously it´s cool if people picture him like that but for me he´s just this absolute green flag, 10/10 would introduce him to my mom, just overall a healthy and fun dynamic, he´s super playful and empathetic, but suppresses his trauma in favor of others cause he doesn´t want to seem weak, more like he can´t because people rely on him. everyone always tells him how much is at stake with him and he cannot let them down. there´s really just a lot more to his character than people want there to be and his erasure in a lot of the content not only is a shame, it´s fucking disgusting

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Yeah yeah we all love Adrian, but when I tell you I need to fuck John so bad-

Literally love guys like him so much

Best irl match for me would be Chris just because I love himbos so much but man, John just deserves the world, people don't talk enough about hot he is

Not to mention itty bitty princess Rick Flag Sr that I desperately need to make a post for but I'm out of ideas aaah

I have no one to talk about peacemaker, it genuinely drives me crazy

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Uhm so sorry about my absence, my private life has gone to shit over the course of last week (my best friend cut me off literally the day after the con I was super excited for-)

I'm still pretty emotional about it but I'm not that level of sad anymore where I can't do anything

Can't wait for the next peacemaker ep tomorrow, somehow I'm hyperfixating on the Ghoul from Fallout again (nobody is surprised) so like this close to rewatching and writing about him too (I also wanna play New Vegas before the season comes out so yay!! First video game^^)

Tldr pls send requests or dms, I still believe in online friends and honestly could use some distraction rn and put it to good use

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Soooo I'm going to a con tomorrow, cool if I post cosplay pics? I'll do a summer version of Price

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This but I'm always the bigger nerd-

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Listened to this in the preset in an open air concert I attended this summer, awesome night

you're in his dms i'm .. i.. i'm in the corner .. watching you kiss her .. oauuahAouhhh

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I just watched the first ep of Peacemaker season 2 and I gotta get this off my chest

SPOILERS

okay so, Peacemaker is my favorite superhero TV show, so obviously I was super excited for season 2 and man, James Gunn never disappoints

I think I wanna go over what Peacemaker means to me in general first before doing a scene by scene of ep 1

the first time I watched Peacemaker season 1 I got out of it with a massive crush on John Cena and my best friend is still making fun of me for that to this day (I cannot wait to pull a uno reverse when she will finally watch the show)

Chris as a character just means so much to me, I wouldn´t even say he´s the heart of the show, not in season 1 since it´s really more about the team dynamics, the entire ensemble is the heart. but it seems like season 2 will be more character focused which I love and will get into later

season 1 came out in a very rough time in my life and it just took me by surprise, it made me forget about everything that was going on and distracted me beautifully, however since I do have memory issues I loved it even more on rewatch simply because I feel like now I´m in a headspace where I can fully enjoy things again

the inherent queerness and how realistic it´s depicted was so refreshing to me and still is in season 2, we´re all just people, we´re not just our labels (even though I know how important they are to some and don´t want to diminish that)

themes like trauma, family, unlikely friendship and neurodivergency all speak to me obviously

season 1 pretty much showed that no matter where you came from, you can achieve so much if you just try. but in order to try sometimes you need help. and that help comes in the form of people who will always have your back

now, I´m a Mötley girlie through and through so naturally I adore the music and the meaning of music in the show in general, it´s all stuff I listen to on the regular (like it´s either 80s rock or modern pop girlies or German "Atzenrap", no in between-)

I love all these characters with my entire heart, Chris who´s a fucking himbo but so deeply emotional as well, so sensitive and soft despite his upbringing, Adrian who is our collective favorite but honestly everyone needs to have a raging crush on a fictional character in a show, right? besides I love how many queer characters we get here, not just tokens (thank you James Gunn), as an aroace and trauma wise neurodivergent and maybe another form adding onto that (undiagnosed but very likely to be some form of autism-), it was so refreshing to see a character like Adrian be unapologetically himself. and on rewatch I enjoyed it all the more because in the years between seasons I finally reached that point as well. like yeah I´m different, so what? we´re all weird, it´s not that big of a deal. the way he would do anything for his friends no questions asked, the love for Chris in his very own way is so charming and beautifully written. Adebayo is the best anyway, she had the highest stakes and still came through every single time. Murn personally was my favorite character in season 1. I adore Harcourt to pieces, she´s everything.

so now, season 2.

the way James Gunn handled the introduction of the Justice Gang is brilliant, it´s such a small but such a significant change that I loved, it genuinely felt like coming home, like yes, this is where we are

the intro is so great!! so so different but perfect. since the intro is always a mirror of the season I am so excited to see the more nuanced and in depth direction they´re going in. while season 1 was majorly fun with the few dark undertones and topics, season 2 will bring those to the forefront and I cannot wait for that (doesn´t mean it´s going to be less fun but I just think season 2 is more mature in general which is super important in a TV show, to take this time to develop the characters)

the dynamics are top notch, the time skip and the flashbacks I´m already looking forward to (I need to know what happened on that fucking boat- would it be weird if I wrote an Adrian drabble before that ep comes out??). Adebayo and Chris remind me so much of my best friend and me, in the way they support each other but also talk shit, overall I just feel nothing but genuine warmth and care with both of them and it´s so so important to me. queer friendships are beautiful. Adrian and John definitely had my favorite scene in the episode just because it was so unexpected, I wish I was like him and would check in with my friends so much. Adrian really is a friend for life, once you adopt him you´re not getting rid off him. I also love how for some reason he got even more confident?? but then again James Gunn is a genius for taking a "nerd" character and then taking away all the stereotypes. like yes he´s a nerd, but he has never been insecure. yes he´s been bullied but he´s not scarred by it (at least not in the conventional sense). Adrian is a tumblr uwu babygirl but the real babygirl is Chris, let´s be honest.

just, everyone having to cope and move on with everything happening, everyone´s coping mechanisms are so spot on as well. Of course John still works with Argus, he always gets dragged into these things, Adebayo has it rough but can´t come to terms with it yet because she´s done a good thing and it´s not fair that she lost everything because of it, Chris who immediately looks for validation and retribution in the Justice Gang of all places, who at this point in the DCU are still very much stye over substance (I love them to death tho), Chris who is open about his queerness now, about his sensitivity, how warm and caring he is towards Harcourt the way he checks in with her. what´s interesting is that he doesn´t only come to her to talk about the boat incident, he genuinely cares how she´s doing and I don´t think it´s just because they fucked, I think it´s because in these 6 months they all grew that much closer (or apart unwillingly like with John)

Adrian who still works the same job because he is so smart and good about keeping his secret identity but obviously has no intention of rising up in the career ladder so he´s just chilling

Harcourt who absolutely broke my heart and made me cry this episode because she reminds me so much of myself and my own destructive tendencies. because yes, it´s the same scene as in season 1 but it´s not lazy writing, it´s just her coping mechanism, out of everyone she´s stuck in this cycle the most, she needs this, she doesn´t know any other way to relieve the stress

and then of course, the family.

Chris going back time and time again to punish himself, to see what it could have been like, but knowing that is wasn´t that way for him. it never was. but he always wanted it to be. because when you grow up in a broken home like that you want nothing more than for it to be normal, you cling to the idea that you could still have a normal family, that it isn´t so bad, until it´s too late. of course he goes back to a place where his brother is still alive, where his father loves him, where he hears these words for the first time in his life

and of course he destroys it, because that´s what he does. because he´s a murderer and he can´t be anything else. he can´t change. he doesn´t deserve to be a hero. he isn´t one and he never was.

I cannot wait for episode 2, I cannot wait for Rick Flag Sr. in action, especially after Creature Commandos

I want to write so much more for this show and the entire DCU so please, I am begging, my requests are always open, send me a request, yap about the show or the characters with me, please

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Anon who sent the cnc ask here! I def get that very much! I'm aroace as well and cnc isn't something I'm interested in irl at all, but it is interesting and fun to explore these scenarios and situations in an entirely fictional setting yk? And actually the request I was thinking of sending is something that involves the character being "the object" like you said, I was mostly thinking maybe you wouldn't be interested in writing a character in that situation like that but I am you'd be okay writing it^_^

ALSO. For the record I think your smut writing is absolutely AMAZING. That aroace simon x aroace fem reader fic? KEEPS ME UP AT NIGHT. IN A GOOD WAY. And I enjoy your characterisation immensely!!!!<3

oh yeah I definitely get that! being a horny aroace is hard-

for me it´s more trauma related I think, but again feel free to send the request anyway, it´s definitely worth looking into! especially with cod it´s a nice concept, I´m always interested in exploring darker themes in fiction tbh so just hmu^^

aww that makes me so happy!! esp when it comes to Simon because he´s very hard to grasp while also being the most relatable to me just due to trauma reasons, I´ve had the headcanon of him being aroace for a while now, esp after a long conversation with my best friend (I have like 2 existential crises a month and she has to deal with it rip-)

I was actually super scared of making that post because I was afraid it would be too self indulgent, in the end I only vaguely grasped the reader´s trauma because I can´t explicitly talk about mine in that framework and I did want to add some minor things, like for instance I don´t think Simon ever talks about his mother, he never even puts her name in his mouth, it´s always just "her" (because I do that with my dad, it´s easier that way cause I don´t view him as a person, not a monster either, just a vile horror and I think it´s the same with Simon and both his parents)

in the end I´m glad I posted it because 1. it´s my blog and I can be as self indulgent as I want. and 2. I hoped that others in the same situation would get at least a bit of positivity from it

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Hiii! Can I ask if you'd be comfortable writing cnc?:o

hiya! it´s gonna be a bit of a long answer but tldr: just send me the specific scenario/request and I´ll think about it^^

long version:

I have a very complicated relationship with cnc because irl it´s literally the worst thing I could ever imagine, however I do like writing darker stuff, my favorite trope is definitely using sex as sh or blurred lines or power dynamics etc

that being said I fucking suck at writing smut, I haven´t written anything "proper" in months, it´s just been drabbles and horny ramblings. I am interested in writing long form again but I´m oftentimes out of ideas when it comes to that, so I´m super happy every time I get a request. which doesn´t happen but oh well, maybe one day!

I would definitely like to write smut, I just don´t think it would be good, I pretty much only get horny enough to write explicit things once a month, I´m a virgin with no plans to change that any time soon

and cnc might be triggering to me, again depends on the context and character, I just don´t really fuck with rape fantasies, I get that for a lot of victims it actually helps to regain control but my trauma manifests in other kinks

I do think if it was "reverse", like the character being free use so to speak, I think that would be a fun concept, however I do not feel comfortable with the reader being the "object" so to speak, I personally have a lot of issues with being out of control which is why it would be hard for me to write that for a reader

but then again it really depends on character and scenario because while the kink itself is a no go for me personally, it could work in fiction so why not

I might not be the best person to come to regarding smut tbh, I fucking suck at this

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Adrian Chase doesn´t get the fucking hint

A/N: I just rewatched season 1 before season 2 comes out on Friday and man, I need him so bad. like I´m so delusional about him I genuinely think I could bag him when in reality he would hate my guts- anyway, I had to put my horny somewhere so have this (I always wanted to do a post in this format yippie!)

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Adrian Chase who never had a girlfriend before and only ever fucks as Vigilante

Adrian Chase who still plays DnD and listens to Taylor Swift because he wants to fuck her

Adrian Chase who´s fucking clueless about anything romance related (mostly due to his neurodivergency, but I genuinely think he can love, just in his own way yk?)

Adrian Chase who never grew out of his phase of loving big tits and a good blowjob, he´s grateful for Chris because he can live his superhero fantasy through him whenever they pick up chicks together

Adrian Chase who knows he´s never going to be the hero he wants to be but he doesn´t care because the people he kills deserve it

Adrian Chase who will kill your rapist/abuser/stalker no questions asked

Adrian Chase who always has this big stupid grin on his face with no thought behind it

Adrian Chase who´s not porn addicted but a pervert

Adrian Chase who gets off on killing people, teaming up with people he looks up to, the way his guns feel in his hands, the sounds his knives make whenever they hit his target

Adrian Chase who gains so much confidence as Vigilante that he starts thinking he´s hot without the costume as well

Adrian Chase who doesn´t drink and doesn´t do drugs and beats up everyone who says that makes him boring

Adrian Chase who has a favorite place for everything, food, comics, cinema, everything

Adrian Chase who sees red every time someone makes fun of him (which he still wonders why the fuck that still happens-)

Adrian Chase who does not believe you when you tell him you like him

Adrian Chase who doesn´t believe the others when they beg him to just fuck you already because you´ve had a crush on him for months now and it´s just getting sad at this point

Adrian Chase who isn´t exactly a sadist but is so detached from emotions that he turns into something even crueler

Adrian Chase who laughs in your face at your confession

Adrian Chase who gets rock hard the second you slap him across the face and start yelling at him

Adrian Chase who has to do a fucking double take because weren´t you the one on the team who was the most well behaved? (because you´re literally one step away from the death sentence)

Adrian Chase who tells you straight forward that he doesn´t like you like that but he´ll consider suiting up to fuck you

Adrian Chase who is speechless for the first time in his life when you tell him you don´t want to fuck Vigilante, you want to fuck him

Adrian Chase who can´t put a finger on the way that makes him feel

Adrian Chase who never understood what people meant when they said they were in love, who tried to understand it by logic but failed over and over again

Adrian Chase who believes he´s incapable of loving someone and deep down wants to be proven wrong because while he knows he´s pretty much too far gone on the humanity spectrum, he doesn´t quite want to go off the charts there

Adrian Chase who thinks dates are overrated and exhausting

Adrian Chase who will yap about his weapons collection and proudly shows off the rarest items that don´t even get produced anymore and gives you those puppy dog eyes to ask him about it

Adrian Chase who picks up on every single mood of yours and somehow always matches your energy, or maybe you match his because there´s no way in hell he´s going to adapt for another person

Adrian Chase who can´t say no to a little treat so he might as well take one for you

Adrian Chase who invites himself into your place in the middle of the night because he claims he likes your TV better. He doesn´t even say hi or goes into your bedroom, just sits on your couch like a creep and laughs at shitty TV shows that haven´t been running for 5 years now

Adrian Chase who follows you around like a puppy and is more than fine with you saying you´re his girlfriend even though he always said being in a relationship is much too annoying for him

Adrian Chase who gets uncharacteristically overprotective whenever you get hit on

Adrian Chase who feels like a little fucking princess whenever you get overprotective over him

Adrian Chase who doesn´t look at other women´s tits anymore, but can´t look away from your lips, it´s like he´s hyperfixated on them at every time, he hangs onto your every word

Adrian Chase who still has sweaty hands whenever you hold his

Adrian Chase who moans into every kiss

Adrian Chase who thinks you´re the prettiest all tied up for him, especially because he anticipates the second you free yourself and take control every single time

Adrian Chase who stutters every time Chris brings you up

Adrian Chase who blushes every time he says out loud that he´s your boyfriend

Adrian Chase who only ever vocalises it for you, because he knows you need to hear it

Adrian Chase whose voice trembles and cracks the first time he tells you he might be in love with you, his body trembling, unable to look into your eyes

Adrian Chase who is so down bad it makes him look clinicially insane because he already was stupid before

Adrian Chase who´s entirely and utterly yours

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Request away! I wanna practice more longform again^^ (friendly reminder that I'm multifandom so it can be for anything really)

Soft Sentence Starters

"Do you even know how much I miss you?"

"I didn't know who else to talk to, so I came to you…"

"Can I tell you something without you laughing?"

"I saved this for you. I thought you might need it."

"You always make things feel a little less heavy."

"I know it's silly, but… it means a lot to me."

"When I think about home, I think about you."

"I really appreciate you so much."

"If I could freeze one moment forever, it might be this one."

"When you smiled at me today, everything felt lighter."

"You make me want things I didn't think I deserved."

"Promise me you'll tell me if you're hurting - even just a little."

"I always notice when you're not around."

"You don't even realize how much you matter to me."

"I didn't realize I was waiting for you until you showed up."

"Can I hold your hand? Just for a minute. Just to feel like I'm not alone."

"I hope one day you will see yourself the way I see you."

"When you come home, I will be waiting for you."

"Your smile is so beautiful. Sorry, it keeps distracting me."

"I don't say this enough, but I'm really grateful for you."

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More konig and his mommy........ please.....i shant survive the winter

Fret not, child, I will provide😤

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König and his younger mommy

C/N: breeding kink and unplanned but wanted pregnancy(I put the part at the very end so you can still read the rest), age regression, feeding, dacryphilia, stepping and slight foot fetish

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König adores his younger mommy. he usually doesn´t date younger people, but it doesn´t bother him in purely sexual encounters. he mostly does one night stands because he gets too attached in a fwb situation and honestly he neither can afford to be attached like that nor does he actually want it. it just scares him too much. in general he´s always very hyperaware and at the same time scared of how people see him, of how they perceive him

he´s always been the creep, the loser, he already knows that and he doesn´t need others telling him that too. it´s not just the name calling and whispering behind his back, what bothers him the most is their eyes, the disgusted looks he gets every day. it reminds him of his school bullies and most of all himself, of how he looks at himself in the mirror, even today

so yeah, he´s not exactly thrilled about being called a creep for dating someone younger. he never approaches younger people first, he just doesn´t feel comfortable with the thought. but when you approach him he was way too mesmerised to reject you. you had an air of confidence and capability around you that he admired instantly

he knew he had to take you home the second you piqued his interest. he didn´t even think much of it, it would be like every other night that he slept around. he had a high sex drive so he wasn´t worried about that, he knew it would be amazing and he knew he´d satisfy you, but deep down he knew it was just one night. he hated that there was a voice inside his head telling him what a shame it was

so it happened just like that, you were more dominant which was what drew him to you in the first place. he knew what he wanted, he was old enough to and pretty much had the same kinks ever since he was a teenager.

usually he´s used to his partners putting up more of a fight in one night stands, it´s pretty much always a back and forth between him and them, mostly he´s the more dominant one mostly because he only does one night stands to get some steam off and most of his partners are drawn to his sheer size and expect him to act that way. again he doesn´t mind in that scenario since it´s merely physical

now back to his kinks and preferences since I wanna touch on that more. he always had a thing for older women, his most watched porn is femdom by far, his size kink certainly comes into play with that as well, just that it´s the reverse. gets off on how such a small woman can manhandle and dominate him, how really he´s just a big boy in her presence

that being said you were a surprise to him. a very welcome one. you were adamant on foreplay, and a lot of it, to set the mood you said. that wasn´t the strange thing, not even that you prioritised his needs over your own, he was used to all of that. no, what surprised him was not only how gentle you were the entire night, how...attentive to his very needs and wishes before he even spoke them aloud, but still making him say it every single time to make absolutely sure he was okay, that he was safe. and he felt safe with you. more safe than he had in a long time. mostly he was calm, he felt good, at peace almost

now the sex wasn´t rough and dirty either, quite the contrary, it was slow and kind, yes, he thought how kind you were to him the entire time, how lovely you were as a partner in every single sense of the word. König is a sucker for slow sex so you pretty much stole his heart at this point already. he could barely look you in the eyes at aftercare, not used to such gentleness when it came to handling him

he´s surprised about himself most of all since he not only saves your number, but actually calls you the very next day just to hear your voice. gets turned on the second he hears it, his whines are so pathetic when he feels his erection strain against his pants. he sits down in his office and just lets you guide him through it, hearing you instruct him exactly how to jerk off, how you use that tone to tell him how big he is, how you bet he´s leaking already, how cute it is for him to call, how adorable that he misses you like this, almost as if he can´t get off with anyone else now

and you´re fucking right he can´t, he´s addicted to you, your body, your voice, your very essence. he swears he falls in love the first time you call him a good boy on phone, cums at the same time too. too fast, mind you. you hang up on him as punishment. and he vows he needs to hear your praise once more, he has to earn his right to see you once more

until then you call a lot, mostly for sex, but you started to talk more about yourself and your life, mostly to drag out your edging sessions, but König doesn´t even feel the painful throb of his cock anymore, he just listens to you, memorises everything about your life that you´re willing to share. you always stick around for aftercare too and one day he starts to share about his own life as well. he tells you all about his work at first, it´s easier that way. he´s good at his job, knows what to say, talking is easy when it comes to that. you never once force him to talk about himself, you give him time to open up, to get closer to each other

you´re his safe person before you even go on your first official date. not that you two even have one of those, it was pretty much just phone sex, then meeting up in some hotel room whenever he was on leave, eventually he would stay over at your place occasionally and just didn´t leave.

you were never his girlfriend, always his mommy.

properly dating König is hard enough as is, I genuinely think the only way to do it is with such a dynamic in place because it´s pretty much the only thing that makes him feel safe to open up and actually be emotionally available

he´s a loner in life but with you he´s the clingiest he´s ever been. he hates it every time either of you has to leave, will text you constantly as much as he can, will send pics, voice notes, it´s pathetic but oh so adorable. depends so much on your praise and compliments, cannot function without them

he just wants to make mommy proud, by the way you can´t overuse good boy with him, he´s over the moon any time you call him that, this man was born to serve and submit

and while he usually is such a very good boy for you, sometimes you punish him just for the sake of it. the sake being getting him to cry. from overstimulation, from him feeling like he´s a bad boy, it doesn´t matter, he´s just so pretty when he cries, especially since he can´t talkl when he gets like that. he´s so helpless, it´s adorable. of course you guide him through it, tell him it´s okay, mommy´s got you, but you can´t help but get turned on by the tears streaming down his puffy face, since he´s so pale he gets red easily, especially when he cries and it´s super cute

you love to reward your good boy, your favorite being making him meals or baking him sweet treats, he especially loves those. not only does it show him you actually care about his wellbeing, you show your love through making food for him. you love watching him eat, feeding him even more, having him so dependant on you. completely putty in your hands.

he doesn´t mind putting on a bit more weight since he trains every day anyway and stays healthy, but he does love the fact that you adore his baby fat so much, how easily he gains weight on his stomach, how soft it is in contrast to his strong arms and legs. he used to be insecure about it before he met you. but you constantly grope him, his ass his thighs, his stomach, his chest, everything. nothign is safe from your hands. and he doesn´t care, his body is yours anyway. he loves it when you ride him and place your hands on his stomach, feeling his fat there. just as much as you love guiding him to place more of his weight on you when he´s on top, feeling the skin of his stomach on yours, just knowing your baby is well fed at all times

and he is your baby. when he first met you he just thought you were dominant, the whole mommy thing was a porn thing for him mostly, as much as he enjoyed it, he didn´t fully grasp it for himself before meeting you. didn´t fully understand the feeling he got every time you took care of him, not just in bed. so yeah, he´s a little. he´s safe enough with you to regress to a time where everything was okay, where he didn´t have so many responsibilities, where it was okay to be taken care of. and you grant him that every day. he loves to lay his head on your lap, your fingers running through his buzzed hair as you hum to him. he can´t sleep without your good night stories. has an oral fixation and when your fingers and tits are sore you get him a pacifier

on other days he just wants you to use him, those days mostly happen when he´s on leave and not completely stressed out of his mind for once. he always has energy for sex, but it´s different when he´s home with you and he knows he´s staying for a while. because that means you can take your time with him, use him at your own free will. he´s a fucking slut for you, always ready to do your bidding. he will crawl on the floor just to kiss your feet, to have you stop his face with your foot, have you step on him where he´s lying on the floor like a fucking loser. will massage your feet afterwards as punishment and if he does a good job he gets a messy footjob through his pants and you laughing at him for making a mess, extra bonus points if you spit in his mouth and force him to swallow, he´ll be hard again in no time. not that he actually gets pussy, he never does on his pathetic days. you just get him off in more humiliating ways until there´s no thought left in his pretty head

now, König is a family man through and through, it´s only his mom and him but she´s always been there for him, always supported him, always had his back. they have a very strong relationship and she is very vary about any partner König brings back home. that very rarely happens as is, it hasn´t happened for over ten years now and she´s sceptical at first because of the age gap. but the second you two talk she knows her son is in good hands, the way you made his favorite cake as a gift for her because it is hers too, how you´re so considerate and don´t butter up to her but just actually want to get to know her better. you also don´t annoyingly ask about his childhood which she appreciates since König is reminded of the cruel effects of the bullying every day as is

König´s mom is very direct so she pretty much just asks him if he brought you over cause he knocked you up already. he just freezes up at the thought because while you two don´t use a condom and he loves to cum inside the most, you haven´t exactly talked about pregnancy before. he never really put much thought into being a dad before, it just didn´t terrify him as much as it did some of the others in the field

he just shoots you a glance, a question really and you just...shrug, maybe, maybe not. your period isn´t that late yet, but also not on time, it´s kind of too early to tell. and you were always on the more relaxed side when it came to these things.

the two of you never planned parenthood but faced it head on. you always knew you wanted to give birth and be a mother, he always wanted to start a family on his own, you´ve discussed this once before to see if you two actually matched longterm. literally you two are the types of people who still wonder if it´s gonna work like 2 years into the relationship just out of anxiety of fucking things up-

but you never do, you don´t have to talk that much about these things because you just inherently understand each other. you always know what he wants and needs and he knows exactly what you need to be happier than ever

König is a great dad, he´s super prepared and actually babypreps everything early on so there won´t be any surprises, cooks for you, makes sure you´re healthy, accompanies you to every appointment, takes time off, is there when you give birth. he´s just as reliable as always.

[laceymorganwrites]

This hits so hard as afab nb who's getting back in touch with their body and femininity 🫶🥹 nobody can tell you who you are btw, it's your body, it's your gender, it's your feelings. Nothing else matters. There is no gender police to look out for, just asshole losers and they literally don't matter. As someone who constantly struggles with labels it's so refreshing and reassuring to know I'm not alone in the way I feel.

i saw an instagram reel of someone talking about his experience as a gnc individual. he was like "yeah i'm afab and i dress very fem and i've never experienced gender dysphoria in my body but i use he/him pronouns." and i was like wow that's so fire you're so real for that. and then i opened the comments (rookie mistake, won't happen again) and holy shit, the transphobia was RANCID. so many people saying shit like "white women want to be oppressed so badly," "so you're cis," "maybe i'm not woke enough for this"

holy fuck yall. we can acknowledge that yes, thin and white/white-passing trans individuals face less systemic and societal barriers. yes, cis-passing and non-physically-transitioned gnc folk may experience less stigma and oppression in their day-to-day lives. but hello, we can still acknowledge that someone's gender is still valid?? we should still respect their identity ??

trans/gnc individuals don't need to match your stereotypes in order for their identity to still be valid. trans/gnc people don't need to look a certain way, experience dysphoria, or physically transition in order to still be valid. external appearance does not equal internal gender identity. these things can exist and change independently of one another.

so yeah. maybe the problem really is that you're not "woke" enough to have this conversation. but then again, yall can't even accept that cis heteroromantic asexual men are queer too, so. maybe you're just not a queer ally in general.

[laceymorganwrites]

I love being a small multifandom blog because that way I actually know people like my stuff genuinely. I don't get much notes but every time I get a reblog or a comment I jump for joy. I do have a very sad history when it comes to tumblr so I'm just very happy that I get to have fun on here again and share it with others. I did hope for more interaction in the sense that I don't get to yap about the new fandoms since I literally just started posting again to find online friends but so far nothing cake of it >.< like pls, you can dm or inbox me, I'm just as much of a fan as you, I don't like this new trend of only interacting on surface level with fanfic writers, we're not content creators- like especially on here we're all just weird strangers on the Internet who collectively like the same thing, there is no such thing as 'popularity' here and people trying so hard to make it happen are embarrassing. Like honey you write fanfic just like the rest of us, you're not famous and you don't need to be. People like you anyway. It's just really weird being on here as a 'veteran' (and I come from an anime background, I've seen my fair share of writer drama), it's just that nothing could have prepared me for the cod fanfic influencers epidemic.

Anyway, I'm super happy you guys are here and like my stuff, it motivates me a lot to keep going despite my creative slump <3

you’re as much of a fan of your comfort show / movie / blorbo as any other fan, even if you don’t have a “big and popular account” or if you’ve never written a fic or made a fan art about the fandom you’re in.

you’re as much of a fan of your comfort show / movie / blorbo as any other fan, even if you don’t talk about said comfort show / movie / blorbo online or to anybody and just quietly take comfort from them in private.

don’t let today’s popularity contest make you feel less valid than other people in the fandom. because fandom is never about “popularity” or “going viral”. it’s about the comfort and joy you get from enjoying what brings you comfort and joy.

[laceymorganwrites]

Since this is becoming a Nikto blog-

[laceymorganwrites]

Writing and consuming cod fics are two very different things because while I'm having so much fun writing again without any expectations and in my own pace again, I absolutely despise about 90% of my dashboard because how the fuck does shit keep getting recommended to me that I hate beyond belief?

If I have to read one more innocent virgin just fucking turned 18 naive as hell reader overly using gen z speak and calling everyone by ridiculous nicknames I will go up in flames

Hate the content, love the creator tho because they're getting their notes, that's for sure

Also do people not do content warnings anymore??? The amount of in fic pregnancy scares I had, or noncon mostly

I can't even pinpoint it but every time I skim over a fic on my dash I cringe so hard even my 16 year old self would be phased, I generally don't read that much fanfic anymore because I've gotten way too picky for that but especially in cod there's a lot of short drabbles that are easy to read, but I can't make it through them without wanting to throw my phone and repeatedly yell no

Which, in turn, makes it super funny that I'm also writing for a fandom that I can't consume fics for- but oh well, it's fun and honestly I'm super happy that others enjoy their writing too, I do want them too. It's like you get a headpat from me but not a like or reblog-